im a weirdo too

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Please tell me I’m not the one who noticed the similarities~

Also here’s a bonus (kind of a stupid comparison but w/e)

I hate having sensory overload because

1) its mostly my brother that causes it to go off merely by talking or laughing and this wouldnt be so much of a problem if

2) he wasnt constantly in my fucking room for no god damn reason

3) he refuses to leave when i try to ask him politely

4) he insults me and lies about me to our parents so that i get in trouble

5) Im the one that gets yelled at to leave the room even though its MY FUCKING ROOM

6) Piano and music box songs help me calm down immensley.  The problem? My volume is literally at 100 and i can still fucking hear him as well as my family arguing downstairs over it

7) i feel like hitting things when i get it but if i dont have a surface or wall to hit or my keyboard to run my hands across i hit myself in the head like a fucking weirdo

8) im too afraid to tell my parents about this because im worried theyll just laugh at me and say its not real

9) i need something idfk to stop me from hitting things/myself