ill be your everything

anyone else kinda terrified you’ll never be able to hold a job in the future because of your mental illness

hey guys heres a terrifying thought

homestuck, john dies at the end, and the adventure zone all have weirdly similar fanbases that are, in some cases, nearly impossible to tell apart

going to the doctor when you’re chronically ill is weird. 

It’s like imagine everything in your house is on fire, and you’re standing there and the fire department come in like, describe the fire to me and maybe we can find what caused it and put it out. 

and you can’t just say everything so you’re like… well the fire in the curtain is the biggest
but the fire in the photo albums might be doing the most damage
also the fire in the couch is really inconvenient 

occasionally the fire guy is like, well your tv is on fire so it might be electronic-fireitus but that would cause other things like fire in the dvd player 

and you’re like, oh yes. that’s been on fire for years. I forgot to mention it because it’s always been a relatively small fire. It’s right next to the bookshelf which has much more fire. 

and then the fire guy is like, oh. I wouldn’t worry about that. book shelf fire just happens sometimes.

anonymous asked:

(1/2) London suggestions : If you like breakfast, go to Dishoom (Indian restaurant with AMAZING brekkie) - you'll need to book, one in Shoreditch is nicest. Spend time in Soho - it's got an amazing atmosphere in general + is worth just walking around, both day and night, but I'd recommend eating at Balans. Bistro type place on Old Compton St. Great food, drinks, not expensive. Get TodayTix app n you can get cheap day tix for theatre. If you like movies, go to BFI Southbank - new + old films

This is such a great rec! Thank you so much! This is pretty much exactly what I’m after, like ridiculously specific recommendations. I’m only in London for maybe 8 days, so I don’t want to do too much aimless wandering (of course a little bit will happen).

If anyone has anymore very specific recommendations for Cardiff, Liverpool, and Paris, please throw them at me. I’m trying to put everything together!

Not Like Her - Michael

Masterlist

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Nerves bundle in your body. You can’t believe it. Calum and Ashton knew, but Michael didn’t. You were about to surprise your boyfriend on tour. Michael Clifford is like god’s gift to you. He is sweet and funny, and genuinely cares when you talk about your mental illnesses to him. He is everything you’ve ever wanted in a boy. Or so you thought

So here you are, standing outside of the door to his hotel room, trying not to panic. When you had arrived the door wasn’t all the way shut. You pull the door open to find Micheal… with another girl.

“Babe, She doesn’t matter. You’re what matters. You’re nothing like her, your beautiful and you don’t have so many issues,” He says to the girl next to him, placing his hand on her knee. You wonder who he’s talking about at first.

“She’s your girlfriend Michael, I’m not sure if we should be having sex!” She says. Your body gives a little hiccup and you leave the doorframe, not wanting to see anything else. You walk away with your bag in tow, going nowhere. You hear the door shut behind you. You wonder what would’ve happened if you were there, if Michael saw you, what would he do? Deny what you just saw?

It’s when you find a secluded area that you sit down on the ground and begin to cry. He was your everything, at least it felt like that. People warned you about letting him become your sun and moon, but you didn’t listen. You didn’t expect him to betray you like he has. You didn’t expect him to be cheating on you during his tour. You didn’t expect to catch him.

You phone rings abruptly, on the caller ID was Ashton.

“Hey” You say answering the phone

“Y/N? Where are you? Are you crying?”

“Um no?”

“Okay,” he says obviously not believing you, “well are you ready to surprise Mikey?”

“I don’t think I want to anymore,” you say, your throat closing up.

“What?”

“Just, i think it’s better-“

“He’s been missing you a lot though! He talks about you all the time!”

“Check his room.”

“What?”

“Just check his room” then you hung up

Ashton eventually found you, crying in the same spot. “So there’s a girl in Michael’s room.” he says, looking at you.

“I know” you reply in-between sniffles.

“I yelled at Mikey for making out with her. but i don’t think it went farther than that,” Ashton says, quietly. You nod along.

“Can you do something for me?” You ask ashton.

“Oh course,” He says, his voice dripping in sympathy

“Tell him that I’m breaking up with him?”

Things you learn about going to the ER when you’re chronically ill:
  • Take a list of everything you’ve ever taken for anything
  • Bring your laptop or tablet or phone and your charger and/or backup battery
  • Wear warm socks, in fact wear warm everything, it’s cold as fuck in there
  • shower first, no matter how bad you feel, as long as you can stand up, shower. you never know when you’re going to get to shower again
  • Ditto brushing your teeth.
  • Take three deep breaths


In other news, my abdomen hurts and I’m going to the ER once DadHoc gets home. Wish me luck.

everyone has a different set of mental illnesses/divergences that they project on to Fox Mulder, and every single person is right. He has them all, every last one. I’m so proud of my tol son he has overcome so much adversity. look at him go. Thats my mentally ill boy

My boyfriend is the most intelligent and funny and witty and God damn handsome person I’ve met in a long time and I love him with everything that I am. He’s clever and talented and on days I’m feeling blue he makes me smile again as if everything has melted away. He’s supportive and strong and smart and I’m just. I love him a lot and everything he does makes me fall in love with him more and more. just when I feel he’s outdone himself, he continues to amaze me and sweep me off of my feet. He’s the best thing to ever happen to me and I thank the universe that I even got the chance to fall in love with someone so kind and loving. I love you Ollie.