im cleaning my room and this

Im cleaning my room and I found a note book I had when I was 16.. In one of the pages I wrote- Thing I need to do: ‘Eat honey with my bare hands.. Like winnie the pooh’.

Nice one, 16 years old Shaked

1. Drink more water! I struggle with this personally and it should be at the top of our lists.

2. Less listening to reply and more listening to hear them.

3. Stop talking crap about people. You will never benefit from it and you have better things to do.

4. Actually try to wake up earlier and go to bed earlier as well. Try doing it in small steps because trying to wake up at 6 when you get up at 10 will never work.

5. If it takes less than five minutes to do, do it.

6. Call your parents/family.

7. Read more books, poetry, etc.

8. Keep a study schedule

9. Keep your room clean! What I do is tidy things as I go. Before I study, i tidy my desk. When I wake up, I make my bed. See where Im going?

10. Fill up that journal! If its full of crap, okay. A full journal with improvement is better than nothing at all.

11. Stop holding yourself to unrealistic standards.

12. Walk in confidence

13. Talk to more people. Everyone has such a unique story so don’t miss out on that.

14. Offer kindness and love everywhere you go.

15. Listen to more encouraging music.

These aren’t typical resolutions but I feel like everyone has the same ones sometimes. This is what I hope to accomplish this year and I thought I would share it.

does anyone else have like?? 2 different types of energy?? idk what theyd be called but i call it ‘productive’ and ‘nonproductive’ energy. productive energy is the energy you use to actually get stuff done. make food, clean your room, shower, etc. and nonproductive energy is kinda like,, your nerves are jittering and you feel like youre bursting at the seams but it wont actually do anything?? you feel like youre going to implode with energy but its not enough to actually get you out of bed? idk im not describing this right but my words arent working today

Tweaker thoughts

Things I think to myself while im high:

“Hell yeah that hit got my high”
“Fuck I wish I could not feel the need to hit the pipe every 10 minutes bc my tolerance level is so damn high”

“What the Fuck is this bitch even saying to me right now, totally stopped listing after the first word and a half”

“Where the did I put the pipe”

“Why do i loose my lighter 137 times a day”

“What the Fuck does she keep looking at? Wonder if she can tell im high? Are my eyes dilated? Am I even making any sense when Im talking to her? What the fuck did I do with my phone?”

“Ok gotta clean the living room up. This brush goes over here in this drawer, so does this pen, HMM haven’t looked through this drawer in forever , oh there’s my notebook better take that to my room, hmm better clean this room up to, wait why is my computer making that sound? Better take it apart to see what’s up., can’t find the problem ill put it back together later I need some music on, wait where is my phone?”

“Damnit did I forget to eat today?”

“Hmmm what can I tweak on now?”

“What was I about go do I totally forget”

“Damnit Where is my phone?”

I hate when you can tell that someone is lying about believing in you. I know you think it’s too far-fetched, I can tell. Please just be honest instead of pretending I can’t see through you, just tell me I’m not good enough and let’s move on, shall we?

Seijou Headcanons

(im bored, tired, and my Karasuno headcanons got a lot of love so how about the Seijou beans)

  • Lit group chat
    • AKA Makki and Mattsun sending memes, Oikawa sending selfies n stupid shit, and the rest of them having random conversations
  • Watari hoards water bottles literally the team cleaned out his bag and counted 36 water bottles
  • Makki and Mattsun blare dubstep in the locker rooms much to everyone’s protestations (MAINLY YAHABA AND KINDAICHI)
  • Makki is the only third year who can drive and he drives a sedan so the whole team (9 PEOPLE) fit themselves into 5 seats and drive to the gas station at least once a week to get snacks/slushies (PLEASE DO NOT DO THIS)
  • Oikawa once chucked a volleyball across the gym and told Kyoutani “fetch!”
    • It only happened once because Kyoutani slapped him (Iwaizumi just laughed his ass off)
  • The team once did a month long prank on Kindaichi trying to convince him that the storage room was haunted and it ended after he almost shit his pants after they set up a projector with a ghost playing and locked him in the storage closet
  • Out of everyone on the team Kunimi has the biggest appetite and it took everyone a few months to realize that their food that had been disappearing from their bags was from Kunimi taking it
  • Cards Against Humanity is what happens in the locker rooms whenever they’re free
    • Yahaba may or may not be the best at it
  • Iwaizumi can chug a water bottle in 4 seconds
  • Yahaba was once late to practice because he found 3 abandoned baby ducks aND HAD TO SAVE THE CHILDREN
    • They became the team’s pets for a day until the coaches called a wildlife center and they had to deliver them there
    • Lots of tears
  • Third year sleepovers happen like every weekend and it mainly consists of them playing video games, having water-gun fights and playing truth or dare
  • They’re banned from having piggy-back ride races because… because
    • Iwaizumi carrying Oikawa, Mattsun carrying Makki, Yahaba carrying Watari, and Kindaichi carrying Kunimi
    • Kindaichi tripped first and the two got bloody noses, then Yahaba tripped and he and Watari got their legs and arms tangled together (IT TOOK SO LONG TO FIGURE OUT WHO’S LEG WAS WHO’S), and then Mattsun and Makki shoved Oikawa off of Iwaizumi and a screaming Oikawa brought Iwaizumi down
  • Kyoutani’s deodorant is the best tbh
  • Oikawa gets pantsed… a lot
  • When they shower Iwaizumi just shakes his head and then his hair’s dry and then there’s Oikawa who like applies 20 different products, blow-dries his hair, and brushes it out
  • Watari hates thunderstorms and whenever there is one the team hides in the locker room with him and they just hang out
    • Their coach thinks it’s ridiculous but doesn’t really care
  • Yahaba bakes the best cookies and brings them for the team and they’re gone in like .2 seconds
  • Kindaichi makes the best funny faces and everyone on the team has an album on their phones for it
  • Once a month the team has their “Monthly Grub Day” and bring in food… Yahaba handles the cookies, Makki brings creampuffs, Mattsun brings soda, Iwaizumi brings chips, Oikawa brings more chips, Watari brings pretzels, Kyoutani brings fruit snacks (YES), Kindaichi brings candy, and Kunimi brings apples (they try to be healthy)
  • All the third years are pretty popular like Makki and Mattsun get along with everyone and they’re hilarious, the girls obviously love Oikawa and all the guys like Iwaizumi
  • Kyoutani once tried to stay late to practice and Oikawa went to talk to him; Iwaizumi thought he was gonna say he would join him and was about to beat his ass but then Oikawa invited Kyoutani to hang out with him instead and it was the sweetest thing ever okay
    • Iwaizumi joined them and the three played mariokart the whole time
  • The whole team sits together during lunch and are usually the loudest ones in the cafeteria
  • Snapchat dominates theirs lives it’s so bad like from when they wake up, go to bed, and even in the middle of the night they send each other stuff
    • Makki and Mattsun use the face filters all the time
  • Oikawa once had a bad hair day and was upset about it so the rest of the team messed up their hair and everyone thought it was something they planned on purpose
  • Yahaba draws on himself in pen and often on Watari buT WILL WRITE INAPPROPRIATE SHIT WITH SHARPIE SO DURING PRACTICE THEY'L SEE “suck my ass” ON WATARI’S ARMS AND STUFF
  • Oikawa, Yahaba, and Kindaichi are the only ones who wear their uniforms correctly
  • Kunimi five stars everyone when they least expect it aND MAKES IT SEEM LIKE SOMEONE ELSE DID IT
  • Iwaizumi lost a bet once and had to wear bunny ears all day at school once… It was amazing
  • Watari is the team’s gum dealer he actually has like 30 packs of gum on him at all times
  • Kindaichi has 0 sense of direction and got lost and separated from the group during a jog and they spent all of their practice time looking for him
    • They found him eating at a fast food restaurant bc the workers felt bad for him and gave him food
  • Kyoutani has the best shoes and Oikawa is so jealous about it tbh he has a ton of cool sneakers and converse
  • Makki and Mattsun started the “seijou sprint” their second year, where all the second and third years (who want to participate) go to the farthest wing of the school and wait for the minute-bell to ring, then they sprint to class before they’re tardy
    • Oikawa almost got trampled and now the volleyball team no longer participates in it (IT STILL HAPPENS THOUGH)