in All Seriousness, tomorrow is monday which means the second to last salsa class for the session, which means this is getting so close to me having to actually Fortify Myself and ask the fuckin guy out myself????????? which like, i’d rather stab myself than do bUT?????????
if this doesn’t end up having a good ending, someone needs to write me a rebelcaptain salsa au to mend my Broken Heart lOL iM fINEEEEE
IM STILL ALIVE IM STURGGLING CAUSE OF SCHOOL BUT LIKE AGGHHHHHHSHDHXHXH I WANNA WATCH SEASON 3 SO BAD AND I HAVENT HAD ANY TIME IM SO UPSET AND IM SORRY CAUSE IM NOT GIVING YOU GUYS ANY CONTENT I FEEL SO BAD BUT I PROMISE OVER CHRISTMAS BREAK I WILL ABSOLUTELY TRY MY VERY BEST TO WATCH IT AND EDIT IT CAUSE I STILL LOVE THE SHOW SO MUCH PLEASE DONT BE MAD AT ME A LOT IS GOING ON RIGHT NOW I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS💜💜💜 -Alyssa
i know some people feel bad for lewis but like. okay. i get it. he’s a kid with severe trauma from his time in the military. but the show explicitly says ‘he blames everyone else for his problems’, and even after learning o’connor is a liar, he STILL falls into the ‘POOR ME THE PERSECUTED WHITE MALE PATRIOT’ shit.
who does he kill to get his anvil uniform? isaac. the black man from the very first episode who called o’connor out on his white guy ‘im a PATRIOT’ garbage.
i don’t feel bad for lewis. i don’t. he’s a racist and a terrorist, and he had people at all angles desperately trying to help him, and he beat one of them half to death. i understand that it can be hard to accept help when it’s being offered, but lewis saw help being offered and he reacted with all his internalized rage and aggression and chose to blame others and HARM others.