The Fitting (Part 13)
(Secrets are getting harder to keep and Jungkook’s jealousy and insecurity are taking a toll on him.)
Warnings: 9500+ words. Oral. Intercourse. A little more realism than I think some people will be expecting.
You didn’t want him. At least not tonight.
That thought rattled through Jungkook’s mind as he sat in the back of the taxi on his way home. You had refused him because you wanted to be alone. Because you weren’t in the mood. Jungkook closed his eyes and let his head fall back against the seat while he tried to process what had just happened. You had refused him before, when you were worried about being caught by others at work, but you always made arrangements to sleep with him later. Tonight was different. Tonight you refused him, not because you were afraid of being seen, but because you simply didn’t want him.
It wasn’t supposed to be this way. Jungkook had planned this first date so carefully, making sure to take you to an out of the way neighborhood so you could relax and not worry about being seen. He picked the most expensive restaurant in that neighborhood for dinner because he wanted to show you he could appreciate the finer things, that he had money to spend on you, that he wanted to treat you like you were special. He read dozens of movie reviews before picking that stupid, boring foreign film where everyone was rambling on with lengthy speeches about god-knows-what and all the money was spent on costumes and none on special effects.
He hated those kinds of movies, but he knew you loved them and the most important thing was that you have a good time. And you really did seem to be having a good time.
Meeting your cousin had been an unexpected hiccup at the beginning of the night – but Jungkook was actually grateful for it. Although the interaction was uncomfortably awkward, meeting her meant that the relationship was one step closer to being public. One person close to you now knew your secret. Jungkook anxiously awaited the day when everyone close to the both of you knew that you were a couple.