ilu :'3

mademoiselleplaguedoctor  asked:

I would like to request ftm trans!draco coming out to Narcissa/ them bonding! thank you so much ilu <3

Hi my love ♡ I hope it’s okay! 


Draco couldn’t do this.

He had dreamed about how he would tell his mom - make her dinner, buy her flowers and hug her tight.

Before.

Just in case she didn’t want to hug him ever again.

After.

He would tell it to her slowly, breaking the news as carefully as possible.

(Anything to save her from an imminent heart attack.)

He had made a speech, wrote it down on paper in the middle of the night, the paper stained with tears because he couldn’t focus on anything but the fact that his mother is going to hate him.

Pansy had calmed him down from several panic attacks, Blaise had basically just told him to “suck it up and tell them” and he was still convinced that he’d rather jump into the Hogwarts lake and be drowned by the giant squid than go through with this – because oh dear Merlin he couldn’t do this.

But he couldn’t back down now.

Because his mother was standing in front of him, her hands full of clippings he’d stashed in his room, his binder wrapped over her wrist and – oh no.

“Love,” his mother began, slowly, looking up from the muggle Trans Teenagers magazine clippings, “what’s this?”

“I –”

He had prepared a speech. He was going to do it, but he wasn’t ready now – he couldn’t do it, he couldn’t he couldn’t he couldn’t

He had to.

“I’m..” he took a deep breath, looking down at his hands. “I’m sorry, mother.”

“Darling,” she started again, her voice slightly off, as if she was on the verge of tears. “Are you – is this –“

It felt like there was a hippogriff on his chest now, pressing down on him until all he could do was choke. Please, please, she’s going to hate me - “I – yes, mother, I –“ why couldn’t he breathe, he needed to breathe –“I’m so, so sorry that – I didn’t mean to –“

Then, suddenly, she lurched forward and wrapped herself around him.

She hugged Draco tight to her chest, locking her arms around him and her head against his hair – crying and kissing his forehead, whispering impossible things to him, “shh, darling, it’s okay, I’m here –“

“Mom,” Draco sobbed, hugging her tightly. His heart was going bonkers. Was this really happening? “I’m not your –“

“You’re my child,” Narcissa said through the tears, firmly and clearly. “And that’s all that matters.”

Draco hiccoughed a laugh, a broken one but it felt real, and he buried his face deep in her chest. She didn’t hate him – she was hugging him, she wasn’t appalled, she wasn’t locking him up – he couldn’t believe this he couldn’t

“And I think,” Narcissa continued softly, “that your father has always wanted a son, anyway.”

They both snorted at the same time, and then started laughing.

Because at the moment, it was fine. Draco could finally breathe in deeply, knowing that whatever his father would say, he’d be able to go through it, to keep standing and face him, knowing that his mother was right there beside him to hold his hand.

“I love you,” he murmured finally, and she squeezed him tighter. 

She didn’t need to say it back.

He knew.

anonymous asked:

5 & 15 💕

5. skill you never really play with, but would like to?

probably herbalism or rocket science ! i love gardening but i never got into a lot of the outdoor retreat stuff

15. who are your favorite simblrs/simblrs who inspire you the most?
Again i luv every1 i follow but I cant list everyone and this is off the top of my head! ilu all <3
@kkelpcake @malcolmlandgraab @early-grape @batsysims @mummasim @goldenpixels @soft-almond @simemi @yumaheights @applepiedimples @simsao @simwithsparkles @vvatore @kismet-sims @sycsh @cupidjuice @vibrantpixels @godneurosis @graentea @johnnyzest @surprisepeach @peonypyxels @etozhesims @witch-hammers

Everyone i follow inspires me tbh!! RLLY HOPE i didnt forget any1

Longing

a birthday gift for @succulent-sam!! happy birthday, gabby!!! I hope you enjoy this little canon ‘verse happiness. <3

now on AO3!

“Do you always understand everything you feel?” Cas asked, one day.

He thought, obscurely, that Spring was the right time for a question like this; or at least this Spring was - a Spring that felt fresh and light and hazy, still dazed by the wonder of Winter’s passing. Dean, sitting in the car beside him, looked washed out by it - or rather, washed clean, Cas supposed he meant. Softened, in any case.

“How d’you mean?” Dean said. He turned to Cas, the bright sun shrinking out the darkness in his eyes - turning them green. Green like go-lights, green like mazes - no, gentler than both of those; green like the water-full leaves of succulent plants. Green like book covers, like peppermint-flavour candies.

“I mean… do you ever feel something that you can’t explain? Something… ineffable?”

Dean pressed his lips together. Cas wondered if he needed to explain the word ‘ineffable’.

“Nah?” he said. “I guess most of what I feel, I know what to call it. I don’t always like it, but at least I know what it is.”

Cas nodded seriously. Dean let the silence rest for a while as they cruised down the Spring-morning road.

“What about you?” he said eventually.

Cas lifted a shoulder.

“I… have a thousand words for how things feel,” he said, “and a thousand things to feel within me. But I… I cannot make them match.”

Keep reading

His breath warms Hux’s hair, his nose pushing a bit against Hux’s scalp. It feels so intimate, like they’re so close . Like they’ve done this before and are comfortable in each other’s space.

Hux yawns, suddenly sleepy. “I wanted to watch movies with you.” As if it was obvious.

Kylo’s chest shakes under Hux. A silent laugh, maybe.

like meeting halfway by @brawlite

Happy birthday my dearest Brawls!!! Thank you for being such an amazing, open-minded, and fun pal who’s always there for me and a constant source of inspiration! You’re so talented and you know I love your writing so much whether it’s Kylux or Gradence or even some pairing I don’t really know about. Never stop being amazing! <3 <3 <3 

4

AaAAA Thank you all so much for 300+ followers!! <3 ;; This is my first art raffle but I’ll probably be hosting more in the future if it goes well !! 


Rules:

  • You have to be following to enter (and please don’t just follow and unfollow thats rude)
  • Reblog this post to enter - likes aren’t counted so you will only be entered if you reblog :0
  • Please have your asks open - this is so I can contact you if you win 

I’ll be choosing one winner for each prize! Also I cannot draw:

  • NSFW
  • Mecha
  • Furries/anthropomorphic animals (NITW is an exception tho!)
  • Intense gore/violence
  • Anything that makes me uncomfortable

I’m hoping I won’t have to but please be understanding if I deny your request for any of the above reasons!!

If you win, I will contact you by sending an ask into your inbox. Please privately answer it with a detailed description of what you want. If you don’t respond within at least 3 days, I will pick a new winner.

The raffle ends on 5th July 5:00pm (GMT +8), although there’s a slight possibility it may be pushed back. 

If you’d like to see more of my art, here’s my art blog, youtube and twitter - there’s also a transcript of the pictures and more info on prizes under the cut !

Keep reading

Happy Birthday to the cute and precious @someone-stole-my-shoes <3 ILU and I love your work, and I love talking to you, and the way you’re kind and patient with me even if I struggle a lot with english. I wish you all the best for this new year on earth <3
I wanted to wait until you get the real painting in your hands before I post it on tumblr, but I can’t wait anymore. I’m really bad at surprises TuT
I hope you’ll receive it tomorrow <3 ;3;
Much love <3