ill miss you

*he comes and sits down on a chair* Hey everyone…
I’m guessing this wasn’t a post you guys want to see huh?
Well…
It happened…
This week kinda fell in a bad spot for me…
Its not because of my real life but my life online as of late…
Monday,I unfortunately broke up with my girlfriend because she was just too busy with other people,shopping and school…
It was sort of hard for me to do but I had to…
She just didn’t see me as someone important so I just had to do it…
Later that night,I told my friend why I was upset and she felt heavy sympathy for me.
Later on,she asked me to be her boyfriend.I had thought it over a bit and I decided to go with it….
Wednesday…
My best friend was upset…
I talked to them about there problem but they just stopped talking to me suddenly…
I tried to them but they just ignored me…
Then I just said to them “No one ever wants me to help them anymore…”
Then they get upset at me and just yell at me saying I don’t care about them since I didn’t want to say it again…
They end up going away crying causing me to feel guilty a bit…
I couldn’t help them but I just hurt them…
Just like every other person I tried to help….
The next day…
I got a text from my friend saying they didn’t want to talk to me anymore and I unfortunately got overly upset…
Then my siblings were acting crazy,arguing over something stupid and I just yelled at them loud…
Then,my grandma starting yelling at me because I was yelling to loud and I just told her to just tell my siblings to be quiet but she just yelled at me and started talking about how stupid I was…
Then I say I’m not but she just keeps threating me to just shut up and then says your dad better buy you 3 some flowers which I know what that translates to…
My girlfriend later wanted to talk to me about why I was upset and I didn’t want to tell her right now so then she starts to get mad at me and start saying I was being stubborn and just says we’re done like that….
Well gee,after everyone has said “You’re amazing and great” and I try to tell everyone I’m not but whatever…
So now,that is how we got to today….
I deleted my kik app and I’ll never go back there ever again and now I’ll be deleting my tumblr app….
Its not like I’m great here…
My art isn’t terrible,I got blocked 8-9 times,and I hurt some people…
So yeah,I’ll be no longer running this tumblr ever again…
Sorry guys but I gotta do what’s best…
Before I go…
I would like to thank @e-vay and @drawloverlala inspiring me to come here and I would also like to thank @pink-cutemallow, @roluma-the-hedgehog, @tinoboy98, @wisp-white03, @pennzerofan-rippenlover, @hardcoregirlim, @zandie-baby, @extraodinarypanacea, @une-case-en-moins, @witchboyfangirl27, @my-my986, @craft-cest, @thefrickinhermit, @the-smiley-trashbag, @puzzledwowie, @linkedbythedeath, @katieaiko, @whatevenismylyfe, @lyberti-lynn, @your-marshmallow28-world, @scourge1850, @triplegirl1, @undertalefan1111, @taddl-chan, @blueiceegirl, @callmesharkster, @pollonh23, @illogical-bside-dolf, @ilona-the-hedgehog, @cheese-with-a-dream, @thebig-chillqueen, @starshot82801, @bloopist, @senpaish4dz, @jezebels-half, @mathtsundere, @catherinek22, @talented-nerd-01, @geeky-jay-brown, @bladeque, @moonlighttalons, @artgirllullaby, @thebestchatman, @arachnidepool,@xsailormobian, @tawoglove,@blade13379,@bryanthehedgehog, and @mrevaunit42 for trying your hardest to help me and being good friends of mine…. I love you all and I’ll miss you all… Lastly… I would like to say sorry to @nurse-peach,@weare–allofus–mad,@galacticnova3,and others I’ve been blocked by for disturbing you all… And now… I’m off… And all I have left to leave is this blog… For you all… *his bomb and FinnJake come to him* Come on you two… Lets go… *they then walk away,turn off the light,and shut the door*

We’ve had quite a journey together, you and I. I admit, I was rather wary of your intentions when we first met. The people of these lands aren’t exactly known for their hospitality, but you were different. Though I was an outsider, you welcomed me in and I soon came to realize that you intentions were anything but selfish. Kindness, now that’s a rare trait in our world, but one I found in you all the same.

When the world stood against us, you were there. A ray of hope shining through the darkness. Because of you, we were able to overcome our darkest hour. Sadly, it’s true what they say. The flame that burns twice as bright burns half as long. And just like that, your light was snuffed out. All in an effort to protect me. You’re a damned fool, y’know that? A knight lives to serve. To aid those in need. I can think of no man worthier of the title than you, my friend.

I’m afraid I must depart for some time, but with you watching over this fair city I know it’s in good hands. There’s a storm coming, and I do not plan to sit idly by waiting for it to pass. Worry not, I’ll be back. Sooner or later. And when I return I’ll have plenty more stories to share alongside a cup of hot cocoa.

I’ll be taking my leave now, but know this, I leave with a smile. 

After all, a smile better suits a hero.  

I’ll Miss You- Steroline Drabble

A/N: Sorry if this makes you cry as much as it made me cry.  This is just something I felt like writing that’s along the lines of what could happen in 8x07.  Enjoy!

Caroline laid wide awake at 2am.  Stefan’s arm was slipped around her back as her face rested on the pillow just inches from his.  She was afraid if she shut her eyes she would miss something.  Maybe she would miss the way his eyebrow furrowed when he was dreaming or maybe she would miss the way he smiled for a split second whenever she intertwined her legs with his.  These were her last moments with him, and she didn’t intend on wasting them by being asleep. This was their last night together. She wouldn’t be able to reach over and encircle her arms around his torso when she woke up each morning.

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It’s my last day on Gravity Falls and I'm… feeling a lot of things?! 

Seriously though, I couldn’t have asked for a better first-gig experience. I’m not very eloquent with these things so I’ll keep it simple. I’ve learned a lot, both as an artist and a human, I’ve made a lot of irreplaceable friends, and I can only hope to work with another crew that’s a FRACTION as awesome as this one was!! 

THANK YOU EVERYONE. It’s been a joy and a privilege. 

Now I’m going to spend my night reflecting on the past year with a glass of beer AND A WIIU CONTROLLER AS I DESTROY EVERYONE IN SMASH. 

When the person you were with for half a year is with someone else in less than under a week, how are you suppose to react? I could have yelled at her, but I did not..there is no point in being mad at you. Instead, today I got to say goodbye, I had told you I loved you every single day, I was there for you when you cried, when you fought with your parents, when you ran away from home and I begged you go back and told you to message me when you got home safe, you were the first girl I ever sang for,  the only one I called beautiful, the first person and last person I would always say goodmorning and goodnight to. But I was still never enough, and even now all the personal things and secrets you have ever told me are still safe with me, because I was the person who would never break a trust  or promise to you. Even after all this, I still told you to be happy, and one day I hope you realize all the things I have ever done for you. No one should ever go through what I have tonight, I don’t know what I meant to you, but I cared about you more than anything, and for the first time, in a long time, I have never been more serious about saying I love you, I always have.