5:30PM rant

I hate when people say “he doesn’t deserve you.”

Because at one point, I felt that he did. So, it almost feels like it’s an insult to both him and me, right? Like the person is pointing the finger at him, but also a little bit at me. No, I didn’t deserve to feel this pain, but please don’t take away the amounts of joy I felt when I had him.

Please don’t take away the butterflies I had when he called me “sweetheart” or told me he loved me.

Please don’t take away the times I laughed so hard it brought tears to my eyes, the good laughs, the ones that make you live longer.

Tears are good too, my grandmother would say that they watered the soul.

At least they moisturize my face, right?