if you don't like this song you don't deserve to live

Stuff My Mom Has Told Me During Hamilton (Act 2)
  • What'd I Miss: "Where'd his accent go?"
  • "That's Thomas Jefferson mom."
  • "No that's Lafayette."
  • "Same actor. Different character."
  • Cabinet Battle #1: "Why can't the debates be like this?"
  • Take A Break: "....where the fuck is Peggy?!"
  • Say No To This: "That God damn note what in the shit?!"
  • The Room Where It Happens: "So is Burr like, the person who tries too hard to be cool? Also there was three so what does he mean he arranged the seating?"
  • Schuyler Defeated: "Why do half these songs start the same?"
  • Cabinet Battle #2: "Fourth wall break!"
  • "What?"
  • "They mentioned Lafeyette! Fourth wall break!"
  • "Mom, same actor, different character. Lafayette and Thomas knew each other."
  • "Not important."
  • Washington On Your Side: "I've never been so ready to drop kick someone."
  • *Casually scoots away*
  • One Last Time: "Alex has such daddy issues..."
  • I Know Him: "I had actually forgotten about the King..."
  • "How?"
  • "I don't know! I thought he died!"
  • The Adams Administration: "This song is so short."
  • "It's not the full bit."
  • "What?"
  • *plays full one*
  • "Alex has a lot of anger issues."
  • We Know: "Wait - why do Jefferson and Alex hate each other so much? Is that sexual tension?"
  • "Mom..."
  • Hurricane: "You know I was in a hurricane once..."
  • The Reynolds Pamphlet: "Wait why do the three sound shocked? They already knew! They read it as if they hadn't!"
  • Burn: "Hello tears I forgot about you..."
  • Blow Us All Away: "I forgot they had kids...wait wasn't he just nine?"
  • Stay Alive (Reprise): "My God...you ever try and take a gun to fight someone and I may just kill you."
  • "That is /not/ the point of this song."
  • It's Quiet Uptown: *she just refuses to stop hugging me*
  • "Mom...please..."
  • "Shhh let me show my love..."
  • "Mom your tears are in my hair!"
  • The Election Of 1800: "What the shit?! Stop having depressing songs then a fun one!"
  • "Please let go of me..."
  • Your Obedient Servant: "This is so passive aggressive..."
  • Best Of Wives And Best Of Women: "This sounds so cute but...it's so sad?"
  • "Have you learned nothing throughout this?"
  • "...I want to hate it. I can't."
  • The World Was Wide Enough: "He...does know when people get older they need glasses right? Glasses don't mean murder. Otherwise you and your four eyes would be killing every day!"
  • Who Lives, Who Dies, Who Tells Your Story: "That's Washington! I recognize that voice! It's so deep and sexy!"
  • "Mom this is an emotional song."
  • "I know! That voice deserves more action!"
  • "Mom..."
pjo/hoo characters as things my friends and i have said (redux)
  • percy : *starts pouring outside while we're on the bus* "welp guess i'm swimming home guys !!!"
  • annabeth : "i'm pretty sure i passed that final with a solid f."
  • grover : "who the fuck let us go outside."
  • thalia : "fUCK yEAH DUDE iTS rAiNiNG !!!"
  • clarrise : *in response to a fuckboi* "kill him ??!"
  • drew : "people are so lucky i don't dress nice bc if I did all their mans would be sNATCHED."
  • jason : "hey, just because I've had 5 concussions doesn't mean I can't live and prosper like the rest of y'all."
  • piper : "hey-hey-" *starts singing* "sHut tHE fUCK uP !!!"
  • leo : *in response to being asked why they don't watch movies* "bro idk but ya know what i'm looking forward to ??? cARS THREE BOIII!"
  • hazel : "cinnamon bun or sinnamon bun." "shut the fuck up." *finger guns* "alrighttttt."
  • frank : "omg narwhals r real ???"
  • reyna : "just say ur gay and he'll prob leave you alone." "omg u right."
  • nico : *drops bag in the locker room* *in a sing song voice* "i'm ready to fuCKn enD iT."
  • will : *in response to a cut* "just patch that shit up with like tape or some shit and u be alright boi."
  • connor : "u know what, we're gonna steal a fukin polar bear."
  • travis : "do y'all wanna help us steal a polar bear ??? we gon take selfie with it."
  • rachel : *me drawing* "is my emo trash playlist playing bc if not i'm not gonna get shit done."
  • tyson : "excuse you i'm a child of fucking god don't touch me."
  • luke : "imagine like, if i were like, ya know dead." "do you want to be i can help with that."
  • bianca : "you all are shitty friends i deserve better." "fUCK U WE THE BEST U GOT HOE."
  • ethan : "emotionally numb ? cHECKMATE."
  • beckendorf : *me fixing a car in auto collision, and getting something right* "fuckING YAHTZEE."
  • silena : "i'm too pretty for this mo'fuckin buffoonery."
  • apollo : "i can't believe i'm trapped with all you assholes for the next four years. i'm literally better than all of you."
  • meg : "gimme ur apple i wanna find a worm."
  • calypso : "i fall in love so easily like ew what the fuck is wrong with me."
The Addams Family Musical Songs [Broadway Version]
  • When You're an Addams: screw societal norms this is Halloween motherfuckers
  • Pulled: What's demiromantic?
  • Where Did We Go Wrong: Wednesday? Something's not right. The corners of your mouth are pointing up. Maybe you're running a fever.
  • One Normal Night: Just for the love of everything holy PLEASE don't show off the pet lion and man-eating plants
  • Morticia: I haven't talked about how much I love my wife in the last five minutes, anyway she's beautiful and amazing and I'd literally rather die than see her unhappy
  • What If: Friendly Sibling Rivalry taken to the upmost extreme
  • Full Disclosure: Wednesday remember what you said about pretending to be normal well fuck that
  • Waiting: posts a bunch of personal shit then deletes it next morning
  • Full Disclosure - Part 2: doo doo do-do-do
  • Just Around the Corner: Morticia don't joke about that kind of stuff
  • The Moon and Me: that's rough buddy
  • Happy/Sad: Wait this is Addams Family I'm not supposed to be crying
  • Crazier Than You: I have worse self-preservation instincts than you I'll prove it
  • Let's Not Talk about Anything Else but Love: Avoiding the Question? Son you're in the Addams House we talk about our problems here
  • In the Arms: I'm like 90% sure someone was high when they wrote this but idk they did a good job
  • Live Before We Die: Nice but we deserve like 800x more Morticia/Gomez songs get to it
  • Move Toward the Darkness: So I guess all's well that ends well. Also Fester's on the moon now.
÷ Sentence Starters
  • "I was born inside a small town."
  • "Friends and family filled with envy when they should be filled with pride."
  • "And when the world's against me, is when I really come alive."
  • "I need to get in the right mind and clear myself up."
  • "I look in the mirror, questioning what I've become."
  • "I'm well aware of certain things that can destroy a man like me."
  • "I am happy on my own so here I'll stay."
  • "I used to think that nothing could be better than touring the world with my songs."
  • "I chased the picture perfect life, I think they painted it wrong."
  • "I think that money is the route of all evil, and fame is hell."
  • "Ain't nobody want to see you down in the dumps."
  • "You're living your dream and this should be fun."
  • "I beg you don't be disappointed with the man I've become."
  • "I guess you know I've been away."
  • "Where I'm heading, who knows?"
  • "My heart will stay the same."
  • "I was younger then."
  • "I found my heart and broke it here."
  • "I can't wait to go home."
  • "I miss the way you make me feel."
  • "We watched the sunset over the castle on the hill."
  • "Had my first kiss on a Friday night... I don't reckon I did it right."
  • "Maybe I came on too strong."
  • "Maybe I waited too long."
  • "Maybe I played my cards wrong."
  • "Baby I apologise for it."
  • "I've been known to give my all."
  • "Don't call me baby unless you mean it."
  • "Don't tell me you need me if you don't believe it."
  • "So let me know the truth before I dive right into you."
  • "You're a mystery."
  • "I have traveled the world and there's no other girl like you."
  • "What's your history?"
  • "Do you have a tendency to lead some people on? 'Cause I heard you do."
  • "The club isn't the best place to find a lover."
  • "Girl, you know I want your love."
  • "Your love was handmade for somebody like me."
  • "I may be crazy, don't mind me."
  • "Boy, let's not talk too much, grab on my waist and put that body on me."
  • "I'm in love with the shape of you."
  • "We push and pull like a magnet do."
  • "I'm in love with your body."
  • "Now my bedsheets smell like you."
  • "Although my heart is falling, too, I'm in love with your body."
  • "I never knew you were the someone waiting for me."
  • "We were just kids when we fell in love, not knowing what it was."
  • "I will not give you up this time."
  • "Darling, just kiss me slow."
  • "Darling, you look perfect tonight."
  • "Well I found a woman, stronger than anyone I know."
  • "She shares my dreams, I hope that someday I'll share her home."
  • "We are still kids, but we're so in love."
  • "I know we'll be alright this time."
  • "Be my girl, I'll be your man."
  • "I see my future in your eyes."
  • "I don't deserve this, darling, you look perfect tonight."
  • "I know I have met an angel in person."
  • "You look perfect tonight."
  • "Baby, I just want to dance."
  • "She shared a cigarette with me while her brother played the guitar."
  • "You know she beat me at darts and then she beat me at pool."
  • "She kissed me like there was nobody else in the room."
  • "I was holding her hand, her hand was holding mine."
  • "I swear I'm going to put you in a song that I write."
  • "You look happier."
  • "I saw that both your smiles were twice as wide as ours."
  • "Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you, but ain't nobody love you like I do."
  • "Promise that I will not take it personal if you're moving on with someone new."
  • "You look happier, you do, my friends told me one day I'll feel it, too."
  • "I'll smile to hide the truth, but I know I was happier with you."
  • "Everything's reminding me of you."
  • "You're happier, aren't you?"
  • "I know that there's others that deserve you, but my darling, I am still in love with you."
  • "I know I was happier with you."
  • "I knew one day you'd fall for someone new."
  • "If he breaks your heart like lovers do, just know that I'll be waiting here for you."
  • "Tribal tattoos and he don't know what it means."
  • "But I heard he makes you happy so that's fine by me."
  • "I'm just keeping it real."
  • "I'll be trying not to double tap, from way back, cause I know that's where the trouble's at."
  • "Let me remind you of the days when you used to hold my hand and when we sipped champagne."
  • "I guess if you were Lois Lane, I wasn't superman, just a young boy trying to be loved."
  • "If it was meant to be, you wouldn't be calling me up trying to fuck."
  • "I'm positive that he don't wanna know about me."
  • "I know you're missing all this kind of love."
  • "In the back of the club kissing a boy that ain't him."
  • "You're still a young girl trying to be loved."
  • "When you're with him I know you're lonely."
  • "Please, remember you're still free, to make the choice and leave."
  • "She is the sweetest thing that I know."
  • "You should see the way she holds me when the lights go low."
  • "Oh we're in love, aren't we?"
  • "I feel safe when you're holding me near."
  • "Love the way that you conquer your fear."
  • "You know hearts don't break around here."
  • "Spent my summer time beside her, and the rest of the year the same."
  • "She is the lighthouse in the night that will safely guide me home."
  • "I'm not scared of passing over or the thought of growing old, because from now until I go, every night I'll kiss you."
  • "We could change this whole world with a piano."
  • "I'm just a boy with a one-man show."
  • "Love could change the world in a moment."
  • "The revolution's coming, it's a minute away."
  • "I know, I'm all for people following their dreams."
  • "The future's in the hands of you and me."
  • "You are the one, girl."
  • "How would you feel, if I told you I loved you?"
  • "So tell me that you love me, too."
  • "We were sat upon our best friend's roof, I had both of my arms round you, watching the sunrise replace the moon."
  • "We were sitting in a parked car, stealing kisses in the front yard."
  • "I'm in pieces, it's tearing me up."
  • "A heart that's broke is a heart that's been loved."
  • "I hope that I see the world as you did."
  • "A life with love is a life that's been lived."
  • "I've got two left feet and a bottle of red wine."
  • "We're going somewhere where the sun is shining bright."
  • "You're like something that God has sent me."
  • "I lost my shoes last night, I don't know where I put my keys."
  • "I get lonely and make mistakes from time to time."
  • "My heart is breaking at the seams and I'm coming apart now."
  • "Always say what's on your mind."
  • "I was twenty four years old when I met the woman I would call my own."
  • "Her daddy said, 'No, you can't marry my daughter.'"
  • "I'm gonna marry the woman I love."
  • "Never had I seen such beauty before."
  • "I never worried about the king and crown."
  • "I gave all my oxygen to people that could breath."
  • "I gave away my money and now we don't even speak."
  • "I drove miles and miles, but would you do the same for me."
  • "Life can get you down so I just numb the way it feels."
  • "I drown it with a drink and out of date prescription pills."
  • "All the ones that love me, they just left me on the shelf."
  • "So before I save someone else, I've got to save myself."
  • "I'm here again, between the devil and the danger."
  • "Before I blame someone else, I've got to save myself."
  • "Before I love someone else, I've got to love myself."
diego luna films i've seen rated by his moments in them
  • Y Tu Mama Tambien: He is a main character and in almost every scene. Wow. You see so much, possibly TOO much of Diego, so watch out if you're a minor or just don't like sexual scenes in films. Definite gay vibes with co-star played by childhood best friend Gael García Bernal. There's a wonderful and powerful confrontation scene between the two men around an hour in, Diego's acting is WOAH. And everyone thought he was the ugly one, we were so wrong. AND SO MUCH SPANISH. The phrase 'no mames' is uttered approximately 178 times. 9/10
  • Frida: Salma Hayek plays artist Frida Kahlo in this unique film. Diego plays her young lover Alex in the beginning of the movie; they have sex in a closet at some point, wild. Their relationship is cut short after a tragic bus accident which leaves Frida crippled. He brings her flowers and they break up, and Diego's role is finished. But I just had to keep watching because of how special the cinematography of this film is! The bus accident is so well directed it blew my mind. I don't know enough about Frida Kahlo to know how accurate this film was, but it was certainly a once-in-a-lifetime experience. But since this is a list about Diego, low points ought to be given. He really isn't in this movie a lot. Let's see, 2/10.
  • Havana Nights: A true cinematic treasure. Also known as the worst movie you will ever see and you will love every second of it. Bad script, zero plot - but Diego does his best and fucking nails every moment in this film, carries it on his back. Apparently no one told him that he was supposed to act robotic, so everything he does is sweet and natural and he makes it look easy. All the while dancing himself into Castro-era Cuba, which he does SO well that Jonathan Jackson, who is supposed to be his romantic rival, actually seems TURNED ON whenever he sees Diego dance. Nice. Sweaty group-dance sequences, cutish one-liners. Actually makes out with dance partner Romola Garai in front of her PARENTS, after a very erotic dance routine, like how savage. 10/10
  • The Terminal: Diego plays airport employee who befriends Tom Hanks, and probably charms the pants off him, because he is wonderful in this secondary role. During the 2 hours of this film, all he wears is a jumpsuit/uniform and makes it look like a fashion statement. Has quite a lot of one-on-one scenes with The Tom Hanks himself, and is in love with Zoe Saldana, which is sweet, if not a bit generic chasing the girl type of thing. There's a scene where he absent-mindedly starts speaking Spanish to Tom Hanks who of course doesn't understand him, and Diego's very very cute about it. LO AND BEHOLD: one hour in, he changes into a suit while pouring Catherine Zeta-Jones too much wine. A breathtaking moment. 6/10
  • Mister Lonely: A very strange film about celebrity imitators. Diego plays a Michael Jackson impersonator in the film, his voice and looks imitating the singer and dancer. The movie introduces us to a surreal world of people living the lives of the famous people they dress up as, blurring the line between impersonating and becoming. He's rather in the center in the first and last bit of the movie, but the focus shifts in the middle with the story of "Marilyn" and "Charlie Chaplin". This film is a true risk-taker, which means it's not for the masses. Very thought-provoking though! 7/10
  • Milk: Diego plays Sean Penn's gay lover, and he's only in this movie for a short period of time. Kind of mentally unstable in this role, he tells Sean Penn he loves him without actually knowing what his name is. The movie deals with gay rights and is set in the 1970s, resulting in everyone having funny hair. This is an important LGBT film, but I hate Sean Penn, so there you have it. He is admittedly a skilled actor though. However, the lack of Diego in the majority of this film has to mean low points. 3/10
  • Rudo y Cursi: Another Diego-Gael movie. This time, it's about football. This is an excellent and very sad film set in Mexico that discusses the world of professional football playing. Diego is very different both in looks and in character from how he is in his other films - it's like he's a different person! That says a lot about his acting skills really. This film is also in Spanish, Diego shouts a lot (and very well too) and calls everyone 'chinga' and 'güey'. 8/10
  • The Book of Life: What a film! This animated feature has Diego portray main character Manolo Sanchez and makes you swoon basically. Since he's present in voice-acting only, you don't get to see his pretty face, BUT his voice is gorgeous both in speaking and in singing. A lot of songs are sung by Diego in this movie, and it's so so good. The Apology Song made me cry. Fun fact: Zoe Saldana is once again a love interest to Diego in this film, and their duet No Matter Where You Are is short but earth-shattering. 9/10
  • Casanova: Yep, Diego plays Giacomo Casanova in this TV movie, so you get the idea. It's about Casanova starting over in Paris, but things do not go well. Diego is very charming and rather authentic as Casanova. He makes out with women and climbs on rooftops in heels. Lots of close-ups to his face, I approve. However, this film confuses me. It's set in France, yet people speak with a British accent, except for Diego of course, who speaks with a Mexican accent BOTH in English and in Italian. The latter bothered me a bit, seeing as he is supposed to be a native Italian. All that aside, his performance is overall lovely. This film also has nice cinematography and a pretty solid script. Lots and lots of Diego seducing not-so-innocent maidens. 10/10
  • Rogue One: The greatest movie you will ever see. Diego has the role he deserves as he steals all our hearts as Captain Cassian Andor. You guys know the scene he gets all wet in the rain and then loads his gun on the ship? Sign me up. Warning: you WILL cry. 100/10
Different With You-Daniel Seavey

♥ ♥ ♥

You put your car into park as you pulled up to the house of the Why Don’t We boys and hopped out. Today you and your boyfriend Daniel were going to have a stay at home movie night and you couldn’t have been more excited to spend some time with him. Time that was much needed. 

You were a little early but you figured Daniel wouldn’t mind. Jack greeted you at the door and let you in with a smile. “Hey (Y/N).” he said as he gave you a hug. “Hey Jack. Where’s Daniel?”  “He’s up in his room I think.” Jack answered before returning to the living room to play video games with the other boys. 

“Thanks!” you mumbled and headed up to find Daniel. Making your way down the hall, you paused when you heard Daniel’s voice. Inside his room he was singing, the lyrics of The Girl by City and Colour dancing in your ears as Daniel switched from humming to singing.

“I wish I could do better by you ‘cause that’s what you deserve.”

You never knew why but for some reason, Daniel never sang in front of you. The only time you really got to hear him was if you went to a show. Tip toeing closer to his bedroom door, you poked your head in just enough to see him. He began making his bed, his actions falling in sync with the rhythm of the song.

“While I’m off chasing my own dreams, sailing around the world, please know that I’m yours to keep my beautiful girl.”

It was great seeing Daniel like this. When he sang he looked so happy and free. You couldn’t help but smile to yourself at the sight of him as he continued. 

“You don’t ask for no diamond rings, no delicate strings of pearls. That’s why I wrote this song to sing my beautiful girl.”

Daniel slipped into the corner and out of your line of sight and you pressed harder into the door…

“One, two, one, two, three, fo-”

A creak from the door pulled Daniel out of his thoughts and he instantly locked eyes with you, making him go quiet and causing a deep shade of pink grow on his cheeks. 

“(Y/N), I didn’t think you’d be here so soon.” he said nervously, rubbing the back of his neck. “I wanted to beat traffic so I left a little early. I was gonna call but I was already here and I heard you singing and-” you were nervous now too, and the word vomit was beginning to take over.

“And you thought you’d spy on me? How sweet.” he joked, the color of his face slowly returning to normal as he recovered from being embarrassed. You didn’t know why he was so scared to sing in front of you. After all, it is what he does for a living. 

“Sorry about that. You just never sing in front of me.” “Yeah, I guess I just get nervous around you.” Daniel admitted shyly. “Why? You’re a musical genius, even Logan Paul said so!” you said and a smile instantly took over his face. 

“Yeah but its different with you.” he said, his eyes avoiding yours. “Listen Daniel,” you said as you made your way over to him. “You are so talented and so amazing. You don’t have to be insecure in front of anyone, especially not someone who loves you.”

“You-You love me?” he stuttered and it hit you that neither one of you had dropped the L-Bomb yet. “Of course I do. You make me so happy, Daniel.” you said. On the outside, you were patiently awaiting a response from him but on the inside, you were screaming, unsure of Daniel’s next move.

“I love you too (Y/N).” he said and placed a soft kiss on your lips.

rent [movie] summarized
  • seasons of love: ooooh THATS what this song is from !
  • rent: apparently these ppl don't understand paying rent is part of fucking life? but okay?
  • you'll see: boi u beTrAyed Usss now we gotta pay rent, which is part of life but we don't wanna do it !1!1!
  • one song glory: Rodger just can't write one fucking song and it's pathetic
  • light my candle: k r they really talking about candles ??
  • today 4 u: angel is perfection and she is too good for this world you can't argue with me on this she's adorable and this song is adorable fight me
  • tango maureen: so joanne + mark are just like incapable of understanding maureen is an independent bisexual woman so their bitch ass complains
  • life support: u can do dis bby u got aids but u ok bby I believe in u
  • out tonight: freaking hoe anthem this is the sOng to HOE TO stRip To ThiSss
  • another day: rodger has fuckin baggage and he's fucking rude tbh
  • will i: awe bby
  • santa fe: deadbeats can dream, can't we?
  • i'll cover you: collins and angel are too good for this movie they are literally perfect they don't deserve this
  • over the moon: whAt theE aCtUAl FuCK??????111111!!!!!!
  • la vie boheme: lIt
  • i should tell you: we both got issues but let's coMbINe our issues and date cause that's just sO healthy !!
  • la vie boheme b: lIt pt.2
  • seasons of love b: it's abt to go downhill kids
  • take me or leave me: apparently strong women who are naturally flirtatious and also bisexual NEED TO be like??? super careful and always cater to their overprotective lover???? but that's none of MY business :))
  • without you: idk man this is just depressing cause mimi is messed up and rodger isn't emotionally there enough to help her.
  • i'll cover you [reprise]: anGel ANd COllINs dId nOooT deSerVe ThIs !1!!/!- THESE Sfucking IDIOTS are out Living LIDE and being fucKin duMbassEs and aNGel, toO pure fOr tHis World, dIes iM fucKing dOne tHis is FuckEd UPPP
  • halloween: this is p sad i mean he's realizing things and it's almost been a year wow ??
  • goodbye love: i don't even know it's like they all hate themselves and everyone else they are all so fucked up I'm
  • what you own: this song is such a waste of time like rodger goes to santa fe then comes back all in one song it was such a waste I don't understand
  • finale a: mimi is dying whoops
  • your eyes: i finally did a thing but ur dying lol whOOps
  • finale b: aw jk I'm here for now but I'm lowkey abt to die ahaA we good fam we good
  • love heals: this whole fuckin musical is messed up but it's amazing bye
The 100 ways to say 'I love you' OTH edition
  • 1. "Always and forever."
  • 2. "I wanted you to fight for me."
  • 3. "Don't say I never gave you anything."
  • 4. "Hey, pretty girl."
  • 5. "I don't know what I'd do without you."
  • 6. "This is how I spent my summer, wanting you."
  • 7. "You are not allowed to quote from my letters."
  • 8. "You are not an idiot, not even close."
  • 9. "I needed to hear your voice."
  • 10. "Didn't you miss me while you were away?"
  • 11. "This is gonna work, right?"
  • 12. "When are we gonna get to that kissing part?"
  • 13. "I am the guy for you, ____."
  • 14. "You told me to fight for you and I did."
  • 15. "Please stay."
  • 16. "It means a lot to me to know you are here."
  • 17. "Why won't you ever just let me all the way in?"
  • 18. "I’ve given exactly two of these embarrassing speeches in my entire life, and they’ve both been with you."
  • 19. "I miss this, you know? Talking to you."
  • 20. "I need you to need me back."
  • 21. "Can I help you?"
  • 22. "I’m here for you forever."
  • 23. "You always make everything better for me."
  • 24. "Hoes over bros?"
  • 25. "You have me no matter what."
  • 26. "I wish you would've told me."
  • 27. "We made it, didn’t we?"
  • 28. “You think I need to see you with my eyes to know what’s going on with you.”
  • 29. "You're always saving me."
  • 30. "I can't live without you."
  • 31. "When all my dreams come true, the one I want next to me... It's you."
  • 32. "Nothing will happen to you, I promise."
  • 33. "It’s always gonna be there, isn’t it? Me and you?"
  • 34. "I sort of like you, you know that?"
  • 35. "I want all the same things you want."
  • 36. "I don't hate you."
  • 37. "Your art matters. It’s what got me here."
  • 38. "Or I can stay if you want."
  • 39. "I wanna have everything with you."
  • 40. "It didn’t mean anything."
  • 41. "It won't happen again."
  • 42. "That girl has been nearly impossible to find but worth every second of the wait."
  • 43. "Maybe I can wish something for you."
  • 44. "You look skinny as ever."
  • 45. "You deserve this."
  • 46. "You’ve taught me to trust."
  • 47. "You see the world in a way that no one else does."
  • 48. "You appreciate everything."
  • 49. "There’s no one in the world like you."
  • 50. "I like it when you get me."
  • 51. "I’m happy to be gotten."
  • 52. "You make sad look beautiful."
  • 53. "I realized how empty my world was without you in it."
  • 54. "Hey, gorgeous."
  • 55. "You don't know me well enough to judge me."
  • 56. "Actually, I feel like I do know you."
  • 57. "We’re us, _____."
  • 58. "You’re sexy when you play football."
  • 59. "You look even more beautiful than in my dreams."
  • 60. "You should know I plan on making every one of your dreams come true."
  • 61. "I could have held you in my arms forever and it still wouldn’t have been long enough."
  • 62. "I need you to get past this."
  • 63. "You are too amazing to carry this around."
  • 64. "Every song ends, is that any reason not to enjoy the music?"
  • 65. "Everything was so much simpler when it was just you and me."
  • 66. "I gotta be honest with you, I could never officially give you away."
  • 67. "Because my world is better with you in it."
  • 68. "I will always be there for you."
  • 69. "I will always protect you."
  • 70. "Can I stay with you tonight?"
  • 71. "I just don’t want to do anything to drive you away."
  • 72. "I don’t want to be that guy anymore."
  • 73. "I wanna be somebody that’s good enough to be seen with you."
  • 74. "We made it."
  • 75. "Thank you for believing in me."
  • 76. "I am not going anywhere."
  • 77. "I don’t ever want to lose you."
  • 78. "Till kingdom come."
  • 79. "But everything is better with you."
  • 80. "I miss you in forever ways."
  • 81. "I like you, more than you know."
  • 82. "You are the devil, aren't you?"
  • 83. "I do like waking up to you."
  • 84. "It's unbelievable how much I hate you."
  • 85. "They are great. So are you."
  • 86. "I promise you I’ll still feel the same way about you that I do right now."
  • 87. "I’m voting for her because of her heart and her spirit."
  • 88. "Do you know how terrible it is to be disconnected from your best friend?"
  • 89. "I could’ve loved the girl in this picture."
  • 90. "I'm gonna miss you most of all."
  • 91. "How can you not see that?"
  • 92. "I remember looking in that mirror and telling you how special you are."
  • 93. "Girls just want somebody to want them back."
  • 94. "What's underneath all the clothes?"
  • 95. "I wanted to come see you because I knew something was wrong."
  • 96. "Forgiveness is love, you know?"
  • 97. "You are the best thing that has ever happened to me."
  • 98. "It's absolutely your business."
  • 99. "My home is your home now."
  • And...
  • 100. "I love you, you know that?"

anonymous asked:

I am a fat, disabled fan and too scared to support any queens in person because I don't fit their beauty standards and I don't know how to be sickening.

While many of the drag queens on Rupaul’s Drag Race are thin and able-bodied and fit conventional beauty standards, there are plenty that have not been on the show, or at least competed on it, that are more unconventionally beautiful. 

 Piyah Martell- Piyah Martell was featured on Rupaul’s Drag Race in a mini challenge during season four, where the competing drag queens had to make butterfly-themed headpieces for her. She was not only born with Caudal Regression Syndrome, a disorder that prevents the spine and legs from developing in utero, but came out as trans when she was 15, and has let nothing stop her from following her dreams. She makes videos of her lip syncing to various Rupaul songs,  and was invited to make a demo tape at Pudding Stone Studio to make a demo tape. 

 “ When I was younger I used to wish I was like other people. It took me a long time to learn to be proud of who I am.”- Piyah Martell 

 “I want to show people that even If you have a birth defect it doesn’t matter, you can live your life however you want.”- Piyah Martell 

 Alexis Nicole Whitney- A larger queen from Houston, Alexis Nicole Whitney was blinded after contracting a severe case of meningitis that damaged her ocular nerves. This happened at the beginning of her career, when she was 22, and has been performing since.  Recently she was crowned All American Goddess 2017. 

 “People think they can’t do certain things because they’re too tall or too short or too fat or too skinny. I’m blind and I’m up here, so there’s no reason to let anything hold you back.” - Alexis Nicole Whitney 

 “If you SEE me, do not be afraid to approach me because I am looking forward to SEEING you.If you believe, you can achieve.” -Alexis Nicole Whitney 

 Sarah Palegic- A queer bio queen from Maryland, (a bio queen is a cisgender woman who dresses up and performs like a drag queen) Sarah Palegic is paralyzed from the waist down. She was in a car crash when she was 19, and received severe injuries that caused her to permanently lose the use of her legs. She has dealt with numerous cases of misogyny and ableism, but she uses drag as a way to deal with it, by not taking shit from anyone, and calling people out directly when they try to discriminate against her. She has not only been extremely successful, but “has become a matriarch in both the Boston and Providence drag communities.” (out.com) 

 “In drag, I can be sassy. It’s expected for me to be sassy as a queen. I’m allowed to say I don’t wanna talk about it right now. I have no problem doing that in drag.”- Sarah Palegic   

 “Drag is therapy”- Sarah Palegic 

 According to Urban Dictionary, sickening refers to when someone looks so good that it makes you physically sick. One of the key components to looking good, is feeling good on the inside, because if you love yourself, it will radiate through. I know it sounds super corny and the road to self-love is really hard, but a huge part of the success of these queens is their ability to embrace their flaws, and not letting it minimize your quality of life to the best of your ability. You are unique and sickening, and deserve the best life you can possibly have.

Most-est||Corbyn Besson||Why Don’t We Imagine

Warning: lil bit of swearing and A LOT OF CHEESINESS

“Hot, hot, hot, hot!!” Daniel pants, fanning his tongue with his hand as he reaches for his water. You and the other four WDW boys laugh, Jach nearly falling out of his chair. Zach had spread wasabi on the bottom of Daniel’s food while he was in the bathroom. You wipe a tear from your eye as you watch Daniel down all of his water and Jack’s. You clear your throat when you notice a few of the other people in the small Japanese restaurant glaring at you and your friends. The boys snap to attention, sitting up straighter as they note all of the eyes on them. 

“Zach, I can’t believe you ruined my food!” Daniel scolds his friend in a hushed tone. You smile and put on a hand on Daniel’s knee.

“It’s okay, Daniel. I’ll make you something when we get back to the Compound.” You can’t help but laugh as Daniel’s face lights up.

“Yes!” He closes his eyes and pumps a fist in the air, sticking his tongue out at Zach, who stares with his mouth ajar.

“Lucky!” Zach whines. “Why don’t you make me food, Y/N?!” Corbyn laughs, slinging his arm around your shoulders. You lean into him, resting your head in the crook of his neck. 

“How bout I make dinner tonight, if you’re that jealous of Daniel.”

“Yeah! Let’s definitely do that!” Zach nods his head vigorously, making Jonah laugh, nearly choking on his sushi roll.

You busy yourself in the kitchen, starting the stove, setting timers, getting ingredients out of the fridge. At the end, you wind up with perfect, lightly browned chicken, buttery green beans, and fried potatoes. You make six plates, setting one in front of each of your best friends, and one for yourself at the head of the table. 

“Looks delicious, Y/N.” Jonah says before stabbing into his pile of green beans. 

“Thank you, Jonah.” You smile. You always loved cooking, but you loved seeing people enjoy your food even more. You even go to UCLA for their Culinary Arts program. Corbyn and the boys have always been so supportive of your school work, always willing to help out when you needed it. 

After an hour of talking at the dinner table, the boys disperse, going to do whatever around the house. You stand at the kitchen sink, washing the plates from dinner. You hum your favorite song, tapping your foot in time with the rhythm. You feel hands on your hips and turn your head to see Corbyn pressing himself against you. 

“Hey, babe.” You smile, continuing the task at hand. 

“You’re so cute.” Your boyfriend smiles, nibbling on your ear. 

“Stop!” You shriek, using your shoulder to cover your ear. “That tickles!” You laugh as Corbyn fights your shoulders down. You splash water from the faucet at his face, making him duck away from you. You turn around as Corbyn pops back up on his feet, his eye brows raised. 

“Oh, you’re gonna regret that!” He says charging for the sink. He cups his hands under the faucet, filling them full of water. 

“No!” You yell, running around the kitchen island and ducking. Corbyn’s merciless, coming around the other side silently and dumping the water on your head. You gasp, standing up and wiping the water from your eyes. Soon enough the two of you are in a full out water war right in the middle of the kitchen. 

You put the faucet on full blast. Dragging Corbyn closer and sticking the back of his head under the water. When he finally escapes your grasp, he shakes his head like a dog, getting water all of the kitchen. You laugh as you cover your face, trying to prevent water from getting in your eyes.

“What are you two doing?!” Jonah asks, walking into the kitchen with disbelief evident on his face. At the sound of Jonah yelling, Jack runs into the kitchen excitedly. He looks from the puddles of water on the floor and Corbyn’s wet hair hanging down in his eyes to your soaked white t-shirt that now clings to your body, exposing your bra. Soon enough he’s laughing his ass off, holding his stomach tight. 

“It looks like a frickin tsunami came through our kitchen!” Jonah yells, clearly trying to be the adult in this situation. 

“You sound like my mom!” You hear Zach shout from the living room, making you giggle as you pull a bunch of towels from the closet, one of which Corbyn throws over you to hide your bra from view. Jack pulls out his phone, opening Instagram to put videos on his story. He records you and Corbyn cleaning, his face splitting into a huge smile. You stick your tongue out at him, making sure he gets it on camera.

After cleaning and taking a quick shower, you find yourself laying next to your boyfriend in bed, limbs tangled as you cling to one another tightly. You lay your head on his chest, closing your eyes as he plays with your hair, wrapping and unwrapping it around his fingers. 

“Hey, baby.” Corbyn’s voice gets your attention. Opening your eyes, you turn on you stomach to face him. 

“Yeah?” Corbyn brings his hands up on to your waist, now playing with the hem of your shirt. 

“You’re happy… right?” You’re puzzled by his question, but smile all the same. 

“Of course I am. You make me the happiest I’ve been in a long time.” Corbyn smiles, satisfied with your answer. You lean in and give him a peck on the lips. His smile widens, pulling you closer to him and kissing you again, this time much deeper. He kisses you until you yearn for more and more. Your eyes flutter open when he suddenly stop and pulls away. He brushes the hair out of your face and cups your cheek, just taking a minute to admire your beauty. 

“I love you.” You say, breaking the silence.

“Well, I love you more.” He retorts with a smirk.

“Uh uh.” You shake your head. “I love you most.” 

“Yeah, well I love you the most-est!” He pinches your nose, as if that signified that he won. You swat his hand away.

“Corybn, that’s not even a word!” You laugh. 

“Well it is now, cause I just made it one!” You roll your eyes and shake your head, giving in. You rest your cheek against his chest, once again closing your eyes. You fall asleep to Corbyn stroking your hair, all the way from the top of your head, down to your waist line. Corbyn shifts, pulling the blanket over your body and turning off the bed-side lamp. You listen to his steady heart beat, letting it lull you into a deep sleep.

You realize the truth behind the words you had said earlier. Corbyn does make you happier than you’ve been in a long time. Having him and the boys in your life made everything so much easier for you. Because of them, you loved LA and being in school. They made you feel welcome and secure in a place so foreign to you, Corbyn especially. Every night, you thought about how blessed you are to have him in your life, wondering what you had done to deserve him. And every night, you couldn’t come up with a single answer. But you were fine with that, because at the end of the day, he was your’s and you were his. And nothing, not a single force in the world was going to change that.

Shadowhunters 2x18 and me: a summary (with books spoilers until CoHF)
  • Sebastian: *attacks Max*
  • Me: omg.
  • Sebastian: *offers Izzy to take a break and offers himself to watch Max in her place*
  • Sebastian: *leaves smiling with the thought that Max may die if he goes trough the procedure offered by the Silent Brothers*
  • Me: OMG.
  • Sebastian: *threatens someone life, and also this man's wife and son*
  • Jace: *gets a text from "Alec" saying Max is dead*
  • Me: I know that was you. You can trick Jace but you can't trick me.
  • Sebastian: *kills about six trained shadowhunters with two seraph blades without even blinking or getting tired so he can steal the mirror*
  • Me: That was incredible *looking at my mom* DID YOU SEE THAT?!
  • My mom: That's the bad guy?
  • Me: Yup, he is a pyromaniac, and incestuous little shit and lived in hell. That's not even his real face.
  • Sebastian: *holds the electro while smiling even when I can see between the smiles that the little electro stone it's hurting him*
  • Sebastian: *survives being stabbed multiple times only with minor grunts*
  • Me: Don't kill him yet. We need Heavenly Fire™ and "I've never felt so light".
  • Sebastian: After ten years of torture in Edom, I learned to endure pain... in fact, I rather enjoy it.
  • My mom: He is also a masochist?
  • Me: Yeaaaaahh, I may have forgotten that. It's a TV thing.
  • Sebastian: *touching Clary's lips like he wants to kiss her again and almost crying because he can't* I wanted you and the Mirror. But if I can't have both...
  • Clary: *stabs him again*
  • Sebastian: *gets the fuck out of the Institute at super fucking speed after being injured many times*
  • Me: *crying and hugging CoHF* You are precious, and you are loved. You are doing amazing, honey, keep going. I love you.
  • My mom: *gets the fuck out of the room as fast as she can while I cry*
  • And we also have my reactions to other thing like...
  • Malec: *overload of it*
  • Me: well, Tumblr is going to be full of this.
  • Malec: *is in bed with Where's My Love playing in the backgroun*
  • Me: OMG, remember what I told you last week? That Stydia and and Malec would share THIS song like Stydia and Clace share Anchor?????
  • My mom: ... yes?
  • Me: omg, can you believe there wasn't any Stydia in all of the Teen Wolf trailers but Stydia was most of the Previously On. I love my Stydia... *puts pause to SH and talks about Stydia for fifteen minutes*
  • Saia: *exists*
  • Me: omg, I can't wait until Sizzy exists too.
  • Maia: *finds Bat*
  • Me: He is your future boyfriend, baby.
  • Maia: *talks about Jordan*
  • Me: He is also going to be your boyfriend again, and then my psycho baby is going to kill him lmao You didn't love him anyway.
  • Simon: *is a vampire*
  • Me: Not for long, baby. Just wait. *sends a kiss to the TV*
  • My mom: *to the dog* why am I watching this?
  • The dog: *goes away*
  • Luke: *is a badass alpha wolf*
  • Luke: *doesn't kill someone even when that is the werewolf rule and even when he has the perfect chance to do it*
  • Me: You are so pure. You are an angel. You deserved to marry Jocelyn and be happy with her.
  • Jocelyn: *is still dead and probably she will stay that way*
  • Me: whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy???
  • The lack of Sizzy: *is a thing*
  • Me: don't worry. When Max dies this is goind down.
  • Max: *doesn't die*
  • The lack of Sizzy: *is still a thing*
  • Me: ... *dies*
  • Ollie: *puts a camera in the restaurant and watches with her girlfriend the "Welcome to the pack" moment*
  • Izzy: *sad because she thinks the Sebastian/Jonathan thing is her fault*
  • Me: no, wait. nonononono. Nothing is your fault. Please don't be sad.
  • Clary: *figures out that the Mortal Mirror is Lake Lyn*
  • Me: I love you so much, my little carrot.
Shut up and Kiss me||August Reinhardt||Why Don’t We Imagine

For my baby, @jackandthecorbeanstalk. Love you!

Warning: Swearing, it’s very long, and iz about to get smutty

“You’re so full of shit, the toilet’s jealous.” You nearly spit your water across the room, trying your best to hold in your laughter as you watch your favorite TV show, RuPaul’s Drag Race. Dropping your water bottle on your coffee table, you slump back against the couch. Your phone buzzes beside you on a pillow, playing a tune as a notification. You smile down at the little screen, seeing your boyfriend’s face. Swinging your legs up on the couch, so you’re now laying on your stomach, you unlock your phone and go to Twitter, reading August’s latest tweet.

“@Y/NY/L you’re drivin me Wild” You shake your head, smiling like an idiot.

“@helloimaugust you’re really Something Different, babe” You reply, not bothering to set your phone down, knowing he’d reply right away, and sure enough, he did. 

“@Y/NY/L I don’t know what it is, but I Like Me Better when I’m with you ;)” You find yourself laughing aloud, loving the banter between you and your boyfriend. 

“@helloimaugust when I’m with you, all I get is Wild Thoughts”

“Y/NY/L awww babe! that was Unforgettable” 

“@helloimaugust i love you More Than You Know”

“@Y/NY/N and @helloimaugust will you two please stop before I barf! this is not what Twitter was Made For!” You laugh at Jack’s tweet, imagining him and August in their tour bus shoving each other playfully. 

You couldn’t wait to be reunited with the boys. You would be meeting them tomorrow at their show in Detroit and joining them for the rest of the tour. To say you were excited would be an understatement. You had only ever been out of Michigan once to visit August in LA. It had been over five months since you’d seen your boyfriend in person. Just the idea of being able to spend the next month with him made you happier than words could describe.

Your footsteps echo in the narrow, brick alley you walk down, your shadow laying on the floor in front of you, its angle changing as you walk past a dumpster. A door opens on your right, light pooling into the darkness. You look up and see Zach smiling, his face full of excitement. 

“Y/N!” He yells, opening his arms wide. You run into them, hugging him tightly. You bury your face in his chest and inhale, your nose filling with a familiar scent. You had grown up with Zach, but your family had to move to Michigan when a great job opportunity was presented to your father. He was the one who had introduced you to August, and you would be forever grateful. Zach was like your brother, your other half. You couldn’t imagine your life without him. 

You follow Zach through a series of corridors, each one looking more bland than the previous one. The walls show little to no personality, each one being the same shade of hospital beige. You start noticing the colorful doors as you get closer to the stage. You hear the screams and the chants of the fans filling the auditorium, but your attention doesn’t stay on them for long. You can hear the WDW in their room, doing vocal warm-ups. You giggle quietly to yourself when you hear August mocking them, being the terrible singer that he is. 

When Zach opens the door, all eyes fall on you and everyone falls silent. The six boys, including Eben, stare at you, mouths slightly ajar.

“What? Is there something on my face?” You ask, wiping at your cheek with your sleeve. August nearly drops his camera on the floor, rushing over to envelope you in his arms. You look over at Zach with a puzzled look. 

“Oh… did I forget to mention that she was coming? Oops!” Zach scratches his neck, pretending to be innocent. August buries his face in your neck, hugging you so tight you start thinking your spine might actually snap. 

“I missed you so much.” He whispers and for a second you think he might be crying. He pulls away, cupping your face in his hands. He looks into your eyes for a moment before kissing you deeply. When Daniel is finally able to get August off of you, you give each of your friends a long hug. 

“Ya know, out of all the girls that Zach has brought into one of our green rooms, you’re by far the best one.” Jack winks at you, making you laugh. You hug him a little tighter and pull away to mess with his hair. “Y/N! Stooop!” He swats at your hand. 

“Awww! But I missed your ramen noodles!” You giggle. Someone wraps their arms around your waist and lifts you off the ground, making you yelp.

“Alright, that’s enough. We don’t need a cranky Jack performing, now do we?” Jonah says, dropping you on the couch at the opposite end of the room. The door flies open and David sticks his head in the room. 

“Jazmine’s done in two, go get your mics.” He starts closing the door but opens it again, peering at you. “Hi, Y/N.” He says, waving. You smile and wave back, and then he’s gone.

“He’s weird.” Corbyn says, shaking his head slightly. 

Each of the boys shoot you with finger-guns as the leave the green room to get their mics. Zach jumps up and down, pumping his fist in the air. “This show’s gonna be awesome!” He shouts, trying to hype up his bandmates, but instead they all end up shaking their heads at him, chuckling lightly.



WE ON SOMETHING DIFFERENT” You scream with the rest of the crowd as the boys perform their last song of the night. You had decided to join the rest of the audience for the show about half way through it, your only regret was not coming up with the idea earlier. Being in the crowd made the experience so much better, so much more memorable. You’re surrounded by people who had the most positive energy you had ever experienced. You knew these boys were changing people’s lives, but this feeling, this rush was so unexplainable. You realize what such a big impact these five boys have on the world, and your pride in them skyrockets. 

Before the song ends, you make your way backstage. When the boys come off stage, sweats drips from the brows, drenching their skin and shirts. They hand their mics to a stage hand, all of them seeming tired yet excited at the same time. “Performing on stage makes you feel something so… special; something so amazing that you can’t describe it.” That’s what Zach had told you after his first live performance. You could tell it still held true to him. 

Zach barrels into you, hugging you close. “Hey! Get off of me! You’re all sweaty and gross!” This only makes him hug you tighter.

“Ya hear that guys? Y/N’s calling for a group hug!” All of the boys smirk mischievously and wrap you in bear hugs, surrounding you completely. 


You wake up scrunched next to August. You basically slept on top of him in fact. You had severely overestimated the size of the bunks on the bus, thinking that there would be more than enough room for the two of you. You stare down at August’s handsome, unshaven face for a moment, noting his unruly, messy hair. It hangs down on his forehead, making you want to brush it out of his face. 

Bill had already starting driving, despite it being 7:30 in the morning. Besides him, you were the only one awake. You slip away as quietly as possible, tucking the blanket back over August’s shoulders.

After doing your quick morning routine and changing, you leave the bathroom to find Daniel awake, lying on his side in his bunk. He smiles and waves you over. It seems that you’re going from one crowded bunk to another. You crawl in next to him, pushing him against the wall. 

“Good morning. How was your first night on the bus?” Daniel asks sweetly. 

“It was good I guess. I mean, my stomach feels kinda weird cause I was sleeping on it all night, but whatever.” Daniel lets out a breathy laugh and smiles down at you. 

“I think Bill is gonna drop us off to do some shopping later. You wanna come?”

“Ha, I actually blew waaay too much money earlier this week on new clothes. I think I’ll hang back for this one.” Daniel’s smile widens, showing the gap between his front teeth. 

“Of course you spent a lot of money. You probably went past your budget, huh?”

“Yuuuup.” Daniel just nods, knowing you oh too well.

“Would you two shut up? This bean’s tryna sleep!” Corbyn scolds, throwing his shirt from the night before at your face.

“Yes, your highness. My deepest apologies!” You shout, earning a vulgar gesture from Jack. 

Everyone except for you and August run out of the bus, excited to explore and stretch their legs. You cuddle up next to August on the couch, your legs crossing over his lap so you’re facing him. He notices that you’re staring at him and puts his phone down. 

“Yes, beautiful?” You smile as he uses his hand to cup your cheek, leaning into his touch. 

“Nothin. I just haven’t seen you in a long time, that’s all.” August pulls you closer to him until you’re sitting in his lap. You wrap your arms around his neck and he smiles, his eyes dancing between your lips and your eyes. 

“Listen babe, I’m really sorry that I can’t come visit you more often. I hate having these miles and miles between us. I just want you to know that no matter what, I love you… even if I don’t say it enough. I’m the luckiest guy in the world to have you in my life, like I have no idea what I did to deserve you and-” 

“Just shut up and kiss me.” You say, making August laugh. You shake your head and bring your lips to his, kissing him softly. He hastily deepens the kiss, holding the back of your head with one hand, the other hanging low on your hips. August breaks the kiss, his lips going to your neck. He places gentle kisses all over your skin, sucking lightly. A gasp escapes you as he finds your sweet spot. Your lips close around his as his fingers slip underneath the hem of your, tracing your lower back. He makes you crazy, wanting more, crazing more. You get on to your knees, putting one on either side of him, so you’re straddling him. He plants kisses down your neck to your chest. Your low cut shirt exposing the top of your bra. He pulls you down so you’re once again seated on his lap. August’s tongue sweeps into your mouth for a second, teasing you. You break the kiss, panting for air. You rest your forehead against his, your eyes locking. In this moment, his bright eyes seem so much darker, their intensity undeniable. 

He brings you back in for another long, passionate kiss. He grasps the hem of your shirt, starting to pull it up, over your head. Before it gets up to your bra, the curtain flies open, revealing a laughing Daniel. His eyes find you and August, and widen, his jaw falling to the floor. 

“Oh. My. God.” You and your boyfriend automatically fly apart, you pulling your shirt down as you scramble to the other side of the couch. “Guys!” Daniel shouts, a smile growing on his lips. You throw your head in your hands, your face turning a red as a tomato. You hear hammering footsteps and already know that Zach is in the doorway. 

“What happened?” He asks anxiously. 

“Yo, Y/N and August were gettin’ it oooon!” Daniel exclaims, nodding his head, making his beanie nearly fall off his head.

“Right here? Damn it, bro! I liked that couch!” Jack grumbles, appearing out of no where. “Meh, whatever. We all get horny sometimes.” 

“Jack Robert Avery!” You exclaim, finally looking up. 

“Oh sorry, Mom!” He shouts back, making everyone laugh except you, still embarrassed to your core. “If y’all wanna finish, we can leave-” 

“NO! Stop it!”

“Just a suggestion.” Jack walks away,arms raised in surrender. August stands up and walk over to you,planting a kiss on the top of your head.

“Love you, babe.” He says before walking out of the room, trailing behind Daniel and Jack. Zach plops down next to you on the couch. He slings an arm across your shoulders, pulling you into him. 

For the rest of the day, you can’t look anyone in the eye. 

Aqours daily chat routine
  • Chika: woah look at this emoticon I found ʕ•͡•ʔ so cute lol
  • You: you never runs out of emoticon I swear
  • Chika: thats cuz I keep finding new ones (・ㅂ・)و ̑̑
  • //Mari has entered the chat//
  • You: stop before Mari enters the chat
  • You: I didn't even finish
  • Mari: I sense the emoticons being used
  • Chika: yo mari (*゚▽゚)ノ
  • Mari: yo mikan lover
  • Chika: im You's lover wtf
  • Mari: dude chill take a joke ffs
  • //Dia has entered the chat//
  • Dia: take your jokes away from the main chat
  • Mari: nope
  • Dia: we created another chat for this kind of thing, go use it
  • Mari: ԅ(≖‿≖ԅ)
  • Dia: you use that emoticon all the time when you're going to grope me, leave
  • Mari: 〒_〒
  • Dia: I don't care if you're sad
  • Mari: T ^ T
  • Mari: ΩДΩ
  • Mari: ( •̥́ ﹏ •̀ू )
  • Dia: I really don't care if you are crying
  • //Kanan has entered the chat//
  • Kanan: Dia stop bullying Mari
  • Mari: kanKanan (っ´▽`)っ
  • Chika: Kanan help us
  • Kanan: yo kiddo
  • You: why r u like dis
  • Dia: please type properly
  • Mari: only you cares lol
  • You: I dont wtf u on about
  • Mari: not you We caps your name
  • You: oh lol
  • You: and I thought you were crying wtf
  • Mari: im still crying shut up :'(
  • //Riko has entered the chat//
  • //Yoshiko has entered the chat//
  • Riko: the notifications are annoying me
  • Yoshiko: wtf r u gays on about again and hey Lily
  • Riko: we always enters at the same time??
  • Chika: Ha! G A Y
  • Riko: shut up
  • Yoshiko: shut up
  • Mari: omg they texted the same thing goals
  • You: werent you crying
  • Mari: I was until my sub unit members shows up
  • Dia: one thing that bothers me
  • Dia: Is that a typo or did you mean it?
  • Yoshiko: what typo
  • Dia: is that guys or gays
  • You: I bet you its gays
  • Yoshiko: its gays
  • //Kanan has entered the chat//
  • Kanan: my phone kept vibrating whats up
  • Mari: gays
  • Kanan: you guys are always like this
  • Chika: dont talk like you arent gay either →_→
  • Kanan: im the second gayest of all chika
  • Dia: I'm not surprised, to be honest
  • Riko: then who's the most gayest?
  • Yoshiko: I bet you its Mari
  • //Maru has entered the chat//
  • //Ruby has entered the chat//
  • Mari: im the gayest of all
  • Yoshiko: omg rip
  • Chika: omg rip
  • You: omg rip
  • Ruby: sis im also gay you know
  • Dia: wait, what? Who are you going out with?
  • Hanamaru: mE
  • Mari: did you not know?
  • Dia: why the fuck do you think I'm asking
  • Chika: omg Dia just swear guys take covers Σ(゜゜)
  • You: don't overreact lol
  • Riko: I think you should
  • Dia: shut up, she's my lil'sis for fuck sake
  • Chika: omg she swear again run guys ᕕ(‾口‾)ᕗ
  • Kanan: calm down shes not a little kid
  • Yoshiko: techinally speaking yeah
  • You: id be worried tbh cuz Chika once lured Ruby with a lolipop
  • Riko: so cute
  • Yoshiko: Lily no youre mine
  • Riko: im not trying to cheat
  • Dia: The group chat is a mess
  • Mari: Ikr
  • Dia: especially you, Mari
  • Mari: ԅ(。≖△≖。ԅ) I feel personally attacked
  • Dia: you should be
  • Kanan: calm down you two
  • Chika: wtf were we even talking about in the first place lol ( ᐛ )
  • Riko: something I guess
  • Ruby: I entered late so
  • Hanamaru: Ofh mAy g'otd
  • You: wtf
  • Chika: wtf
  • Mark: omg another couple texting the same thing goals
  • Yoshiko: ruby translate
  • Ruby: im with her and theres a dog
  • //Riko has left the chat//
  • Yoshiko: omg Lily come back
  • Yoshiko: dont leave me
  • Yoshiko: I NEED U HERE
  • //Riko has entered the chat//
  • Riko: my mum just called sorry
  • Mari: that was great
  • You: someone screenshot it
  • Chika: Yoshiko cant live without Riko confirmed
  • Yoshiko: ITS YOHANE
  • Dia: screw you gays
  • Chika: omg hwat
  • Mari: omg hwat
  • You: omg hwat
  • Hanamaru: OM'g Hwa's4T
  • Ruby: sis?
  • Dia: typo, sorry
  • Mari: that is def not a typo
  • Riko: the a and u is at in end from each other
  • Yoshiko: cant be a typo
  • Dia: you're right because it's actually auto-correct
  • Kanan: dont meme Dia now
  • Mari: "screw you gays"
  • Kanan: what did I say
  • Chika: guess who just got memed again
  • Riko: this is a literal mess
  • Hanamaru: CwkaoaAgkGtu'jdv?
  • Yoshiko: wtf speak human language
  • Ruby: the dog just trampled on her phone
  • Riko: stop or I wont give you any kisses tmr
  • Yoshiko: my deepest apologies I want my kisses
  • Mari: our chats never have a solid topic lol
  • Dia: that's because y'all a mess
  • Ruby: sis did you just say "y'all"
  • Mari: probs picked it up from me
  • Dia: save me
  • [Mari has sent a link - SAVE ME]
  • Mari: this is your song
  • Dia: Why do I always get memed
  • Chika: because its easy to meme you ٩( 'ω' )و
  • You: and its hilarious
  • Kanan: What did she do to deserve this
  • Mari: nothing rly
  • Riko: but theyre gonna do it anyway
  • Ruby: sis
  • Dia: help me
  • Ruby: I cant
  • Dia: Betrayed by my own blood
  • Dia: I'm leaving
  • //Dia has left the chat//
  • Hanamaru: sHge 'lEaft
  • Yoshiko: what
  • Ruby: "she left"
  • Mari: buuu she left
  • Kanan: good for her she'll get stressed because of us
  • Chika: omg ur worrying about her are you cheating on Mari (|||゚д゚)
  • Kanan: we're in a polyamorous relationship jeez
  • Mari: yh yh Dia's bottom btw
  • //Dia has entered the chat//
  • Dia: shut up
  • //Dia has left the chat//
  • Mari: she came to say that and left lol
  • Riko: also we did not need to know that =//=
  • Yoshiko: you're bottom too tho
  • You: friendly reminder that Ruby and Hanamaru is still here
  • Kanan: cant ruin the innocent
  • Chika: you two should leave cuz Dia will kill us if we ruined you two @_@
  • Ruby: sure I guess
  • //Ruby has left the chat//
  • //hanamaru has left the chat//
  • Chika: this will probs surprise you but You is actually bottom
  • Mari: no way
  • Kanan: I thought shes top
  • Chika: she cant even pin me without turning into a blushing mess ๑乛◡乛๑
  • You: thats a lie
  • Chika: then try to top me then
  • Mari: omg a big discovery Chika is top
  • Riko: Chika doesnt get embarrassed that easily so
  • Yoshiko: unlike You and lily
  • Yoshiko: another reminder that Lily is also bottom
  • Riko: Yocchan!
  • Mari: this one im not surprised
  • Riko: I top sometimes as well
  • Mari: that one surprises me
  • Kanan: I did think you two are versatile
  • Chika: same goes to the 3rd year probs
  • Mari: yup
  • Mari: altho Dia is the ultimate bottom
  • Kanan: I'm the ultimate top
  • Mari: I die whenever Kanan top
  • You: you die when Kanan strips
  • Mari: and that too
  • Kanan: she die whenever im around tbh
  • Chika: calm your gf lol
  • You: its late so imma catch some zzZ
  • Chika: more like ur gonna sleep in my arms
  • You: yh that byeee
  • Chika: bye as wellllll
  • //You has left the chat//
  • //Chika has left the chat//
  • Mari: Yous at Chika place I guess
  • Riko: she is
  • Riko: they just came over to the balcony to say G'night
  • Yoshiko: let me sleep at your place next time Lily
  • Riko: sure my mum called earlier to tell me she wont be home till next week
  • Mari: and you can get hot and steamy~~ ԅ(≖‿≖ԅ)
  • Riko: stop associating us with you perv
  • Yoshiko: stop associating us with you perv
  • Mari: wow rude
  • Mari: and how the heck did you managed to text the exact same thing
  • Yoshiko: thats cuz Lily made a contract with me
  • Riko: I guess Yocchan and I are connected
  • Mari: so cute lol
  • Mari: Kanan can you come over
  • Kanan: now?
  • Kanan: its 11pm
  • Mari: but im cold n lonely
  • Kanan: be there in 10
  • //Kanan has left the chat//
  • Yoshiko: omg thats quick
  • Riko: how can she get there under 10 mins
  • Mari: her jet ski n im important
  • Yoshiko: makes sense
  • Yoshiko: unless she secretly have a pair of wings since shes a little demon
  • Riko: Yocchan
  • Yoshiko: my deepest apologies I still want my kisses
  • Mari: so cute lol
  • //Dia has entered the chat//
  • Dia: Mari, I swear to god if you don't come to school tomorrow only because Kanan is coming over
  • Mari: join us then lol
  • Yoshiko: your relationship will forever confuses me
  • Mari: lmao
  • Dia: Do I need to go?
  • Mari: yes im cold
  • Dia: give me 20 minutes
  • //Dia has left the chat//
  • Riko: that actually works
  • Mari: yee I get a rly bad cold when im cold for too long
  • Mari: Or I can have Dia and Kanan sandwich me ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
  • Yoshiko: Who allows you to be in a relationship
  • Mari: my parents obv
  • Riko: can the bed fit 3 ppl?
  • Mari: i have kings size bed sily
  • Yoshiko: but ur three grown teens ffs
  • Mari: remember that we will be sandwiched ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
  • //Kanan has entered the chat//
  • Kanan: im in the lift rn
  • Yoshiko: so quick wtf
  • Kanan: Mari gets real sick if she's cold when she sleeps
  • //Dia has entered the chat//
  • Dia: Yes, there is. She loves to have someone to snuggle in her sleep
  • //Dia has left the chat//
  • Riko: she entered to just say that...
  • Mari: thats because im important
  • Kanan: we're spoiling her too tbh
  • Yoshiko: you need to stop omg
  • Kanan: im getting out of the lift
  • Kanan: bye kiddos
  • //Kanan has left the chat//
  • Yoshiko: wtf im only 2 years younger
  • Mari: still a kid
  • Mari: so much to learn
  • Mari: so many positions to use
  • //Dia has entered the chat//
  • Dia: please don't ruin them too
  • //Dia has left the chat//
  • Riko: she did it again
  • Yoshiko: imma leave
  • Yoshiko: Lily I'm calling you after
  • Riko: why?
  • Yoshiko: cuz I want to hear your voice obv
  • Riko: thats so cute of you
  • Yoshiko: shuddup I want to hear you say G'night to me
  • Mari: what a cute couple you are
  • Yoshiko: shut up ur gayer
  • Riko: shut up ur gayer
  • //Yoshiko has left the chat//
  • //Riko has left the chat//
  • Mari: wow
  • Mari: I'm leaving too bYE
  • //Mari has left the chat//

anonymous asked:

How come you don't like hv? Apart from the fact that they 'can't sing'? I have mix feeling about them but I don't Hate them. I just wanna know why you don't like them? xx :)

from a musician/performer stand point? rena has the weakest voice i have ever heard and the idea of having a live band is useless,
i don’t think they’re passionate musicians whatsoever and i don’t think they worked that hard to get where they’re at, i don’t think they deserved to get that record label with 5sos since they’d already been signed to Hollywood Records and fucked it up
not to mention, hv worked their entire band from another girls voice and used their mother to get their manager and record label
they don’t write their own songs, and the ones they do tend to be sexist, or romanticise mental illness or abusive relationships
in other words, they’re bad song writers, and as artists all they’re trying to do is be relatable

from a normal person stand point? they and their mother used a young girl to gain popularity only to then kick her to the side once they got where they wanted,
they used Julia’s voice and songs up until they got signed at which point they decided Cherri Bomb didn’t exist anymore and since then have acted like it never existed period.
they have a complete disregard for who helped them get to where they are.
rena is pushed way too much to the front and i don’t see the point of them even being in a band,
they’re in over their heads; they stopped playing acoustic shows in public and instead went to the sound check line to play for people who don’t even want to see them because of “security” reasons, when proper bands are still out there playing acoustics in parks and parking lots
songs like fuqboi, makeup, unholy are completely wrong, and offensive and i can’t believe people like them,
their fan base is mainly young people, mainly girls, and when i say young, i mean YOUNG, and most of the songs they write like guys my age, unholy, like lovers do, fuqboi, makeup, cannibals, pure, are COMPLETELY inappropriate for their fan base and they know that
they never apologise for anything they’ve done wrong and that’s just blatantly ignorant,
their biggest appeal is trying to be relatable which is not what music or musicians are about and they gain their fame from other musicians like 5sos or Paramore,
they sat by and let other people make them famous

off the top of my head, that’s all, but anyone else is free to add on

Sk8er Boi | Jack Avery

Inspired by Avril Lavigne’s song Sk8er Boi
((a/n: You’re a little snobby in this oops! Also this includes Aspen cuz she’s lit))

*5 years ago*
You walk down the halls, friend’s by your side. It’s now senior year, and it’s going to be the best. Cute boys checking you out as you pass by. Girls envying your life. This was your everyday. People loved you, and you loved that.

“Ew, look at those punks,” your friend, Haley, says in disgust.

You look over to the group of skater boys standing by the lockers. Your eyes go straight to a certain curly headed boy. Something about him made you want to know him. There was something that made you attracted to him, but you could never admit it. You’re popularity kept high school from being s living hell, and you wanted to keep it that way.

As you stare, he looks up at you. He shoots a smile before you quickly turn away. You’re friends continued to talk trash about him, and it annoyed you. You never thought talking bad about anyone was fun. You were that friend who just sat and listened, not that it made you any better of a person. Every time you try to change the subject, but it always went back to gossip. Sometimes you wondered if it all was worth being loved by everyone.

Later that day, as you and Haley walk out of ballet practice, you’re almost run over by a boy on a skateboard. Before he could hit you, he flung himself out of the way and landed on the ground.

“Watch where you’re going, punk!” Haley yells.

“I am so sorry, I was a little distracted. Pretty girls usually do that to me,” he smiles at you. You lightly blush, hoping Haley doesn’t notice.

“You’re forgiven,” you smile back.

“Im Jack by the way.”


“I know it’s probably not the best timing to ask you this, but would you like to go out sometime?” he bites his lower lip.

And as you were about to say yes, you are brought back to a reality. A reality with Haley. Haley starts laughing her ass off and you pretend to join in a little.

“This bitch turned down half the guys on the wrestling team, you think she’d go out with you? What makes you so special? Those black baggy jeans?”

Jack face gets red as he picks up his skateboard. He looks at you one more time, and you hope he can see the remorse in your eyes. You truly felt awful, but it was too late.

*Present day*

You’re exhausted due to the fact you’ve been watching your 2 year old daughter all day. No help from her father, your ex. Also known as the captain of the football team back in high school. He had just picked her up, so nows your time to relax. You turn on TV, flipping through the channels. As you pass them by you stop and sit in shock. Skater boy, aka Jack, was on TV singing with four other guys. You immediately call up Haley, who you were still close friends with. Luckily, she has grown up a bunch since high school, and so have you.

“Haley, turn to channel 176,” you say.

You hear her click buttons on her remote, “Oh, skater boy? Yeah I know about that. Ashley and I have tickets to go see them in concert Friday. You want to join?”

“Yeah, that sounds awesome.”

The whole concert was amazing, and it didn’t shock you. You always knew he would turn into something great. If only you didn’t have a stick up your ass during high school. Maybe you guys would be together.

After the concert ended, you and your friends went to the hang out. You guys wonder around in search for Jack. Once you spot him, you notice a girl very close to him. ‘Just some fan’ you assumed. You walk up to him, and his eyes go wide once he sees you.

“Hey, Jack!” you yell over the music.

“Y/n, right? What are you doing here?”

“I came to see you perform, and thought maybe we could catch up a bit sometime.”

He laughs, “Am I finally cool enough for you? I bet it’s the skinny jeans, or is it the fame?”

Your smile fades away, but you knew you deserved this. You were a total bitch in high school. Especially to him.

“I’ve grown a lot since then, Jack. I honestly really liked you, but none of my friends did. I was stupid and did whatever made me seem cool. I’m really sorry about that,” you apologize, and the girl glares at you.

“Y/n, I have a girlfriend now. This is Aspen. She likes me for who I am. You had your shot five years ago, now it’s gone,” he says, then him and Aspen walk away. You are left there standing, realizing what you missed out on.

anonymous asked:

gallavich prompt: can you do something where one of them has an accident and forgets who the other is? :)

// ok I’ve given this my best shot…it’s a total standalone, full on oneshot, completely unrelated to my gallavich queer club universe (but trust me there is lots more of that coming!) enjoy //

‘Im sorry Mr Gallagher but he has amnesia.’

Ian sighed. 'But he’s going to remember? It’ll come back?’

'We can’t know anything for certain. I don’t want to promise something that may not happen. You’re free to visit him now, though. He’s awake.’

So Ian walked slowly down the corridor, breathing in the harsh chemical smell of the hospital. He just wanted to get to the room and see Mickey, yet he walked slower than ever. He knew that every step he took was a step closer to discovering something terrible.

'Can I come in?’, he called, knocking on the door. The man in the bed frowned at him, confused.

'I think you have the wrong room, man,’ he said, shrugging blankly.

Ian’s heart almost stopped. 'Mickey. It’s me. It’s Ian’, he whispered, shocked.

Mickey’s eyes widened. 'How the fuck do you know my name?’, he said, his tone suspicious and body inching away from Ian in caution, who had now entered the room.

Ian couldn’t believe what he was hearing. 'I know your name, Mickey Milkovich, because I have loved you for just shy of eight years.’

'I’m not a fucking fag,’ Mickey spat aggressively, but his eyes were fearful.

'You’ve got to be kidding me,’ Ian muttered incredulously. Mickey had reverted back to how he was before coming out. Before even knowing Ian. He walked up close to Mickey and got up close, the words falling slowly but piercingly out of his mouth. 'I don’t know what year you think you’re in, but back in 2014, you came out. You practically screamed it. Your dad beat the shit out of us, but we won. We went home and showered together and we didn’t fuck that night. We kissed with our broken faces and just lay side by side all night. Toe to toe, head to head. I held you. I kissed away your tears. And then, Mickey, then you rested your ear over my chest and you fell asleep listening to my heartbeat.’ Mickey was staring at him, paralysed. Ian wondered if he’d gone too far, but he didn’t stop. 'I know your name, Mickey Milkovich, because I can’t count the number of times I’ve fucking screamed out your name each time you coaxed my body into an orgasm…which you reciprocated nicely, might I add. Usually I top. But liking what you like don’t make you a bitch, isn’t that right?’

'I don’t know who the fuck you think you are but you need to shut your fucking mouth,’ Mickey practically whimpered. Then Ian calmed down a little. He realised that this wasn’t Mickey’s fault. So he spoke softly and less aggressively.

'I know your name, Mickey Milkovich, because six months ago, we got married. In the park here in Chicago. Our sisters were bridesmaids. Your brothers didn’t show up. But mine became yours. Lip was my best man. Kev was yours. And Yev was ring bearer. Your son - our son.’ Mickey was speechless. 'He’s almost five. And these are the rings he carried down the aisle to us,’ Ian said, holding up his hand to show the thick, plain silver band snug on his fourth finger. Then he tentatively reached out to run his thumb over Mickey’s identical ring. Mickey instinctively snatched his hand away like Ian’s touch burned him. 'In your vows, you told me that you loved me beyond any and all things. And you told me again later, when it was just us, because I still couldn’t believe it. It felt like a dream. Because I love you too, Mickey. So, so much,’ Ian told him, tears in his eyes, desperate. He clasped Mickey’s hand now and held on, his husband’s hand, the hand he knew better than his own, as he cried silently.

Mickey stared at their hands, fingering the ring on his finger, frowning. 'I don’t know where to even begin…they told me I had some amnesia but…how could I forget so much? There’s just, years and years missing. Years with you, apparently. You don’t seem like the sort of guy I could forget’, he whispered.

Ian raised his eyebrows. 'Was that - are you flirting?’ he almost laughed.

Mickey looked away awkwardly. 'Look, I know I’m gay. I’ve always known. I never kiss guys. Don’t want them to get attached…well. I don’t want to get attached to them, honestly.’

'You kiss me plenty. All of that playing-it-straight crap went to shit after a couple years with me.’

'Am I really married? To you?’ Ian reached for his wallet.

'I’ll bring more pictures from home, tomorrow - but I always have this one with me. This is us. Last May.’ Ian showed him the little rectangular picture.

'We look good,’ Mickey remarked, but the two men in tuxes with matching grins looked like strangers to him. There was a pause. 'Do I really have a kid?’

'Yes. He’s here,’ Ian said, flipping the pockets of the wallet over and revealing a photo from a year or so ago, of Yev sat on the couch at Ian and Mickey’s place. 'Yevgeny. We all call him Yev.’

'What kind of a -’


'Why?’ Ian considered how to answer. 'Who’s his mother?’

Ian sighed. 'It’s a long story. I’ll tell you another day.’ Mickey didn’t persist.

'How did we meet?’

Ian smiled. 'It was 2011. We were still living out our teenage years, though yours were nearly over. You thought I’d - hurt your sister and you just burst into the shop where I used to work, screaming out my name. Wouldn’t be the last time you did that…anyway. We didn’t really meet until I came to your place one morning. We started out fighting, pretty hard, but then you pinned me down and - I just remember our eyes locked and we just stared at each other, and we just knew. And then we were just doing it. Fucking in your twin bed. I was fifteen. Shit.’ He sighed. 'We kept hooking up in secret. Always rushing through the sex. Terrified of getting discovered. That was more you than me, but still. We didn’t even kiss for, like, two years. Not that I didn’t try. But we used to flirt shamelessly. That was more me than you. You were nothing like anyone I’d ever known. I didn’t think you could exist. But you did. Eventually you seemed to just accept that you wanted me and you weren’t going to deny yourself pleasure anymore. It was literally destroying you, Mick.’


Ian had gone to get them both coffee. On the walk back, he reflected. It was still unbelievable. And unfair. But when hadn’t things been with them? He didn’t know how he could tell Mickey everything. Svetlana. Terry. His bipolar. The accident. How could everything about them have been wiped clean out of his head?

As he returned, he was broken out of these thoughts by Mickey’s voice ringing down the corridor. He was…singing? Ian listened.

'And I don’t want the world to see me, cos I don’t think that they’d understand’, Mickey sang, scratchy but pure.

Ian stood in the doorway, frozen. Mickey noticed. 'Are you ok?’, he asked.

'Mick…why were you singing that song?’, he asked in a choked whisper.

Mickey shrugged. 'I don’t actually know. I seem to remember it from somewhere. And it’s - it’s nice. I guess,’ he said, puzzled. 'Why?’

Ian stepped inside the room slowly. 'That was the song we danced to at our wedding. It’s our song, it’s our fucking song’, he said, then sang the next line, voice shaking, 'when everything’s made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am.’

They didn’t say anything. They just stared at each other, both searching for things that the other didn’t know how to give.

Mickey slowly slipped off the ring and held it. 'So I can remember our wedding song but not the wedding’, he murmured bitterly.

Ian noticed Mickey’s eyes fill with tears. He knew him well enough to know that any second he would begin crying. He walked over and held Mickey, not caring if the gesture was too sudden - if his husband was crying, he was going to comfort him. Sure enough, Mickey gave a loud sob, then tears fell down his face as he began to cry. Ian absentmindedly stroked his neck, planted little kisses in his hair; it was second nature. 'Sorry,’ he said after a moment, worrying Mickey would react adversely to the affection.

Mickey shook his head. 'It’s fine. It’s - nice. That’s not it.’

'Then what?’

'It’s just…I want to remember it, all of it. Not only for my sake but for yours too, this isn’t fair to either of us’, Mickey sobbed.

Ian nodded. 'I know. I know’, he said, feeling tears sting his own eyes. After everything they’d been out through, this just felt like the sickest, most fucked up twist of fate.

Mickey slowly turned and looked at Ian. He had somehow ended up curled against Ian’s chest, a familiar position. They were so close; Ian could feel his breath on his neck and it took all the strength he had not to kiss Mickey. It was too soon, it was too soon, he kept telling himself.

But then Mickey reached up, slowly, tracing the outline of Ian’s face. Tentative at first, then coming to cradle Ian’s face in his palm. Mickey’s eyes fell to his lips.

'Oh fuck,’ Ian murmured, and gave in. He kissed him hard, and then Mickey returned the kiss, deepened it. Ian’s hands ran through Mickey’s hair and they really tasted each other. Ian couldn’t get enough of him, no matter how familiar he was. That was the beauty of it.

'Your kiss. I’ve had it before’, Mickey said breathlessly.

Ian smiled. 'My lips are clearly a pretty unforgettable experience’, he smiled through his tears. Mickey laughed.


Mickey had fallen asleep in his arms and Ian had stayed, holding him. It reminded him of old times, before the accident. They lay together on the bed, Ian breathing in the same old smell. The blood and the hospital couldn’t erase it; it was, unmistakably, home.

'Ian? Are you awake?’, he whispered.

Ian looked down at his husband. 'Yeah. I’m here.’

'I just want to say. I’m - I’m sorry. You don’t deserve this. I can’t imagine how hard it must be’, he said.

'It’s not your fault’, Ian began, but Mickey cut across -

'regardless. I’m sorry. And when the doctor sees me tomorrow, I’m going to find out how I can beat this thing - if I can. If I can’t, well…’, he trailed off, unsure what would happen.

'Then we’ll work through it. I vowed to take you in sickness and in health’, Ian reminded him. 'God knows you’ve done that for me. Look, I love you, Mickey. I will always love you. And I know you’ve forgotten how to love me, but I’ll remind you. I want you to remember, to feel it all again’, he whispered, kissing his neck.

Mickey smiled. 'Thank you, firecrotch,’ he muttered as his eyes closed, drifting back into sleep.

Ian’s heart jolted and he closed his eyes, grinning, as more tears came. 'You’re on your way back, aren’t you,’ he whispered, kissing Mickey’s forehead gently. He didn’t think his old nickname had ever made him cry before.

But that was their relationship. Expect the unexpected. Always.

// the end! PLEASE keep sending me prompts, I gotta write every day this month! //

Alternate Titles for Hamilton Songs
  • Alexander Hamilton: Man what the fuck hasn't this guy gone through?
  • Aaron Burry, Sir: Literally, Alex, can you shut up for maybe two seconds?
  • My Shot: Apparently not.
  • The Story of Tonight: We'll probably be dead tomorrow, so lets get super drunk
  • The Schuyler Sisters: WORK!
  • Farmer Refuted: how do words layER LIKE THAT???
  • You'll be Back: Is our king an asshole? Yes. Is he also an adorable child? Yes.
  • Right Hand Man: George Washington just walked on in and ruined us all.
  • A Winter's Ball: The fuckboy anthem.
  • Satisfied: I'm feeling a love triangle coming on.
  • The Story of Tonight- Reprise: The fuckboy anthem pt. 2 ft. actual emotions from Burr.
  • Wait For It: One of the most hauntingly beautiful songs will you hear in your entire life.
  • Stay Alive: I'm a general WHEEEEEEEEEEE
  • Ten Dual Commandments: (ง'̀-'́)ง
  • Meet Me Inside: George Washington: The most intimidating father figure ever.
  • That Would Be Enough: Like, Alex, can you at least TRY to be a good husband? Like? Once?
  • Guns and Ships: How fast? THIS FUCKING FAST.
  • History Has it's Eye's On You: Washington's Emotional Baggage.
  • What Come's Next?: Awesome, Wow!
  • Dear Theodosia: The fuckboys are fathers, what happened??????
  • Non-Stop: The most amazing thing you will hear in your life.
  • What'd I miss: Wait, what that's the same- no they- how did Lafayette become- WHAT?
  • Cabinet Battle #1: Epic Rap Battles of History
  • Take A Break: Hey, Alex, maybe you should, you know, try to be a father. For like. 2 minutes.
  • The Room Where it Happens: And with that, Aaron Burr became everyone's favorite.
  • Schuyler Defeated: And with that, Aaron Burr became Alexander's least favorite.
  • Cabinet Battle #2: FUCK EM UP ALEX
  • Washington On Your Side: Southern motherfUCKING DEMOCRATIC REPUBLICANS
  • One Last Time: Please don't go dad, all the other boys hate me.
  • I know Him: Oh right, the king still exists.
  • The Adams Administration: sit down John you fAT MOTHER
  • We Know: Alexander doesn't have to tell Jefferson anything, tells him everything anyways despite risking completely ruining his career.
  • Hurricane: There are literally 10000 better options that don't involve ruining your career and losing your wife's trust.
  • The Reynolds Pamphlet: You completely brought this on yourself Alex.
  • Burn: And I was starting to forget why I love Eliza so much.
  • Blow Us All Away: The swag song™
  • Stay Alive- Reprise: And so the crying commenced.
  • The Election Of 1800: Fuck you Aaron.
  • Your Obedient Servant: The classiest way to invite someone to get shot.
  • Best Of Wives and Best of Women: Oh, and you thought you were done crying?
  • The World Was Wide Enough: Nothing like shooting your only friend.
  • Who lives, Who dies, Who tells your story: *mangled sobbing*
random songs starter sentences
  • ❝I waited for your reply here in the pouring rain.❞
  • ❝Nothing lasts forever.❞
  • ❝Our minds are troubled by the emptiness.❞
  • ❝Say you'll remember me.❞
  • ❝I know the hurt won't pass.❞
  • ❝The horses are coming.❞
  • ❝I know I let you down.❞
  • ❝Give me love like never before.❞
  • ❝Sometimes I wish you'd just shut up.❞
  • ❝I wish I was in love but I don't wanna cause any pain.❞
  • ❝What if the way we started made it something cursed from the start.❞
  • ❝I never meant to hurt you.❞
  • ❝There's a place downtown where the freaks all come around.❞
  • ❝I know I took the path that you would never want for me.❞
  • ❝I gave you hell through all the years.❞
  • ❝I'm just a slave unto the night.❞
  • ❝Lose your mind.❞
  • ❝I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever.❞
  • ❝I bet my life for you.❞
  • ❝Lose your clothes.❞
  • ❝Don't let them in.❞
  • ❝Remember when I told you that's the last you'll see of me?❞
  • ❝I promise that I'm gonna try.❞
  • ❝I let you down, didn't I?❞
  • ❝I'm not a saint.❞
  • ❝What if it only gets colder.❞
  • ❝Don't tell me you can't forgive me.❞
  • ❝I've had enough.❞
  • ❝I hate that I let you down.❞
  • ❝Do you ever think of me when you lie?❞
  • ❝Am I just a fool?❞
  • ❝If you had a heart I was hoping that you would show me some.❞
  • ❝Maybe I'm addicted to all the things you do.❞
  • ❝They say you don't know what you got 'til it's gone.❞
  • ❝Yes, I suppose.❞
  • ❝Does she/he know I've been in that bed before?❞
  • ❝I just want you to know that I did it all for you.❞
  • ❝You'll remain just afraid in the dark.❞
  • ❝All things go.❞
  • ❝What do I see in you?❞
  • ❝I'm ashamed to say that I'm not over you.❞
  • ❝Ten years ago, that's when you proposed.❞
  • ❝Am I just a silly girl/boy?❞
  • ❝Call me when you're not so busy just thinking of yourself.❞
  • ❝Life is a movie, but there will never be a sequel.❞
  • ❝The people are saying that you have been playing my heart.❞
  • ❝Don't yell at me.❞
  • ❝I just figured I was something that you couldn't replace.❞
  • ❝Get the fuck out.❞
  • ❝Together we'll mend your heart.❞
  • ❝They say that your darkest hour comes before your dawn.❞
  • ❝You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.❞
  • ❝You had me caught in every web that you weaved.❞
  • ❝Don't tell me listen to your song because it isn't the same.❞
  • ❝I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken.❞
  • ❝I need to just make up my mind.❞
  • ❝Good things come to those who wait.❞
  • ❝I'll never have a chance.❞
  • ❝Touch me, don't be sweet.❞
  • ❝It's been awhile but I still feel the same.❞
  • ❝I'm done feeling like a stranger to myself.❞
  • ❝Why you gotta be so rude?❞
  • ❝Life couldn't get much sweeter.❞
  • ❝There's no one in town.❞
  • ❝I'm best when I'm in love and I'm in love with you.❞
  • ❝If you were with me tonight, I'd sing to you just one more time.❞
  • ❝I'll give you all I got.❞
  • ❝Why we're always at each others throats?❞
  • ❝He/She hit me and it felt like a kiss.❞
  • ❝There's you in everything I do.❞
  • ❝Chasing after you is like a fairytale.❞
  • ❝Is there life on Mars?❞
  • ❝Don't let them see.❞
  • ❝One last time I need to be the one who takes you home.❞
  • ❝We're living different lives.❞
  • ❝I don't deserve it.❞
  • ❝How in hell did this shit happened?❞
  • ❝I know that this is my fault.❞
  • ❝You're turning me on.❞
  • ❝I don't wanna be without you.❞
  • ❝The ones that love me I tend to leave behind.❞
  • ❝I should've been more careful.❞
  • ❝I'll make it feel like the first time.❞
  • ❝All I really care is you wake up in my arms.❞
  • ❝No matter where I sleep, you are haunting me.❞
  • ❝When I get you moaning you know it's real.❞
  • ❝I feel like a failure.❞
  • ❝I am longing for your love.❞
  • ❝One more time, I promise after that I'll let you go.❞
  • ❝He/She'll never love you like I can.❞
  • ❝Stay with me a minute.❞
  • ❝I am drowning.❞
  • ❝I swear I'll make it worth it.❞
  • ❝Why can't I keep my fingers off you baby?❞
  • ❝It's hard to breathe.❞
  • ❝At least I'm being honest.❞
  • ❝I really loved you bad.❞
  • ❝I don't care if you got her/him in your heart.❞
  • ❝I was hoping you'd save me.❞
  • ❝I just can't believe that this is my life.❞
  • ❝No one said this would ever be easy, my love.❞
  • ❝Don't make me cry.❞
  • ❝They could never make me hate you.❞
  • ❝Let me kiss you in the pouring rain.❞
  • ❝I'm angry but I still love you.❞
  • ❝Let's go get high.❞
  • ❝I will never let you go.❞
  • ❝You like your girls'boys insane.❞
  • ❝We will be alright.❞
  • ❝Don't make me sad.❞
  • ❝I will be by your side when the impossible rises up.❞
  • ❝The past is in the past.❞
  • ❝He/She hurt me but it felt like true love.❞
  • ❝Don't let them know.❞
  • ❝I'm never going back.❞
  • ❝Don't tell me that I'm wrong.❞
  • ❝It's all fun and games 'til somebody falls in love.❞
  • ❝Be the good girl/boy you always have to be.❞
  • ❝I never meant to break your heart.❞
  • ❝Lately I've been waking up alone.❞
  • ❝I never wanted anything from you.❞
  • ❝I never meant to make you cry.❞
  • ❝Don't you place the blame on me.❞
  • ❝I just wanna hold you.❞
  • ❝What would you think of me now?❞
  • ❝You gotta hold on.❞
  • ❝I've been saving all my summers for you.❞
  • ❝I guess we are who we are.❞
  • ❝I never said thank you for that.❞
  • ❝All I want is the thaste that your lips allow.❞
  • ❝Did I take it too far?❞
  • ❝Don't you know I'm human too?❞
  • ❝You're still beautiful to me.❞
  • ❝I thought might get one more chance.❞
a hella long list of random lyric sentence starters (pt. 12)
  • "You can have my heart."
  • "I think we're doomed."
  • "I'm sorry, but it's too late and it's not worth saving."
  • "You know that I'm in love with the mess."
  • "I think I like it."
  • "I think we're doomed and now there is no way back."
  • "I know you're right behind me."
  • "Don't you let me go tonight."
  • "Say you'll be there."
  • "Why do we waste time hiding it inside?"
  • "I want you to be mine."
  • "You know the way I can't resist you."
  • "If we try once more, would you give me it all?"
  • "I'll tell you flat out, it hurts so much to think of this."
  • "I've thrown away so many things that could've been much more."
  • "I just pray my problems go away if they're ignored."
  • "You touch my heavy heart, and when you do you make it light."
  • "I love you. Oh God, I love you."
  • "Life is now worth living, if only because of you."
  • "Who the fuck do you think I am?"
  • "You ain't married to no average bitch, boy."
  • "Don't hurt yourself."
  • "You ain't trying hard enough."
  • "I'm just too much for you."
  • "If you try this shit again, you gonna lose your wife."
  • "I was sitting waiting, wishing."
  • "This world is cruel."
  • "I'm just a fool learning loving somebody don't make them love you."
  • "Must I always be waiting on you?"
  • "Must I always be playing your fool?"
  • "I gave ya friends all a chance."
  • "I can't always be waiting on you."
  • "I keep playing your part, but it's not my scene."
  • "I've had enough mystery."
  • "I'm not you and if I was, I wouldn't be so cruel."
  • "Waiting on love ain't so easy to do."
  • "I wanted that heat so bad, I could taste the fire on your breath."
  • "I wanted in your storm so bad, I could taste the lightning on your breath."
  • "The world is so pale next to you."
  • "Your hair is coxcomb red, your eyes are viper black."
  • "You said every road is a good road."
  • "Every love is your best love and every love is your last love."
  • "Every kiss is a goodbye."
  • "Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek."
  • "You pull away so easily."
  • "You even stay over, but now we stay in our clothes."
  • "I'm only there so that you're not alone."
  • "I'm pouring some whiskey, I'm gonna get drunk."
  • "I'm not afraid. I'm not."
  • "I'll show you my true colors."
  • "No, I won't apologize."
  • "It's like I've waited all my life."
  • "All the pretty girls like Samuel."
  • "It's more than he can handle."
  • "Life is anything but fair."
  • "You’re the only one I’m in love with."
  • "You’re the only thing I’m interested in."
  • "You’re the only one I miss like this."
  • "We’re still two lives in ruin, we’re still boats anchored at sea."
  • "Don’t you ruin."
  • "Here I am, I’ve got to tell you while I can."
  • "You’re the only one I’ve been waiting for."
  • "You’re the only one I have to have."
  • "Somethin' 'bout you makes me feel like a dangerous woman."
  • "Somethin' 'bout you makes me wanna do things that I shouldn't."
  • "I live for danger."
  • "All girls wanna be like that; bad girls underneath like that."
  • "From the moment I first saw you, I was yours and you were mine."
  • "Deep down we both knew you were trouble by design."
  • "Baby, don't you play with fire."
  • "It's too late to say goodbye."
  • "We both knew it was trouble."
  • "Now I'm under your spell."
  • "Nothing's gonna hurt you, baby."
  • "As long as you're with me, you'll be just fine."
  • "Nothing's gonna take you from my side."
  • "Give me the way it could have been."
  • "Give me it all."
  • "I called you up three times last night."
  • "Running through the streets, bloody from a fist fight."
  • "Keep you warm, keep you there, wanna keep you all."
  • "See you there, wanna see you some day."
  • "As you look back, I'm pulling away."
  • "All that remains are words in the rain."
  • "Give me a goodbye said out loud."
  • "I know you could be here with me."
  • "I'll be right there."
  • "I feel there's a fork in the road."
  • "I took a pill in Ibiza to show Avicii I was cool."
  • "Fuck it, it was something to do."
  • "I drive a sports car just to prove I'm a real big baller 'cause I made a million dollars."
  • "You don't wanna be high like me."
  • "You don't ever wanna step off that roller coaster and be all alone."
  • "All I know are sad songs."
  • "I'm just a singer who already blew his shot."
  • "I can't keep a girl, 'cause as soon as the sun comes up, I cut 'em all loose and work's my excuse, but the truth is I can't open up."
  • "People still think I'm a star."
  • "Hold up, they don't love you like I love you."
  • "Can't you see there's no other man above you?"
  • "What a wicked way to treat the girl that loves you."
  • "How did it come down to this? Scrolling through your call list."
  • 'I don't wanna lose my pride, but I'mma fuck me up a bitch."
  • "What's worse, lookin' jealous or crazy?"
  • "Let's imagine for a moment that you never made a name for yourself."
  • "We were made for each other."
  • "It is such a shame you let this good love go to waste."
  • "It's always up and down with you, this game you play is kinda twisted."
  • "I could leave it all behind, trouble is I know I’d miss it."
  • "Even though you play me like an Xbox, I don’t want you to take your hands off."
  • "I'm all about you."
  • "You always make my heart beat faster."
  • "I don’t want you to take your hands off me."
  • "You don't want to act like you care."
  • "Are you gonna give up so easily?"
  • "I thought I meant more, I thought we were strong."
  • "Babe, I've been stressing about us all day."
  • "Guess you bit off more than you could chew."
  • "I've got literally nothing to say to you."
  • "You wanna promise me you'll never go, then you wanna leave."
  • "Don't text me, you're pathetic, bitch, please."
  • "You don't get a goodbye."
  • "You don't get another shot to make me everything I'm not."
  • "I'm a girl on fire, I'm a girl who dreams."
  • "You're a boy who needs to stay the hell away from me."
  • "It was loneliest with you there."
  • "This is the only way you'll hear from me."
  • "You thought you wanted her and got what you deserved."
  • "Used to want you but I don't now."
  • "I can be cruel just like you."
  • "You hit me up again to tell me I'm the one."
  • "Was she worth letting me go?"
  • "I need you right here by my side."
  • "You're everything I'm not in my life."
  • "We're indestructible, we are untouchable."
  • "Nothing can take us down tonight."
  • "You are so beautiful, it should be criminal."
  • "I'll promise you this love will never die."
  • "No matter what, I got your back."
  • "I'll take a bullet for you if it comes to that."
  • "Believe me when I say you're the one."
  • "They'll never forgive us for the things we've done."
  • "Everybody said that we would never last, and if they saw us now I bet they'd take it back."
  • "In a simple skirt you caused a ricochet of courting boys that watch you walk away."
  • "I don't live my life like you do."
  • "Every time you leave, I wanna go."
  • "Don't be so blind."
  • "Am I your one and only desire?"
  • "Am I the reason you breathe or am I the reason you cry?"
  • "I just can't live without you."
  • "I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you."
  • "I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you."
  • "I just can't take any more, this life of solitude."
  • "I guess that I'm out the door and now I'm done with you."
  • "I feel like you don't want me around."
  • "I guess I'll pack all my things."
  • "I guess I'll see you around."
  • "It's all been bottled up until now."
  • "Why would you tear my world apart?"
  • "I see the blood all over your hands."
  • "Does it make you feel more like a man?"
  • "Was it all just a part of your plan?"
  • "She liked black caddies, listened to Puff Daddy and danced until her legs were sore."
  • "He loves her definitely maybe."
  • "I see you everyday,I'm too scared to go over."
  • "I wonder what she'd say, I barely even know her."
  • "How much longer will this keep getting stronger?"
  • "I wonder when you'll realize that she means a lot more to me."
  • "He's picking me up at 6 again and I don't wanna disappoint my boyfriend."
  • "She's telling all the girls about all the things that he bought her."
  • "He had his hands on every single girl he laid his eyes on."
  • "Even when he kissed her, he was looking over staring at her sister."
  • "I'm not the type to get my heart broken."
  • "I'm not the type to get upset and cry."
  • "I never leave my heart open, never hurts me to say goodbye."
  • "Relationships don't get deep to me, never got the whole in love thing."
  • "Someone can say they love me truly, but at the time it didn't mean a thing."
  • "I stray from love."
  • "It cut me like a knife when you walked out of my life."
  • "I've got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart."
  • "No matter what you'll never see me cry."
  • "I should've never let you hold me, baby, maybe why I'm sad to see us apart."
  • "I didn't give to you on purpose, can't figure out how you stole my heart."
  • "I never meant to let it get so personal."
  • "Am I the reason why you tossed and turned last night?"
  • "Everything was such a blur, it didn't come out right."
  • "All of a sudden it's cold and we're falling apart."
  • "I guess we're really over."
  • "I'm not over it."
  • "You make me feel like I'm desperate."
  • "I'm not desperate."
  • "Little bit possessive, little miss obsessive, can't get over it."
  • "That side of your bed is still mine."
  • "I've never been a fan of long goodbyes."
  • "It's like a fairy tale without a happy ending."
  • "Tell me that you care."
  • "I try to make it through my life; in my way, there's you."
  • "Just don't deny it."
  • "You tried to break me."
  • "If you were dead or still alive, I don't care."
  • "Everything's so blurry."
  • "Everyone's so fake and everybody's empty and everything is so messed up."
  • "My whole world surrounds you."
  • "You know that I'll protect you."
  • "I wonder what you're doing, imagine where you are."
  • "Everyone is changing."
  • "Let me know just how you feel, 'cause I am lost without you."
a hella long list of random lyric sentence starters
  • "I'm insecure and I care what people think."
  • "We're stressed out."
  • "Wish we could turn back time, to the good ol' days."
  • "Wake up, you need to make money."
  • "You used to make me feel like I could walk on water."
  • "You're the reason why I can't listen to the same songs I used to."
  • "I write songs about you all the time."
  • "I bet I don't run through your mind."
  • "I've given up on you.
  • "It still hurts to know you're not alone."
  • "Lately, my dog's the only one around that listens to my problems."
  • "It's been a lonely year."
  • "I'm just happy being with you."
  • "Quietly, quietly, the two of us are entangled."
  • "You don't realize the way I am."
  • "This silent love leaves a silent scar."
  • "I don't feel anything when I look at your face."
  • "That's nothing compared to what I had done in the past."
  • "Wild horses couldn't drag me away."
  • "You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress."
  • "Please remember me, fondly."
  • "We'll meet again."
  • "Fuck the man."
  • "I heard from someone you're still pretty."
  • "And when the morning came I was ashamed. Only now it seems so silly."
  • "Never meant to last."
  • "An angel kissin' on a sinner."
  • "Girls like girls like boys do."
  • "Always gonna steal your thunder."
  • "Imma take your girl out."
  • "Don't tell me what I feel."
  • "Kissed your girls and made you cry, boys."
  • "Tell me if you feel it, too."
  • "Hello there, the angel from my nightmare."
  • "We can live like Jack and Sally if we want."
  • "I would ask for advice, but I just do what I like."
  • "You're a waste of my time."
  • "I smoke cause I'm stressed. I try to get high, but it gets me depressed."
  • "I've fallen for her, more than once."
  • "My daddy is dead, I've got no man to follow."
  • "And I know that I'm shallow, but why shouldn't I be?"
  • "I don't want any trouble, it just chooses to find me."
  • "I've been thinkin' about fallin' in love."
  • "I've been thinkin' about you."
  • "I’m afraid somebody else might take my place."
  • "All my friends always lie to me."
  • "You’re too mean, I don’t like you."
  • "Fuck you anyway."
  • "You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs."
  • "You make me wanna die."
  • "Keep on dreaming, don’t stop breathing, fight those demons."
  • "I got a hunger and it won't go away."
  • "I want it all to remind me of the first time."
  • "I think I like you, but it's complicated."
  • "It's always better when we're together."
  • "You look so pretty sleeping next to me."
  • "I belong with no one."
  • "You belong with me."
  • "Run off to school like a good drama queen."
  • "Do you care where you're going, or know where you've been?"
  • "Our faith is placed in second chances."
  • "You're the star of the story you don't care about."
  • "Just a little girl in a bigger world turning upside-down."
  • "You keep it all inside so that nobody knows."
  • "All these boys are thirsty for your outsides."
  • "You never care to ever let the right ones in."
  • "Baby, I'll carry you all the way home."
  • "I just wanna love you, dear."
  • "I understand you, just take my hand."
  • "I found God. I found him in a lover."
  • "He's off to pay his crimes and he's got no time for mine."
  • "It's tearing me apart."
  • "It's ruining everything."
  • "Were you lying all the time?"
  • "Was it just a game to you?"
  • "You know I'm such a fool for you."
  • "You got me wrapped around your finger."
  • "I thought the world of you."
  • "I thought nothing could go wrong, but I was wrong."
  • "It was always me and you."
  • "This body is yours."
  • "Your mess is mine."
  • "Luck be on my side tonight."
  • "You're the reason that I feel so strong."
  • "You still make sense to me."
  • "Boy, look the other way."
  • "That's not the way that friends behave."
  • "I always knew that I would love you from afar."
  • "She's got darling hazel eyes."
  • "It shouldn't come as a surprise."
  • "Why do you go wasting your time on me?"
  • "I'm eager to please."
  • "I'm scared that you’re gonna slip away."
  • "I don’t think she knows how she changed all my plans."
  • "You act like you don't know me."
  • "My god, you tempt my anxious mind."
  • "We are bitter losers, snarling through our smiles."
  • "We are wild."
  • "We’re fucked, but we say that we’re fine."
  • "We long for journeys and the roadside."
  • "Every little thing made me miss you more."
  • "I'm just trying to make a getaway to you, and I'd have gone a thousand miles more."
  • "And I looked at you, you were so damn cute."
  • "I know you're thinking of me."
  • "You're everything that I hoped for."
  • "I'm all the shit that you go for."
  • "Stop kidding yourself now."
  • "I never found a way to let you know."
  • "I also never found a way to let you go."
  • "Right now I’m feeling rough."
  • "Come settle in with me."
  • "I will not open myself up this way again."
  • "Feels like I don't know you."
  • "I've strayed from who it was that you knew."
  • "You were trying to make it work."
  • "You were sleeping in my shirt
  • "Sometimes things don't come full circle."
  • "I was hoping that you cared."
  • "I was distant, I was scared."
  • "There's no way to go back now."
  • "Just love me when you can."
  • "I'll wait patiently."
  • "I'll wake up every day just hoping that you still care."
  • "Surely even I deserve the best."
  • Just when I believe you've changed for good, you go and prove me wrong just like I knew you would."
  • "When I run out of second chances, you give me that look
  • and you're off the hook."
  • "Oh, what am I still doing here?"
  • "It ain't right to just love me when you can."
  • "Slow down, you are out of control."
  • "One of us is right, and one of us is wrong."
  • "It could be so easy if it didn't feel so wrong."
  • "What if I was younger?"
  • "I never should have asked, it was a long time ago."
  • "There's things I wish I knew."
  • "We're a million miles away."
  • "With you, my dear, I'm safe."
  • "You will be gone and I won't see you anymore."
  • "You left my love on the line and said that you were leaving."
  • "I saw you in the arms of someone else."
  • "I cry myself to sleep and you thought I was happy."
  • "I was lonely, had nowhere to go."
  • "I heard that you moved on."
  • "Everything has changed."
  • "Sometimes you've got to bleed to know that you're alive."
  • "The songs on the radio are okay, but my taste in music is your face."
  • "You fell asleep in my car, I drove the whole time."
  • "I heard you were lying about how brave you are.
  • "I heard you were still trying to get back to the start."
  • "I'm gonna miss you."
  • "Gonna miss you, girl, and all of the things we could've done."
  • "I move so fast, how could you be with me?"
  • "I wish you well. All the best."
  • "I spent an hour with you, should I want anything else?"
  • "We were sixteen, maybe less, maybe a little more."
  • "I walked home smiling, I finally had a story to tell."
  • "Time has bridled us both, but I remember you, too."
  • "You confuse me with your riddles and your sudden generosity."
  • "You really shouldn't get this fucked up."
  • "I'm tired of being careful."
  • "Let me under your skin."
  • "Why do I always spill?"
  • "God, I wish I never spoke."
  • "Think I got myself in trouble."
  • "Should've never said the word 'love.'"
  • "I'm sick of all the games I have to play."
  • "I've got your picture, she's got you."
  • "Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces."
  • "Everyone thinks that we're perfect."
  • "Go back to being plastic."
  • "Smile for the picture."
  • "We were too wasted to close the window."
  • "Do you want it? Do you want me?"
  • "You are where I want to be."
  • "I can drive."
  • "Who is she?"
  • "I used to know know to leave the boy behind without having to watch him go."
  • "Going on, my first impression, I recall you wearing white."
  • "There was something sweet in the air, babe, that summer night."
  • "There will always be another time for us to fall in love."
  • "The first times always cut the deepest."
  • "She is something to behold, elegant and bold."
  • "I could easily lose my mind."
  • "The way you kiss me will work each time."
  • "Eyes, innocent and wild, remind me what it's like."
  • "Pulling me back into the flames and I'm burning up again."
  • "I never understood what was at stake."
  • "Well now you've come and gone, I finally worked it out."
  • "I never should have told you."
  • "I never should have let you see inside."
  • "Don't want it troubling your mind. Won't you let it be?"
  • "You cool me down."
  • "Do you love me now?"
  • "I'm not so used to doubt."
  • "Light me up a cigarette and put it in my mouth."
  • "You're the only one that wants me around."
  • "I don't believe in you and I."
  • "I'm not yours anymore."
  • "You're always leaving me behind."
  • "I feel like a fool."
  • "I ain't got nothing left to give."
  • "You are mine, I am yours. Lets not fuck around."
  • "You are the only one."
  • "Yours is the first face that I saw."
  • "I realize that I need you and I wondered if I could come home."
  • "Remember the time you drove all night, just to meet me in the morning."
  • "I thought it was strange, you said everything changed, you felt as if you'd just woke up."
  • "I'm glad I didn't die before I met you."
  • "I don't care, I could go anywhere with you and I'd probably be happy."
  • "Maybe this time is different."
  • "I mean, I really think you like me."
  • "You pull away so easily."
  • "I'm only there so that you're not alone."
  • "So I'm pouring some whiskey, I'm gonna get drunk."
  • "I want a lover I don't have to love."
  • "I'll meet up with the band in the morning."
  • "Love's an excuse to get hurt."
  • "We both go together if one falls down."
  • "I talk out loud like you're still around."
  • "Do I let her sleep or should I wake her up?"
  • "We were lovers in a past life."
  • "I'll make you mine, time after time."
  • "We can keep in touch if that's what you want."
  • "You say I don't have the time for you, but I do."
  • "I am what you need when you can't find it somewhere else."
  • "I am what you want when you don't have anything else."
  • "I came here with a load and it feels so much lighter now I met you."
  • "Honey, you should know that I could never go on without you."
  • "You're the one that I wanted to find."
  • "Anyone who tried to deny you must be out of their mind."
  • "I know it's too late."
  • "I should have given you a reason to stay."
  • "We're not the same, dear, as we used to be."
  • "There was little we could say, and even less that we could do."
  • "Nothing was left for you and me."
  • "Someday you will be loved."
  • "I cannot pretend that I felt any regret."
  • "The memories of me will seem more like bad dreams."
  • "I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet."
  • "You told her that you loved her, but you don't."
  • "She was beautiful, but she didn't mean a thing to me."
  • "I wanted to believe in all the words that I was speaking as we moved together in the dark."
  • "All I see are dark grey clouds in the distance moving closer with every hour."
  • "Was something wrong?"
  • "You're damn right there is, but we can't talk about it now."
  • "No, we can't talk about it now."
  • "One last touch and then you'll go, and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more."
  • "It was vile, and it was cheap."
  • "You are beautiful, but you don't mean a thing to me."