im cry why do they hate me

No, but you see, my problem isn’t just the song per se, it’s that I have it on repeat and I just keep seeing Louis? Harry sings and sings and I see flashes of Louis, black&white Louis, younger, older, smiling, running, drinking his tea, kicking a ball, laughing, being soft, playing Fifa, rubbing his tired eyes, talking excitedly about something, but mostly smiling, smiling sweet, soft, pure, smiling in a lot of places, for a lot of reasons, that happy smile of his, you know? And then I hear Harry’s voice again, you bring me home, and Louis is there, smiling with his hand held out, rope on his wrist, and I start crying all over again.

Really messed up feelings:

• When you’re surrounded by people and still feel completely alone
• When the people who tell you they care about you leave, just like everybody else
• When you really want a hug, just so you don’t feel so alone, but feel too needy to ask for one
• When the one person in the whole world you thought you could rely on leaves you when you need them most
• When the person you trusted with your whole life lets you down
• And then makes you believe it’s your own fault
• And you’re left sitting there, crying in your room, trying so damn hard to muffle your sobs into your pillow so you won’t wake your family in the next room, wondering what the hell you did wrong… what the hell you always do wrong…

If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
Or the mountain should crumble to the sea
I won’t cry, I won’t cry
No, I won’t shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me


This wasn’t supposed to be a red and blue thing but like… that’s just how the sky is man.
can’t believe the night and day themselves confirmed klance ://

the list 
Capricorn: “Astrology about Capricorn is usually incorrect”
Aquarius: “Aquarius is an AIR sign? I thought it was water…”
Person: Oh what about me im on the cusp of Aries-Pisces… “you can only have 1 suns sign?’‘ … YEAH! BUT I AM BORN ON THE CUSP IM 2 SIGNS!
Pisces: “Everyone hates Pisces everyone hates me cos I’m a Pisces alll the signs in the zodiac hate Pisces all the websites say we are just cry babies why do they have to be so mean”
Uranus: lol uranus!
Virgo: “wtf is with astrology I’m the messiest bitch ever” or “Virgo is always the ignored sign”
From every sign: you never post enough of my sign

imagine dean and cas have both grown up together, best friends, and they’ve graduated college and like. neither of them have exactly found that someone and they wanna focus on their careers for a little while right and so they’re like “hey let’s live together for a while” so they adopt like 3 dogs (golden doodle, obviously golden retriever, and pretty brown lab) and they find a stray black cat in the shelter looking for a fourth dog (“dean, is she not gorgeous? look at her eyes! she has blue eyes like my own! i’ve never seen a black cat with blue eyes, it must be so rare. this means it is meant to be, cmon, dean”) and turns out the cat gets along pretty well with dogs according to the shelter and so dean is really out of arguments and unfortunately the blue in luna the cat’s eyes reminds him a terrible amount of cas’ and so of course he gives in and cas hugs him so enthusiastically dean doesn’t even complain as much as he planned to when they have to keep going to buy different allergy medications because his body gets used to each different one and it stops working and about a year and a half passes by and wow dean is so fucking in love with cas and wow cas is bringing home some guy named Balthazar that he’s been seeing for two months and as much as he loves cuddling with his beautiful golden retriever it seems like the cat just understands (maybe it’s the eyes) and so he finds himself constantly telling luna all of his feelings while she stares at him with big eyes and their golden doodle rests her head and paw on dean comfortingly while cas and Balthazar are out celebrating their 2 year and when cas comes home he looks wrecked but…. at peace??? and dean’s heart is aching because honestly what the fuck did bitch-a-zar (yeah, dean calls him that in his head. So Fuckin What) do to the love of his fucking life (also yeah, dean accepted this wasn’t just a crush a while ago) (by a while ago he means literally like three weeks ago because dean refusing things is just so much easier in his head but hey, his break through happened) and it’s as if cas can sense dean’s concern-hidden-by-protective-anger and says “he didn’t break it off, dean. i did.” and then he makes his way to his room and tuts so that Luna follows, but not before she gives dean a look that basically says “stop being a little bitch and tell him” (what the fuck. cats are weird) and when cas doesn’t come out of his room the next day for their weekly Saturday movie night (neither of them has missed a day since mary died. that was 16 years ago) dean decides to go in and is confused when he sees cas crying with bloodshot eyes (not because he assumed he’d be fine, but because cas is such a loud cryer and he hasn’t heard him all day) but willing to listen if cas would just fucking look at him and he knows cas knows he’s standing there and god dean knows this is the worst fucking time to do it but he just wants to tell cas how he feels and instead Dean says, “cas?” and when cas responds with a broken, “dean, please. i know tonight’s movie night but i just.. i can’t bring myself to it. i haven’t cashed in my one time out. please let me use my one time this time.” deans heart is actually breaking as he says, “as long as you’re okay with using your one time on an asshole like that.” all that seems to do to cas is make him cry slightly more, and dean hates himself immediately, fuck what did he say what did he say what did he say, and cas says, sort of bitterly, but more directed at himself, not dean, “trust me, Balthazar is amazing. in another life, i probably could’ve married him.” and deans heart Fucking breaks in half, literally, he hears the tearing of it, he swears, and dean says “why don’t you do it now?” and he knows how broken that just came out but he doesn’t care he just fucking wants cas to be happy and then cas says, “im in love with someone else.” and dean is surprised, because that’s so unlike cas, to not tell dean about this kind of thing, and says after a moment, “you’re sure it’s love?” and when cas scoffs deans already half broken heart aches, “trust me. the way he makes me feel? ive never been more sure.” and dean is about to just say okay awkwardly and leave before crying his own amount of heartbroken tears in the privacy of his own room, but then cas continues, “I never thought I would have my definition of love, I never thought I would truly know what it was. I thought I had it with balth, but.. I was wrong. I knew I was wrong when he proposed to me yesterday and I was thinking ‘his spaghetti looks good’.” cas scoffs, at himself this time, “god, the answer’s been in front of me the whole time. almost my entire life.” and then he puts his head in his hands, as dean says, “cas, who has you all worked up like this? is he really deserving of you stopping your life like this?” and now cas gives out a laugh, but it’s bitter, this time directed at both himself and dean, saying “you would disagree, but he deserves everything I could ever give him and more. he’s imperfect in the best way,” and dean responds, “i know him?? who is he?” and dean regrets asking the second he does because he’ll never be able to be civil to that friend ever again, but dean realizes cas has said it and dean couldn’t hear him because he was wrapped up in his own thoughts and cas’ words were still mumbled by his own hands and when dean says, “who, cas?” again, cas stands up suddenly and crowds dean against the door frame and wow, who needs breathing, dean doesn’t, “you.” cas puffs a breath of air into deans face, eyes closed, as dean processes what’s happening, “it’s you, dean. you’re the reason I broke it off with Balthazar. youre the one that deserves everything in the world. you’re the one I’m in love with. you’re the one that gave me my definition of love.” and cas’ eyes aren’t closed now, but they’re downcast, and dean gets his attention by reaching out and touching his cheek with a gentle hand and a quiet, “cas, please kiss me” as they make eye contact and well, if a year later dean proposes to cas with a piece of paper attached to Luna’s collar and cas does the same thing on their golden doodle’s collar, then, well, that’s their business

4

Even if I die and go to that other world
I have comrades to confide in
Believe and grip your sword
Don’t hesitate and keep running!

CAN I SAY SOMETHING ABOUT JOHN’S LITTLE SPEECH?
I’ll say it anyway.
He is asking Sherlock for a miracle and he underlines the fact that Sherlock should do it for him. You just have to read it. He said “For me” and then he repeats it saying “Just for me”. And I think he said that first of all cause he cant live without Sherlock, he just cant live without the only person he is in love like never before and also becaUSE HE THINKS HE IS A GOOD REASON FOR SHERLOCK TO BE ALIVE AND DO A MIRACLE. I mean, John said “just for me” and im absolutely sure he means “just for me, Sherlock. If you cant find a reason to come back do it for me cause im here and i want you back. For me. Cause i need you and i love you. Do it for me. Let me be the reason why you want to live again. Cause you are the reason why im alive. I want to be yours.”


That’s all.
Now I’m crying.

(If someone else just pointed it out before god bless you. I’m just seeing it now and I share it. Cause of the feels. And the heartbreak. And the pain.)
VIXX - How they react to handjobs

“How would VIXX react when you are giving them handjobs (would they be vocal/submissive/sweet/dirty-talkers and so on ^_^)”

(A/N: I’m writing this whilst listening through Kratos for the first time lmao rip me; also Good Night & Good Morning made me cry ??? like actual liquid came out my face ????? I HATE BEING WONSIK BIASED WHY DID HE SING AND WHY DID HE SPEAK ALL LOW WHY DID HE DO THAT TO ME SOMEONE SEND HELP BC YA GIRL IS GON E. Also my lil binglebong go so many more lines im sO haPPY FINALLY JELPI)

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Hakyeon: At the beginning I think Hakyeon would be pretty vocal, but more like he’d probably be giving you some kinda slight directions like “fuck (Y/N) faster, yes, like that omg”. But once you’re doing it exactly how he liked, he’d be a handsy lil shit, so expect him to be, uh, returning the favour to you at the same time.

Taekwoon: Leo is always difficult bc like, whereas he’s shy and quiet af on camera, I think he could be fairly dominant in the bedroom. The boy’s like two minds in one body so I think he’d probably vary. Majority of the time I think he’d be kinda quiet, not really vocal, but more breathy, letting out long sighs of your name. But expect his face to be buried in the crook of your neck leaving mad hickies for the world to see. 

Jaehwan: I picture Jaehwan as being preeeetty submissive honestly, but not like completely. He’d be vocal, but not really dirty talking, more just praise, though he would get pretty sweary. Depending on how you were both positioned obv I think he’d pretty much just melt; head back, eyes closed, with a huge blissful smile spread across his face.

Wonsik: DefiniTELY a dirty talker like omg, like he’d be telling you just how well you’re doing and how much he likes it, all whilst being very vERY sweary. Expect some pretty intense tongue kissing and lip biting too tbh. He’d let out some loW AF moans too like jfc, or really just one really low, drawn out “fuuuuuuuuuck” as he tilts his head back. 

Hongbin: I feel like our shy little bean would be pretty quiet at first, but the closer he got to finishing, he’d turn into a total mess. An ‘eyes screwed shut, probably whimpering your name mess’. Afterwards he’d feel almost obliged to repay all your hard word all whilst praising you for how you make him feel. He’d probably never take his lips off yours the entire time.

Sanghyuk: Hyuk will always be a baby to me but he’s apparently pretty experienced with the ladies so I think he’d probably be one of the more vocal ones. He’d wanna get you off too, so he’d be taking care of your needs at the same time. The closer he got to finishing I think he’d get pretty loud and his moves w his fingers on you would get rougher. 

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hey so its been a while

im in a really crappy mental place and like my entire life is drowned in discourse right now (specifically today) and its making me an anxious mess. so today i slept, avoided the discord app as much as possible, only spent like 20 minutes total on tumblr, and worked on this. its bad but i need proof that today was worth it so *jazz hands*

pluto is better than u = alya, space bro = nino, trappist = adrien, galaxy print = mari


1:15

pluto is better than u: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ikWb_Xjako
pour one out for vine

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space bro: alya
i love you
but why do you never sleep
like
my dude

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capseycartwright  asked:

neither of them sleep well for a few weeks, after the reveal. it takes them a while to figure out how they can fit together again, and robert hates how awkward it can be between them, until one night, robert wakes up at like 3am and aarons curled around him (just like he always used to) and he's got aarons curls in his face and aarons legs wrapped around him and robert could cry because its the first moment since he told aaron about what happened that he knows things will be okay :))

IM FUCKING DONE

YOU ARE ALL FIRED

AMELIA AND VIC AND JEN AND LORNA ARE ALL EXCLUDED FROM MY BLOG :))))

my thoughts while watching riverdale ep 12:
(SPOILERS, PROBABLY)

NOW YOU TELL YOUR PARENTS

and now is when you question your actions??

ARCHIES DAD IS SUCH A GOOD HUMAN

JUGHEAD NO POOR GUY NO POOR DUDE WHAT IS WRONG WITH EVERYONE ABOUT HIM

OH GOD FLORIDA NO WHY SOMEONE BETTER FIND HIM BEFORE THEN

WHY DOES JUGHEAD HAVE THE SHITTIEST THINGS HAPPEN TO HIM

good for you hermione get yourself into everything and your daughter too

NO HAT PART 3 IM DEAD

why does everyone have such nice hair i am offended

honestly jason is so problematic why did he have to die jeez causing all the trouble

OH GOD DID FP ACTUALLY DO IT NO WAY I DONT BELIEVE IT I NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD ACTUALLY BE HIM

WAIT HE NEVER SAID YES THAT WE SAW

i hate the blossoms so much.

polly gotta get out of there

HOLDING HANDS OKAY DUDES

KEVIN I LOVE KEVIN HELLO KEVIN

HE SAID BOYFRIEND IM LIVING

JUGHEAD NO IM CRYING JESUS CHERYL

like ok i feel bad for cheryl but like i hate her but she’s also such a good character

IM LAUGHING I HAVE THE JACKET JUGHEAD IS WEARING INJUST REALIZED ITS THE SAME WASH AND EVERYTHJNT

why do they have a blue aesthetic going i ain’t mad just sayin

BETTY BEING DO DONE WITH HER MOM AND THE GUN BAHAHHA

I HATE BETTYS DAD

WAIT DID HE JUST SAY HE WHAT

WAIT DEAR GOD WERE THEY RELATED OH NO EW NO EW NO NO NO

WAIT WAS IT THE BLOSSOMS WAS I RIGHT OHMGMGNNFJ

THIS IS ESPECIALLY DISTURBING TO ME BECAUSE MY MOM WAS ALMOST FORCED INTO MARRYING HER COUSIN (WHO IM LIKE 90% SURE IS IN THE MAFIA)

where is joaquin

OH GOD WAIT I DIDNT ACTUALLY WANT THEM TO MENTION JOAQUIN OH NO I WAS SO SCARED OF THIS OH NO

NOT AGAIN I CANT HAVE JUGHEAD CRYING AGAIN OH NO NOW IM CRYING OH GOD THIS IS GETTING TO ME ON A PERSONAL LEVEL BUT THE THING IS I THINK FP IS DOING THIS TO PROTECT JUGHEAD BC I DONT THINK FP DID IT

veronica honestlu ur not helping

I LOVE JOAQUIN HE ACTUALLY HAS DIALOGUE TOO

the way rob says assumed is my aesthetic

OH GOD IM CRYING AGAIN AT KEVIN SAYING THAT

KEV THREATENING JOAQUIN LOOKING AT HIM LIKE BITCH YOU ACTUALLY WOULD

dude joaquin is in it as bad as fp

i feel bad for sheriff kellar honestly

ALSO IF THERE IS MORE DIALOGUE BETWEEN ARCHIE AND HIS DAD AND NONE BETWEEN JOAQUIN AND KEVIN IM GOING TO BE MAD

“IM GONNA MISS YOU PREPPY”

THE LOOKS AND THE KISS MY HEART MY SOUL IM SO HAPPY BUT I THINK IM STILL CRYING BUT I DONT KNOW ABOUY WHAT ANYMORE

i hate the blossoms.

THE FUCKING JACKET AND NOW THEYVE TOUCHED IT

betty why? i guess it worked but why just go ahead and feel up the dead dudes jacket sure

oh no i bet i can guess what’s on the thing oh no

WAS I RIGHT OMGMGKRJSJ

why do i feel like cheryl is fucked

I WAS RIGHT I WAS RIGHT I WAS RIGHT I KNEW IT WAS THEM SBSHHAHAHAHAHA I SHOULDNT BE LAUGHING

I KNEW HIS DAD WAS PROTECTING HIM I CALLED IT I CALLED IT HAVAHSHAHAHAHHA

does this mean joaquin can come back

also does this mean hiram was like completely irrelevant other than getting hermione and veronica to riverdale

DE SANTOS

aaaaaaand he’s dead, great

fuck.

(also this doesn’t really have anything to do with this episode but how are they going to make reggie relevant to the plot in any way)

anonymous asked:

Tch. You just got a pathetic pity on those artists. You're art still sucks. And maybe even you're parents regretted that you are born huh? Starlumen and Finfileors are the good artists. They just give you pity because they don't want to look like they are the bad ones. Tch. You'll get more from me Araki. Just you wait you damned fake artist.

WTH IS WRONG WITH YOU ANON?! IF YOU HATE ME WHY DO YOU KEEP VISITING MY GODDAMN BLOG? AND WHY DO YOU ALWAYS KEEP PESTERING ME ABOUT MY ART?! WHAT IN THE ACTUAL FUCK IS REALLY WRONG WITH YOU?! DO YOU REALLY WANT ME TO KILL MYSELF?! ( TДT) DONT YOU DARE CALL ME FAKE ARTIST BECAUSE YOU DONT EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHAT I’VE BEEN THROUGH TO MY PARENTS! You don’t know…… You don’t know…. *starts to cry*

@starlumen and @finfileors I’m sorry you got joined in this shitpost guys ;-; IM REALLY SORRY T.T

  • me: tell him its okay
  • brain: tell him you're broke and chattered, pour your heart out to him
  • me: but he doesn't give a shit
  • brain: buT WhAT IF he DoEs CarE??!
  • me: he doesn't. stop. you're messing with me
  • brain: no I'm NOT???? youR'E NOTHING BUT SHIT????!!!?????
  • me: please calm down
  • brain: WhY??? TeLL HIm. PLz?!!!!!!
  • me: fine, I'll just be sad by myself forever
  • brain: ok that's fine with me worthless cunt