im glad she said this

When ya mom say some transphobic as fuck stuff


What your father did to you, the choices I had to make.


Q: When do you feel stressed? 

“I feel stressed because of work,but then again resting and not working is like a torture to me because you have time to think about things. I think I like being “crazy busy” better. After promoting for a long time,we had a year long hiatus. I had a lot of time to think about stuff. My personality is to constantly pick things about myself,I make myself tired from it. I couldn’t bear to go outside,I just …I couldn’t sleep because of all the thoughts in my mind,I wanted to sleep somehow. Whenever I talk about my problems to other celebrity colleagues they just say “ Well you’re SNSD” and when I talk to my seniors about it they tell me that this is the best part of my career which makes me feel as if I can’t tell someone how I feel comfortably .”


Type: One Shot | Imagine about Ethan Dolan
Rating: PG
Word Count: 2,547

I could hear the wood crackling as the fire started warming everyone up. I sat down next to Ethan pulling my sleeves down slightly. He could tell that I was cold, he wrapped the blanket around me pulling me close to him. I rested my head against his shoulders, his hand rubbing up and down my arm trying to warm me up. I wrapped my arms around his waist as he kept his arm around me. We both saw Grayson come back on the four wheeler and of course Ethan wanted to be next. He moved me off of him as he got up, reaching for my hand. I grabbed his as I followed him over to where Grayson was at. Ethan got onto the four wheel and waited for me to get on. I got on behind him wrapping my arms around his stomach. We started down the path, it started getting darker and darker. I was getting more scared the further we went, I tightened my grip on his stomach. I guess he could feel my tighten grip since he started to slow down. We finally made it to the top of the clift, over looking the water. He rubbed his hand over mine letting me know that I was safe. I finally let go of hm as we got off the four wheeler. The view was beautiful and honestly the ride was totally worth it.

“Are you ok?” he ran his hand through his hair.

“Yeah​ im ok” I nodded.

“Good” he sat down allowing his legs to hang over the edge.

“Its beautiful” I sat down next to him.

“Its possibly one of my favorite spots to come too” he looked out towards the water.

“Can I ask why?” I questioned.

“Because its peaceful” he quickly said.

“Why did you bring me up here?” I looked at him.

“I wanted to talk to you about something” he finally looked towards me.

“And what is that?” I looked down as I started to wonder.

“I know we have been friends for over 5 years now and” his voice started to drift off.

“What E?” I placed my hand on his shoulder.

“I don’t know how to say this” he said.

“Come on Ethan, we are like best friends” I said.

He looked up at me, placing his hand against my cheek. Our eyes meet and something just clicked, I knew exactly what he was going to say. He leaned in towards mine placing his lips against mine slightly. I smiled against his lips before kissing him softly, resting my hand against his chest. He slightly pulled away allowing his lips to barely touch mine. I rested my forehead against his as I opened my eyes. I kept my hand against his chest as his hand was against my neck. He finally pulled away from me looking back towards the water. I gently rested my hand on his knee as I didn’t want him to be nervous.

“You can tell me Ethan” I said.

“I like you, there I said it” he placed his head in his hands.

“And I like you, its ok” I rubbed his back as I moved closer to him.

“Your not mad? Wait you like me too?” He looked at me.

“Yeah​” I smiled gently.

“How long?” he asked.

“For a while but never wanted to ruin our friendship” I looked at him.

“I don’t think it would” he placed his hand against my knee.

“We are stronger then that” I wrapped my hand around his arm.

“True” I could see the smile grow on his face.

“So ask me” I said.

“Will you be my girlfriend” he titled my chin up.

“Yes Ethan” I leaned up slightly peeking his lips softly.

“Good” he smiled as he grabbed my hand.

We stayed up on the clift for a little while just talking about things. We finally got back on the four wheeler and this time he took it slow. I kept my grip on him as we rode back towards the fire. It wasn’t many people left sitting at the fire but there was so much going on. Really it was too much going on to stay sitting in one spot. He got off the four wheel grabbing my hand as he helped me off. He wrapped his arm around my shoulders as we walked back to our seat. I cuddled into his chest as he wrapped the blanket around us, keeping me close to him.

“ETHAN, Y/N WE GOT FOOD” Grayson yelled out from the balcony.

“WE WILL BE THERE IN A SECOND” Ethan yelled back.

I pulled myself away from Ethan as I got up. Stretching slightly as I looked back at Ethan waiting for him to get up. He finally got up grabbing my hand, intertwining our fingers together. I smiled as I walked with him to the house, where we found Grayson with the pizza. I fixed my plate and went over to the couch. Ethan wasn’t too far behind as he got his plate, sitting next to me.

“You two are cozy” Grayson said as he sat down in the chair.

“I finally asked her to be my girl” Ethan smiled.

“Finally!” Grayson laughed.

“What you knew?” I looked at Gray.

“Yeah​ I did, he’s my brother” Grayson nodded.

I smiled at Ethan as he started to eat his pizza. I started eating my pizza as we started joking around. I had been around these boys for over 5 years and I didn’t want anything to change between us. Ethan took my plate as we were finished placing them in the sink. He finally made his way back sitting next to me, placing his arm around my shoulders. I moved closer to him, resting my head against his shoulder. “You two are adorable” Gray said.

“Thank you” I started to blush slightly.

“Im just glad she said yes” Ethan responded.

“Why would I say no?” I looked at him.

“I don’t know” he shrugged his shoulders.

I rested my hand against his chest as he held me close to him. Grayson soon left the room going back outside as we stayed cuddled up. I ended up falling asleep against him. He smiled down as he realized that I was asleep, he eased off the couch. He picked me up trying his best to keep me asleep as he took me to my room. Laying me down against the bed as I started to wake up, his kissed my cheek softly.

“Go back to sleep” he said.

“Stay with me” I reached for him.

He didn’t hesitate with his answer as he got into bed. Pulling the covers over us, pulling me close to him. I looked at him as he brushed my hair from my face. I moved slightly closer to him peeking his lips softly. He rubbed my back as we started to fall asleep. We stayed cuddled up in my bed the rest of the night, well until our alarm went off. He groaned as he didn’t want to wake up, I rubbed his chest slightly. I moved his hair from his face kissing his lips softly. He smiled into the kiss as he started to wake up, keeping his arm over me.

“Come on guys!” Grayson said as he walked into the room.

“Stop it Gray!” Ethan said.

“Lake day” Grayson said.

“Come on Ethan” I pulled away from his grip getting out of the bed.

I walked into the bathroom turning the water on in the skin. I started brushing my teeth when Ethan came in, placing his arm around me. I leaned back against him as he rested his head against my shoulder. He finally moved from behind me as he grabbed his tooth brushed. I finished brushing my teeth and I left the bathroom as he started. I went to my suit case grabbing my bikini, I went into the closet to change. I walked out of the closet with my bikini, grabbing my shorts from my bag. I could see Ethan standing at the bathroom door leaning against the doorframe. His smirk grew on his face as his eyes wondered over my body.

“Like what you see?” I asked.

“Yeah​ I do, ” he grabbed his swimming trunks.

I went downstairs as he changed, grabbing something to eat. I watched Grayson lean against the counter as he was eating. I started to pack everyone’s lunch in the cooler since we were going to be on the lake all day. I put the cooler in the van as I walked back into the house I saw Ethan in the kitchen. I got behind him, placing my arm around his waist, kissing his shoulder. He turned around so he was facing me, leaning down to kiss me softly. I kept the kiss between us as I wrapped my arms around his neck. He placed his hand against my sides as the kiss started to get intense, I finally pulled away from him. Ethan and I as well as Grayson decided to take the two four wheelers to get to the lake. The rest of the group decided to take the van, I got on the back of Ethan’s four wheeler.

“I got you, ” he smiled as he placed his hand against mine.

“And I got you” I kissed his cheek.

He started the four wheels as we rode behind Grayson. It wasn’t scary this time because I could actually see where I was going. I still kept my grip on Ethan’s stomach as we rode. The breeze was nice so was the scenery, I loved these little trips that we did on the weekend. We finally got to the lake as we parked the four wheeler next to Gray. I waited for Ethan to get off the four wheeler first, he reached for my hand as he helped me up. We walked hand and hand down to the lake. I took off my shorts as Ethan took off his shirt, of course Ethan ran right off the dock jumping into the lake. I walked to the edge of the dock and sat down, allowing my feet to go into the water.

“Come in, ” Ethan said as he swam towards me.

“It’s cold” I said.

“It’s ok come on, ” he placed his hand on my leg.

I finally gave in and got into the lake with Ethan. We swam out to where Grayson was, as we started to play games. We played water freebie and just other games. They wanted to film a video for Tuesday, of course, so they started the challenge, I stayed out of the way. I got out of the water and sat on the dock as I watched them. I couldn’t stop laughing as they were doing the craziest things. They finally finished Ethan and Grayson got out of the water, wrapping a towel around them. Ethan came onto the dock sitting next to him, wrapping a towel around me.

“That was a good video idea, ” I said.

“Thank you, ” he said.

Ethan got up from the dock and went to the van to get something to eat. I wasn’t hungry, so I stayed on the dock, my feet in the water. I could hear them coming back, Grayson was right behind Ethan. Ethan grabbed Grayson pushes him into the lake, but at the last second Gray grabbed his arm pulling him with him. I laughed as they both crashed into the water. Ethan came out of the lake, picking me up from the dock. I screamed as I held onto him he tried to throw me into the lake. I kept my grip onto him and once again we both went into the water. I made it back to the surface as I gasped for air, Ethan was right behind me. I dunked Ethan back into the water and tried to swim away. Under the water he grabbed my leg pulling me back, making me go back under the water. Grayson grabbed my arm helping me back up the surface. We started to swim further into the lake, I tried to keep up with them both. I started to struggle to swim as I just couldnt seem to catch my breath. I stopped as they kept swimming, I felt something around my feet. I screamed out in pain as I felt as if something stung me. Ethan and Grayson turned their attention back to me. They were far away from me and I was far away from the shore, they started to swim back to me.

“We are coming” Ethan called out.

“OW!” I screamed.

They finally made their way to me, Ethan helped me back to the shore. He sat me on the shore looking at my foot to see what happen. All I knew that there was blood and a lot of pain.

“Call for an ambulance” Ethan called out.

“Its that bad?” I asked.

“Its a lot of blood” Ethan said.

He wrapped his shirt around my foot keeping pressure on it. Soon the ambulance was there Ethan rode to the hospital with me. He even stayed with me in the emergency room. They cleaned my foot, giving me stitches as well as three shots just to make sure that I was ok. I was released soon after but it hurt way too bad to walk. Ethan picked me up taking me out to the waiting room where we found Gray. We went back to the cabin, Ethan carried me everywhere. He waited on me making sure that I was ok. I was ok because I had him, he cuddles was the best medicine in the world. I healed up perfectly fine for our final bonfire of the weekend. I walked out of the fire as I saw Ethan sitting with Grayson, he ran over to me as he saw me.

“I’m ok” I said.

“You’re sure?” he asked.

“Yeah, feeling so much better, thank you” I smiled.

“Anything for you, ” he kissed me softly.

I sat down next to him as he put the marshmallows on the stick. He handed mine to me as he got his ready, I placed mine in the fire. Pulling it out as it caught fire, making sure it was melted before putting it on the gram crackers. Bonfire s'mores was the best, maybe it was because of the people that were around me. Ethan placed his arm around my waist, pulling me close to him, I kissed his cheek softly. Even though I got injured on our weekend get away it was still the best getaway that I had been on. Ethan admitted to me that he liked me, plus I loved spending time with my two best friends. Ethan was still my best friend, now he was just also my lover. I could admit that I did have feelings for Ethan as well, I guess in time everything worked out perfectly. Some how he stole my heart the first day we meet, but it just took a little while to get him to see that. In the light of the fire we found love, crazy as that seems.

(Happy Valentine's day)

A/n: new installment of one bad night series.

Warnings: smut, nsfw sexy sex, all of that.

Their lips hardly broke contact getting into the door. She pushed the jacket off of his shoulders fervently. He chuckled as he helped her take it off of him. He pulled off his own shirt and she stepped back looking at him in awe. He gave her a grin, she shook her head and pulled him back into kissing her. She could feel his hands finding their way up the back of her legs and under her skirt. He moaned into her mouth as he grabbed her ass. She yelped and bit his lip playfully. He grinned against her mouth. “I missed you so much.” He breathed as her hands splayed over his abdomen running over the muscles. He missed the feel of her warm soft hands running over his skin. They were smaller than his but held all of the power. He mewled against her touch as her hands wandered toward the cusp of his jeans.
“You missed me a lot I can feel it.” She said ghosting her lips over his tauntingly close causing him to chase her lips with his own. She smiled as he kissed her. She pulled away abruptly and took off her pretty, fuzzy, red sweater. She stood in front of him in a bright red bra with a heart in the middle right in between her breasts.

He raked his hands through his hair anxiously as she shimmied out of the skirt. The little bright red thong had a matching heart. He bit his lip at the sight of her. “Come to bed with me.” She purred. “Y/n you’re killing me.” He whined as he followed her. He watched her ass as she trotted to the bedroom. He carefully caressed the swell of her ass as she opened the door to her room. She turned and raised an eyebrow challenging him. He grinned. He loved the challenge. He waited until they were in her room to kick out of his shoes and jeans. She sat on the bed and watched him. The covers were rosy and pink this time. She changed everything for the holiday. He smiled at how romantic and sweet she was. He knelt down in front of her and pressed sweet kisses on her knees. “You are so sweet, and beautiful. I wish I couldve done more for you today. ” he kissed her upper thigh. She smiled. “Baby, I’m just happy you’re here.” She said as she ran her fingers through his hair. “Now come up here.” She said softly. He chuckled and continued to kiss her thighs before crawling up onto her bed. He hovered over her as she backed up more onto the bed. They kissed heatedly as she wrapped her arms around his neck. He gripped her thighs firmly digging his fingers into them and letting out a soft groan. “I missed you so much.” He said against her lips before kissing down her jaw and toward her neck. She arched into him grinding her hips against his feeling how desperately hard he was. “I can tell.” She sighed lettling her hand trail down his hips and into his briefs. He gasped before biting her neck in response to her touch. She stroked him languidly as he sucked a deep mark in the crook of her neck. She loved the way his scruff felt against the soft peach like skin of her neck. It sent currents of desire rushing through her. She brushed her thumb over the tip of his cock causing him to twitch in her grasp. “Babydoll if you keep that up, I’ll cum in your hand.” He warned. So she did. She brushed it back and forth looking at him with feigned innocence. “Oh? Really?” She teased grinning at him from ear to ear. He scoffed at her before sitting up and turning her over. She let out a shriek as he ran his hands up the back of her thighs and up her bottom. He peeled the silk red thong down and she wiggled out of it. He leant over her and shoved her hair out of the way to whisper in her ear. “Do you always have to do the opposite of what I say?” He chuckled smoothing his hand over the swell of her ass. She sighed wistfully at his touch. “Sometimes.” She answered. At that he laughed and gave her ass a quick swat. “You’re perfect. ” he said before kissing her cheek. She could feel him shifting on her bed and in between her legs. She hiked up her ass to meet him arching seductively. He chuckled from behind her and planted a lingering kiss on her bottom. He kissed up to the small of her back and up her spine sending her nerves into a frenzy as his scruff brushed against her back. She groaned and pressed against him. He smiled and lined up with entrance. “Fuck ” she sighed. He kissed her shoulder and held her by her hip rocking slowly before picking up the rhythm. The room was abundant with noises of pleasure from both Y/n and Chris. If anyone came to her apartment theyd probably turn tail and leave with the sounds they were making. He slid his finger against her clit as he rocked back and forth causing her to yelp. She could feel the rush about to hit. Itd been so long since they’d been together she was fit to burst. Her walls fluttered around his cock as he deepened his thrusts. She managed to pant “yknow. It you keep this up I’ll cum.” She teased. He thrusted slowly back and forth deeper than before. “Still so sarcastic.” He grunted before speeding up. She cried out gripping the sheets. “Go on dollface, cum for me.” He said as he continued to thrust and rub harsh circles about her clit. She rolled her eyes in pleasure the. The sound of his voice. The sensations of his touch. The way he moved inside. That was it. She came in harsh angry waves. All of the pent up sexual energy pour out of her sending him into his own. He pulled out swiftly before cumming on her back with sharp strangled noises. As he finished he reached over to the rose gold box of tissues by her bed and cleaned her off before cleaning himself. He leaned down and pressed kisses in between her shoulders. He disposed of the tissue in the pink trash bin by her bed and fell to her side. She collapsed slowly, carefully folding her body and fighting her shaky legs. He wrapped her up in his arms and kissed her chuckling softly at her. “What?” She chirped. “Nothing. You’re just so cute and funny and sexy. Im glad I’m back.” “Im glad you’re back too, noodle. ” she said kissing his nose. “Happy Valentine’s day ” she said softly drawing shapes on his chest. “Happy Valentine’s day.” He answered kissing the top of her head.

Ok I’m finding some dark humour in the mental image of Seven and MC taking their time picking V up and slowly escaping while Rika is literally right there not noticing



Me and my friend were at calvin and i wus 2 fuckin tired, i just wanted to look around to buy a small thing, wasnt plannijg on lifting. She beeped and I didnt know she actually concealed so i was confused at first but they asked her if we had anything along with them checking my bags. I was fine, didnt take anything. (we saw employees chasing shoplifters out side so i guess she just handed them over. )

They took her into the back and I told my parents what happened, they asked us to come to the back of the store.

There was an officer and he was looking thru my bag my friend was holding, asked me for a receipt i showed him a receipt for a shirt, I just told him I threw the claires bag away and i guess it was good enough.

He asked my friend what her full name was, the school she went to, her age, her parents names, her adress, just basics. He said he was gonna call her mom. Im glad he wasnt real mean, she said the girl working was being kinda rude but nothing like my caught at ragstock post. She was banned from the mall for 1 year but she aint even coming back to that mall it was a one time thing…

So we met the officer later bc he had to print a citation and he gave it to her, telling her she might have to go to court and she’d have a thingy mailed to her, thats shes young and can fix this. Im glad she didnt rat on me bc the officer asked if i knew she was lifting.

I had like 10% bought merchandise and 90% lifted so im really glad the officer didnt catch me lifting. the lady working said it had been the 5th or smth incident today.

Please check for tags 100 times b4 you guys conceal. Love yall.


Honoring Bwonsamdi

So joo be ah followah of da Loa of death, hmm? Me too, mon. Ah know nah everyone can kill bebes in da name of Bwonsamdi like ma muuka did, so ‘ere some othah ways ya can ‘onah ‘im witout ‘aving ta be killin everydey. 

First t’ing ya can do is go to ah place where life be thrivin, cause where dere life, dere be death. So all ya ‘ave ta do is find ah nice forest or visit da jungle, or anywhere ya t’ink be good.

Next ya take et all in, look around ya, at all da plants, animals, even da rivahs. T’ink about ‘ow da plants will withah, da animals die, and da rivah will dry, all in Bwonsamdi’s name, onleh fo’ da cycle ta continue fo’ as long as Azerot’ live. While ya be observin, joo should be lookin fer signs of ah fresh death.

Bwonsamdi love da fresh souls of da dead, eithah bein ah lizard or ah troll, ‘e takes all. So now ya should be lookin fo’ bones, feathahs, and skulls fo’ ya altah. Make sure dey be for ah fresh kill, da mighteh da bein, da bettah. Once ya altah readeh joo can make up ah bowl of ya own blood, t’row in some othah t’ings dat feel right fo’ ‘im. Aftah dis et be up ta joo if ya want ta be meditatin or chantin.

Now ya be ‘onorin da Loa o’ Death. But remembah, worship be different, ta worship ‘im, ya need ta be killin. Whethah et be maulin da neck wit ya fangs, shootin an arrow t’rough da ‘eart or swingin ah sword around. Da mo’ ya kill da mo’ ya ‘ave ah chance wit Bwonsamdi’s gift. Pain ain’t got nothin ta do wit’ givin ‘im da souls, so et be best if ya give da beast ah quick an easy death.

  Ma mothah dedicated ‘er life ta Bwonsamdi, and ‘e was ma first Loa, so even though ah wasn’t da one who chose ta worship ‘im, I’m glad ah do..She alwehs said ‘e be da one ta care fo’ us aftah life, ah sure she meant mo’ den dat, but ah was pretteh young when she tol’ me dat… Ah ain’t sure why dis ‘appens…meybe ets cause of all da worship ma muuka did when ah was livin inside ‘er. But Bwonsamdi give me dreams sometimes, but dat’s ah storeh fo’ anothah time.

Homecoming (Chanyeol Smut)

By Admin Lychee and Admin Goomba

We had just gotten back home from our last day of classes right before winter break when my phone started ringing. I immediately recognized the ringtone of my boyfriend, Chanyeol, but was confused. He was halfway across the world, and there was no way he could have time to call me with the different time zones and his busy schedule. I slid my phone out of my back pocket, sliding my thumb across the screen and balancing my phone in between my shoulder and my ear.

“Chanyeol?” I answered, sliding my bookbag off of my shoulders. My best friend, Nyla, looked at me from the kitchen, raising her eyebrows.

“Baobei!” His deep voice rang through my ears and I couldn’t help but smile.

“What time is it over there? I’m surprised to hear your voice.” I replied, beginning to walk towards the kitchen to get something to drink.

“It’s 4:00 here.”, he said, I could hear him smile. I looked at the clock and raised my eyebrow. The little hand on the analog clock rested on the 4.

“Uh…babe?”, I asked, hearing silence from the other line.

“Yes?”, he responded.

“Where are you?”

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HE SAID IT! SHE SAID IT! I literally thought Eurus was going to kill my baby molly hooper and when mols didnt pick up the phone, i was on the verge of tears! Im so glad she did and im over the moon that they said i love you to each other! Also that smile molly had when she came into 221b at the end tells me they more than made up 😏😂😊💕💕💕💕

Originally posted by msphoenixfromdaflames