sorry i didnt want to bombard you with multiple asks and tl;dr: thank you for running this blog gjfkdlgfj it has helped
just gonna go ahead and get this off my chest and say: thank you. i stumbled upon porn when i was about 11, and then it occasionally drifted into the loli/shota realm (never “real” cp, but i understand now its not any better). no one forced me to look at it and i think it started with genuine childish curiosity + puberty, but for years i kind of ignored it and tried to normalize it. at first the concept of NOPs comforted me, but i feel like this blog snapped me out of it finally. like i was so scared of being weird? or feeling like i was different as a child and now i dont know, this just… helped me accept that it IS weird and different and bad and thats okay, but i need to not ignore it. because it DOES make me uncomfortable but i tried to desensitize myself? i feel foolish and as if i let myself be groomed by the internet w/o anyone even trying, but just… suddenly i feel free by taking a stance and uh im rambling because i stayed up all night but to you, the owner of this blog: thank you. ive been on the fence, maybe even the wrong side of it, for too long now. what you’re doing has made a difference for someone at least, and so i hope you can continue with this knowing that you helped me. truly. i need to reject my intrusive thoughts rather than trying to accept them and normalize them just to make myself feel better about it, i think. i’m sorry if this is all messy because i haven’t slept at all, but i needed to get it off my chest somewhere… so again, thank you.
Honestly, this makes it worth it, messages like these. I just feel so nice and good now. It makes me want to keep fighting these nasty MAPs (not that I was gonna stop any time soon) also makes me think back since this is tumblr and nothing they will do matter. This pedo movement won’t go social. It’ll be shut down way before then and they’ll go back to hiding in the shadows where they belong. They’ll never get the support they need like like blm and lgbt+. People will always look at them like monsters as they are and I hope their kids grow up to find out how gross their parents are even though they shouldn’t even be having kids if they were really “anti contact.” Honestly, thanks for the submission and I posted this before I could write your username so I don’t know it, my bad.