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Wow I’m blessed! I’ve finally reached 500 followers, wich is a really big milestone for me. I know that’s not that much (bc some of you have 10k? haha), but I never thought that so many people will like my blog. :) 

So I want to say !THANK YOU! to all my followers.


I’ve decided to do Blogrates! :)

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me: y’all sinners

(☼) – if you are going to write with me, there a few things you need to understand.

1) i have a life outside of tumblr. that life consists of full time school (which includes homework), my mary kay business, commissions, gaming (which i primarily use to relax). NOT TO MENTION i’m going to school for art, which eats up a lot of my time because art homework takes quite a while.

2) i have other blogs. i’ve made a promo for all of my blogs recently so you can probably find it in my archive. that means i will not always be on vanille.

3) i have an affiliation. this takes precedence over ANY other threads or interactions i may have. especially in the midst of an event, as i was just in the middle of.

4) i don’t always have inspiration for everything. sometimes i can’t think of a way to answer something or write something, that means it’ll take longer to get to. that DOESN’T mean that i don’t want to write with you or it’s been dropped or i’m ignoring you.

5) i sometimes have days where i don’t wanna do anything. forcing myself to write doesn’t make writing easier. some days, i can manage to write. others, i just can’t. I WILL NOT FORCE MYSELF TO WRITE TO MAKE SOMEONE HAPPY.

6) i’m mutuals only. if i unfollow you at any point, that means i’ve lost interest in rping with you for some reason or another. you’re welcome to come ask me why, but i am under no obligation to tell you.

I’m 5 followers away from 1300 on my instagram (@_thecityhorse) y'all should help me out? If you follow for the photos you’ll probably like my instagram better than my blog 😂

i don’t think im doing a good job at expressing myself, on here. what i mean is, i just don’t think people get my yukino. and that’s okay, because my writing has went through a massive change, and i never really addressed it except maybe talking about it to like kai.

but my end game for yukino was death at one point, i couldn’t see her living past her forties. and now, my end game is her HEALING.

some backstory on this decision, last year was the worst time of my life. i had low energy, i was getting horrible grades, i was depressed quite frankly. i hated literally everything including myself. there were some horrible thoughts back then. and i’m almost grateful for that because im honestly feeling amazing right now as i look back. it’s the whole bring urself back up.

but going back to the point, yukino was in the same state for YEARS UPON YEARS. for more than 18-19 years, she thought she was a failure. she thought she couldn’t amount to anything. what kept her going was the mere desire to be powerful so she could please her dead parents. it was the only thing that seemed to ease the pain.

y’all, you get tired after that. emotionally drained, you’re tired of hating yourself, of always beating down on yourself. but she knew no other way. so she silently bore the pain. until she saw sting’s leadership of sabertooth. while i still headcanon that they’re almost the same as before, sting just encourages more social interactions between the tigers, u feel me ? but anyways, she saw how saber changed from a toxic guild to something more relaxed. an environment she wasn’t used to. and sting and rogue, especially, were accepting her. and THAT’S what triggered a bit of introspection, the ‘ why am i like this ? ‘ question. ( each person has their own trigger, something clicks in their mind. it can happen any time or for any reason. ) and that took time bc @ that excommunication. she didn’t care abt forgiveness, there was nothing to forgive. she thought she deserved it and she always will, but it’s still that humiliation factor. like hey, these people saw me naked. 

AND it’s not even the naked part, it’s the fact that she was in a submissive, defeated position. the fact that she was like this BECAUSE she failed. it’s the failure more than the naked part.

anyways, once you get a taste of a ‘ normal ‘ mindset, of a healthy mental state. you long for it. i longed to be myself again, and i’d think yukino would too. she’s not a girl of just sweet blushes and flowers. she’s a girl with a fire, with claws, she’s strong. she definitely doesn’t have a normal thinking pattern, and that’s what bothers me about the spin-off and canon. her view is different than the submissive, weak girl, u know ?

but the point is, yukino WILL CHANGE. she IS CHANGING. she’s tired, i’m tried. i can’t write a girl who hates herself every single time, not because i can’t, not because i don’t want to. but because it seriously hurts, lmao another case of getting too involved in anime, she deserves more. not that she openly wants to ‘ heal ‘ that’s not her mindset, it’s the fact that she wants to prove to HERSELF that she can be stronger than before. that she’s not a failure. and i don’t do this because i want to make her strong or for my own person benefit, she just deserves a change. she won’t fully heal by the time she dies, there’s no way she can. not with what happened to her, but she’s trying. she’ll relapse, she’ll have good and bad days. she’s TRYING.

ARCHERZHANG’S (long awaited) 2K CELEBRATION

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Hey guys, it’s Joy (aka Nicool)! I know I haven’t been on here consistently for a really really long time and I’m so sorry for all the mutuals I lost contact with and for the networks I’ve kinda abandoned, but I’m back now!! With 2k followers! 

Thank you so very, very much! Last year in October, I really couldn’t have reached +1k without you all and the same goes for this year with +2k followers! This calls for a celebration! Again, thank you all so much for following me! 

I really wanted to do something a lot different and something more, but sadly I couldn’t really come up with anything other than BLOGRATES (with lots of bonus stuff) along with a SAVED URL GIVEAWAY


Rules:

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  • reblog this post
    • at least 60 notes
    • (likes = bookmarks)
  • (if you want to) check out:
  • send me an ask about any stories or advice about any ap (advanced placement) or college classes y’all have taken (i’m taking ap chem rn and I’m suffering) and your birthday since mine is next thursday
    • for hp house/godly guessing: send me one word/phrase that you think best defines you (ex for me: stressed out)
    • if you don’t want certain things (like HP house, etc), then make sure to specify - if not, then i’ll be doing both ;)
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  • ends Halloween night ;)) 

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Fandom:    
DRRR!!
Pairing:       Orihara Izaya/Tsukumoya Shinichi
Rating:        If I could set this ship on fire, I honestly would.
Gift:             for @marinkarin who caused this monstrosity
Summary:   ooc human!tsukumoya! i hate this fucking ship wHY CAN’T IT LEAVE ME ALONE


[PRIVATE POST]

“You mustn’t give your heart to a wild thing.  The more you do, the stronger they get.”

It’s a prettty quote, isn’t it? Something you might say to a friend when they aks your advice, or place over a photograph of the city lights. Maybe it stirss something in you, or makes you long for something you don’t possess. Or, perhaps that quote conjures a certtain image in your mind.

For the purposes of this post, it doesn’t matter how it makes you fel.

I’m sorry, did you thhink this blog had suddenly become more romanttic? That’s likely my fault, given tht I included that quote, but I really shouldn’t bee blamed for your own assumptions.

Ah, I suppose you want to know what the point of this opst is. I’ll be honest with you, and say that three is no point to it. Is it so ard to believe that I simply wantted to share a quote I found interesting? Really, it’s like yuo beleve me to be a modern day Socrates.

I can’t really say that would be too inapprorppte though. Upon consideration, I do recall asking quite a fewe quesssttions of you. No, they aarent rhetorical- that would imply that I’m nnot waitjn for your answer.

My chatroom is always open for a reesason, you knwo.

Ah, I’m veered away from what I wws saying originanly. Therees still no poinst, but I did want to dsicuss the quote,

Worsd have such powws, donst they? tHEH CAN, WJEN COUDPLED WIJH PERSONAL ECPERIENCES, STIR SRANGE AND HGIHLY POTENT FEELINGS IN A PERSN. Wors became beacoins that illuminate ones inner darkness, showing them tjeir true self regardless of whether they want to see it or not.

Perhsps this would be fine if one were able to understand these previously hidden cipehers. To put a name to such things would surely make thenm more approachable (not to mention defeatable. Ah, but why would they be fearsome in the first place? How could something that has always, always existed inside of you become somethign that needs to be conquered?

The skin of your back isnt fearsome, despite the fact you so rarely see it. But could that be because you’ve always known it’s there? What a terrible comparison that is, those things are harldy different.

Well, this post surely was about nothing. Still, I wouldn’t read too much into it. You msitht recognise something in yourself that you aren’t perpared for, or take it wilsly out of context. Such warms feelinsg shouldnt be taken lightly, nor shoudl they be wrongfully atrributed to someone who didn’t cause them.

Oh dear, this post truly is a mess. I shhoudl really apologise for the errors. I’m finnidng it quite difficult to type with only oen hand free. My other seems to be trapppd, but as they cn be a handful I suppose it realy isn’t an excuse., but i suppose we’ll neebr know. I’m not the type to liw, but doesnt taht sound like something somene untrustwortjy would say?

In my defeence, sy mind is a little too claer. This msight have been an attmpt to think anythiing, or make sense of something but i suppose we’ll neebr know. I’m not the type to liw, but doesnt taht sound like something somene untrustwortjy would say?




Tsukumoya held his breath as his phone from his hand and to the mattress. It barely made a sound, but he still inspected Izaya’s face for movement. Izaya was usually a light sleeper, and if the suitcases under his eyes were anything to go by, one who barely slept at all.

Luckily, the informant seemed to be sleeping rather deeply, and didn’t so much as bat an eye at the quiet sound. Letting out a (quiet) sigh of relief, Tsukumoya continued to play with Izaya’s hair absent-mindedly.

There was something peaceful about the way his face relaxed into Tsukumoya’s shoulder, and though the writer couldn’t sleep another second, he couldn’t help but feel a strange tiredness. It was a pleasant feeling, and it weighed him down to the bed so he couldn’t so much as readjust. He wondered briefly if Izaya’s head was resting on a pressure point of his, but decided not to think on that for too long.

Some things were better if they weren’t discussed, and after the horrendous blog entry he’d just written, he didn’t want to try his luck. There was no point descending into another nonsensical and one-sided conversation about a topic he knew so little about.

Sighing heavily in his sleep, Izaya’s shoulders rose as he seemed to move closer to Tsukumoya’s body. With a smile he didn’t realise he had, Tsukumoya let the fingers of his free hand trail random symbols over the bare arm Izaya had slung over him. How amazing humans were, to seek warmth even when they are unconscious.

After matching Izaya’s sigh with one of his own, Tsukumoya closed his eyes and let himself sink into the heavy pressure on his shoulder. If this were an opportunity to think of nothing, then he’d embrace it rather than question it.

PERSONAL BUT WHATEVER

OKAY SO I JUST WANT TO SAY RN RIGHT HERE THAT I AM SO IN LOVE WITH MY BOYFRIEND BRODY LIKE OMFG LOVE IF YOU FIND MY SUGGESTION BLOG IM SO OKAY WITH IT AND I HOPE YOU SEE THIS POST. LIKE HOW CAN A HUMAN BEING EVEN BE AS SWEET AND AS CARING AS YOU??? I DONT FUCKING GET IT. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND IT FEELS SO NICE TO BE WITH YOU, LIKE ONE OF THE NICEST THINGS EVER. AND OKAY HE IS SWEET ENOUGH TO WRITE ME A SONG ABOUT HIS LOVE FOR ME AND HE MADE SO MANY INSIDE JOKES IN IT AND IT IS SO SWEET LIKE MY FAVORITE LINE IS “EVEN THOUGH WE JOKE ABOUT 9/11, MY LOVE FOR YOU IS BIGGER THAN THE FOREHEAD OF MATT BEVIN” LIKE THAT LITERALLY MADE ME TEAR UP. I NEED TO SCREAM MORE LOVE AT HIM BC HE REALLY IS THE LITERAL BEST AND I AM SO HAPPY AND LUCKY TO BE WITH HIM. HE SAYS THAT HE GETS A LITLE NERVOUS WITH ME AND I ASKED HIM WHY AND HE SAID THAT I AM SOMEONE TO BE NERVOUS ABOUT BC I AM SO IMPORTANT TO HIM LIKE WHAT THE FUCK HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE HOW CAN SOMEONE BE SO FUCKING SWEET ALL THE TIME

Okay new rule: aphobes don’t follow/interact. Yes you are an aphobe if you think cis heterosexual aros/cis heteroromantic aces are cishets. I’m not fighting anyone over this, I’m a trans acespec/arospec ND boy who doesn’t have the time or patience to deal with this.

If you don’t have an opinion on it or don’t partake in the discourse, you can follow and submit and stuff you just can’t mention aro/aces in your interactions with me or my blog.

If you don’t like me, a minor, having boundaries, either block me or let me know so I can block you too.

anonymous asked:

hey would you mind tagging pda? thanks, love the blog!

thanks for liking my blog! but no im sorry i won’t be tagging pda, this is a safe space for men who love men to express their sexuality without it being labelled as inappropriate or overtly sexual 

anonymous asked:

Okay so I've only recently started following you but I thought I'd drop by and say that your blog is so amazing!!!! And your art work is just so perfect???????? How???? 11/10 perfect blog ✨✨

!!!! Oh my you’re such a sweet anon aaaaaaaa///// thank you so so so so sooo much!!!! I’m so happy that you like my blog, and I’m even happier that you like my art! ❤❤❤ I hope this blog can continue to be pleasing for you, and if there’s anything ever that you don’t wanna see and you need me to tag it, just say so, alright? Again, thank you so so much!!! I really do have the cutest followers eheheh

Originally posted by officialusuniki

YO ITS EXPLANATION TIME

Hey! So like?? You’ve probably noticed??? My blog has absolutely no theme whatsoever?? At all?? No?,,theme at all. And I will go from not posting anything to just flat out reblogging everything I see in a span of two mins. Sorry about that. It’s just, my blog is kind of my safe place, you know? It’s my happy place to go to when I’m sad or not really sure of myself. When I’m having a rough day I just go to my blog and scroll through it for a while and I smile because I know it’s filled with stuff that’s important to me and makes me happy. So, yeah, sorry if I bother y'all with all of the crap I seem to post 24/7, but the fact that you follow me through all of this just blows me away. Y'all really are important to me and you bring a smile to my face when you pop up in my notifications.
So, yeah, thanks. 💕

geekstersims  asked:

I noticed you followed me, and you do not know how happy it made me! (I literally had a panic attack..) I really love how bright, colourful and happy your blog is! Thanks! <3

Oh my god! I’m so sorry I caused you a panic attack, ah! But omg you’re so sweet, you’re welcome aw!! I’m glad you like my blog, it really means a lot, babe! 💜

goldisthenight  asked:

I LOVE YOUR ACCOUNT SO MUCH....... I used to feel so alone and i thought id never find other cool english speakers who like 48g,,, im the only kid at my school that even knows their existance and ive been super discouraged abt it,,, youre blog is magic its my new favorite

Omg you’re so precious (つД`)ノ💕💕
Although I’m not a ‘cool English speaker’ ‘cause my English literally sucks, lol. But I’m glad that you found something that you like in my blog ♪(´ε` ) Even though I pretty much spend the time rambling and venting and writing very nonsense stuff lol I keep wondering how is it that you people keep following me HAHA But yeah, that makes me happy too!
So yeah, come to me to talk about the girls anytime, kid💕