This is how I’ll remember you.
Blonde hair falling just past your ears, settling like a dust cloud around your face. Eyes, hot like the fire that licks up my throat and blossoms out of my mouth every time we-
I picture you with a shirt untucked, top button undone, a lightness in your smile. Even when I’m gone I hope to see that ease in the wrinkles around your mouth. I’ll be sitting with the rest of the stars. Watching. Hoping. Shooting across skies and offering wishes to people who are too afraid to speak out loud. People, like you.
People who suffer at the hands of normality and were taught to live by the book; holy or societal. People who have their soul ripped from their very body, while they give a tight-lipped smile and say ‘I do’ to the wrong person. People who are starving in the garden of Eden; fighting to keep their arms from reaching above their head. People who looked back and were turned into a pillar of salt.
People like you.
I give a toast, to people like you. You think otherwise, but there’s a strength inside your gold-encrusted ribs. It amazes me how so many can fight their very soul and do it with a soft smile. It’s abnormal, the way it stretches your skin. I forced the muscles in my face to recreate that same smile, and it almost killed me. I am a weak ephemeral creature.
But not you. You’re resilient. You’re brave. You’re the strongest of them all. Son of Mars. Bone of my bones. Heaven in your smile, while hell wrecks havoc inside. The person who beats god and the devil at their own game. That’s how I’ll remember you; a god of gods.
so i’m planning to start a blog dedicated to gif icons, snapchat icons and some other resources so if anybody is interested, let me know! also, send me a few suggestions for gif icons since i want to have a few packs ready to post once i open it. <3
I’d like to let everyone know that I am not following nearly enough active blogs. ;v; (most of my friends left Tumblr) so if you could reblog this post if you are an active ask blog. That would be super super!!
Also also, if you are followed by @aki-sunshine then we are already mutual as this is a side blog.
***second edit! Don’t be afraid to interact with Maddie. This is an open blog.
Go ahead and spam me with requests, my inbox is kinda dry tbh
But please request for all the groups I write for, not just one (like they’re all full of Monsta X requests and that’s fine but…I’m still thirsty for vixx and exo and got7 yall don’t deprive me of them)
And if there’s enough interesting requests then I’ll close the inbox tomorrow and work on all of them for the rest of the week 🙇