im having feels you guys ;~;

anonymous asked:

I have Chronic severe Gastritis, IBS-A, Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Chronic Tietze Syndrome; and your blog has actually helped me through a lot and I love you so very much. Thank you for being such an amazing person who is kind to people and shares this amazing story with us all. <3


As a depressed ass anxiety ass bipolar ass person with two fake hips and a life inhibiting nerve disease I always want u guys to feel like ur in a safe space here ok I love u all so much

anonymous asked:

I’m an 18 yr old girl & im a virgin but sorry if this is weird for you to get but sometimes I feel like having sex. Like I wouldn’t even care if it’s a random guy is that slutty? 😩 Sometimes I’m scared it’ll hurt & sometimes I feel like it wouldn’t because physically my body feels different at some points. like I want to have sex I can’t even say it out loud because I’m embarrassed but yeah what should I do omg

Hey gal. It’s not weird at all. Sex is a completely natural and normal thing to do. If you’re scared or apprehensive, choosing to do it with some random guy is the wrong thing to do. There’s no rush. No one gives a fuck “when you lost your virginity” , so don’t force yourself into doing something you’re not comfortable with, just so you can say you’ve done it.

Whoever you do end up doing it with, you have to trust them and have a mutual respect. I found sex pretty strange the first time round, just because it’s something new and and something you haven’t ever felt before. It’s a lot of understanding what you like and what your partner likes too. Just remember there’s lots of different ways to have sex, penetration is NOT the only way.

But for anyone generally reading this, theres NO rush or right/wrong time to have sex. Do it in your own time and when you feel safe and comfortable enough to do so. Don’t do something you’re gonna regret years later.

Hope that helped!

anonymous asked:

I just want to make it clear for some people , yall guys are stupid if you keep saying that mutsuki’s major crush over sasaki is same as kaneki’s LOVE for touka , kaneki isnt selfish like mutsuki is , and there is NO DAMN WRONG about wanting to live to be with your wife and son, im proud of him that he isnt choosing to be like his father, but the only thing that hurts .... if only kaneki was mentally stable... he wouldnt have became dragoneki....

Mod K:

Whil I agree that the feeling Mut/suki has for Ken are completely different – Ken is extremely selfish and the narrative has pushed that time and time again. While I personally feel like Ken didn’t have a choice but to kill the oggai and the doves, and he was pushed into all of this, let’s not pretend that he is faultless. There is nothing wrong with fighting for your loved ones and he CANNOT save everyone, but he also got them all into this predicament.

Dragoneki is a direct consequence of all of the mistakes that Ken has made over the course of the series.

It’s one of those nights where im just feeling so sad about a lot of things…I hope you guys are having much better days/nights! ;v; hopefully i’ll perk up and update the blog with some drawings tomorrow!

“This Isn’t Fair.” -Julian x MC



…I can’t do this. I’m just sitting here; my chest hurts…my lungs are closing- or at least they feel so. My heart is aching, my hands are frozen…my legs won’t move.

The darkness is swallowing me, the silence is unbearable- yet it’s like a sharp ringing in my ears.

Am I dying? It sure feels like it.

I can’t see, I can’t speak, I can’t feel…nothing but pain.

Every time my chest moves with a breath, it’s short…sharp, painful. Clutching at my bed sheets…my bones feel so fragile, yet I’m using every bit of muscle in me to hold on for dear life.

It’s not like…it’s not like my bedsheets- my pillows- the blankets covering me…are him. It’s not like that, so why am I acting like it is.

Holding onto the material objects around me won’t help keep him secure.

I can’t do this…

What have I gotten myself into…?

It hurts…

Rolling over, turning away from the open and just facing a wall, I take a harsh grip onto the pillow I’ve been hugging to my chest.

Nothing can save you…

A tear rolls from my eye…why does it have to be like this?

I can’t take this…

I’m just a mess of thoughts right now…this wall is all I know now- I’m facing it- with no escape, I’m cornered, but…I can’t face the rest of reality…not if I know its motive…

A quiet curse escapes from my throat; I’m clutching the pillow even tighter now- it hurts so bad, deep in my chest…It feels like an inferno in my heart.

“Stop…” I beg.

But no one hears me. No one cares.

“This isn’t fair…”

At this point I’m squeezing this pillow to death- if pillows can even die. I wish I was a pillow right now- anything to make me stop feeling this deathly pain…

A sound escapes in the form of a whisper from between my teeth:


No one can save him…except me…I know it…


That’s just it- I can’t take this anymore.

Finally dragging myself out of bed in the dark of the night, I stumble around searching for my shoes- blisters wouldn’t be nice even with the huge rush I’m in right now.

I reach for a shawl I had brought with me- the night was cold.

With a few short stomps to the door, I’m out. My heavy, short and raspy breaths echo in my own ears as I speed away from the glittering halls of the palace and into the garden.

Within the matter of a minute, I’ve vanished from the garden as well.


I don’t know Julian’s everyday routes, but I do know of one place I could definitely look- the Rowdy Raven.

It had took me a while to find it, but soon enough I found myself in the little ally way where I had first been introduced to the place.

I’m covered with a hood, and I look totally suspect but it’s not exactly something I care about in this moment.

As I enter the Rowdy Raven, my ears are overwhelmed with loud voices and cheerful music.

In my search for Julian, I rush past a group of men- most drunk and all blabbering with excitement. As I’m making my way past, something catches my shawl.

“-!” In shock, I look back to see who the culprit is and am bombarded with a slur of voices.

“Hey, it’s the magician Julian let in!”

“What are they doing here?”

“Show us a magic trick!”

“I-” Before I can get a full sentence out, I’m forced down by the shoulders into a seat. My eyes widen in shock from the sudden gravity.

There’s a man sitting in front of me with droplets of something in his beard, and when he speaks his voice is husky: “Tell us a magician joke!” His eyes gleam like stars on the light of the bright bar lights.

“I…uh…” …What do I do now…?

The bargoers are just waiting anxiously for a hilarious joke…

“Um…” I clear my throat. This is really not what my business was supposed to be here…

“W-what did the magician say when his pet rabbit refused to come out of his hat?”

“…” Silence, either they’re already confused or they’re waiting on me to deliver the punch line.

“…Guess I’m having a bad hare day…!”

“…” More silence…?

Suddenly the crowd of drunken men erupts in laughter so abnoxious I think I one of them is about to fall out of his chair.

Standing up with nervous laughter, I start to back away from the table slowly.

“Hahah…yeah, Asra taught me that one…”

Suddenly a harsh grip touches my shoulder.

“-!” Turning around, I see Julian standing over me, holding a stein. His face is one of surprise and his grey eyes meet with mine as if he knows the troubled state I’m in.

“Fancy seeing you here…” His famous phrase, and his hand is still on my shoulder. Without thinking, I reach behind me and grab ahold of it.

“Come with me.”

I drag Julian away from his group of familiars quickly; even though he’s protesting verbally I feel like he could reject my strength pretty easily.

I get us to an isolated corner in the Rowdy Raven and take a deep breath. My hood is still covering my head and casting an ominous shadow over my eyes.

“Troubled?” I hear Julian’s voice as he reaches to me and slips the hood down to rest on my shoulders. I look at him, and he frowns.

“You look like sleep hasn’t been treating you well. She’s a mean one oftentimes.”

Looking away, I grab his hand again.

“No…I just…I wanted to make sure you were safe.” My cheeks light up with blush as my eyes trail up to meet his again. It appears he’s in the same state- his own crimson embarrassment spreading to his ears.

“You…” Julian lets out a bark of laughter, but his hand was still locked with mine. He soon recuperates his breath and looks at me with furrowed brows. “You want to make sure I’m safe?”

“Yeah- is there a problem with that?” I narrow my eyes.

“What makes you think I’m not safe?”

“…” Frozen- for some reason, that catches me off guard. I guess…Julian can take care of himself…I was worried for nothing…

“No, really…” Julian speaks softly as he moves some hair out of my face.

I’m not looking at him and embarrassing myself any more than I already have…

He leans closer to me; he’s so close I can practically lip lock with him.

I try maintain contact with his eyes…

“You’re cute. But you worry too much.”

“I don’t worry too much.” I fuss, swatting his hand away. “You worry too little.”

A chuckle escapes from Julian as he places a hand on my back. “If you’re so concerned why don’t you stay here for a while?”

I look around the rowdy bar with nervous eyes, not sure about that offer. I just want him to be safe…

I sigh, dragging my hand over my face slowly. “Just no more magician jokes.”

Julian seems a little confused by that statement, yet he eventually nods and takes my hand again, my eyes fixed upon him as he leads me back into the chaotic nest of tipsy Vesuvia residents just trying to forget about the lingering darkness over the city for a while.



I know myself, and I know once I have to redo something, it might not be as good the second time I do it. Or at least, I feel that way, so I’m distracted the whole time trying to make it as good as the first time I did it.

With that being said, I hope you guys enjoy anyways 💜

anonymous asked:

ok so does kissing just come naturally to most people or what because im 17 and i havent even had my first kiss yet and idk how people should kiss like could you explain please. sorry i think im just overthinking this but i honestly have no idea

In terms of being 17 and not having your first kiss like don’t even worry about it. You just having met the person yet for that yet. 

I feel like kissing comes naturally to most girls and most guys are absolute shit and I say this because I feel like girls are more reserved. As for kissing it’s like totally dependant on the situation. You kinda just do it and feel the other persona and how they respond. 

Would you guys care if i started rebloging other people’s work? like art and writing? Me personally as much as i would like to keep this blog my writing, i just feel like this site is shitty enough i wanna help other people get their stuff around. And i’ve got two other blogs where i have been rebloging stuff (sfw and nsfw) so im kind of feeling like…why not here too? just keep to the theme and share all the good shite that’s out there. I might have a hard time finding sfw stuff tho, so if anyone wants to toss me blogs as suggestions pls do. i will look at anyone. 

and i mean….you can make text submissions so if any of you guys wanna share headcannons with me i would totally be down for posting that stuff and like opening discussions.

This would be a good way for me to keep getting content onto this blog without me constantly having to be the one creating it. (both the reblogs and submissions. although with submissions i would be taking part in the discussion lol)

so yeah. Thoughts?

anonymous asked:

Have you been feeling ok ? You seem off in a way idk it's just NOT SAYIN IT IN A BAD WAY BECAUSE I LEGIT LOVE UR BLOG AND YOU but yeah you seemed off . Sorry .)

I’ve acting weird this last time? I honestly don’t know- like- in which way you see me “off”?

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My experience with the signs in my life
  • Aries female: so stubborn is incredible. A hot head. She knows what she wants and she'll get it. Yells a lot. Cares a lot about her family. Very concerned about her diet. She looks like a cinnamon roll but is a beast inside.
  • Aries male : very intelligent, probably the most intelligent. Can either have a very scientific mind or a very literary mind. Loves to read. LOVES to make puns. Horrible ones. Has the biggest laugh.
  • Taurus female: MY BIGGEST LOVE. Literally the cutest thing. She is so smart and caring and it's true: she loves to eat. Cares so much about everyone, not only her close friends. She almost never get angry but when she does. Ouch.
  • Taurus male: a cutie. Always ready to cheer you up. DOES NOT. BELIEVE. IN. ASTROLOGY. Likes scientific shit. Loves old movies. Always laughs at your jokes. The best friend you can find. Loves Shrek.
  • Gemini female: so strong and independent. Her hair is always on point, so is her outfit. Either very tall or very short. They talk a lot and they love listening to you. Geminis are actually very lovable people. Best companion for a boring class or for lunch break.
  • Gemini male: very bold and confident about himself. Does his own thing. It's not that he is a dick, it's just that he has his own problems to take care of. Except Trump, Trumps is really a dick. Im sorry Geminis that he is in your sign. The cool guy of the class who has a different girl every week. A lil fuckboy but fun to have a chat with. Loves videogames and perfect pal to get drunk with.
  • Cancer female: not a crybaby. Actually HATES to cry in public. More often than you think, very extroverted. Very passionate about what she loves. High ambitions, starts many things and then get bored. So many puns oh god.
  • Cancer male: oh boy. "Nightmare dressed as a daydream". Makes you feel so special. Boyfriend material. Usually dark hair and dark eyes. Not very tall. Adorable. Special laugh. Will do great things in life. Very creative but kinda introvert(?) WILL RATHER DIE THAN CRY IN PUBLIC.
  • Leo female: very close about her private things but she will open up if you demonstrate her she can trust you. Loves everyone. Not that confident about herself. Very confident about the world, tho. Wants to move someplace else and experience. People respect her.
  • Leo male: Stonehead™. Literally smokes all the time to forget about the pain he feels. Hides emotions and then explodes, usually with rage. Either very close to you that he calls you every day, or he'll completely ignore you. Smart even tho it doesn't look like. The lonely wolf.
  • Virgo female: so stubborn and independent. She knows what she wants and she'll get it. Can get very clingy to the people she loves but sometimes neglect other people she loves even tho she doesn't notice. Get mad easily for the little things. The queen. Just listen to her, she knows the shit.
  • Virgo male: cute but doesn't have his own personality. Sometimes gets involved in ugly companies and does things he doesn't want to. Very sensitive but tries to hide it. Actually cares about you even tho he wants to appear a tough boy. Pretends he doesn't care about school, ends up with all A. Probably very good at soccer.
  • Libra female: becomes part of your family if she isn't already. Amazing lipsticks. Always has great stories to tell. Lives in the clouds. Forgets about things easily but won't forget the important things. Has so many passions but get easily distracted when she is studying for an exam. Perfect person to binge watch Sherlock with.
  • Libra male: my everything. Pretends he's a gryffindor but deep down is a slytherin. Stunning. Gets high grade without doing shit. The teacher favorite. The one you can do stupid shit with. Will do anything for you. Listens to you 24/7. Loves tv shows. Very smart. Will probably end up doing something very important. Perfect dad.
  • Scorpio female: actually very sweet and caring, as much as cancer. Never shows off her emotions but you'll know when she cares about you. She's like a mama bear. She'll call you if she feels you are not happy. She'll call you constantly. Extroverted and kind. Best presents ever. Looks naive but very cautious.
  • Scorpio male: ok so my ex fwb was a scorpio and i gotta say they get emotionally attached. Pretend they don't care AT ALL and then calls u at 2 in the morning telling u they love you. Just be careful cause they don't know what they want. Obsessed with electronic things and sex.
  • Sagittarius female: literally on fire. SHE. TALKS. SO. MUCH. I have so many different feelings about her. Either i love completely or I can't stand her. She pretends she knows everything. She's so slow at doing everything, except talking. Laughs a lot. Very sensitive deep down. So loud.
  • Sagittarius male: Pretty introverted. The fire is hidden. He's a freaking badass. If he cares about you, he will show you. Most likely to call you at midnight for your birthday. Very sweet. Goes big or goes home, especially in love. Both a cinnamon and a sinnamon roll. Like if he ain't in the same political party as you, just don't mention politics. That's when the fire shows.
  • Capricorn female: so. she actually cares about you. but she has so much shit going on so she might forget to come at a place you invited her, she won't even apologize but when something happens to you, be sure she'll call. She's absolutely cute and she has been hurt so many times so it's hard for her to trust people completely.
  • Capricorn male: THE FUCKING FANBOY. He loves to travel and to try new things. He is so shy but with his friends he's crazy. Laughs at his own jokes. Extremely sensitive and when he loves, he loves hard. So intelligent and interesting. Absolutely adorable.
  • Aquarius female: the sweetest. she gets clingy to everyone but because she wants to have friends and do things and has a lot of problems but holds everything in and puts her friends first and she's hurt. The most precious human. She needs, she deserves to be loved the most. Learns very quickly and she's very honest.
  • Aquarius male: the devil™. Actually he is funny, like so many jokes, but sometimes it's just too much. He hates when people offend him. Gets on the defensive. Kinda selfish and cares a lot about like 3 people (?). Like he will kill for them. So much drama, boy. Probably failed history and algebra 2 twice.
  • Pisces female: such a badass and a cutiepie at the same time i don't even know how this is possible. she has such a strong personality and loves her friends. Determined and will fight with her teeth for what she loves. You need to have a pisces in your life. She always says she will kill a person but then she just like run away.
  • Pisces male: like just like the pisces female. Cares so much about his family and shows his emotions easily, whether is anger or sadness or happiness. Determined but also insecure about himself, but will do great things.

im pretty sure pennywise throws temper-tantrums when he doesn’t get his way. like, in the movie, for example he gets pouty when bev says she isn’t afraid of him anymore. he almost looks like he was going to cry out of frustration.

i mean, he acts like a child in general, just the way he treated eddie in the Neibolt house scene.

i love my 6'5 tall man child.

anonymous asked:

I like how this blog is becoming "buck-grampa, tell us a story", "aight, lil shorts, there was this cow..." Cuz you're old.

wait what???? im old???? i hadnt noticed, i thought that 100 year birthday party was for a different jackass with a metal arm. 

look, the only reason most of my stories are about the good ole days is because most of the morons i hang out with now have blackmail on me. and i have blackmail on them. we’re all doing the nuclear deterrent thing, it seemed appropriate with the russian-american vibe we’ve got going.

so i cant dish dirt on them without getting dished back. 

and i like you guys just fine, but i would rather murder every one of you than let tony tell anyone the story of the three shrimp plates. 

death before dishonor and all that

Exploring Château Guillard

Hello everybody! Local french baguette here to help you with easter eggs found in the Château Guillard map on PTR!

[screencaps are not mine as my settings are as low as can be, if you wish to be credited, feel free to ask!]

What we know as a basis is that this Château belonged to her family, as stated in the last Dev video.

Maman and Papa are obviously fucking loaded. Or were. Seeing as the château is empty as can be, one can assume that they’re long gone…


First off is Widowmaker’s laptop. The message on the screen is the following:

Bonjour Madame Guillard,

Nous vous confirmons par ce message qu’une limousine vous attendra à l’aéroport Nice Côte d’Azur à 21h30.
Le trajet entre Nice et Monaco devrait durer environ trente minutes.
Vous pouvez évidemment modifier cette réservation à votre convenance.
Nous sommes à votre entière disposition pour toute autre demande.

Which translates to:

Hello Madame Guillard,

We confirm by this message that a limousine will await your arrival at the Nice - Côte d'Azur airport at 9:30 PM.
The drive between Nice and Monaco should take about thirty minutes.
You can, of course, change this booking at your convenience.
We remain entirely at your service if you have any other requests.

(please note the awkward wording is from me literally translating pompous french formalities)

From this we can guess a few things: 

• This e-mail is from before the section of the Masquerade comic set in Monaco.
Widowmaker has returned to using her maiden name, Guillard.

Next up: Boarding pass!

I’m intrigued by the name Danielle. Possibly a cover-up name since using Amélie might be too obvious? Who knows.

Assuming this is her boarding pass, as it would add up to the statements about Masquerade above, it gives us an idea where in France the Château would be.
The closest airport is CDG, which is the code for the Paris - Charles de Gaulle airport. It leaves me to guess that the Château is located in the Parisian region rather than in Savoie, where Annecy is, as many in the French OW community had assumed… Another speculation was the Loire region, which is notable for it’s grandiose renaissance-era castles and whatnot.

Here’s an annotated map to help you guys visualize o/

I’m not sure what else I can offer for now! I was told there was a journal in the cellar but I don’t have a good enough screencap to make out and translate what could be written,  so if anybody else wants to provide one, I’d gladly help!

Feel free to ask questions if you have any! My askbox is open for that!

let my boys be happy

As you all may know there was am ML comic released that was not only racist but that also sexualized Marinette. You can see the pages that I’m speaking of here and here.

This is not okay at all and I believe that Zag should be aware of the issues with this.

I found their email:  (from their website) and plan to email them my opinion on the matter. Please feel free to message them as well. The more voices the better. And if you do not wish to email them, here is their twitter as well as the creator’s :


Also the official ML tumblr!!

im just remembering all the horror stories from kin tumblr back in 2015/2016

  • the person who faked having a prosthetic arm so they could kin the guy from fma
  • meanposts entire existence
  • i remember when someone messaged me really condescendingly and made posts about me because i had a fucking naruto kin and im white
  • person who pretended to be ashkenazi jewish and used google translate to write posts in hebrew
  • suicide baiting people for having the same kins as you
  • kys fake :3
  • the juuzou fakes list
  • edgecult (??????)
  • komaeda kins
  • people being kin with nazi anime characters for some reason
  • that one post saying you shouldnt even relate to characters of different races
  • everyone having that same fucking layout
  • the constant impending fear of getting a callout
  • feel free to add