like i want to travel the world so bad and go to all these amazing places, last night i was watching the hat films vlogs of when they went to thailand and my body ached with how much i just wanted to be there, i want to travel and i want to see the world
but i feel so cowardly because im not very confident. i dont know how to plan trips, i dont know how to book hotels, i dont know how to handle language barriers without getting consumed by anxiety
i dont really know how to get over any of this. it feels impossible. im scared i’ll never travel and never truly be happy because i can’t get over myself.
uhhh… i deleted all my fucking drafts on here bc i honestly don’t have muse for any of them and i’m not gonna force myself to try to do them lmao. im not feeling very confident w/ my muses on here rn, so feel free to hmu on @prettieboy bc that’s basically my main blog for the moment.