im abandoning

u ever just thinking…. im v lonely lol but tryna stay calm abt it cuz otherwise u would have a breakdown..but like…everyone has other ppl but u and ur like a lost bitter lemon who is laying in bed feeling so lame. other ppl r out havin fun. dancing. living life. smiling. talking to other ppl. and ur.. just..with the long legged flying spider creature in ur room thinking too hard abt how actually ur just alone and miserable and forgotten and a bit pointless…

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the other day i was working on my bill dating sim and i was brainstorming on how he’d act if he actually wanted to get into a relationship with someone. And to be honest, it kinda sounds scary. Cause in order to date someone and continue with his goals, that other person would have to give up literally everything to be with him- maybe even one’s humanity. And even then Bill would probably not trust the other enough and be very on edge in the relationship.

{ I want you a lot }