ill try to finish this tonight

Protective | archie andrews

Originally posted by fyeahriverdale

a/n: please please request ideas for short series or one shots!! i like to cater to you guys and sometimes you really do come up with some cool ideas!! love always R🌹

as the years went on you’d think bullying and slut shaming was a thing of the past, you were sadly mistaken. in fact it seemed to get worse and more and more creative as the times went on.

i obliviously walked into school head held higher than normal as i spot Betty and Veronica standing near my locker, smiling brightly i approach them a little bounce in my step as I over to them.

“hey”

i gawk smiling like an idiot, i had my very first date last night with one Reggie Mantle and you think it went rather well. we had a meal at pops and then went to the drive in to watch a movie where we stuffed our faces with junk food and spent the night cuddled up in the back of his truck with some small make out sessions before he dropped me home just before curfew.

I was still grinning, the gang wasn’t very thrilled with the idea of me going they said that he was a stupid football jock that just wanted to get into my pants and last night just proves that they were wrong - for once.

my smile fades as i glance at their concerned expression, i grab my books and close my locker as they glance from their phones to others loitering in the halls before first period before finally glancing at me.

“what?” i laugh glancing the hall to see many eyes on me, i spot Archie his expression the same as the girls.

“okay what the hell happened”

i ask breaking the silence, tapping my fingers against my books growing impatience at their lack of emotions and words.

“will someone please tell me what’s going on!”

i practically yell, Veronica glances at her phone again and i snatch it from her grasp as the red headed boy stops in front of us mumbling a small greeting.

i glance at the phone and see that the photo Reggie had taken off me last night in the drive in cuddle up to him, only he’d modified the picture and photoshopped maple syrup running down my face.

“oh my god” i say my breathe catching in my throat i click on the comments and instantly regret it the words ‘slut’ ‘ugly’ ‘whore’ 'attention seeking’ came up regularly along with comments about my weight and seemed liked everything else 'what a freak’ i give Veronica back her phone and sniffle tears pricking my eyes.

I look up to see Betty and Veronica staring me down

“do it say it!! okay 'i told you so’ okay I get it”

the girls shake their heads scrambling for words to comfort me

“forget it” i whisper pushing past them

“(y/n)” i hear archie call but I ignore him keeping my head down as i rush to class, everyone laughing and sharing comments as I pass.

i round the corner and slam into a body, we bump heads and i cuss grabbing my fallen bag and glances to see Jughead concern etched on his face “I saw the picture are you okay?” i sigh sniffling.

“no” i whisper

he places his hand on my shoulder rubbing it soothingly “i didn’t even do anything juggie- Archie’s and the others are just itching to tell me that they were right- again!”

“it’s okay- we know it’s not true. people believe what they want okay you-” jughead tries to soothe me running his hands up and down my arms.

“jughead” we both look up to see the smug look of Reggie

my blood boils and I shove his chest “i can’t believe you” i spit tearing up at the sight of him.

“what’s wrong baby?” he coos placing his hand tenderly on my shoulder i shudder at his touch and rip my shoulder from his grasp “don’t touch me reggie!” i warn.

he steps forward and jughead stands in front of me protectively, he laughs clapping his hands looking to his boys standing behind him “would you look at that” he howls getting up in jughead face.

“don’t even think about it” i seethe standing in front of jughead pushes at reggies chest.

as much as i wanted to cower behind juggie i knew that Reggie wouldn’t flinch punching him and the last thing i wanted was for my best friend to get punched in the face.

“oh c'mon i wasn’t going to punch your little boyfriend” he teases winking at the both of us “he’s not my boyfriend reggie- he’s my friend and i will not let some jerk bully my friends” i shout “or me for that matter”

he bites his lip pulling me into the wall pinning me down “god your hot when your angry” he whispers huskily into my neck.

“get off!!” i yell looking desperately to jughead for help but Reggies boys were holding him hostage.

“i mean it Reggie get off” i yell everyone decides to gather to watch the show, i thrash trying to get out of his grip but it’s useless.

“oh come one little (y/n) you weren’t this shy with me last night” i squirm “your fat ass wasn’t mad when I had my tongue in your mouth” he smirks and i cringe knowing that he was right.

“MANTLE” i head a loud voice

“archie” i say breathless my eyes begging for help

“let her go now” he orders edging closer

“or what andr-” he didn’t get to finish his sentence before archie ran and shoved Reggie off me and onto the floor.

grabbing me by the waist and pulling me into his arms

“so this is your boyfriend?” he howls “Andrews and (y/l/n) nice, I mean Arch buddy you could do way better she’s not much of a 10” he chuckles the group agreeing with him

“you okay” he whispers i nod “im okay now” i smile at him

“hate to break up the love fest but she’s mine archie, her face might not be all that but boy is her body”

the group whistles as they look me up and down taking in every once of me, i felt disgusted and disappointed that I ever thought Reggie was more than a jock with a good body.

the moment didn’t last as reggie grabbed me and shoved me into jughead, that flicks a switch in archie as he punches the boy in the jaw they wrestle around punching other and i yell for them to stop jughead holding me back.

the teachers are alerted and rush over to separate the boys as soon as Archie’s pulled back i run over to him placing my hands on his cheeks examining his face.

“arch” i say sadly glancing at his bruised eye and split lip.

“Andrews, Mantle my office NOW”

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“i can’t believe the fought over you!” Ronnie squeals helping me zip up the back of my cheerleading uniform “swoon!” she finishes skipping over to Betty.

“it wasn’t over me, reggie was being an ass and Archie was just being a good friend” i conclude pulling my hair into a half up half down look adding blue ribbon for school spirt.

“have you spoke to him since it happened?” Betty asks sitting in front of me worry filling her voice.

“no, he had detention at lunch” she nods and i feel guilty “he came to see me after school but i just wanted to be alone. ill see him tonight” i try and smile knowing that Reggie would also be at the game.

Veronica touches up my face with a little makeup before the three of us head to school for the pep rally, my mood lifts a little football games were a ritual for me. i loved cheering with B & V and watching Archie play. Often we managed to drag Jughead and Kevin to the games to watch us all tonight that was one of those nights.

we meet the squad in the change rooms and grab our poms poms getting ready to go out onto the field to get the crowd pumped

“you will speak with him before the game right?” Veronica asks me worried, i nod following the girls out onto the field “promise”

“WOOHOO GO THE BULLDOGS” we cheer running and flipping out onto the field hyping the crowd up i spot jughead in the crowd and i jog over to him when Cheryl isn’t looking

“juggie!” i yell catching his attention “have you seen arch?” as the words leave my mouth the bulldogs run through the banner Archie leading the pack with a huge black eye. i glance at him guilty, he doesn’t see me searching through the crowd of river vixen. “ill talk to you later” i tell him he smiles frustrated giving me the 'I know your not okay’ stare.

i jog over to the drinks table where Archie stand his back facing me, i approach place my hand on his shoulder causing him to spin around relief flooding his expression as he realises it’s me.

“oh thank god it thought you weren’t here and i know you love the games and I didn’t want you to not come because of reggie and-” i cut him off placing my hand on his cheek touching the purpleness around his eyes gently.

“oh arch” he’s hand shots up to touch mine “im so sorry” i tell him tearing up

“hey it’s okay-” and just like that he’s swept up onto the field with all the others “arch” i call out trying to get he’s attention.

“hey it’s okay” i feel Betty’s hand on my shoulder “we gotta get ready” i nod turning to face her following her back to the squad getting ready to perform

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the game finished miserable as the win was taken away from us in the last 5 minutes, the bulldogs look dull as they exit the field heading to the locker rooms. i sigh and grab my bag walking after the boys i needed to speak with Archie.

“(y/n)” i hear jughead call, choosing to ignore him i walk faster hoping to catch archie before he got into the locker room

“hey!” he yells panting as he catching up to me “ignore me much?” i roll my eyes

“i need to talk with archie okay? now are walking me or not?” i stop glancing at him “fine but yes i am because i swear to god if reggie lays a finger on you” i roll my eyes pulling him behind me

“yeah yeah you’ll kill him”

i push through the crowd of half naked boys as they undress ready to hit the showers, i struggle to find the boy before i spot the familiar red mop of hair. i weave in and out of the crowd before i edge closer to him.

he mustn’t of seen me because he turned and crash into me losing his towel in the process, jughead covers my eyes as Archie scrambles to re adjust his towel “(y/n) jughead what are you doing-”

i put my finger on his lips silencing him “let me talk please” i tell him, gaining the attention of everyone in the locker room.

i realise now why Jughead thought this was a bad idea

“look im sorry about today- your eye you losing the captain spot- you shouldn’t have gotten involved Archie it wasn’t your fight! you warned me and i didn’t listen and now your in trouble with your dad and the principal and you have a busted lip and a black eye all because of that freaking jerk!” i yell tearing up feeling stupid

“I know how much football meant to you, you need it to get into college to study your music and i completely ruined it for you because of a stupid stupid idea to prove a point!”

i run my fingers through my hair a few tears falling down my face, i wipe them as quickly as they fall Archie looks defeated not knowing what to say

“(y/n)-” he steps forward but stops as loud clapping fills the locker room

“what a speech” i growl facing Reggie

“oh go fuck yourself Reggie, haven’t you ruined enough lives today!” he smirks leaning against the locker his towel hanging low off his hips.

he reaches out to brush my hair behind my ear and Archie moves in front of me but i clasp my arm around his bicep “he isn’t worth it” i spit tugging Archie toward me.

“did i tell you how good you looked in that uniform” he licks his lips “that mini skirt, it’s like your begging for someone to kiss you, you look in desperate need let me help you princess”

he attempts to walk over to me but i extend my hand to his chest playing with him

“you know reg your right, i do really need a kiss” i tell him pulling my bottom lip with my teeth and fiddling with the bottom of my skirt fluttering my lashes.

i can see Archie adjusting his towel all the boys seem to be getting rather bothered by my act, Reggie steps forward reaching out to grab my waist but i spin grabbing the back of Archie’s neck and pulling him in for a kiss, jumping up to wrap my legs around his waist.

i deepen the kiss cheers from his team mates fill the air, i break away breathless kissing him once more before Archie sets me back down.

“much better” i sigh glances at a very frustrated Reggie “oh and reg you might wanna take a cold shower for junior” i tug at his towel leaving him completely naked before peeking Archie on the lips.

“see you outside”

he blushes scratching the back of his neck as he watches me walk out with jughead, i bite my lip swinging my hips feeling confident as i wait outside the locker room

“wow” jughead exclaims pacing back and fourth as the rest of our friends spot us and walk over to us, i roll my eyes at him grabbing his jacket to stop the pacing.

“hey” i greet the girls

“Pop’s?” Betty asks

we nod “yeah of course!”

“okay well lets go im sure archie can catch up” Veronica smiles grabbing my arm

“oh ill just wait for him we’ll meet you there!” they narrow their eyes jughead refusing to make eye contact not wanting to be interrogated.

“uh i haven’t spoken to him yet so i can do it on my way over before we met yous” they share glances with each other before nodding at my story.

“okay fine, jughead are you going to escort your ladies” he rolls his eyes pushing off the wall as the girls loop their arms with his and heading toward our favourite hang out.

the boys start exiting the locker room glancing at me as i wait fiddling with my hair and avoiding all eye contact. standing up to reggie wasn’t all that and but he whole makeout session could’ve been prevented but i was feeling epic.

“(y/n)? where are the others?” i glance up at the voice smiling at the red headed boy

i suddenly feel nervous my knees wobbling and my cheeks heating up at my name coming out of his mouth.

“uh they um- they are going to pops- i um told them that we’d yanno met them there” i finishes awkwardly glancing at my feet as I scuff them.

“that is if you want to go- if not i can just walk myself-” he smiles shaking his head at me “no no i wanna come” “good” i smile and with that we set off to Pop’s silence filling the air.

we reach the diner and i stop spoting our friends in the booth next to the window, Archie notices and stops turning to face me “you okay?” i nod

“im sorry about what happened before” i blurt worried that i misread Archie’s feelings toward me. nervousness washes over me and my smile slips from my lips.

“hey hey- no don’t be- it was amazing, your amazing” he finishes grabbing my hips and tugging me toward him.

“if im not mistaking is mr Archie Andrews finally making the first move?” i hint playful playing with his shirt, he laughs playfully placing his soft lips on me and closing the small gap between our bodies.

“you know Reg was right about the whole cheerleader outfit” i raise my eyebrows “hot as hell”

i kiss him back before lacing my hands with his and pulling him into the diner walking over to our friends sliding in next to Jughead as Archie takes the seat next to me siting closer then usual he drapes his arm across the back of the booth touching my shoulder soothingly.

“okay what the hell happened in the locker room?” Veronica asks sipping her milkshake.

“oh they had a huge make out session infringed of reggie it was intense should’ve been there” jughead spills earning a smack up side the head from Archie

“dude?”

i blush covering my face and leaning into Archie, i peer through my fingers and see the two girls staring intensely at m “what!” i complain giggling.

the group fall into a fit of laughter and i smile up at Archie as he tightens his grip around my waist making me feel safe.

this is where I belong.

an hour into artworks and chill and your tablet gives you this look

Reader X chanyeol ~ devil

ok ya’ll as it’s halloween tomorrow i’ve written a halloween (ish) smut 👻 enjoy ya thirsty lot🎃

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member : chanyeol (exo)

category : smut

rating : 18+


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You and chanyeol had been invited to your friend’s halloween party. initially you weren’t going to go as you don’t see the point in these stupid parties but after chanyeol begging you for weeks on end you finally gave in. “babe are you ready yet?” your boyfriend shouts up the stairs. “just one more minute then ill be down”. “do i really have to go” you say to yourself as you try to squeeze into a ridiculously tight devils costume which was way too short. A thought hit you. taking the length of the dress to your advantage, you decide to have a little fun with chanyeol tonight. “serves him right for dragging me to this party” you smirk. once you finish putting on black fishnets and a pair of black stilettos you head downstairs.


“ugh finally you took your time didn-oh s-shit” your plan is already working. “well don’t just stand there lets go” you take lead and walk infront of him and out the door towards the car.


you had been in the car for about 10 minutes and you’re outfit was already driving him insane. whenever you’d reach a red light, chanyeol would look over at you biting his lip then quickly snapping his head back when the lights turned green. suddenly he rests his hand on your thy and ever so slowly brushes it up higher and higher to the top of your thy. his fingers traced small circles making the erousal in your underwear increase. finally you arive. “do we really have to go baby?” you sigh. “yes come on it will be fun” he smiles. as you walk up the driveway, he slowly drags his hand down your back then squeezes your ass. “y/n do you want a drink?” chanyeol shouts over the music. “uum im alright thanks” you smile. as you try to make your way to a sofa, you’re shoved about until eventually you end up in the middle of the dance floor with drunk idiots rubbing up against you. It was then you felt someone behind you starting to kiss your neck . “GET THE FUCK OFF O- relax babe its me” you immediately relax realising who it was. “mmmm why did you wear this you cheeky little devil?” you feel his heavy breath against your neck. “what do you mean?” you ask acting innocent. “you know full well what i mean. do you know what you’re doing to me whilst wearing that?” he starts to to leave gental kisses on your jaw and down the side of your neck. “see now I have a little problem that you need to sort out princess” He says pulling your body tighter against his crotch. “Hey guys glad you could make it! how are you?” a familiar face appears. it was your friend y/f/n. “hey thanks for inviting us, the party’s great but we where actually about to head home because y/n isn’t feeling to great. isn’t that right y/n” chanyeol lies. “uh yes i feel a bit sick but thanks for inviting us, sorry we have to go" you smile hugging y/f/n. “aaw its ok thanks for coming. hope you feel better y/n” and with that chanyeol practically draggs you to the car. 20 minutes later you arive home. Hurriedly, you both get out the car and make your way indoors. as soon as the door shuts, he shoves you up against it attcking your mouth with his. without breaking the intense kiss, he chucks his jacket on the floor. reluctantly he moves away throwing his ‘blood’ covered shirt to the ground. “fuck do you know what you do to me?” chanyeol starts to suck on your neck before removing his clothes other than his boxer shorts, leaving a trail of clothes all the way to the stairs. “jump”. doing as he says you wrap your legs around his waist and he carries you to your shared bedroom. You could feel his boner and by now your panties where soaked. you couldn’t wait any longer. chanyeol undoes the ribbon of your dress and tugs it off your body. “no bra? baby you’re spoiling me” he smirks. “please baby hurry up” you beg. he lowers his mouth to your left nipple then starts to suck on it. his toung swirls around it and every now and then he would tug your hardened bud causing a moan to escape your mouth. “fuck i love when you make that sound” He gives the same treatment to the other nipple making you moan even more. His mouth slowly trails down your stomach leaving kisses until he reaches the top of your panties. “baby you’re soaking already” he says before leaving one last kiss on your clothed clit. “please do something” you beg. “as you wish my little devil”. Your panties are tossed aside. without warning he strats to pump to fingers in and out of your dripping entrance whilst sucking on your sensitive bud.


“f-fuck baby keep going” you moan. your fingers grip the sheet and your mouth makes a large ‘o’ shape as you take in all the pleasure. his speed increases making the pleasure intensify. you then feel a familiar knot in the pit of your stomach. “b-baby i-i know princess let go” at that moment you throw your head back in ecstasy as you reach your high.


“please just fuck me i need you”. chanyeol rids himself of his boxers then grabs a condom from the bedside draw. he slowly enters you waiting for permission to move. maybe a little to eagerly, you nod. with that he starts to thrust just a little to slow for your liking. "faster baby” you moan. as he increases his speed, the only sounds in the room that can be heard is the sound of skin slapping and both your moans. The feeling of his hard member brushing against your tight walls makes you moan loudef. the pleasure intensifies as he hits your g spot. “fuuck baby right there-e” you moan even louder. “come on y/n cum for me princess”. chanyeol brings his hand down to rub your clit. An intense wave of pleasure hits you and a knot in the pit of your stomach forms. “f-fuuUCK CHANYEOL SHIT” you scream as you reach your climax. you throw you head back and your nails claw the his back. chanyeol moans your name as he quickly follows reaching his high.


as you both try to gain your breath back, chanyeol collapses beside you before pulling the sheets over the both of you. “shit that was amazing” you say smiling. chanyeol pulls you closer to his chest. “you’re such a tease you know that right?” he laughs. “but you enjoy it though” you laugh too before turning to fave him. “damn right i do” his head snuggles into your neck. a yawn leaves your mouth. “get some sleep baby”. “hmmm” you smile before snuggling closer into his chest and you shut your eyes. “i love you” you say wrapping your arms tighter around his warm body. “happy halloween, i love you too baby”

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hope y'all liked that, sorry for any typos i’m too tired to edit it lmao🤷🏻‍♀️ happy halloween y'all 🎃👻🍂

Asswipe [Damian Wayne Imagine]

Damian had never seemed to be a fan of anyone. You found him hard to please, compulsive, and he was a hothead if you ever knew one. You’d been living with the infamous batfamily for 3 months now, and almost everybody took a liking to your personality and tendencies, all except for Damian. The second Bruce sat everyone down and announced he was adopting you, Damian slammed his fists against the table and stomped off to his room. Dick was more than excited to welcome you into the manor. Tim was thrilled he had a new person to teach how to hack and code. Jason was pretty cool with you to begin with and couldn’t wait to hang out with you on a regular basis. All but Damian were happy. 


You had never done anything to Damian to make him dislike you besides the sarcastic remark every once in awhile. Bruce told you not to worry, because Damian hated everyone.You’d dealt with his rude comments and obnoxious actions for the past 3 months, and tonight was enough. 

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Pregnant and oh, so hungry

Klaus Mikaelson x Plus size!reader

Word Count: 654

Warnings: mentions of illness, pregnant, so much food

     Summary: Reader is pregnant by Klaus and the Mikaelson’s are incredibly protective

Your name: submit What is this?

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When you found out you were pregnant, it was both the best and worst feeling in the world. You could feel the baby inside of you, and you knew it was because it was a hybrid, your baby was a hybrid. It was dangerous for you to be in New Orleans with someone like Klaus at your side but you didn’t care, you loved him and regardless of what anyone would have you believe, he loved you too.

Now the Mikaelson’s are generally violent and aggressive beings but it couldn’t compare to the level of violent, aggressive, protective nature that they now carried toward you and your baby. “Love, where are you?” Klaus calls through the house, slamming the door behind him as he stomped his way toward you. “In here” You call, from your place on the couch, where you were wrapped up in a blanket like a burrito.

“Well hello there love” He says, coming into view “How was your day?” you ask, pausing the tv with the remote on the end table “Fine, and yours?” he asks, sitting down beside you “Just peachy Niko” You hum, taking his hand in your own and kissing the side of it sweetly. “I’m glad, now, have you eaten?” he asks as if its the most important thing in the world “Not yet” You say, sipping more of your water through a straw fervently “Well that’s just not acceptable” he chuckles, standing from his place and grabbing the bag he brought with him, pulling out tacos, rolls, cajun seafood and chicken, and everything else you were craving right in this moment.

“I don’t think I’ve ever been this hungry in my entire life”  you groan, shoving fry after fry into your mouth making the man I love so much chuckle at my eagerness to stuff so much food into my mouth. “Slow down love, not to fast now” he says but he slowly grabs my hand to stop my shoving face for a moment “It’s because the baby is a hybrid” He reassures “the baby is what’s making me this hungry?” You ask grabbing a piece of chicken from the platter beside you and he nods once again, getting himself a glass of brandy before returning to your side.

It was only a few minutes before both Elijah and Rebekah came rushing through the house. “Y/N is in trouble” Rebekah says, taking your hands as she sat down across from you both. “What do you mean?” Klaus yells, his voice incredibly harsh as he stood from his feet “The full moon brings a series of dangers for Y/N, including the risk of the baby feeling affects from the full moon” Elijah tries to explain without alarming both you and Klaus to much.

“So I’ll get a little sick” You shrug as if its no big deal and continue eating your coleslaw with vigor “Not just a little sick, very very sick” she says “how sick?” Klaus groans, trying his best to stay calm but finding it hard because of his attachment to you and your child “deathly ill, if we aren’t careful” Elijah mutters, his voice hardly above a whisper. “Well I wont let it happen” Klaus says, taking your hand before letting it go gingerly so you could finish your dinner. “Y/N, can you stop eating for one moment?” Bekah asks trying her best to be considerate “Nonsense, if Y/N is hungry, she is to eat” Elijah says before Klaus could jump down her throat.

“When is the full moon anyway?” You ask, shoving one final fry between your lips “Tonight, I’d say you have a few hours before the side effects kick in” Elijah informs you suddenly making all the food seem like a bad idea.

Until the End (Stiles Romance Sequel) ~Chapter 9~

Originally posted by couplenotes

Originally posted by teenwolf-stilesstilinskiismyhero


The sound of gunfire hailed over us before we threw ourselves to the nearest form of shelter. Scott and I pressed our backs against a pillar while Malia and Lydia took cover at another a few feet away from us.

“Malia!” The alpha cried out in worry.

“Scott,” I gasped, my wide eyes flickering over to the hunter that managed to creep up next to me, raising his gun and aiming it straight for our heads. The boy turned, his own face draining of color as the hunter tightened his finger over the trigger. There was a loud screech as tires skid against the pavement before the hunter flew back, having been struck by a car. My breath was suddenly caught in my chest as I finally recognized the car that had struck the hunter, or rather, the jeep. Scott huffed in surprise at my side as he realized what had just happened.  

“You didn’t think you’re doing this without me, did you?” a familiar voice asked.

“Without us?” Another voice asked at his side.

Our eyes grew wider as Derek stepped in, a smirk plastered over his lips. He turned his attention to the oncoming hunters, allowing his eyes to glow a brilliant blue before growling and leaping forward.

Even though a part of me was relieved and a little surprised that Derek Hale had come back to join the fight, my sights were fixed on the one person I was not expecting.

Stiles.

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anonymous asked:

Mia, you are trying to kill us with the suspense 😭😭

ill update tonight dont worry!! almost finished it before having to go out heh

Happy Halloween !!

I know some of you have sent me some Halloween themed headcanons so for a special treat tonight, I’ll be releasing a set of Halloween themed headcanons and a Halloween themed one-shot (maybe even a smut, i havent finished it yet ;) ) so look out for that tonight! And if there’s anything you want to see, make sure to send me some headcanons and ill try my best to include them!!

im gonna try and write 2 more prompts tonight ✨✨if i dont manage to then everyhing else will be posted tomorrow! If you guys still want to go ajead and send me some more prompts to work on in the following days ❤️

So, tonight, I wanted to try something.

Recently, I finished reading Turtles All the Way Down (TATWD from hereinafter) and even though I didn’t like the first few chapters of it, I liked the message of the story when I got to the end.

I agree to this friend that while The Fault in our Stars and Looking for Alaska and Papertowns (his good books for me) are somewhat tragic love stories, TATWD focused more on characterizing someone dealing with anxiety (maybe mental illness at large) and in the end, you realize that this one is a book of hope.

So I made a list (a twitter thread actually):

I am at a certain point in my life that I don’t feel excited about the future anymore. I guess, that’s a shitty way to see life.

After reading Turtles All the Way Down though, I realized that there’s a lot of things that I should be excited about.

But I still can’t see how things would go for me so this thread is for all those lives around me, 

the possible parts of their lives that I want to be a part of.

Then I started tagging a number of friends while telling them what possible parts of their lives I want to be a part of like wanting to see them earn their bachelor’s degree, doctorate degree, wanting to see them in their wedding dresses, wanting to see their first born sons/daughters.

Even though I felt like the thread may have been a mistake, the list was not. This is the kind of list that we should have to be hopeful for the future. Kung hindi mo kayang isipin kung nasaan ka sa mga susunod na taon, baka kaya mong isipin kung nasaan yung mga taong mahalaga sa’yo at kung gusto mo bang makita yun na mangyari sa kanila. So I encouraged my friends that are going through a lot of difficult stuff lately to write their own list. Some things to look forward to.

The #keepgoing has been circulating across social media platforms for a while now and while others are just seeing this as the doing of some attention-seeking people, I see this as a pressing issue that we all need to deal with ourselves and maybe we can just feel better if we allow ourselves to see that there is still more to life than what it offers as of the moment.

With all these at hand, we can find the truth in the words of John Green:

“Your now is not your forever.”

So damn it, keep going.

2017 • 10 • 18 ~ 8:30 PM

Well, I ended up missing all of my classes for today, since I caught a stomach bug overnight. I’m taking that as a very obvious cue that I need to listen to my body more and pay attention to my own personal limits instead of trying to force myself to do more than I physically and mentally can. Make sure you take care of yourselves!

Even though I’m ill, I’m still trying to get some studying in to catch up on the classes that I missed today, which were my more important classes, like chemistry, biology, and calculus. Tonight’sub tasks are to finish up my work on my chemistry notes that I started last night and then abandoned since I wasn’t feeling well, to catch up on what I missed in class today, and to read through my biology lab assignment for tomorrow afternoon!

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Lucy(ille) : Chapter 2

chapter 1 here

chapter 3 here

chapter 4 here

I ended up becoming way more exhausted than i anticipated, so i’d rather post a good chunk of a chapter now than try to finish it tonight and have it be shit because i’m literally half asleep. thank you for your patience, you all loved the first chapter and i don’t want to let you down! Tomorrow I’ll post two chapters to make up for the shortness of this one :)

warnings: language, negan being negan, sexual tension (smut scene coming tomorrow prepare your bodies) (also i didn’t proof read so if parts don’t make sense I was probably sleep typing)

“Look man, I’m just saying. With an ass like that, wouldn’t you just wanna g–shit.” Simon shot up from his post, snatching the binoculars from the savior next to him to see what was approaching the Sanctuary. “Damn it this isn’t right, they shouldn’t be coming back this soon. Fuck!” He started down the tower and jumped to the ground just as the trucks sped up to the front gates. The saviors poured out of the trucks first, Arat quickly stomping behind.

“What the hell happened? No Alexandria run is ever this short, and that was shorter than fat Joey’s dick. You must not have even made it,” Simon pressed, running up to Arat who was obviously more pissed than the rest of them. “Ask the dead girl he’s got a hard on for in the truck.” Simon became even more confused. “What the fuck do you mean?” She stepped up to him looking him dead in the eyes while shoving Lucy’s bag into his hands. “Go fucking see for yourself,” she whispered slowly before storming off. He glanced at the items in the bag and started for Negan’s truck. “Sir, everyone in Alexandria must be dead for you to have come back this fast–”

“Is that her bag?” Negan dropped out of the truck holding the life size rag doll that was Lucy’s body. Simon was now in a state of confusion that left him speechless, muttering um’s and what’s before Negan’s voice whipped him back to reality. “I believe I asked you a fucking question. You are holding a fucking bag, are you not? Is that from Arat?” Simon answered this time with no hesitation, “Well yeah, who is th-”

“Follow me, bring the bag. If I ask you a question and you give me that dumb-fucking-founded deer in the shit lights look again, I will fucking beat your fucking shit face until it comes off. M o v e.” Before Simon could react, Negan whipped around strutting confidently to what seemed to be the direction of the doctor. After a moment of doubt, Simon ran after him

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The room smelled like oranges and whiskey. The sheets surrounding her felt velvety to the touch, encasing her body in a sensual warmth. She slowly opened her eyes as she came back to her senses. She went to sit up and was forced down by a pain in her chest. Looking down, she saw a bruised, oozing gash across her chest, the stitches barely keeping it together. Immediately the very little energy she had was was used for panicking. The absence of light in the room told her it was night time making it hard for her to make out what was around her. She stretched out her arms in every direction trying to feel out anything she could identify. She leaned to the right and felt a table, some bandages, and a full glass. Barely knocking it over, she grasped it and began chugging. Lemonade. She couldn’t remember the last time she had tasted her favorite drink.

“Thirsty, huh?” A deep voice make her seize and her hand gave up on the glass, the shattered glass echoing throughout the room. She remained silent as the voice continued. “Well not anymore.” She then heard footsteps crunch over the glass approaching the bed. “Let’s see what kind of a mess you made.” All at once the room lit up from a lamp on the table, seeming to light everything but the man who loomed before her in black. Their eyes met and her breathing became short. Staring, he continued. “There. isn’t that better. I’ll get someone to clean this shit up.” As he stepped closer her eyes darted from the bat in his hand to his eyes again. She was terrified. There was a darkness surrounding him that she couldn’t understand, yet a charm in his eyes that wrapped itself around her like a silky thread. “Oh, my fucking bad. You and Lucille have some history , something involving you jumping in front of a truck. My truck. But in all that fucking excitement I managed to not introduce myself.” He set Lucille on the floor before stating, “Hi. I’m Negan. Lacey, right?” He played up not knowing her name to make her talk. “Lucy.” she cracked. His body pulsed at the sound of her name. Lucy.
She saw his eyes trail across her body, each glance creating another goose bump on her skin. She knew nothing about Negan. Nothing about Lucille, and he seemed to have a following. His slicked hair merged into the checkerboard beard upon his face, drawing focus to his eyes and his smile. His contagious smile. She found a comfort in his aggressiveness, knowing there was a calmer side waiting to emerge.

His eyes trailed across her body, each glance ressurecting another memory in his head. He knew nothing about this Lucy. Not this one, at least, but he found himself wanting to. Her brown locks laid effortlessly around her face, drawing focus to her eyes. He found a comfort in her calmness, craving the agressive side he knew she had inside of her. The more he stared, the more he wanted her.


OK SO THERES CHAPTER 2 (chapter 3 here) chapter 4 here 

SEXUAL TENSIONS RISING HUH 

TOMORROW’S CHAPTERS ARE GOING TO GET INTO A LOT OF SMUT I’M SO EXCITED TO WRITE IT 

I LOVE YOU ALL, I AM GOING TO TRY TO GO SLEEP <3

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anonymous asked:

Hey do you have anything coming out soon?

im so sorry, I haven’t had two seconds this past weekend, or last weekend, but I’m going to try and write tomorrow and tonight, so hopefully something will come out this week, but at the very latest, next week :/

EDIT: 

ok so I finished writing something kinda long so that’ll get posted tomorrow and then if I have time to write anything tomorrow ill post it later in the week etc. but yeah expect something long tomorrow lol

Derek hale imagine

Derek gets turned younger and the young him finally shows his feelings to you.

You were a werewolf, bitten by scott soon after he himself became an alpha, it was helpful you were best friend with derek hale who taught you how to control it. You’d like derek for ages but assumed you’d always just be friends. He had pleanty of chances to make a move and never had so you assumed he didnt like you that way. You were still best friends though and you knew atleast he loved you that way. Now he had been turned back to 16 and was probably freaking out, all the problems youd helped him work through he didnt even know had happened yet! “I hope he’s okay” you muttered and Lydia reassured you. “He will be fine don’t worry, we can do it”. You walked into scotts house to find stiles and derek having dinner with mr mcall. “Stiles” you asked halting as you walked in. All eyes shot to you two and mr mcall looked at you confused. “Y/n what are you doing here?. “Ow hey mr mcall we were just…”. “Stiles text us telling us his cousin was here so we came to show him around beacon hills” lydia smiled. “Ow thats nice of you, i thought you and scott were studying stiles?”. “Ow we are thats why y/n and lydias going to take de..Miguel out to have fun because were going to be busy with boring school work…you know us always putting our studies first”. “Mhhum” mr mcall muttered not believing this story. “Okay so we’ll wait for you to finish eating” lydia smiled. “Ow no were done” derek smiled “im ready to go”. “Yeah sure Scott will be back soon but Lydia can i talk to you a sec” stiles asked “like now”. Lydia and stiles went into the living room whilst you stayed awkwardly at the table. “So y/n where you taking me then” Derek asked with a smoulder. You felt your cheeks go slightly red before you stuttered “erm down town and we can see the woods and the lake house”. “Sounds nice” mr mcall nodded “just be careful theres been some weird animal attack and things, especially in the woods near the old hale place”. At that Derek sat upright and looked at mr mcall “wait what about the hale place?”. “Ill tell you about it Miguel come on Ive just remembered we have to go like right now come on”. It turned out thay stiles needed lydias help too so youd have to take derek on his own. “What am i supposed to do with him?” You asked lydia angrily “i wont know what to say to him”. “Y/n he is your best friend, just do whatever it is you usally do with him, it will be fine just meet us at the vet in a few hour okay?”. Huffing you nodded as you went to your best friend who didnt even remember you.


“Actually i had fun, im glad it was you i got stuck with”. You had taken derek to tjhe cinema, like the two of you did most weeks then to the restaurant down the road you both loved. Derek loved it and after a while it felt just like normal with him. Youd actually had fun hanging out with mini derek. You smiled at derek trying to avoid the smirks stiles was sending you. “Yeah it was”. “Maybe youd like to do it again..go out with me i mean? Like tonight or something?”. You didn’t know how to reject someone because they’d time jumped but you were going to find a way. “Well derek…” You started when you saw scott and stiles shaking they’re heads behind derek. “Go” mouthed stiles and scott nodded “he needs watching”. “Id love to” you finished smiling at derek. You heard his heart beat pick up happily and he smiled at you “so ill meet you up from here at 6? We’ll be done by then right scott?”. Scott nodded “sure youll be here by 6”. “Okay cool ill see you then” derek smiled and you nodded “cant wait”. Scott and stiles lead derek out leaving you liam and lydia. “He’s smitten” lydia laughed “god y/n i knew derek liked you but even when he doesn’t know you?”. “Shut up” you laughed and liam smirked “so your seriously going out on a date with him…even in his past self, your 2 years older than him!” . “Ow i didnt realise, i know then liam why dont you take him on a date to keep him out of kates way then?”. Liam laughed “okay okay i get it, have fun but not too much fun”. Rolling your eyes you grabbed your jacket and followed lydia to her car.

You sat with derek at lydia lake house overlooking the view, it wouldve been cute if kate wasnt clawing at the door trying to get in. “Derek this way” you shouted grabbing his hand and pulling him down the hallway “the door wont hold her for long”. “Whys she even after us?” Derek asked “shes my friend, she wouldnt hurt us”. “Derek i explained, your in a different time shes not the person you knew, she hates werwolves shes a hunter”. “But i dont understand, she couldnt have always been one, she was my friend i loved her”. You ran into a room and turned to derek “im sorry she didnt love you she was always a hunter, her family is and now she trying to hunt us, derek please believe me!” You pleaded. You turned around and went to put a chair under the door handle when it was thrown open making your wrist crack. Your eyes turned yellow from the pain and you roared moving away from the door. Kate strutted into the room, full werewolf too. She smirked when she saw you and then smiled softly when she saw derek. “Der thats where you are, i heard what happened, we need to go now i dont know what this girl told you but shes trying to hurt you”. You glared at her “me try to hurt him? Tell him who did this to him kate, derek please believe me, you know me, please trust me and scott if we wanted you dead we couldve done it by now, why would scott wait for now when im alone?”. Derek was studying you intently as if he was beginning to remember although he didnt respond to your words. Kate growled at you “you can either back up and let us go like a obedient bitch or i can put you down”. “Well im not letting you take derek so i guess its a fight”. “Great” she smirked “wont be a minute der just let me get her out of the way”. She leapt at you and began tearing at you. “Derek run, get to scott” you yelled swiping at her. Your claw sunk into her arm but in a flash she cracked your arm on her leg. Roaring you tried to get out of her grip but she forced your body onto the floor and kicked you in the stomach. You tried clawing at her ankle but she only kicked your already injured hand. She brought your face down on the floorboards and began to laugh “really scott left you to look after derek? As if your any help”. Her laugh cut right through you and you tried squirming to get away. She only held you tighter as she brought her claws to your neck “heal after this bitch”. Her claws brushed your neck when she was flung off you. You jumped up immedeitly and turned to see derek stood infront of you. “No kate” he yelled his claws at the ready “you wont kill her”. “Der you dont understand, i bet shes lied to you, i bet her and scott havent told you whats happened to you have they?”. “Actually she explained it all to me, how you did this to me and how you were always a hunter, is it true kate?”. Kate nodded smirking “sorry derek it is but i still need you so come with me now or ill kill her and force you to”. Derek laughed “as if id go anywhere near you, no your going to pay for what you did to y/n”. Furious kate sprang at him yelling “you will let me kill her”. Derek and kate lunged at each other, each just missing the others attack until suddenly derek caught her. “You dont even know her and your trusting her over me” she yelled. “Thats where your wrong” derek growled. Suddenly his body changed shape and when you looked back at him you saw hed changed back. “I remember y/n and i remember what you did to me”. He roared and threw her against the door knocking her out cold. “Derek?” You asked walking forward. He turned to you and smiled “im back y/n”. You smiled and he engulfed you in a hug as scott malia and liam burst into the room. “Y/n? Derek?” He called worried. “Derek” scott grinned spotting him “y/n are you alright?”. You nodded “thanks to derek he remembered me and fought kate”. Scott smiled “im glad your both okay, come on let take.kate to deaton, maybe he can keep her asleep or something”. Wcott picked kate up and started to walk away “i wonder why it was her he remembered” liam smirked as he helped scott carry kate out of the room.

Once you pulled u outside the vet derek turned to you “i remember today y/n”. You laughed “all of it? Even being miguel”. He laughed “yeah im angry at stiles for that but more angry at my younger self”. “Why?” You asked confused. “Because my younger self had more guts that me, he asked out the girl ive liked for ages which ive been too scared to do”. You looked up at him and asked “me?”. “Of course”. “Wow derek hale too scared to ask little old me out?”. He nodded looking down “i like you a lot y/n ”. “I like you too derek, i have for ages”. “Well would you like to go on an actual date with me? And this time i promise there will be no crazed argent after us”. You laughed and nodded “id love too”. Derek shoulders relaxed and he grinned at you, that signature smile. “Atleast ill beat my younger self to this” he smirked as he leant down and kissed you. Finally after years of liking him he kissed you and it was as amazing as youd hoped. You pulled away and grinned “this might be a tough date to beat actually”.

anonymous asked:

when will you finish those prize winners?

Originally posted by crying-in-korean

i havent been checking my awkward goop inbox, sorry ^^”” been trying to take a break to let it, and subseqeuntly digital art in general, be fun again

I’ll get to them but please remember that the raffle wasnt supposed to be taken too seriously although i do appreciate the reminder. im sorry ive made you feel left out or ignored >->””””

I have a third one… they um never got back to me? i got several anons asking about the prizes and if thats you pls message me; i never got your information. I cant finish the prize if you dont tell me what you want

as for the others yeah im working on them… just. art in general has been kinda hard for me recently due to burnout and life, but its on my to do list. sorry  >.<” ill work another hour on the ones i do have tonight

but if the third prize winner doesnt show up soon, im just going to forfeit it im sorry. again, please, if thats you, and im assuming its you, please tell me what you want.

otherwise, im just going to finish the two i do have and see if i can get them done and done and good. after that i think im going to genuinely take a hiatus. i… love gaster and i love goopster, and i love love love all almost all of my awkwardgoop following <3 but i really need a break if i am to keep up with cool content yall want to see. you probably saw inklings of that on the awkwardgoop blog if you dont block the ooc tag

Originally posted by viejospellejos

it shouldnt be too long. i know myself better than to make it an indeterminite amount of time. ill give you a date, but for right now im a bit squeezed on time, i’ll address the issue later and in more depth on the AG blog. maybe later this evening or tomorrow

Hold You in my Arms

This is an imagine based off the song “Hold You in my Arms” by Ray LaMontagne

I couldn’t figure out how to finish this piece nicely and I said I’d post something tonight and this is just really dissipointing to me tbh so if its that bad ill try to redo it but I really want to go to bed sooo… Im sorry for my lack of creativity

Originally posted by d4qp

When you came to me with your bad dreams and your fears

It was easy to see that you’d been crying

Seems like everywhere you turn catastrophe it reigns

But who really profits from the dying

You had been sitting there for a while now just in silence. Sitting in the cockpit of your plane you looked around, the rest of the resistance looking back at you. It was one simple mission and it had failed. Never the less, it was no where near your fault, but the quilt was overwhelming.

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