A/N: Sorry if this makes you cry as much as it made me cry. This is just something I felt like writing that’s along the lines of what could happen in 8x07. Enjoy!
Caroline laid wide awake at 2am. Stefan’s arm was slipped around her back as
her face rested on the pillow just inches from his. She was afraid if she shut her eyes she would
miss something. Maybe she would miss the
way his eyebrow furrowed when he was dreaming or maybe she would miss the way
he smiled for a split second whenever she intertwined her legs with his. These were her last moments with him, and she
didn’t intend on wasting them by being asleep.
This was their last night together.
She wouldn’t be able to reach over and encircle her arms around his
torso when she woke up each morning.
It’s my last day on Gravity Falls and I'm… feeling a lot of things?!
Seriously though, I couldn’t have asked for a better first-gig experience. I’m not very eloquent with these things so I’ll keep it simple. I’ve learned a lot, both as an artist and a human, I’ve made a lot of irreplaceable friends, and I can only hope to work with another crew that’s a FRACTION as awesome as this one was!!
THANK YOU EVERYONE. It’s been a joy and a privilege.
Now I’m going to spend my night reflecting on the past year with a glass of beer AND A WIIU CONTROLLER AS I DESTROY EVERYONE IN SMASH.
When the person you were with for half a year is with someone else in less than under a week, how are you suppose to react? I could have yelled at her, but I did not..there is no point in being mad at you. Instead, today I got to say goodbye, I had told you I loved you every single day, I was there for you when you cried, when you fought with your parents, when you ran away from home and I begged you go back and told you to message me when you got home safe, you were the first girl I ever sang for, the only one I called beautiful, the first person and last person I would always say goodmorning and goodnight to. But I was still never enough, and even now all the personal things and secrets you have ever told me are still safe with me, because I was the person who would never break a trust or promise to you. Even after all this, I still told you to be happy, and one day I hope you realize all the things I have ever done for you. No one should ever go through what I have tonight, I don’t know what I meant to you, but I cared about you more than anything, and for the first time, in a long time, I have never been more serious about saying I love you, I always have.
“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”