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anonymous asked:

this seasons set up looks really different like almost professional (tv show wise). idk if that's bc my eyes are easily pleased lol but it doesn't seem like it's being recorded in a "vlogging" kind of way ya know?

lets revisit my crack theory that laura is uploading these videos from the future and she decided the last arc of her and carmilla’s story would be better told in three acts this time.

AGUST D

there are so many important messages that suga is trying to convey to his listeners through his mixtape and im sure that if you’ve read the lyric translations, you definitely know what i mean. i am seriously blown away that we’ve been fans of bts for what, 3 years now? for 3 years, ARMYs have easily labelled yoongi as ‘lazy’, given him that ‘idagf’ image, and yet, we were oblivious to so many of his hardships. we’ve always known that he’s hardworking, more quiet than the other members, and more reflective, but this mixtape honestly blew me away because yoongi’s gone through so much in his idol career and we had no idea. 

first off, he touches on a sensitive topic that idols don’t speak openly about: mental health. he raps about seeing a psychiatrist, battling with depression, self-hate, experiencing social phobia since age 18, putting on a front, and loneliness. His entire song “The Last” really touches on this:

a word said like habit, oh, I don’t give a shit, I don’t give a fuck
those words are all words I use to hide my weak self
that time I want to erase, that’s right, the memories I want to erase of that day I had that concert
I was afraid of people, so I hid in the bathroom and stared at myself

and in “So Far Away”:

I’m in so much pain and lonliness but people around me keeping telling me to regain my consciousness
I try to vent my anger but I only got myself so what’s the point of venting my anger
I’m scared to open my eyes everyday and start breathing

these lyrics from ‘At Dawn’ also illustrate this:

I pretend I’m not lonely, I pretend I’m not suffering
I pretend I’m okay for no reason, meaninglessly I pretend to be strong
don’t come over the wall I’ve put up in front of myself
don’t throw me off this island in this wide sea 

he also talks about his struggles during his trainee days and i dont think he’s ever talked in depth about this period of his life. this mixtape gives us some insight about him moving to seoul, getting a part time job to afford the cost of living in the city, going to school dead tired after work, and still training with big hit to live out his dreams

was I needy for success? No just needy for money
it’d been a long time since I forgot the words ‘in style’
I practiced at night and went to my part time job at dawn
then even if I dragged that tired body to school I just slept
I became 20 that way, the sight of the graduation room was suspicious

and the fact that he admits he puts up a front:

I hide the self that’s behind my defensive posture
I hide myself completely like I’ve become a criminal, always
I can’t even take one step outside the dorm that’s like a prison 

all of these are reasons im so moved. because it really highlights how idols only show one side of themselves to the camera, and fans can never really know them fully. we only know the version of bts’ min yoongi that he wants to show us through shows and broadcasts. 

behind every idol rapper who succeeds
there’s a weak self standing, it’s a little dangerous
I fall sometimes again into depression and compulsion
hell no, anyway I don’t even know if that’s the real me

but through his music? through his mixtape, he’s trying to show us another side of him, and i’m so thankful that he’s opened up to his worldwide audience. this takes courage. talking openly about your hardships and your weaknesses to people who look up to you, that takes some damn courage. so thank you, yoongi, for opening up to your fans. 

Impractical Jokers Smut: Q X Reader. Anon Request

A/N: Don’t hate me if it’s bad. I’ve never written a Daddy Smut.

Brian walked through the door and slammed it shut, he was sweating from being on stage.

You had joined him on the Cruise they were on and it had been amazing so far. The shows were dead funny but you didn’t attend tonights show, instead you stayed in your room on the boat making sure everything was ready for when Q walked through the door. You had put rose petals all over the floor from the door to the bed and then covered the bed in them too. You were wearing some black lingerie you had packed secretly for tonight.

You looked around in a panic making sure everything was perfect when you heard the door rattle. You threw on a grey silk dressing gown and sat on the chair in front of the TV. You grabbed a magazine and pretended to be reading it. Today was the anniversary of you and Brian. You had been together for two years now and they were the most amazing years of your life. At first everyone was reluctant to your relationship as you were younger than him but once everyone saw how serious you both were everything changed. 

“Hey Babe.” He said not even noticing the room until he looked up from his phone. He looked around the room before his eyes landed on you. “What’s going on?” He asked looking at you as you stood up. You tried to act as sexy as possible like in the movies but it was safe to say you were failing. You were close to him when you tripped over. “Dang it.” You said giggling a little. He helped you up and looked at you. “I was trying to be sexy.” He chuckled hugging you tightly. “You’re already sexy to me Princess.” You blushed brightly and he rubbed your back. 

You stood back from him smirking a little. “I have another surprise.” You said to him gesturing at the robe. “Oh yeah?” He questioned taking off his blazer jacket. “And what would that be?” You took a deep breath before undoing the belt on the robe and making it drop to the floor. Brian looked you up and down biting his lip before wrapping his arms around you. “You’re perfect.” He growled at you before attacking you with kisses. 

He pushed you down onto the bed kissing your neck, your hands reached him and you tugged at his shirt. “Nuh uh.” He said with a chuckle. “What’s the magic word princess?” You groaned at him before kissing his neck. “Say it.” He whispered in your ear sending shivers down your spine. You knew what he wanted, you always knew. “P-Please.” You begged not saying the right magic word. He span you around so you were on your stomach and slapped your arse. “Wrong word darling.” He whispered in your ear before kissing the back of your neck. “Please Daddy.” You whispered to him, he chuckled taking off his clothes and kissing you again. 

He picked you up and you wrapped your legs around his waist. He now had your back against the wall while in a intense make out session. You didn’t mind the kink it excited you a lot. But when he first told you, you didn’t want to do it. You thought it was always cringey but then one night you opened up to it. 

“Come on princess tell me what you want.” Brian asked putting you down on the bed missionary style. You moaned as he kissed down your chest playing with your nipples. He stopped when he reached your crotch, you knew he wouldn’t continue unless you said it. “Daddy I need it, I need it now.” You begged making eye contact with him. “That’s all I needed kitten.” He said before ripping off the black underwear and flinging it somewhere in the room. As soon as his tongue attacked your lower area you threw your head back in moans. You couldn’t contain them anymore. “BRIAN!” You yelled shutting your eyes tightly almost hitting your first climax but he stopped. “W-What are you doing?” You asked looking at him pale in the face. He pushed you down and kissed you. “Daddy” You moaned again as he kissed your lips.

He rolled on a condom smirking at you. “D-daddy please.” You stuttered out to him before he pushed himself slowly into you. You gripped the sheets moaning loudly. “D-D-Daddy!” You yelled as he started picking up his pace hitting your spot harder with every thrust. He moved one of his hands to your chest and started playing with your hard nipples. “Fuck.” You moaned closing your eyes. He stopped instantly. “You know Daddy wont reward you if you cuss.” He warned slowing his thrust. “S-sorry.” You stuttered but he came to a complete stop with his thrusts. “Sorry what, Princess.” You groaned. “Sorry Daddy.” He smirked before thrusting harder into you. 

By now you could feel yourself tightening around him and he knew you were close. You dragged your nails now his back leaving marks and moaning loudly. “C-Can I cum yet daddy?” You asked looking at him while biting your lip. “Not just yet princess.” He said thrusting harder. “So good.” He moaned. “Go on princess.” He moaned as you clenched tighter around him. It didn’t take you long to let go, your arched your back screaming out profanities as well as his name and Daddy. “On your knees.” He said pulling out and taking off the condom. You wrapped your lips around him bobbing your head with his hands tangled in your hair. You felt him twitch and you swallowed him as soon as he came. “Good girl.” He said rubbing your head as you cleaned him up. You looked up at him before standing up. “You’re such a good girl.” He smirked before kissing you. 

“I love you.” He said as you laid naked together in the bed. “I love you too.” You said snuggling into his chest. “Thank you for tonight.” He said kissing your hair and rubbing your back. “Anything for my daddy.” You said with a giggle before closing your eyes and drifting off to sleep in his arms. 

A/N: Erm. Yeah. Bye.