OK CLEARLY I HAD WAY MORE GEMSTUCK IN MY SYSTEM I NEEDED TO GET OUT….heres some shit……obligatory mindful education redraws (as rosnaya and davekat respectivly because WHY NOT. look me in the eyes and tell me u didnt see this coming) & a small rosejade
anxiety is just so frickin fun. It’s like a little nauseating party in your stomach that makes your head hurt and your hands shake and your legs tap up and down and your chest feel like an elephant is sitting on them and your throat feel like it’s closing up.
I don’t know why such a fun party would ever bother me since everyone tells me all I have to do is chill like that’s so hard right? It’s not like my entire life revolves around anxiety and that “taking a chill pill” is hard for me or anything. It’s not like relaxing is something that I, a person who is constantly jumpy, on edge, and nervous about everything, can’t do.
FINALLY! After many days and hand cramps, the first part of my followers gift is complete! I worked really hard on these and I hope you’ll like them. And w o a h 1000 followers?! That’s like a looot of people. I have no idea why anyone follows me, but to all 1000+ of you, thank you so much, it means a lot that you actually like my stuff.