im a really terrible person

HunHan reunion (not)

Luhan: Still looking for lines, I see.

Sehun: And I see you’re still looking for someone to suck yo—

Luhan: chiLD HAVEN’T I TAUGHT YOU BETTER—!!

Mr. Wiener: how is aging up any different than lgbt headcanons-

Me:

they deserved better → an impromptu chestervelle mix

01. i miss you // 02. your guardian angel // 03. makin’ my way (any way that i can) // 04. violet hill // 05. last of the american girls // 06. i do not hook up // 07. love don’t roam // 08. i will follow you into the dark // 09. demons // 10. can’t fight this feeling

i don’t know what to call it but i swear social interaction is completely and utterly draining for me and i have a rly hard time maintaining conversation/contact with people, like legit too much talking makes me all anxious and depressing to be around and i don’t know what this is but it’s killing me

  • me: *does nothing productive and spends all day on tumblr*
  • me: im such a terrible person, product of this age, trash
  • also me: *writes over 15,000 words over the course of five days straight doing literally nothing else in beteween and avoids tumblr b/c im really into it*
  • me: im such a terrible person, leaving my followers out in the cold, trash
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today was a #ecd8d1 type of day

anonymous asked:

Are you okay with people messaging you? Not just questions but actual conversations\trying to build a friendship? I know it's a bit weird but I have no one who knows about my ed and I just feel alone and you seem like such a sweet, awesome person.

im really terrible at keeping up friendships. Im a pretty antisocial person so i don’t think it’ll work im very sorry

tagged by @evil-robot-cat … forever ago but im a really lazy terrible person.

List all the things you’re currently working on in as much or little detail as you’d like, then tag some friends to see what they’re working on: writing, art, gifsets,whatever.

1. I was working on a JannexBraveBunny Yew fanfic but kind of gave up on it.

2. still working on ff7 doujinshi but idk not really motivated at the moment

3. Mostly i’ve been working on learning how to draw anatomy and building skills so i don’t have a lot of wip. T_T

And @kitsunexiii tagged me today! And I’m suppose to pot the first line in one of my wip but I don’t write fic TT Here:

When residents of Florem sought out excitement in their otherwise ordinary lives, they’d take a trip deep downtown into the Blossom district, one of their most bustling venues.

please do this if you feel like it;;; idk who i can tag without annoying.

anonymous asked:

i have never admitted any of my crushes to any of my crushes. they all have disappeared from my life (moved away, different school etc.) and right now, im just so apathetic. i know you don't need to be in an relationship to be happy, but there's always a pang of jealousy when you see that a lot of your friends are in relationships. im not looking for a relationship, ive told myself that a million times, but im just saying that because im afraid of commitment. i really am a terrible person

You’re in no way a terrible person for feeling the way you do. A lot of people go through a slump where they feel like this (for awhile, after my first boyfriend, I was so angry and depressed and I thought I’d never find anyone again and that relationships were stupid and maybe I wasn’t cut out for one after all) it’s perfectly reasonable to feel a bit of jealousy even if you yourself don’t want the full on commitment. Confessing your love for someone is extremely hard and is way easier said than done. I had crushes all throughout the time I lived in Pennsylvania and I never said a single word to them. Just keep doing the things that make you smile and make you happy anon. Like you said, a relationship doesn’t have to be the thing to make you happy. Maybe one day you’ll have a change of heart but if you never do, that’s totally okay too. Do whatever you think is right~❤︎