MY BEAUTIFUL BOY IS FINALLY HERE I THINK IM GONNA CRY I LOVE HIM SO SO SO MUCH HES MY PRECIOUS SUNSHINE HES MY SMOL BUNNY DADDY I WOULD DIE FOR HIM LOOK AT HIS HAIR LOOK AT HIS SMOL FACE PRECIOUS FACE OF GOD THIS IS WHAT GOD LOOKS LIKE PPL LIKE AYATO KIRISHIMA MY GORGEOUS BEAUTIFUL PRECIOUS SON I LOVE HIM W WHOLE MY HEART ID LITERALLY JUMP OFF A BRIDGE FOR HIM HE SO PRECIOUS I MIGHT JUST GET A STROKE I-
WHEN I SAY IMAGINE KIHO IN THE GYM--- I mean imagine Kihyun is there determined to get abs and Wonho makes it his life mission to support our Kiki in the journey. Wonho would be spouting gym/body/health knowledge all the time they're together and getting proud about Kihyun's gym accomplishments, helping his with equipment (that one ch+ video in Taiwan Gym proves this!!!) and being all "You're doing great sweetie." and ki would be like "OF COURSE, who do u think I am" im emo bye
FUCKNJEFKWJHEFBVJWHBVF STOP I CANT DEAL WITH THIS IM GONNA WEKJHVBWKJEHBVWHB BUST THE BIGGEST FUCKING NUT but also bust it softly namsayin bUT LIKE !!!! @trashstax and kihyun would be there to tell wonho when he’s over doing it and all the “you’re more than your bODY” talks and them wiping each other’s sweat with damp towels and sharing their favourite workout playlists with each other IM GONNA GO JUMP OFF A BRIDGE
trying to figure out how I want to draw Snake for that au, more like “how much snake should I put in to snake” with a dash “im gonna go jump off a bridge because I can’t get the snake balance right”, a novel by me
i want it to be more of a fusion-type deal but I can’t get the balance right
actually, im pretty alright at splattin’ fools, but when i run into frosty, if i dont have a shield up already, then theres like a 95% change im about to die. if i have my shield then it might be a double kill.
there was one match where i saw her jump down off a bridge and i jumped down behind her thinking i was gonna get the sneaky kill. but after i jumped down and ran ahead a bit she was nowhere to be seen…where could she be…?
SPLAT, im dead, she was behind me the whole time.
then there was one match where she just murdered everyone and everything in sight, getting more splats than the rest of her team combined. me and my team lost that match (obviously) because we couldnt deal with the maelstrom of ink-y violence.
LOL the funniest encounter i had with her a few days ago was when me and another teammate were BOTH trying to kill her and she was fighting both of us off, so i just ran away and let my teammate die.
It has been a really tough month. While i’m trying to adjust to the medicine that was prescribed to me, i have to deal with the side effects too. Hormonal, mood changes, depression and weight gain.
On the brighter side, it’s helping me to reverse those bad cancer cells right?
Im posting this to encourage myself. Not to give up nor give in to temptations just because life is hard now.
I have lost 100lbs, i came so far. Hell no that i’m gonna bounce back.
Even though i’m not able to exercise as much now but im still doing home exercise.
Are you diligently doing them?
I’m gonna continue eating clean because it not only will help me lose weight, i strongly believe that eating clean will bring back a healthier me.
It sometimes comes a point when i feel demoralised too, but whenever i do this damn comparison, god i come so far, there’s no way im going back.
I heard this story on the radio the other day.
Kevin Hines had made a decision: if just one person stopped and asked him what was wrong or to smile at him, he wouldn’t jump from the Golden Gate Bridge.
Everyday we are all so focused on our problems that we become so oblivious to our surroundings. If we could take a min or a second to care about what’s going on around us, i believe the world will be a better place.
But where have all our positive energy gone to?
If we could be positive whenever we encounter issues, we will be so much happier. We wouldn’t be drowning in unhappiness. Some problems is in your head, some isn’t even going to happen anyway.
Whatever you are trying to acheive right now, keep going.
No matter what you do, no matter how many times you screw up and think to yourself ‘there’s no point carrying on’, no matter how many people tell you that you can’t do it. Keep going. Don’t quit.
Make everyday count. Time waits for no man.
Make everyday worth remembering.
Nobody will truthfully understand what you are going through but you know it. Be kind to yourself, love yourself. There’s so much more to life then what you are frowning over right now.
Most importantly, SMILE. It’s the most beautiful expression you can wear on your face. You could be saving someone’s life and you are definitely attracting positive vibes into your life!
I know i need to be brave and positive at this point of my life and i’m consistently reminding myself too! I will make it.
Btw, these pictures are exactly 2 years apart. Left picture was taken at Citi’s semi annual awards and right is obviously a shameless selfie taken a few days ago.
It’s just a example of what you can achieve if you want it bad enough. Of course i’m not slim or skinny yet but i will get there. Just like what i’m dealing with right now, i will conquer!
If you are reading this, i hope you can smile to the next person you bump into!