When you been alone and been through more than enough bullshit, you realize that everyone will always tell you that you deserve the best, but no one is willing to love you, care for you and give you the happiness you deserve. You just have to turn to yourself for happiness, and learn to be happy without depending on rest of the world. End of the day the only person who truly has your back is yourself. Look to yourself for love and happiness, and hold up your middle finger high to your haters.