As a note from the writer of this, I made my judgements based on the CONTENT each person or group creates. For example, Jenna Marbles has officially been sorted into Hufflepuff, but I listed her as a Gryffindor as her videos are often at the expense of others though in good humour, she’s arrogant in some videos, selfish and always trying to get a reaction, along with her lack of regard for what her viewers want to see. (See her video where she shaved her eyebrows when we told her not to).
1. Everything they do is cute 2. He loves her 3. She loves him 4. The way they look at each other 5. Brandon was the first person Callie trusted and she continues to trust him with everything 6. When Callie runs her hands through his hair 7. All their kisses are full of passion 8. Outlaws 9. They never gave up/stopped loving each other 10. It’s a forbidden love story 11. There’s an element of secrecy and surprise and wonder 12. They are both hot as hell 13. Callie trusts Brandon enough to make love with him for the first time since being raped, and her first time ever having consensual sex 14. Brandon always believes in her 15. Sneaking around 16. The fact that they always end up back together again(hopefully) 17. They showed me what real love is 18. THEY ARE SO FREAKING CUTE 19. Their hugs 20. He does everything he can do protect her 21. They lay awake thinking about each other 22. They are best friends 23. Their babies would be beautiful 24. Hate Talya, Hate Lou 25.
They are always so comfortable around each other
26. The lip-touch 27. “Nooo” 28. “I wish we could stay here forever, and ever, and ever” 29. She would sacrifice a family to be with him 30. Their hand holding 31. Their first fucking kiss 32. He gave her a guitar 33. Circles 34. He won the competition at Idyllwild with the piece he composed for her 35. “You’re amazing, and kind, and smart, and beautiful” 36. She learnt from him that she deserved happiness 37. He made her and Jude feel welcome in his home 38. They are both victims of rape, and share common ground, but in different ways 39. They went hang gliding together 40. He wants what is best for her 41. The times Brandon has showed up outside GU 42. Their jealousy over Wyatt, Talya, Lou, AJ, etc. 43. Outlaws>Super Callie 44. AJ fucking sucks 45. His hand on her back 46. He found her mom’s necklace 47. “It’s about falling in love with someone you can never be with” 48. They bail each other out 49. She tells him everything 50. All of their songs from their scenes 51. Our beautiful Brallie fandom 52. They are endgame 53. They give me butterflies in my stomach 54. They are supportive of each others dreams 55. The looks they give to one another when they aren’t looking 56. He broke a restraining order and risked getting arrested for her 57. They’re jam sessions 58. No matter what, they can’t see each other as siblings 59. He will always have feelings for her 60. When he tucked her hair behind her ear 61. The advice they give to each other 62. Mavid friendship 63. They inspire each other to do the right thing 64. They missed each other when Callie was at GU 65. Secret texting from GU 66. Their love is so true, passionate, and inspiring 67. They teach and inspire each other to grow up and to develop as people 68. Callie learned that it was okay to let yourself love again after a tradgedy 69. He helped her save Jude form the abusive foster home 70. When everyone else is confused and worried, Callie thinks that he is kicking some ass 71. He doesn’t care about him, but he’s worried about what will happen to her 72. They awkward friendship in 1B 73. Their promise at Christmas 74. He is there for her when something is wrong 75. His hands on her waist during their first kiss 76. His fucking sweater 77. She believes that he can do anything 78. The way they smile between kisses 79. “There’s enough to go around” 80. He put lasagna on her plate the first night she was there 81. The way she stormed up to him at the hospital to express her feelings 82. They make me happy and positive 83. Their dance at the
84. The time he beat up Liam to defend her 85. Brandon’s concern that she was hurt after they hang glided 86. They call each other out on their mistakes 87. He’s her greatest temptation 88. The Outlaws singing/makeout scene 89. Panda sweater 90. The morning after 91. He is nothing like Liam 92. I physically and mentally need them to be together 93. Their sex scene was passionate, mature, and beautiful 94. “Together?” “Together.” 95. She would blow everything up if she was hurting him 96. They can help each other see reason 97. Callie knew that something was wrong the moment he walked in after getting kicked out of Idyllwild 98. The look on Brandon’s face when Callie came down the stairs in her dress for the Quinceañera 99. They are happy together 100. They are perfect together
I think for writers the worst feeling in the universe is when you can’t find the hand written copy of the story you’ve written and loved or somehow it got deleted accidentally or not on your laptop and you just feel like shit because all your hard work, all beautiful moments creating that beautiful story was put to waste because now, it’s gone.
Back to the depressing blog. I haven’t been here for a while as some of you may know because I found my soulmate and I have been so happy for the first time in my life - and I fucked it up. I don’t know why I expected it to last. I was stupid. I let my insecurities and my inability to let myself be loved consume me and I drove her crazy. She’s perfect, a fucking angel. I really tried to be awesome to her, and I think in a lot of ways I was. But I don’t think I’m supposed to be happy. I lied to her about something so stupid, I can’t believe I did it. It looked like something much worse, but it was nothing, and because I lied she will never trust me or want me again. And I don’t blame her. I’m a fuckup. All of my close friends have chimed in today to tell me how disappointed they are in me. One of them will likely kill me for it. She was the only thing I ever loved, the only person that ever made me feel okay. She gave me a reason to go on. I had hope for the future, of being happy together. As usual, I just ruined it. It’s my greatest regret and I will never get over it. There is nobody else like her in the whole world. She loved me so purely but I just had to be a dumbass like I tend to be. I’m glad she found out I lied to her. She deserves better. Anyone as good as her does. I am finally at rock bottom, drinking scotch in a bar full of douchbags, ignoring deadlines and responsibilities with my kids Facebook posting their general disappointment in me. Everything sucks so much. Fuck this. I’m tired of everything forever. I am just done.