if you need me i'll be over here

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Can you believe I actually sat down and lined this personally I can’t

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because i think we all can need some. here’s to an incredible new year full of new beginnings, to peaceful days ahead, to bittersweet endings and self discovery. i wish you the best @kstewrpc​. happy holidays!!   

fuck with myself [banks] - gravel to tempo [hayley kiyoko] - wild heart [saint raymond] - drag me down [weaves] - catch me if you can [walking on cars] - fake it [bastille] - something good can work [two door cinema club] - still wild [la mar] - crosses [josé gonzález] - don’t be so hard on yourself [jess glynne] - surprise yourself [jack garratt] - lay it all on me [rudimental feat. ed sheeran] - youth [troye sivan] - spirits [the strumbellas] - harlem [new politics] - high hopes [kodaline] - pink + white [frank ocean] - i feel it coming [the weeknd] - [[listen]]

Maximoff Twins: Story Playlist

I wanted to make my own playlist but I also wanted the songs to tell a story. So here you go. If you need me I’ll be over here in the garbage can surrounded by what I am. 

1. The Last of Us - Pietro and Wanda’s lives are turned upside down when their parents die and they are forced to hide under a bed for 3 days.

2. BudapestThe twins travelling as orphans exploring the strange new world of the open road.

3. Cool Kids - Pietro and Wanda have become outcasts and wonder what it would be like to be normal kids again as they watch a group of children play in the streets.

4. Uprising - The Twins have grown up and join in local riots against the government.

5. All Gone (No Escape) - Pietro and Wanda have joined Hydra and are experimented on day after day going through immense pain and finding comfort only in the precious few moments they are allowed to be together.

6. Run On – Pietro and Wanda experience their new powers for the first time resulting in a massive amount of comical clumsiness.

7.Team – The Twins are have come out of the experiments with a new found confidence in their strange abilities and are now closer than ever to one another.

8. Undisclosed Desires – Pietro contemplating how much Wanda has suffered and changed and how much he wants to protect her. He wants to help her achieve her “undisclosed desire” of getting revenge on Stark in order to “reconcile the violence in her heart”. (some of the lyrics obviously don’t fit but the melody is cool and some of the phrases are spot on)

9. Starlight – Pietro comforting Wanda when she mentions her fear about working with Ultron as they stargaze in a rare moment of calm.

10. View From The Voyager – The twins have found out Ultron’s plan and contemplate the circumstances in their life that have brought them to this difficult crossroad. They finally make the decision to join the Avengers walking hand in hand towards the unknown.

11.  Butterflies and Hurricanes - Pietro to himself as he makes the decision to save Clint.

12.  Let Me Fall – Pietro (telepathically) to Wanda as she begins to understand his intentions to put his life on the line.

13.  Feast of Starlight – (from 1:20-2:40 in the vid) The moment Pietro is shot and Wanda’s screams of agony fill the air as she falls to the ground destroying everything around her. All the avengers stop for a moment caught off guard by such a heartbreaking sound.

14.  Hurt – Wanda’s theme as she spies her brother’s bullet ridden body on the ship and runs screaming and crying to cradle his motionless body in her arms.

15.  Tears Of An Angel – Wanda as Clint is explaining what happened.

16.  Running Up That Hill – Wanda wishing she could have traded places with Pietro.  

17.  Puzzle – Wanda to Vision. She wants Vision to lie to her and tell her that Pietro never died and that they don’t live in a world ruled by fear. She also tries to make sense of the feelings she has for Vision.

18.  My Immortal – Wanda is still haunted by the death of Pietro months after the incident.

19.  Sacrifice – Wanda contemplates Pietro’s sacrifice and promises him that they will meet again someday in the afterlife.

20.  Wipe Your Eyes – Pietro is brought back to life and promises he will never leave Wanda again as he wipes the tears from her eyes.

21.  Hey Brother – The twins theme as they look knowingly at each other, no words needed, as they head out on the road once again in search of a new life.

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I let you in. I let you know me. I let you see me. You wanted to be seen. By you.

Man I wish I had like…energy bc I’m going into animation, which I do have a talent for, but I’m also really good at helping people with their problems and since I’ve been through so much shit I’ve seen all kinds of people with all kinds of problems so I have experience with helping different people and knowing how to talk to them, naturally i’d go into being a therapist right? There’s still a lot I need to learn bc I do make mistakes but I know I’ve made a positive difference before. But helping people as a career rather than just helping my friends sounds so fuckin exhausting,, I really only have the energy for my friends (and really anyone who I know that doesn’t have a bad relationship with me. Or anyone on here even if I don’t know them just cause we have Tumblr in common). Idk it’s conflicting bc I know skill wise i’d be really good at it, and I like learning about psychology n shit bc it kinda gives me more of an arsenal (for lack of a better word) of knowledge for helping my friends who are struggling with mental health stuff
And all of this is really cheesy tbh like I haven’t totally accepted it bc since I used to be in such a bad spot I feel like I have to still be like that bc it’s actually comfortable sometimes. Also the whole “helping people!! uwu” feels kinda sappy and embarrassing but hhh. I mean if I’m not going into a career for it, which I’m not planning anyway, I’ll at least have that extra side of me that people can rely on. It’s like a bonus lmao. I’ll probably take a few psychology courses in college and maaaybe if animation falls through I’ll look into being a therapist. Really each job is exhausting in its own right but I’ll see

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10 years || spn

Fav Fic/Fic Rec 3/? : Strawberry Milk Fic by Wankerville
Word Count: 157k

we’ll play hide and seek to turn this around (give me love like never before)

“So here’s the thing,” he starts. “I didn’t mean what I said a few weeks ago to like, hurt your feelings or anything. If you like painting your nails, then you should do that, and not like, care if anyone else doesn’t like it because their opinions shouldn’t matter, you know?” Louis takes a breath, finally glancing over to see the boy wide-eyed and pink-cheeked. On a whim, he adds, “And like, I noticed you scraping it off and you haven’t been wearing any and I think you should because that’s what you like.”
or an au where harry paints his nails and drinks strawberry milk and is too nervous for it to be nothing and louis’ just trying to figure out whats wrong with him 

cause all that you are is all that i’ll ever need

Strawberry milk layers their upper lips, and they giggle and lick it off of each other. They taste it in each others mouths when they kiss; it’s on their tongues, and filling their tummies. There are seven cartoons in the fridge, with 1 out that they keep pouring into shot glasses. They give each other a ‘cheers!’ and tip it down their throats. Instead of burning their mouths, it wipes away the sting that is already inside of them.
(Harry still has days when he needs to feel good on the inside. Louis can see it in his eyes, and on these days, Louis needs it too. Maybe just as much.)
or the strawberry milk sequel; where harry still needs help, louis’ trying to give it to him, liam rents a van, zayns a bit protective of his best mate, and nialls there to tie it all together.

lumière, darling 

Part 3 of strawberry milk fic

i already told @spacepearl about this but here’s my Voltron college AU

  • okay so Shiro joined the army right out of high school bc he needed help with tuition and he was all for serving in the army and anyway now he’s back home and ready to go to college
    • he went through some serious shit over there
    • major PTSD
    • yeah he still lost his arm
  • despite all of that, he is Ready To Learn™ and is putting as much dedication into his education as he did into being in the army
  • Lance is that flirty bisexual nerd who is cute and attractive but he can’t get the girls bc he’s an unintentionally insensitive dick
    • but really he’s just seriously homesick and trying his best to get on in a place with only one person he really knows
  • Lance is also a major slacker, but he’s still competent and passes his classes
    • he has ADHD and can’t focus in classes, fight me
      • Shiro is trying to help him but we’re getting there 
  • and Keith is that loner who comes from a really bad family/background and he doesn’t believe that people have the ability to be good and nice to him
    • he ends up dropping out of college after his first semester because he just can’t get along with other students or professors, and he refuses therapy
  • and Pidge is trying so hard to become respected in the field of computer science and information systems but they’re being fought by the System every step of the way
  • and Hunk got in on a football scholarship but he’s honestly so smart and good at chemistry????? like he walks circles around everyone and the profs don’t even understand how he knows what he knows
    • my gUY
  • and Allura is an associate professor (she hasn’t quite finished her doctoral degree yet) and she lives with her godfather Coran (who is a certified PhD professor) and despite the fact that neither of them teach any classes with Team Voltron™, they find them around campus
  • and somehow all of these losers become friends
  • like okay Lance and Hunk have been friends since high school, and Pidge was assigned to be in a group project with them in like a 100-level English Comp class or something
    • and the whole time Lance wants to make the project about aviation (his major) and Hunk is SO BAD at English
    • so poor Pidge is trying to keep them together so that they can all get A’s and never have to take English Comp again
    • somehow it works, and they pass
  • and maybe Shiro has a 100-level College Algebra class with them, and he’s so lost tbh 
    • like in general, not just with the math
    • bc this isn’t the army and what the fuck even is civilian life??? 
  • but Lance and Hunk and Pidge aren’t judgmental at all and they sort of… take Shiro in, despite Shiro being older, just to give him a safe circle to be himself in so that he’s not always Captain Shiro
    • and in turn, Shiro slowly relaxes and is able to help out Team Voltron™ with things that aren’t school (like life lessons, and having a shoulder to cry on, and someone solid to talk to, and, in Keith’s case, someone to teach him combat so that he can work on his tendency to lash out and channel it somewhere)
  • and Keith works a bunch of different jobs in order to stay afloat
  • and one of those jobs is at a coffee shop that Shiro, Lance, Pidge, and Hunk visit fairly regularly, both to do homework and just to hang, and of course Lance knows who Keith is, recognizing him from an intro to aviation class they took together their first semester, and of course Lance thinks that there’s a rivalry there
    • but all Keith cares about is the fact that Lance is doing his fucking homework wrong bc “that’s not how that works, dumbass” 
  • anyway, somehow Shiro manages to convince Keith to chill with them sometimes
  • and Lance lets Keith borrow his textbooks bc Keith also really wants to be a pilot but obviously he dropped out bc he doesn’t have the temperament for college classrooms but like he’s been thinking about taking online classes but with what free time????
  • BUT MAYBE like a year later, after hanging out with Team Voltron™, Keith is better with people and he re-enrolls and Lance never shuts up about how much further ahead he is and how much more he knows, but Keith uses that as fuel to try harder
    • as Lance knew he would
      • they’re a great team
  • and Keith ends up getting a perfect GPA in all of his classes bc fuck u Lance
    • they’re so competitive and yeah sometimes it’s destructive but it also often brings out the best in them
  • AND ANYWAY EVERYONE GOES TO HUNK’S GAMES
  • and they all cheer from the sidelines
  • and maybe they all just chill at Shiro’s apartment afterwards, eating junk food and drinking responsibly
    • Shiro would let them drink so long as he was there to keep an eye on them
      • he’s not stupid, okay, kids drink in college it’s going to happen
      • he would rather them be safe while they’re drinking
  • but sometimes they go out to eat after a win and then they maybe just drive around for a while and then park somewhere and get out, and Pidge tells everyone about the constellations they’re looking at bc Pidge’s dad is an astronomer and Pidge has always been fascinated by space too, despite only ever wanting to work with computers
  • I COULD GO ON
  • but I think you feel me
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“I need answers.”

Dean blinked at you, his eyes wide and innocent. Too innocent. “Answers?”

 “You let me have the last piece of pie yesterday,” you said, “You didn’t have a heart attack when I told you I wanted to take your car for a ride,” you added, “This morning, you actually made me breakfast - like, honest to God, genuine pancakes. Dean, I need to know…”

He shifted in his seat and crossed his arms over his chest. “Need to know what?”

“Did you mess something up?” you asked, sighing, “Did you take any of my - wait. Is it one of Uncle Bobby’s cars? Do you need me to cover for you, or something?” 

“What? Why -” He frowned. “I didn’t do anything wrong.”

“Are you planning to?” 

“No!” You raised an eyebrow at him. “Yes. Maybe. Depending on how you see it, I suppose.”

“Lay it on me, Winchester.”

“Well,” he said, standing up and pacing a bit in front of you, “It has to do with one of Bobby’s, err, rules...”

You knew it. The guy might be the world’s toughest 22-year-old but when it came to bending the rules, especially Bobby’s rules, he was basically a child; the man has taken both of you in despite both being children of hunters he owed absolutely nothing to. “Which one, exactly?”

Is it the No Customer Cars rule? Or maybe the No Solo Hunts rule. Yeah, that sounded more like him. Did he find something exciting? You’d been talking about maybe going on a salt-and-burn somewhere far away on your own. Or maybe it wasn’t a ghost, maybe it was a creature. Oh, that would be - “I want to take you out.”

“Like, in a fight?”

He raised his eyebrows. “Yeah,” he said, “Like I need your permission to kick your ass.”

You grinned. “You probably do.”

He rolled his eyes. “Whatever. No. I want to take you out, like, on a date. A real one. With, err, I dunno, flowers and shit.”

His tone stumbled so many times during that sentence it was hard not to laugh. “That is so romantic.”

His cheeks darkened and he cleared his throat. “Look, I just really like you.” He crossed the distance between you and slowly, hesitantly, brushed your fingers with his. “All I’m asking for is a date. One date. If you -”

You cut him off with one hand on his cheek, the other holding his fingers. “Shut up,” you said, “and kiss me.”

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