if you hate this im going to cry

i was at a party talking to this girl and she kind of shoved me up against the wall to kiss me but she did so by pushing my very fresh post top surgery chest which hurt so i make this pained sound and she’s like ‘you like that?’ and i say yes with a few silent tears running down my face so we kiss and she pauses to wipe some of my lil tears away and says ‘i know i’m good but u don’t have to cry’

ok but an infuriating thing about having adhd it the fact i am quite a logical and rational person generally speaking. but suddenly something tiny sets me off and my thought process is “okay, this isn’t a big deal, no need to get upset over this” but my brain decides “you know what, fuck that we’re crying now.”

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Hi, my name is Vincent. I’m moving to a small apartment and can’t take my 10 month old German Shepherd, Sasha, with me. She enjoys running and playing but she won’t be happy confined in a concrete jungle. My partner, thankfully, owns a large amount of land with other dogs she can socialize with. I believe that’s the best place for her to be. However, getting her to paradise is the hard part. Please, anything is helpful. I want to see Sasha happy with people who love her as much as I do. Selling her on craigslist is sketchy and especially bad for female dogs who are most likely going to be used as breeders and are poorly treated.
My 9yr old sister with autism and downs syndrome will miss her very much, but we need the money to get her to a good home with people we trust. As I said up above, my boyfriend has offered to take her but I need to pay off her expenses before he can take her and I don’t have the money for it. All funds will be used to pay off her expenses and get her to a good home where I’ll still be able to see her. I will be moving by the end of March and need at least $200 for her to go to the home she deserves. Please, please, I don’t want my dog to go to the wrong people. Anything at all will help Sasha live a happy long life with people who will love her and give her the attention she needs.
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Thank you all so much.

Can we just discuss this? This was when she saw Rhea on her phone talking to Kara, and when she asked, Rhea blatantly lied to her face. Lena KNOWS she’s lying (and TBH, she always knew in the back of her mind that Rhea is shady), but she chooses to ignore it. She struggles, but she still turns away and continues to work. She wants SO BADLY to believe that someone (besides Kara) is truly good, and truly believes in her. She turns away, knowing better, because despite everything, Lena Luthor has a hopeful optimism that trumps her rationality simply because her heart is desperate for love.

This also ties into the headcanon that Lena knows Kara is Supergirl, but is in a bit of denial about it, simply because she wants to believe her life can be normal, for one second. For one second, she can have a friend who doesn’t have any ulterior motives, and doesn’t have a past that is tangled with her last name. Kara is her safe place, a place to go to hide from the reality of her life, and admitting she’s Supergirl adds layers of complications that I don’t think she’s ready to face. Lena Luthor is smarter than everyone, but she chooses to overlook certain things, almost as a reflex, to protect her heart.

Affair of the Heart

Affair of the heart

Word count: 11.4k

Genre: smut, angst

You were in love with your roommate Hoseok. Jimin knows your secret and wants to help you make him jealous.

Happy Birthday to my world and sunshine! Im not trying to cry but I hope my angel has the best day ever!!


You got home, to your shared apartment, after your morning shift. You hated being a waitress but Sunday mornings did bring in a big crowd. You think people who just got out of church were supposed to be nice but no. Everyone is cranky and wants brunch. Either way people tipped you well this morning and you needed to go buy groceries for you and Hoseok.

Hoseok, you thought. You wondered if he was awake. It was about two in the afternoon so you figured not. You knew he went out for a night of drinking with his friends. You also knew he brought a girl home last night. Mostly because you could hear everything they had done last night, well technically this morning. His room was across from your room and down the hall, that’s how loud they were. You could hear the bed hit the wall, the way she was screaming out for him, it was all too much for you. Especially his moans, they sounded so dirty and needy. You just wished they were for you, aching for you. Here you were in the kitchen writing a grocery list and getting wet thinking about Hoseok moaning.

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No, but you see, my problem isn’t just the song per se, it’s that I have it on repeat and I just keep seeing Louis? Harry sings and sings and I see flashes of Louis, black&white Louis, younger, older, smiling, running, drinking his tea, kicking a ball, laughing, being soft, playing Fifa, rubbing his tired eyes, talking excitedly about something, but mostly smiling, smiling sweet, soft, pure, smiling in a lot of places, for a lot of reasons, that happy smile of his, you know? And then I hear Harry’s voice again, you bring me home, and Louis is there, smiling with his hand held out, rope on his wrist, and I start crying all over again.

Camila talking about songs on the album that reflect leaving the group on @y100miami  |  Its about her life of course shes going to write maybe like a song about it. Nobody has to hate. You can use music to express any feeling and if she wrote about things that happened during that process let her be. As long as shes in a good place now im sure the girls wrote someting too. LOVE ONLY

My opinion of the moon signs
  • Aries: bro u get me. We both cry at least 28 times a day and lowkey hate having feelings. We can't stand showing people that we are actually big babies and we are too defensive but at LEAST WE GET EACH OTHER.
  • Taurus: ur always centered and calm and a lil bab but if you tell me I'm the only person you've told about something (that you've told everyone) one MORE TIME IM GOING TO SNAP.
  • Gemini: yes, I believe in aliens. No I don't think bigfoot has a vendetta against you. I don't get why you just told me your life story but your mother seems like a nice lady.
  • Cancer: you make me feel like a shitty person because I don't like feelings or being empathetic or putting effort towards other people. IT'S WHATEVER THO.
  • Leo: I see right thru you. I'm a Leo. I know why you are doing that. The Validations™. I know. It's me on the daily. You're doing good tho.
  • Virgo: IF YOU DO NOT CALM DOWN RIGHT NOW. They don't care that you said "you too" when they said "have a good meal". EVERY ONE DOES THAT. DONT WORRY ABOUT IT.
  • Libra: so hot. hot damg. Doesn't know how to pick movies or if they want a bottle or a can. Over compromising champion of the masses. Too nice to be mean to which is hard on me because I'm mean to those I love.
  • Scorpio: what you think you are- murder death fear me am evil. What u actually are- smol bean and afraid to be hurt again, does the same things that you did before that got u hurt in the first place though??
  • Sagittarius: NICE MAKING PLANS. #cancelled. ALWAYS. Also. Nice use of sarcasm to hide ur feels. JK IF YOU MAKE ONE MORE SARCASTIC REMARK ILL YELL. I'm already yelling tho...
  • Capricorn: emotional lil bab. Stop beating yourself up. Its okay to feel things and its okay to admit that you aren't having a good day. BUT IF YOU SASS ME ONE MORE TIME.
  • Aquarius: IF YOU DISTANCE URSELF ANYMORE YOULL BE ENTIRELY IN SPACE. I admire the fact that you can go a whole 24 hours (three years?!??) without crying. I can't achieve that but I have aspirations.
  • Pisces: S T R E S S. M E. O U T. if you do not like the choice. Why did you make it. You are the controller of ur own destiny. Ily but wyd.
Relatable falsettos lyrics

- I’m bitching
- BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH
- petty, petty, petty, petty
- I think she’s very insecure,,, but so am iiiiiiiiiiiii
- ‘I was rich, he was horny’ 'we fit like a glove!’
- L O V E M E
- 'honey, why don’t you go out and play?’ 'nO’
- I worry a lot, I worry a lot, I worry a lot
- don’t ask me questions, I’m frightened of questions
- I can cry on cue
- IM BREAKING DOOOOOWN
- we’re tired
- I’m embarrassed
- 'king of the losers’ 'at eiGHTY AN HOUR’
- silly, childish jerks
- LIFES A SHAAAAAM AND EVERY MOVE IS WRONG
- hating our lives
- I despise your need for stupid conversation
- I am so D.U.M.B
- I hate the world
- I think girls are the most beautiful thing
- H O M O S E X U A L S
- this is so much crAP!
- I hate baseball I really do
- look! Look! Look! Look! Look! Its a lesbian from next door!
- IIIIIII DONT GET IT, IIIIIIIIVE BEEN LEFT BEHIND
- everyone hates his parents, don’t be ashamed. You’ll grow up, you’ll come through, you’ll have kids, and they’ll hate you too
- if I’m a bitch well I am what I am
- I’m trying to keep sane
- life,,,,,, s u c k s

determinedduality submitted:                        

“No Memma, go find Becky”

((Probably out of character but after all the nonsense with Memma and Choco happening lately I just lost control of my pencil.  This was also because I got dared to do it. 

NOT GONNA LIE, I LAUGHED FOR TEN MINUTES AND I COULDNT HELP MYSELF SO

@amazingphil: hi, dan. it’s phil, uh…rawr.
@danisnotonfire: oh whoa…it’s you. what’s up?
@amazingphil: not much. i’m glad you liked my last video.
@danisnotonfire: it was so good. wish i was that creative!
@amazingphil: bet you are. you should give it a try sometime.
@danisnotonfire: i don’t think so. it sounds like fun, but i’d suck.
@amazingphil: something tells me you wouldn’t.
@danisnotonfire: wanna hear a confession?
@amazingphil: um, definitely
@danisnotonfire: i have a huge word doc of video ideas.
@amazingphil: seriously?? that’s awesome.
@danisnotonfire: kinda pathetic when i know i’m never gonna actually make a video.
@amazingphil: never say never.
@danisnotonfire: never…oh no, i said it. now what are you going to do about it?
@amazingphil: i’ll talk you into making a video. that’s what I’m going to do about it. mark my words.
@danisnotonfire: if anyone could talk me into it, it’s probably you.
@amazingphil: :)

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LEE DAEHWI. The trainee who endured being away from his family
to chase his dream in Korea . Competed on the reality show and had to go through all
the hate and criticisms thrown at him at the beginning. He accepts all of them  
and worked harder to show his positive side and talents. It must hurt a lot to
see his rank drop and change so much yet he  never cried during his acceptance speech.
I am always amazed how he can handle all of of those alone and with maturity. He is always a 
ball of sunshine and  didn’t use his story to gain symphaty votes. 

Seeing this scene with his mother,reminds me that he is just a teenager and will always be a baby in his mother’s arms T_T.
So happy that he managed to change the public’s negative perception on him, acknowledge his
talents, finish the competition in a high rank and his mother was there to witness it ♥ 
©.

anonymous asked:

Hey, can you do 14 for Elorcan please? Thanks!

14. Pregnancy/Birth get ready bc im gonna cry!!!!!!!!!

  • Elide doesn’t want a child. She knows that she’s not going to be around as long as Lorcan will be and she knows that their child would outlast her as well. 
  • Lorcan, of course, respects her wishes and is taking a tonic.
  • But the tonic is not 100% guaranteed.
  • One day Elide realizes she is overdue for a bleeding. She consults a healer and learns that she’s a few weeks pregnant. 
  • Lorcan finds her a few hours later in their bed, her face deep in thought. As he approaches her, a new scent hits him. New, but familiar. His eyes widen. 
  • “Are you–”
    “Yes.”
  • He sits down next to her. “What do you want to do?” 
  • She looks to him with tears in her eyes. “I want to keep it,” she whispers with a small smile.
  • “Really?” She nods, sure of her decision. A grin breaks out on Lorcan’s face. He kisses her lips and slowly trails down to her stomach, pressing a kiss to her lower abdomen and whispering something. 
  • “What did you say to them?” 
  • “It’s a secret,” he whispers on her lips. That night he worships her for the goddess she is. She had never felt so beautiful. 
  • Lorcan decides a few months in that he wants to become mortal. One day he goes to a priestess and ends up going through with it. He tells Elide later that night.
  • “What?!”
  • “I want to grow old with you. I want to grow as our child grows. And when I’m a grandparent, I want to look like one.” Elide smiles with tears in her eyes. “You’re such an idiot,” she laughs softly. 
  • When it’s time to give birth, the only people in the room are the midwife, Elide, Lorcan, and Manon of course.
  • Manon coaches Elide through the whole thing while Lorcan simply holds her hand and strokes her hair. 
  • When their little girl is born, Lorcan sobs and Elide makes fun of how much of a softie he is. But when she holds their girl in her arms, she starts to cry a bit, too.
  • “What’s her name?” Manon asks.
  • “Marion,” Elide whispers. 

send me a ship and a number for headcanons!!!!!!

Conversations I had with my friend last night watching DEH
  • Before
  • Me: this is my FAVORITE musical but it makes me cry A LOT
  • Friend: you cry all the time!! I definitely won't
  • Act 1
  • Friend:
  • •that's why I never go to school libraries
  • •wait WHY DOES BROADWAY KILL ALL THE CUTE ONES
  • •WHO DOES LARRY THINK HE IS
  • •Jared is such a lovely meme I also love to hate him yah know?
  • •LOOK AT EVAN BEING A BABY BEAN
  • •BEN PLATT JUST AHHH
  • •(during Sincerely Me) this is a spiritual experience
  • •THIS IS SO GOOD
  • •little Benny you can get through that speech
  • •oh no!!! Someone give him his cards!!
  • Act 2
  • Friend:
  • •is everyone gonna hate him
  • •BE NICE TO EVAN
  • •EVERYONE NEEDS RO STOP YELLING AT EVAN IM HURTING
  • •YAY MORE CONNOR
  • •wait wait WAit waIT HE LET GO
  • •I AM BEING EMOTIONALLY STABBED
  • •OH SHIT HE TO THEM
  • •oh no buddy it's oh no he is crying so much!
  • •AHHH HE IS SINGING WAVING THROUGH A WINDOW BUT SAD CRY REMIX
  • •AW YES EV GO HUG YO MAMA
  • •LOOK AT THE GLOW UP
  • •AH THAT MONOLOGUE
  • After
  • Me: how did you like it?! Did you cry?!
  • Friend: *looks over at me with tears down her face
  • I feel like I have just been through Broadway emotional hell and it was so worth it
HANGING BY A MOMENT

His favorite things are the summers, because that’s when you return from boarding school, and his life becomes a lot more bright and a lot less dull.

cr.

“Friendship can be an excuse. A cover for when there’s something there you don’t want to admit or you’re too scared to explore.” - Gossip Girl

  Oneshot, Brother’s Bestfriend, Skinny Love, Mild Angst, Mature Themes

Word Count: 8,653

Before: Alright, so please keep in mind that this is the first oneshot I have ever written, therefore please don’t be too harsh on me. I hope I get better in time. I received two Jimin requests and decided to combine them both into one. Any who, I hope this is somewhat tolerable! I apologize in advance.




Jimin’s not sure when it began.



As he watches you dance with a very inebriated yet still somehow skillful Hoseok, who insists on being a little too touchy with you (at least in Jimin’s opinion) it’s all that seems to cross his mind.



That, and the thought of how badly he wants to remove Hoseok from the current situation and instead replace the older with himself.



You both are dancing to the slower version of one of your favorite songs, one that’s permanently etched in Jimin’s mind because of your refusal to listen to anything else but the damn song the entire summer break of last year.


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