if you wanted to set me free

Watashi no kokoro “part 2″

Naruto’s POV


Set you free.

You wish for me to set you free, to watch you turn your back without a second glance and just let it be. I watched you rise, I watched you grow, always one step ahead of me. You seemed so untouchable, seemed so strong…seemed so alone. I wanted your eyes upon me, wanted to be acknowledged. To see the upward tilt of thin lips. that low glint in dark eyes that not many would ever believe to exist!

Set you free…

I should set you free…

You would not grow here, the haunting light of your soul, the glow of a moon that cast its brilliance upon a bittersweet night, a wandering soul. You do not belong here, even if…even if it had been your home. You’ve seen too much, you’ve bled too much. Konoha…she, my beautiful mistress. My pain and sorrow and the source of all my hurt, all my joy…she has taken too much from you.

It hurts! God, it hurts! the ever consuming pain that blankets your life like a terrible safety net. The shackles upon your soul that tethers you to earth and refuses to let you soar, let you fly free. How you crumble, pretend you’re strong…your dark eyes that now… never looks away from mine. Dark consuming abyss. the whisper of shadows and fury. The whispers of strength and denial…of carefully hidden weakness, that in its own right was your strength. The whispers of love, dangerous love, obsessive love…pure love.

I watched you fall.

Sasuke…I…

It’s always raining. The sky will bleed to grey and the clouds lazily begin their journey to the unknown. There is alway the ominous rumble of thunder, lightning flashing in the distance and the scared thrill of birds that no sooner take flight. The storm is here, the storm will stay and perhaps, tear my soul asunder. Konoha is bleak, she mourns or, perhaps…it is I who mourns. The one who has lost his anchor and watches the world pass him by with distant blue eyes.

She asked me to marry her you know, she…I can not. It would be cruel, it is cruel. I have no heart to give, no kind word to spare. You have taken it all. Sasuke! You, it is you who I-

It always rains, because you are not here. Because you refuse to be.

Do you think me so weak?

Truly? that I would shatter from your touch, your being. That I would crumble to dust under the weight that is your soul, that is your making. I chased you to the ends of the earth! I bore the pain and hurt when you thrust your arm through my heart.

I cried for you! Wept, when every passing night I would understand the true meaning of alone. That you were no longer by my side, that you suffered… you suffered and I could not understand.

How could I not understand?!

Until I did.

They told me to give up on you, forget our sweet memories. abandon my love for it was false.

I love you, you know. I always did, I just never realised…until the night you truly stole my first kiss.

I should hate you.

I should! But I won’t! For just this one time I’ll be selfish! I’ll take what I want, I’ll let you see, let you feel!

I won’t set you free Sasuke! I won’t! I can’t!

Never ask this of me! it is too much…too raw.

I love you Sasuke, and even if it hurts, even if it kills me…I’ll always love you. There is no one else, you are my beginning and my end.

I am yours, as you are mine…two halves of a whole.

Why won’t you understand?!

Please! It hurts! It hurts…but I… Konoha is not your home, I would never wish that faith upon you. Even if I will forever remain in her cold embrace, slave to her will because it is so that I wish it. Even if I stay here if only to ensure that it is not you who she captures, bend to her will, like she has so many before you, before me.

Set you free, Sasuke?

Set you free my love?

Then I’ll ask only one thing…just one…

What is free?

What is freedom?


Hello @sasu-loves-naru , part two, Naruto’s pov as promised to you and anonymous.Hope you enjoy. Theme as per anonymous’ request is slightly frantic, don’t know if I pulled that off, but hope you like ^_^

Sunset Lover (Fly Me)

sunset lover
you are colored every color
burnished with intensity
I’ve longed to see
if there’s one thing I
yearn to be…
I want be light emanating
I want to be love radiating
I want to be warmth undulating
I want to be a rainbow to your rain
I want to be winds to your hurricane
kiss my skies, become my night
own my eyes, make me a kite
and fly me
fly me…set me free
fly me…let me be
fly me, go ahead and try me
somethings like stars and rainbows
sunrises and sunsets
are the most magnificent things we see
that’s what the sight of you…
even the slightest sight of you…
does to me

FollowCB | Copyright 2017

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I’ve redrawn a couple old adopts and made two more to have a complete batch! 

Each design is $20 USD. If you’re interested, please PM me for paypal information.

-Credit me for the design

-Do NOT resell the design. Gifting is ok

-I can change blood color/skin tone/species if you want after you purchase.

-I’ll knock $10 off of the price of talksprites (with 2 additional expressions for free) if you want to bundle a set with a design.

1. Goldblood ex-helmsman: OPEN
2. Hemoanonymous rebel: OPEN
3. Violetblood (CHILD) sports fan: OPEN
4. Blueblood fashionista: OPEN

if light yagami wasn’t a fucking dipshit he would have compiled a list of people to kill and then set literally all of them to die at the same instant at a scheduled time each month

then the people he killed for personal reasons would be far less obvious because they’re dying off-schedule, AND he couldn’t have been pinned by when tv performances were airing

I hate him so much

Playlists for Writing & Roleplay

Listen on Spotify or Spotify Web Player

     Music to write, roleplay, or study to! These playlists are works in progress and are continuously growing and improving. Titled after like-themed action movie and game music, the playlists each have their own personality, and encourage different moods or activity levels. Most music is from soundtracks. The calmest playlists, Temple Ruins and Party Camp, are useful for getting into the mood. This music is less distracting. Once your pace is set, or if you want to get in the mood for an action scene, Underworld or Boss Fight are the playlists for you. Tavern Nights is what it sounds like, full of highs and lows but can be distracting. Field Music is right in the middle, with lots of color.

     All playlists are available to follow on Spotify, and can also be accessed via the web player with a free Spotify account. Just click on the [listen] for the link. Please do not hesitate to suggest music/changes to me, either here or on Spotify.


Title: Temple Ruins
Mood: tense, eerie, dark and scary
Volume: quiet, few musical swells
Action: creeping through a dark ruin and avoiding spiders
Instruments: minimal orchestral
Lyrics: few (non-English)

[listen]


Title: Party Camp
Mood: calm, mysterious, romantic
Volume: soft, somewhat dynamic
Action: resting after a long day of travel
Instruments: minimal orchestral
Lyrics: few (mostly non-English)

[listen]


Title: Field Music
Mood: cheerful, adventurous, vigilant
Volume: low to medium, dynamic
Action: adventuring with your companions
Instruments: orchestral
Lyrics: few (non-English)

[listen]


Title: Tavern Nights
Mood: cheerful as well as sombre
Volume: medium to high, dynamic
Action: eating and drinking with the locals
Instruments: mainly guitar and fiddle, some harp
Lyrics: yes (including English)

[listen]


Title: Underworld
Mood: terra incognita, on the hunt, betrayal
Volume: mid-low with many dynamic moments
Action: venturing into the land of demons and the undead
Instruments: orchestral
Lyrics: yes (non-English)

[listen]


Title: Boss Fight
Mood: angry, dangerous, violent
Volume: mainly loud, dynamic
Action: slaying armies and dragons
Instruments: full orchestral
Lyrics: few (non-English)

[listen]

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#i feel like we don’t talk about this enough #that and thor’s face after the ‘REALLY knows him’ #he’s like ‘yeah lmao you could say that…’ #imagine mylene finding out this is how set me free took off #all because dizzee’s kinda crush fucked carlo pakoussa and gave him the record

bonus:

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Hi there! Do you like the creeping sensation of having made a huge, life-ruining mistake that haunts you nightly, rearranges your furniture, makes your cat whisper all kinds of ominous bullshit at midnight, and turns random condiments in your fridge to blood? Because I do not. Please consider buying one or all of these hideously corrupt and dangerous yet still somehow dishwasher and microwave safe handmade ceramic items, and free me from the ongoing nightmare that is having eight of them lurking on my bedroom shelf, chanting ominously and setting intermittent fires.

GET THEM HERE AT MY ETSY STORE

Signal boosts are appreciated. I really can’t emphasize enough how much I want to sell these. 

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It’s that time again! Yup, that’s right– GIVEAWAY TIME! 

Alright folks, here are the rules (short and simple): 

You must be following me here on tumblr for all the items above, except for the 2 free commissions. If you want to ELIGIBLE for that you must be following my beautiful friend on her tumblr. And for an EXTRA SLOT in the free commissions you can follow both of our instagrams at laurenlinguine and ugh_no_why

NOW, for the things you can be winning!

 - 1 pastel blue polaroid camera

 - 1 version of the new Pokemon Sun and Moon 

- 1 of the 4 Undertale merch options (as shown above)

 - A cute set of comic markers 

- And of course, 2 free commissions from my amazing friend, Allegra  (make sure to read the rules above in order to be eligible for entry) 

Giveaway ends: March 2nd, 2017

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I wanted to save this for a milestone, but…what the heck, why not? Let’s have a follower appreciation dice giveaway! ♥ This one will be followers only, for y’all who’ve stuck with me so far. Thank you so very much!

Winner will receive one standard polyset of dice, valued at $15 or under, from anywhere on the internet! Feel free to ask for help picking out a set you know you’ll like. I’ll also pay shipping.

Rules:

  • Must be following me! That’s a given. New followers also count!
  • Do not tag your reblog as “giveaway,” it can lead to the notes getting messed up and no one wants that.
  • Likes and reblogs both count for an entry! You may reblog as many times as you like.
  • You can get a THIRD entry by submitting a picture of your own dice to my blog! (One entry per person this way.)
  • Winner will be chosen by RNG on May 31st, 2017
  • You MUST have your askbox open and MUST be comfortable giving me a shipping address.

**This giveaway is not affiliated with tumblr in any way**

a note to trans guys traveling on airplanes

please be aware that if you’re binding, it’s likely you’re going to get a pat down. the binder sets off the body scanner, and if you pass, your chest is going to patted down by a male tsa agent. in my experience it’s brief and it’s never given me an issue with the tsa beyond the pat down, but if you’re very uncomfortable about people touching your chest you might want to consider not binding when you go through security

Dating Newt Scamander Would Include

Request: yes

°°

• meeting him while trying to rescue the same demiguise from poachers intending to use it to make an invisibility cloak

• arguing with him for a good minute because he thought you were trying to use the demiguise for the same thing

• when he realized you had the same intentions as him, you teamed up to rescue him

• bonding over your love of magical creatures and deciding to team up for better chances at successfully saving as many creatures as possible

• being the one to initiate the relationship because he didn’t know how

• (he had been thunderstruck that you wanted to be his friend, let alone his girlfriend)

• ‘well people do find me a bit weird’

• ‘you are a bit weird but so am I, and you make me feel free’

• being there for every hatching/birth of a new creature

• 'newt I need help with our newest babies they’re setting each other on fire’

• 'here put these on them, the muggles call them 'diapers’ I put a charm on them so they’re fire proof’

• discovering new breeds very rarely, so its always a huge deal

• helping him save credence (because he’s still alive fight me)

• supporting him in everything just as he supports you

• so many forehead kisses once he gets 100% comfortable around you

• he’s almost always touching you subconsciously

• a hand on your lower back as he passes

• linking your pinkies when you walk

• soft sweet lingering kisses just because

• knitting him a new Hufflepuff scarf since his is so old

• tying his bow tie for him the muggle way

• cuddling when he’s had a bad day

• whether its being unable to rescue a creature or he has flashbacks of his time at Hogwarts when he was an outcast

• perfecting the warming charm because he’s always cold no matter what you do

• reading books on muggle creatures to him

• helping write fantastic beasts and where to find them

• insisting on an extended yard when you finally settle down

• 'we need room for them to roam when they come home!’

• 'right yes I didn’t consider they would want to return’

• 'we have raised over half of them from birth, if they don’t visit it will break my heart’

• being complete dorks together for the rest of your life

Originally posted by xoxoeddie

You are beautiful, like a dream come alive, incredible
A centerfold, a miracle, lyrical
You’ve saved my life again
And I want you to know baby,
I love you like a love song, baby

Constantly, boy you played through my mind like a symphony
There’s no way to describe what you do to me
You just do to me, what you do
And it feels like I’ve been rescued
I’ve been set free, I am hypnotized by your destiny
You are magical, lyrical, beautiful
You are, and I want you to know baby

I, I love you like a love song, baby - Love me like a love song

#Victuuriweek #Day1

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I’ve started a series where I wanted to do modernized!Shakespeare. I don’t think its finished but these are some of my favorite characters so far. A few things:

  • The men in Midsummer Night’s Dream are so awful.. @willy shakes set the women free please…. set them free. also let the ladies date
  • [looks at my half-dozen drawing of Benvolio/Mercutio vs. my single drawing for Romeo/Juliet] What do you mean Bencutio isn’t the main couple in R&J?
  • #LetBenvolioSayFuck2k17
  • I kept the soccer thing for Viola & Duke… She’s the Man is flawed but it’s also my childhood just let me keep the soccer thing
  • I demand more genderqueer Viola
  • Shoutout to anyone who picks up on Hippolyta’s outfit i know its rly obvious but just. shoutout
  • Hero deserves so much better than Claudio. Hence, the obvious Hamilton…. In fact there’s a lot of designs clearly inspired by certain actors…..
  • One old Mercutio designs is inspired by @crystallizedtwilight which im like 90% sure their design is also inspired by certain R&J production’s character design but anyways credit to them

For those who’ve been asking, I finally have my P.O. Box set up! (A bit late but…it’s been quite the process) I have it for 6 months and may even just perpetually get one. 
I have a size 3 box, feel free to send whatever and thanks guys <3 I’ll probably check it once or twice a month? But if you send me something and want to make sure I get it feel free to shoot me a message here to keep an eye out. You can address to Elentori or Katie, I don’t think it matters.

P.O. Box 20640
Columbus OH 43220

hey househunting, just wanted to throw it out there that i am now working at an actual real estate company and if you are legitimately interested in buying a house i can now actually help you with it (if you are in the United States). i sincerely love my job and company, you’ll be in great hands. shoot me a message or an email (househuntingcontact@gmail.com) if you’re looking to buy a house and we can set up a Skype call (just with me for free obv) or something to get you started. 

i’m a nice person until you insult sam winchester

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Here’s some lock screen options for iPhone users! The top two are for the iPhone6, the bottom two are for the 6Plus. @lusterrdust

If anyone wants another phone wallpaper, just let me know what you use and I’ll set the dimensions for ya.

ETA: The previews have a green cast on my screen. If you click on the image, it’ll open up with the grayscale version. Not sure why that is, but just FYI.

Liberation Spell

Thoughts of you still lingers in my head. Your face, your touch, your memory; they are like wisps of flame that kisses me. It does require a conscious effort to set my mind not to think of you. I want you to leave my thoughts for thinking of you only hurts my heart. Though here I am, secretly praying that you’ll see me that way you saw me before.

Forgive me, my gentle heart. This is only a phase. As you and I have agreed, nothing stays bad for too long. This too shall pass.

For now, I chant these words repeatedly, so help me in my healing:

“From your memory,
I set myself free.
Leave my thoughts,
Leave me be.”