“Sometimes I wish I could bring myself to hurt you like you hurt me. I wish I could steal your heart and rip it into small pieces and only give you back half of them so you would always be just a little bit incomplete, no matter who you poured your love into. I wish the sound of your name on my lips was enough to send you to your knees and I wish that every time I ignored a text from you you felt it like a punch to your gut. I wish I could break you and turn you into someone who stops at the sight of another girl with the same shade of brown hair as me and pounds the wall with their fists at 6am because you just woke up in an empty bed with a cold space beside you where I should be.”
And then she laughs, completely devoid of humour. “But that won’t ever happen, because there will never be a day where you love me and I don’t love you back.”
She wasn’t laughing anymore.
The one who always cares just a little too much, 24/05/2015
Rating: K-9 (you’ll get that bad joke in a sec… sorry!)
Summary: Emma is meeting Killian on the Jolly Roger to help him settle in and they are interrupted by a guest.
Notes: This is a little fic for scribblecat27 in honor of her birthday! I could not have been happier to participate—Sarah has become very dear to me this year. Her support of my own brand of fan art has been invaluable to my success, and she’s also a riot. Happy Birthday to you, Sarah! Have some domestic!CS with a little dog shenanigans thrown in for good measure.
The Jolly Roger had only been safely moored in Storybrooke for a few hours when Killian moved out of Granny’s and back into his quarters aboard ship. He’d already turned away Smee and the remainder of his former crew, telling them his ship was no longer in the pirate business, and to go make something of themselves in this world. This information was less than pleasing to most of them, but he didn’t care. The Jolly Roger was his, and there would be no further discussion about it. Captain’s last order.
Blackbeard may not have had much respect for Killian, but, like any captain worth his salt, he did for his ship. Actual damage was nonexistent, but the lingering stench of the bastard was still clinging to the wood and sails, and he wanted it gone. Killian had spent the last couple of days cleaning and reorganizing, making it his own again, and checking to make sure nothing of value was missing.
Aside from removing all traces another person had captained the Jolly Roger, he wanted to make his home welcoming for Emma and perhaps discuss the possibility of her moving here, with him. Henry could have the crew’s quarters to himself when he wasn’t with Regina, and the three of them could have a place of their own. A happy ending, indeed.
“Ahoy, Captain! Permission to come aboard?” Emma called out.
Killian smiled at her use of ship etiquette, and climbed up the ladder to the freshly swabbed deck. He’d just finished washing up and changing out of his sweaty shirt after a full day of cleaning.
I’m gonna repost what I said to the anon here !!
These are the only process pictures I really took.
I think really Mettaton’s face color is actually white, but since I cosplay homestuck I used a light grey since it was my first concept of color. I actually used a mehron cremeblend stick in grey! And are you asking for how I applied it or a tutorial because I’m not going to lie, I honestly winged it. I can post pictures I took step by step regarding to this; I did maybe three coats to apply? I spread the stick over parts of my face first, (cheeks, chin, nose, eyelids, etc) but not completely. Then I used a sponge to spread the makeup and once my face was relatively covered, I applied baby powder to seal it, and repeated until it was a solid grey. I did the applying and sealing about three times?
After that, I decided to use black Ben bye creme (the lil tiny ones that are generally $6 in a small round container) and I used it to broaden my chin and shade the sides of my face and make it look more 3-Dimensional. This is very important and people forget this. If you don’t shade, your face will look very flat and 2-Dimensional. As well as kind of scary.
Once I did that, I sealed with baby powder again. I found that with this face paint, using your fingers to spread the color and paint was easier and smoother than the sponge, so I spread around my eyes, contoured my nose, and around my cheeks and eyes with my fingers. The baby powder I used also instead of transparent powder because it felt better on my skin and was easier to take off for me. (It wasn’t easy to take off all together, but..)
I really didn’t start doing the robotic makeup and eye makeup until I was sure everything was sealed. I did this so nothing was prematurely and unnecessarily blending and smearing my paint off, especially since I hold the side of my face when applying eyeliner. I recommend using a liquid eyeliner pen for the eye makeup, honestly. I lost mine and had to use a pencil, but the liquid shows up soooo much better on face paint and it’ll last you the whole con depending on the brand!! (There’s some good cheap ones on aliexpress honestly. )
Beforehand, I used an eyebrow brushie to smooth my eyebrows out, and later I painted the eyebrows with the eyeliner pencil. This, again I don’t really recommend using UNLESS you don’t trust yourself doing your eyebrows with the liner, since once it’s there and you don’t like it, you may have to recover your eyebrows with grey and start over again. If you’d like, you can use the pencil as a guide before using the liquid!
The Ben Nye creme is also great for black lips, as it stays on for a helluva long time. I applied it with my fingers on my stop lip, used grey on the bottom, and shaded the under and bottom lip with it as well. I also used it to make the black eyeshadow around my eye.
For other necessary shading, like how some parts of his face are lighter, this is personal preference, but I used an elm cosmetics 100+ eyeshadow palette and shaded it that way. That’s pretty much it!! I hope this helped a bit.
ps> Ignore the middle finger pic lmao I sent that to my friend as a joke.
Got it done a lot quicker than expected though got lazy with shading because my motivation just disappeared.
So yeah, finished product. Based on the M!A in Ask-NewGuy (found out it’s six days long started on Thursday). And Jeremy’s design is from Rebornica.
(Wish there was a Read More thing: so please ignore if you have other things to do)
I might stop drawing for a bit or a long vacation because I feel very defeated and reached a mixture of depression and anxiety (again). On top of my sensitive nature, some earlier feedback on my WIP kinda trashed my love to draw.
I never tried to milk or feed off other “popular” blogs via my drawings or WIPs; I’m just a person who enjoys drawing stuff to improve and I just so happen to get inspired by those two individuals (a lot). And I posted them just to show my small group of followers with some hope more will see/enjoy it as well and look forward to the complete image.
So yes, I know I’m not popular and yes, I know I can never be compared to those two and many others out there on Tumblr. But please, keep it to yourself, especially for my own stability. I treat people how I want them to treat me in hopes it will reflect back. I stand by it and being very rude and putting another down isn’t something I want to do without real reason.
So yeah, a TL;DR: Sorry for the rant. Gonna go on a bit of a drawing break. I’m a sensitive unpopular prick and should shut their mouth. Peace and good night.