im done with it now

“dr. nikiforov are you even listening to me”

“did anybody ever tell you that you look really good in those scrubs?”

“yes. you did. like 25 times a day" 

(part of a yoi medical au that @chantedeer and i are working on in which yuuri is a pediatric nurse and victor is a pediatric surgeon!) (yes, yuuri is wearing poodle scrubs) (you’re welcome)

anxiety is just so frickin fun. It’s like a little nauseating party in your stomach that makes your head hurt and your hands shake and your legs tap up and down and your chest feel like an elephant is sitting on them and your throat feel like it’s closing up.

I don’t know why such a fun party would ever bother me since everyone tells me all I have to do is chill like that’s so hard right? It’s not like my entire life revolves around anxiety and that “taking a chill pill” is hard for me or anything. It’s not like relaxing is something that I, a person who is constantly jumpy, on edge, and nervous about everything, can’t do.

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Sorry for the huge ass watermark but oops gotta do it cause someone might steal it before july

Keychains/stickers for supercon 2017 !!!!!!!! I love these a lot ok 💗

IN OTHER WORDS my samples came in and im like super fuckin exited aaaaaaAa !! Now that ive done these i can order the keychains !!!!!!!!!! MMMMMMMM!!!!!!

I̭̦̳'̡̢̫̝̟̭̬͇̰̟̋ͭ̿̕m̨̯̪̟͓͚̭̻̫̩̔̿̕ ̧͎̱̠̜̝̺̿̄ͭͧͅa͍̙͙̹ͩͩ̑ͤͩ̄ͨ͆ļ̭͔̮̤̖̹̤̰͈ͭ͗̊̈w̢̳̜̜̍̋̓̑͑̓ͬa̵̵̝̫̗̮͊̎̐ͪ͌̍ÿ̯͓͎ͣ̅͋̐̈̎͆́̚͜ṣ̹̳̲͂͑ͤͪ̎͐̀ ̧̥̻̺͎͙̝͙̲̎͗̚͞t̢͍̤̃̈͜h̠̹͔̤̣̐̅ḛ̴̯̲͕̖̩̼̜̮̀͐̇̓́́͠ṛ̩̠͔͉̖̔͒̈ͦ̏ͨȩ̸͍̝̬̱ͥ̉̉̓ͣͥͧ̕.̤̤̩̦͉̥̳̆ͦ̊̇͠ ̴̟͆̾̃̾T̰̐͆̽ͭh̨̗̼͉͎̝̘̲ͩͪ̍̉͞ͅͅe̴̟̣̩̖̪ͪ̃͗̌͒̿͜ ̛̙͍͉̺ͨ̉ͥͩ́̀̍͢ç͖̟͕̦̼̜ͮ̉̅ͫ̆͛̚o̷͔ͫ̍ͦ̓͜r̷͍̝͙̗̻͎̥̽̏̽̄ͦͅn̢̫̯̤̜̲͖͓̾̏̚e̯͗ͭŗ͖̖̦̣̹̯̂̂̉̓ͬ̇̚͞ ̙̳͖̔ͅô̧̬̗̺͊̉ͅf̷̨̖̜͖̘̈́̿ͤ̉̆̚ ͚̠̩̣̳͙ͩ̒͆̀̈ͤͯ͑́y̸̡̛͉̮͇̰͔ͪ̍͊ͅö̧͍̪̩̱̉͒͆̾ü̷̢̜̣̝̮̻̬̣̣͂ͥ̒̅r̢͍͈̳̥̲̩̳̾̐͑̄̀͞ ̱͚͓̮ͧ͟e̵̜̪ͨͮ̓yͮ͋̊̈́͞҉̩̤̘̱͉̠̟̫ē̞̙̰͙̟͚̬͂̂͒̀͆̌ͬ̚͢,̸̡͕̝̱̼ͭͤ̃̆ͧ́̂̏̓ ̴̺̭̲ͫͯ̓̀ͪt̢̊͊̏ͫ͌͗͝͏̺h̡̛ͥ̀̿͏͚͙̹͍̥ḛ̱̦͚̫̩ͥ̂ͨ̏ ͎̲̇͐ͦ̑͗d͇̦̙̪̹̬̓̉̄̕͞ͅȃ̱̯̆̈́ͯͯ̏́͝r̾̐ͮ̈̇͢͟͏͖̪̮̦ķ͎̞͉̬̗ͧͪ͂̾̇̀e̤̟̦̍͊͂̊͑ͣ̕͢s͖̜̰͓̣̟̗̄͒̈́ͬ̊͆̓ͣ͟t̶̫ͦ̏̇ ̡ͨ̾͏̸̪̬̰̬̝̫̦̞̙c̭̬̖͖̩̭̜̒ͪ͘ó̷̒ͬ҉̝͕͓̪̤͍͓͘r͌ͩͦ͊̒͆҉̧̥͓̳̣̬̺̯͙n̶̗̣̜͛ͪ͐ͭͨ͟͝e̲̜͇͈͚̘̊̓̈̍ͭͬͅrͫ͆͊ͫ͆͏̵̼̳͟s̻̙͇̝͎̒̅̿͂͋̋̎̊̀,͈͈̹̠̰͉̜͗͊͐̈͆͑ ̮̟̮͔̜̪̫̍ͪ̏́͒ͫ͘ͅt̖̣̠̫̣͙͉̔̿̃̆̒͊̍͑ͅh͇̯̬̟̻͙̒̂ͣ̑ͯ̀͂̚͟͝ͅͅe̢̯̻̎͛ͬ̓̽̽ͫ ͍͎̩̭͈ͮ̊́ͧ̿̓̑̌̑c̨̮̤̭̹̺͆̈̾̊ͦo̟̻̮͔̗̝̻͙̒͝l̠̪̪̺̒ͯͧ͟d̥̻̲̭̞̐͌̏̃͌́ ̂̊҉̹̳̯̥͇̣͜b͍̉ͬ͗̆̂̑̆͜͡ŗ̱̞̥̽ȇ͉̠̝́͠e̼̠͈͚͒̓̀ͥͧ͋̀͝z͚̭̊͒̇͒̈̋͟ȩ̨͖̹̥̙̩̪ͩ͋ͬ̋͊̍̔ ̨̛͕̠ͭ̅̉̔͝t̜̘͓̜̝͓̳̯̑͂̆̓̈͂̉̒͘h̠̪̱̃͗̀ͣ̔̀ͤͨr̡͈͔̪̮͕͚̮̼̃̂ͣ̃͡ơ̚҉͕̮̼͉̮̼̪̗u̵̸͔͍̼̭̼ͣͥ̒g͇̰̞͚̲̯͔̋̆͑͐̈ͨ̅́͢͟h̪̩̝͇̰̗͙̺͉͛͋̈ ̮̇̿̓ͯͯͯ̈ͩ̀̀y̷̖̜̖̯͊̽̐̐͡o̻͍̫̝̮̟̞͍̬̿̎u͉ͭŗ̺̝͍͙̩̥͍̣͚͂ͪͧͬͭ̚ ̸̥̞̹̟̰̰̥ͬͧ͂͞d̢̦̠͊̂ͅȍ̧̢̼͓̪̙ͪͨͯͣ̚͜o̶̢̠͉̻͚̺͈͑͗̇r̷̙̪̳̤̲ͨ̃ͨ̊̀ͯ.͖̩̟̝̮̎͊͆ͦͨͭ͑ ̜͓̙̲͇̞̝̹̍̏ͯ͛̅ͨ̈̈́͝I̾͒ͭͫ͋̈́͋҉͈͙̳̠͇̭ͅͅn̷̬͈̜̮̠̤̽͗̓͛̽͋̓̅ ̵̷̙̻̺̖̳ͩ͐̒͒̓ͨ̋t̛̞͐̌͑ͤ͞ḫ̖̩͎̟̝̹͈̓ͭ͗ͦ̾͑͋͋ē̸̺̹̹͉̂̑ ̘̬͍͎̰̎͌ͥ̈́͆͜ͅd̨͉̮͍̹̦̫͇̅̍͜ë̡̜̺́́ͧ͂ͪ̈̄ͦą͇̤͕̥̲̣͊͠d̶͙͕̱̝̩͋ͪ̽͜ͅ ͇̙͚̣̞̈͜o͇͇̲̞̝͊̓͡͞f͐̈͒͗̋̈̎̏͏͙̳͝ ̋͗͒̔͊҉̪n̷̸̿ͮ͋̿ͥ͂͌̏ͯ҉̳͇͚i̘̦͍̖̮ͣ̌̆̿ͫ̑ͦ͜g̨͇̣͕̳̜̦͈̿ͣ͌ͭh̴̥̲͎ͥͭ͊̓ͨ̾̄̚͢t̠̣̥̝̤̆ͫͦ̿͐̎̽ͧ̒,̩̖̤͕̙̲͓̠͒ͬ̆̄͑͗́͟ ̖̬̬̝̋̃̔ͥͅI͖̮̬̙̫̹̽̉͆͜͝ͅ ̜̻̜ͧ̀̿ͤͬ͂s̳̪̓ͫͭ́̇͟͝͝t̡̧̫̠̯̠͇̰̟͑͒ͧͯ̋ͪͤ͡ͅa̫̼̽͆ͮͪͥ͌͜͢l̷̘̥̭͇̭͇̥̓ͧ̾̊̅͒̓͗͞k̶̹̦̟͆͝͞.͈̫͌̏͑ͫ͝ ̷̻͚̈̓̀ͥͩ
͉̰̗͕̦ͨ̽̏̈́͂̒̊̚͞I̞̪̖͎̗̦̩͌̐ ̠̻͎̩̋ͩ́ͅn̵̹͖̻ͧ̊ͥḙ̗̩̻̖͓͌̎̊̅̅v̛͉̻͚ͬͯ͐͑ͅe̜̦̰̲͐̅͐ͫͩ̒̇͟r̶͎̬̮̔͗͗ ̧̘̝ͭ̄̔͑͋̃̌ͬ͞l̟͓͕̠̤̏̾͛ͯ͢͠ȩ̭̫̭̻͙ͯ̇̃ͭ̾͑̋͢͡f̺̭̭̜͎̌̋͢͞ͅt̸̜̪̗ͮ͊̽̈́ͬͨ͐́̚.̵̹̗̟̣̻͇̘ͦ̉̍̓̐̐̋ͭ͘

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1000+ Folllowers Gift - Part 1

FINALLY! After many days and hand cramps, the first part of my followers gift is complete! I worked really hard on these and I hope you’ll like them. And w o a h 1000 followers?! That’s like a looot of people. I have no idea why anyone follows me, but to all 1000+ of you, thank you so much, it means a lot that you actually like my stuff.

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