if you don't know this you're no longer worth my time

Heather's Lyric Meme
  • "I believe I'm a good person. You know, I think there's good in everyone."
  • "This ain't no high school. This is the Thunderdome."
  • "College will be the paradise if I'm not dead by June."
  • "I know life can be beautiful."
  • "What can I say? I'm a sucker for a happy ending."
  • "He is the smartest guy on the football team, which is kind of like being the tallest dwarf."
  • "She is a mythic bitch."
  • "Never bothered, never harassed. I would give anything to be like that."
  • "For a greasy little nobody, you do have a good bone structure."
  • "Let's make her beautiful."
  • "Ask me how it feels looking like hell on wheels."
  • "Time for you to prove you're not a lose anymore."
  • "That freaks not your friend."
  • "If she had your shot, she would leave you to rot."
  • "You just gotta prove you're not a pussy anymore."
  • "You can join the team or you can bitch and moan."
  • "You can live the dream or you can die alone."
  • "Time for you to prove you're not a lame ass anymore."
  • "Why when you see boys fight does it look so horrible yet feel so right?"
  • "Could you fight for me?"
  • "Could you be seen with me and still act proud?"
  • "I would fight for you if you would fight for me."
  • "You can set my broken bones."
  • "You've lasted longer than I thought you would."
  • "No point in planting your roots cause you're gone in a hurry."
  • "I don't learn the names, can't bother with faces."
  • "Freeze your brain."
  • "Happiness comes when everything numbs."
  • "I learned to cook pasta. I learned to pay rent. Learned the world doesn't owe you a cent."
  • "Fight pain with more pain."
  • "When the voice in your head says your better off dead, don't open a vein."
  • "Ain't nobody home tonight."
  • "The folks are gone, it's time for big fun."
  • "So, wait, it's lime then salt then shot?"
  • "Woah. A hot guy smiled at me without a trace of mockery."
  • "Dreams are coming true when people laugh but not at you."
  • "Showing up here took some guts. Time to rip them out."
  • "People wouldn't hate you so much if you acted normal."
  • "There's no alcohol in here! Are you trying to poison me?"
  • "The demon queen of high school has decreed it."
  • "I'm a dead girl walking!"
  • "I decided I must ride you til I break you."
  • "You're my last meal on death row."
  • "Slap me! Pull my hair! Touch me there and there and there!"
  • "Believe it or not, I knew about fear."
  • "No one thinks a pretty girl has feelings."
  • "No one sees the me inside of me."
  • "They've left me a myriad of scars."
  • "No one thinks a pretty girl has substance. That's the curse of popularity."
  • "This is the loveliest suicide note I've ever read."
  • "Don't talk mean like that."
  • "You make my balls so blue."
  • "You are the only thing that's right about this broken world."
  • "Our love is God."
  • "The new world needed room for me and you."
  • "I worship you. I'd trade my life for yours."
  • "Let's go hunt some jocks."
  • "They'll die because we say they must."
  • "It is ignorant, hateful talk like yours that makes this world a place our boys could not live in."
  • "I want the world to know I love my dead, gay son."
  • "We're damaged, really damaged, but that does not make us wise."
  • "We don't choose who lives or dies."
  • "Don't you want a life with me?"
  • "That's all I want to do if you could let me in."
  • "I could be good with you."
  • "Can't we be seventeen? Is that so hard to do?"
  • "Your loves too good to lose."
  • "I'll stay if I'm what you choose."
  • "You're the one I choose."
  • "Deep inside of everyone there's a hot ball of shame."
  • "If we show the ugly parts that we hide away, they turn out to be beautiful by the light of day."
  • "Everyday a battlefield when prides on the line."
  • "Who wants to share what's in their heart?"
  • "You're gonna die alone."
  • "I believe any dream worth having is a dream that should not have to end."
  • "Yo girl, keep it together. I knew you would come far."
  • "Your problems seem like life and death."
  • "You chucked me out like I was trash. For that you should be dead."
  • "They made you blind, messed up your mind. But I can set you free."
  • "I found you changed my heart and set loose all that truthful shit inside."
  • "I was meant to be yours!"
  • "We were meant to be one!"
  • "I am all you need!"
  • "You carved open my heart, can't just leave me to bleed!"
  • "Please don't leave me alone! You were all I could trust!"
  • "I let his anger fester and infect me."
  • "No one here deserves to die except for me and the monster I created."
  • "I wish we met before they convinced you life is war."
  • "I am damaged, far too damaged."
  • "Stick around, make things better."
  • "We are done with acting evil. We will lay our weapons down."
  • "Maybe then we'll never die."
  • psychic: [reads my mind]
  • my mind: okay, listen up, 'cause i'm only gonna go through this shit once. any bank worth robbing uses one of a handful of security systems all the usual bells and whistles. but what most idiots don't know is, those companies are all owned by magicians.
  • wait so the people that work there--
  • clueless. tellers, managers, security guards. they're all muggles. they have no idea the vault has a secret feature.
  • serious wards.
  • designed specifically to keep out magicians.
  • now, in the case of our target, their finger prints control the alarm systems. it takes two managers scanning their prints simultaneously to do this. once both the alarms and the wards go down, you've got ten minutes to get downstairs, passed the armed guards, and enter in the correct ten-digit combo. if you screw up the combination or you take longer than ten minutes, you're fucked.
  • now basic bitches trip all the standard alarm systems, but magicians? we also trip the magic wards which means, battle magicians. full-time security employees on the DL, with benefits. you see one, run.
  • they only ask questions postmortem. but our ace is you.
  • once we nap prints and drop the wards, you travel straight in.
  • you really don't think a bank vault, of all places, has anti traveler protection?
  • oh, they do. they entire floor of the vault is one big anti traveling sigil. you get locked in till you run out of air.
  • yeah. pass. i like air.
  • relax, dummy. you only get stuck if you hit the floor.
  • oh, so it's like "mission impossible."
  • that movie is stupidly unrealistic. it's so much easier to just levitate.
  • yeah, i don't know how, and in case you guys have all
  • forgotten, i can't do magic.
  • oh, that's fine. this is gonna get done to you. it's a little thingy any physical kid can make in their sleep.
  • gravity belt, exactly. once we drop the wards, float penny, he zips in, he zips out-- payday.
  • psychic: are you going to rob a bank or something

anonymous asked:

Could you please make a tutorial on how you draw your characters? Your art is so nice but you don't have to if you're busy!!!

i’ve recently simplified the way i draw- so it’s a lot faster for me and i personally prefer the outcome… but it’s probably not the easiest or the most helpful to learn from??? but ill try my best o(-<

so um this is just the basics of how i draw faces now

i used to draw out circles and sketch out where i wanted the details of the face, but it definitely took a lot longer and for some reason i would always make the eyes really big?? and the jaw really strange?? so now i find this method is a lot easier for me and helps me keep my facial proportions more accurate

but ofc adding guidelines underneath can be really helpful!! add as many underneath as you need

um i find hair is something everyone does differently though so i don’t have many tips for this part???

the only detail i think worth mentioning here is that i think hairlines are a fun detail to add! they help me diversify the hairstyles i draw and add a sense of realism??

definitely the way i draw now is not something that will work for everyone- but hopefully this gives you a rough idea of how i draw faces?

ill add some more tips/details under the cut,,,

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kalik-ing-away  asked:

I noticed you mentioned that college isn't your path, but you're still an artist! What kinds of things have you done to improve, other than "practice?" Can you be specific? How did you learn? What resources and tools did you use? I am very interested. If I don't have to go to college for art, my one true passion, then I absolutely do not want to.

-For some people, college is absolutely the best path for them, and they are very happy in art school. I have some friends who wouldn’t give up their art school experience for anything. However, I personally didn’t feel like it was the place for me, and I wrote a longer post about it a bit ago, right here: http://tamberella.tumblr.com/post/121222429248/im-so-curious-why-are-you-leaving-your-art

 also wrote a post on improving here: http://tamberella.tumblr.com/post/119446234383/what-did-you-do-to-get-to-the-level-of-art-you-are 

so I’ll try not to repeat myself too much. I’ll sum up what I wrote in that post and add on:

-if artists you like provide any psd files, pick them apart and learn from what they do
-get pdfs or used copies (or new copies if you can afford it) of the books that would be required reading in the classes you’d be taking at art school. A lot of college websites provide this information, if you have anyone you know in art school you should ask what their required reading is, and I’ll list some books I have and find helpful below.
-pick up reference books from used bookstores of all kinds of things 
-learn how to teach yourself how to draw things. There’s a process. Figure out what elements of your drawings are weak. Maybe you’re doing a painting of cows and you’re having trouble drawing their back legs. Go find 50+ references of the back legs of cows. Draw them. Now take your drawings into photoshop and overlay them over the reference images. Find all the discrepancies. Write down everything you messed up, in bullet points. Draw them again, going down the bulleted list each time and making sure to do each thing correctly. Repeat this process until you’re satisfied. Now draw some cow legs from your head. Congratulations you can draw cow legs. Please still compile a ton of references and refer to them regularly while doing your cow painting.

Now a list of resources: 

-Tons of digital painting resources: http://www.ctrlpaint.com/library/

-Watch this video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pOK2sDLtu2Q

-This is a cool thing to learn: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vcz5Fh6Wcx4

-Draw some skulls: http://digimorph.org/index.phtml

-Explore this taxidermy site for references: http://www.vandykestaxidermy.com/Default.aspx

-Color scheme designer: http://colorschemedesigner.com

-Need clothing design inspiration/reference? https://www.flickr.com/groups/wardrobe_remix/

-Hair inspiration/reference: http://fuckyeahhairstyle.tumblr.com and http://blackhaiirstyles.tumblr.com 

-This is a great forum of concept artists posting improvement and helping one another: http://forums.permanoobs.org

-Amazing poses: http://www.scott-eaton.com/category/bodies-in-motion

-This guy does amazing realistic paintings of fantasy creatures and has free recordings: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qoc1-gkbdqE I also recommend buying his lessons: http://rjpalmerstore.com/products/create-believable-creatures

-If you don’t watch Proko, you should: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClM2LuQ1q5WEc23462tQzBg

-Same with FZDSCHOOL: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCbdyjrrJAjDIACjCsjAGFAA

-Mech and vehicle rendering related youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrJhSmz4zo9t-Z2GdHECW7A

-another concept youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCUQTqWAaSzhAKRanOpes1nA

-Hard surface references: http://hardsurface.tumblr.com/page/2

-Great pinterest collection of references: https://www.pinterest.com/bryanwynia/

-Another pinterest collection: https://www.pinterest.com/katiepf/

-Animal references: http://www.arkive.org/species/

-Andrew Loomis’s books: http://www.amazon.com/Andrew-Loomis/e/B004L5LII8

-Free textures: http://www.cgtextures.com

-Face and expression practice: http://artists.pixelovely.com/practice-tools/face-expression-practice//

-Another concept youtuber: https://www.youtube.com/user/TylerE2284/feed

-Reference about digital color: http://www.artofscholes.com/colorprimer/

-Another awesome youtube artist, Bobby Chieu: https://www.youtube.com/user/digitalbobert/featured

-View animal skulls in 3-D: http://www.real3danatomy.com/bones/dog-skull-mandibles-3d.html

-Do some virtual figure drawing on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLOq-SnwbtX9u231janaHRCo3tcTWshKML

-3-D model references: https://sketchfab.com/models/categories/3d-scans/people?sort_by=-viewCount&page=2

-Character design references: http://characterdesignreferences.tumblr.com

-Figure drawing 3-D references http://www.posemaniacs.com/tools/handviewer/

-Great magazine: http://www.creativebloq.com/imaginefx

-Another awesome youtube artist, Ailah: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ykNt5u4yGFw

Books I own/have read and recommend: 

-Color and Light: A Guide for the Realist Painter - James Gurney

-Imaginative Realism: How to Paint What Doesn’t Exist - James Gurney

-Dinotopia, A Land Apart from Time - James Gurney 

-Figure Drawing for All It’s Worth - Andrew Loomis

-Drawing the Head and Hands - Andrew Loomis

-Successful Drawing - Andrew Loomis

-The Book of a Hundred Hands (Dover Anatomy for Artists) - George B. Bridgman

-Figure Drawing: Design and Invention - Michael Hampton

-How to Render: the fundamentals of light, shadow and reflectivity - Scott Robertson

-How to Draw: drawing and sketching objects and environments from your imagination - Scott Robertson

-The Art of Paperblue - Jae-Cheol Park 

-Portrait Painting Atelier: Old Master Techniques and Contemporary Applications - Suzanne Brooker 

-Classical Painting Atelier: A Contemporary Guide to Traditional Studio Practice - Juliette Aristides

-Classical Drawing Atelier: A Contemporary Guide to Traditional Studio Practice - Juliette Aristides

I know this was very long but I wanted to share as many references as I could, and I’m still omitting a ton, I have mile long lists. Hope this was useful! Good luck!!!

Placebo lyrics sentence starters
  • "I've never been an extrovert, but i'm still breathing."
  • "I gotta get high, before I go outside."
  • "I'm in alcoholic kind of mood."
  • "I know, you've got me wrapped around your finger."
  • "I know, the past will catch you up as you run faster."
  • "I know, the last in line is always called a bastard."
  • "We were born to lose."
  • "It's either you or me."
  • "S/he stole the keys to my house and then s/he locked herself/himself out."
  • "I'm confused and racked with self-doubt."
  • "Don't you wish you'd never met her/him?"
  • "You don't care about us."
  • "You're too complicated, we should separate it."
  • "Think I'll leave it all behind, save this bleeding heart of mine."
  • "I'll take it by your side."
  • "Without you, I'm Nothing."
  • "Without you, I'm Nothing at all."
  • "Don't let me down."
  • "Your smile would make me sneeze."
  • "I'd pay to have you near."
  • "Don't forget to breathe."
  • "Another love I would abuse, no circumstances could excuse."
  • "I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind."
  • "There's nothing here but what here's mine."
  • "Never thought I'd fill with desire."
  • "Never thought I'd feel so ashamed."
  • "Never thought all this could back fire."
  • "Never thought you'd fuck with my brain."
  • "Say goodbye."
  • "You must realise that you're never alone."
  • "I'm a man, a liar."
  • "Now it takes him all day just to get an erection."
  • "Things aren't what they seem."
  • "I dream of a face that is pure as perfection."
  • "Hey motherfucker, I'm after you. I know where you live."
  • "Change your taste in men."
  • "Come back to me."
  • "Join the masquerade."
  • "I'll describe the way I feel; weeping wounds that never heal."
  • "No escaping gravity."
  • "Draw your final breath."
  • "Every time I rise I see you falling."
  • "Can you find me space inside your bleeding heart?"
  • "I was never faithful, and I was never one to trust."
  • "I'm forever black-eyed, a product of a broken home"
  • "I was never grateful, that's why I spend my days alone."
  • "I wrote this novel just for you."
  • "I wrote this novel just for you, that's why it's vulgar, that's why it's blue."
  • "Those motherfuckers got it wrong."
  • "They said I should get expensive help to fix my head."
  • "I don't care for myself."
  • "Run away from all your boredom."
  • "Run away from all your whoredom."
  • "All it takes is one decision."
  • "Run away!"
  • "You're the one who's always bruised and broken."
  • "I understand the fascination."
  • "I understand the fascination, I've even been there once or twice or more."
  • "Please don't die."
  • "It seemed a place for us to dream."
  • "Love can die."
  • "Wake up..."
  • "I've got problems with the booze, nothing left to lose."
  • "I'm faithless... I'm scared."
  • "I'm on my own for far too long."
  • "She's insane, this friend of mine."
  • "Always stays the same, nothing ever changes."
  • "Hold your breath and count to ten."
  • "Beware this troubled world."
  • "Soulmate dry your eye."
  • "Soulmates never die."
  • "Hush, it's okay."
  • "See you at the bitter end."
  • "There's something rotten down here..."
  • "Don't forget to be the way you are."
  • "The only thing you can rely on is that you can't rely on anything."
  • "Don't go and sell your soul for self-esteem."
  • "Remember me..."
  • "Well I've seen you suffer, I've seen you cry the whole night through..."
  • "I'll be your father, I'll be your mother, I'll be your lover, I'll be yours."
  • "I'll be yours."
  • "Well I've seen you suffer, I've seen you cry for days and days..."
  • "You never were a genius."
  • "Yes I know you're the jealous type."
  • "Walk away!"
  • "Protect me from what I want..."
  • "Maybe we're victims of fate."
  • "Remember when we'd celebrate? We'd drink and get high until late."
  • "Now we're all alone."
  • "Come on fallen star I refuse to let you die."
  • "I've been waiting far too long!"
  • "Be mine."
  • "I was alone, falling free..."
  • "What happened to us, what happened to me?"
  • "Baby...did you forget to take your meds?"
  • "I was alone, falling free, trying my best not to forget."
  • "I will be the one to make you crawl!"
  • "I came down to wish you an unhappy birthday."
  • "Someone call the ambulance..There's gonna be an accident."
  • "I can see in the dark."
  • "I will be the one to watch you fall."
  • "I will find you!"
  • "You're always ahead of the game, I drag behind."
  • "You possess every trait that I lack."
  • "You got A's on your algebra test, I failed and they kept me behind."
  • "I just gotta get off my chest, that I think you're divine."
  • "You let me down before."
  • "I'm medicated...How are you?"
  • "It's the pills that bring you down."
  • "It's between you and me."
  • "It's the pills that pick you up."
  • "It's the special way we fuck."
  • "Fall into you, is all I seem to do..."
  • "I'm afraid to be alone."
  • "This house is no longer a home."
  • "Don't give up on the dream!"
  • "Tear us in two, is all it's gonna do."
  • "Don't go and leave me."
  • "Please don't drive me blind."
  • "I'd fill your every breath with meaning."
  • "I'll find a place we both could hide."
  • "You don't believe me."
  • "You do this everytime."
  • "I know we're broken."
  • "Your eyes forever glued to mine."
  • "I know I broke it."
  • "I know I broke you."
  • "It's horrid to see you again."
  • "When I dream, I dream of your lips."
  • "When I dream, I dream of your kiss."
  • "When I dream, I dream of your fists."
  • "I was not honest."
  • "And I'll wait my turn,to terrorize you."
  • "Can't you see these skies are breaking?"
  • "one of a kind is all I own."
  • "I wanna try but I get annoyed."
  • "In the cold light of morning the party gets boring, you're high."
  • "In the cold light of morning,You're drunk sick from whoring and high."
  • "You are one of God's mistakes."
  • "You're a waste of skin."
  • "You're waste of space."
  • "It's a song to say goodbye."
  • "Well now you need me more than I need you."
  • "You wanna know, know that it doesn't hurt me?"
  • "It doesn't hurt me."
  • "You don't want to hurt me."
  • "So much hate for the ones we love."
  • "Tell me, we both matter, don't we?"
  • "Let me steal this moment from you now."
  • "The way you're dancing makes me come alive."
  • "Move closer, I wanna feel your touch."
  • "The way you're moving, makes you all that I desire."
  • "You are the one who took my place."
  • "And it was a leap of faith I could not take."
  • "And it was a promise I could not make."
  • "You are getting in the way!"
  • "I have nothing left to say."
  • "I will pretend it didn't hurt."
  • "You are a cheap and nasty fake."
  • "I am the bones you couldnt break!"
  • "I always aimed to please."
  • "I nearly died."
  • "For what it's worth?"
  • "Come on walk with me."
  • "Got no friends, got no lover."
  • "I've been wasting all my time!"
  • "I got no energy to fight."
  • "I don't see the point in trying."
  • "All of my wrongs, and all my wicked ways,Will come back to haunt me."
  • "He wrote all the songs I hope to write someday."
  • "Looks like the devil is here to stay."
  • "We'll kiss and tremble with the delight."
  • "I had so very much to say."
  • "I pretended I was okay."
  • "So I haven't given up."
  • "A heart that hurts, is a heart that works."
  • "No one can take it/you away from me."
  • "I long, I burn to touch her/him/you just the same."
  • "Don't let them get their way!"
  • "There is no law we/you must obey!"
  • "Damn you all to hell!"
  • "Time will help you through..."
  • "The sound of silence grows."
  • "The two of us are rebels."
  • "The payback is here, take a look, it's all around you."
  • "You thought you'd never shed a tear."
  • "This ain't no singing in the rain."
  • "You can run but you can't hide!"
  • "No one here gets out alive."
  • "Breathe me every time you close your eyes..."
  • "Taste me every time you cry."
  • "This memory will fade away and die."
  • "Just for today, breathe me and say goodbye..."
  • "How many times?!"
  • "Now I can't look you in the eye!"
  • "And I don't even want to try."
  • "Every word from you is a lie."
  • "I'm always falling on my face."
  • "I don't think that you're aware of the cost."
  • "Stupid me to believe that I could trust in stupid you!"
  • "Don't leave me here to pass through time!"
  • "I don't know where to begin."
  • "Don't leave me here."
  • "I'm sick of fighting..."
  • "The cold is biting..."
  • "My broken spirit is frozen to the core."
  • "Don't wanna be here no more."
  • "Wouldn't it be good to be in your shoes?"
  • "And wouldn't it be good if we could wish ourselves away?"
  • "You must be joking!"
  • "You don't even know a thing about it!"
  • "You've got no problem."
  • "I'd stay right there if I were you!"
  • "The grass is always greener over there."
  • "I don't want to be alone."
  • "I'm alive, so alive."
  • "I'm in a desperate situation."
  • "Now there's a hand print on your cheek."
  • "Is it my imagination?"
  • "Let me pay you back in kind."
  • "I always watch you when you're dreaming"
  • "I always watch you when you're dreaming because I know it's not of me."
  • "I smoke a dozen cancer sticks."
  • "We run for our lives."
  • "Promise me that we will make it through."
  • "Don't worry baby - it's just the end of the world."
  • "I refuse to remain in regrets."
  • "I've existed too long in secrets."
  • "Help me start to heal."
  • "Every one of my needs will be met."
  • "I refuse to be left behind."
  • "I know you want to stop."
  • "Be glad for what you got."
  • "I recognize the smile."
  • "There are some things I cannot forget."
  • "It may be for a while, I'll pretend we've never met."
  • "And maybe we will part."
  • "Will your paranoia keep you warm?"
  • "I will still enjoy to watch you fall."
  • "Stop!"
  • "I try every day"
  • "I try every day, to think of something deep to say."
  • "If I am an extra in the film of my own life, then who the hell is the director?"
  • "Show me how to live."
  • "There's a riot in my head."
  • "Let's fight until the end of days."
  • "Let's destroy and let's devastate."
  • "I know where you live."
  • "Time is money, bastard."
  • "You are so beautiful."
  • "Love claims to have the answer."
  • "Can you imagine a love that is so proud?"
  • "We are loud like love!"
  • "If you were mine, then we would know!"
  • "And with our bodies entwined we will know paradise."
  • "My computer thinks I'm gay."
  • "I got too many friends."
  • "I'll never be there for you/them."
  • "I am a small and gentle man."
  • "Hold on to me..."
  • "My behaviour is hard to understand."
  • "But I'm still doing all I can, to try and get me some redemption."
  • "And I'm knee deep in sinking sand, crying out for your attention!"
  • "Rob the bank!"
  • "Take me home, then make love."
  • "There wasn't much I used to need..."
  • "Now my mistakes are haunting me."
  • "I've lost the power to understand what it takes to be a man."
  • "You tried your best to be a friend to my heart."
  • "I saw you wanted this to end."
  • "Please no grieving, my love, understand?"
  • "Now I feel I've lost my spark."
  • "Can't you see I'm sick of fighting?"
  • "Can't you see I've lost my way?"
  • "All my dreaming torn in pieces..."
  • "As you wake does he smother you in kisses long and true?"
  • "Want you so bad I can taste it!"
  • "If I could, I would hover while he's making love to you, make it rain as I cry."
  • "Your touch, I cannot regret!"
  • "You're so my kind."
  • "You're so my kind, erotic and devine."
  • "To me you're more than a human, you are more complex."
  • "You are like a fallen angel."
  • "Look me in the eyes, say that again."
  • "Knock me off my feet like heroin."
  • "No need to disguise or to pretend."
  • "Tonight's the night that we begin the end."
  • "I tried, God knows, I tried."
  • "There's nothing you can do to change my mind."
  • "I don't enjoy to watch you cry."
  • "Blame me for the sorry state you're in."
  • "I love you more than any man, but something's getting in the way."
  • "I do you harm because I can for the second time today."
  • "When I get drunk, you take me home and keep me safe from harm."
  • "I ask you for another second chance, but then I drink it all away."
  • "I was so delicate when we began, so tender when I spoke your name."
  • "Now I'm nothing but a partisan to my compulsion and my shame."
  • "You know, I'm grateful, I appreciate."
  • "Then I run away to wonderland, and disappear without trace."
  • "Can't you see there's a world out there?"
  • "Don't be scared."
  • "Babe I'm gonna be your man!"
  • "And it's plain to see you were meant for me."
  • "I wanna be your toy."
  • "I've been smoking too long."
  • "I wanna turn you on."
  • "I'm only a person."
  • "Open up your heart, let me slip inside."
  • "Lie to me."
  • "Drink you pretty."
  • "My mother told me, that you're never lonely when you're laughing all the time."
  • "My father told me, that you're always lonely when they're all laughing at you."
  • "He tries to impress her, mentally undress her."
  • "Theres a look on your face I would like to knock out."
  • "All I want is to see you in terrible pain."
  • "Theres no light in your eyes and your brain is too slow."
  • "Fuck you."
  • "So fuck you anyway."
  • "Makes me sick when I hear all the shit that you say."
  • "Theres a time for us all and I think yours has been, can you please hurry up cos I find you obscene?"
  • "I cant wait for the day that you're never around, when that face isn't here and you rot underground."
  • "Your eyes are almost dead."
  • "I wanna be much more like you."
  • "I wanna take a bath with you."
  • "I wanna say I do."
  • "The way your smile lights up the room."
  • "To jealousy I'll stay immune."
  • "She's a faker, always let's me down."
  • "Don't you make me frown."
  • "I never wanted the real thing."
  • "I didn't mean it."
  • "I'm the one to blame."
  • "Did too much cocaine..."
  • "One more time for me."
  • "Put your hands in the air, and wave them like you give a fuck!"
  • "The only place you’re truly free is cosy in your dreams."
  • "We need to concentrate on more then meets the eye."
  • "Patience comes to the ugly, not me."
  • "Laughter comes to the lucky, not me."
  • "Where is my mind?"

anonymous asked:

I don't understand Sangwoo. Why he throw Bum to the closet? And why he say "You're not wanted there". Actually what I want to say is Sangwoo sometimes behave badly to Bum and sometimes he behave very well. I can't understand Sangwoo's behaviors and feelings to Bum.

Hiiiii! Soooo - on the one hand, in a way we’re not really supposed to understand Sangwoo. For Bum, he constantly comes off as hot and then changes drastically to cold - and Bum has called that out several times now throughout the course of the series and culminating in chapter 15 in the “i don’t love you anymore but you still make me feel warm inside” spiel. In general, Sangwoo seems to work outside of most would consider normal human behavior parameters so first reaction to a person like will always be a little confusing.

But we were sort of given the answer to him in a lot of ways in this chapter - via that child line.

So like, when you were a kid, and you played with dolls, and even though you loved and cherished them and they meant something to you - if in that very moment you didn’t need it, you’d probably be the first to throw that sucker clear across the room into a heap of other dolls. Because in that moment, it was not longer relevant to your needs and therefore needed to be out of your sight.

Um, actually, and probably far more relatable. Let’s think about your cell phone. I love my phone. I carry my phone EVERYWHERE. I’m anxious and mad when I can’t find it and if something were to happen to it, I would not be a happy lamb. But that doesn’t mean that I’m not letting roll around in my backpack throughout the day. Or shucking it like a frisbee half way across my apartment when I don’t need it, or dropping it on the concrete and thinking little more than “oops, hope it’s not broken that’s inconvenient for me.”

Think about Sangwoo, and his feelings for Bum in that way. He’s an object and his value only stretches as far as he serves to make Sangwoo feel anything. He’s possessive over that because I doubt very little makes Sangwoo feel anything other than irritation at all. 

For Sangwoo, I doubt he consciously thinks about whether he’s behaving poorly or warmly to Bum. Instead, it’s more like, this is how I feel about this object in this very moment and therefore I will treat it accordingly. Bum doesn’t necessarily have shape as a whole human with distinct needs and wants and thoughts and desires. He only exists in relation to how Sangwoo lives and how he is feeling and how he fits into his games.

Uhhh, also it’s worth mentioning that the “you’re not wanted here” line is a mistranslation. I know I should link because I literally just saw a post on here, but I really need to get ready for work. But basically it’s more a line about how Bum is the “hero/main character” to this commemorative event and therefore should be here for when he needs him until then he has no use for him so stay in your closet with all the other toys until I’m ready for you to come out to play. Make sense?

a hella long list of random lyric sentence starters (pt. 12)
  • "You can have my heart."
  • "I think we're doomed."
  • "I'm sorry, but it's too late and it's not worth saving."
  • "You know that I'm in love with the mess."
  • "I think I like it."
  • "I think we're doomed and now there is no way back."
  • "I know you're right behind me."
  • "Don't you let me go tonight."
  • "Say you'll be there."
  • "Why do we waste time hiding it inside?"
  • "I want you to be mine."
  • "You know the way I can't resist you."
  • "If we try once more, would you give me it all?"
  • "I'll tell you flat out, it hurts so much to think of this."
  • "I've thrown away so many things that could've been much more."
  • "I just pray my problems go away if they're ignored."
  • "You touch my heavy heart, and when you do you make it light."
  • "I love you. Oh God, I love you."
  • "Life is now worth living, if only because of you."
  • "Who the fuck do you think I am?"
  • "You ain't married to no average bitch, boy."
  • "Don't hurt yourself."
  • "You ain't trying hard enough."
  • "I'm just too much for you."
  • "If you try this shit again, you gonna lose your wife."
  • "I was sitting waiting, wishing."
  • "This world is cruel."
  • "I'm just a fool learning loving somebody don't make them love you."
  • "Must I always be waiting on you?"
  • "Must I always be playing your fool?"
  • "I gave ya friends all a chance."
  • "I can't always be waiting on you."
  • "I keep playing your part, but it's not my scene."
  • "I've had enough mystery."
  • "I'm not you and if I was, I wouldn't be so cruel."
  • "Waiting on love ain't so easy to do."
  • "I wanted that heat so bad, I could taste the fire on your breath."
  • "I wanted in your storm so bad, I could taste the lightning on your breath."
  • "The world is so pale next to you."
  • "Your hair is coxcomb red, your eyes are viper black."
  • "You said every road is a good road."
  • "Every love is your best love and every love is your last love."
  • "Every kiss is a goodbye."
  • "Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek."
  • "You pull away so easily."
  • "You even stay over, but now we stay in our clothes."
  • "I'm only there so that you're not alone."
  • "I'm pouring some whiskey, I'm gonna get drunk."
  • "I'm not afraid. I'm not."
  • "I'll show you my true colors."
  • "No, I won't apologize."
  • "It's like I've waited all my life."
  • "All the pretty girls like Samuel."
  • "It's more than he can handle."
  • "Life is anything but fair."
  • "You’re the only one I’m in love with."
  • "You’re the only thing I’m interested in."
  • "You’re the only one I miss like this."
  • "We’re still two lives in ruin, we’re still boats anchored at sea."
  • "Don’t you ruin."
  • "Here I am, I’ve got to tell you while I can."
  • "You’re the only one I’ve been waiting for."
  • "You’re the only one I have to have."
  • "Somethin' 'bout you makes me feel like a dangerous woman."
  • "Somethin' 'bout you makes me wanna do things that I shouldn't."
  • "I live for danger."
  • "All girls wanna be like that; bad girls underneath like that."
  • "From the moment I first saw you, I was yours and you were mine."
  • "Deep down we both knew you were trouble by design."
  • "Baby, don't you play with fire."
  • "It's too late to say goodbye."
  • "We both knew it was trouble."
  • "Now I'm under your spell."
  • "Nothing's gonna hurt you, baby."
  • "As long as you're with me, you'll be just fine."
  • "Nothing's gonna take you from my side."
  • "Give me the way it could have been."
  • "Give me it all."
  • "I called you up three times last night."
  • "Running through the streets, bloody from a fist fight."
  • "Keep you warm, keep you there, wanna keep you all."
  • "See you there, wanna see you some day."
  • "As you look back, I'm pulling away."
  • "All that remains are words in the rain."
  • "Give me a goodbye said out loud."
  • "I know you could be here with me."
  • "I'll be right there."
  • "I feel there's a fork in the road."
  • "I took a pill in Ibiza to show Avicii I was cool."
  • "Fuck it, it was something to do."
  • "I drive a sports car just to prove I'm a real big baller 'cause I made a million dollars."
  • "You don't wanna be high like me."
  • "You don't ever wanna step off that roller coaster and be all alone."
  • "All I know are sad songs."
  • "I'm just a singer who already blew his shot."
  • "I can't keep a girl, 'cause as soon as the sun comes up, I cut 'em all loose and work's my excuse, but the truth is I can't open up."
  • "People still think I'm a star."
  • "Hold up, they don't love you like I love you."
  • "Can't you see there's no other man above you?"
  • "What a wicked way to treat the girl that loves you."
  • "How did it come down to this? Scrolling through your call list."
  • 'I don't wanna lose my pride, but I'mma fuck me up a bitch."
  • "What's worse, lookin' jealous or crazy?"
  • "Let's imagine for a moment that you never made a name for yourself."
  • "We were made for each other."
  • "It is such a shame you let this good love go to waste."
  • "It's always up and down with you, this game you play is kinda twisted."
  • "I could leave it all behind, trouble is I know I’d miss it."
  • "Even though you play me like an Xbox, I don’t want you to take your hands off."
  • "I'm all about you."
  • "You always make my heart beat faster."
  • "I don’t want you to take your hands off me."
  • "You don't want to act like you care."
  • "Are you gonna give up so easily?"
  • "I thought I meant more, I thought we were strong."
  • "Babe, I've been stressing about us all day."
  • "Guess you bit off more than you could chew."
  • "I've got literally nothing to say to you."
  • "You wanna promise me you'll never go, then you wanna leave."
  • "Don't text me, you're pathetic, bitch, please."
  • "You don't get a goodbye."
  • "You don't get another shot to make me everything I'm not."
  • "I'm a girl on fire, I'm a girl who dreams."
  • "You're a boy who needs to stay the hell away from me."
  • "It was loneliest with you there."
  • "This is the only way you'll hear from me."
  • "You thought you wanted her and got what you deserved."
  • "Used to want you but I don't now."
  • "I can be cruel just like you."
  • "You hit me up again to tell me I'm the one."
  • "Was she worth letting me go?"
  • "I need you right here by my side."
  • "You're everything I'm not in my life."
  • "We're indestructible, we are untouchable."
  • "Nothing can take us down tonight."
  • "You are so beautiful, it should be criminal."
  • "I'll promise you this love will never die."
  • "No matter what, I got your back."
  • "I'll take a bullet for you if it comes to that."
  • "Believe me when I say you're the one."
  • "They'll never forgive us for the things we've done."
  • "Everybody said that we would never last, and if they saw us now I bet they'd take it back."
  • "In a simple skirt you caused a ricochet of courting boys that watch you walk away."
  • "I don't live my life like you do."
  • "Every time you leave, I wanna go."
  • "Don't be so blind."
  • "Am I your one and only desire?"
  • "Am I the reason you breathe or am I the reason you cry?"
  • "I just can't live without you."
  • "I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you."
  • "I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you."
  • "I just can't take any more, this life of solitude."
  • "I guess that I'm out the door and now I'm done with you."
  • "I feel like you don't want me around."
  • "I guess I'll pack all my things."
  • "I guess I'll see you around."
  • "It's all been bottled up until now."
  • "Why would you tear my world apart?"
  • "I see the blood all over your hands."
  • "Does it make you feel more like a man?"
  • "Was it all just a part of your plan?"
  • "She liked black caddies, listened to Puff Daddy and danced until her legs were sore."
  • "He loves her definitely maybe."
  • "I see you everyday,I'm too scared to go over."
  • "I wonder what she'd say, I barely even know her."
  • "How much longer will this keep getting stronger?"
  • "I wonder when you'll realize that she means a lot more to me."
  • "He's picking me up at 6 again and I don't wanna disappoint my boyfriend."
  • "She's telling all the girls about all the things that he bought her."
  • "He had his hands on every single girl he laid his eyes on."
  • "Even when he kissed her, he was looking over staring at her sister."
  • "I'm not the type to get my heart broken."
  • "I'm not the type to get upset and cry."
  • "I never leave my heart open, never hurts me to say goodbye."
  • "Relationships don't get deep to me, never got the whole in love thing."
  • "Someone can say they love me truly, but at the time it didn't mean a thing."
  • "I stray from love."
  • "It cut me like a knife when you walked out of my life."
  • "I've got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart."
  • "No matter what you'll never see me cry."
  • "I should've never let you hold me, baby, maybe why I'm sad to see us apart."
  • "I didn't give to you on purpose, can't figure out how you stole my heart."
  • "I never meant to let it get so personal."
  • "Am I the reason why you tossed and turned last night?"
  • "Everything was such a blur, it didn't come out right."
  • "All of a sudden it's cold and we're falling apart."
  • "I guess we're really over."
  • "I'm not over it."
  • "You make me feel like I'm desperate."
  • "I'm not desperate."
  • "Little bit possessive, little miss obsessive, can't get over it."
  • "That side of your bed is still mine."
  • "I've never been a fan of long goodbyes."
  • "It's like a fairy tale without a happy ending."
  • "Tell me that you care."
  • "I try to make it through my life; in my way, there's you."
  • "Just don't deny it."
  • "You tried to break me."
  • "If you were dead or still alive, I don't care."
  • "Everything's so blurry."
  • "Everyone's so fake and everybody's empty and everything is so messed up."
  • "My whole world surrounds you."
  • "You know that I'll protect you."
  • "I wonder what you're doing, imagine where you are."
  • "Everyone is changing."
  • "Let me know just how you feel, 'cause I am lost without you."
Nightwish Sun and Moon Lyrics
  • Aries Sun & Aries Moon: “Energize me, activate the light that's given and taken/Can you believe in the power that's burning between us?/Would you believe if you open up your mind, open up your heart”—Energize Me (After Forever)
  • Aries Sun & Taurus Moon: “Time to rest now, and to finish the show/And become the music, one with alpenglow”—Alpenglow (Nightwish)
  • Aries Sun & Gemini Moon: “Moving astral in the veins of acid/across the silvery skin”—Ashes to the Stars (Tarot)
  • Aries Sun & Cancer Moon: “Deep in the darkest time/your shine on mine show me the way to climb/do what´s right/For every single word/You´re in my world/The doubts just disappear/you´re the one I hear”—Watching Me From Afar (Anette Olzon)
  • Aries Sun & Leo Moon: “A ballad of dark queen echoes through night/As he flees the curse of gods, the pharaoh`s wrath./One thousand one nights unseen,/The philosopher and the queen.”—Sahara (Nightwish)
  • Aries Sun & Virgo Moon: “I studied silence to learn the music /I joined the sinful to regain innocence”—Dead to the World (Nightwish)
  • Aries Sun & Libra Moon: “Ayreon, don't you know who I am/Ayreon, I'll have you know that I can/charm you with a wave of my hand/you bow to my command”—Merlin’s Will (Ayreon. Irene Jansen.)
  • Aries Sun & Scorpio Moon: “Love and light are haven-sent/We really ain't all that hellbent”—You Heaven and Your Hell (Tarja)
  • Aries Sun & Sagittarius Moon: “Faith brought me here/It's time to cut the rope and fly/Fly to a dream/Far across the sea/All the burdens gone/Open the chest once more/Dark chest of wonders/Seen through the eyes/Of the one with pure heart/Once so long ago”—Dark Chest of Wonders (Nightwish)
  • Aries Sun & Capricorn Moon: “Just let me go! Drift far away from the life I once knew./Let me fall, deep down! The truth will be down there to pick me back up./My own fear has kept me there. Standing alone on the sideline of life while it moved on./This made me so humble! I'll stay a little while longer.”—Anatomy of a Nervous Breakdown: On the Sideline
  • Aries Sun & Aquarius Moon: “Keep the pain inside your mind./Pretend you're tough./And keep the truth deep down in slumber.”—Misery’s No Crime (ReVamp)
  • Aries Sun & Pisces Moon: “See the star inside of you/That shines for me/You shine my dear winter soul” – VINTERSJÄL/Winter Soul (Anette Olzon)
  • Taurus Sun & Aries Moon: “Lightning hits the house of wax/Poets spill out on the street”—House of Wax (Tarja)
  • Taurus Sun & Taurus Moon: “It's the forests where silence has lease/It's the beauty that fills me with wonder!/It's the stillness that fills me with peace!” – The Last Sled (Tuomas Holopainen)
  • Taurus Sun & Gemini Moon: “Like a show inside my head/Keeps repeating/Find whats gone and said to late/Keeps repeating”—Like a Show Inside My Head (Anette Olzon)
  • Taurus Sun & Cancer Moon: “I only wished to become something beautiful/Through my music, through my silent devotion”—Ocean Soul (Nightwish)
  • Taurus Sun & Leo Moon: “Go down in my flame/I know you want it just the same/The way you're sexin' me is frightening”—Heart Full of Fire (Brother Firetribe)
  • Taurus Sun & Virgo Moon: “My song is little worth anymore/Time to lay this weary pen aside”—Dead Gardens (Nightwish)
  • Taurus Sun & Libra Moon: “Sharp is the edge of all discovery,/now I see./A scar without suffering,/impossible./I'll wait until my last day/with no shame.” “Fly as high/As you can./Nobody below,/Nobody is behind./It always begins/when you are alone./Love, fear,”-- Montañas De Silencio (Tarja)
  • Taurus Sun & Scorpio Moon: “She's a devil's daughter/Stay for one night/You'll stay forever/Witchy women/Cries for no one/Steals your soul and tears your heart out”—Devil’s Daughter (Brother Firetribe)
  • Taurus Sun & Sagittarius Moon: “Weaving my wings from many-colored yarns/Flying higher, higher, higher into the wild/Weaving my world into tapestry of life/Its fire, golden, in my Walden”—My Walden (Nightwish)
  • Taurus Sun & Capricorn Moon: “That beauty echoes through this journey/As the morning dawns, night tells it's story”— Erämaan viimeinen (Nightwish)
  • Taurus Sun & Aquarius Moon: “A lady with a violin playing to/the seals/Hearken to the sound of calling”—The Siren (Nightwish)
  • Taurus Sun & Pisces Moon: “Oh, nothing compares to this beautiful dream/Make love with me/On the bed of dead leaves” –Bed of Dead Leaves (For My Pain)
  • Gemini Sun & Aries Moon: “Now turned to stone/Perfection my messenger from hell/Wine turns to water/Campfires freeze, loveletters burn/Romance is lost/Lord, let me be wrong in this pain”—Romanticide (Nightwish)
  • Gemini Sun & Taurus Moon: “The bridal bed awaits us both/After the landscape of death I have crossed./Before my sorrows I must die,/Nightwish I send through the starlit sky.”—Nightwish (Nightwish)
  • Gemini Sun & Gemini Moon: “Through the trusted eyes of a mirror/But it wasn't me I could see”—Monolith of Doubt (After Forever)
  • Gemini Sun & Cancer Moon: “All, I wish to reach your heart/Life is just an empty dream/We will never be apart/Take me home forever”—Empty Dream (Tarja)
  • Gemini Sun & Leo Moon: “Behind all the empty glitter the city's a painted whore./A mother with a concrete womb for the zombie horde./Juices from the flesh of the living are bled to sewers./If we gave thoughts, they are harnessed to feed the hive.”—Messenger of Gods
  • Gemini Sun & Virgo Moon: “500 letters from a stranger at my door/500 weapons I can't take it anymore/500 letters, words like scars no one can see/500 secrets, slowly killing me”—500 Letters (Tarja)
  • Gemini Sun & Libra Moon: “Ever felt away without me/My love, it lies so deep/Ever dream of me”—Ever Dream (Nightwish)
  • Gemini Sun & Scorpio Moon: “My Lord, to you, let me become what my child thinks I am/In you is the beauty of the world, of which death made me an artist”— Kuolema Tekee Taiteilijan/Death Makes An Artist (Nightwish)
  • Gemini Sun & Sagittarius Moon: “You had the nerve to say,/that I've lost the way./I'm still me.”—You (Tarot)
  • Gemini Sun & Capricorn Moon: “I'm never gone/Go tell the world I'm still around/I didn't fly, I'm coming down”—I Walk Alone (Tarja)
  • Gemini Sun & Aquarius Moon: “Would you share it with me?/High, much higher than moon/Flies away the angel of love”—Sea of Emotions (For My Pain)
  • Gemini Sun & Pisces Moon: “Break through my crystallized sphere and hold me/Enter my deepest inner self/Imprison the pain/Besieging in vain”—Estranged (After Forever)
  • Cancer Sun & Aries Moon: “Last dance, first kiss /Your touch my bliss /Beauty always comes with dark thoughts”—Wish I Had An Angel (Nightwish)
  • Cancer Sun & Taurus Moon: “The flowers of wonder and the hidden treasures,/In the meadow of life, my acre of Heaven./A five-year-old winter heart in a place called home/Sailing the waves of past.”—Meadows of Heaven (Nightwish)
  • Cancer Sun & Gemini Moon: “No! I can't! This comes way too soon!/How can I let go of you now?”—In Sickness ‘til Death Do Us-All Goodbyes Are Said (ReVamp)
  • Cancer Sun & Cancer Moon: “Our walk has been sublime/A soaring ride and gentle leap/You have the heart of a true friend/One day we'll meet on that shore again”—Our Decades In The Sun (Nightwish)
  • Cancer Sun & Leo Moon: “No holy sunrays/Will light my tomb of dreams/I won't return/From the valley of...The Queens”—Valley of the Queens (Star One)
  • Cancer Sun & Virgo Moon: “I hear screams of fallen souls, sad cries of agony/Within the void of this evil hole, deep inside the black/Could it be my imagination, the mirror of my fantasy?/A fear-induced hallucination/Or is there no way back from the halo of darkness?”—Into the Black Hole (Star One)
  • Cancer Sun & Libra Moon: “I heard the news, a mystery, a strange device/I'm so afraid, I just can't see through all these lies/Behold this alien messenger/Is this a cosmic design?/The bringer of a new day”—Star Child (Star One)
  • Cancer Sun & Scorpio Moon: “The company is trying to hide the higher rates of suicide/There's no pain and much to gain, but then the drug destroys their brain”—High Moon (Star One)
  • Cancer Sun & Sagittarius Moon: “grant me the courage to stand to this test/I call upon the seer, Merlin the sorcerer/grant me the magic to end my pain”—Castle Hall (Ayreon)
  • Cancer Sun & Capricorn Moon: “Nor enlightened by the lessons of Christ /I’ll never understand the meaning of the right /Ignorance lead me into the light”—Angels Fall First (Nightwish)
  • Cancer Sun & Aquarius Moon: “You're not alone below the moon/All of us wait for moments gone too soon”—Innocence (Tarja)
  • Cancer Sun & Pisces Moon: “Timeless, ancient, deep inside us as we/are empty without it, lost/Its sweet enclosure”—Sweet Enclosure (After Forever)
  • Leo Sun & Aries Moon: “Over another lonely star/Walking right into the sun”—Into the Sun (Tarja)
  • Leo Sun & Taurus Moon: “First day of love never comes back /A passionate hour’s never a wasted one /The violin, the poet’s hand, /Every thawing heart plays your theme with care”—While Your Lips Are Still Red (Nightwish)
  • Leo Sun & Gemini Moon: “Magic wonders in the golden breeze Changing daily and surrounding me/In the eyeglass I can see them freeze/On and on and on, on and on I´m Floating - Falling - Floating - Flying” –Floating (Anette Olzon)
  • Leo Sun & Cancer Moon: “Shine bright see all your glory/No need to cry stay strong and you'll fly”—Shine (Anette Olzon)
  • Leo Sun & Leo Moon: “We can laugh at it now/I don't mind all the burning daggers/Piercing me, shaping me/Turning the blade on you”—Diva (Tarja)
  • Leo Sun & Virgo Moon: “We must measure/While the pressure of nature's force expands/We feel minor/Punished and meager/Betrayed by all our gods”—Equally Destructive (After Forever)
  • Leo Sun & Libra Moon: “Enchantress came to me and said: /Meet me at the lake tonight”—White Night Fantasy (Nightwish)
  • Leo Sun & Scorpio Moon: “She tried to reach to the stars all her life/But her mind fell apart every time”—Queen Misery (For My Pain)
  • Leo Sun & Sagittarius Moon: “Come on; hop on; let's take a ride/Come and meet the travelers who came to town”—Endless Forms Most Beautiful (Nightwish)
  • Leo Sun & Capricorn Moon: “Pack of wolves behind me. Seasons on my face./Coming out of nowhere, heading for any place.”—Howl! (Tarot)
  • Leo Sun & Aquarius Moon: “Beneath the lovely birch/honeymakers build their nest in peace/On the savannah a lion licks a wounded gnu”—A Return to the Sea (Nightwish)
  • Leo Sun & Pisces Moon: “Shores of a solar sea/Oh how I wish to go down with the sun/Sleeping/Weeping/With you”—Sleeping Sun (Nightwish)
  • Virgo Sun & Aries Moon: “Find your scream!/Use your scream!/The dead will rise!!!”—Rise! (Tarot)
  • Virgo Sun & Taurus Moon: “Our souls will join again the wild/Our home in peace ‘n war 'n death /Wandering on Horizon Road… ”—Creek Mary’s Blood (Nightwish)
  • Virgo Sun & Gemini Moon: “Amnesia must confiscate an elusive link/To consciousness/It's there; cause there's so much we don't know/Even our own true face”—Intrinsic (After Forever)
  • Virgo Sun & Cancer Moon: “Broken, distorted, confined./We're lost!/Broken!/Confined!/Loveless; a song for the cold lost heart!”—Distorted Lullabies (ReVamp)
  • Virgo Sun & Leo Moon: “What ghosts know only is how to come back/My prison will claim me again and again...”—Hell Knows (Tarot)
  • Virgo Sun & Virgo Moon: “You ask for more/You're under my skin/You push, I'm floored/This is a fight I'll never win/You bring me down/You're under my skin/Don't break me, no!”—Under My Skin (ReVamp)
  • Virgo Sun & Libra Moon: “We are here to care for the garden/The wonder of birth/Of every form most beautiful”—The Greatest Show On Earth (Nightwish)
  • Virgo Sun & Scorpio Moon: “I will show them! /Let them know who you are! /This is my/your perfect revelation”—Imperfect Tenses (After Forever)
  • Virgo Sun & Sagittarius Moon: “Home is where the way is/My road goes on forever/One more voyage to go”—The Wayfarer (Nightwish)
  • Virgo Sun & Capricorn Moon: “Behind the broken dream lies my heart/Behind my iron will I'm still hurt/Beyond my broken dreams lies my path/(I'm bleeding for the heart the truth has stabbed with frozen faith)/Behind the grand facade I break down”—Break (ReVamp)
  • Virgo Sun & Aquarius Moon: “Tragedienne of heavens/Watching the eyes of the night/Sailing the virgin oceans/A Planetride for Mother and Child”—Stargazers (Nightwish)
  • Virgo Sun & Pisces Moon: “Open nerves, they're killing me./Enlarging everything./My mind explodes; it's burning up and scaring me./Nothing feels the same./As it shuts me down. A signal I can't defy./They're showing me the truth by force. My body's completely drained./And primitive emotions can thrive. Goodbye 'control'. Goodbye illusion...”—Anatomy of a Nervous Breakdown: The Limbic System
  • Libra Sun & Aries Moon: “The sweetest demise/The flame of you life, so sweet sacrifice/This is the game you want me to join in”—Rapture of Lust (For My Pain)
  • Libra Sun & Taurus Moon: “All I wanted in my life was you/Dreams and moments that was shared with you/One million faces but the one I knew/Were all a masquerade”—One Million Faces (Anette Olzon)
  • Libra Sun & Gemini Moon: “Imagine a perfect beach/Without a mermaid/Imagine a perfect hideaway/Without a time”—Lagoon (Nightwish)
  • Libra Sun & Cancer Moon: “I wonder/Do I love you or the thought of you?/Slow, love, slow/Only the weak are not lonely”—Slow, Love, Slow (Nightwish)
  • Libra Sun & Leo Moon: “She's blessed with an angel's eyes/A smile that's bound to melt/the ice/She, the owner of a golden heart/Her soul cries in the dead of night, too many times torn apart”—Love’s Not Enough (Brother Firetribe)
  • Libra Sun & Virgo Moon: “In silence I cry/For my aching heart/Frozen/Closed down/Demons won't recede/Doubtful/Fearful/I must face them all”—Here’s My Hell (ReVamp)
  • Libra Sun & Libra Moon: “Charm of a dancehall girl/A true star of the north/Those precious 30 days/A letter in the snow/Love lost yet always there/A burning need of life”—Cold Heart of Klondike (Tuomas Holopainen)
  • Libra Sun & Scorpio Moon: “Innocence turns into regret/A sinner in a white veil”—Killing Romance (For My Pain)
  • Libra Sun & Sagittarius Moon: “You kill me with silence/Using its peace against me/No soothing words to ease my pain/I'm left with no compromise”—Kill Me With Silence (ReVamp)
  • Libra Sun & Capricorn Moon: “A single grain can tip the scale/Amidst the burden the scale will prevail”—Live to Tell the Tale (Nightwish)
  • Libra Sun & Aquarius Moon: “And I try to; I desire to know who I am/And I fight to; find it tough to be myself/And all those words I didn't say/The dreams I had or have today/And pain I feared and faced and went away”—I Lost Myself (ReVamp)
  • Libra Sun & Pisces Moon: “She hears the distant soft caress/there in the gloom./Colors surround with tenderness/guiding her through.”—Naiad (Tarja)
  • Scorpio Sun & Aries Moon: “"Robbed of my innocence, had no more time to play./I sure got my feathers burned, but I'm stronger than the flames".” –My Little Phoenix (Tarja)
  • Scorpio Sun & Taurus Moon: “Loath!/your sins./Let grimness rise within./Face your darkest side./I know...”—Sins (ReVamp)
  • Scorpio Sun & Gemini Moon: “Drifting... words without meaning/Twisting... through the dark concealing/Search again, your reflection lives within.”—If You Believe (Tarja)
  • Scorpio Sun & Cancer Moon: “The fake compassion felt so genuine/said the right words when I was in need/your emotion stayed behind your smile/While I put my heart out on the line”—Infringe (ReVamp)
  • Scorpio Sun & Leo Moon: “"Ladies and gentlemen/Be heartlessly welcome!/To Cirque De Morgue/And what a show we have for you tonight!"”—Scaretale (Nightwish)
  • Scorpio Sun & Virgo Moon: “Princess of lust/Dignity put to dust/A virginal sight/Their apple to bite”—Passion & the Opera (Nightwish)
  • Scorpio Sun & Libra Moon: “They promised me wonders, I was dead in the ditch./They gave me magic, and burned me as a witch.”—Calling Down the Rain (Tarot)
  • Scorpio Sun & Scorpio Moon: “You're the cocaine on my filthy mirror. Oh my god how I need you.”—Dear Carniwhore (For My Pain)
  • Scorpio Sun & Sagittarius Moon: “Bleeding from a wound that you cannot see/And you're seeing things that can never be/God is not made up and he wants revenge/You just fear it all/Fear”—Face Your Demons (After Forever)
  • Scorpio Sun & Capricorn Moon: “Enter,/Suck from us and live forever./Rotten beauty/Will haunt you for a lifetime.”—Whoever Brings the Night (Nightwish)
  • Scorpio Sun & Aquarius Moon: “Sharp is the edge of all discovery,/now I see./A scar without suffering, impossible./I'll wait until my last day/with no shame.”—Crimson Deep (Tarja)
  • Scorpio Sun & Pisces Moon: “I see the silence in the stranger's smiles/They don't care/Memories in the screams of the gate, my past slowly fades/Questions are stones on my way/I'm still walking anyway”-- Tomorrow Is A Closed Gate (Dead For So Long) (For My Pain)
  • Sagittarius Sun & Aries Moon: “You challenged the gods and lost/Save yourself a penny for the ferryman/Save yourself and let them suffer/In hope/In love/This world ain't ready for The Ark”—Planet Hell (Nightwish)
  • Sagittarius Sun & Taurus Moon: “Did I leave in time for the words to rhyme,/For her heart to wait ever longing?”—I Walk Forever (Tarot)
  • Sagittarius Sun & Gemini Moon: “”Deathbed memories of home /Never let me go/Every little memory resting calm in me /Resting in a dream /Smiling back at me /The faces of the past keep calling me to come back home /To caress the river with awe”—Rest Calm (Nightwish)
  • Sagittarius Sun & Cancer Moon: “I want to love by the Blue Lagoon /Kiss under the waning moon /Straying, claiming my place in this mortal coil”—Wanderlust (Nightwish)
  • Sagittarius Sun & Leo Moon: “A merry minstrel with his fingers fast/Playing his lute, charming every lass /Joins the troop with a glitter in his eye/" Shall I find fame or shall I die“”—Nightquest (Nightwish)
  • Sagittarius Sun & Virgo Moon: “Hearing music from the deepest forest /Songs as a seduction of sirens /The elf-folk is calling me”—Elven Path (Nightwish)
  • Sagittarius Sun & Libra Moon: “The chameleon. A princess, a fighter, the 'wild at heart'. They are all the same./A character shaped by the raggedness of life.”—Ammendatory (ReVamp)
  • Sagittarius Sun & Scorpio Moon: “Take my hand, don't turn away, I need you to stay/I know a place where the light and the dark can become as one”—Dancer in the Dark (For My Pain)
  • Sagittarius Sun & Sagittarius Moon: “You can do anything/when you feel it/burning at your wings/just look in the mirror/I'm a lucid dreamer”—Lucid Dreamer (Tarja)
  • Sagittarius Sun & Capricorn Moon: “You wake up, where's the tomb?/Will Easter come, enter my room?/The lord weeps with me/But my tears fall for you”—Gethsemane
  • Sagittarius Sun & Aquarius Moon: “"From cradle to coffin/shall my wickedness be your passion/We shall come to set the dolphins free/We shall wash the darkened bloodred sea”—Devil & The Deep Dark Ocean (Nightwish)
  • Sagittarius Sun & Pisces Moon: “Free my tortured body/Slip gracefully into my death, my salvation”—In Sickness ‘till Death Do Us, Part 3-Disgraced
  • Capricorn Sun & Aries Moon: “We change course; we grow stronger./We stand tall!/Only when we fall.”—Precibus (ReVamp)
  • Capricorn Sun & Taurus Moon: “Cursing those who took my heart/Knowing magic happens/Faith, cross, angels coming /Take me home, make me whole again”—Falling (Anette Olzon)
  • Capricorn Sun & Gemini Moon: “Words are binding, deeds talk/Such clear language when your life's at stake”—Trial of Monsters (ReVamp)
  • Capricorn Sun & Cancer Moon: “Falling again has no man's knowing/Please take me, take me with thee”—The Forever Moments (Nightwish)
  • Capricorn Sun & Leo Moon: “Pieces of our sundering./Here comes end of everything./Say your name, but I can't hear anything.”—End of Everything (Tarot)
  • Capricorn Sun & Virgo Moon: “No, never enough, never enough,/I gave it all,/You still want more”—Never Enough (Tarja)
  • Capricorn Sun & Libra Moon: “No more my dear/I'm here/No fear – invincible/See the stars glow all their gazing lights on you”—Invincible (Anette Olzon)
  • Capricorn Sun & Scorpio Moon: “Chaos and isolation/Your only truth”—Demons In You (Tarja)
  • Capricorn Sun & Sagittarius Moon: “Riding the day, every day into sunset/Finding the way back home”—Last Ride of the Day (Nightwish)
  • Capricorn Sun & Capricorn Moon: “No more fate and no more mystery./Even as time falls away I live my days/every moment and its memory,/not only to survive to die alive.”—Die Alive (Tarja)
  • Capricorn Sun & Aquarius Moon: “Don't leave me now I just don't think I'm strong enough And it's cold, it's cold It's cold outside tonight”—Cold Outside (Anette Olzon)
  • Capricorn Sun & Pisces Moon: “You don't want to feel/Nothing but your hopeless destiny/You can always cry but never complain/All those bitter tears, will it ease the pain?”—Broken Days (For My Pain)
  • Aquarius Sun & Aries Moon: “We can't tell the difference/Between magic and technology./Seduces of the city left me drained and with infection./The angels must yield or burn by the rules of rejection.”—Magic and Technology (Tarot)
  • Aquarius Sun & Taurus Moon: “We used to swim the same moonlight waters/Oceans away from the wakeful day/My fall will be for you/My love will be in you/If you be the one to cut me/I'll bleed forever”—Ghost Love Score (Nightwish)
  • Aquarius Sun & Gemini Moon: “”Be the light or the dark or the safe grey; choose a side./Angelically blind./The naive girl entwined with seduction./Confined to nothing but prejudice.—Wild Card (ReVamp)
  • Aquarius Sun & Cancer Moon: “Good journey, love, time to go/I checked your teeth and warmed your toes/In the horizon I see them coming for you”—Turn Loose the Mermaids (Nightwish)
  • Aquarius Sun & Leo Moon: “Come enter, here's my code/Through the world wide wire you'll know/The queen of her own world/Stop dreaming and wake up/Your silly world is not what's real”—Digital Deceit (After Forever)
  • Aquarius Sun & Virgo Moon: “In this cruel children's game/There's no friend to call her name/Eva sails away/Dreams the world far away/The Good in her will be my sunflower field”—Eva (Nightwish)
  • Aquarius Sun & Libra Moon: “Fast forward today/Dreaming 'bout tomorrow/Past and present as one, can they entwine and color the time to come; my path?”—Fast Forward (ReVamp)
  • Aquarius Sun & Scorpio Moon: “No heart, no shallow heart to love/I'm better off just by myself/No pain, no pain to torment me/I'm better off without this agony”—No Honey For The Damned (ReVamp)
  • Aquarius Sun & Sagittarius Moon: “The ones and their travels homeward from afar./This is for long-forgotten light at the end of the world./Horizon's crying the tears he left behind long ago.”—The Islander (Nightwish)
  • Aquarius Sun & Capricorn Moon: “Legend says that when grief overpowers happiness/the northern star loses its light and falls down on earth/where thee become a man./One person alone can help.”—Lost Northern Star (Tarja)
  • Aquarius Sun & Aquarius Moon: “I can't believe that it is only me/The person to hate/The only left out/I can't believe how they can be so mean/If they could feel the brutal stings of their words”—Eccentric (After Forever)
  • Aquarius Sun & Pisces Moon: “Home is the sailor/Home from the sea/And the hunter home from the hill”—Go Slowly Sands of Time (Tuomas Holopainen)
  • Pisces Sun & Aries Moon: “Pick your god from the lot, choose your stimulations./More down there where they came from,/drunken revelations./From the shadows of time,/the dead are singing their lies.”—From the Shadows (Tarot)
  • Pisces Sun & Taurus Moon: “Nothing left, nothing there./I was forced to let it go. Feel what I had done to ruin myself, destroy myself./In a run to greater goods I forgot to love me.”—Nothing (ReVamp)
  • Pisces Sun & Gemini Moon: “Every night a different theme,/Every time you're in a different dream/Am I me there, what am I?/Who will I be”—Being Everyone (After Forever)
  • Pisces Sun & Cancer Moon: “Losing you was more than I could bear/Losing us, a dive in water deep/Losing you”—Sweet Curse (ReVamp)
  • Pisces Sun & Leo Moon: “My home is far but the rest it lies so close /With my long lost love under the black rose /You told I had the eyes of a wolf /Search them and find the beauty of the beast”—Beauty of the Beast (Nightwish)
  • Pisces Sun & Virgo Moon: “if you'd allow exhaustion./if you'd allow to feel./I am the warning inside you./The limit's crossed; you pay.”—Anatomy of a Nervous Breakdown: Neurasthenia
  • Pisces Sun & Libra Moon: “Selfish in its passions lust./Righteous with impulsive gusts./Feed the wolf and feed the dog./The death of one's the death of both.”—Wolf & Dog (Nightwish)
  • Pisces Sun & Scorpio Moon: “Everything dies to be born again/There's no need to be afraid/I'll hold until we fade away”--Autumn Harmony (For My Pain)
  • Pisces Sun & Sagittarius Moon: “Higher than hope my cure lies/Passiontide/An angel by my side/But no Christ to end this war/To deliver my soul from the sword”—Higher Than Hope (Nightwish)
  • Pisces Sun & Capricorn Moon: “Once and for all/And all for once/Nemo my name forevermore/Nemo sailing home/Nemo letting go”—Nemo (Nightwish)
  • Pisces Sun & Aquarius Moon: “A nightingale in a golden cage/That's me locked inside reality's maze/Come someone make my heavy heart light/Come undone, bring me back to life/It all starts with a lullaby”—The Escapist (Nightwish)
  • Pisces Sun & Pisces Moon: “Welcome, and wake up!/This is not a dream but something between that and reality/Wake up if you dare!/This is not the regular nightmare!/Before your eyes the world will change/Slowly take you down to unknown places/Welcome to a world that's only yours/Wake up if you dare and just follow me!”—Dreamflight (After Forever)

anonymous asked:

Hi~ I don't know if you're taking requests or whatnot, but I love how you make me love Haizaki so I was hoping you could write something about him looking for his current gf to dump her and finding out that she was in an accident or something and was in the hospital (but he doesn't realize that it's not really a big deal) and he realizes his feelings for her as he rushes to see her in the hospital?

Hai welcome to the Zaki club, he is very loved here and he kinda loves you back in his own special not so loving way. Enjoy your angst <3 

He was scrolling though all the texts you’d sent each other over the past few months… the past few months. Longer than he’d ever stuck with anyone before so it was probably time for him to be moving on, it’s not like he took his relationships seriously; you were a convenient means of passing the time and what a way to pass time. But he shouldn’t linger longer than what was needed, he got what he wanted, he’d had ever part of you, knew the intricate details of your body and heart but now it was time to find someone new to play with. He kept scrolling, seeing all your stupid messages, it almost seemed like you actually cared for him but he knew that couldn’t be true; you might adore him, be infatuated with his bad boy vibe but neither of you really loved each other, this was always just for fun and he was going to make it perfectly clear.

It was settled, you had to go and he was going to start by erasing the memories of all your conversations, from the 1 am booty call messages he sent to the daily chit chat and the occasional string of messages where he’d offered to stay awake while you couldn’t sleep. He was about to press the button when he suddenly had a call from… you.. you never ever called. What was going on? Picking up he barked down the phone “What do you want ___?” “Sir, is that Haizaki Shougo?”…. A male voice, asking for him what the hell were you playing at “Yeah, that’s me. Who the hell is this?” “Sir you were listed as an emergency contact in this phone for ____, there’s been an accident, we’re currently on the way to ___ hospital with them. Mr Haizaki? Are you there?”. The moment Haizaki heard the name of the hospital he’d dropped his phone and rushed out of the door, forgetting everything he’d been thinking earlier. He couldn’t stay calm, you were hurt, were you okay? How serious was it, would he get there in time? Would you even want to see him and why was he your emergency contact… what had possessed you to trust him so much?

After an eternity he arrived at your bedside, you looked so peaceful sleeping he couldn’t bring himself to wake you, no matter how relieved he was that you’d only suffered minor injures. He thought he heart was going to jump out of his throat… why did he ever think he could leave you? It was a pain for him to admit but when it came down to it you were one special person, to be able to deal with him for so long and not get fed up. No he’d definitely found himself a keeper in you… his ___-chan. He sat by your bed until you woke, refusing to leave and violently protesting when he was told visiting hours were over. He wanted to be the first person you saw when you woke and he was but by this point he’d forgotten one fatal error in his earlier judgement; a certain text he’d sent before he was going to delete the messages, detailing his desire to bring this relationship to a close and unfortunately for him it was the last thing you’d read before getting into that accident. “___-chan, so you’ve finally decided to join the living eh? Don’t worry me like that again because I can’t afford to ever lose you”. You couldn’t cry, you refused to look weak to him; you couldn’t stand his presence right now and chose to reject his confession of worry “get out Haizaki, it’s like you said in your message we’d be better off as friends and I don’t want you if you’re only here out of pity. You’re not worth my time” “___-__-chan don’t say that, I didn’t-” “No; you’ve had your fun and you’ve had your last chance. Leave me alone because I don’t want anything to do with a leech like you”.

He felt his heart break… so this is what it felt like. He felt disgusting, why would you ever want him, especially after how he’d treated you. He’d do anything to have you back and when he did, and he would get you back, he would be sure to cherish you like you deserved to be; not cast aside like yesterdays news.

Things You Do When He's Upset

Mark: Mark flopped on the bed, took a pillow and rolled around. He had a miserable expression on his face, your fingers brushed his fringe one side, “bad day?” Mark nodded, reaching out to you so that he could cuddle with you and you jumped out of his grasp as he groaned. You went to take your phone and quickly chose a song. Mark would look at you, confusion on his face as your back faced him, fingers snapping. ‘Don’t be sad, no no no. You’re not alone, no no no.’ You started to dance to A-Pink’s No No No as Mark laughed from how adorable you were. You did the running dance towards Mark, pecking him lightly on his nose. After that, you danced an over exaggerated version of 'Touch My Body’ which sent Mark into a laughing fit. You’d spend an entire fifteen minutes dancing girl group dances to cheer Mark up and it was worth it, because Mark was laughing so hard that he was clutching his stomach. “Come here,” Mark spread his arms and gave you a kiss on the side of your head, “you’re the best.” You grinned, knowing that Mark was no longer upset.

JB: You both were just walking along the Han River close to midnight, your intertwined hands shoved into Jaebum’s jacket pocket. When Jaebum was upset, he didn’t talk much except a few sentences about how incredibly screwed up his day was. The night breeze was cool against your cheeks and as you walked, Jaebum felt his annoyance and frustration melt away from being by your side as you gave him the occasional kiss on the cheek. You pulled him to sit on the bench, pointing out constellations in the sky, making up some nonsense about how his day would be tomorrow. Jaebum would let out a low laugh, because what you were saying was absolutely ridiculous. “Tell me about your day,” Jaebum prompted. “It’s boring, you sure you want to hear it?” Jaebum nodded and you began to tell him about your mundane day. “You’re right, it’s boring. Tell me something interesting.” You looked at him in fake shock, and this time you told him the stories behind the constellations that were in the sky. Suddenly, Jaebum was one with the stars and night sky and his problems didn’t seem so bad after all.

Jackson: Jackson burst into your apartment with a stormy expression on his face, chucking his snapback to one side. “Yah, don’t you take another step.” You warned him and dashed off to the storeroom to get something. Jackson stared blankly at you as you set up a fake person and put a fencing sabre into his hand. Jackson looked at the sabre and the doll and looked at you. “You’re supposed to stab the dummy until you’re not angry.” You told him plainly. Jackson began to jab and stab at the fake person, ranting about how dumb the doll was and cussed like no other. You didn’t even flinch at the vulgarities that came out of his mouth. Jackson dropped the sabre, muttering that he was completely spent and no longer angry. You handed him a towel and shoved him into the shower, while you put away the doll and sabre. When you were lying on the bed later, Jackson would ask where you got the sabre from. “Somewhere,” you shrugged, fingers combing through his hair. “Not angry anymore?” “Yeah, thanks jagi.” Jackson gave you a kiss on the lips, “I think I should stab the living shit out of that doll more often. It was a great idea.” You would smile proudly and state that great minds think alike, and Jackson would grin at your words, but his face turned into of mock annoyance when you said he was a fool. “I’m just a fool for you.” Jackson replied, closing his eyes to sleep.

Jr: Jinyoung’s head laid on your lap, muttering about how terrible his day was, how his voice wasn’t hitting the right notes and that he just couldn’t concentrate on his dance. His words were so rushed and soft you couldn’t really hear anything. Jinyoung stopped talking all of a sudden and he looked at you. “Tell me a story,” Jinyoung said and you picked up the latest John Green novel he was reading and asked him which chapter he stopped at. “Make up a story for me?” Jinyoung would use some aegyo on you as you sighed. You began to tell a tale of white knights on white stallions, the knight’s name was conveniently Jinyoung and created a fantasy world of dragons, witches, fairies and elves. You had such a way with words that Jinyoung felt that he was no longer on earth but in the fantasy world you had created out of nowhere. Jinyoung was completely captured with the way you talked about witches who walked amongst fog and didn’t burn at the stake, about dragons who could change between a human form and its dragon form, about the white knight who was brave and kind, serious but incredibly gentle. Jinyoung’s bad day became a mere memory and he wasn’t upset any longer.

Youngjae: Youngjae sat heavily on the couch, shaking his head when you offered him food and just laid down quietly on the couch. Youngjae would sigh heavily once in a while, any attempts at conversation failed miserably and you realised that Youngjae was upset. You took out four CDs and asked him to choose one, Youngjae would point one up and you made him hold the CD. Youngjae turned the CD over in his hands, 'For when Youngjae is upset, disc 1.'  Youngjae cracked a small grin at the thought of you making a mixtape for him when he was upset, and that there was more than one disc for when he was upset. You plugged the earphones into his ears, putting the CD into one of the old school portable CD players. Soft music flowed into Youngjae’s ears, his eyes closing as the music calmed him down. Youngjae felt your thumbs moving along his brows as you massaged his headache away. You knew he always had headaches when he was upset, a little smile found its way onto his lips. Youngjae’s breathing would slow down and you realised he had fallen asleep. You covered him with a blanket and pressed a kiss to his forehead, whispering to him to have a good sleep. 

BamBam: You knew BamBam was upset when his Korean got all mixed up with his English and Thai. You didn’t know what on earth he was trying to say and you just nodded, pretending that you understood. BamBam stopped his tirade to smile sheepishly at you, “sorry noona.” You shook your head and asked whether he wanted to just relax and watch a movie. BamBam nodded as you put in a Thai movie. BamBam was always away from his home country and you thought that letting him watch something familiar would ease his frustration. BamBam would give you a skeptical look saying that you didn’t understand Thai at all. “You can just translate for me,” you replied as he threw one arm over your shoulder. BamBam translated the first part of the movie as the actors spoke but quickly gave up because he couldn’t keep up with the script. You turned the movie off, as you took out your phone. You began to tell BamBam terrible jokes that made him crack up. “Noona stop please,” BamBam was breathless because the jokes were just so horrible and the straight face that you told the jokes with didn’t make it any better. “Better?” You asked as he tried to calm down, clutching at his chest, asking you to give him a moment. BamBam nodded and he gave you his bright grin, tugging you into a hug.

Yugyeom: You pinched his nose and Yugyeom pushed your hand away half heartedly. His head fell down against the table with a loud thump that startled you. “Bad day?” You ran your fingers through his hair as he nodded. The smell of his favourite food being cooked made him look up at you as you gave him a little smile. In his heart, Yugyeom was thanking all the gods or whoever was up there for giving him you because he loved your cooking. The only thing was that you didn’t cook often because you were too lazy. “Here you go,” you put a plate of food in front of him, sitting next to him as you watched him eat, more like devour the food. Yugyeom asked you multiple times whether you wanted any and every time you shook your head. Yugyeom was about to thank you when you suddenly pulled out some aegyo on him. “Oppa, bbuing bbuing, don’t be upset.” You would scrunch your face up into a cute expression. Yugyeom grinned brightly because you had never called him oppa and wow, he really liked it when you called him oppa, because he felt like a man. Yugyeom pulled you into your arms, no longer unhappy, swaying your bodies to some melody that was in his head. You smiled into his chest, happy that you were able to make him smile. “Thank you, yeobo. You should call me oppa more often.” You just reached up while shaking your head and kissed him, “anything for you, oppa.

365. He doesn't want you to work
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  • Louis: Your job has been stressing you out, you're working from eight till three and every time you have a moment to yourself, someone knocks on your door to hand you more work. You came home from work, completely in tears from all the stress and that's when Louis decided to intervene. "Babe, I've got enough money for the both of us" He tells you as you shake your head. "I don't like seeing you like this. I don't like my girlfriend walking through the door in tears. Not when I can stop it" He states. You sniffle and wipe your eyes. "I don't want to be dependent on you Lou" You sigh. "I don't want you to hate your life. Just think about it okay?" And you nodded because at this point, relying on Louis might be what's best.
  • Liam: "You'd never have to work again" He tells you. "Liam it's not going to happen" You repeat for the umpteenth time. "But babe-" No but babe. I don't want to rely on you and only use your money. I want to have independence and responsibility" You state, looking at him. "I can give you a monthly allowance and you'd still have your independence and responsibility" He grins. You shake your head and head up the stairs with Liam trailing behind you. "I don't you to have to worry about this stuff. Not when I make more than enough" He pouts. You give him a small smile as you slip off your heels. "I know, baby. But I like my job. It gives me something to do when you're on tour." You explain. Liam nods and pulls you into a hug. "Maybe after we're married" He whispers and you roll your eyes, but decide not to respond.
  • Niall: "Y/N, I don't like you working here" Niall groans as you step into his Range rover. "It's just temporary" You informed him. You've said that so many times before and Niall knows that you just didn't want to burden him. You've been trying to hold on the small piece of pride you've had left. You didn't have much. You didn't have any family in London, your family lived in a different country. All you had was a college scholarship, A crappy job as a waitress that paid less then deserved, especially with the looks your boss gives you, and Niall. And you were so thankful for Niall. "You keep saying that. How much longer is it going to be temporary for, dammit?" His voice raises just a little and you bite your lip. "I just want the best for you and right now, that's going to college and letting em worry about the money. You don't need a job baby. I've got enough for both of us" He adds. You rub your face and nod. "Alright"
  • Harry: You're brain hurt from all the work you had to do today. Working at a pre-school had its perks: free healthcare and dental. It was worth it, but sometimes screaming four year olds is just something you can't do. One kid starts acting up and then before you know it the class of fifteen is yelling and hitting each other. You walk through Harry's front door, rubbing your temples while quickly discarding your things to the floor. You rush off to his medicine cabinet to take some pain reliever and Harry leaned against the wall, watching as you dry swallowed pills for the third time this week. "Rough day?" He asked as you turned around. You walked to him and placed your head in his chest and nodded ad he placed a kiss on the top of your head. "Quit" He says. You chuckle. "It's not that easy. I get free everything with them" You sigh stepping away. "It is, babe. I've got enough money for the both of us and I'll put you on my insurance plan" He explained. You roll your eyes. "I'll think about it"
  • Zayn: You sat at the kitchen table, pen in hand, searching through the newspaper for a new job. The one you were working for before, fired you because you'd been rude to a customer. But you weren't rude to anyone, just an excuse to get you out of the little french cafe. You circled things that were interesting, still in UNI making it a bit difficult to get a full time job. Zayn sat across from you and watched as you flipped through the classified pages, rubbing your head and squinting your eyes at different job offerings. "Why don't you take a break?" He asks, stuffing some food into his mouth. "It's not that easy. I've got loans to pay and tuition for Uni. I can't just not work. "I can help you" He tells you. "Z, i'm not taking your money" You tell him. "But I don't want you working. The last job you had made you stressed out all the time. Remember when you're hair was falling out?" He asked. You scowl at him, your hair hasn't fully recovered since your old boss had put you in for more hours than you should be working. "That's not fair" You pout. "Just take a small break. Grow all your hair back, graduate. I don't care what you do. Just let me take care of you" He simply said. And as much as you wanted to protest, you couldn't. He had a point.
  • Zayn's sucked but i was running out of scenarios. ~AlliXx

anonymous asked:

Could you do one where you're on tour with him? And he's being an asshole to you and then one day before going on stage he blows up on you and then you don't attend the show. You're just going around the city and he's really worried. Thanks. xx


I twist requests. But, you know that! I hope you like this one!

Sitting on the hotel rooftop with a bottle of wine…

“This sucks,” I whispered to myself taking another chug of wine. I had just been humiliated by mu beloved boyfriend, in front of his entire crew and team, with a ‘stop breathing down my neck,’ and eyes full of disgust. I got the clue. It wasn’t rocket science, even though my heart was constantly asking me to reconsider that my presence of just five out of the fifteen days was not welcome anymore and, I should fucking leave. He was a complete asshole since, last morning and, the scream had done it.

Fine, I egged him on, I needed a response. I had to book the flight back home for my sister’s birthday and, wanted to know if he’d be able to give a precious day out of his life for me, but I had got nothing since, the last three days and, now this. It wasn’t asking for a lot. He could say no, like the no, he had said for umpteen other things which mattered to me. And, I was here for him, on him asking me one time. Didn’t even consider a no, for him. I get it. Life is hectic with the stress from shows, interviews, recordings, but if he could find the time to fuck me, have long conversations with his friend who had the biggest crush on him and she hated me, get a fucking tattoo, he could give me an answer.

But, no, I was breathing down his neck. In front of everyone, he screamed at me.

“Could you stop, please! Stop breathing down my neck for once, and leave me the fuck alone.”

I didn’t even know how to respond. He was kissing me fifteen minutes before this blow-up.

“He didn’t mean it, honey. He is just under stage pressure,” Lou kissed my cheek. But, this was uncalled for and, I get when I overstay my visit. I wasn’t needed and, I wasn’t his fucktoy waiting to be kissed and fucked whenever he planned to give me time, and sit in a corner with no space beside him, the rest of the time. And, it had just been five days, the only thing that scared me.

My ticket had been booked. I had a flight at 1 AM, and I was all set to leave. I had my bags packed. He was still at his show and, then had a party afterwards which he couldn’t miss. I would be gone before he came back which I was now, sure was what he wished for, all along. I was an idiot coming here.

A break from the show for 10 minutes…

I took a seat, gulping the entire water bottle in one go, while the other boys used the toilet. I had to change, this shirt getting too sticky and look for my girlfriend before I hit the stage, again. The shout was uncalled for, she didn’t deserve it. I had no idea what got me angry to respond like that, too. I just did, it was probably pre-stage stress, but she didn’t deserve that. I think we hurt people we love because it’s all too easy to do so. Anybody else, in the scene I would have reconsidered.

“Lou,” She came and brushed my face. “Have you seen…not in her seat either…is empty,” I spoke between the strokes.

“I think, she went back, Harry. That shout was not good. And, in front of everyone? What is wrong with you?” She scolded.

I didn’t realise the room was full. I am an idiot. I called her, but she didn’t pick up. I’ll get her after the show.

Down to the cab in front of the entrance…

“Is my luggage in?” I asked the driver. It was 11 PM and, Harry wasn’t back, yet. I avoided picking up his calls. My heart told me that, he would prioritise if it mattered, but I was not at the top. The driver nodded and, I sighed looking around before, getting inside.

Was I overreacting? No, I wasn’t.

Running to the hotel up the room…

“Honey!” I called out. The room wasn’t big enough for her to disappear. “Honey?”

I called her, but it was switched off, now. I went down to the reception, “Hey, do you know where,”

“Oh yes, sir. Madame left a message for you. Here…” The manager gave it to me.

I hope the show was great. I hope the party was too. I am going home. Coming here was a mistake clearly, my presence wasn’t welcomed like I thought it would have been and, I love myself a little to not take that, even if it’s from you.

You know, you could have just said no. It wouldn’t have been a surprise.

“What the fuck!” I yelled in the lobby.

Sitting near the fountain on sister’s birthday party…

Everyone was asking about my boyfriend. My aunts, my uncles and it were annoying. He didn’t come! Wasn’t my lonely side enough an answer! I had promised my family of his presence, this time, but he didn’t come.

“How’s the cake?” Mum asked.

“ Really nice,” I told her.

“What’s going on between you and Harry?” Straight to the point as always.

“I don’t think it’s going to last,” I told her, honestly. “I’d like to be put first. It’s not very difficult. If I can do that with him, am I not worth the same?”

“Of course you are, but sometimes we just need to communicate, and let the other person know what you want,” She said kissing my forehead.

He had to listen to me to know what I wanted, but he didn’t have time.

Finding the right house after being a dipshit…

I had been here once, and I had no memory of the right house. I was already late. Finding the gift took longer than expected and, I finally stopped in front of the house which looked familiar.

The Butler opened the door, and I knew I had found the right house. I hugged him, thanking him and walked inside.

“Harry!” Her sister jumped as soon as she saw me and ran up to me, hugging me. “You came!”

“I did! Happy Birthday, lovely! Here, I got this for you!” She thanked me and, ran to her friends. I looked for my love, but found her mother, first.

“Harry! How lovely!” She hugged me. “She is upset.”

“I know, I screwed up. Where is she?” She pointed near the gardens, and I know she went for a walk.

Walking up to what she told me was her favourite garden, I found her swinging on the tree. Her legs inside the tire, she looked comfortable, as her head rested on it, swinging back and forth.

“You’re a sneaky little thing,” She almost jumped, but held on swinging in circles, in shock, before I caught her straight.

“You-you’re here? What? How?” she looked shocked, confused even.

“I thought, I was invited?” I pouted.

“You were…” she nodded, “who knew you’d come, though. Don’t you have a show day after?”

“I do,” I nodded. “I’ll reach on time, no worries. I had to get someone who left me back.”

“You rather not, she left for a reason,” She climbed down the tire.

“I know, I screwed up, badly. Screamed on her, too. Didn’t pay attention and who wants to be with someone who can’t put you first,” I held her waist and bought her closer.

Her hands on my chest instantly heated my body. I had missed her too much. We were still in the I need to touch you to live, phase in our relationship and, I had ruined it. “I can’t deal with a man who treats me like that, I won’t do it. I rather be alone.”

“I am sorry,” I told her, holding her face in my palm. “I was wrong. I don’t know why? I just started taking you for granted and, I know now I can’t do that. Depending on is not taking someone for granted and, I realise that I am so sorry for hurting you. But, I was so worried when you left. I don’t want us to break up. We haven’t even started properly, just forgive me,” I knew I rambled on, but she shut my mouth with her hand.

“Well, you did earn a brownie point for coming here,” she said.

“Forgive me,” I brought my lips close to hers, just waiting for her to join them. She took her time, our eyes meeting.

“You’ve got a lot of work to do,” and she kissed me.

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anonymous asked:

JEN OMG! I just saw the video where Ed talks about you and its SO CUTE! I totally see why he said you're friends, you always give him the best presents. Are you going to tell us now what he gave you back or are you still going to wait until you leave? I'm so curious, tbh. I don't think I can wait two whole months to find out!

I… really shouldn’t have mentioned he gave me something, huh? x) I have so many asks about this now! And normally if I don’t want to do a thing, it wouldn’t matter how many people on earth tried to get me to do it… but the thing is, I really want to tell everyone! It’s the coolest gift I’ve ever been given in my life, and I don’t think I can wait any longer to talk about it, either. 

So, here it goes…  

Ed Sheeran gave me his guitar. 

What an insane sentence to type! I’ve had it for about a month now and I’m actually still in shock over it. I mean, it’s sitting here on my bed next to me – I got it out to take a photo just a few minutes ago – and it still doesn’t seem real. It doesn’t seem like something that happens to people in real life, that an international superstar would just give you his guitar. That’s part of why I haven’t posted about it sooner; it seems like such an unbelievable thing that I was sure everyone would think I made it up! 

But this is how amazing Ed is. I guess you guys know I give him things sometimes, mostly stuff that I made myself, and I always say that I’ve never given him anything with the expectation of getting something in return because I feel like I’ve already gotten something from him - it’s why I want to give him things in the first place. What I’ve already gotten from the boy is so special that I feel like the things I make for him are poor gifts in comparison. But this guy… he’s so sweet, and he’s so generous, and he’s so normal, that when he’s given something, his natural reaction is that he wants to give something in return if he can. He’s always been so graceful about accepting presents from fans, but I think that while we want to shower him with gifts as a way of showing our appreciation for everything he’s already done, he doesn’t think of gifts from us as things that are owed to him, and he doesn’t dismiss anything we’ve worked hard on as just another trinket from some unimportant person. He receives gifts from fans the same way we would receive gifts from friends. And even though he can’t always immediately hand something back, he wants to! It’s this fabulous way he has of saying he’s not better than you are, even if you personally feel like he kind of might be. You give him something and it makes him happy, so he thinks, Hey, I’ll give you something to make you happy too! And then we can both sit here in our happiness and be happy together like two completely normal human beings who are pleased to do things for each other. Exactly as though life could always be that simple and beautiful. 

Ed’s the only person who has ever made me think it could be. 

I have no idea what I’m going to do with this guitar (besides question reality every time I see it), but I know for a fact that it will always have a good home and be absolutely cherished. I have named it Stuart. 

If you’d like to see Ed playing the guitar he gave me, he actually posted a video of it a few days ago in preparation for his movie! It’s here:

I’m so, so proud of this guy and so honored to be a fan/friend/frand(?) of his. I know I’ve said this before, but it’s worth repeating: the boy’s got me for life. :)

  • Prompt: i think a cuddling preference would be adorable! but whatever you write will be great. i hope you're doing well! - Anon
  • Ashton: Movie night with Ashton generally consists of some movie neither of you care much about playing in the background while he keeps you as close to him as he can. Tonight is no different. You are relaxing against his chest, completely opposite the direction of the television, your ear pressed over his heart. His long arms are wrapped around you tightly, keeping you to his chest. He gingerly places a lingering kiss to the top of your head, making you smile. "I love nights like this," you tell him softly. "I love them too," he replies before swiftly adding, "and you, of course." You giggle and say, "Love you too, Irwin. Mostly because you give good cuddles." He laughs and says, "I'm just being used for my cuddling skills, aren't I?" You nod against his chest, making him laugh, which causes his chest to vibrate. Moments like this are worth the weeks apart and early morning phone calls.
  • Calum: Cuddles are a large facet of your relationship with Calum. He doesn't care who was around. If he wants to cuddle, you two are going to cuddle. End of discussion. Tonight, in front of his team backstage before a show, he wants to cuddle. He pulls you down on you're sitting between his legs on the floor. His long legs are outside yours, making you look even smaller compared to him. His long arms reach out and wrap around you, pulling you to his chest. He rests his chin on your shoulder, keeping his back mostly supported against the side of a couch. You smile to yourself as you take one of his large hands and lace your fingers together. Despite the fake gags of everyone else in the room at your PDA, neither of you care. You feel safest and most loved with Calum's arms around you and he knows it, so he keeps you there whenever he gets the chance.
  • Luke: To say Luke is into cuddles is an understatement. You are currently visiting his family in Australia for the first time and keep having to push him away and resist his advances because you're trying to make a good impression on his parents. However, you crack the third day you're there when he pouts and asks, "Baby, can we snuggle?" You give in since his family is out shopping at the moment. You quickly collapse onto the couch facing each other. Your legs are tangle with his longer ones and one of his arms is slung over your waist, keeping you close. Your hands are around his neck. He free hand plays with some of the messy strands of your hair as you two talk about the little things. He drops frequent and gentle kisses all over your face, making you smile each time. Just as he places a lingering kiss on your forehead, you hear the squeal behind you. You turn your head to his brother's girlfriend Celeste. "You two are literally the cutest couple," Celeste tells you as you start to get up. "No! Don't let me ruin the moment!" Luke pulls you back to him, a wide smile on his face, happy to be able to cuddle with you for just a little bit longer.
  • Michael: Mikey has grown so accustomed to your cuddles before bed that he now has trouble sleeping without you. Every night before bed, it's the same routine. Your legs tangle together. His arms snake around your waist. His head rests on your chest, opposite of the usual way. You run your fingers through his hair softly to help lull him to sleep. "I love you so much," he mumbles softly to you. "I love you too, Mikey," you reply, dropping a kiss to his dyed hair. He squeezes your waist tightly before scooting up to bury his face in the crook of your neck. He kisses your skin softly, muttering sweet nothings to you. You smile and continue to run your fingers through his hair, helping him unwind from his busy life. "Nothing makes me feel better than you do," he mutters softly. "Aw, Michael," you say. "Can we stay like this for a little longer?" he asks, kissing your jaw gingerly. "I thought you wanted to go to bed now," you reply. He smiles against your skin before saying, "Changed my mind. Cuddling with you is way better than sleep anyway."
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Jily Week 2, Day 1 | Games | Travel

In which Lily and James embark on a road trip and learn more about each other.

Beta: Renata and Dee | (ff.net)

So now I think that I could
Love you back
And I hope it’s not too late cause you’re so attractive

Be in my eyes
Be in my heart
Be in my eyes, ay yai yai
Be in my heart

- Flowers in Your Hair (The Lumineers)

‘What in Merlin’s name are we doing?’

'We are driving, James,’ Lily said with a huff. James eyed the car suspiciously.

'I am not going in that. We can Floo.’

'We can also drive,’ she repeated. 'And besides, Surrey’s only eight hours away.’

His mouth fell open. 'Eight hours? Evans, we could get there in minutes if we just took the Floo Network. I know a man in that department; he could easily set up your sister’s house temporarily—’



'No! If I use magic my sister will actually hate me. I can’t have her hate me more, not right now. She’s already kicked me out of her bridal party, James, I can’t have her kick me out of the wedding too—’

'Breathe, Lily,’ he ordered, putting his hands on her shoulders. She did as he ordered and drew in a long breath. 'Your sister isn’t going to kick you out, I promise. We’ll drive.’

'Thank you,’ she sighed.

'Can I drive?’

'Not on your life. I actually have my licence.’

'I can put a Confundus Charm on anyone who stops us. They’ll think I have my licence.’

'No, James. You don’t know how to drive.’

'Fine,’ he pouted, 'you can drive. I get to navigate.’

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Do what you love to do, but get paid to do it. Make what you want to make, but pay those who help make your dreams happen.

Michaela, in regards to some friends offering their services for free or not paying their teams in projects.


It bothers me when friends do things that they do AMAZINGLY well at for free. No matter if it’s to make a new connection with a company or project team or just doing it for the love of the hobby, you should be paid to do a service that someone else wants you to do. They do not have the skills to do it themselves, so they are hiring you to do it for them, so you should be paid. 

“But Michaela, doing free work means more exposure! I can get more things on my resume if I do things for free!”

That is true to a point. I also used to be one of those people who did work for free. I got some good exposure, yes, but I wound up doing more 10 times more lines than what I anticipated, making recording times run longer than I could actually afford. I love voice acting, yes, but it costs time to do what I love to do. Mind you, 5-10 lines, depending on the length of each line, takes under 3-5 minutes and is no big deal, but anything beyond that deserves some sort of pay.

Also, if you keep doing free work, that is what will be expected of you for the rest of your career. You will be known as the free talent, only doing free work for projects for the sake of exposure or connection. If you do this long enough, NO ONE will expect to pay you and the minute you finally decide to charge for your services, ignorant producers who expected free work will turn complete 180 away from you and walk away.

“But Michaela, I’m not hurting anyone by doing free work!”

Not only will the expectation be there of you doing free work, but you will also lower the bar for others in your field. For Example, if you do free voice work for projects, then projects of the future will not see the need to spend money for your skill. It’s hard enough as a Voice Actor to get paying jobs that pay enough to make the gig worth our time. We already get underpaid 90% of the time in projects because Voice Acting has sadly become an ‘extra add-on’ that no one thinks about in projects. Don’t make the expectation of us worse; we’re under-appreciated enough as it is.

If you are good at what you do, you should be paid to do it. You are taking time out of your own life to perform and give services to a client because they wanted you to be in their project and/or they could not do what are you are doing themselves. It is labor common sense: You work, you get paid. No matter if it’s voice acting, art, writing, or programming; you did work, you get paid.

Now, to those who want to make projects instead of be hired onto projects, respect those underneath you and pay them for their work. Don’t make anyone work for you for free if you have the money to spare. I can understand no pay for college projects or non-profit games if you have no way to pay your team in the first place, but if you REMOTELY gain some sort of pay/profit/income from a project, like Kickstarter, have the decency to pay your team for their contributions. 

I understand that a lot of projects come from just the passion of creating a project, but unless you are doing EVERYTHING (art, writing, voices, music, programming, etc) on your own, you are relying on other people to make your project come to life. If you get ANY money of out it, then your team members should make money off of it. It’s fair and morally right.

“But Michaela, I can just get free artists/voice actors/composers! They’re okay with no pay so I don’t have to pay them!”

Then I would start questioning the quality of their work. Free work, 75% of the time, means VERY low-grade quality work. If they are absolutely PERFECT at their jobs, then I would start questioning your morals and work ethic. If you are truly passionate about making your project happen, then you need to know that making something happen involves sacrifices of any sort, including financial backing/sacrifice. They did what you wanted? PAY THEM.

I, to this day, STILL get irritated over the fact that some of my projects are indeed free projects to where I 100% CANNOT pay my talents. They are doing work for me so I feel morally obligated to pay them for their time and skills because, most of the time, what I asked them to do is their LIFE. I pay Chris whenever I can for the music he makes for me. I try to provide good pay to voice talents I hire onto my projects. I do this because I know the pay is worth making my projects the best they can be.

“But Michaela, that sounds so corporate! That’s not passion at all! That’s BUSINESS!”

Call it whatever you want. If you are taking time out of your life to get people to do work for you and if they are taking time out of their lives to work for you, then you need to have the money to pay them for that work unless you absolutely cannot provide it. We all have bills to pay. We all need food to eat. You call it corporate, we call it our careers.

Don’t close your mind when money is involved. If money is involved, 99% of the time, it’s worth the costs. The skills you need for making dreams come true will always cost money. Get that ignorant mindset out of your head and open your eyes to what you are making. You aren’t just paying a talent for their services, you are paying them to stay alive and active enough to even DO your work. You are providing the food money they need to buy groceries or even just the meal for that day/week. You are paying to keep their electricity on so they don’t disappear in the middle of the project.