igottadothis

my mind seemed to be off these days..i seemed to be off these days..i’m not entirely sure why.and why it is happening NOW.though i don’t think i would ever want it that way.to be&being the best..that’s my instinct.i can’t quite be satiated when i know i could do more,that i could have done more,exert more..i need to be on again.i need to ace up my ‘movement’.perhaps i’ve been pushing myself so hard for so long&my head is so full&tired that it’s working slowly.i could really be a control freak sometimes,wanting everything smooth&so good as possible.perhaps i just need this 'off moment’ even for a bit.i need to not be in control.so when God’s time comes, i could work out all i got again.all He’s given me.. for the good&great..i just need to loosen up a bit..just so i could get a better&tighter grip.. #igottadothis #icoulddoit #iwoulddoit #mrm

my mind seemed to be off these days..i seemed to be off these days..i’m not entirely sure why.and why it is happening NOW.though i don’t think i would ever want it that way.to be&being the best..that’s my instinct.i can’t quite be satiated when i know i could do more,that i could have done more,exert more..i need to be on again.i need to ace up my ‘movement’.perhaps i’ve been pushing myself so hard for so long&my head is so full&tired that it’s working slowly.i could really be a control freak sometimes,wanting everything smooth&so good as possible.perhaps i just need this 'off moment’ even for a bit.i need to not be in control.so when God’s time comes, i could work out all i got again.all He’s given me.. for the good&great..i just need to loosen up a bit..just so i could get a better&tighter grip.. #igottadothis #icoulddoit #iwoulddoit #mrm