im doing this a lot lately

anonymous asked:

Don't feel embarrassed about liking Dan. I don't get the stigma around him lately.

lol im not embarrassed about liking dan and i assure you theres no stigma ahahahahaha. he’s doing fine, u def don’t need to worry about him. what i meant by that was that it’s jst kind of odd for me to feel like i miss his younows bc a lot of the times they can give me mixed emotions (whether it’s empathy/sadness at the things he’s struggling with or general annoyance at his ‘philosophical’ rambles about shit) and the mobile streams are arguably a lot gentler and sweeter in terms of the stuff he has felt like talking about and his overall demeanor. so it’s just surprising to me the degree to which i actually currently crave hearing from dan in that longer format, in all his rambley introspective glory ahaha

how to survive the house

- get a good night’s rest the day before you arrive. ignore any nightmares you have.
- drive there alone. don’t write down the directions. just go. you will find it.
- take as little there as possible. a lot will not be coming back with you.
- do not take any pictures in or of the house. 
- do not pet any cats you happen to see anywhere. they don’t know human touch.
- ignore the holes in the floorboards. they’re not important.
- if you lose something, it’s gone. don’t go looking. you don’t know what you’ll find.
- the streetlights don’t come on until midnight. do not look outside until they do
- there’s nothing under the house. ignore the noises. they’re just pipes.
- do not trust the hallways, they have bad intentions. they will take you somewhere.
- the paint will be peeling. it’s best you don’t touch it. 
- do not make eye contact with yourself in the bathroom mirror. 
- stay away from certain channels on the tv after dark. you will never find them again
- do not lose the key. it’s all over if you do. 
- time passes differently. get used to it. don’t go to bed until it’s dark out. get up at the crack of dawn. cover the clocks, they will lie to you.
- it will be cold. you will begin to forget who you are. let yourself. 
- remind yourself that it is just a house. ignore the way the windows rattle sometimes.
- lastly, never look behind you. no matter what. no matter what.

anonymous asked:

Hey bud I hope you aren't planning on dying because I look up to you because you're an inspiration to me and I hope to one day be as good as you and I'll be sad if you're gone you're a really cool person and I don't wanna see you go like this, I hope you don't do it and that you'll be happy

Hi thank you so much for this message it is really nice and I appreciate it 8) i want to explain more about my condition…talking about my illness is so embarrassing to me but i want you guys to know why im rarely here lately(also sorry my English is bad)

My mental health been getting worse and worse and I dissociate and had a breakdown a lot more now, so me suddenly posting goodbye or disappearing all of a sudden might be one of those night…it might be really worrying but i try to came back,i am very impulsive, so I really can’t promise anything on not doing anything harmful or deadly to myself but really i tried so hard not to do it for my best friend and you guys … all of you meant so much to me so I tried as of right now not to make my temporary absence to be a forever absence… as of art i know you guys been waiting for more new art… but my condition is making me hard to do it sometimes when I already prepared everything i need to draw i always ended up dissociating and or just all of sudden feel shitty about myself and stopped drawing, i want to have fun drawing so i want to at least feel a bit better before starting to draw again because im more focused when i feel better, i hope you guys understand that.. i will reblog some old art or just post stuff to make this blog less dead, i just want to say thank you so much again it meant meant a lot to me 8’)

maroroque  asked:

i wish to ask about your comics! i can't seem to find them anymore, i really loved them, the ones featuring twilight princess link on your playthrough, is there any link to them anymore or what happened???

Oh man ive made so many zelda comics, most of which i have organized under my master art tag on my page - ahhh I think I only made two or three specifically about when i played through the HD of it (the puppet zelda comes to mind*) I’m not sure If ill do anymore of those - all my comic ideas kinda just come as i get them right now. My progress isn’t as fast as it usually is because I’ve been reallyy sick these past months and lots of jobwork and commissions but soon its gonna slow down 

Right now its just about having the time to do it @v@ idk why im so busy lately ive been cursed i just want to stay inside and doodle but everyone keeps making gross plans with me w h y

 TDLR :

when i actually have a SPARE second outside of commissions and dying i have some comics i have drafted coming up and those areeeee

  • Two Link and the Links au comics
  • A breath of the wild comic
  • TWO voltron halloween comics
  •  ….and…a little something special concerning the infamous 1920s au >u>

I hope that answers your question @maroroque !

wannasnaplikeatwig  asked:

I need help. Id been doing really good lately but today i binged A LOT. Probably around 4000 cals. I dont know what to do and i feel like ill never get to my goal weight. Im so fucking fat. Idk why im telling you this or what im even asking. I had a thinspo blog that i would vent on and post thinspo but it got terminated a couple of days ago. Anyways i dont know what to do. I want to lose all of this weight i hate myself im sorry for bothering you.

it’s ok you’re not bothering me at all. first try to calm yourself down a little and soothe your tummy. have a cup of tea, lay down, rub your stomach, and take deep breathes. the good news is you’re not going to gain a bunch of weight from one binge, maybe a few pounds but it’s really not that likely.

i’ve said this before but don’t weigh yourself until you’ve gone to the bathroom (but don’t force it!) if the food you ate hasn’t been digested yet then you won’t be at your true weight.

i’m sorry you’re feeling so down but try to remember that tomorrow is a new day and you can start again. you have the rest of your life to lose weight and no one expects you to lose it in one day. be kind to yourself and your body. please be safe and take care of yourself ♥

Les Chevaliers…

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Hey guys..
So I got kicked out of my home for good today, one for coming out and two bc I spoke my mind. So I left and I’m thankful that I can stay over at a good friend’s home for the night.
I will probably be on and off of here bc I have a lot happening right now. Im really sorry but I might be late to answer any vent asks or messages. ;;
I don’t really know if I can do commissions right now, I’m really sorry, but I really do need some support.
You guys know I’m really shy and dont like to ask for stuff, but my Paypal is azeeminshan@gmail.com and my patreon is Patreon.com/Azeem.
I would really, really appreciate it if my followers could share this. I have a pretty decent following but, it would really matter right now.
Thank you so much guys for everything you’ve done for me up to this point. I really want to start enjoying life and I hope I can get everything sorted out.

some people make me feel so worthless, it hurts sometimes, I just wish to sleep for over a week without dealing with anything.

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me too, plagg… me too.

Marichat May (Identity Reveal)

welcome to adrien inner mind theater (again-ish)

my headcanons are that this nerd reads a lot of shoujo manga and that he really does think he’s beautiful af so here you go—

love is in the air

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doyoung moments that make me wanna squeesh him (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ ♡
↳ happy belated birthday ooma looma @peterpanrenjun 🎂🎉💕

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And Jaspers never break their promises! 💖