im doing what we always do

anonymous asked:

People were saying that Lauren was laughing because she has anxiety and if you know the psychology behind it then it's by anxiety. And also she was really anxious, also a sign.

Honestly lately I careless about te dram some immature fans want to bring with everything the girls and Camila does and Im here to support the 5 of them like I started doing in 2012 cause that’s what we should do… not always gonna be like we want; that perfect world doesn’t exist. So I’m gonna enjoy their music and ignore pointless drama. I don’t need that stress in my life. I recommend you to ignore it to babe, negativity out 💜

how to stay productive

i rly srsly have a problem with this especially after school ))): like im always on tumblr or something so i never get anything done rip

so im gonna try to practice what i preach from now on!!! lets get into it!

preparing for productivity

  • when you get home from school or work, give yourself a 20-50 minute break. lets be honest we all have those days when we try to jump right into doing whatever the heck you need to do right when you get home but after like 20 minutes you’re distracted and a mess and not getting any work done. the easy way to prevent this is to give yourself time to do all of that before you start your work so you’re not distracted later (give urself an hour if its been an especially long day). eat a snack, wash ur face tbh, whip your hair, idk what you crazy kids do but do it. srsly. just get it out of the way.
  • get everything ya need in one place. this is kinda a no-brainer especially since it’s all over tumblr. but srsly why get up every 5 minutes to get a pencil or something? just have it all in the first place. ez.
  • turn off your phone or put it in airplane mode. personally i like to pretend like im so determined and focused but every time i see the little t at the top of my phone im just gone. don’t let it distract you. if you need the internet, use your laptop/computer for less distractions.
  • set the mood. idk what you do, whether thats playing the moana soundtrack hanging up fairy lights, putting on your diffuser or playing rap music; idk man! do it.

actually doing the thing

  • alright so now u got ur fairy lights, ur mildliners, ur face washed, and ur apple juice (??? apple juice is lit???). now throw yourself into it. literally just force yourself to do it. don’t know how??? welll!!! not sure how to help you! (no im kidding don’t leave yet pls)
  • use the touch it once rule. this is a favorite of the studyblr community. it means that everything on your to-do list, everything you know you need to accomplish– start it. just tell yourself “i’ll only do 3 math problems” or “i’ll only work on this resume for 5 minutes”. they say the hardest part is always starting. chances are, that unfinished worksheet is going to really bother you and you’ll end up finishing it. if not, then just come back to later and touch it again and again until you finish it. tedious, but it works.
  • use the “two minute rule”. i got this one from @emmastudies! this rule means that if anything on your list takes 2 minutes or less to do (checking your emails, checking your tumblr inbox or something), do it. just get it done.
  • keep it balanced. do like one easy task and then one hard task so you’re getting everything done but not overwhelming yourself either.
  • break down your tasks. don’t just look at a giant task like “write a 3-page paper”. break it down into smaller subtasks like “plan paper. draft paper. edit paper. type and print paper.” its much less scary to look at.
  • visualize procrastination as a monster. i do NOT take credit for this one; i saw it in a masterpost somewhere so this isnt mine!!! but basically i read that you should look at procrastination as a scary opponent ready to eat you alive (and honestly it is). tackle it. don’t let it attack. be so scared of it that you don’t let it get anywhere near you.
  • honestly just do it and keep at it. stop letting procrastination kick your ass so that you can be productive and stay productive. the work is it’s own reward (:
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We’re always trying to outdo ourselves, trying to do better, trying to write better songs. I think we want to inspire other people as well, so that’s what we’ll try to do through future songs. Joshua William Dun

Hello friends! i hope u understand me and treat it right. Excuse my for my
not very good english. I live in Moscow, Russia. And i have diagnosed sever AvPD and SAD (i’m not sure whigh one or if there’s a difference because russian system is different) Psychiatry in russia is terrible, i barely get any help. I really want to stay in moscow bc if i mov back to my shitty city where i don’t even have friends i will just have to kill myslef, i’ve already tried. I even fucking had sex for money and this gross. oh also im gay living in russia one of the most homophobic countries and so on, i’ve been trying to get a job since february but always got rejected. idk what to do :( I hate to do this but i have to ask you for some money. I hope someone who have some extra money will be down to share with me, because we are all people and not everyone got a xgood life so we have to help each other. you can ask me whatever i can do for it. i just will be so grateful if you send even just 1 dollar.

my paypal is adidas-goth@mail.ru

and also i have etsy shop https://www.etsy.com/ru/shop/RUSSIAGOTH I would be so happy if you donate or buy something, either way i’ll have to come back to my little town and i don’t even know what can happen, probably I will just have to kill myself since i have nothing to live off thank you very much, hope for your kindness

hi uh,,, i forgot,, that tumblr was a thing i could submit art to. so like hi I’m Summer and yeah

so um. I drew thomas and @benjpierce because like. ahgdg this took ages bc all the LITTLE LIGHTS

ITS SO WEIRD BEING ABLE TO TYPE MORE THAN 140 CHARACTERS

so uh. La La Land is definitely a very important thing to me and,, a lovely night is ,, my favorite song. Ever. and so,, these two ANGELS sang it???? like WHAT?? i actually legitimately cried haha

and thomas has helped me through,,, so much,, with like. self worth and all. and i just recently found out about ben! i of course knew of Little Game and all but YEAH omg i’m rambling im so so sorry

so WITH ALL AWKWARDNESS ASIDE i hope u,, like this

//sweats nervously and runs bc im hoping this is being submitted to the right place

Thomas: Summer, I LOVE this!!!!! You always do such a good job, and I am truly glad we were able to do the song justice for you!! Thank you for all the art you do, and especially for THIS beautiful work!!!

wow it just hit me full square in the face that harry could wear nail polish on snl like..he could totally do that.. he rocked up at the another man launch with nail polish on why couldnt he be on snl wearing nail polish im just… we dont know solo harry at all. we dont know what hes gonna do, what hes gonna sound like.. what he’ll wear..  what his questions will be like. there are so many possibilities. endless in fact. hes been so silent on his solo endeavours and his solo image this whole time and it just, ADDS to the excitement. basically we’re all gonna die 

the single most fucknig frustrating part of riding is knowing enough to see your major flaws but not being fucking skilled enough yet to bloody fix em

hi. hi hello. psa. kristian is 17. thats seven plus ten. hes a CHILD. u gave second place to the most talented beautiful CHILD. do u know what thats gonna do to him? it might fucking ruin him. the same happened when he was on xfactor. always the “youngest and second place”. yall he was CRYING right after eurovision in an interview APOLOGIZING THAT HE COULDNT BRING US FIRST PLACE. he didnt deserve this. he said he wont return to eurovision again because its too much pressure and im heartbroken hes the closest thing we got to a win and im mad goodnight hope ur happy for making my child cry when he was obviously better than portugal in many ways i hope they ket him rest after this he did wonders for our country and im grateful

  • Sakura: You know what, Naruto?
  • Sakura: I'm tired of this shit.
  • Sakura: He treats us like crap, all he cares about is revenge, and he's clearly out of his mind.
  • Sakura: Fuck Sasuke Uchiha
  • Naruto: *nods vigorously* Yeah!
  • Naruto: You're a genius, Sakura-chan
  • Naruto: It's impossible beat sense into that bastard
  • Naruto: We should try something different. Kaka-sensei always says to think outside the box
  • Naruto: And the box outside of that box too
  • Naruto: So
  • Naruto: Which one of us is going to do it?
  • Sakura: Wait, Naruto
  • Naruto: You're the obvious choice since you're a girl but
  • Naruto: No offense, Sakura-chan, Sasuke didn't seem that into you back in the day. Or now.
  • Sakura: *Eye-twitch* Naruto, I didn't-
  • Naruto: And Kaka-sensei. Well, he's always reading those pervy books *shudder* but he's too old for Sasuke. Blech.
  • Naruto: I guess...
  • Naruto: *Clenches fist*
  • Naruto: I guess it'll have to be me
  • Sakura: Ah *deep breath* and what exactly *grinds teeth* are you going to do
  • Naruto: Seriously? It was your idea
  • Naruto: I'm going to fuck Sasuke Uchiha
  • Naruto: until he comes
  • Sakura: ...
  • Naruto: ...
  • Naruto: to his senses
  • Naruto: yeah
  • Naruto: believe it

you know what i liked more about this episode

is like how the child acted…like kids

how teen moon was scared because she was suddenly queen and didnt have idea what to do because she was a child facing adult responsibilities

how marco needed help from his parents and even then he wanted to see his friend and carried those sweet seeds all the way

how star cried and asked for her mom when she was trapped inside ludo

like im so happy cause i always see how in all the shows the responsibility is put on children shoulders like they were adults or they know what they are doing and then everyone expects them to do everything right but they are just kids and they need guidance.

and that effect you could see it on ludo. asking for being loved and recognized for something in his life.

i loved that.

medical!joshua au

Originally posted by beautifulshuas

word count: 1,012

a/n: HERE U GO ANON I HOPE U LIKE IT also this barely reached 1k words how shameful

also small warning for needle mentions? it is a hospital setting after all

  • so let’s talk about pediatrician!joshua
  • he never striked himself as being the best with kids
  • but man, does he hate seeing them get hurt
  • and thats kind of how he started working at the hospital closest to his uni once he graduated
  • he’s dealt w all kinds of kids—fussy, quiet, loud, energetic, from all ages
  • sometimes it gets kind of awkward because the teenagers always have a tendency to gain a crush on him
  • he just laughs it off and says it’s cute but the other doctors are like ,,, you realize that could hurt their pride rite
  • he never notices
  • when asked why he wanted to be a pediatrician he just scrunches up his nose and says ‘i feel like i would get along better with kids than with people two to three times older than me’
  • in fact, he hates seeing any of his patients suffering, especially at his hands
  • therefore, he doesn’t give them any vaccines or do anything that has to do with hurting them (even if they’re like, fifteen)
  • that’s where the nurses come in
  • more importantly, that’s where you come in
  • so you knew joshua for quite a while at first, and while at this specific hospital, doctors aren’t allowed to have assigned nurses, he always preferred working with you
  • anyway so you’re walking through the hallways of the pediatrics center when you see joshua walk out of a room with a sad look on his face, you know it’s time for some sort of shot or vaccine
  • he just gives you a look and semi-pouts and you just kind of half-sigh all like “i’m on it”
  • he later on perks up, but not before asking you after how they reacted to it
  • you once made the fatal mistake of telling him that they cried out once
  • joshua’s face just kind of dropped and he quickly ran to their room to go make sure they were okay
  • believe it or not, they were actually still in the middle of crying, which broke joshua’s heart even FURTHER
  • but he does this magical thing where he sings for like 10 seconds and suddenly they’re giggling or in awe of how nice his voice sounds
  • even the parents are amazed sometimes
  • now most of the time you either fib or sugarcoat it because hey, you have other patients to tend to and you can’t keep going back and forth in between patients trying to calm all of them down
  • it’s kind of interesting seeing how much he really cares about all of his patients though, especially if he hears that one of them is in the intensive care unit
  • chan’s usually in there trying to calm JOSHUA down
  • “hyung they’ll be fine”
  • “WHERE ARE THEY”
  • “trying to sleep and you’re not helping”
  • he still visits them regardless, and every single one always has a smile on their face when they do
  • on a more specific occasion
  • one of joshua’s main patients that he’d been seeing for the last few weeks’ condition had started to get worse was that even correct english omg
  • anyway he was a sweet twelve year old named jaemin who was currently suffering from asthma
  • so when a few of the other nurses (besides you) ran him in through a gurney on the hallway right in front of joshua’s face, his face dropped
  • you were actually looking for him, believe it or not
  • “josh–doctor!”
  • ignoring your mistake, he took the folder out of your hands, eyes quickly darting to read the diagnoses on his chart
  • “asthma-related?”
  • “no. severe dehydration. he fainted at school”
  • he almost ran to the urgent care unit, until you stopped him
  • “leave him. seungkwan and chan will take care of him”
  • he looked at you like you were insane, but he also knew you were right
  • regardless joshua tried to perk up for his other patients the rest of the day, but whenever he left an exam room, the usual sparkle in his eyes was always gone 
  • (not like it really mattered, either you, mingyu or dk covered for it, but still)
  • once the end of the day rolled around, you and mingyu went to go look for joshua
  • you found him talking to the doctor boo seungkwan, the other pediatrician
  • “doctor hong..”
  • he turned, and that familiar sparkle was there again in his eyes
  • jaemin’s condition had stabilized, and he was now on an iv hooked up to fluids that was hopefully re-hydrating him
  • you went with joshua alone to go visit him, mingyu having to go take care of patients in the main area
  • the little child wasn’t awake quite yet, but you and joshua reassured his mother who was in the room that he would be fine and should only need to spend the night there
  • in the hallway, it didn’t take much to see that joshua was more than relieved, sighing as he ran a hand through his hair
  • you patted his shoulder “don’t worry. he’ll be alright. we’ve done everything we can for now”
  • he nodded, doing that one weird head bob thing he always seems to do (if you watch him in interviews when he agrees w something you KNOW what im talking about)
  • “you’re right. i’m sorry about earlier, though. i got scared there for a little bit.”
  • you waved it off “it’s normal, more especially for you. you just care too much about every one of them. you’re too good a person, josh.”
  • he chuckled, eyes crinkling. “thanks, y/n.”
  • it’s silent for a few seconds, and then he turns to you
  • “would you maybe wanna go for a coffee or something? i’m about to take off, and everyone else is still busy.”
  • “so you’re only asking me because you assume i’m free?” you scoffed, half-laughing
  • he thought about it, “well, not exactly. i’m also asking you because you just make me feel better in general”
  • joshua laughed, watching your embarrassed reaction. “yeah, i mean.. why not..” you mumbled
  • he grabbed your hand, “well, don’t just stand there! come on, let’s get out of here!”
The Temp

Letha has been Idol Im Jaebum’s temporary makeup artist for the past two years and after years of him toying with her, things finally reach a breaking point between them.

Originally posted by saranghaeyojw

[song inspiration: Ed Sheeran - Shape of you]

pairing: Jaebum x oc
genre: smut, oral, fingering, dirty talk, light choking, slight dom!
word count: 5.1k


For two years, two insanely long years I have been Idol, Im Jaebum’s “temporary” makeup artist. Two years of endless awful pick up lines, suggestive comments, devious looks, “harmless” touches and just straight up eye-fucking me. Part of me honestly thinks I’m still around because he doesn’t want another artist anymore. I mean, who would let him get away with those things, if not me? Probably no one.

I was older than him by a few years and was technically his elder, even though my culture didn’t do honorifics. I respected it and always used it with people older than I, unless directed otherwise. I gave all the boys the choice of using it if they chose to and they all always referred to me as Letha noona or simply noona. But not Jaebum, he never did if he couldn’t help it. I was either Princess, Kitten, Leth or on rare occasions, Letha. Of course, he only used Kitten or Princess in whispers, when no one was listening or we were alone.

He was good looking and charming, there was no denying that. I had a hard time not getting beat red when he’d use one of his nicknames on me or shamelessly teased me. And he obviously knew that it affected me or he wouldn’t continue to do it.

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Letters || Park Woojin

To: Y/n


You looked so beautiful today, especially with that cute bow your friends dared you to wear. It looked like you didn’t like it, but I just wanted to hug you and kiss your cheeks, you were that cute. You’re probably thinking that I’m weird for sending you this, but I just wanted you to know that I like you. You’re amazing and I hope you’ll accept me one day.


with love <3


Your Secret Admirer


I quickly stuffed the note into her locker, it was a little later than I usually gave her a note. I just hope no one noticed me, I jumped when I felt an arm on my shoulders. “So, Woojin, You gave her another letter, I wonder what you wrote on it this time… ‘I love you y/n’… it was that wasn’t it, its okay, I ship y'all” Youngmin winked at the end of his teasing. I sighed the one person that I didn’t want to see me, saw me. He will tease me all day about this, he caught me slipping a note in her locker last year, and he hasn’t given up on shipping us since then. “No, not today… more like a ‘I like you, please accept me’ but why am I telling you this..” I shook my head, I just had to tell Youngmin didn’t I. He laughed “I hope she says yes to you Woojin” he chuckled and patted my back before walking to class.


I heard a small gasp behind me, I turned to see y/n looking at the letter I gave her. I started to blush, I better get to class before someone notices me. I quickly walked into my first class which was music, I walked towards my seat which was by Daehwi, Youngmin, and Donghyun. I sat down and put my head in my hands and sighed, what if I was almost caught. I felt someone put their arm over my shoulders. “Are you okay Woojin?” I looked up to see Donghyun with his bright smile showing. I nodded while still having that blush on my cheeks. “Y/n was there, if I was a couple minutes late she would’ve caught me” I shook my head, I was still shocked, what if she caught me and rejected me…
Donghyun patted my back, “I don’t think she would reject you, no one would reject you, look at you” he started to pinch my cheeks while I tried stopping him. “Yeah!! Hyung is right! No one would reject you!” Here comes Daehwi, he just had to say everything loudly didn’t he. “Come on Woojin, just confess to her, she’ll say yes, I’ve seen her around with her friends talking about who this 'secret admirer’ is, plus I can be your wingman.” Youngmin looked so proud to be called wingman. I just played with my fingers while those three just smiled widely and stared at me. “Fine, maybe sometime soon, Not Now!” The three kept smiling widely and just nodded. Our teacher walked in to start class, I was just thankful that they didn’t keep pushing it. After the next few classes, it was lunch time, at this time I waited for everyone to leave the hallway. I walked up to her locker, with another letter in my hand.


To: Y/N


I keep questioning if I should confess now or later. I don’t want to face rejection so soon though, I don’t know if you’ll even say yes. I will have to do it one day, till then I just want to remain mysterious. You looked nice today, like always of course. Have an amazing day y/n


With love <3


Your Secret Admirer


I stuffed the letter in her locker quickly before walking away. I went to the lunch room and headed towards the table I always sat on. I get there to see three loud boys, it’s a daily thing. Once they noticed me they stopped doing what they were doing and just stared at me nodding to each other. I just stared at them, what are they thinking? “Hey guys? Why are you looking at me like that??” The three of them just smiled at me and went back to what they were doing. I sat down and just watched them write something down… I looked at Daehwi who was just giggling to himself at whatever Youngmin was writing. Donghyun just smiled and nodded every time Youngmin asked him something, he even whispered stuff that Youngmin will suddenly write down quickly. After a couple of minutes of me just watching them, they all stopped and folded the paper. Youngmin stood up instantly with a wide smile, “hey guys I’ll be back, I just got to… give this to someone. Okay bye!” and he left as quickly as he said all that. I looked at the other two, who are now eating and having a small talk. “Daehwi what did Youngmin have?” I asked, still cautious about what they were doing. “Oh! He decided to write a letter so you can confess to y/n faster-” Donghyun covered Daehwi’s mouth quickly, “don’t listen to him you know how he is always saying stuff that don’t make sense… right Daehwi?” Donghyun gave him a look which made Daehwi nod slowly.


Youngmin came back after a few minutes, he looked so proud of himself. “I did the best thing I could do for you Woojin, you can just give me a wedding invitation now and call me your best man.” Youngmin stood there like he was superman after saving the whole world. “What did you do Youngmin??” All these scenarios went trough my head. What if he told y/n about my crush on her, or if he told her stuff about me or anything to get her to guess who I was. I started freaking out, I didn’t want her to know this soon, what am I going to do now if she knows who I am?


“Oh you know, what any wingman can do. Get you to the girl that you wanted. A simple thank you will be nice” he looked around with a proud smile. I sighed they probably just ruined my life completely. “What did you write?” I put my head in my hands, my life was about to be ruined by three dweebs with not so brilliant ideas. “Well you see… it has quite Park Woojin vibes on it, all thanks to all three of us.” He pointed at the other two, who just nodded.
“Here I can tell you what I wrote it was nice, I even signed it with your sign…”


To: Y/n


I lOvE yOu, PlEaSe LoVe Me. I’vE hAd A cRuSh On YoU fOr AlMoSt TwO yEaRs  NoW. I kEeP sEnDiNg YoU lEtTeRs, JuSt FoR yOu To NoTiCe Me. I aLsO hAvE oNe ClAsS wItH yOu, YeT yOu DoNt NoTiCe I’m ThErE. I jUsT wAnT yOu To KnOw ThAt, I’vE bEeN wAnTiNg To CoNfEsS fOr A wHiLe NoW. oLiVe YoU a LaTtE.


WiTh LoVe <3


YoUr SeCrEt AdMiReR


“It’s cute isn’t it. All three of us came up with it, Daehwi told me to write every other letter in capitals, while Donghyun told me what to write, I just wrote it and gave it to her. We make such a great team, I’m tearing up.” Youngmin fanned his face, Daehwi just giggled while having food in his mouth, Donghyun shook his head at the over dramatic Youngmin.  I got up and started heading towards the lockers, “I’ll be back, don’t wait for me!” I waved at them three before quickly heading towards y/n locker. By this time she would’ve already gotten my letter before those three decided to add another. Once I made it to the hall where her locker is, I see her just opening it, she has a confused face. I see she already got my letter, since it’s in her hand, but she’s looking at the other letter with a curious face. I only give her three letters each day, one before school starts, one for lunch and one right before school ends. Yet those three decided to ruin that by giving her a random letter after she just received mine. Now what am I going to do, she’ll think someone is pulling a prank on her, I don’t want her to think that. I sighed and headed to class, I had a great idea for tomorrow, I guess this had to be done sooner than later.


It’s now almost the end of school, and I thought everything through for tomorrow. I didn’t tell any of those three, but they will notice what I will do tomorrow. I quickly wrote y/n a letter, it wasn’t anything special, I just had to head to the store before getting home today.


To: Y/n


I see you noticed that third letter earlier, no it wasn’t me, but I’m glad you got to see that. It gave me courage to do something extreme tomorrow. There will be a surprise for tomorrow, I don’t know how this will end, but I hope you’ll answer me truthfully.


With love <3


Your secret admirer


Once the bell rang, I quickly headed towards her locked and stuffed it in there, before she got there. I walked out of school and decided to leave quickly before the three of them spotted me, I didn’t want them to ruin this. I headed towards the store, it was a cute store with lots of cute things, a perfect place to buy someone a gift. I walked around the store and spotted this cute stuffed bear. It was a cream color bear with a cute heart in its hand that said, “I love you beary much”, I just thought it was the cutest thing to give y/n. I took the bear and a random rose, and went to pay for it. I hope she’ll accept me tomorrow.


It was early morning yet again, I got to school with the letter in hand, but this time with a bear and a rose to accompany them. I got to her locker, I’ve never opened it before, but this time I did. I opened it to see it filled with text book and at the corner all my letters neatly aligned. I couldn’t help but blush, did she really keep all my letters, even the letter the three of them gave her. I smiled before neatly putting the bear and the rose inside with the letter facing straight forward. I closed the locker and headed to the place I told her to meet me at.


To: Y/n


I said I was gonna do something huge today, and I will. Before classes start, I want you to come meet me by this tree at the front of the school. Bring the gifts I bought you they’re berry special. Get it cause of the stuffed bear, I’ll just show myself out… but other than that. I want to tell you one last thing before we meet in person. You’re very cute and adorable, if you don’t accept me then I get it, but please think about it.


With love <3


Your secret admirer


It was now fifteen minutes before class started, kids were already heading in to get to class in time. The three boys walked up to the school, and Daehwi was the first to spot me, running up to me and giving me a tight hug. The other two just asked what I was doing out here since I’m always in class before them. “I have to do something important, she should be here soon” I whispered shyly, even if I was about to confess to y/n, I couldn’t help but get nervous and shy. I turned quickly to the school doors to see y/n opening them to get outside, a few of her friends were following her giggling among themselves. Woojin started to blush seeing y/n hold the stuffed bear, the rose and the letter. He looked down at his hands and shyly played with his fingers. The three musketeers moved to the side once spotting y/n heading towards them, all of them smirking, knowing that little Woojin will finally confess to y/n. Y/n then reached the group of boys and instantly noticed a shy Woojin looking down. She blushed herself, no one knew this but she’s had a crush on him for a while now, and she always wished he was the one sending her the letter, but now here she is in front of him. Holding a stuffed bear and a rose, while looking at the letter and then up to Woojin’s blushing face. Y/n started to giggle, maybe her dream gets to become reality.


“Woojin, are you the one behind the letters?” Woojin looked up after hearing the soft voice of y/n, he nodded quickly, he just couldn’t say anything. Y/n was in front of him looking at him with a gleam of hope in her eyes. “Y/n, I’ve been wanting to tell you this for a long time now. I’ve had a crush on you for almost two years now, but I never got the guts to tell you how I feel. Yet today is different, today I decided to confess to you, it’s okay if you don’t accept me, I get it, but I hope you’ll listen to me. Y/n will you please go out with me?” I closed my eyes instantly, I didn’t want to see her face after my confession. I felt hands on my face and someone kissing my cheek. I opened my eyes to see y/n’s face up close to mine. She smiled and nodded, “I will gladly go out with you Park Woojin” but not before giving me another kiss on the cheek. Leaving me a blushing mess, all my confidence melted away just leaving me to be shy once again, but I took her hand and started walking back inside the school.


Outside the school by the tree;
Youngmin was fake crying while trying to get a hold of himself. Daehwi started to scream at all the cuteness he just saw and ran back inside before he died. Donghyun was taking pictures of the whole moment looking proud at little Woojin. Y/n’s friends recorded the whole thing, some of them taking a liking to the three over dramatic boys, but who wouldn’t.


Originally posted by ichnite


I loved writing this cause the bnm babies are the cutest, especially Woojin.

Rivalry ~ Josh Matthews

Requested : yes

Can I have a Josh one shot where Maya and Y/N have been at each other’s throats lately because you and Josh are dating and she’s jealous. But then while you’re out, you get a call from Riley because Josh is having like an anxiety attack and needs you. And you’re the only one that really calms him down and Maya realizes how perfect you two are together? Tysm!!

Warnings: drinking

i changed it a bit and made josh just angry and distrought


“Morning!” You chirped as you walked into class Friday morning. You looked towards Maya and she glared at you. You rolled your eyes and sat down behind Farkle.

“What’s got you in a such a good mood?” Riley chuckled. You smiled again.

“Josh and I are going to Central Park later to take pictures for my project.” Maya scoffed

“You act like you’re so special. Him and I talked on the roof of Riley’s apartment building for hours last weekend. Said he liked me. Called you a witch. Probably gonna dump you when he sees you today.”

“He did not!” You snapped and she laughed seeing she got to you. You crossed your arms and leaned back in your seat as Riley scolded the blonde who only smirked and turned to the board.

“He did not.” You muttered to yourself. ~ 
You were worriedly pacing back in forth in front of topangas as you waited for Josh to meet you. Soon enough you saw the tall boy coming down the stairs. you froze and you tucked your shaking hands into your back pockets. he smiled at you put you looked down, nt being able to meet his icy blue gaze.

“ hey babe!” he reached to hug you but you backed away. he furrowed his eyebrows, his smile and stomach dropping. “ whats wrong?”

“we need to break up, josh. i cant do this anymore.” by ’ this ’ you meant the constant torment from maya. you believed that you deserved it. afterall, you had taken josh from her. thats what she always told you.

’ why do you hate me maya?’ you would ask, to which she would reply,
’ you took josh from me. youre dead to me ’ you cried that night. she had been your bestfriend and you were selfish.

“ what?” he said, barely above a whisper. his voice was laced with such pain, it made tears well up in your eyes.

“ im sorry , josh.” you sniffed. you started to walk away but he grabbed you and turned you around to face him.

‘ no , yn, please dont do this. please. i love you.” he choked out, tears falling down his face.

“ i have to josh. im going to get my friend back, you are going to back to NYU and forget about me. you are going to meet a nice girl and she will be your topanga and you will be happy. i promise.’’ you gave him a watery smile and she shook his head.

‘’ i dont want another girl, Y/n! I want you! you are my Topanga. thre is no one else for me, please, dont leave me!’’ He begged. You let out a choked sob.

‘’im sorry.’’ You sobbed and ran off, leaving Josh all alone.

Little did you know, Maya was watching from behind the stairs, the feeling of guilt slowly eating away at her. She was the reason you broke up with josh. It was all her fault. ~ You were sobbing into your pillow , pictures of you and Josh surrounding you on your bed. Just as you began to calm down, your phone rang. You thought it was Josh, again, but it as Riley.

“ hello?“ You asked hoarsly. You heard a panicked voice on the other end.

“Y/n? I need you get here! Right now!’’ You heard a crash in the background and Riley yelp. “It’s all my fault!” You heard an angry voice yell out, you immediiatley recognized it as Josh.

“ Riley, whats going on?!” You asked worriedly.

“ It’s josh! He called me over and he’s drunk! hes throwing things, Y/n you need to get here!”

“ josh calm down!’’ You heard maya yelp. You looked down.

“ mayas there?” You asked bitterly and you could practically hear Riley roll her eyes.

"That’s not important Y/n! I’m so sick of this petty rivalry! Now get down here now!” She yelled Into the phone, shocking you, and hanging up. You sat there for a minute before quickly slipping on your hoodie and some shoes before running out of your home, keys in hand. You didn’t care that you were in short pajama shorts with dried tears on your face. The only important thing was getting to Josh.

You were at his dorm in half an hour and you could still hear crashing inside. A few students were gathered around the door, whispering about what was going on. You pushed past them and banged on the door.

“Riley! It’s Y/n! ” the door swung open and arms pulled you in. You saw a broken lamp, a smashed record , and countless objects strewn across the room. Josh was in the corner yelling at him self, his words slurred and unclear.

“Josh!” He didn’t hear you. “Josh!” You screamed. He stopped yelling and looked at you. He melted when he saw your soft eyes staring back to him. He broke down in tears again, the alcohol In his system making his react even more dramatic then he usually would have. You rushed to his side and pulled his head to your chest.

You both sat on the floor and you held him as he sobbed into your chest. “It’s okay, calm down.” You cooed, petting his hair. He stopped crying and tried to get his breathing under control.

Maya watched from across the room. She could see how easily you calmed him down. She could see the love between the two of you. You looked up and saw her looking at you.

“I’ll be right back , Josh.” You said softly , trying to pull away from him but he tightened his grip.

“No! Don’t leave me again, please.” He whined like a child , melting your heart.

“I’ll be right back, I promise. I’ll be right over there. Don’t worry.” He finally let you go and you walked over to Maya.

“I’m sorry Y/n.” She whimpered. You furrowed your eyebrows.

“For what?”

“This is all my fault. I couldn’t face the fact that Josh didn’t want me. I was jealous and angry. I’m so sorry I treated you so poorly. Please forgive me.” You smiled at her kindly.

“I forgive you, Maya. Now if you will excuse me, I have a drunk boing to take care of. ” she returned your smile and hugged you before letting you return to the boy who was sprawled out on the floor.

“I’m back. Now come on, let’s get you to bed. ” you pulled him up and walked him over to his bed where he laid down, pulling you with him.

You pulled the blankets over the two of you and held him as he fell asleep. You looked over to the girls.

“You guys can go home. I got this.” They smiled at you and told you goodbye before leaving. You cuddled up to Josh’s chest and fell asleep.

~ You woke up to Josh stirring in your arms.

“Morning sunshine.” You giggle as he groaned , holding his head. He looked at you and sighed in relief.

“I had the worst nightmare ever! You dumped me and I got drunk and went on this rampage but in the end you came and calmed me down. Thank god it was just a dream.” He sighed, burying his head in your chest again. You giggled.

“It wasn’t a dream Josh. ” he froze. Slowly, he lifted his head and looked at you sadly.

“So… We aren’t together anymore.” He said sadly. You shook your head.

“I’ve been thinking Josh. I don’t want to be without you. I shouldn’t have broken up with you. So , if you want to, I want to get back together.” You said quietly , playing with a string on the blanket. He groaned.

“Thank you God!” He flipped back down onto his bed as you laughed. “Come here, you!” He growled playfully and tickled your sides. You squealed, trying to get away from him. You both laughed loudly as you squirmed and shrieked. When he stopped you caught your breath and stared into his eyes.

“I love you , Josh.” You smiled and he grinned. He pulled you onto his chest and placed a kiss on your lips.

“I love you too, Y/n.”


THIS IS REALLY SHIT BUT IM SO READY TO FINISH THESE REQUESTS

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For An Albatross - Chapter 1 - hollowbirds (phantasticallyironic) - Panic! at the Disco [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
By Organization for Transformative Works

since i finally gave this fic a real title n summary, here it is! (lol as if i haven’t linked to it before)

Rating: General Audiences

Words: 30k+

Chapters: 19/?


Archive Warning: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Category: M/M, Multi

Fandom: Panic! at the Disco

Relationships: Ryan Ross/Brendon Urie; Brendon Urie/Pete Wentz; Elisa Stump/Patrick Stump; Linda Ignarro/Spencer Smith

Characters: Ryan Ross, Brendon Urie, Pete Wentz, Patrick Stump, Spencer Smith, Linda Ignarro, Elisa Stump, Jon Walker, Joe Trohman, Kenneth Harris, Josh Dun

Additional Tags: Ryden, whole lotta angst, Angst, yeah im sorry, Alternate Universe - No Band, ryan is a drama queen, brendon is clueless, Pete’s in denial, Developing Relationship, Confusion, Enemies to Friends to Lovers

Summary:

Ryan never was the best at human interaction, especially if the human he’s interacting with is extremely hot. Or fucking his flatmate. Or both. Brendon was definitely both.

Lucky. (Hoshi Smut)

Hey guys! 😊 how long has it been? We are so terribly sorry we’ve been inactive and god we are just so sorry. We just weren’t feeling the sparks for writing, and we would never want to post something done half-assedly because you bby’s don’t deserve that. 🤗 so admin kenvy is working on the masterlist right at this moment and it’ll be up soon! yaaaaay, also this has been a request from a lovely anon. girl you thirsty. I worked on this at school because guYS IM PRETTY FUCKING SURE YOU’VE ALREADY SEEN KWON SOOMYOUNGS NEW LOOK LIKE BITCH SPEAR ME WITH YOUR DICK- anw so i just got so inspired to do so, and don’t worry guys! We will definitely grant all of your requests, please stay pretty and patient ❤️ alSO OH MY GOD GUYS 500+ FOLLOWERS, OUR FAMILY IS EXPANDING!! akdnkdndosnssidb. 😍 thank you so much for loving this little blog of ours, we love ya’ll so fucking much. What do you think we should do for reaching 500+!?

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Also, for the lovely anon who had requested this, thank you so much for being patient ❤️ if it’s alright, i kinda made this one kinda different from the others, it’s short but i hope it’ll tug your heartstrings even just a little. But then again i’m so genuinely sorry if it isn’t to your taste but i am satisfied. Hope you enjoy bby. 😘 til next time, thank you for requesting! enjoy. 😉

warning: contains fluff, daddy kink and all that other good shit lol 
word count: 2,400+
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