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what it would be like to date Lim Changkyun/ I.m:

Originally posted by kihqun

  • Sass, lot of sass
  • The type to absent mindlessly run his thumb over the skin of the back of your hand when you’re sat together.
  • He plays with your hair, whether its short- he just fiddles with it or styles it crazily, give you a Mohawk.
  • If its long, he’ll plait awkwardly if he doesn’t know how to or stick it in pigtails because he claims that you “look cute” with a shrug, or maybe he will sit and twirl it around his finger.
  • If your hair is medium length (your ears or shoulders) then he’ll probably do the same with long hair.
  • His kisses are soft, playful
  • He boops your nose when you’re mad or annoyed.
  • When you’re sulking, he says to you “don’t smile or anything” or “don’t smile y/n” in a playful voice and you can’t help but smile.
  • He walks around doing weird ‘aeygo’
  • Sometimes it’s even in his boxers, prancing round like a raptor.
  • He’s serious, he has a resting bitch face when he spaces out.
  • He does the finger guns when he flirts
  • On your first date together, he took to you to a street food vendor because he said that they do the better food, he was right.
  • The amount of times you’ve caught him dancing of girl group songs is unreal.
  • You can hear him practice his raps while he showers, cooks or basically anything and he slays
  • One time, he bought hair gel from the supermarket and gelled his hair up right and kept it like that for the entire day.
  • Back hugs, he loves back hugs because when he does, he can lean into your and steal your warmth or vice versa.
  • He screams like a girl when you put your cold hands on his back when you’re hugging.
  • He’s serious af at first, but as soon as something he likes, meme is activated.
  • Sometimes he sticks his butt in your face when you’re not paying attention
  • He screams randomly, you could be sat there together just talking, reading or doing nothing at all and he’ll scream loudly and off key.
  • He’s always so extra
  • He stares at you; he doesn’t know that you know but he does
  • He doesn’t seem like the type to be sentimental about things but he kept the shirt you wore for bed that belongs to him, he kept the little notes you’ve written and he saves all the selfie he sends.
  • He complains that he doesn’t have any memory on his phone because of the pictures he has of you.
  • He loves waking up before you, so he can watch you sleep. You could have drool hanging out of your mouth and he would still find you beautiful.
  • He usually has the guys around and he doesn’t mind because you love it.
  • Shownu spends most of the time saying thank you and helping you, no matter how much you tell him its ok to be informal and treat you like a brother/sister
  • When he’s sick, or ill- he’s super clingy.
  • Even if he’s snotty with the cold, he still lays on you. Head on your chest, laid between your legs and a blanket wrapped around him.
  • He’s not always the happy and meme changkyun, he does have the days where he’s quieter, more reserved and when he’s in that frame of mind, he just wants to be around you.
  • You both have the comfortable silence. You both could be sat there doing your own thing and not feel the need to talk
  • When he texts, it’s usually something like this

“Do you wanna go??”

“Bring it”

“ON A DATE WITH ME?! OOOOOOOOOOOOOH YOU DO”

“I’m dating you, you egg”

  • He feeds you food when you’re being lazy and vice versa.
  • He boasts about breaking the camera at ISAC
  • His snapchats to you are mainly double chins or ugly faces
  • Whenever one of the other members joking flirts with you, he turns into an angry smurf
  • You could listen to him talk all day, you usually ask him complicated things so he has to explain it.
  • Late at nights when he can’t sleep, he’ll ‘accidentally’ wake you up and then when you can’t sleep again
  • He’ll do anything for a cuddle
  • He loves it when you wear his clothes
  • Randomly kiss his nose when he isn’t paying attention
  • Waggles his eyebrows at you when he suggests something sexy
  • He’s a soft lover
  • Passionate and pays most of his attention on you
  • He has throaty moans, melodic and deep
  • Sometimes he’s playful
  • Sometime he’s hot and intense
  • Muttering in your ears sweet things and kissing you everywhere.
  • Kissing along your jawline
  • He piggybacks you to the shower usually
  • Joins said showers

“Better for the environment to preserve water”

  • He catches food in his mouth, one time you were across the room throwing gummy bears at him and one was nowhere near him but he lunged to the right and caught it in his mouth.
  • Couple names, baby, babe, sweet, my love, what your preference is
  • He wears your socks
  • Whenever he has to go to work or go out etc, he kisses your forehead with his hand on the small of your shoulders and mutter a slightly sad goodbye
  • But hells text you whenever he can or ring you
  • Says “I love you” in the weirdest ways but he means it.

wonwonmilk  asked:

haii!! can you pleasepleaseplease do a friends to lover with I.M?? + i lovE all your monsta x scenarios (actually, all of your scenarios are love) like the way you write them is just so cute, reading them make my heart flutter every time asdfghj thank you in advance! ♡

thank you so much!!! find shownu’s ver (here)

  • you and changkyun work at the same hole in the wall cafe that literally like fifteen people know of at best and you guys are the only two baristas??? and it’s like,,,,,,,,
  • at first it was kind of awkward but it turns out you guys are two goofballs who always play the weirdest music when the boss isn’t around and make faces at each other when the only customers aren’t paying attention
  • and basically you guys click,,,,,like super well,,,,,,,
  • plus you see each other three days a week for nine hours sooo it’s hard not to bond
  • so it’s no shock you guys end up liking each other enough to hangout even when you don’t have shifts,,,,,,and you know get to know more about each other
  • and it’s one morning when you’re coming in to open the cafe and usually changkyun meets you at the door but??? today he’s not around so you just shrug and assume he called off work,,,,but that’s weird because he would have texted you about it
  • and as you walk in you start putting all the chairs down and writing the menu on the chalkboard when suddenly you go behind the register and almost jump so high you hit the ceiling because,,,,,,,,,
  • there’s changkyun,,,,,,curled up into a ball,,,,,,,under the counter
  • and you can tell it’s him by the top of his head and the fact that he’s got what looks like a freaking hello kitty blanket thrown over him 
  • and you’re like uHH CHANGKYUN???? and he wakes up so suddenly he bangs his head on the top of counter and is like OW oh my GOD why did you YELL
  • and you’re like because dummy you’re ??? sleeping under the freaking register????? of the cafe?????? we work at??????
  •  and he finally crawls his long body from underneath and stands up,, rubbing his head
  • and you notice he’s still wearing his apron from work and you’re like???? changkyun what’s going on???? did you drink too much and just pass out here or are you,,,,,,,,
  • and you look up at you friend and can see the dark shadow over his expression and you’re like,,,,oh my god changkyun,,,did you get kicked out????
  • and he just tries to laugh but it’s so obviously strained and he’s like don’t worry!!!! but you’re like changkyun,,,,,you can’t live in here,,,,,,,
  • and he’s like why not,,,,,i have everything!! my bed under the counter and unlimited coffee!!!
  • and you know he’s making a joke but you frown and you’re like “dude,,,,,,you need to shower and sleep not curled up like that ok? you can stay at my place until you figure stuff out.” 
  • and changkyun throws up his hands as if to say he couldn’t do that but you shove one of the muffins from the display case into his mouth and you’re like “don’t argue. eat this, and let’s open up the cafe.”
  • and for the rest of the day you don’t bring it up and neither does changkyun and,,,,,,finally at closing you’re like “do you have to pick something up from your house?” and he’s shaking his head and shows you that he’s already got all his stuff in his duffel bag and as you’re on the subway you’re like seriously changkyun,,,,,you could just tell me you needed somewhere to crash,,,,i thought we were close
  • and changkyun shrugs and mumbles that he couldn’t even tell his other friends,,,,,,not even jooheon or shownu,,,,,,and you wonder what happened but don’t try to pry
  • and when you guys are finally in your apartment you let changkyun borrow some blankets and stuff for the couch and you’re like ill make some tea 
  • and when you hand changkyun the cup you sit down beside him and it’s silent,,,,,,until suddenly changkyun puts the cup down and apologizes out of the blue
  • and you’re like ?????? what are you on now i said it’s fi-
  • but he shakes his head and he’s like “no, im sorry for not telling you i needed help. for not trusting you. you’re important to me, i - i didn’t want to look like something less in your eyes” and you’re like ?????? something less what does that mean we’re friend changk-
  • but when changkyun’s eyes meet yours you stop and changkyun is like “that’s the thing, i don’t want us to be just friends forever and who’d want to date some loser who got kicked out of house?” 
  • the usually gleeful, playful changkyun is gone and now you’re seeing his serious side, his deep voice dropping even lower and,,,,,the words he’s saying,,,,,,,, “date some loser” ,,,,,, it takes you a moment
  • and you set your own cup down that’s began to shake in your hand and you’re like “i didn’t know,,,,,,that’s how you felt.” and changkyun shrugs,,,,,trying to act like he didn’t just drop that on you,,,,,and he’s like “i know,,,,but im sorry. again. you don’t have to feel the same way and i get it if you want me to lea-”
  • but before he gets up, you put your hand on his and changkyun looks back at you and you’re like “let me finish, i didn’t know that’s how you felt but you don’t know how i feel either. you don’t let the people important to you sleep under counters changkyun.” and he,,,,,,,kind of twitches a bit because,,,,,,are you joking around or-
  • and you can see that hesitation so you prove him wrong by pushing him gently down onto the couch and climbing into his lap and letting your mouth find his and changkyun,,,,,
  • changkyun only gasps before you kiss him and then it’s almost like reflex,,,,he pulls you down closer
  • and when’s all said and done,, you find the blanket you’d brought out and throw it over you and changkyun and changkyun is like “oh,,,,are we going to,,,,,,,-” and you’re like “since you’re a guest in my house i need to make sure you’re warm. ill stay here to make sure of just that.”
  • and you cuddle into his chest and changkyun is like legit seeing stars but he’s also like “this is better than under the counter” and you’re like oh my god changkyun go to sleep we work tomorrow you do remember right?
By My Side

Bucky Barnes x Reader

Warnings: fainting, chronic illness, fluff

A/N: I hope I described things correctly, please let me know if I didn’t and I’ll go through and correct it. As far as the fainting goes, I just described it the way it was when it happened to me so if it’s different for you let me know. 


When you woke up Bucky’s body was basically draped over yours, caging you to the bed. You started to whine and wriggle as you tried to get out causing him to finally wake up. He laughed as you fake pouted at him before giving you a kiss on the nose and rolling over so you could get up.

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So this just popped into my head.

Adrien is doing homework in the library, where a few students are doing there homework, or whatever (Marinette is not present)

As Adrien is doing work, he over hears people talking about Ladybug. Of course he is intrigued and silently listens to the people.

Most of the stuff is praise, like, “isn’t she great” “She is so cool” stuff like that.

Adrien smiling thinking, ‘Yeah, my lady is amazing.’

“I wish I could date her” one of the guys says.

Adrien gets naturally protective and is ready to go over there, but stops after hearing what one of the girls in the group said.

“I hate to disappoint you, but I heard she isn’t into guys.”

“But what about Chat noir? Aren’t they a thing?”

“They don’t really do anything couple like. Honestly there is no other explanation. If I was her, I would definitely be dating that handsome cat.”

Adrien is now just confused. Thinking hard about it. The only time she didn’t flinch away from his flirts was when he looked like Reflekta.  So of course his mind starts thinking hard about this.

He decides to ask the only person who could maybe know more about Ladybug.


He finds Alya by her locker.

“Oh, Hey Adrien. What’s up?”

“You know a lot about Ladybug right?”

“Is Ladybug’s costume red with black spots.” She responds sarcastically. “Yes, I know a good amount about the heroine of Paris. What do you want to know?”

“Well… Do you know if she interested more  in guys or girls?”

Alya is ready to respond but then stops herself. Realizing she has no idea.

“I… I don’t know. I never asked in any of the interviews. What brought this question on?”

“Was there anything about Ladybug during your interviews that made you think she preferred one or the other?”

Alya began thinking hard about it.

“Well, She is always eager to answer my questions, ignoring other reporters. And has even given me personal interviews. Never any other reporters, just me.”

Alya and Adrien both begin to speculate that Ladybug has a crush on Alya.

“Your the Lois Lane to her superman!”

Alya starts freaking out (since she and Nino are a thing, But if she was single we totally know Ladybug would be allowed), and Adrien is feeling heartbroken that the woman he loves plays for the other team.


So next akuma attack, Ladybug and Chat noir are taking down the akuma. Chat noir isn’t doing any flirting at all, which makes Ladybug curious.

After the battle, Ladybug asks him what is wrong.

Chat noir sighs and said that he knows that she is in love with someone else and no matter what he can’t change it.

Ladybug is surprised. Horrified that Chat noir figured out she was in love with someone.

“H-How did you know?”

Chat then says “I didn’t realize it at first. But having really thought about it, noticing the signs. I realized that it was obvious.” Ch

“I am sorry Chat, I didn’t want to hurt you. You are a nice guy, and a great friend. I have been keeping it a secret for a while.”

“It is okay Ladybug, I can’t imagine how hard it is to keep it a secret. I think you should admit your feelings. Ill support you no matter what and I will keep it a secret until you are ready.”

Ladybug hugs the cat. And then Chat then says.

“I won’t tell anyone that you have a thing for that Ladybloger.”

Ladybug’s mind just short circuits.

anonymous asked:

can I request nct neighbour au for jaehyun and mark just like the seventeen one? those are so good. but take your time :) thank you!

a lot of you wanted some more nct stuff on this blog, plus jaehyun’s birthday is tomorrow so!! take this as a little gift for the lovely boy of nct~ (and mark heh)

Jaehyun 

  • smiling sunshine, dimple angel of the apartment building that is so nice that he smiles at everyone and then ends up walking straight into the front door,,,,,,,jaehyun please looks where you’re going more often you clumsy kid
  • whenever he’s coming home, the kids from the nearby park will call out his name and ask him to join them
  • and if he has time you can find him holding a jump rope or helping one of the kids reach the basketball net
  • other times you can see him running down the straight, obviously late for his bus and trying to juggle his notebook, backpack, and phone
  • and he has this really childlike obliviousness about him,,,,,like he’s always just smiling and positive 
  • and if he does anything to embarrass himself he just laughs it off 
  • and if he meets a neighbor that might be in a bad mood, just talking with him usually makes people feel so comfortable and at ease,,,,,,he’s literally got a healing smile
  • keeps a lot of sports memorabilia in his apartment and it’s cute he like has the flag from his favorite national teams up on the wall and he invites people over to watch games with him
  • he likes to keep things clean, but his desk is always over piling with notebooks because he keeps forgetting them at home and then buying new ones to write in and in the end he ends with a huge stack on his desk that taeyong is always nagging about when he comes over
  •  but other than that,,,,,,it’s a really normal apartment and jaehyun never worries about like decorating or anything. he cooks for himself (decently) and so the only thing he spends money on is sports + groceries 
  • and you’re ,,,,,,,,,, not the best cook to put it lightly and you know jaehyun because whenever you bump into him at the grocery store he actually looks like he knows what he’s doing while you’re just like ???????!!!!!!!
  • and it’s like your third attempt at trying to make edible ramen,,,,that you just break one afternoon and you end up ringing jaehyun’s doorbell and when he opens the door you’re like “Save Me”
  • and he’s like “???? IS THERE A FIRE??? ARE YOU GETTING ROBBED? ILL CALL-”
  • and you just put the packet of ramen in his hand and you’re like “i suck,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,at Cooking”
  • it takes him a second but he burst out into that heavenly laughter and is like “so you need help?” and you’re like “please,,,,,,im so hungry” and he’s like “ok, ramen is easy. i can teach you in no time”
  • and you stand beside him as he boils the water like an expert and tears open the ramen and he’s telling you about how you should add in other things aside from flavor packets, like maybe vegetables or spices
  • and he’s doing this so effortlessly and in your head you’re like: how
  • but then also you peek up and you see how relaxed and happy he looks
  • the handsome set of his jaw, the way his eyes are a soft chocolate brown 
  • and you realize only when he goes “almost done” that you’ve spent the last five minutes staring at him and not paying attention
  • and you’re like “o-oh yay!” and jaehyun invites you to try it with him
  • and he dips the spoon in and carefully blows on it before offering it to you and you want to take the spoon
  • but he’s like “i can feed you!” 
  • completely oblivious to how he’s making your heart race and you taste it and ofc, it’s amazing and you’re like “how are you so good at everything??” and jaehyun’s like “im not good at EVERYTHING” but you’re like
  • “well you’re good at sports, cooking, and you’re cute that’s basically everything-”
  • and jaehyun grins but then his eyes widen a bit and he’s like “pardon me, but did you just say cute?”
  • and you’re like OH mY G OD ,,,,,,,, i did,,,,,,,,,and you’re like “WELL ILL BE GOING NOW”
  • but jaehyun is like “wait we should eat this ramen together-”
  • and you’re like dkjsfkdlf thank you for teaching me,,,,,i made a fool of myself i must go,,,,,,,,,,
  • but jaehyun’s face softens and he’s like “i think you’re cute too, so stay and have some ramen?”
  • and you’re like ,,,,,,w,,,,,,,,,,what,,,,,,,,,but also how can you say no to him and so you sit down beside him and he pours some ramen into a bowl for you
  • and as you’re sitting you’re trying not to blush TOO much
  • while jaehyun’s just thinking to himself,,,,,,that if if two cute people cook ramen together, does the ramen also become cuter?????? whatever, he just hopes he can cook with you sometime again soon~~~

Mark

  • always has someone over at his place because his hyungs don’t trust him living alone 
  • taeyong is basically his damn roommate
  • he doesn’t spend too much time at home so he never has the opportunity to make it messy, except if he has like haechan over,,,,,,then he ends up with something from his closet missing and like half his supply of snacks. gone
  • he has like one poster on his wall of his favorite Canadian hockey player and it’s important to him because his brother sent it over when mark moved,,,,,,taeyong is like “it’s crooked” whenever he sees it but mark is like “hyung,,,,,,,it’s the sentiment that counts.”
  • sleeps just about anywhere in his apartment,,,,,,,like most people go to sleep in their bed but mark just knocks out where-ever. the couch, the floor, the kitchen table, while he’s brushing his teeth,,,,,,he just lives a very hectic life
  • his refrigerator gets covered in polaroids that jisung and jeno insist he put up and mark isn’t one for decorating, but he lets his younger friends do whatever because like why not 
  •  he gets nagged on by them for being “boring” but mark is like i just don’t have time to do anything ????? i barely had time to eat my morning bagel???? 
  • you think mark is really cute, ever since you moved in down the hall but like????? all the other neighbors are always like “we don’t know anything about him because he’s never around.” and you kind of get sad
  • because you get a glimpse of him like every two weeks and even then you can’t even properly introduce yourself because he’s either running out of the building or talking with a friend whose coming over
  • and you know,,,,,it’s not like you’re going to try and press the issue. you just smile whenever you two happen to pass each other even in those three seconds of interaction
  • and mark always smiles back,,,,,,,,,,,because he’s sweet
  • and you don’t know if it’s the sleep deprivation or just confusion but you hear someone trying to unlock your door when day
  • and when you go over, you open up and you see mark - shocked to see you
  • and he’s like “why,,,,,,,,are you in my apartment?” and you’re like “um,,,,,,,i live here. this is my apartment, you’re over there down the hall.”
  • and mark blinks and looks at his key and then at you and he’s like “thaT’S WHY it must have not opened up??? i kept putting my key in but it wouldn’t turn!!!”
  • and you laugh into your hand and you’re like “yeah, that’s probably why” and mark apologizes and you’re like don’t worry but then you’re like,,,,,,this is my only chance to ever talk to him so you’re like
  • “we haven’t ever,,,,,introduced ourselves but im your neighbor!” and you tell him your name and age and he grins and tells you his age and you guys just chat for a bit
  • and then out of nowhere he goes “you don’t have any chips do you?” and you’re like “i do, why?” and he’s like “i wanted to buy some on my way home, but i totally forgot and i just remembered because the hockey game is on later tonight and a friend of mine ate all my snacks the last time he was over”
  • with that mark rolls his eyes and mumbles haechan’s name but you’re like “oh, ill give you mine! hockey sounds fun - ive always wanted to learn more about it”
  • and mark perks up and he’s like “im from canada, hockey is like religion to us!! you should come over and watch the gam-”
  • but he stops himself and reddens and is like “it must be creepy for me to just ask like that, like who’d just come over to watch a game with a stranger haha”
  • but you shake your head and you’re like “i’d love to!”
  • and you get your chips and that’s how you end up sitting on mark’s couch, mark pointing to the players on the TV and explaining positions and goals and soon enough the two of you are literally sitting on the rug, nose in the TV, watching the game so intently and sharing chips
  • and when the team scores, you and mark burst into cheers like you’re literally in the rink with the fans
  • and you’re high-fiving each other and grinning  
  • but also,,,,,,,once you look into each others eyes there’s a little hint of embarrassment because,,,,,,, you guys are still new to each other but also like ,,,,,,,,,, interested in each other
  • and neither of you says anything
  • until the door opens and in walks doyoung whose like “oops am i interrupting a date?”
  • you and mark: A WHAT NOW 
That's Claims Now, Thanks

So I’m a back room associate for a large chain store that sells everything from food to furniture to car batteries. As a backroom associate my duties consist of unloading the truck, stocking shelves, and binning overstock.
Now I have made my claim to fame by being REALLY good at stocking cosmetics. I’ve been doing it for about a year and a half now and I don’t intend to stop any time soon.
But as I have worked with my multi-colored treats of the make-up variety, I’ve noticed a disturbing trend.
People TRY ON the cosmetics. Like testing foundations on hands, face, and whatever else they can get their hands on. Smearing nail polishes and lipsticks on displays. And then they put it back on the shelf, oozing foundation under caps, and lipsticks ground down, and torn open packaging strewn about.
Guess what guys…That’s claims!
You want to know WHY that’s claims? Cause it’s a health hazard as there’s no telling what germs you have on your hands or mouth that could case irritations and break outs and even possible illnesses to a person​ who might buy that, which more than likely they won’t cause it’s obvious you’ve been fiddling with it.
This is not a high end store. We don’t have testers. You don’t get to open a can of Pringles till you can find the right flavor you like so why would you think you can do the same with make-up? It’s disgusting to think that someone else has tried on my makeup before me.
If you want to try a new make-up, purchase it, save your receipt, if it doesn’t work out then bring it back and you can get a full refund. I’m sorry that it’s a hassle but you’re exposing others to potential hazard and I think that’s pure rudeness.

anonymous asked:

Hi. I read the article of harry doing mansplaining and I want to know your opinion about it. I can "understand" why some people may see his response as a way of mansplaining (at the end of the day he is a man and he's talking about how young girls are portrayed), but I wanted to know why you don't see it that way (I'm just asking because I didn't like how the article was written, and I talked to some feminist friends about it and they agreed he was doing mansplaining).

Mansplaining is when a man interupts a woman, to tell them something they already know, generally with less of a solid grasp on the subject matter than the woman they spoke over. 

What Harry did is 100% NOT mansplaining, because he was A) talking to another guy, who B) asked him a specific question about his fan base and C) was answering in support of women and girls. He was specifically celebrating the often-looked over and spoken-ill-of members of his fanbase and holding them up -  not as the fans you want to get past, so you can get to the real music-lovers, but the fans you should be greatful for, because of their vocal feedback and earnest support.

Quite frankly, fuck anyone who can read his answer to that question and not get that he was speaking from a position of genuine love and support, and with full enthusiasm and reverence. 

Unexpected (Part 7)

Yoongi starts to make amends with everyone and tries to get his life back to the way it was before the breakup.

Warning: Sex stuff, ridiculous amounts of dirty talk, I don’t even know why I bother warning people – if you read my writing, 99% chance of utter filth will be incorporated in the plot.

Parts: 1  2  3  4  5  6  7  8 (final)  8.5 (bonus)

It was late when Yoongi finally left your apartment to head home.  You had asked him to spend the night again, but he declined saying that he had to go back and try to make things right with the other guys after messing up practice yesterday and blowing it off completely today.  You understood, but still had difficulty letting go of him as he tried to exit and begged him not to change his mind. Yoongi kissed you and promised that he was sincere and wouldn’t be easily swayed again.

He was nervous as he stood outside the door to his apartment, thinking about what he would say to the others when he went in.  If Yoongi could have his way, he would have liked to just pretend that he hadn’t been a miserable asshole to everyone in his life for the past few weeks and let things go back to normal on their own.  That might have been an option if he hadn’t had that fight with Tae and disappeared for a full day, but now he would be forced to actually make amends.

Yoongi took a deep breath, exhaled, and opened the door; everyone was sitting around the table together eating some chicken they had ordered in.  Jungkook noticed Yoongi walk in first, calling out to him, “Hyung, you’re back!  What happened to you?  I was getting worried.”

Before Yoongi could answer, Jimin jumped up from the table and motioned for Yoongi to come sit next to him. “Hyung, are you hungry?  Come have something to eat.”

Yoongi walked towards the table while Jimin made some room for him.  All eyes were on him, except for Taehyung who kept his eyes on the food sitting in front of him, absentmindedly picking the meat off the bone with his chopsticks.  Tae’s bangs obscured his eyes, but Yoongi could still see the bruises, his face was partly swollen and a scab had formed on his lower lip from where the skin had been torn.

Namjoon turned to Yoongi and spoke, “So, have you been at your ex’s place this whole time?”

“Yeah,” Yoongi replied sheepishly. “I got blind drunk and passed out in front of her place last night so she took me in.  After I woke up, we talked and worked things out.”

Jin looked sternly at Yoongi and asked, “Are you saying the two of you are back together?”

“Yes,” Yoongi answered, “we are officially back together.”  

Tae slammed his chopsticks down and got up from the table, mumbling that he had lost his appetite and was going to his room.  Yoongi felt pangs of guilt as he watched Tae walk down the hall.

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Void Stiles Imagine- Costume Party

Everyone wanted to date Y/N, the fact you had no interest in dating any high school boy only made it more of a competition for their stupid egos. It wasn’t that you thought you were too good for them, you just wanted to save yourself the heartbreak and embarrassment after everything goes sour. You just wanted to go to school and have a laugh with some friends, that didn’t make boys a top priority on your list. Well that’s how it used to be anyway. There was something about Stiles Stilinski’s goofiness that you adored, how he took the blame for his friends all the time, how he didn’t care to embarrass himself in front of the class as long as he’s protecting someone else from doing it.

You had a free period so you decided to do some extra studying in the library, your friends were all going for something to eat but they were bringing their boyfriends and their friends. So In other words it would be you having a bunch of guys hit on you, while your friends moan at you for being too ‘prude’ or ‘high maintenance’. You were recapping your knowledge on stem cells when you heard the library doors swing open. You briefly glanced up to see Stiles walking in, you followed him with your eyes until he looked back at you. He then suddenly covered his face with the folder he was holding and scrambled to sit on an empty seat at the back of the room. You shook your head and smiled, looking back down at your work. It wasn’t until ten minutes later that you felt the chair opposite you be uneasily pulled out. You heard a loud panting and books being slammed down on the desk. “It’s about time, I thought you’d never get the balls to come over” you claimed, still reading your textbook.  “You knew I was going to come over?” he asked, finally catching his breath. “No. But I knew you wanted to” you replied, finally looking up at him. Catching his brown eyes reflect the glare of the light. “Did you want me to?” he interrogated, leaning forward. “Did I want you to what?” you asked sarcastically. He gave you a questioning look, while trying not to laugh, “So where’s your friends?” he asked, looking around. “You sure love asking questions” you grinned. “And you sure love giving short answers” he fired back. “They’ve gone for something to eat” you finally told. “They left you here?” he questioned, like it was the most unjust thing he’d ever heard. “No, I just didn’t feel like going” you shrugged. “ I was going to say, because you are way too pretty to be alone” he said, clearly on accident.“Are you flirting with me Stilinski?” you smirked. “Yes, I mean only if you want me to be flirting then I am, only if you want me to be-” He began rambling, before stopping himself after realising you were trying not to laugh. “Oh god, that was embarrassing” he said, rubbing his neck. “No, it was kind of sweet” you reassured. “Well, I think I’ve took enough humiliation to last a lifetime. See you.” he picked up his books and began to walk away. “Stiles, wait!” you shouted, getting up and running over to him. “Hey erm, my friend’s having a fancy dress party later and she said I could bring someone” you said, sounding somewhat nervous. “And you wanted me to ask Scott if he would go with you” he said out of routine. “Actually, I was wondering if you would go with me” you smiled. “Seriously?” he asked, looking up. “Seriously, unless you don’t want to-” you began. “So, ill see you at eight?” he said, almost immediately. “See you then” you replied, walking back to your seat. You couldn’t help but watch as he beamed out of the library, you also couldn’t help laughing when you saw his victory air pump when he thought you weren’t looking.

“Guess who landed a date with Y/F/N” Stiles said smugly, sitting down at his lunch table. “Don’t tell me it’s Greenburg, he’s been eyeing her up all year” Allison said, shaking her head. “No, guys it’s me, I did” he announced, like they all should of known. “No you did not, she’s way out of your league” Isaac smirked. “Says the guy in the scarf. I’m picking her up tonight for a costume party” he beamed. “I dont think that’s a good idea” Scott said fermly. “Why not?” he asked. “Maybe because you’re possessed by an evil spirit that can take over at any second” Lydia said bluntly. “I have it under control! This is my one chance and I’m not screwing this up!” Stiles raised his voice. “You need to cancel!” Scott demanded. Everyone glanced over at your lunch table, you were laughing at some joke one of your friends told. “Y/N’s a sweet girl, if you liked her you wouldn’t put her at risk” Allison shrugged. “It’s going to be fine, I know what I’m doing” Stiles said, picking up his lunch and throwing it in the bin. He stormed outside, putting one of his backpack straps in his mouth, a clear sign of his anxiousness. ”There is no way in hell we’re letting him do this” Scott stated. “We haven’t got a choice, he seemed pretty determined to me” Lydia said, opening a bottle of water. “If we cant change his mind, maybe we can change hers?” Isaac suggested. “You heard him, he’s liked her since forever. We cant ruin it for him completely” Allison said. “Well what other choice do we have?” Scott asked. “Well I’m down for a costume party” Lydia hinted. “No way on earth” Isaac shook his head. “That doesn’t sound so bad” Scott agreed. “Great, I’ll get us all invited by the end of the day, tops” Lydia smiled, picking up her tray just as the lunch bell went.

You looked in the mirror one last time and brushed down your dress, removing any remaining creases. For once, you weren’t met by the normal self consciousness you usually got before a party but a radiating happiness. You knew Stiles wasn’t going to judge or rate you, like the normal idiots your friends set you up with. When you heard his jeep pull into your driveway you didn’t feel the urge to wait a few minutes before letting him in, you actualy got that butterfly feeling and were excited to see him again. You grabbed your phone and clutch, picked up your heels and ran down to open the door. “Heyy” you said smiling wildly. “Hey you” he grinned, surprised by your eagerness. You opened the door all the way and leant against the frame to slip your heels on. “You look stunning” Stiles said gawping. “Thank you, you look very handsome yourself” you laughed to stop yourself from blushing. He opened his jeep door for you and helped you get in, before walking over to the drivers side. Before he turned the engine on, he sat there still staring at you while you topped up your lipstick using his wind view mirror. “Sorry I didn’t have enough time to get a costume” he said, gesturing to his usual plain top and jeans. “It’s ok, you look fine” you assured, clipping your seatbelt in. For the journey you both sat there, having sassy conversations and lip singing to songs on the radio. He was practically the male version of you, he just had friends that accepted him for him.

When you arrived you took a deep breath, you weren’t prepared for everyone to ask you why you were with Stiles. But as soon as he opened the car door for you and linked your arm, all of your doubts faded. When he was around, you couldn’t help but smile. He walked you in with a proud expression after seeing the crowds of jealous boys staring at the pair of you. What you didn’t understand was why girls weren’t falling at Stiles’ feet, sure he’s socially awkward but also hot as hell. He walked you over to a corner and you spoke, while people came and greeted you. You were talking to one of your friends and their date when you noticed Stiles kept looking around. “Are you ok?” you asked quietly. He stared at you blankly for a second, before nodding his head and smiling. Later on, it was just the pair of you leaning against the back fence chilling. He looked over your shoulder and then suddenly ducked. You furrowed your brows and began to turn around before he grabbed your shoulders quickly so you were still facing him. “What’s going on?” you asked confused. “Erm nothing, I’m just going to the toilet and maybe you should get us someee… drinks for when I get back” he stalled, before disappearing into the crowd of people. You stood there, before hesitantly going to the drinks table which was in the opposite direction. ”What the hell are you doing here?” Stiles hissed, approaching his friends that were all gathered in a corner. “And what are you supposed to be, mentally retarded?” Isaac asked, referring to his non existent costume. “We came to make sure everything was ok” Allison claimed. “No, you came to check on me” Stiles retort. “We’re just doing what’s right” Scott told. “Just make sure she doesn’t see you!” Stiles demanded. “Make sure who doesn’t them?” you asked standing next to him, two cups in hand. “Oh god” he jumped. “Hey, I’m Y/N. I’ve met Allison and Scott but I don’t think I’ve met you guys” you smiled. “I’m Lydia and that’s a really pretty dress. I can already see us going shopping together” she greeted, you handed Stiles the drinks as she pulled you into a hug. “And you’re Isaac, right?” you asked. He nod and kissed your hand rather than hugging you, causing Stiles to mumble under his breath. “Just one question, Stiles hasn’t done anything strange yet has he?” Isaac questioned bluntly, causing the others to glare at him. “Not particularly” you answered sceptically. “Well as great as this little get together was, I think we’ll be off” Stiles said, gesturing you to follow him. “You can stay here and talk to us, I’m sure Y/N would like to get to know us better anyway” Allison said quickly. “Well it’s our first date so I think we should get to know each other first” he said guiding you away before they could say anything else.

You and Stiles walked out the back gate, to get some privacy so you could talk without having to shout over the music or be interrupted every 5 seconds by one of your friends or a drunk boy trying to hit on you. It was a cold night, you wouldn’t think it in the back garden with all the dancing people and bonfire but as soon as you took a step out of there you were hit by the breeze. You turned to look at Stiles who was holding his head. “Hey, are you ok? Do you need some water?” you kept asking, not knowing it sounded muffled to him. He stood up and turned around, giving you such a weird look, it was like a whole different person. You backed away slowly to the gate but he grabbed your wrist before you could go any further. “You’re hurting me” you winced. “We’re going on a walk” he stated, dragging your arm down the empty street. “Scott what’s wrong?” Lydia asked as the four of them walked through the crowd. “He’s took her” Isaac answered. They burst out of the gate, ”They’ve gone” Allison panicked. “If he’s gone void they could be anywhere” Lydia paced. “Cant you catch a scent?” Allison asked. “Of him yes, of her no” Scott stated. “Wont they be together?” Isaac queried. “The forest, it’s a 5 minute walk from here” Lydia claimed. “That’s where he’s taking her” Allison run her hands through her hair. “Then we need to find them, fast!” Scott exclaimed.

“Y/N!” Stiles called mockingly. “Leave me alone” you cried. By now you had already took your heels off and thrown them at him, only for him to dodge them and laugh. You ran through the trees, as twigs snapped under your bare feet. Your chest was pounding, not only out of fear but out of the exhaustion and bitter air. You turned around, noticing he was no longer a few steps behind you. You’ve seen how this goes, it’s on every Tv show. The second you stop running or hide he’ll be there so you had no other choice but to carry on even when you physically couldn’t anymore. He stopped calling your name and you stopped hearing his footsteps. You knew your feet were bleeding, you knew you wouldn’t be able to wait it out until the morning. The only option you had left was to find your way out of the forest, but you didn’t know it as well as Stiles. The only way you knew was going back past the old burnt house, but you had no idea where to find it from where you were now. You ran down a smaller trail on your left, your legs and arms being stung the whole way, you checked to make sure he wasn’t following. When you turned back around you bumped into something, into someone. “Y/N” he smiled, like it was some twisted game. You glanced down at his hand to see him gripping a thick branch, you then saw him swing it towards you. You fell hard onto the ground, hitting your head. All you could see was the blurry figure towering above you, “Please, Stiles don't” you murmered, trying to drag yourself away. “Such a waste, especially on Stiles. Pretty, but stupid enough to believe anything anyone says” he said, kicking your arm so you stopped moving. “Why are you doing this?” you grovelled. “Always the same questions, no one has any originality” he said, lifting the branch again. “Stiles” you whispered crying. “Stiles!” someone shouted. All you saw was the shadow of two bigger forces knocking him over. “Are you ok?” someone asked, lifting you up. “I don’t, I don’t know-” you slurred, before passing out.

“We need to tell her” a low voice said. “How are we supposed to do that?” another one asked. You opened your eyes, to an unfamiliar location. “Y/N, don’t worry, you’re in Scott’s living room” Allison spoke softly. “What happened?” you questioned nervously. “Don’t be scared, nothings going to happen to you” Lydia smiled sympathetically. “You didn’t answer my question” you stated, sitting up and moving the blanket they had put on you. “I’ll tell her” Stiles mumbled walking in. You tensed up in fear, until you were met with a nod from Scott, you trusted him. You relaxed slightly and crossed your arms. “I’m possessed by an ancient spirit that tried to kill you last night but I promise it wasn’t me” he rambled. “I thought you were different, but you really are one big joke” you snarled, standing up. “Scott’s a werewolf” he added quickly. “You were only supposed to tell her about you” Scott huffed. “Well it didn’t work” he bit back. “We’re not insane, I promise. Just hear him out” Allison said, before you walked out of the door way. “You have five minutes” you said with an eye roll. “We can prove it, you just have to trust us” Lydia intervened. You nod your sighed. You looked up to see Scott’s eyes glowing red. “What the fu- how did you do that?” you asked, mesmerised. “I’m an alpha” Scott smiled. You learnt a lot that morning: Hunters, Werewolves, Werecoyotes, A Nogitsune, Oni and a possible Kitsune. You didn’t want to believe them, but you were ready to. You knew there was something strange about Beacon Hills but you just shrugged it off. After what you heard you were scared, but happy to be in the know of everything. “I promise i’ll do everything I can so I don’t hurt you again” Stiles said, standing next to you. “I know you will” you said quietly. He squeezed your hand and rubbed it with his thumb. “I was wondering if we could maybe start fresh if I make it through this” He said, staring at his shoes. “It’s going to be ok, ill be with you every step. Now I’m going home for shower and Scott’s picking me back up later for my very first pack meeting” you claimed, standing up. You began to walk out before quickly kissing him on the cheek, “And yes, we can start over” you winked. You beamed out of Scott’s house, excited for the new chapter in your life. Not knowing the events that were soon taking place, that would soon change your life forever.

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why in the world are y’all out there telling people they shouldn’t feel uncomfortable by certain people because they’re not as bad as abusers and criminals?? do y’all even know how fucking dumb y’all look reblogging and liking that shit? popularizing a fc and using them is a way of showing your support towards that person!! use your shitty faves all of you want, but don’t you dare tell people that they shouldn’t complain about seeing bigots popularized in what is supposed to be a safe space for all of us. do you guys not care about your trans friends?? what about for friends of color?? your friends that have been abused?? they have every single right to  express their discomfort when people show their support towards the people that have wronged them/their communities.  ill repeat. turning towards them,  using them as your mascots and fcs, making resources for them, etc is still a way of supporting them because not only are you putting their face out there, but you’re also reminding your followers that at the end of the day, you couldn’t care less about the issues that affect them, and the people that have wronged them

i hope all of the people condoning that nasty post by giving em notes feel nice and validated after reblogging that mess as some sort of ~cover~ 

fluffilyangsty  asked:

I love your blog sm omg. Would you mind making a neighbor!jackson au?

find jinyoung (here) & mark + jaebum (here) 

  • is friends with everyone in your building, in the building across the street, in the local grocery store, in the bank, in the park, etc.
  • you must think it’s humanly impossible for someone to remember so many faces, names, and details about others yet somehow jackson??? just ??? does???
  • like he asks the cashier at the grocery about his two kids since he knows one of them just recently turned five, he asks the college student down the hall how her science degree is going, he even remembers that your landlord’s cat recently had surgery and when the landlord said everything was fine jackson was like ‘ill buy mr. fluffy some treats to celebrate his recovery!!!!”
  • and his positivity and smile is contagious, everyone feels better after talking with him
  • and even on your most tired days, when you’re barely alive trying to unlock the door to your apartment
  • if jackson comes by, hands full of organic groceries and sweating a bit because you know he definitely jogged up the stairs, all he needs to do is grin and say “the weathers nice, right?”
  • and it automatically feels like the sun itself has turned to bask on your face,,,,,,,like that is jackson wangs Impact 
  • also lil things about jacksons apartment: badly scribbled notes of recipes from back in hong kong that he got from his mom over the phone, a good amount of weights and a yoga mat and a photo of JYP flexing in the corner of his living room, stacked up on green tea packets, tries to hide chocolate in random parts of the apartment so he won’t binge eat it but he does it anyway, his housewarming gift from mark is a body pillow jackson has to sleep with
  • so yes of course you know jackson, well ,,,, jackson took the initiative to introduce himself the day you moved in. he also insisted on showing you he could do a handstand
  • it was interesting,,,,,but you and him have just been you know,,,,,,, neighbor-friends since then. like you don’t go out of your way to meet up w/ each other but you definitely talk if you bump into each other and things like that
  • and when you come home one afternoon, you kind of don’t understand why all the lights are off in the building ?? and there’s a group of complaining people in the lobby
  • and as you struggle past them you see jackson standing in the doorway to the stairs and??? on his back is the elderly woman from the 7th floor
  • and you’re like “what’s going on?” and he’s like “the powers out, im gonna carry her up first and then come back and get her walker.”
  • and you look around and there’s you know 
  • some young teenagers and perfectly capable adults that could help jackson out, but they’re all too busy complaining and so you tell jackson that you’ll help
  • picking up the grandma’s walker, jackson is like “it’s fine!! two trips is nothing for me!!” and you’re like “start walking the 7th floor is a long way up.”
  • and with a little smile, he listens to you and starts up the stairs
  • and the whole time he’s like “grandma, are you ok? grandma hold on tighter i don’t want you to fall. grandma, if you need to go outside - ill carry you back down!”
  • and it’s so heartwarming,,,,,he’s such a sweet person that even though you’re huffing by the time you guys get the old woman’s apartment you can’t help but put on a brave face in front of jackson who literally just carried a human up all those flights of stairs
  • and the women, after jackson sets her down to get her keys invites the two of you in so she can at least say thanks
  • and you and jackson are like it’s nothing!!! but she’s like ‘c’mon you youngsters i made some sweet tea for my gandkids you can have some!!’
  • and that’s how you find yourself seated at this woman’s dinner table and she’s mumbling about how nice you two are as she sets down the glasses of iced tea,,,,,but then she’s off to go catch her mid-afternoon show
  • and you and jackson sit there,,,,,,until he turns to you and is like “this is going to sound bad, but can you drink my tea for me?” and you’re like ??? why
  • and he leans in so the old woman won’t hear and he’s like “i,,,,,don’t like sugary drinks,,,,,it’s bad for my health.” and you suppress a laugh but jackson is like “heY! it’s true!” and you’re jokingly like “fine ill be your knight and drink both of ours”
  • and after you’re done, you and jackson both bid the woman a goodbye with respectful bows 
  • and once you’re out in the hall jackson is like “since you drank those unhealthy drinks for me, you should come and have some organic green tea to level it out!!!!!”
  • and you’re ,,,,,well you can’t help but blush a bit because you’re like “you’re inviting me,,,,,to your place?”
  • and jackson, who has absolutely no shame, is like “yep!!!” and you’re like um well - but jackson is already taking your wrist and pulling you to the stairs
  • and inside his apartment,,,it’s much cleaner than you expect and you examine the hand-written notes sprawled on the fridge in three different languages and laugh to yourself
  • and then you see an old photo of jackson with his mother,,,,,,and you’re like “she’s so beautiful!” and jackson proudly sticks out his chest and he’s like “she’s the most beautiful woman in the world!”
  • and you grin again,,,,,honestly being with him when are you not smiling or laughing????
  • and as you sit down jackson hands you a glass of the famed organic green tea and you two chat about this and that
  • and before you know a good amount of time has past,,,,,but your tiredness from before is gone and it’s just so mellow and,,,,,,easy flowing with jackson
  • but you need to get home and get started on dinner and jackson walks you all the way to your door (he insists it’s the gentleman thing to do)
  • but before you go in, he goes “i always knew you were a good person.”
  • and he takes your hand in his and it’s warm and you’re not sure what to say to such a straightforward compliment 
  • and for once jackson hears how corny he’s being and he makes a noise and is like “im sorry,,,,,,,,,was i too much?” and you’re shaking your head but also jackson is like “thank you for helping me, is what i meant.”
  • and you feel how he gives your hand a squeeze
  • and maybe it’s the fact that you both finally have gotten closer,,,,,but you exchange numbers 
  • and when you go inside to your apartment, you stare down at your phone and see that in his contact jackson wrote
  • “the handsome neighbor mr. wang~” with a kissing emoji
  • and you roll your eyes but ,,,,,,,,, he’s cute 
valentine's date with hoseok

- being as extra as he is he lays out flower petals to the car and tells you to follow the flower path even when it’s 10 meters away

- not letting a driver escort you guys bc he always wanted to try driving with one hand and holding yours in the other “hoseok this is dangerous” “your bEAUTY IS DANGEROUS…DANGEROUSLY DISTRACTING ME FROM THE ROAD WHOOPS” “ILL KILL YOU EVEN IN THE AFTERLIFE IF YOU CRASH”

- going to a fancy restaurant and watching hoseok act like a rich company heir for 10 minutes before cracking up bc he’s laughing at himself

- ending the night sitting on the roof of your house drinking champagne until the two of you are bubbly and laughing loud enough to wake the neighbors

My parents remind me of Sasuke and Sakura

Have I ever told you guys how my parents remind me of Sasusaku? I’m going to tell you guys anyways, you might not believe me but I swear this is the god honest truth.

When my parents were young they left their home country with literally nothing and with a promise to have a better life ( if you guys want to know the whole story dm me and ill make it into sasusaku fanfiction to make it more entertaining for you guys) but anyways when they left my mom and dad had to separate because the journey to get to their destination was complicated.

Essentially to make this long story short my mom didn’t want to leave my dad alone because she knew he was going to suffer. It’s probably a good point to mention that my mom was pregnant at this time so the situation made it even worse being the fact that they had to go their separate ways.

My parents knew nothing of the new country they were headed to other than the name of the city they decided to start their new life. Once they got to that city they would figure out the rest. Because there was no form of communication you can see why my mom was so reluctant to leave my dad. The city they were headed to was one of the largest cities in the country and she was absolutely terrified that he would never find her. With a heavy heart my dad convince my mom with his parting words which were

“You can be a thousand miles away and our hearts will forever call out to each other, I will find you”

And so with those words they departed and went their separate ways. My mom at this point was just 19 years old and many called her foolish for believing that my dad would just sacrifice everything to be with her, but my mother would have none of it and would respond with “You have not experience the love that he shows only to me” and continued to wait for my dad just hoping and praying that he would find her. 

Eventually her waiting paid off and my dad, my poor poor dad, found her but he did not do it without suffering. My mom often tells me the story of how when they finally saw each other after months of being separated. She told me that when he finally found her, his weight had dropped significantly due to his hunger and that his clothes hung loosely off of his body. He was so tired and so hungry that when my mom went to go hug him that he just collapsed from exhaustion but before he fainted he whispered to my mom

“I told you that i’d find you” 

This whole story just reminds me so much of Sakura who waited for Sasuke while he went on his redemption journey. Even more when Sarada was born and Sasuke had to go away for his long term mission. When Sarada doubted that Sasuke even loved his wife, Sakura listened to her daughter but she knew with all her heart that Sasuke did in fact love her and would one day return. It just reminds me of the complete faith my mom had for my dad, and every time I hear the words “I told you that i’d find you” it just reminds me of Sasuke who shows his love for Sakura by saying 

“I’m home” 

Pregnancy/Baby Alphabet-Thomas Shelby

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A= Aftercare After Birth (How they act after you finish giving birth.):Tommy will sit beside you as you rest after you finish giving birth. When you wake up, Tommy is running a hand through your hair and he has your child in his arms and he is whispering to the baby. Once he notices you are awake, Tommy would set the baby on your chest and cuddle close to you.

B= Baby (Who is the baby more like. The baby’s personality.): The baby is as soft as you, but they are also have their father’s attitude when it is needed. It was obvious to both you and Tommy that the baby will grow to be a true blinder themselves. Making Tommy more proud, you not so much.

C= Care Taking (Who takes care of the baby more. Do you have someone else take care of the child.): You tend to take care of your child more than Tommy. This isn’t because he doesn’t care, he is normally busy with the business. You only have someone else watch your baby when you have to go and do something that is not safe for the baby to be around.

D= Delivery (How they act when you are in labor, do they stay in the room or outside the room): Tommy stays in the room with you, holding a wet cloth to your forehead the whole time. While you are pushing Tommy will whisper praises in your ear and telling you that he proud of you for doing this. He doesn’t leave your side while you are giving birth.

E= Emergencies (How do they act when something happens to the baby. If something happens during labor how do they react): When Tommy was told that you had to rush the baby to a doctor he felt like his world was slowly closing in. He didn’t know what was wrong, but he rushes to the doctor as well, hoping that it is nothing serious. The whole time on the way there his head is swimming with the worst thoughts. 

When Polly and the Midwife had told him that the baby was breeched, his heart stopped. He had heard of women who had not survived a breeched labor and it made his heart heavy. He stood frozen as they rushed to unbreech the baby, he snapped out of it when he heard you cry out. 

F= Falling (How do they react to the baby falling off of a step or off a swing.): The first time the child had fallen off down the stairs, Tommy had made a big fuss of it. Checking them from head to toe, making sure everything was okay. The next time the child falls off something, he does not make a huge fuss. He simply makes sure the child does not have a huge injury before he tells the child they will be okay and to run it off.

G= Gender(s) (What gender do they want the baby to be, how do they act when it is the other gender.): Tommy really wants a boy, a boy he can grow to be a successful businessman. If you have a girl Tommy is still happy, and he can already tell he will be more protective of her than he would be if it were a boy. But the gender doesn’t stop him from making them into a successful businessperson.

H= Hair Color (What hair color does the baby inherit): Due to the strong Shelby gene of brown hair, it is likely your child will have brown hair. If you don’t have brown hair, you might hope they get your hair color.

I= Illness (How do they react when the baby gets sick for the first time, how about when the baby is ill for a while.): Tommy is worried about the baby but he does not cause a huge scene about it. He goes to the doctor with you, and hopes that the baby will be fine and it is nothing serious. When the doctor tells you guys that the cold might be present in the baby’s system for a while Tommy worries even more. He actually takes time off work for the baby, wanting to make sure they are fine. 

J= Jumping (How do they react to the child jumping into their arms from a high place, or the child jumping off the bed.): The first time the child jumped into his arms Tommy was kinda surprised. Mostly due to the fact that they were rather high up when they jumped. Once he placed them down, Tommy strictly told them not to do it again. The same thing happened when they were jumping on their bed.

K= Keeping the Baby? (Do they want the baby in the first place. Do they let you keep it.): At first Tommy was conflicted about having the baby, he didn’t think it was a good idea. But he soon realized that he wanted you to have the baby, and then he would decide if you guys will keep it or put it up for adoption. But when he saw the small body, he knew he had to keep the child.

L= Love (Do they fall in love with the baby right away. What do they love the most about the baby.): The moment Tommy saw the baby’s head full of hair he fell in love automatically. He was completely in aw when he saw their small body and face, and he had teared up a bit. Tommy loves the small button nose the baby has, how the tip of their nose is a light pink color.

M= Movement (When you are pregnant how do they react to feeling the baby move. How do they react to the sight of the baby kicking.): When the baby had started to kick, every time Tommy when to feel it would stop. It upset him greatly, which amazed you. One night while you two are reading, Tommy keeps his hand rested on your stomach hoping to feel a kick. When the baby finally kicks, Tommy just stares at your stomach with a face full of happiness. He also doesn’t have a problem telling you how weird it is to see the baby roll over in your stomach.

N= Normal Cravings (How do they react to your cravings when you are pregnant with your baby. Is there a food that they will not let you eat mostly because it grosses them out.):Tommy is confused with the things you are craving but he will get them for your regardless. Even if he is grossed out by the food, he will still get it for you but can’t watch you eat it.

O= On Time (Are they there by time you go into labor. Do they arrive before or after the baby is born. How do they feel if they are late.):Tommy makes damn well sure that he is there in time for the birth. He doesn’t know how he would feel if he was late for the birth of his own child. He will even call off a meeting if it is near your due date.

P= Pain (How do they react to seeing you in pain due to the contractions. How do they handle seeing you in pain during labor.): Tommy does whatever he can to help ease the pain, back rubs, warm towels, anything really. Watching you go through the pain of giving birth made him feel bad. He makes sure to remind you that he finds you strong and he is so proud of you after words.

Q= Questions (Do they ask the midwife a lot of questions. Do they keep asking if they are doing something right when they are doing something with the baby.): Tommy doesn’t ask the midwife many questions, mostly due to him knowing about everything due to John’s kids and when Finn was born. But when the baby is born he keeps asking you if he is doing it right. When he feeds the baby he keeps asking if it is too much or too little, when he is holding the baby he asks if he is holding them correctly.

R= Resting (Do they get a lot of rest when the baby is born. Do they stay awake at night worrying about the baby.): Tommy only rests peacefully when the baby is against his chest for a solid three months after they are born. Even when he starts to let the baby sleep in their own room, he still worries about them.

S= Singing to the Baby (Do they sing to the baby, or do they listen to you sing to the baby. What is their favorite song to sing to the baby): Tommy only sings to the baby if the baby can not sleep, which happens often. His favorite to sing is The Night Nursery by Reginald Rigby. You normally sing to the baby as you cloth or bath them.

T= Talking to the Baby (Do they use baby talk. How do they react to hearing you talk in baby talk.): Tommy only uses baby talk when he is alone with the baby, not wanting anyone to see him all soft for a baby. When he hears you using baby talk he can’t help but laugh and get a joyous smile on his face.

U= Underneath the Man/Woman’s Heart (How do they truly feel about having a child. Do they feel as though they are ready for a baby): After Tommy had gotten past his fear of something bad happen, he is extremely excited. He is glad to have a child of his own, and with the woman he loves the most. He doesn’t feel as though he is ready for a baby, but he does not turn down the idea.

V= Vision as in Supervision (Do they keep a close eye on the baby. Do they have someone watching the baby at all times): For the first few months, Tommy’s does not let the baby out of his eyesight. Even if the baby was with you, he would always keep an eye on them. Soon he just lets you watch the baby, but he has a few trusted blinders to watch after you two.

W= When the Baby is Born (What day is the baby born. Are they in town at this time or are they off for business.): The day the baby is born is nine months from Tommy’s birthday. Which means something special happened on his birthday if you catch my drift. Thankfully Tommy was in town when the baby was ready to be born.

X= Xray or Ultrasound (How do they react to seeing an x-ray of the baby. Do they tear up when they see the ultrasound.):Since ultrasounds were not quite around for pregnancy yet, when the doctor told Tommy that you are fine and the baby is healthy he would be the happiest man in all of Britain. Although it cost a lot, Tommy had gotten a rough xray done, wanting to see the baby inside you someway. 

Y= Yawning (Do tired do they get when dealing with the baby. Their reaction to the baby yawning.): Tommy doesn’t grow tired quickly when he has to care for the baby. He had raised Finn with Arthur so this baby is not much different. Tommy would be lying if he said he doesn’t gush a little when the baby yawns. A tiny ‘aw’ and a happy smile on his face as he stares down at the baby.

Z= ZZZ (How much sleep do they get during the pregnancy. How much sleep after the baby is born.): When you are pregnant Tommy barely slept, he was too worried that you would go into labor while he is asleep. Once the baby is born, the both of you barely get sleep due to the baby waking at all hours of the night.

Rules: answer the 20 questions and tag 20 amazing followers you’d like to get to know better!

I was tagged by @onceuponaphan-lockedtardis and @ironicallythough (thank you guys!!)

Name: Emily

Nicknames: em, em-em, emmy

Zodiac sign: Libra

Height: 5’8

Orientation: pan

Nationality: Canadian

Favourite fruit: pineapple

Favourite season: spring

Favourite book: Oryx and Crake by Margaret Atwood

Favourite flower: lavender

Favourite scent: campfire

Favourite color: blue

Favourite animal: snow leopard

Coffee | tea | hot cocoa: tea

Average sleep hours: 7

Cat or dog person: I mean I’ve only ever had cats so I love cats with all my heart but I’, hoping to get a dog soon!!

Favourite fictional character: Piggy from Lord of the Flies

Number of blankets you sleep with: 0-3 depends on the weather

Dream trip: backpacking around Europe

Blog created: in like 2014, but I never really used it much until like November last year

Number of followers: 263

Random fact: I’m a karate instructor  

I tag @dazzlingphil @hornedhoodie @rosy-dan @lesterslovebite @lavenderlester @punk-lester @golddustphan @rhapsodichowell @mostlyphil @howellu @lovelycutiesdanandphil @jpgghowell @philling-trashy @psychophannie @little-lester @charmphil @helloointernet @philtea @danisnotashibe @sunkissedlester

I deeply apologize for the drama

About my post just saying “Oumaede be like” I got called out on being homophobic and such for shipping oumaede

I am not, okay. I respect everyone’s sexuality never once did I call out on you guys for your preference, did you see me do that? no. All I just want is for people to respect someone’s ship.

I had a talk with that person who kept forcing me on telling me to stop drawing, apparently he is now using his depression/mental illness to tell me what to do and to top it off he is fucking 14. This kid has a lot to learn.

I know you will see @ voremefinn posting fake shit and will ruin my name but there are absolutely no evidence to fit whatever the fuck he’s talking about. I would be disappointed if any of you would believe his claims because after all the time I’ve contributed to a fandom never once did I mean to offend anyone. I just draw for me and for people who appreciate it also.

That’s all, thank you so much because I’ve received no hate message/ask telling me you guys agree with his claims and you just want to support me. I appreciate it a lot, very  much! 

I will continue to draw Oumaede and if.. you don’t ship it, you are also free to unfollow or just block me. Thank you for understanding.

Also sorry too for making this drama bigger but my ship is very important to me so I had to defend it :’)

I went to AO3 to confirm a post here about the story with the most kudos on the Finn tag, which is not even a Finn story, it’s a K/lux story. So I thought, kudos alone is not fair, let’s filter by the most comments. The entire first page under the Finn tag when you filter by the most comments is made up of R/ylo, K/lux, Kylo/Reader and even Hux/Reader stories. 

Not one stormpilot story.  Not one Finn/Reader story. Not one Finn/Rey story. Not even a gen story about Finn. You actually have to go to the almost bottom of the second page to find the first Stormpilot story with 700 comments, where they are actually the main ship. And in that page, there is only another one. Again the rest is mostly R/ylo. Some K/lux. Some Kylo or Hux/Reader. 

This is Finn’s tag

Where he is the actual black lead of the Force Awakens is treated as nothing more than a background character to two white-only ships. 

I am literally crying right now. Not figurative tears. I am honest to god crying right now and I feel physically ill at this fandom. You can tell me all you want, make your own content. But it doesn’t matter. Because we can make all the content we want…and you guys are still never gonna care about us. You are never gonna care about black characters. You are never gonna care about Latinx characters. You are never gonna care about Asian characters. Native American characters? Any other ethnicity.

We are not interesting enough unless we are playing background characters to the love stories of white people. The cheerleaders sticking to the benches. Or the faceless or stereotypical villains (since important complex villains are of course, played mainly by white men).   

We don’t matter. Not to fandom.

Not as readers. Not as creators. Not as characters worthy of attention. 

Come one come all!!

Ok guys here’s the thing. I want to hear some of your success and victory stories.

Made that phone call even though you were really anxious about it? Tell me about it!

Went to class even though you were miserable? Tell me about it!

Wore that pretty outfit out even though your brain was telling you you’d be judged? Tell me about it!!

I want to hear about all the little victories you have won over your mental illnesses! Even if it was just getting out of bed on a bad day!

Tell me how you fought the urge to relapse into self harm successfully!

Tell me about the day you stood up to yourself!

Tell me about your little wins!

Brainstorm time:

The Youtube channel is on its way to be released. As you guys are the reason i’m doing it in the first place (that and educating an ableist society), what do you want me to talk about?

The channel’s topic will be disability (yes, including mental illness). 

I wanna make a statement with the first subject I present, for both disabled and ablebodied folks. 

Please tell me which you consider should be THE FIRST video. The most urgent topic, something you want to shout out to the world (we will make a whole schedule, yes, but right now I’m having trouble to decide about the very first video). 

And keep in mind that lonely disabled kid that we all were once. Them, as well as their ableist acquaintances, will see it. 

When we get everyone’s attention, what do you want to say? What do you want society to know? 

I need you, please!