So this is another weight loss update: The first picture is from my first year in college and the second one is from my third year in college. The second picture was taken 3 days ago and I think I made progress. Haha! Follow me on Insta @coldcolorface for more updates. Feel free to ask me anything!
psa. if we’re mutuals, we’re automatically friends. u don’t need to say things like “sorry to bother” or “sorry im annoying” bc ur not. ur my friend. u can come to me for anything. u need help? im here. wanna chat? hmu. just wanna gush abt your muse? go for it. we’re friends. ily.
Summer of 1983, Northern Italy. An American-Italian is enamored by an American student who comes to study and live with his family. Together they share an unforgettable summer full of music, food, and romance that will forever change them.
It fucking hurts him to do this. It really does because they’re like family. Blood brothers or some shit term that they learned after watching a movie when they were nine and made them feel closer than anything.
So it hurts.
But Sana is his actual sister. His baby sister who has spent the past few nights walking around the house like a zombie without an ounce of the sass he’s come to adore. This is Sana and Sana comes above all.
Yousef: hey bro, can I come over and chill?
Elias lets out a breath of air, thumbs moving absently as he puts just a fraction of what he wants to say to his best friend in text form.
Elias: i dont think so. we can go out or whatever later, but you need to keep your distance from my place.
There are several long seconds of silence and Elias can almost picture Yousef’s face as he blinks at the screen. Usually texting a warning that he wanted to come over was courtesy. Usually they didn’t even do that and just showed up at each other’s place. So yeah, he can only imagine the look of confusion.
Yousef: the other boys were there earlier… has something happened? I won’t eat in front of you guys or anything if that is what you’re worried about. I actually haven’t eaten all day. Habit i guess.
Elias thins his lips. The door next to his own opens and Sana walks out and pads down the hallway, not even sparing him a glance through his opened door.
Yousef: Elias? what the fuck?
Elias remembers the ways in which the boys teased his earlier this afternoon- the way they chanted “jealous” and laughed, rightfully ignorant of the real reason he is struggling with wanting anything to do with Yousef right now.
He types out, sana is the best person in the world and then deletes it, and then i hope noora is worth the tears on my sister’s face, and then deletes it again.
He sighs and scrapes a hand over his head when Sana pads back to her room in silence; a ghost in her own home.
if you don’t think i constantly have older paladins and scruffy-faced hunk on my mind ur dead wrong….. too bad keith has an incurable baby face and his shorter hair doesn’t help a single goshdarned bit
I could talk about how important this is for a parent to do in regards to mental health and simply allowing Lucien to choose for himself if he needs/wants professional help. A+ parenting. Not to mention that Damien was not yelling at Lucien and was basically like, “I care about you and I want to see you improve, but you need to make that choice for yourself. Just know that Im here to help.”
-how polite he is
-very romantic, in his own way
-writing letters, enough said
-that brave face he made during the movie scene, so cute
-speaking of the movie scene, this part too:
He was so scared he instinctively sought out for physical comfort just by mere hand holding!!!!
-he is so smooth
-His views on death and life is actually beautiful. Basically don’t dread on fearing death because you could miss out on enjoying life.
-when he brings mc dad home after the second date, he friggin’ gives mc a handkerchief as a gift!!!!!
-and no one could forget his love for dogs
-Also, he is so cute in this outfit!!!!! I love those large glasses on him, they look good on him.
Lets fast forward a bit, shall we?
-After the whole Duchess adventure, mc and Damien has a sweet conversation about Damien being perfect the way he is, he is more than a goth prince and mc doesn’t mind at all. Then he freaking ASKS MC’S PERMISSION FOR A KISS!!! That is so charming and sweet!!!!!
-After this scene is the conclusion of the route, Amanda’s graduation party. We have a chat with all the guests and Amanda until we have our final scene with Damien. I can’t explain how much I love what he says, so I’ll just put it here so we can appreciate it.
“But I think I can make an exception for you.” God, why does he have to be so damn smooth?
I think I made my point. Damien is an amazing character.
So like, I had an idea that Zim gets haunted by a malicious spirit but he has no idea what it even is. He’s not accustomed to things like spirits and demons, etc, so it’s odd to him that he sees a weird shadow in the corner of his eye sometimes or shit gets moved around and his base becomes unsafe.
So he crashes at Dib’s for a while, hoping to get away from whatever weird shit is happenin, and ofc Dib is interested in this cause GHOST?? But the spirit follows Zim over to Dib’s place and it’s attached to Dib at some point. He starts seeing this shit head-on and it freaks him the fuck out. Gaz probably also sees it but…could care less lol
They dabble in paranormal stuff a lot more so they have to figure out how to get rid of it, and I like the idea of them goin on paranormal adventures vwv ~~ I actually have a weird interest in horror, due to having my own weird fear of the dark and what lies in it and would love to make creepy shit one day… Like just put my fears to paper… but yeah!