if you don't move your hands you're not feeling it

anonymous asked:

If we're going down memory lane something else I can't get over is the TV guide shoot (purple dress). SC sitting/posing & he strokes her arm until she grabbed his hand w/ hers. There's gifs somewhere. That is a SO move. You don't do that to a platonic costar. Not even your bff. Esp when you're supposedly w/ someone else. This stands out more than Sam leaning into kiss her in the same shoot. He didn't even realize he was doing it. She also grabs his hand so naturally. It's intimate. All SC no JC.

This makes me feel things.

anonymous asked:

hello hello!! could i please request yoongi + a sweet kiss? thank you 😊💝 btw you're one of my fave writers!! i'm always so happy to see updates from you (only as long as you have time to update, though! don't overwork yourself ☺️). keep up the good work and hope you're doing well!!! ⭐️

Yoongi + 9. A Sweet Kiss

A/N: thank you!!! ahhh i can’t believe i’m one of your faves :’)

Ten hours. That was how long you’d been working on this essay. You couldn’t even tell anymore if you were hungry or if you could feel your butt.

And you were exhausted. Even moving your hands to finally close the screen of your laptop felt like a chore. You stretched and felt an ache run down your back. Rubbing it out, you stood from the chair and wondered if you had the energy to cook for yourself.

“Maybe I can make Yoongi bring me food,” you muttered to yourself and found your voice scratchy from disuse.

You called him, mostly to speak to another human being after being alone with your computer for so long and found, just as you expected, that he was still awake. “What do you want?” He asked, sounding not really annoyed but expectant.

You smiled. “How do you know me so well?”

“Just do. What do you want?” His voice was faint and you could hear the familiar sounds of him typing in the background. You didn’t have to wonder to know he was working on a song.

“Bring me food? If you aren’t busy.”

“Let me finish up here. Give me half an hour.” He hung up.

You bit your lip. You were playing with fire, you knew. Ever since you’d figured out how you felt about him you’d been pushing the boundaries between friends and partners by inviting him over late.

But so far he hadn’t taken the bait. You didn’t know if he just wasn’t attracted to you or if respected you too much to make a move, but you knew the issue wasn’t another person. The boy barely had time to spend with you, he certainly didn’t have time for someone else.

If you were bolder, maybe, you would kiss him. But that thought scared you. The idea that the second your lips touched his he pulled away and stopped speaking to you, thinking you were always going to throw yourself at him.

In the midst of your worrying, the doorbell rang.

You didn’t bother getting up from your wallowing on the couch since you’d long since given Yoongi the key to your place. The doorbell was just a formality to let you know he was there.

He stepped in, dropped his keys on your coffee table, and walked past you to the kitchen. You rolled off the couch, trailing after him. “You’re not even gonna say hi?”

He lifted his eyes from the bag he’d set on your counter and gave you an unreadable look. “Hi.”

“What’d you bring?” You asked, sliding in beside him to peek into the bag.

He tensed at the touch of your skin and you wondered. Had he always been this tense at your touch?

You ran a hand down his back and shot a quick glance at his face from the corner of your eye. He was blushing. A crazy thought swirled around in your mind. “Yoongi,” you began, before you could second-guess yourself, “do you like me?”

Yoongi’s blush deepened. “Why are you asking?”

You shrugged, trying to make yourself look as nonchalant as possible. “Because I like you.”

His head turned to look at you comically fast.

You shrugged again, feeling stiff in spite of your attempts to look as casual as he always did. “It would just be nice if you liked me too.”

His lips were on yours before you had time to think.

It was only when you were sinking into his kiss, when his lips were soft and patient on yours, that you had time to wonder how long he’d been holding that in. How long he’d waiting to put his hands on your cheeks and push his fingers into your hair and breathe you in like he was then.

You crushed your body to his and gasped at his warmth and the way he moved you back against your counter. The edge dug painfully into the small of your back but you ignored it to focus on the way his hands left your face to wander down your sides and rest at your hips.

He was first to pull away and you had to stop yourself from whining at the loss of him. “You should eat,” he murmured, turning back to the bag of food, and you could see he was fighting back a smile.

You waited for him to look at you again so he could see the glint in your eye of the plans you had in store for the rest of the night and for the rest of forever, if he’d let you. Then you beamed. “Only if you stay with me.”

paranoid-borderline-insane  asked:

Chris making you squirt for the first time while he's eating you out, and you're so embarrassed that it's all over his face so you hide behind your hands. When you look down at him after you don't feel his fingers move from inside of you, he's still looking at your cunt with the face of a small boy in a candy store, your release dripping down his face

“God, I fucking love you” he groans going back in

Moaning Monday™

THE SIGNS AS LYRICS (pt. 2)
  • Aries: You can run, but you can't hide. (True Friends - Bring Me The Horizon)
  • Taurus: Sometimes the silence guides our minds so move to a place so far away. (Sweater Weather - The Neighbourhood)
  • Gemini: I probably still adore you with your hands around my neck. (505 - Arctic Monkeys)
  • Cancer: It's like an avalanche; and I feel myself go under. (Avalanche - Bring Me The Horizon)
  • Leo: Don't threaten me with a good time. (Don't Threaten Me With a Good Time - Panic! At The Disco
  • Virgo: I'm beginning to think I imagined you all along. (Cornerstone - Arctic Monkeys)
  • Libra: Too many pretty faces catching my attention. (West Coast - The Neighbourhood)
  • Scorpio: My days end best when the sun gets itself behind.(Arabella - Arctic Monkeys)
  • Sagittarius: You're not blessed, you're cursed. (Blasphemy - Bring Me The Horizon)
  • Capricorn: I am not afraid to walk this world alone. (Famous Last Words - My Chemical Romance)
  • Aquarius: It's crazy what you do for a friend. (Daddy Issues - The Neighbourhood)
  • Pisces: I'm choking on my words, like I got a noose around my neck. (Will The Sadness Ever End - Bring Me The Horizon
The signs as Stress
  • Signs as stresses
  • Aries: Having too much on your plate at once, spreading yourself too thin because you feel like you have to accomplish all your goals and be the best you can be all the time. Cut yourself a break and realize you have your whole life ahead of you. You don't have to be 100% on track every single day, sometimes just taking a day to chill even if it puts you behind a little can be therapeutic and make you even better when you get back to the grind.
  • Taurus: Others changing plans when you had the whole day planned out, things not going the way you want. Trying to control every situation may comfort you, but you can't possibly know what's going to happen all the time. Be more open to new experiences and remember, putting yourself outside your comfort zone can help you grow.
  • Gemini: Trying to figure out what you want to do with your life, deciding what you want to do as a career or where you want to end up in life. Nobody knows who they are the moment they're born. Life is about growing and learning and trying new things. You are a work in progress and the best thing you can do for yourself is what makes you happy now, in this moment. The future will be there when you're ready.
  • Cancer: Losing people close to you because of something you have done or said, being responsible for rift in your relationship with someone. Sometimes, you mess up. You say the wrong thing. If it was your fault, own up to it and try to move on. If you had to step away from a friendship because you felt like it was detrimental then keep your head up and know you deserve to be happy too. No one knows how other will react to what we say and do, you can only do your best to realize when you've messed up or if maybe the break was better for both of you. You may feel empty now but things will get better.
  • Leo: putting your all into someone and being let down, knowing that you are giving everything but they are only half-assing the relationship. You can try until you're blue in the face to help someone else and be there for them, but they don't owe you that in return. And you owe it to yourself to be around people who respect you and appreciate what you do. Don't get mad at them. If you're not being treated the way deserve, maybe you need to let them go and see if they realize on their own exactly what you're worth.
  • Virgo: not living up expectations, having the bar set too high by others and not achieving what they thought you could. Maybe you were super smart when you were young but now high school is much more challenging. Maybe you aren't getting perfect grades in college. Maybe your job is proving more difficult than you thought and now you have to try, every day, just to be average. The only bar you have to reach is the one you set for yourself. Don't get disillusioned by the things other people think you can do. If you are having a hard time, give yourself a break, step back, and set smaller goals for yourself. Take it one step at a time and remember that you can do it, maybe you you just have to work up to the top. It doesn't mean you aren't as smart or amazing or great as you were.
  • Libra: Not standing up for yourself, realizing you've been letting others walk all over you or take advantage of you. Sometimes you have to speak your mind, and sometimes you have to just let things happen. The hardest part is deciding which battle to fight. Never fighting, however, is only going to leave you stuck in whatever place others put you, following in the footsteps of a hundred other feet and feeling sorry for yourself. You have the right to challenge ideas you don't agree with and make your own destiny, even if if means you have to walk solo for a while. You are strong enough to March to your own drum. You are just as important as those around you, don't take the backseat.
  • Scorpio: losing control of your emotions, having a huge outburst and feeling attacked by those you love. Not everyone is out to get you! It's difficult to expose your inner thoughts to other people, not only because they can use it as a weapon against you, but because you feel like you are lesser and weak when you express yourself. But, if you keep everything inside until you explode on your friends, you only have yourself to blame when they won't put up with it anymore. Let a little out at a time, you don't have to dive in the water, but at least feel if it's warm before you lose your cool and hurt other people. Make an effort to be more open and I'm sure they will appreciate even a little budge.
  • Sagittarius: being stuck, for whatever reason, somewhere you dislike, feeling trapped or held down. For financial or other reasons, you may be stuck in a small town, a city you don't like, or a dead end job that makes you miserable. Keep. Up. The Hustle. You are destined for great things, but everyone faces setbacks. Learn a new skill, like crocheting or making something to make money on the side. Make connections with people who want to move forward too, End relationships with people who try to hold you back. Take every possible hand that reaches out to you and keep strong, you will be where you want to be someday. Don't take the little things for granted and keep your mind grounded and you can find your island in the sun.
  • Capricorn: running behind schedule or being late due to others, having someone not put in their share of work. People are people, and they make mistakes. Yes, it's annoying when your feel like you're the only one in the world who has it together, but one of these days when you fall behind pace, you'll appreciate the slack. Being constantly dragged down by others, however, isn't okay and if it becomes more than a minor inconvenience, maybe you need to switch up your role and put more pressure on others to succeed. (In a helpful way)
  • Aquarius: the weight if knowing you can't change things, knowing you are only one person and you can't alter the system no matter how broken. There are so many unfair situations, like a school system that loads you with so many tests you can hardly get by, or maybe your town is facing an apathy apocalypse where it seems no one cares about the environment, poverty, the ASSHOLE GOVERNOR (OHIO!) You see the big picture and that's a precious gift. The first step to changing anything is to recognize the problem, and if you stay passionate, you can change the world.
  • Pisces: getting older, the steady progression of time with an unclear future. Time moves forward, and that can make you feel as though you're being left behind. Everyone has this clear cut path and you feel like you're floating through, no particular goal or destination, a ghost wandering purposeless. At some point, every person has this existential worry that they will get older and still have not found their place. Just have some faith that one day, you will find what you love and things will come together. Life has a funny way of working out, even if you don't know it's plan just yet. Be patient and stay aware and present. Try not to get caught up in worrying and trying to imagine a perfect future. You are important and you will find happiness.
  • Check your Sun, Moon and Mars.
Avenged Sevenfold Lyric Starters
  • Shhh... quiet. You might piss somebody off.
  • Admitting mistakes can hurt.
  • But deep inside, I'm not insane.
  • I've treated you so wrong, now let me make it right.
  • You know I make you wanna scream.
  • Please understand, I have to leave and carry on my own life.
  • I need another chance at life.
  • Must have stabbed him/her fifty fucking times.
  • We've made the wrong decision and it's easy to see.
  • Jealousy's an ugly word, but you don't seem to care.
  • No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.
  • Sometimes I don't know why we'd rather live than die.
  • Gets rid of all the pain of being a man/woman.
  • All these good ideas will tear your brain apart.
  • I'm too weird to live but much to rare to die.
  • Your integrity don't mean shit.
  • Don't ever take my side. I know you're never right.
  • Hey kid, do I have your attention?
  • Welcome to the family.
  • I can't live in here for another day.
  • Get your fucking hands off me!
  • God hates us.
  • Promise me you'll never feel afraid.
  • I know you'll find your own way when I'm not with you.
  • They say that all beauty must die, I say it just moves on.
  • I have so much to say, but you're so far away.
Random lyric sentence starters
  • "This thing's bound to break."
  • "Why don't you make yourself available?"
  • "You said you want me, but you want me to leave."
  • "After it all, it's still repairable."
  • "I need to feel something, cause I'm still so far from home."
  • "Promise me you'll never leave my side."
  • "You can drag me through Hell if it meant I could hold your hand."
  • "If I fell in love with you would you understand me, dear?"
  • "Love is weird."
  • "I really can't believe I lost myself again."
  • "I wrote a song about your eyes."
  • "Ate a slice of cherry pie and I cried all night."
  • "I miss those blue eyes."
  • "I miss everything about you."
  • "I can't believe it, I still want you after all the things we've been through."
  • "I never should have walked away."
  • "I never told you what I should have said."
  • "Hope when the crowd screams out, they're screaming your name."
  • "Hope if everybody runs, you choose to stay."
  • "Hope that you fall in love, and it hurts so bad."
  • "The only way you can know is give it all you have."
  • "I did it all."
  • "I owned every second that this world could give."
  • "I swear I lived."
  • "I'm breaking my back just to know your name."
  • "Somebody told me you had a boyfriend."
  • "I've got potential."
  • "I'm leaving without you."
  • "You seem quite nice for a girl with good looks."
  • "I bet I'm not number one on your list to kiss."
  • "You seem quite shy, but you’re so cute."
  • "Just take a chance, try to hold my hand."
  • "Honey, why are you crying? Is everything okay?"
  • "My girl's in the next room... sometimes I wish she was you."
  • "I guess we never really moved on."
  • "It's really good to hear your voice saying my name."
  • "You make it hard to be faithful."
  • "Does he know you're talking to me? Will it start a fight?"
  • "She wears red when she's feeling hot."
  • "I don't know what she sees in me."
  • "She makes me feel like shit, but I can't get over it."
  • "She's everything I ask for and just a little bit more."
  • "She loves music but she hates my band."
  • "She's not big on holding hands, but that's alright 'cause I still got her."
  • "She keeps up on current affairs and Prada is what she wears."
  • "I'm freaking out because I'm just so lucky."
  • "How could I be so wrong?"
  • "What, did you forget or something?"
  • "Call me up, 'cause you know that I'll be there."
  • "This is so messed up, but that doesn't mean I don't care."
  • "You loved me last night, but what about today?"
  • "You keep saying that we were meant to be; well it must be the alcohol."
  • "Wait, why are you kissing me? I thought you need some time alone."
  • "You tried to punch the waitress, let's get out of here."
  • "I think I like you, and I think you like me too."
  • "Dreaming comes so easily, 'cause it's all that I've known."
  • "True love is a fairy tale."
  • "I'm scared and I'm alone."
  • "I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say."
  • "Will anyone get close to me?"
  • "I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know."
  • "I can't imagine all the people that you know and the places that you go."
  • "I'm slipping in between you and your big dreams."
  • "Dammit, you're so young."
  • "If I hurt you then I'm sorry, please don't think that this was easy."
  • "Doesn't she look good, standing in her underwear?"
  • "I think you can do much better than me."
  • "I told myself I won't miss you, but I remember what it feels like beside you."
  • "I really miss your hair in my face and the way your innocence tastes."
  • "I found those pictures I took that you were looking for."
  • "If there's one memory I don't want to lose? That time at the mall, you and me in the dressing room."
  • "Wish I never would've said it's over."
  • "I won't think about you when I'm older."
  • "We never really had our closure."
  • "For tonight, I'll stay here with you."
  • "I could've treated you better."
  • "I'm glad I didn't die before I met you."
  • "I could go anywhere with you and I'd probably be happy."
  • "I mean, I really think you like me."
369. Tour bus cuddles
  • Louis: You're already partially asleep on the couch when he enters the bus, utterly tired and drained from the concert he just put on. Usually you'd watch from backstage or the sound booth, but you had a massive headache and thought it would be better to just lie down. Louis smiles at you before lifting you up and walking to the bunks where he places you in gently and gets in besides you. His arms wrap around you waist and pull you in close. "It wasn't the same without you out there" He whispered as you dosed off. Him following closely behind.
  • Liam: Curse words shouted from the main part of the bus can be heard from the confinement of Liam's bunk. The boys playing some video game out there and it seemed to be getting competitive. The small space is tricky to move in, but you and Liam got the hang of it quickly. You lie on top of his stomach, your face pressed against his chest, His hands play with your hair while he hums the words of a new song he's been working on. Every now and then you could feel his stare while flipping through a book or going through you phone, but you don't mind. Liam's trying to savior the way you look for when you're not there. He tries to remember how you feel lying with him. He does this because you remind him of home. and that's what he misses most.
  • Niall: You sit in between his legs as he continues to beat Louis in a game of FIFA. You finger is constantly scrolling through your twitter app, answering questions or reading what your friends back home are up to. Louis moans as Niall scores against him once again and you look up to see him fling his remote across the room. "I'm done with this bullshit" He mutters as he stalks to the back of the bus, probably to whine to another boy on how he lost. Niall shifts a little and rests his head on your shoulder as you continue to type. His hot breath hits your neck and you close your eyes, feeling the goose bumps hit your skin. "How's my princess doing?" He mumbles into your ear before placing a kiss on your neck. "I missed you" He adds. and he means it. Tour bus bunks and pillows aren't the same as being able to hold his girl.
  • Harry: He's crying and its a silent cry because he doesn't want to wake the other boys. You're straddled in his lap your arms holding him so tightly to your chest as he sobs. He's home sick. Most people wouldn't associate Harry with homesickness because even when they have off, he's not home. But when you finally did come to visit and you explained everything happening back home, he realizes how much he actually misses it. He misses seeing his grumpy next door neighbor and he misses being able to text his mom and receive a message back with in seconds. He misses food shopping and making fun of you doing school work. He'll never admit it but he hates being on the road as much as he is because while he does that, all of his friends and family are doing other things. So you hold him while he lets go of the pain.
  • Zayn: Only happen when he's sleeping. He's so accustomed to sleeping next to you that not having you around has resulted in purchasing a pillow from him to cuddle. It's not the same. It doesn't move in the middle of the night and there isn't the slow, soft sound of breathing coming from it. When you're with him on the bus, he holds you so tightly because he misses having you with him. The pillow doesn't have the same affect as you do. and he's never admit it, but he sleeps a whole lot better when you're with him.the how he usually does. He feels a whole lot better as well. So he begs for a longer stay when you visit, just because you make him feel better and he truly misses just being with you.
  • Requested. ~AlliXx
  • Teen Wolf logic, ladies and gentlemen.
  • Lydia: Stiles? Stilinski? We're just friends.
  • Lydia: * is connected to Stiles on a level no one can reach *
  • Lydia: What was that Stiles, did you just wince? I saw you wince... it wasn't your elbow, it was your shoulder, are you okay??? You should stay home.
  • Lydia: * kisses Stiles to calm him down *
  • Lydia: * blames herself for leading everyone into the wrong place while looking for Stiles so much that she begins to suppress her powers *
  • Lydia: * cheers for him during the game *
  • Lydia: * comes to him when she needs someone to talk to *
  • Lydia: * holds him up when he's too weak to walk, stays with him even though she knows she is needed on the battlefield *
  • Lydia: * makes a deal with the man she hates, the man who had abused her mentally and physically and nearly killed her behind Scott's back to help Stiles *
  • Lydia: * has to close her eyes and breathe in, take a moment to let relief flow through her whenever Stiles ends up hurt and it turns out he's going to be okay *
  • Lydia: Stiles, you're the one who always figures it out.
  • Lydia: * solves all the mysteries with him, holds his hand in hers *
  • Lydia: * smiles at him like he is her entire universe *
  • Lydia: We're just friends.
  • Stiles: Look at me, happy with my new girlfriend, yay! Moving on.
  • Stiles: * stares at Lydia like she is his sun *
  • Stiles: I'm right beside you, Lydia, but let me just put my hand on your back to make sure I don't lose you and you're still here, beside me, I just need to feel that
  • Stiles: WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU'RE GOING TO EICHEN WITHOUT ME
  • Stiles: * pushes his trauma aside and gets into the Echo House with Lydia despite the fact that the nogitsune put him through hell there / despite the fact that she's going in with a true freaking alpha and a kitsune who can protect her, and he's just human *
  • Stiles: * slow mo, faded voices, teary eyes, paralyzed mind and body completely frozen in fear when he sees her bleeding on the floor *
  • Stiles: * is the first and the only one mama McCall approaches with information on Lydia's condition, even though the whole pack is there *
  • Stiles: * has his best friend and his best friend's girlfriend talking about him still having feelings for Lydia *
  • Stiles: * glares at a guy checking Lydia out *
  • Stiles: * holds Lydia close and doesn't let go to make sure she's safe *
  • Stiles: * gets furious like never before when Lydia is being threatened, BREAKS FUCKING FREE and is ready to throw himself at Brunski despite always being portayed as physically weak and clumsy *
  • Stiles: Lydia please be careful, okay? I can't lose you.
  • Stiles: * looks up at Lydia through the mirror in his car when his girlfriend tells him she'd never leave without him *
  • Stiles: You see? I'm a new man. Totally over Lydia.
Horoscope for April 20th, 2016
  • Aries: Take advantage of the lighthearted, flighty feeling of the day instead of getting annoyed by it. You can't hide in your bedroom forever. Well, you could, but you'd end up wasting away and no one would even notice. This is a good day to get out and have fun with friends. Make wishes for people instead of cursing them. Make connections. Remember to laugh as often as possible.
  • Taurus: The more you talk to people, the more successful you'll be. Everyone is a valuable resource, so tap in to this boundless well. Your agility with words and facts is impressive, so use it to your advantage. Friends are a source of great joy, and this is a wonderful time to be with them. For the most part, it doesn't matter what you're doing. The person you're with is what is important.
  • Gemini: Be careful of people who talk a great deal and promise the world but have a difficult time delivering the goods. You might get trapped today if you rely on people who simply don't come through the way they said they would. Feel free to engage in social activities with partners, but don't sign any major business deals with them at this time.
  • Cancer: Your positive strength is especially noticeable today. You may find that you're radiating gloriously to the people around you. This is due to your polite, gentle, and peaceful nature. You're the jewel that isn't always noticed or appreciated as much as it should be. More than likely, you leave it up to others to make the first move. Consider being the instigator today. The world is in your hands.
  • Leo: Instead of digging deep into the barrel looking only for the misshapen, bruised, and rotten apples, concentrate on bringing up the shiny, bright red ones. This way you'll bring laughter and smiles to the company around you rather than miserable frowns. Whatever you bring to the surface will be distributed far and wide, so make sure you reach for the good times instead of the sour ones.
  • Virgo: Today there are many areas in which you can shine. You need only be yourself to win over the hearts of others. There is a graciousness to your manner that draws people close to you, whether or not you've ever noticed it before. Realize this, and know that it isn't a fluke. You need not take much action. It will come to you.
  • Libra: If you're feeling needy today, you might consider seeking counsel from others. Close partners might make light of the situation, so if you're looking for deep metaphysical advice, you might want to look elsewhere. Most of all, pamper yourself with some relaxing downtime. This day is well suited for playing board games, watching a movie, or reading the latest edition of your favorite magazine.
  • Scorpio: Get out in the fresh air today in whatever way suits your fancy. It's important to exercise your body with some brisk physical activity, or at least refresh your spirit with a ride in a convertible. This is a terrific time for you. You feel alive and joyous about your life. Join with others to recognize all that you have, and give thanks for your meal tonight.
  • Sagittarius: Making decisions today is apt to be nearly impossible for you. That's why you should leave them up to someone else. Walk with your partner so you don't have to really think about where you're going. Your job is to focus on the emotional side of things and make it safe for everyone to dream. Your loving, caring nature is a valuable commodity these days. Protect and cherish this gift.
  • Capricorn: This is going to be one of those days when you get annoyed if someone takes too long to make up his or her mind about something. You aren't going to have the patience to abide anyone who continues to go over every single detail of an issue. You're more likely to want to simply make a decision, for better or worse.
  • Aquarius: Use the power of words as an artistic medium to express yourself. You have a magic way with words that often goes unrecognized. Your sensual nature is poetic. You shouldn't deprive others of this talent, so show it off to the world. Perhaps you're moved to write a love poem to a partner who means a great deal to you. As trite as this may sound, it's actually very romantic.
  • Pisces: Whatever you're working on at this time can be expanded tremendously with the help of a partner, especially a creative project or written work. Watch as one seed of an idea blossoms into a whole field of creativity. There is more than meets the eye as you find yourself soaring higher and higher. Remember that you're only restricted by your own imagination, so dream big.
Your First Kiss
  • Ashton: "What?" Ashton laughs. "What do you mean you've never kissed anyone?" You hang your head down as you feel your cheeks start to flush. "I just, I've never met anyone who I wanted to kiss who also wanted to kiss me," you reply. "Why do you say it like that?" Ashton shakes his head and pulls you a little closer by your waist. "I mean, you're a cool, pretty girl. It's hard to believe you've made it this far in your life and haven't been kissed," he explains. You shrug and he smiles at you. "Do you want to kiss me?" he asks you. You bite your lip as you consider his question. Do you want to kiss him? You just met him tonight at this party, meaning kissing him won't be special. But do you really want your first kiss to be special? "Maybe," you reply coyly. Ashton smirks before cupping one side of your face in his hand and leaning in slowly. His lips hover over yours, waiting for you to make a move. You're suddenly aware of just how nervous you are about how bad of a kisser you're about to be, but before you can fully process, his lips press against yours. They're slightly chapped and feel foreign against your own. You don't know what you're supposed to do, so you press your lips slightly back against his. You don't know what to do when you feel his tongue slide across your lips, so you pull away. Ashton sighs and pulls you into his chest for a moment before letting you go. "Do you want to head back to the party now?" he asks. "Yeah, let's do that," you mumble before letting him lead the way back to the party.
  • Calum: "So, what have I missed while I've been away?" Calum asks you as you rinse off your lunch plates in the sink. "Nothing much really. Same old, same old," you reply. "Any boys on the (Y/N) horizon?" he jokes. You shake your head as you shut off the sink, "Nope. Still haven't even been kissed yet." Calum chuckles and says, "You need to get that whole 'never been kissed' thing fixed, old friend." You glare at him as you turn to face him, drying your plates as you speak to him, "I know that, but it's not like anyone actually wants to be my first kiss, Calum. I'm not thirteen. Everyone my age has had sex by now. No one wants anything to do with the girl that hasn't even been kissed." Calum shrugs and says, "I mean, if you want, I'll be your first kiss. You can make all of your mistakes on me and I'll laugh at you for them, but I won't tell anyone." You ponder his proposal while you put your now dry dishes in the cupboard. You turn to him after you finish and say, "Okay, Calum. Kiss me." Calum chuckles before walking over to you, taking your face in his hands, and kissing you. You have no idea what you're doing, but manage to press back on his lips with yours. Calum moves his head to adjust the angle and mumbles, "Open your fucking mouth, (Y/N). We aren't thirteen." You do as he asks and his tongue slides between your lips. The feeling is strange and abnormal. You have no idea what to do as his tongue slides over yours, so you clumsily slide your tongue across his in reply. He pulls away slowly and says, "Well, you sucked at that." You roll your eyes and say, "Yeah, I figured that out on my own." Calum laughs and says, "Want some more practice or are you giving up?" You sigh and say, "I doubt I'll figure it out, but let's give it a shot."
  • Luke: You stuff your hands into the pockets of your jacket as you walk down the sidewalk next to Luke. You lean slightly into him as the wind blows, making you painfully aware of your poor decision not to bring a jacket. Luke puts his arm around you to pull you closer and blocks you from the wind as much as possible. "We're almost there," Luke tells you. You nod and press yourself impossibly tighter against him. When you finally reach the movie theater, you're practically freezing. Luke keeps you close as he pays for your tickets to warm you up. By the time you two sit down in your seats, you're warm, but Luke hasn't let go. His hand slowly strokes your arm as the movie begins. You focus on the movie, but Luke's only looking at you. He takes his free hand and gently pulls your face toward his. When his lips are millimeters from yours, you turn your head in a moment of panic. "Oh, okay then," Luke mumbles. "I read this wrong then." You stutter through an answer, "No, it's not that. I like you, Luke. I've just- it's so stupid- but I've never been kissed before." Luke chuckles and says, "Well, let me kiss you and I'll take care of that." Before you realize it, his lips are on yours. You hesitantly press back, attempting to match the pressure he's using. He cups your face in his hand as he slides his tongue between your relaxed lips. You slowly open your mouth, following his lead. You're not sure how this is supposed to feel or exactly what you're supposed to be doing. Luke clearly knows what he wants, but you're clueless. When he pulls away he says, "For your first time, you didn't do too badly." You blush and stare down at your lap. Luke chuckles and tilts your face up toward his. "Can I do that again?" he asks. You nod and his mouth finds yours again.
  • Michael: This isn't the first time you've hung out with Michael, but it is the first time he's ever flirted with you. The party is loud and chaotic, so no one, not even your overprotective friends, are paying attention to you talking to the boy who looks like a bad decision and sounds like sweet dreams. "Oh, come on, how have you never left the country?" he asks you before finishing off his second beer in front of you. He's definitely had more than that tonight though. "Well, not all of us are in world famous bands, Michael," you reply. He shrugs and grabs another beer off the table behind him before turning his attention back to you. "You should head to Australia sometime. I'll show you around," he smirks before throwing you a wink. You blush under his gaze and he shakes his head softly. "What?" you ask him. He shrugs and says, "Nothing. You're just cute. That's all." You tuck your hair nervously behind your ear as you glance at your shoes. You mumble a thank you that he doesn't catch over the loud music. Suddenly, you feel his hand slide under your jaw to cup your face, tilting it up toward him. He leans down without a warning and presses his lips against yours. He tastes like the beer you've been avoiding all night and you're surrounded by people. You instantly pull away. His hand immediately drops to your hip to pull you in to him. "What's wrong?" he asks in your ear. "I've never done this before," you reply. "Done what?" he mutters before kissing your neck softly. "Kiss anyone," you admit. "No shit, really?" Michael asks as he pulls back. He's surprised when you nod. "Well, then, that changes things then," he mutters. "Uh, Calum needs me. I'll be back in a bit, okay?" You don't see him again that night.
  • A/N: An anon requested this: Hi could you please do a preference where you've never been kissed/ they teach you how to kiss? Xx. None of these first kisses were magical. Because first kisses aren't magical. Ever. No matter what many teen novels tell you they are. Mine certainly wasn't. - Kate
Horoscope for May 7th, 2016
  • Aries: Things could be moving more quickly than makes you comfortable right now. You may feel as if your own needs and agenda are getting lost in the fury bubbling around you. The secret key to add to your toolbox is the ability to go with the flow. It's crucial to be adaptable and roll with the punches rather than be victimized by them. Use the lightning-quick energy at hand to mobilize your efforts.
  • Taurus: Your physical strength is topnotch. Now is a terrific time to join a sports team or start a company soccer program. Others will respect your leadership abilities. Your glow as a self-confident, constructive being is radiating positive energy. This combination of forces is extremely powerful. You have the opportunity to be wonderfully productive at this time. Work and play are likely to present you with exciting opportunities for advancement.
  • Gemini: You may feel indecisive, insecure, and stuck in the middle of a difficult situation. Your energy could be drawn in one direction while your self-confidence is pulled in another. This dilemma has to do with your inability to integrate different aspects of your life that you try to keep separate. Try to look at things in terms of the whole. Notice how your actions in one part of your life have a ripple effect everywhere else.
  • Cancer: Communication with others should be very effective, and your social calendar will be full. You're feeling good about yourself, thanks to a boost in confidence that reminds you that you can do anything. You have the ability to juggle many things at once and the physical endurance to keep up a quick pace. Even though you may tend to be rather lazy, you might get a sudden inspiration to join a gym or sports team.
  • Leo: Relating to people may be difficult for you, since you get the feeling that others don't see things as deeply or emotionally as you. Perhaps you feel everyone is shallow, making them luckier in one sense yet deprived in another. Try not to focus on others so much. Just concentrate on you. Don't take yourself so seriously. Adopt a more lighthearted approach to life.
  • Virgo: You have a great deal of physical energy. At times, you may feel as if you have an endless wellspring of power. You're at a climactic point in your yearly cycle, when things are coming to a dramatic apex. Difficulties that pertain to this climax are likely to make you act out in an aggressive manner if things don't go your way. Find a constructive outlet for all this physical energy.
  • Libra: Finding the comfort point may be difficult for you. You might feel as if you aren't connecting with your ideals or goals. Even though you try to put things into motion, they don't really pan out the way you'd like. There's a difficult energy making you feel like you need to join one camp or the other to feel accepted. The problem is that neither side looks appealing. Feel free to start your own camp.
  • Scorpio: Your upbeat, lively nature is fueled by the fast-paced energy at hand. You have a great deal of physical strength available to you, and you can make tremendous strides in your yearly goals with very minimal effort. Take advantage of this time by focusing on your own needs. There is a great deal of support in place that will help you accomplish whatever your goals may be. Go for it.
  • Sagittarius: Your indecisiveness may plague you. This is one of those times when you feel as if one second of hesitation will cost you dearly. Yet you take a while to process and internalize things before you're ready to act on them. Others may act and speak before they think. Don't get upset at yourself for handling things the way you do. More than anything, it's your lack of self-confidence that's holding you back.
  • Capricorn: You're now in a terrific position to make a significant move in your life. With a great deal of physical energy coupled with incredibly high self-esteem, you have what it takes to make a major push toward larger goals. There's opportunity coming at you from all angles, and the energy at hand is fast and furious. Your strong, courageous nature is ripe for hopping aboard when that train comes zooming by.
  • Aquarius: You might feel as if you can't access your physical energy now. You may experience frustration when you try to engage in a sport. You don't feel as if things are clicking into place as easily as they should. This feeling is taking a toll on your sense of self. Don't get down on yourself for feeling this way. Accept the fact that there are good times and not so good times for doing certain things.
  • Pisces: Your physical vitality should be quite strong, and you're encouraged by greater self-confidence. At the same time, however, someone seems to be trying to ruffle your feathers by being selfish and disrespectful of your space. This is likely to lead to conflict that you don't need. The good news is that it's likely to open you up to a different perspective, one that can ultimately be useful in understanding the situation.
Valentine's Day
  • Ashton: You reread your text from Ash, making sure you didn't miss anything. He told you that he'd planned out everything for Valentine's Day and you weren't going to be the person to mess up his plans. You knock on his front door, shivering slightly thanks to the combination of a cold breeze and his favorite dress on you. He opens the door and smiles when he sees you. "Happy Valentine's Day," you say, offering him the small present you got him. "Babe, you didn't have to get me anything," he starts to say, but you roll your eyes and grab his face, pulling him down for a kiss. "You're my boyfriend and it's Valentine's Day. Of course I got you something," I explain. "Now, open it before I ruin your beautifully planned evening." He laughs and pulls you inside, shutting the door before tearing open his gift. "Babe, these are sick!" he says as he pulls out the custom carved drumsticks you got him. You even carved your name into them so he'd remember you on tour. "I love them and you." He gives you a long, deep kiss, one of his hands gently cupping your face. "You're just so- ah, man I'm lucky. I'm so lucky," he says, making you blush. "Okay, right, dinner. I cooked, so I hope its alright. My mum helped because I'm terrible." Turns out, it was actually pretty great. He claims it was all his mom's doing. "Part two," he tells you, standing up from his table. He offers you his coat from the back of his chair before throwing on a jacket himself. You slide into his large coat. You barely get it on before he drags you outside to a blanket set up in his yard. "It's a beautiful night, so I thought we could be super cheesy and stare at the stars," he explains as you lay down on the blanket. "Ashton Irwin, you are the cheesiest boyfriend in the entire world," you laugh, "and I love you so much for it." He pulls you closer to him so he can kiss you again. "I love you more than you know," he mumbles against your lips. "Happy Valentine's Day, babe."
  • Calum: You bite your lip as you reread the long, sappy text your boyfriend sent you, apologizing for not being able to be with you on Valentine's Day as he made sure you know how much he loves you. You hear a knock on the door and groan before getting up to answer it. You open it slowly to find Calum on your front step, a red rose in his mouth and a gift in his hands. "Calum!" you scream before running straight into arms. He grunts at the sudden impact as all the air leaves his lungs. "Sorry," you mumble. "It's okay," he chuckles. "Never apologize for hugs." You giggle and tuck yourself impossibly tighter into his chest. "Hugs are great, you know, but I'd really like a kiss now," Calum tells you. "Then I want to see you open this." You smile as you lift your head from his chest. You rock up on your toes so he doesn't have to lean down so far. His kiss his sweet and gentle tonight, something you're not entirely used to. "That was different," you tell him. He laughs before he kisses your forehead. "You want something different?" he asks. "No, I liked that," you say. "I like gentle." He sighs and says, "You should've told me that months ago." You shrug, "Didn't seem like your thing." He kisses your forehead again and says, "If you like gentle, gentle it is from here on out. Doesn't matter to me, babe. If you like gentle, I can do that and I will do that. Hit me or something if I forget." You smile as you tuck your face into his chest, knowing just how lucky you are to have Calum in your life. "Now, I'm cool with the sweatpants, but I doubt the restaurant will be," Calum tells you. "Restaurant?" you ask. "Uh huh. I'm spoiling you tonight and there's nothing you can do about it," he says. "Oh, can you wear the red dress? That's my favorite," he adds on. "Sure, Calum," you laugh before pressing your lips to his again. "Happy Valentine's Day," you mumble against his mouth. "Happy Valentine's Day to you too," he replies.
  • Luke: You wake up to familiar feelings of a pair of lips on your jaw, a cold strip of metal breaking the warmth of those lips. You smile as you open you eyes, mumbling his name and a good morning. "Morning," he says against your skin. "Happy Valentine's Day." You reach over, threading a hand into his hair. "Happy Valentine's Day to you too, Hemmings," you mutter, pulling on his hair so his lips hover over your. You press your lips to his firmly. One of his large hands rests on your hip as he deepens the kiss. You pull away smiling. "Nope. Not this morning," you tell him. He groans and tucks his head into your neck. "Our first Valentine's Day married and I get nothing?" he jokes. "I'm the greatest gift you're ever going to get. Deal with it," you reply. "Speaking of gift, what are you plans for today?" He slides his hand under your t-shirt and moves his hand in soft circles on your skin. "I just want to do a quiet Valentine's Day here at home with you. I feel like I don't spend enough time just loving you," he admits, pressing a soft kiss to your collarbone. "You are literally perfect," I sigh, making him laugh against my skin. "A quiet Valentine's Day alone it is," you say. "Do you want to make breakfast with me today?" He presses a few kisses to your neck and says, "Whatever you want to do today, I'll do it. It's all about you, honey." You laugh and thread your hand through his messy hair. "You're wearing my shirt," he sing-songs into the crook of neck. "You know what that does to me, babe." You laugh again and say, "Believe me. I know. I am married to you. Now, get up so we can make breakfast." After some convincing, you manage to get him up and get him to help you make breakfast. The day consists of cuddling, stupid movies, and lazy kisses. When you curl up into his arms that night, you say, "I forgot to give you my present." Luke laughs and says, "What more could I possibly get? I already have you." You bite your lip before reaching over him into the bedside table and pull out a pair of baby booties. You hand them to him and his jaw goes slack. He looks at you and says, "You're pregnant?" You nod nervously. He immediately melts your nerves away with a deep kiss. "I didn't think I could fall more in love with you," he says softly after pulling away. "This is the best Valentine's Day of my life."
  • Michael: You wake up to a text from Michael that tells you to come over in your pajamas with no makeup. You do exactly as he asks, but you're unsure why he's being so specific. You get to his house and he answers the door, still half asleep with a lazy smile on his face. "There's my gorgeous girl," he says, making you blush. "Don't have to try to find you under all that makeup today." You roll your eyes as you step inside, your hands already on the back of his neck, connecting your lips with his. His lips are firm against yours despite his tired appearance, still making your toes tingle with his lazy morning kiss. "Staying in today?" you asked hopefully. "Of course," he laughed. "You and I both hate going out. Why go out on the day that's supposed to be all about love and relationships when it doesn't match our relationship?" You wrap your arms around his waist and says, "Happy Valentine's Day, Mikey." He wraps an arm around your shoulders as he echoes your words. "Video games?" you ask him. "Man, I love you," he sighs. "Yeah, you pick." Half to his surprise and half to his pleasure, you put in Mario Kart. You sit own on his lap, remote in your hands. He tucks you into his chest, his arms coming around you so he can play. "Ready to lose?" you ask him. "Loser makes lunch," he says. "You can't cook!" you exclaim. "Then it's fine because you're going to lose," he chuckles, kissing your temple briefly before starting the race. Much to your chagrin, he beats you by quite a significant amount of points, meaning you're the chef of the day. "Mikey," you whine, "can we order Chinese food or pizza instead?" He sighs and rests his chin on your shoulder. "Do you want to do that instead?" he asks. You nod and he complies, making you smile. When he gets up to order pizza, you can't help but tweet: "@Michael5SOS kicked my butt in Mario Kart, but he's still the one ordering pizza. #mybfisbetterthanyours #thisishowispendvalentinesday #loveyamikey"