im feeling really emotional right now

music stim things:

• bouncin on ur toes bc u cant dance but u Also cant Not Dance

• systematic tapping ur fingers and hands like ur really the song mixer and this is a launchpad video

• my Hands…………………. The Conductor

• i wasnt thinking the right thought at the right time when the song did the thing now i gotta start it all over

• my tongue got tired from secretly singing along Inside My Mouth

• im so full of emotions now??? just from hearing this one really good note??? my chest feels like really happy balloon now AaaaAAAAAA???

• when u got ur headphones in and it hits the Good Frequency™ and everything is just Fantastic

I can’t believe some of my headcanons are now canon.

I always had this headcanon that Craig would end up learning that taking people’s feelings into account instead of going at everything logically is important because he started dating Tweek. He’d learn firsthand that he needs to remember not everyone looks at things analytically, and Tweek is a really emotional person. Tweek needing someone to sometimes just be there to listen would teach him the value of listening and validating emotions, even if he lives his life in a way that largely avoids them.

And that shit came true.

  • seokjin: you ever wanna talk about your emotions, yoongi?
  • yoongi: no.
  • namjoon: i do.
  • seokjin: i know, namjoon.
  • namjoon: i’m honestly feeling a little bit lost right now, like, what is the meaning of my life on this planet? am i really just one life among billions of others? does my presence on earth mean anything? i'm very confused.
  • seokjin: i know, namjoon.

i kno im always joking through my feelings and emotions as a form of coping but im truly so upset and i genuinely feel ridiculed lmao why is it such a wild concept why is it funny that young wlw find representation and feel empowered by the idea of supercorp lmao why is it funny i just really wanna know what they were thinking then they did that cause i truly feel like the biggest fucking loser right now lmaoooooooooooo anyways lena luthor (a lesbian) doesnt deserve this

I just saw someone complain about how burgers taste like shit. and im gonna be honest, I actually thought it was impossible for someone to dislike the taste of burgers. I thought it was just one of those things that was universally loved…. even vegans try to make burgers outta non-meat materials – even vegans know. im really feeling a lot of emotions right now 

anonymous asked:

Hi! I'm new to tumblr tho not new to the fandom and im rly enjoying your meta!! This might sound random but do you know if Cas ever cried on show? Or at least spilled tears? I remember teary eyes every so now and then but not much more than that. I know Dean did cry sometimes, so it got me wondering!

Well in theory Angels /shouldn’t/ feel deep emotions so he shouldn’t really cry… shouldn’t is not in Cas’ vocabulary though right?

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Originally posted by xen29superwholock

This scene ^ is the closest we have and well, it’s when he’s told that Dean is dead, he then goes to Heaven and says he just wants to be an Angel again (to feel less pain and go back to being a cog in the machine so he doesn’t have to think too much, he’s very nihilistic at this point, reminds me of Dean since s13 actually, just going through the motions and doing the job…hmmm such coincidence!).

Then when he finds out that Dean isn’t actually dead but he’s missing and off doing Chuck knows what (10x01) he…. is still on earth, he didn’t go back to Heaven as he wanted to do when the only difference is that he thought Dean was dead. He’s left lounging around in a grotty motel room in his bathrobe of despair, telling Sam how much he misses Dean and making it his life mission to use what little life and grace he has left to find and save Dean.


its midnight and im so tired and i almost cried just thinking about this little headcanon… i headcanon that omnics have a tendency to say their emotional states out loud, be very open and honest about their feelings to the point of verbalizing them, because they don’t have human body language and facial expressions to imply them. plus they’re just kind of… shameless about emotion. when he first starts learning from zenyatta, genji finds that he’s never really been exposed to that kind of genuine emotion before. he nearly cries when he and zenyatta are meditating, and after a long while zenyatta hums thoughtfully and says “I am very pleased right now. I feel at peace when we are together… I am glad you are here.”

Can’t Help Falling In Love. (Bellamy Blake x Reader)

Request: im in love with the song, can’t stop falling in love by Haley Reinhart and was wondering if you could do a really cute but like emotional i guess imagine with bellamy please !! your writings are my favourite !! thank you xx

A\N: omg i listened to it and it was amazing :))) btw sorry if this is a bit long xoxo 

The golden glow of light rests on his freckled cheeks as you admire his fond smile, feeling his chest move with each soft breath he takes. You’ve been laying in his comfortable bed all morning. Surprisingly his mom hasn’t woken up yet and Octavia hasn’t bothered the two of you. "Everything’s so perfect right now.“ You whisper, running your hands over his chest gently and he hums in agreement. 

 "I know, I wish we could stay here forever.” He says, pulling you closely and placing his lips against your forehead in a chaste kiss. 

 "It’s a shame that’s just not how things are.“ You sigh, mumbling your words as you look up at him. 

 "Hey, don’t give me that look,” he tells you with a small, pitiful smile. He sits up and pulls you up with him, making sure you’re never without his touch. “Nothing will ever keep me from you. You know that." 

 "Then why do you never tell Aurora that I’m here?” You respond with a calm voice, knowing the answer. His mom has never liked you. She looks down on those who are privileged and even though Bellamy has learnt you’re nothing like your father -Marcus Kane- Aurora doesn’t trust you one bit, “I don’t fit in with your family. I barely even fit in with mine.” You try to laugh off the self deprecating words that tumble from your mouth but you can’t because what you’re saying is all too real.

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me, after watching exo’s lotto x monster performance from last night

me, after seeing suho with black hair

me, after seeing kai practically NAKED, whilst sporting black hair

me, after realizing i exist at the same time as exo

these pics arent mine

anonymous asked:

Is it alright if I ask for one about austism?

absolutely! ♡

disability au’s: autism!

  • “I speak really slow and I hate how I sound, so whenever I have a question in class you’ll ask it out loud for me no matter how stupid and people kinda laugh at you but you don’t mind and idk I might be in love with you”
  • “I have an intense interest in this one thing, I can’t help it, but I see you everyday practicing this thing and someday I swear I’m gonna compliment you on it" 
    • “looks like this day is today because oh shit here you come—turns out you noticed me practicing it too oops”
  • “everyone kind of made in known in the class/office that your autistic but it doesn’t mean shit because you’re the only one here who knows what the hell we’re doing so cmon u gotta help me out man”
  • “you’re usually quiet around here but turns out that you have a thing for helping teach people things and you get all chatty and excited and I think that’s really fucken cute idk”
  • “you’re not that great at understanding certain feelings but you know what, I’m not really in the mood for anyone trying to understand what I’m feeling right now so take a seat bud you’re cool”
  • “I like being a superhero because I can really connect and bond with people without actually talking to them and having them think im weird”
  • “emotions really aren’t your thing but are definitely mine so we have a good black/white, opposites attract relationship here I like it”
  • “you’re fascinated with my roller coaster of emotions and I like having you around to chill me out bc I’m a lil bit of a drama queen”
  • “your routine runs into mine on the way to work/school every day and i wasn’t there one day so you got a little upset at not seeing me as it turns out, and so the next day you waited for me just to make sure you didnt do anything wrong and idk thats super frickin cute to me—nono you totally didnt mess up, i thought i saw ice cube the other day so i totally had to get an autograph”

coming from a small company who barely had anything to becoming this big and successful. from having fansigns with 200 fans to having sold out concerts here in the us. from wearing fake brands to wearing real designed expensive clothing/accessories. from working their fucking asses off sacrificing part of their physical/mental health day and night to reach where they are now . it’s just so fucking amazing and impressive like they really did that it’s literally crazy. coming from a stan that watched them grow since debut like i can really see it, they really grew A LOT. i remember when the fandom was really that small and when i look at bts now and its just wow… i dont even know how to describe it myself imagine how they themselves are feeling right now. their hard work truly paid off im literally so so proud of them idk how to put it in any other words. 

burnthefirstorder  asked:

Hey im back with another damerey prompt bc youre really good at writing them >.> number 20 from that kiss prompt list?

Or, in which self-image and abandonment issues are freaking WEIRD and I’m probably never gonna get tired of these tropes with this ship. PG-ish, vague mention of suicidal thoughts.

kisses because everything hurts right now including being loved by you but you’re also the only thing that makes it feel better

She’s overwhelmed, or at least she’s pretty sure that’s the right word to describe it. Emotions are a lot, and Rey isn’t exactly good at them yet but she tries. And then she fails, and it’s miserable, and she drowns further, and it’s a ridiculous cycle that she can’t stop. Doesn’t know how, doesn’t know who to ask for help either.

She deals by hiding. Natural skill and tendency of hers, and in each new location the first thing she does is find a few places almost no one would think to look for her. The last few, she’s had help - she suspects that multiple people have “suggested” that BB-8 keep an eye on her, and while the thought may be a little annoying, she appreciates the company. Turns out that when not being shot at, the little droid is actually pretty quiet, knows when to chirp to distract Rey out of a particularly bad pattern but otherwise just sits there with her and lets her be. If she has to be supervised, she could do worse.

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hey folks it’s 8/31 in nipland and that means it’s hatsune Miku’s birthday aka the Best Day Ever™

on a more serious note I sorta want to say thank you. To like, the producers and everybody who made Miku who she is to me today because without her I wouldn’t of had made most of my friends and I certainly wouldn’t be here for typing this post. I have like so much memories with vocaloid and hatsune miku that i can’t really remember a time where like I wasn’t into vocaloid and stuff. To put it simply, vocaloid is sorta my life now haha.

Thank you. To Hatsune Miku, to the producers who bring life to her, for being there for me for my worst and my best, for being there for when I’m sad and when I’m happy. I’m sure I speak for most vocaloid fans when I say this, Thank you so much for just being you.

anonymous asked:

Yellow my man you doing good?

splitting apart like this made my head hurt and pain makes me feel angry. i also feel responsible for all the other fragments because im worried theyll hurt someone or themselves since i cant be there to be their rational thought. i know nothing is super wrong right now but the more i think about it the more i feel like im losing control of everything even tho everything is fine and i feel conflicted, confused, and worried, but i dont know how to express these feelings properly so instead i get really mad. 


It’s a Bet

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Chapter 6 

Chapter 1  Chapter 2 Chapter 3  Chapter 4  Chapter 5

The rest of the night was enjoying a four-course meal and some of the executives stating the achievements that have made in the past year. The last speaker of the ball was Jaebum he was glowing as applause filled the room. You were mesmerized at how he just commanded everyone’s attention It was a feeling you have never felt before.

“Y/N” …. “Y/N” someone whispered behind you.

Turing around it was Somi. She appeared beside you and whispered in your ear.

“Mr. Tuan is waiting for you in conference room 701, he has something important to discuss with you.”  Your heart beat peaked at the thought of being alone with Mark because he was known for being unpredictable but it probably has something to do with the papers you finished that were late.

You turned back to look at Jaebum speaking in front of the podium. Still wanted to watch Jaebum…

“Y/N, you need to go.” Somi said standing up ready to lead me to the conference room.  You nodded and stood up to follow her to Mr. Tuan

The elevator ride to the conference room was quiet, Somi was writing something on her clipboard which looked like regular paper work. Your head was spinning thinking about what Mark wanted to discuss with you in private. Knowing Mark, it probably wasn’t going to be about work. The doors to the elevator stepped aside to let you off the elevator which was weird, why wouldn’t she walk you to the conference room where Mark was? “Walk down the hall and make a left and Mark is waiting for you in the conference room to the right.” You nodded and the elevator doors closed making you have a nervous feeling in the pit of your stomach.

The floor was a lot more polish than the lower floors of the hotel. The carpet was a velvety red with fancy light fixtures on the walls as you walked closer to the room where Mark resided you heard faint music coming out of the room. Once reached to the doors you took a deep breath and opened them. Inside was a dimly lit room, where candle light and the view of the night sky took place of the fluorescent lighting, balloons, and decorations that read happy birthday. Mark was standing in the back of the room where he held a small cupcake adorned with a single candle on top. He placed his hand covering the flame while walking towards you. That’s when it hit you that today was, in fact, your 23 birthday, something you forgot from focusing on your new job.

“Happy Birthday Y/N,” Mark whispered into my ear. He set the cupcake on the conference table and nodded to me to blow out the candle. “Make a wish.”  

Considering Mark’s eyes, they weren’t lustful or excited they looked very soft something I haven’t seen from him, but nevertheless, I closed my eyes and blew out the candle. I couldn’t think of anything better than what I’ve already experienced.

“How did you know?” I asked beaming at Mark. It’s been years since someone has thrown a birthday party for you. Usually, you celebrated it with a face time with your parents or reading text messages from your friends.

“Because, you are special Y/N, and you deserve to have a celebration on your birthday even if it’s just with me.” Mark and I let out a laugh.

“Well, that was very sweet of you and I really appreciate it.” I said while going in to give Mark a hug. He wrapped his arms around me. Instantly comforting to the touch.  His grip around my waist as my arms went around his neck. His light smell of his cologne filled my senses and I found myself lost in his arms for a moment. It was like there was an unspoken feeling said between us. Slowly letting go Mark took one of his hands and lifted my chin to slightly tip my chin to make eye contact. Seeing his features so close ignited my senses. His sharp features and his brown eyes to his soft plump lips.  

I could feel his lips yearning for mine. Before our lips touch, he tilted his head giving me a soft kiss on the cheek.


“Now isn’t the right time sweetheart.” Mark said softly while straightening up his suit and adjusting his watch.

“Well, shouldn’t you go back to the party? I’m sure a certain person is worried about you.” Mark said smiling showing his pearly whites, even though I could tell he was thinking about something that was bothering him.

“Why won’t you come back with me?” you said in a sad tone. Even though you thoroughly enjoyed spending some of the night with Mark you didn’t want it to end quickly. Deep down you knew Jaebum was probably looking for you and your heart sunk a bit at the thought.

“I will be right behind you.” Mark waved me to go on to the elevator, without a word I did just as he said and left to go back to the party.

Walking towards the elevator you heard a sound to what seemed like someone getting off the elevator. Turning the corner of the hallway, you noticed Jaebum looking for you.

“Hey, is everything okay?” you asked as you finally caught his attention.

“Did he do anything to you? Jaebum said as he took my hand and started leading me to the elevator.

“No, no didn’t why? What is wrong?” Jaebum’s face was stressed, something was wrong and neither of them are telling me why.  Either way, you were going to get to the bottom of it.

“Alright, as long as you are alright but next time let me know when you are going to leave like that.” His hand holding mine was tight and protective. Like he was almost scared.

The car ride with Jaebum back to my apartment was mostly about work and schedule for tomorrow. It was like he was never the person he was at the beginning of the night.  Amongst Jaebum talking you finally interrupted.

“Today was my birthday.”

The car suddenly hit on breaks and Jaebum turned to looked at me with a shocked look on his face.

“What….” His voice was quiet this time as he was going to carefully listen to what I was going to say this time.

“That is why I was meeting with Mark he threw me a surprise birthday party…though it was just me and him.” You said softly.

Jaebum didn’t move and the air within the car had tensed up his hands on the steering wheel had tensed.

“Everyone else forgot about my birthday…and it felt nice that someone remembered.” I said in almost a whisper causing Jaebum to hit the gas and speed to my apartment. Why was he acting this way? Did meeting with Mark make him this angry?

In less than 20 minutes we arrived at my apartment which at a regular speed would take about 40 minutes. Without a word, he opened his car door and walked over to open my passenger side. Getting out of the car you were almost scared to look him in the face and apologize for tonight.

“I will see you tomorrow at work 8 am sharp.” His words were straight to the point no emotion at all which caused your eyes to well up in tears, but you held them together until you got to your room.

Immediately you picked up your phone and dialed the number of the only person that could really make you feel better in this situation.

The phone picks up.

“Hey are you busy, could you come over I need you right now.”

To all young mlm who are struggling right now: It will get better.

When I was 15 all I was able to feel about myself and my body was disgut. I was lost in an ocean of identities I couldn’t understand very well trying to find I place I belonged to. I used to think that my life was meaningless and that things would never go they way I wanted them. 

Now being 23, even if many things are still far from perfect, I’ve been finding new little things about the world and myself that have made me keep going. I’ve been able to find myself at peace with my identity and every day I get the feeling the time I have to spend in the closet is smaller and smaller.

I’m sure that if you keep going you will find lovely people that will adore every inch of your being and most importantly, I really hope, you will become one of them too. Because you are a brave young man that deserves the world.

Keep fighting <3

I’m so freaking proud of Taehyung and the things he’s acheiving and how unbelievably confident he’s getting. Being able to step out of his comfort zone and show us his many hidden talents from photography, drawing and making music makes my heart so warm. 4 o’clock is such an elegant song and the fact that he produced it himself with the help of Namjoon is incredible. His deep soulful voice suits this kind of song a lot and adds so much emotion even if you don’t know the lyrics, which btw are so alluring and deep and it really feels like he opened up to us, I still can’t get over the fact that he actually wrote it. Proud really is an understatement to what I’m feeling right now I just love him so much and really hope he continues to show us this side of him.