ill miss you

*he comes and sits down on a chair* Hey everyone…
I’m guessing this wasn’t a post you guys want to see huh?
Well…
It happened…
This week kinda fell in a bad spot for me…
Its not because of my real life but my life online as of late…
Monday,I unfortunately broke up with my girlfriend because she was just too busy with other people,shopping and school…
It was sort of hard for me to do but I had to…
She just didn’t see me as someone important so I just had to do it…
Later that night,I told my friend why I was upset and she felt heavy sympathy for me.
Later on,she asked me to be her boyfriend.I had thought it over a bit and I decided to go with it….
Wednesday…
My best friend was upset…
I talked to them about there problem but they just stopped talking to me suddenly…
I tried to them but they just ignored me…
Then I just said to them “No one ever wants me to help them anymore…”
Then they get upset at me and just yell at me saying I don’t care about them since I didn’t want to say it again…
They end up going away crying causing me to feel guilty a bit…
I couldn’t help them but I just hurt them…
Just like every other person I tried to help….
The next day…
I got a text from my friend saying they didn’t want to talk to me anymore and I unfortunately got overly upset…
Then my siblings were acting crazy,arguing over something stupid and I just yelled at them loud…
Then,my grandma starting yelling at me because I was yelling to loud and I just told her to just tell my siblings to be quiet but she just yelled at me and started talking about how stupid I was…
Then I say I’m not but she just keeps threating me to just shut up and then says your dad better buy you 3 some flowers which I know what that translates to…
My girlfriend later wanted to talk to me about why I was upset and I didn’t want to tell her right now so then she starts to get mad at me and start saying I was being stubborn and just says we’re done like that….
Well gee,after everyone has said “You’re amazing and great” and I try to tell everyone I’m not but whatever…
So now,that is how we got to today….
I deleted my kik app and I’ll never go back there ever again and now I’ll be deleting my tumblr app….
Its not like I’m great here…
My art isn’t terrible,I got blocked 8-9 times,and I hurt some people…
So yeah,I’ll be no longer running this tumblr ever again…
Sorry guys but I gotta do what’s best…
Before I go…
I would like to thank @e-vay and @drawloverlala inspiring me to come here and I would also like to thank @pink-cutemallow, @roluma-the-hedgehog, @tinoboy98, @wisp-white03, @pennzerofan-rippenlover, @hardcoregirlim, @zandie-baby, @extraodinarypanacea, @une-case-en-moins, @witchboyfangirl27, @my-my986, @craft-cest, @thefrickinhermit, @the-smiley-trashbag, @puzzledwowie, @linkedbythedeath, @katieaiko, @whatevenismylyfe, @lyberti-lynn, @your-marshmallow28-world, @scourge1850, @triplegirl1, @undertalefan1111, @taddl-chan, @blueiceegirl, @callmesharkster, @pollonh23, @illogical-bside-dolf, @ilona-the-hedgehog, @cheese-with-a-dream, @thebig-chillqueen, @starshot82801, @bloopist, @senpaish4dz, @jezebels-half, @mathtsundere, @catherinek22, @talented-nerd-01, @geeky-jay-brown, @moonlighttalons, @artgirllullaby, @thebestchatman, @arachnidepool,@xsailormobian, @tawoglove,@blade13379,@bryanthehedgehog, and @mrevaunit42 for trying your hardest to help me and being good friends of mine…. I love you all and I’ll miss you all… Lastly… I would like to say sorry to @nurse-peach,@weare–allofus–mad,@galacticnova3,and others I’ve been blocked by for disturbing you all… And now… I’m off… And all I have left to leave is this blog… For you all… *his bomb and FinnJake come to him* Come on you two… Lets go… *they then walk away,turn off the light,and shut the door*

I can’t even begin to wrap my head around this. 2018 will only be my fifth year going to the tour, but it feels like ive been going for a lifetime. Warped always was the best part of my summer, it will never be the same without it. I wanted to be going until I was old and grey and bring any kids I had to experience the tour. Warped Tour has always been a place where I’ve been able to be happy and free without being ridiculed. Its been my safe space for the past five years. I’m absolutely devistated by the news of it ending, but happy ive been able to have all the amazing memories ive made there. Thank you Vans Warped Tour, for everything you’ve ever done for me. There will never be a perfect summer without you. Thank you Warped, thank you to all the amazing bands I have seen and met throughout the years and everyone else on the tour, and thank you to Kevin Lyman, for making some of the best summer memories I could ever ask for. Goodbye Warped Tour, ill miss you. And I plan on making your last run the best yet. See you in the pit.

I’ll Miss You- Steroline Drabble

A/N: Sorry if this makes you cry as much as it made me cry.  This is just something I felt like writing that’s along the lines of what could happen in 8x07.  Enjoy!

Caroline laid wide awake at 2am.  Stefan’s arm was slipped around her back as her face rested on the pillow just inches from his.  She was afraid if she shut her eyes she would miss something.  Maybe she would miss the way his eyebrow furrowed when he was dreaming or maybe she would miss the way he smiled for a split second whenever she intertwined her legs with his.  These were her last moments with him, and she didn’t intend on wasting them by being asleep. This was their last night together. She wouldn’t be able to reach over and encircle her arms around his torso when she woke up each morning.

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