I want you to know that I really loved you. I want you to know that when I look at the stars at night, the thoughts of you still circles in my mind. I want you to know that I am missing you every time I look out the window at my car. I want you to know that every morning you’re the first thing I always remember. I want you to know that every night you’re always the one I dream of. I want you to know that I really kept my promise that I will never say goodbye but you’re the one who pushed me away. I want you to know that I want to move on. But I will never forget you. I want to be happy. I know that I deserve to be happy. I’ve been sad for two years. I am tired of crying at night and pretending that i’m okay. I am tired of this. I want to see the world again. To believe in love again. I want you to know that I still care for you but I can’t promise you that I will love you forever. I want you to know that you’ll stay in my heart but I can’t love you forever. And I want you to know that I am saying goodbye.
But I really hope that you are happy right now. I hope you’ll find someone who will love you as much as I do. And if you found her, please take care of her. Don’t do the same thing that you’d done to me. I hope someday you’ll have all you’ve ever dreamt of. I know that there’s a better future for us. But we have to separate our ways to get there.
— Shaira Lhu