im clearly not creative

random thought trail

1-IM SO FUCKING SUPER DUPER ANXIOUS FOR MONDAY THEY WILL RELEASE THE TLJ OFFICIAL TRAILER AAAAAAaaaAAaa GONNA SEE MY BOYSSSSZZZZSSZ

2- hahaha im so not fucking typing ‘aladdin mozenrath’ on the tumblr search bar. control yourself lil fella. you KNOW how it ends. it all starts as an innocent tumblr search. you’re not cheating on kylo that fucking way. [also i lowkey fear finding fanart of him with his skin darker than a black man’s and a crop top reading ‘sharia law is cool die islamophobic scum uwu’]

3-it comes to me im in deep need of studying philosophy SERIOUSLY like. finding a book/a person who helps me overcome my problem with too vague concepts [im autistic so despite being clearly inclined to more abstract/creative ways of thinking there are some things… that just… are hard for me to grasp] and guides me through a more inclusive/practical approach of philosophical issues. my introduction to philosophy has been the WORST possible, as my professor is an actual nazi with no fucking didactics who likes dwelling on clearly outdated classist and academicist authors/views on the most boring/repetitive way ever….

4-also now i understand why i have already heard people speculate if kylo is middle eastern when i show them his photo, AND why i think i look like a arab woman when i cosplay him…. there are indeed some features on him that resemble people of my ancestry, and thats why he’s got the looks of a cartoon character designed to look middle eastern. adam is such a beautiful, mysterious being, isn’t he?