The birds hummed a sorrowful tune
on that cold, gray morn of June
as I walked down the sandy dirt trail
lined with hay, still fresh by the bale
I thought of the gloom all around me
faces painted with grief and misery
I looked but never saw
I’d cried my eyes raw
I was touched but never felt
Sadness can turn your body numb
and of all the feelings of all
I felt steady but ready to fall
and though I just started to bawl
I felt calm
at a funeral under God’s palm
—  Untitled // a poem i wrote in 7th grade after my grandma died

I’m sure some people know this already, but since I think I made a huge discovery, I’m gonna share this.. And such..

I was rewatching Durarara! because why not.. And in episode 20, around 14:17, I came across this.

If you look closer..

looks familiar??


Lol jk.


Claude get out of here. You’re in the wrong anime.

Macintosh IIsi

The Macintosh IIsi is an Apple Macintosh model in the Macintosh II series produced from 1990 to 1993. Announced at the same time as the Macintosh LC, the IIsi was the first Macintosh to ship with built-in sound-in capabilities. The LC also had a sound-in port but did not ship until later. It was introduced as a low-cost alternative to the professional desktop models for home use, but offered more features and performance than the LC series. It had color and could drive a number of different 12"-14" Apple monitors, with a maximum screen resolution of 640×480 in 8-bit color.

The IIsi’s case design is a compact three-box desktop unit used for no other Macintosh model, one of the only Macintosh models of which this is true. Positioned below the Macintosh IIci as Apple’s entry-level professional model, the IIsi’s price was lowered by the redesign of the motherboard substituting a different memory controller and the deletion of all but one of the expansion card slots (a single Processor Direct Slot) and removal of the level 2 cache slot.

It shipped with either a 40 MB or 80 MB internal hard disk, and a 1.44 MB floppy disk drive. The MC 68882 FPU was an optional extra, mounted on a special plug-in card. Ports included SCSI, two serial ports, an ADB port, a floppy drive port, and 3.5mm stereo headphone sound output and microphone sound input sockets.

A bridge card was available for the IIsi to convert the Processor Direct slot to a standard internal NuBus card slot, compatible with the other II-series Macintoshes. The bridge card included a math co-processor to improve floating-point performance. The NuBus card was mounted horizontally above the motherboard.

To cut costs, the IIsi’s video shared the main system memory, which also had the effect of slowing down video considerably, especially as the IIsi had 1 MB of slow RAM soldered to the motherboard. David Pogue’s book Macworld Macintosh Secrets observed that one could speed up video considerably if one set the disk cache size large enough to force the computer to draw video RAM from faster RAM installed in the SIMM banks.

The IIsi also suffers from sound difficulties: over time, the speaker contacts can fail, causing the sound to periodically drop out. This problem was caused by the very modular construction of the computer, where the mono loudspeaker is on a daughterboard under the main logic board, with springy contacts. Speaker vibrations led to fretting of the touching surfaces. The problem could be solved by removing the logic board and using a pencil eraser to clean the contacts of the daughterboard holding the loudspeaker. As the IIsi is the only Macintosh to use this case design, these issues were never corrected in a subsequent model. The IIsi was designed to be easily and cheaply manufactured, such that no tools were required to put one together - everything is held in place with clips or latches.

Because of its heritage as a cut-down IIci, it was a simple modification to substitute a new clock crystal to increase the system’s clock rate to 25 MHz.