if you didn't get emotional idk what to do with you

anonymous asked:

What do you think about JK saying that he considers himself and Jiminie to be at the same age??? I feel kinda emotional

it’s really meaningful indeed , him thinking of jimin as someone who’s the same age as him . because as it has already been pointed out by satellite-jeon jungkook’s behaviour is very different when he’s with jimin from when he’s with the other members , around jimin he tries to be more mature , acts a little bit tough (the tsundere image thing) , i think kookminwolrd pointed this out too in one of their videos .

like that time jimin was reacting to jungkook’s celebrity bromance video , where he went out to eat meat with minwoo and jungkook was like :” i can’t grill it myself” , and jin said : “when he’s with us , we always cook it for him” and jimin said that jungkook tried cooking it for him when they went out one time , see? he never cooks it when he’s with the other hyungs but when it’s jimin he tries to do it for him  .idk how to say this but he tries to be  reliable for jimin you know ? he wants him to be able to rely on him, that’s the difference of his behaviour when it comes to jimin , for the other members he acts cute and childish but with jimin it’s different, he wants him to see him as a grown man ,just like he doesn’t see jimin as an older guy but as someone who’s the same age as him. 

he even uses banmal language (informal) with him sometimes , and jimin has grown a little used to it by now i think . like that time right before jimin’s performance with taemin , when jungkook shouted : “jimin-ah!”….nothing playful about that!!!!  he was casually calling him jimin-ah , knowing jimin’d be okay  with him using informal language with him .. okay i’m gonna stop right now cuz this is really getting out of hand sorry for the long reply that you didn’t ask for

anonymous asked:

bokuaka for the ship thing would be great!!!

BokuAka is great!!!!! <3 

  • who hogs the duvet
    Akaashi, he likes bundling himself up in it and Bokuto’s naturally really warm so he doesn’t mind~  when it’s really cold during the winter, they’ll become a deluxe blanket burrito since Bokuto + duvet = maximum warm and Akaashi loves it
  • who texts/rings to check how their day is going
    Bokuto! Sometimes he texts during class, but Akaashi is diligent and won’t respond until afterwards; it’s usually just things like “what are you having for lunch today?!” “i hate math, it makes my brain hurt…” but sometimes Bokuto will text “i miss you </3″ and during break time Akaashi will quickly text back “I miss you too” 
  • who’s the most creative when it comes to gifts
    Bokuto! He’s actually pretty observant about knowing what Akaashi likes, and often gives gifts that surprise him~ 
  • who gets up first in the morning
    They’re both pretty heavy sleepers and can honestly sleep like 11 hours straight; it takes 5 alarms with the ringer on full blast to get them out of bed in the mornings, but once they shower they’re fully awake and ready to go! 
  • who suggests new things in bed
    Bokuto, Akaashi’s a bit more reserved about these sorts of things, but Bokuto wants to learn all the different ways of making Akaashi feel good~ 
  • who cries at movies
    Bokuto, Akaashi doesn’t cry easily when it comes to movies but Bokuto gets caught up in all the emotions 
  • who gives unprompted massages
    Bokuto! He likes helping Akaashi relax and his fingers are strong but gentle; he usually peppers Akaashi with kisses at the same time 
  • who fusses over the other when they’re sick
    They both fuss over each other, but Bokuto’s way more intense about it and becomes a nervous chatterbox because he’s so worried; Akaashi ends up having to calm him down and he can sound exasperated but he knows this is one of the ways Bokuto expresses his love 
  • who gets jealous easiest
    Akaashi, Bokuto makes friends with anyone willing to be friends with him and Akaashi knows how easy it is to be wooed by his passion, power, and good looks, so he gets in the habit of observing people who act close with Bokuto and mentally file them as a threat or not; but at the same time, Akaashi knows that Bokuto can be really troublesome and usually reassures himself with the knowledge that he’s the only one who can truly deal with the whole Bokuto package 
  • who has the most embarrassing taste in music
    Uhh I feel like Bokuto listens to hip hop, alternative rock, pop, and dubstep, while Akaashi listens to classical music, jazz, and electropop
  • who collects something unusual
    Akaashi collects owl-related things (plushies, keychains, he even has an owl onesie) since he thinks owls are cute (I wonder why…)
  • who takes the longest to get ready
    Bokuto because he has to spend time spiking his hair~
  • who is the most tidy and organised
    Akaashi, although he still makes small messes sometimes; Bokuto’s a little bit more of a whirlwind and leaves some clothes on the floor, some dishes by the sink, but when it’s time to clean he does his fair share
  • who gets most excited about the holidays
    Bokuto gets more outwardly excited, but Akaashi gets excited internally! They love being able to spend time doing things they don’t usually have time for amidst school and volleyball, like marathoning TV, going to the beach, sleeping in, going to hot springs 
  • who is the big spoon/little spoon
    Bokuto is the big spoon, Akaash is the little spoon~
  • who gets most competitive when playing games and/or sports
    They both get competitive, although it takes some egging on to get Akaashi to participate
  • who starts the most arguments
    He doesn’t start it purposefully, but Bokuto’s fluctuating mood can happen at the wrong times and Akaashi doesn’t always have the patience to deal with it, so he’ll usually go do his own thing and leave Bokuto to stew, and once he comes back Bokuto’s either snapped out of it or Akaashi will talk him through it 
  • who suggests that they buy a pet
    Akaashi! He likes cats and Bokuto thinks they’re cute so they end up getting two~ one of them is named “Val” and the other “Libra” 
  • what couple traditions they have
    Massaging each other’s hands after a game; Wednesdays are Chinese food nights; matching ugly Christmas sweaters; making nachos with the works when marathoning a TV show; going to festivals and winning prizes for each other; going to the countryside for a week in the summer to get away from the city and enjoy nature; Akaashi bakes heart shaped cookies for Bokuto on Valentine’s day, while Bokuto buys him chocolate candy; marathoning Marvel films during winter break
  • what tv shows they watch together
    Sense 8, The Flash, Black Mirror, Bob’s Burgers
  • what other couple they hang out with
    KuroTsukki, Konoha/Komi, KenHina
  • how they spend time together as a couple
    Discussing volleyball; practicing plays; study sessions; buying snacks after school; watching Pacific Rim when Bokuto randomly gets in the mood for it; Bokuto warming Akaashi up when they’re outside and even with three layers and a scarf he still feels cold; Akaashi making their lunches for the next day and Bokuto hugging him from behind as he does so; Akaashi kissing Bokuto’s fingertips and Bokuto kissing Akaashi’s forehead, cheeks, nose, and mouth; going for picnics and lying on the grass and holding hands as they gaze at the clouds; wiping away tears, hugging each other fiercely, murmuring “I love you forever and always” 
  • who made the first move
    Bokuto, he just got to the point where he couldn’t hide it any longer and blurted “Akaash I like you so much would you pretty please go out with me?!” Akaashi responded “Bokuto we’re still having practice” and Bokuto went into dejected mode until Akaashi added “that wasn’t a no” 
  • who brings flowers home
    Bokuto! He likes placing them behind Akaashi’s ear because they look good on him~ 
  • who is the best cook
    Akaashi, especially when it comes to cooking meat; Bokuto can make basic dishes like pasta 

Send me a ship  no more please!

IwaOi  TsukkiYama  KageHIna  KenHina  KiyoYachi  AkaKage  EnnoTana  TanaNoya  DaiSuga 

reasons why seungkwan is a sweetheart
  • even if he’s part of the maknae line, you can see how much 17 members rely on him, always checking his reactions, and expect him to lead everything (and are usually lost if he’s not there)
  • if no one is saying anything during an interview, even if he’s not the MC he either leads the members or starts talking even if it’s nonsense to save the situation
  • he always tries his best to give good advices, and more than anything: always encourage people a lot
  • he’s able to get along with everyone, even new staff really quickly
  • he likes to make a lot of jokes, but he’s always careful of people’s reaction: if it looks like he said/did something that would make other unconfortable or hurt them he apologizes right away and try to make them feel better by saying nice things about them or gives them a hug
  • he just gives tons of hug to people who are pouting even a bit, or just tons of hugs in general
  • he’s just extremely polite and respectful: like on One Fine Day, when they were given something to eat after picking bossam in Cheongsando, he was the first one to go to other workers to feed them
  • after Mingyu used one the bossam to stop a fire, he apologized right away with a 90° bow to workers who gave them bossam
  • he’s careful of everyone like he tries to make everyone shine, and he keeps telling fun stories about members who don’t talk much
  • he protects his members of any situation where they could be embarrassed: when people ask Jihoon’s height, when Jeonghan accidently spat on the floor (and he moved quickly to hide it with his foot), or when Hoshi was asked if he changed the choregraphy this week too but he didn’t so Seungkwan immediately explained how Hoshi had so much work that it was impossible for him to do so
  • he’s careful of other members likes and dislikes, like when a member suggested to cook curry in a cooking program, he immediately said « no we have a member who doesn’t like curry » before Woozi even said that he disliked it
  • he’s extremely observant and can tell when seungcheol is lying, when woozi is embarassed and acting like he’s not, or really pretty much anything about the members
  • he’s interrested in foreign members’ culture a lot, like  he kept saying to Minghao how he wanted to try chinese food, until Minghao had enough and took him and Jun  to a chinese restaurant
  • and he’s always talking in english, and even try to communicate with foreign fans by using it
  • he didn’t show much of his japanese yet, but it seems pretty good since he’s one the of member who says the longest sentences in japanese
  • he’s very affectionate with everyone really and even more to fans: he greets them with the biggest smile on his face, hands waving really high in the sky, and he  just looks so happy and excited
  • when he leaves he either greets the fans the same way, or looks really extremely sadden to leave
  • he always tries his hardest to communicate with fans, no matter if they are foreigners or not, he has no problem trying to use their language, and start asking them questions about where they are from even if the situation doesn’t really permit them to talk
  • so whenever he’s in a situation where he can’t really talk (like when he was doing Sukira for exemple) he writes on a notebook things he wants to ask to fans (« are you excited for the comeback? », or after asking to a foreigner where she’s from: « NY? » to make sure), saying thank you to fans « thank you for congratulating me for my graduation♡  », talking about his feelings « i’m going to sing later, i’m so nervous », « i missed you »
  • he’s also one of the member who communicate the most withs fans on SNS
  • because of Pledis’ rules he sometimes has to refuse things like taking pictures, or giving people his signature, and he was said to look extremely sorry and apparently kept apologizing everytime it happened
  • he always show the same respect to sunbae groups, no matter if they are a popular or an unpopular group, he’s admiring all of them and keeps talking about how much he liked one of their song or enjoyed things they did in the past, etc
  • he’s like some kind of Jeju ambassador: never letting anymore makes fun of it, even if playing along with other people’s jokes would make it easier for him to fit
  • he has his own insecurities like his weight or his dancing skills (he used to be considered one of the worst dancer) and how he’s the one being scold the most during recording usually, but he never blames anyone joking about his weight, or people scolding him during dance practice, or  during recording. He just keeps working hard to diet, and improve in any area he’s not confident in
  • he makes sure the members don’t loose confidence in themselves, like when seokmin had to show a special talent on a show but reactions weren’t so good, he took his hand even if he was really far away from him to show support
  • he showers members with praises about anything related to their insecurities: like randomly talking about how happy he is that seungcheol is the leader, how much he likes mingyu’s skin color, or how fun joshua is and actually not a boring person at all…
  • when Jeonghan joined the group and was awkward with everyone, Seungkwan was the first one who tried getting close to him, by doing a lot of silly jokes, and it was never said but it looks like it took some time for Minghao to become close to the members, and Seungkwan also seems like one of the first who started looking out for him
  • he loves babies and kids so much and if seungkwan is usually the most professional of the group in any given situation, kids are an exception for him: he just stops talking about what he was supposed to talk about and keeps playing with the kid and talk no-stop about how cute he/she is, or even almost forget about the « no photo of people without their consent » rule, because they are so cute to him
  • he knows every members’ birthday
  • seungkwan always thought during his predebut days that he would be the least popular, and his biggest fear has always been not getting any attention at all, not being noticed
  • he was said to be a soft-heart boy since predebut: he cried more than Chan when his father came, also cried the hardest when samuel’s mother read a letter written for seventeen’s members, was the only one who cried when he read his letter for his mother on parent’s day, cried when doing a video message to his mother on 17project and couldn’t stop crying after seeing her, cried at the boys wish concert, cried when seventeen won their first rookie award, and got extremely emotional on his last day at Sukira with Ryeowook and the rest of the S-line, and on the One Fine Day when the 3 leaders read their letters
  • he also cares a lot about member’s feelings, like he was afraid for seokmin’s feelings when no judge talked about his singing in 17project (while seungkwan was praised), or when vernon said he felt sorry to seventeen about SMTM, he said later in an interview « He was talking about how he was sorry. What’s there to be sorry about~ right? » ©
  • he loves his mom so much and keeps talking about her no matter what; he even almost gave up on being an idol because he didn’t want to leave his mom in jeju
  • he gets anxious really easily, and sometimes he’s tired but since he’s the moodmaker and has pride on this title, he doesn’t want to let other people seeing his tired-side and try to gives energy to people as much as he can no matter what
  • i have so many things to say but i’ll stop there, so just remember that seungkwan is a sweetheart and that he deserves all the love
important quetions
  • Kirishima: bro, you think Bakugos gay?
  • Kaminari: IDK bro, I know how you could find out though!
  • Kirishima: HOW?!
  • Kaminari: go up to him and say, you gay bro?
  • Kirishima: no.
  • Kaminari: or... you could ask every one else in our class what they think.
  • Kirishima: Yes!!
  • Kaminari: I was kinda kidding.
  • ...
  • Kirishima: Hey Jirou!! Do you know if Bakugo is gay?
  • Jirou: why would I care and why do you ask?
  • Kirishima: Just curious.
  • Jirou: I dont know. He dosnt really seem that type.
  • Kirishima: what type?
  • Jirou: you know the gay type.
  • Kirishima: There are different types of gay? What type am I?
  • Jirou: You'er... OOHHH that actually makes a lot of sense.
  • Kirishima: What does?
  • Jirou: Im just gonna go away now.
  • ...
  • Kirishima: Yo Midoriya! You'er close with Bakugo right! Is he gay?
  • Deku: Kacchan?
  • Kirishima: Yeah! him!
  • Deku: well I went to elementary school with him and middle school and I dont think hes ever liked anybody, boy or girl, that I can think of.
  • Kirishima: Ever?
  • Deku: nope. why do you ask?
  • Kirishima: No reson!
  • Deku: Oh!... I am so sorry for you, Im sure you'll get over him soon, if you'er lucky.
  • Kirishima: Why do you say that?
  • Deku: No reason
  • ...
  • Kirishima: Kouda! you know Bakugo right? very angry very spiky? do you think he's gay? you know into other guys?
  • Kouda: ...
  • Kirishima: right thanks
  • ...
  • Kirishima: Todoroki! My man! Blasty McSplode gay? is he?
  • Shouto: Did that sentence make any sense to you, because it didn't to me.
  • Kiri: Bakugo. Is he gay?
  • Shouto: See that made much more sense. I don't know.
  • Kiri: Great.
  • ...
  • Ida: I don't approve of inter class relationships!
  • Kirishima: I just asked wether or not you knew if he was gay!
  • Ida: *disapproving look*
  • ...
  • Kiri: Hey Sero! you'er close to Bakugo right?
  • Sero: He once used me as a means of transportation. Is that what you meant?
  • Kiri: Did he seem gay to you?
  • Sero: out of every one part of that horse? no he was not the one setting off my gaydar. you were there to.
  • Kiri: true.
  • ...
  • Kirishima: hey Tsuyu!
  • Tsuyu: YES.
  • Kirishma: I didnt ask you anything yet.
  • Tsuyu: I dont care just yes.
  • Kirishima: Cool thanks.
  • ...
  • Kirishima: Excuse me Uraraka?
  • Uraraka: Yeah?
  • Kiri: You are one of the few people Bakugo possibly respects.
  • Uraraka: I am?
  • Kiri: Yes. Do you know if he's gay?
  • Uraraka: Do you want to ask him out?
  • Kiri: Why would you think that?
  • Uraraka: I can see the appeal, hes loud and strong and his abrasiveness is weirdly admirable, not to mention when hes not scowling hes not bad looking. I think you should go for it whether you think hes "gay" or not!
  • Kiri: ... Thanks Uraraka! To be clear you'er not interested right?
  • Uraraka: No. maybe if he wasn't an ass to my best friend, maybe if I didn't other have interests. *glances at Tsuyu*
  • Kiri: cool
  • ...
  • Kiri: Yo Momo! you'er VP is Bakugo gay?
  • Momo: *in a state of mental and emotional breakdown due to many things* YES HES GAY IM GAY YOUR GAY EVERYONE IN THIS DANMED CLASS IS GAY EXEPT FOR THAT GRAPE HEADED MOFO.
  • Kiri: Are you OK???!!!
  • MOmo: NO! im sorry.
  • ...
  • Tokoyami: Iv already heard. My answer is just go ask the guy himself, and possibly activate your hardaning before hand.
  • Kirishima: Great advice Birdman!
  • ...
  • Kirishima: Hey Shoji, you have great ears, have you possibly herd any clues to Bakugo's sexuality.
  • Shoji: ... Kirishima, if this is a very convoluted way of coming out to the class...
  • Shoji: Then ask him.
  • ...
  • Kaminari: So did you get any answers?
  • Kirishima: Nothing helpful.
  • Kaminari: I think the only person who's sexuality is now known by the entire class is you.
  • Kirishima: I dont care.
  • Kaminari: Actually the one person who isnt aware is probubly Bakugo.
Ways to Cheer Yourself Up (When wanting to be alone) - 50 top things to do
  • 1. Go ON Tumblr, believe it or not, we don't care where you're from, what you do, how you're being you, as long as you are being you, you're pretty much welcomed on here. That's why i love it. Unless of course you are homophobic or judgemental or ignorant - then the people will speak for themselves, we look out for each other here.
  • 2. Read Books; escapism is a wonderful thing
  • 3. Listen to music; and no - not the sad, 'ALL BY MYSELF' type music, but the kickass songs like 'I will Survive' or 'Loser Like Me' just celebrate yourself for being awesome, because we know you are; even if others don't; especially then actually.
  • 4. Become your own superhero. Every single one of you have a talent or a dream. Follow up on that talent/dream. YOU ARE WORTH IT, and you can be whoever you want to be.
  • 5. DISNEY MOVIES. Unless you absolutely hate bursting out into song - better cut of highschool musical and glee while were at this, then Disney is the best pick me up ever.
  • 6. Watch your favourite TV shows. Remind yourself why life can be awesome. Watching your fav characters usually means you can relate to them.
  • 7. Go on walks - it's very pretty outside, and sometimes our heads can be overloaded with information or stress, I advise calming music and a nice walk outside in comfortable clothes.
  • 8. Have a diary. A friend of mine recently bought me one, and it's a godsend because all the anger, or emotions I feel, I try to put in the diary rather than putting it out on others. It also calms you down. I feel better when I write.
  • 9. Speaking of writing...if you enjoy it- WRITE. Writing is a wonderful way to escape. You can put all your emotions into your characters and they just come to life. I tend to do that when I'm stressed.
  • 10. If writing is not your thing then bake. I've actually ironically read in a fan fiction where a character would bake when stressed and try out new recipes, this character tried making butterbeer; maybe be adventurous; have a food blog or something to keep you occupied.
  • 11. Be With Your Pets - Pets are loyal creatures, and they love you, even when you're being a pain in the ass, and I hear they're very good listeners.
  • 12. Now I don't know about you, but I LOVE Musicals. If you are a musical fanatic like me and you're feeling a little down, my dears; listen to those awesome voices, because sometimes we just - need - a break (Also, if you haven't watched RENT, watch it - NODAYBUT TODAY...or Starkid...Starkid make the most funniest musical parodies, even if you don't like musicals I suggest it, and if you're not enjoying their YouTube Channel, then I'll eat my own hat).
  • 13. ASK ME ANYTHING. If you really want to talk to somebody but you don't want to talk to people you know and you just want to get things out, my ASK box is always open.
  • 14. Find a hobby. If you don't really want to talk to anybody, that's okay, sometimes we need to just have some 'me time'. In my me times, I usually deactivate from Facebook, and just focus on things that make me happy. Like; Puzzles, Sudoku, Games, writing, cooking, singing, whatever it is...travelling even. Enjoy yourself.
  • 15. Travel. Maybe being stuck in the same place is the problem, maybe you're head wants to be in a place where it can ACTUALLY THINK.
  • 16. Go Hiking. I suppose Hiking is similar to walking but if you're an outdoor person, this is a great way to clear your head and to feel fresh.
  • 17. Hit The Gym. Or even do your own exercises. I like to walk - do crunches, and I love Zumba. I love dancing. If you love being active, this is also another way to clear your mind from negative things.
  • 18. GO SEE A MOVIE!!! When was the last time you had fun? Even if it's just by yourself. You're allowed to treat yourself. Go, enjoy, be surrounded by people, even if they're strangers.
  • 19. If you like coffee, treat yourself for one at a local cafe. Who knows, you might meet your coffee soulmate in a cafe one day.
  • 20. STOP thinking Negative. Have a Pros/Cons List. Try not to outweight the Pros list with the Cons. Please?
  • You are good enough.
  • 21. Write down a bucket List, and start ticking them off. Having goals and dreams is healthy. If you have dreams, then you have a direction of where you're going.
  • 22. Get help. It's okay, if you're head is in a really bad place to reach out to people. It really is okay.
  • 23. Help others. If you're not sure what to do with yourself at all, be useful to other people less fortunate than you. Volunteer! Work with Charity, Feed the homeless, help the guide dogs association.
  • 24. Smile more. It looks good on you, believe me. Spend time with your guilty pleasures, my guilty pleasure is binge watching glee
  • 25. Please DO NOT go to a pub to drink to ease your mind, if you are going to do that, do it with a friend, or somebody close.
  • 26. Eat Chocolate. Okay yes while society says NO DON'T EAT THE FATTY FOOD. Hey; screw them. If you feel better eating a bit of junk go for it. There's nothing wrong with eating a whole pizza or tub of ben and jerry ice cream when feeling upset - just try not to make TOO much of a habit : p
  • 27. REBLOG YOUR FOLLOWERS POSTS, you might be surprised that you aren't the only one feeling the way you're feeling, you might be surprised by how much you're forgetting that hey - it's gonna be alright.
  • 28. Do something nice for your neighbour. Ah who knows, have you ever actually talked to them? Maybe they might be lonely too.
  • 29. Have a GAMES Night. A very good friend of mine loves Games. If You LOVE Games, then hell have a marathon of them. Play the sims, be in control.
  • 30. Speaking of marathons...dun dun dun - MOVIE MARATHON, I Don't Know About You Guys, But Having A Harry Potter Movie Marathon always cheers me Up. WITH FOOD Of course, and good company, but this is about cheering yourself up, so if you don't want company, that's okay.
  • 31. Draw. I love drawing too. I suppose I'm more of the creative person. There are a lot of different types of people out there, maybe you like solving things - do those fancy cube things Idk what they're called. If you are like my brother and you love Maths, then maybe you can tutor someone. On one hand you're helping someone, and doing something you like doing, just like I'm drawing because I like drawing.
  • 32.Be with kids. believe it or not, kids are the most innocent little munchkins, and they honestly don't care what you look like, if you play hide and seek with them they'll be thrilled, so long as you're nice to them, they're generally nice to you... but be warned, they tell it how it is too. I talk a bit different. The most popular thing they've said to me was "Is that why you talk funny, because of the things in your teeth?" (They've also never really seen braces before) I even had one kid determined to get me to sing 'Everything is awesome' I'll never forget that because this kid clearly didn't care how I sounded, and just wanted me to sing with her. I felt great.
  • 33. If you're into Fairy Tales, Please Please Read Chris Colfer's The Land Of Stories series 1-4. It's an amazing series, and you almost forget what world you're in once you start reading. Plus, there's more coming (I'm a little excited)
  • 34. Watch Pixar Movies. You can't go wrong.
  • 35. GO TO HOGWARTS. Harry Potter Fan? Visit - Platform 9 3/4s in London, or go to the Harry Potter World, or if you can't actually visit these sites, go on Pottermore.
  • 36. Read Fan Fiction, you might not be a harry potter fan, but whatever fandom you are in, believe me sometimes Fan Fictfion Cheer me up. I adore Glee *Don't Judge Me* and Dalton is the best thing ever. Or Little Numbers...or Both. They cheer me up big time.
  • 37. Role play. If you like superheroes or characters, go be with the crowd. I believe they have events like Comic Con, and on Facebook they even have Events for such things, go be with strangers! So long as it's safe of course.
  • 38. Write a letter to the person who inspires you most and send it. You might be surprised by an answer.
  • 39. Pick up your instrument. Don't ignore your musical talent if you do have a musical talent. Remember, you're worth it. I don't care what you've done. Pick, It Up.
  • 40. Maybe go visit your family? I know this is about 'quality me time' but if you haven't seen your family in such a long time or are at a distance. Maybe being surrounded by something familiar is what you need.
  • 41. Change Careers. If you're not enjoying what you're doing or studying, change it. I remember in highschool a teacher said you might change your job 10 - 12 times before getting it right. It'okay, you just haven't found where you're meant to be yet.
  • 42. Enter a competition - Who knows what will come from it, take risks.
  • 43. If you're a risk-taker, challenge yourself. IDK how you're going to do that, but google has some pretty good answers. Even ask your tumblr followers, they follow you for a reason after all.
  • 44. Go on a boat. Go Fishing! I don't know, it's not my thing, but if you like fishing, then hell - go out there and fish.
  • 45. Find time for yourself, are you working too much? Maybe you are working too much. You know life doesn't stop for nobody, and if you keep pushing yourself so hard, time will go so fast and you won't realise how much of that time you could have spent on your own self.
  • The world is not going to end if you treat yourself.
  • 46. You ARE Good Enough. Listen to my words. Sometimes encouragement is all we need, when people feel hopeless, or like everything's gone wrong. It's gonna be okay. I promise, just hang in there.
  • 47. Write Down Quotes that Inspire You. I have a wall of these, and of people that inspire me too, and it reminds me of the good things in life when I'm in a crappy mood.
  • 48. Find something to do. If you're not doing anything, go take up a course, research things that interest you, you might be surprised by what comes from it. Join a community that enjoys doing things you do.
  • 49. Go To The Beach - If you live in Australia like me, visiting the beach is actually really calming and me and my best friend always would go on a random drive, and drive up to a beach or a look out, and it was always calming. Enchanting too sometimes. Maybe we forget about the place we live in, and what's exciting about the place. If you're in New York, visit Broadway or The Statue Of Liberty, or if you're in London, go to the London Bridge, or the Eye, visit the Eiffel Tower if you're in Paris...just go Anywhere.
  • 50. Take a random journey. Go on a train to somewhere new, go on a road trip. You never know what's around the corner.
To the people complaining about how hard it is to have one bias in BTS.
  • Me: *wakes up*
  • Me: how's jimin doing is he eating well is he okay is he tired is he happy with himself is he working too hard is he exercising his voice is he making sure he's not straining his vocal cords is he caring about himself as much as everyone else is he accepting help is he taking the advice from the right people has he identified the difference between hard work and being too hard on himself does he know his limits and that it's okay to have limits does he know he's never slacked off does he know his expectations are what make him feel like he fails but it's not a product of reality does he know how strong of a person and a presence he is does he know when to let go of things is he sleEPING
  • Me: how's tae doing is he playing games is he encouraging everyone to have fun is he communicating has he seen any kids lately any animals is he feeling accepted and appreciated is he living in the moment is he being a honest compassionate genius is he getting his space and serious time does he know it's okay if he can't make people understand and it's not a defect of his skills it's not his fault that he's not being heard does he know that some things are out of his control and it's okay does he know that sometimes people don't see the relevance in what he's saying and that's okay and is he making sure his hyungs are alIVE
  • Me: how's jin doing what has he cooked lately is he playing pokemon is he on the wii is his fliphone okay how are his hats and circular glasses is he feeding everyone has he told himself he's handsome a minimum of ten times today has he checked up on everyone's psychological health and stability does he know that i love how comfortable he is in his skin is he living contently has he caught up with his family does he know how much he is appreciated and how much of a lasting effect he has on everyone around him does he know how attentive and perceptive he is does he know how much i love that he continues being himself and how stable and hard-working and reasonable and positive and brave and professional he is and so much perseverance he deserves the spotlight but doesn't always take it just like when he wrote the lyrics for propose guys and didn't even give himself a big part he works so hard on dancing and doesn't feel the need to be validated by others words because he feels appreciated where he needs to be does he know how special he is does he know how much we love his go-getter attitude and that no one has forgotten how amazing of an actor he is how he enjoys life how he's mature and knows what to keep private does he know how cute he looks with glasses on and how anyone who can't see his charm is blind and how he has so many cool interests and how he knows everyone's potential and has standards for them has he given everyone equAL HUGS TODAY
  • Me: how's namjoon doing is he thinking deeply what books has he read lately does he know that no amount of thinking things through can prevent slip ups and that's okay does he know how sincere h is does he know how much of an individual he is and how much i love that is he contemplating life is he making good songs is he encouraging everyone is he telling everyone they're wrong when they snub themselves is he putting his arms around everyone and making contact in that way he does which shows his love in the little things is his phone out of memory did he remember his earphones is hE BUYING THE CLOTHES HE WANTS
  • Me: how's yoongi is he sleeping well how's his neck pillow doing has he remembered to eat does he feel like he's good enough does he give himself enough credit is he getting his introvert time is he content is he identifying his emotions healthily is he being attentive of the members is he putting logic to their insecurities in order to relieve them is he being strict is he keeping bts in a row is he subtly but consistently showing them love in all those little ways is he expressing his deeply felt emotions is hE SELF ANALYZING
  • Me: how's jungkook is he making faces is he dancing is he working hard is he being overly competitive is his head in the clouds is he being hard on himself does he know how perfect he is does he know that he's as productive as 1000000 american teenagers is he being comfortable with himself with his true self does he know it's okay to show his emotions he doesn't have to be cool don't feel too pressured is he accepting things is he speaking up is he sTILL RUSHING TO GROW UP
  • Me: how's hoseok is he being positive is he acknowledging his negative emotions is he living in the moment is he freestyling does he know he's an adequate rapper does he know we care about his mixtape has he been getting love is he screaming enough is he releasing his stress by releasing all of his emotions no seriously are his stress levels okay is he sick is he being too self sacrificing iS HE IGNORING HOW HE FEELS THINKING IT WILL JUST
  • Me: *takes first breath of the day*
  • Me: oh god i feel so bad for writing more on jin i love them all so much it's just i feel like so fed up with how no one appreciates him
  • Me: and oh god i feel like i didn't do too well on some of the other members but
  • Me: i love them so much i just
  • Me: i have to give them equal gifsets equal photo sets it's too much it's too much why can't i just have one bias then it's easy
  • Me: *comes home*
  • Me: i feel like i've been posting a lot of taehyung, jimin, yoongi, and namjoon lately
  • Me: and why do i keep forgetting someone when i do the tags???? what's wrong with me????
  • Me: i feel so guilty i'll post a lot of jin and hoseok and jungkook!!! i love them too idk
  • Me: i posted a lot of them and now it feels uneven??? i need to do equal pictures
  • Me: *gets ready for bed*
  • Me: i'm going to post some maknae like awwww- wait i like this picture but that would mean jimin gets three pictures and tae and jungkook get two each unacceptable i'll have to find two more pictures of-
  • Me: well now i need to post some hyung line they're great too
  • Me: *falling asleep*
  • Me: i feel like i haven't given enough attention to namjoon today and why aren't there more awesome pictures of jin like wtf that's not right-
  • Me: *dreaming*
  • Namjoon: i posted a kimdaily today and you didn't notice tf is wrong with you
  • Me: i'M SLEEPING
  • Namjoon: you didn't even reply in your sorry mangled KOREAN
  • Me:
  • Namjoon:
  • Me: wait you actually read those-
  • Namjoon: i was guessing that's what you do?
  • BTS:
  • Me: that's not gonna work again
  • Jungkook: why don't you notice me more i was creeping around hoseok in the last bangtan bomb OvO
  • Jimin: HOW COULD YOU
  • Jin: do you find tae suga jimin and namjoon more handsome than me? admit it the reason why you don't reblog me as much is because it takes you loner to find a "handsome" picture of me
  • Jin: what
  • Jungkook: pardon
  • Jimin: omg! why would you make them feel left out like that i thought you loved all of us i'm crying omg leave me alone
  • Me: don't cry you'll get dehydrated i know how you are about drinking wa-
  • Jimin:
  • Me:
  • BTS:
  • Me: FU-
  • Tae: wow you obviously find me the most handsome??? wtf
  • Tae:
  • Tae: you obviously find me the most funny??? wtf
  • Me: funny?
  • Tae:
  • Tae: excuse me
  • Yoongi: i think you mean me, tae
  • Jimin: juNGKOOK
  • Yoongi: wow if you can't love us all then jeez just pick a bias
  • Me: would you juST-
  • Me:
  • Me:
  • Me: stop screaming
  • BTS:
  • Hoseok: i feel faint
  • Tae: *crouches down*
  • Hoseok: *sits on Tae*
  • Me:
  • Me: *pretends to throw something*
  • Hoseok: KJADFKADadGKADJGAD?!?!?!?!!?!
  • Tae: look a dog
  • Namjoon: *trips and crushes Jin's DS*
  • Jungkook: inFIRES MAN
  • Namjoon: IT'S inSPirES!!!!!!!!
  • Jungkook: pardon
  • Jungkook: O_O
  • Yoongi: *yanks on maknae line's leashes except jimins*
  • Jimin: *starts recording with the V app*
  • Hoseok: haerTEU OH MY HAEURTO
  • Jungkook: O_O
  • BTS: i thought you loved all of us
  • Jungkook: O_O
  • Jungkook: O_O
  • BTS: *leaves*
  • Jungkook: O_O
  • Me: *wakes up crying in the middle of the night*
  • Phone: *OH MAN HOLY SHIT notification sound goes off*
  • Me:
  • Me: better check that

borkybornes  asked:

Nat and Sharon? Idk if ur still doin' the thing. I didn't see ur reply to my reply. But I love ur stuff (and u kinda).

Sharon doesn’t mean to start having feelings for the Black Widow.

‘Having feelings’. It sounds so…tepid. Maybe that’s why she uses the term, corralling her emotions into something boring and easy to ignore. You can have feelings for pretty much anything. Sharon has had, at various moments in her life, strong feelings about HYDRA, her cat, the very concept of kale chips (an abomination).

Natasha Romanoff is just another category to slot emotions into. And if some of those emotions involve peeling off that damn catsuit - honestly, Sharon is a little uncomfortable with her own objectification of the other woman, but that’s all it has to mean. It doesn’t have to have anything to do with her competence, her compassion. Especially not that second one. Sharon suspects she would rather hold a knife to someone’s throat than admit it.

Spies aren’t supposed to have soft parts. Sharon, who can’t seem to stop acting on instruction from her heart over her head lately, knows that better than most.

“You hungry?”

She clears her throat for no discernible reason, glancing sidelong at the other woman in the car. Not a hair out of place. Sharon can’t decide if she wants to be Natasha, or–

“I could eat,” she admits. “Maybe after we hand this guy over, though?”

She jerks her thumb towards the trunk, where a certified Bad Guy is currently tied up. There’s a quiet horror in her gut at the ease with which the whole thing had gone down, at the nonchalance with which she considers all-day breakfast alongside kidnapping.

“You work too hard, Sharon,” Natasha says, the dryness in her tone telling the story of a woman who never stops. She isn’t sure which one of them it’s about.

“So the world tells me. Drop off point’s coming up.”

Probably unnecessary to say, but it keeps the how do you keep going out of her throat. Natasha hums agreeably, and they roll into a seemingly abandoned warehouse. The handover goes off without a hitch, because they’re professionals and they work too hard.

Their fingers brush before they get in the car. Natasha never does anything unintentionally, particularly when it comes to motion. Sharon might be reading too much into this, but her pulse flutters behind the memory of pressure on her wrist.

The doors slam shut.

“I could murder a McMuffin,” Sharon sighs, and Natasha leans over the handbrake to kiss her.

She waits a beat for surprise to kick in, to take over. It’s there in the sharp intake of breath that whistles between her teeth before she kisses back, but it doesn’t taste the way you’d thing. Surprise that it’s happening, maybe, that soft lips ease over hers, that heat curls in her gut like a lazy wisp of steam.

But not surprise that it could happen. Not shock that Natasha would dare to do this, that she’d want to. It’s the difference between pushing away and pressing closer, between staring in shock and hooking her hand around the nape of her neck, thumb sliding over naked skin.

It feels inevitable.

Sharon’s not familiar with Natasha’s pulse. But she thinks it might have ticked up. Just a bit.

anonymous asked:

How about when Hanzo hears his s/o playing a beautiful song on the piano (like, idk, white horse by Taylor swift) and then he confronts them saying he didn't knew they played. Then there's a lot of adorbale fluffy fluff as his s/o gets embarrassed :3

(I hope you don’t mind, but I used “This is Gospel” by Panic! At the Disco, because I’m not very familiar with the Taylor Swift song. It’s the piano version, so I thought it would work. uwu)


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anonymous asked:

What if everything was going perfectly fine and normal in MC and Yoosung's relationship when suddenly MC is accused and arrested for being a serial killer? You can decide if it's a false accusation or not, but how would Yoosung react?

I’m not sure which ending is more interesting so I did both! :)

If it’s true :
- yoosung is forever in denial because holy shit there’s no way his sweet MC would ever do that! Seven even said that MC was okay after the background check!

- Will do anything he can to fight against it, even if it’s not much

- Visits MC every day but sometimes MC doesn’t come because they’re too ashamed of themselves to come see him

- Even if MC told him straight out and confessed, he would have a really hard time believing it. Just like how hard it was for him to forget Rika :)

- IF he ever eventually accepted the fact (which is highly unlikely) he would flip out and he’d be at a loss of what to do, now that Another loved one was basically lost and had something wrong with them (like Rika and her mental illness :] )

- He would try to look past the fact that you’re a serial killer, and first find ways to support and help MC

If it’s false :
- MC and Yoosung fight together! But of course, MC gets taken away

- yoosung gets angry because he knows as well as MC that they are innocent

- Yoosung hates how they’re twisting the information to turn an innocent citizen into the victim, but he isn’t sure how to act on it and make a statement

- yoosung goes to see MC every day and they cry together and get emotional because they can’t be together and eventually MC gets dragged away

- if MC is found innocent, the first thing that Yoosung does when they get home is cuddle because he has been so needy for affection while you were gone (and maybe they go further than that? ;) )

anonymous asked:

Eddy! Holy ahit!! I just woke up and saw my ask!! I didn't even think about Clarke being the Brittana child!! So fucking brilliant, man! This is why you're my Fav blogger. God, Idk how to feel about this. We're playing with the unholy trinity of Lesbian power couples here and it's glorious, beat headcanon ever.

Thank you ! I’ve always mentioned how my head goes back to Glee ships everytime, but this a delicious mix that is far beyond my silly Glee whims. So today, while I was in therapy, I thought about this ‘universe’ and I came up with some headcanons.

If other people are looking for the origin, this is the Faberrittana / Clexa discussion anon and I came up with!

Okay, so, ahead:

Faberritana / Clexa Verse Headcanons

Originally posted by forgottencat


  • Brittana were on the Ark, they met there and fell in love. Now picture this: Brittana running in the hallways of the Ark when no one is around, hand in hand, singing silly songs. Because you know, Hallways™ is their thing.
  • Their first and older child is Sugar Motta, obvi.
  • When Clarke was born, the man who donated semen was obviously executed and she was sent to juvie being she a second child (like Octavia kinda) until … her final journey to the ground. Until this very day, besides being Clarke Lopez-Pierce, Clarke also likes to remember her ‘dad’, Jake Griffin.
  • Brittana are amongst the people who fight hard to Skaikru to get to Earth and eventually they make it and meet their daughter again.
  • Brittany had a lot of crayons on the Ark. She was an artist, but when Clarke was sent to juvie, she gave them all to her so that she had something to do while being down there. When she comes back to Earth, she is heartbroken to find Clarke too occupied with being a leader and saving everyone’s ass to draw anymore.
  • Bonus: When they come to Earth, Clarke is dating Finn, and Santana dislikes him so much, she constantly makes joke about his hair and his fuck-boy attitude; Brittany is more understanding, but also, partly shading, you know how she is. Santana makes Finn uncomfortable with sex jokes, let’s get real, she wants him to fuck off. Sugar approves, but she also kinda likes Finn, because she likes fuck-boys a bit.

Originally posted by bechloeaf


  • Okay, so Faberry are Grounders (Rakel and Kuinn). Rachel is from the Ice Nation. Her mom, Shelbi, is the Ice Queen and there is a lot of controversy because Rakel joined Trikru so that she could be with Kuinn. Shelbi did not approve because ya know, no coalition back then. (Optional, because I need to plot this better: Kuinn is a nightblood but THERE IS A REASON why she is alive still, but I gotta come up with that, ‘cause I’m tired now)
  • Or (Alternative Route) maybe Kuinn is the Commander and Lexa is just her daughter. For some reason I need to invent, Kuinn can’t be the commander anymore, so they take the chip off her without having her die because the Commander can be removed with an unanimous vote. Kuinn introduced this rule but in reality it was her little daughter that suggested it when she was a kid.
  • Kitty (Her real name is not Kitty, but they call her that because she is agile like a cat) and Marley (I gotta come up with a Grounder name, Kara maybe - lol) are Rakel and Kuinn’s seconds. 
  • Bonus: When she becomes the Commander Lexa joins the coalition to get the clans of her moms together. She even introduces the chance for members of different clans to have their union ceremony.

Originally posted by adcspirit


  • Okay, so generally, the Clexa storyline is the same as canon, only with the moms added and lol no Lexa dying. 
  • What changes is that Santana gets really pissed when the betrayal and she wants to go all Sector 6 on Lexa’s ass because she hurt her daughter, but then she figures her daughter is a badass and can handle it but oh, Clarke leaves and becomes Wanheda and Santana regrets not dragging Lexa. She and Brittany don’t see her for months and Sugar goes looking for her (Bonus: Sugar/Bellamy are endgame).
  • OBVIOUSLY Rakel is the one that sings the Grounder anthem when Clarke bows to Lexa. Like, this is obvious, I shouldn’t even have to write it because 1) imagine Lea’s voice on that 2) Rakel would never let someone sing at her daughter’s wedding. Bonus: Santana gets really emotional in this scene over Clexa, but also because Rakel’s voice, although she’ll never admit it. This is the Pezberry duets-challenge origin. 
  • Lexa has so many candles because Rakel found old albums of the Phantom of the Opera and it kinda went this way. Musical inspiration.
  • Lexa took her whipped from Kuinn.
  • Clarke took her sass and lack of chill from both her moms.
  • Kuinn hates Titus and she yells at him all the time, also she knows he is the one that taught her that love is weakness and she’s like, fuck no, my love for Rakel made me the strongest bitch in this joint.

Okay, this is it for now. @fearwanheda contributed to some of those, we’re talking about this meme right now haha. Definitely gonna come up with more and eventually some fic if I managed. (PS. sorry for eventual typos)

May we meet again.

anonymous asked:

the thing is, i've banned kpop fcs in the past before and it has NEVER been bc they are korean?? their gifs from what i saw (this was like a year ago so maybe it's different now idk) were really over the top and unrealistic, and they didn't really fit the feel of the group i was aiming for. i feel like the same is still true today though? like i really don't see how banning them suddenly equals racism. there's more there than just their ethnicity.

So I have a couple questions for you. At that time when you were looking at Kpop FC’s and the gifs you saw were too over the top for the group you were running, did you ever reach out to the rpc and say ‘Hey is anybody good with Kpop fc’s? I need help finding one for a group that’s supposed to be XYZ?’ Because that time, I was following three that all had some level of good understanding with Kpop FC’s and could have pointed you in the direction of one that would be better for your group. Two, at that time, did you ever say, are there any Korean actors/actresses who I could use who maybe have more gifs I can work with? Three, did you ever stop and say, maybe I could compile some gifs for this FC that would work and then make a small gif hunt and post it with the bio and then I wouldn’t have to worry about over the top gifs?

If you said no to one or all of those questions, you didn’t try hard enough. AND. I am 100% sure, if you had gotten the right roleplayer who would probably be somewhat versed in Kpop fc’s, they would have been more than understanding or would have even suggested another FC where they would have better gifs to fit that character. I have done so. More than once. 

Next, a year ago and now, there are more than plenty Kpop Fc’s with non over the top gifs that are roleplayable in any setting. I can probably name more than twenty off the top of my head at this moment. On top of that, there are several Western Fc’s who have hundred and HUNDREDS of gifs and literally I’ve seen their muns use like the same….ten expressions. So I don’t get your point. I’d rather roleplay with somebody who has over the top gifs rather than the same like ten bitch faces. Next, many Kpop idols have branched out into acting and many of them have tons of gifs that could fit any roleplay. Right now I could point you to one FC with over a thousand gifs ranging from happy, sad, anger, and neutrality. 

I could put a group of kpop fc’s together right this second with character with all different gif ranges, from a group of only happy muses to one with sad ones, to ones with maybe more serious ones.

The thing is, the rpc has an issue with diversity. It always has. When they finally get a chance to correct it and we have rph’s who are well versed and willing to spend the time looking and compiling and making gifs for these POC fc’s, nobody wants to use them. Not to mention that Asian muses are like the least race of character/muses found around this place. So here we finally have a large group of Asian (Mostly Korean with a couple Chinese/Thai) fc’s with an abundance of gifs, and all of a sudden, we can’t use them. They gotta sit there. And then everybody squints at the rather small pool of Western FC’s who are Asian, decide they don’t have enough gifs, and then decide not to put any of them there, shrug their shoulders and say ‘we tried.’ OR. They’ll put one there, and that role will sit EMPTY for MONTHS. Why not fill that role with Kpop Fc (or even the option of a kpop fc) who somebody knows and maybe wants to play and says, ‘hey! i may be accepted here.’ But NOPE. NOT THE RPC. NOT TODAY. NOT TOMORROW. NOT EVER.

I will also point out that the KRP community has been on tumblr for years and has been roleplaying in groups with characters with these ‘over the top’ gifs and have never had a problem. If the gifs aren’t enough or aren’t what they need, THEY JUST DON’T USE THEM. THERE’S AN IDEA. THEY PARA. THEY SCRIPT. THEY DO OTHER THINGS. 

And now, we have so many rph’s who make and compile gifs, some of us even specify emotions or characters they would be good for, we have fucking DIRECTORIES of kpop fc’s AND THEIR GIF HUNTS, you can ask us for fc help, when the gifs are too over the top or whatever we have people who will take the time to make icons or even brand new gifs to help, but STILL. FUCKING STILL.

So tell me then. What’s the issue. What is it? Because Ariana Grande and Holland Roden and whoever the hell else sometimes have the same like ten expressions in every gif they use and the rpc PRAISES their behinds. 

So please. PLEASE. ENLIGHTEN ME. What is the reason that Kpop fc’s are banned? What? Racism. And if not racism like you claim, most of the rpc just has fucking issues because they don’t know who these people are and they have flashy shit or whatever and people feel ‘uncomfortable’ with them, but I have to sit and stare at Harry Styles and Justin Bieber, and tons of other celebs I really don’t like or care for, because that is their ‘comfort zone.’ What kind of bullshit is that. Honestly. re

Listen, all I’m saying is that if you’re going to ban Kpop fc’s, just ban all the musicians. And that ends the problem. But seeing as the rpc does enjoy their musicians, I don’t see any reason why I or many of my friends have to stop using the FC’s we enjoy because the rest of the rpc doesn’t know how to manage with lack of gif variety or whatever the excuse is every other damn week. 

My Experiences with the Signs
  • Aries: I like you! I get along with almost every Aries I know. YOu can stand up for yourself and your friends and I really admire that. You're never afraid to say what's on your mind. You're very direct and competetive, just like me. Usually you have a reason for your anger. But you don't always have to turn down a person's opinion because you disagree.
  • Taurus: My best friend is a Taurus. Good at handling money. Chill and loyal. Big procrastinator but can get shit done. You are the MOST STUBBORN PERSON ON EARTH!! You give the best hugs. You're very honest and you always say what's on your mind. You don't get angry easily but you can be destructive when you are.
  • Gemini: A very fun person to be with. You always want to make other people laugh and you have a good humour. Social and witted people. You don't want to be involved in drama, you only want to know 100% of what happened lol. You can say mean things sometimes but you don't mean to be rude. You're that kind of person I can always go to if I want to bitch about someone. I love it.
  • Cancer: Emotional people who easily get mood swings. But you're caring and protective, not only of others but also of yourself. People think you're weak but you have a hard core and a hidden strength when provoked. I get along with you well, and I can always talk about my emotions with you. You know how to make a person feel special. Selfish and selfless at the same time, does that make sense?
  • Leo: Generous and energetic people. You are SO dramatic and emotional sometimes. You are experts at complimenting others and creating a good atmosphere. When you fight with someone you to turn your friends against your enemies. Very affectionate and good at inspiring others. You can be bossy and you don't like it when you don't get attention.
  • Virgo: I haven't met many so...anyway: I've fought with you for my cousin. The thing is, you didn't know that it was a fight...and it wasn't...but to me, it was. And then I felt like a loser because you were still nice to me and I hate you for that!! You need to be needed and always try to lowkey help your friends with little things. You're thoughful and reliable.
  • Libra: Friendly people. You want everyone to get along and dislike conflict. You love fashion. You tend to cause drama without meaning to. Manipulative and shady. You like peace, and you're loyal. It's hard to know whether you're flirting or just being friendly. You're easily offended, and I've gotten the most hate from you. You try to treat everyone equally, but you're biased sometimes.
  • Scorpio: My experiences with Scorpios were THE WORST (you're still my 3rd favorite Sign though??). You're very passionate and intense. You are very loyal. You stand up for your friends, but you can be possessive. Secretive. You like power and you're stubborn. You're mysterious, and I love that. Ambitious and daring. But honestly...stop being manipulative and stop blaming other people for everything.
  • Sagittarius: Funny and honest people. Brutally honest even. You are very open-minded and you can laugh with anyone. You get angry easily but it doesn't last long. You don't like being tied down. You may have many friends but I feel like you only have a few best friends. Carefree, generous and tactless. I dont think we'll become best friends but you can stand your ground and I admire that.
  • Capricorn: My 2nd favorite Sign (because I like my own Sign the most)!! Responsible and hard-working. Procrastinators and Perfectionaists. You appear cold, but you can be very emotional inside. You don't like showing your emotions. You only talk about personal things when you're around people you really trust. Loyal, detached and almost never satisfied. Patient. Pessimistic and disciplined.
  • Aquarius: Some of you have a God complex. You're friendly and unique and I think that's great. You don't often show your emotions. Unpredictable and independent. You fear commitment but at the same time you don't like being alone? You can be stubborn and tactless. You do things your own way and you're generous. Do you like me or are you silently judging me...idk. Analytical.
  • Pisces: Imaginative and sensitive people. You daydream and listen to music a lot because you need to escape from reality. But really, stop running away from your problems. You're selfless but that's why people take advantage of you. Learn to say no. *insert Shia Labeouf* Not everyone wants to kill you?? You look innocent but you can kill someone and then look innocent again.lol. You're great at understanding others.
  • If you want to know more about my experiences with the Signs you can always ask me.
candles, cats, and confessions.

The second week of December in Scorpius Malfoy’s sixth year at Hogwarts presented an unprecedented bout of snow and an increasingly suspicious sequence of events. Albus was up to something; the whole House knew it. He disappeared for hour-long intervals each day, and upon returning, pulled a new entry from his repertoire of excuses. As frustrating as it was, Scorpius didn’t ask additional questions, partially because he trusted him- they were best friends, after all, and best friends trust each other no matter what- but more because Albus’s colorful explanations amused him; with midterms approaching at the velocity of a bullet train, he could use a good laugh sometimes. He was keeping a mental list of his favorite excuses. So far, the top contenders were: “I’m the godfather to Hugo’s pigmy puff, Annabelle, and he invited me to her first birthday party. I would’ve brought you, but, you know, family only. It was supposed to be a bit of a secret, even after. In fact, I just broke a promise by explaining that. Don’t go to Hugo with questions, or he’ll know that I told you.” and “Professor Longbottom asked me to accompany him to a seminar on the treatment of Squibs. He’s thinking of adopting an orphaned Squib, you see, and he wanted to learn more. But don’t ask him about it. He doesn’t want the news to spread because he’s still not sure.”

Days passed, and soon it was impossible to disregard Albus’s behavior. His excuses grew wilder and wilder as he begun to sneak off during the night, bedspread drapped over his shoulders and lantern in hand.  By Christmas Eve, Scorpius’d had enough. He’d spent the entire winter break watching his housemates skip off with their friends, headed for Hogsmeade or Quidditch matches, while he was left alone in the dormitory. To put it simply, he missed Albus; they hadn’t even held a proper conversation for days. Besides, he’d been giving Albus the benefit of doubt; it was only fair that he got some answers.  

That night, after his dormmates darkened the room with a flip of the light-switch, Scorpius crawled on top of his ivy green comforter and sat, cross-legged. His silver eyes searched through the blackness for signs of movement.  

Albus rose within minutes. It wasn’t hard for Scorpius to identify his stocky form, even in the dark. He crept across the room in a hasty tiptoe. Scorpius took special care to remain completely still, letting only his gaze trail after the dark-haired boy. Upon reaching the door, Albus inched it open and stepped through silently. It was left cracked. Scorpius counted to ten before pushing himself off of the bed and slipping across the door-frame after Albus.  

It wasn’t until he left the dormitory that Scorpius realized that he’d need a way to track Albus’s path; otherwise, he’d be lost in mere seconds. His only hope was to stay close behind the other boy. Cursing under his breath, he scurried forward at double-speed, but Albus had already disappeared from his line of sight. The common room was completely empty. He spun around hopelessly.

Just when he’d decided to give up and return to bed, a thunderous bang sounded from the right. His head whipped around. Spotting no signs of movement nearby, he tiptoed off to investigate the area that the noise had come from. After taking a number of steps in that direction, the faint glow of candelight came into view. He blinked rapidly and raised a hand to rub his blurry eyes. When his vision cleared, the scene before him caused his heart to flutter in his chest.  

Albus was kneeling on the floor of a room just off of the Slytherin common room, bedspread hanging loosely off his shoulders like a cape. The darkly-colored fabric gathered in bunches around his bare toes, in striking contrast with his pale skin. His arms were extended towards a mass of tawny fur that lay, shivering, on a haphazardly constructed nest of sweatshirts and scarfs. He beckoned the fluff-ball with slow waves of his hand and a string of melodious coos. It seemed as if it wouldn’t budge from it’s make-shift hideaway until Albus said, “It’s me, Cas.” The little creature- Cas, he must be called- stirred at his words. His head popped up, revealing two perfectly-round silver eyes, which he set curiously on Albus. It was clear now that the animal was a cat- a kitten, to be more precise, for he was no larger than Scorpius’s palm. “It’s Albus. Remember me? I come here every day.” Though his flank no longer trembled from anxiety, the feline still seemed hesitant. He blinked thoughtfully, as if searching through his mind for memories of Albus. “I brought your dinner.” Albus reached under the comforter and pulled out a bag of catfood. Slowly, making sure not to startle the tiny animal, he opened the bag and removed a red bowl from inside it. Placing the bowl a couple of feet in front of him, he filled it up with the pellets of food. He glanced up at Cas and offered him a gentle smile that took Scorpius’s breath away, even though it wasn’t directed at him. “I dropped a bit of it, but the rest should still be fine.” Scorpius suddenly understood: that must’ve been the clanging sound he’d heard. “Eat up, little guy.” He nudged the bowl towards Cas with his pointer finger. The light-furred kitten paused momentarily- the question in his eyes clearly visible- before inching forwards on delicate white-dipped paws. When he reached the bowl, he carefully gobbled up a bite of the catfood, eyes never leaving Albus’s face. Albus encouraged him with a second smile. He took another bite, quicker this time, and Albus let out a cheerful mumble of, “Good, Cas. That’s my boy.” He reached a slim-fingered hand out and gently stroked the feline’s back. He received a soft purr in response.

At this point, Scorpius could stand back no longer. He felt so fondly of Albus after watching him interact with the tiny kitten; his chest was flooded with warmth and he couldn’t hold back a massive grin. He entered the room. The sound of his footsteps grabbed Albus’s attention immediately. He watched as the lanky brunet leapt backwards, gathering Cas up in his arms and shielding him by bending his body into a protective stance. It was easily the sweetest thing Scorpius had ever seen. He found himself at a loss for words.

Albus didn’t seem eager to break the silence, either. He remained motionless, shoulders tense and expression startled, for a significant amount of time. His lips were parted as if he wished to speak but could not bring himself to form the words. Cas hung still in his grip.

In the end, Scorpius spoke first. “Why didn’t you tell me you had a cat?” Though he meant for the inquiry to sound as if he were simply curious, it came out in a tone laced with disappointment and hurt. Scorpius adored all animals, and Albus knew it; he would’ve been more than happy to assist Albus in taking care of the kitten. As he met Albus’s unresponsive stare, he felt a tightness building in his chest. Subconciously raising a hand to rub away the tension, he whispered, “You know you can trust me.” Perhaps- more than anything- it hurt that Albus had been keeping something from him. They’d always prided themselves on having an open, trustworthy relationship where they shared absolutely everything with each other. Or, almost everything. He dismissed the thought as soon as it appeared in his head. 

Albus moved before he responded. He unraveled himself from the tight crouch and rose to his full height, holding Cas loosely with one arm. As he crossed the room, his steps echoed off the stone walls and rung in Scorpius’s ears like gunshots. He cleared his throat. “I do trust you.” Scorpius blinked away the sting from the metaphorical slap of his dismissive tone. He wanted nothing more in that moment than to disappear in the darkness of the room’s corners, to run, to hide; he couldn’t hide the betrayal he felt, and he was worried Albus would notice it in his shimmering eyes. Despite this all, he remained stationary in front of Albus, even when the dark-haired boy took another step, positioning himself no more than two feet away from Scorpius. “He’s not my cat,” Albus explained, giving a light shrug. An interesting array of retorts popped up in the front of Scorpius’s mind, but he didn’t have the strength to vocalize them. "He’s yours.”

Scorpius felt the impact of yet another nonexistant hand meeting his skin. His expression shakily morphed into one of confusion and surprise- maybe even awe, underneath the other emotions. His lips made unsuccessful attempts to form words multiple times before he managed to utter, “W-what?”  

Albus lifted his gaze to met Scorpius’s. Candlelight reflected off of his eyes, making them shine like real emeralds. He held Cas out in a single, fluid gesture. When a meow of protest erupted from the feline, Albus soothed him with a pat on the head. Scorpius’s arms seemed to be glued to his sides. Albus must’ve decided the situation needed further explanation, because he resumed talking moments later. "I got him a couple of weeks ago in Diagon Alley. Your dad helped me pick him out. Two drunks were selling him and his siblings on the corner for just five galleons each; the bloody fools couldn’t wait to get rid of him, said he was a real pain to take care of. They were wrong, of course. All he needs is a bit to eat every couple hours; he doesn’t even need to be entertained. Of course, I do play with him anyways. He’s a ball of nerves, but he’s a real sweetheart.” Cas’s head tipped up, as if he was listening. Albus shot him an exaggerated wink, and then, letting out a throaty chuckle, reached up to scratch under the kitten’s chin. “He’s a smart little guy, too. Remembers words- commands and names. He likes to be addressed by his name; it’s the funniest thing.” He tilted his head to the side as he tapped Cas’s nose in a playful gesture. The petit feline made a sound similar to a squeak and batted a clawed paw at Albus’s finger. Albus scoffed and poked at his paw until he retracted it. Then, he looked up for the first time in what seemed like forever. “He was supposed to be your Christmas present.”

Scorpius drew in a sharp breath. “Y-you… You got me a kitten?”

Albus nodded, biting down on his bottom lip. “Yeah… Sorry that the surprise is spoiled. I shouldn’t have made such a loud noise. I guess Christmas is in a couple of hours anyways, though. So…” He readjusted his handhold on Cas before thrusting his towards Scorpius once more. He wore the grin of an angel. “So, Happy Christmas?” 

Scorpius finally moved, raising one hand to run across Cas’s silky fur. A lapse in conversation occurred before he cleared his throat and decidedly declared, “We’ll share him.” When he continued to trace the length of Cas’s back with his fingers, silver eyes were set square on his face. He met them with his own, finally feeling his lips rise into a smile.  

Albus seemed unsure of whether or not to agree, but he eventually gave in with a sigh and murmur of, “Okay. If you’re sure. He’s still YOUR gift, though. You’re parent #1.” He nudged Cas into Scorpius’s arms, which were now outstretched. 

“Parent?” Scorpius quirked an eyebrow. He lowered himself into a seated position on Albus’s bedspread, which was now sprawled out on the stone floor, and carefully sat Cas on his lap. Much to Scorpius’s relief, he seemed content there, and soon proceeded to curl up, tail wrapping around himself until it touched his nose. His mouth parted in a soft yawn, revealing a row of pearly white incisors and a curling pink tongue. 

Albus plopped down next to Scorpius, scooting over until he was pressed up right against his side. Scorpius’s breath hitched. He tried to play it off by faking a few violent coughs. “Parent,” Albus repeated confidentially when Scorpius’s false fit of coughing had passed. “To this lovely little boy.” He tickled the patch of fur above Cas’s nose with his pointer finger, causing him to let out a powerful sneeze. His eyes shot open, jumping around every inch of the room until they settled on Albus. Scorpius could’ve sworn they narrowed accusingly. His smile expanded exponentially. “See those eyes?” Albus motioned at Cas’s shinning silver optics with a sweep of his hand. “He got those from you.” He winked dramatically. 

A chain of high-pitched laughter spilled from Scorpius’s lips. Albus joined in after a second, and together they enjoyed the moment, relishing the pure happiness that radiated off of each other’s relaxed forms. It was so nice to be around Albus again, to sit with him, to laugh with him; Scorpius found himself overwhelmed by the strength of the feeling. When the moment passed, his smile shrunk, but it couldn’t seem to disappear. He spoke in a murmur.  “Thank you. Thank you so much. I love him.” 

“I love you.” The response came instantly, as if it’d been complete instinct, given no thought before it was released through the form of three words that caused Scorpius’s expression to be wiped blank in a matter of seconds. Everything around him seemed to quiet at once. He could hear his own heart’s mighty pulse.

When he looked at Albus, he could tell it’d been an accident. While Scorpius had undoubtedly lost all color in his face- he could feel the unnatural chill of the blood draining- Albus’s face matched the hue of Cas’s bowl. The mistakenly spoken words must’ve hung heavy on his lips, for they drooped miserably. 

Scorpius tried to swallow. Feeling Cas squirming in his lap, he jerked his head downwards. The kitten blinked his unusually large eyes up at Scorpius and let out a tuneful purr. He succeeded in swallowing. 

“I love you, too.” Though Scorpius’s response was fainter than a whisper, it was flooded with confidence- a sort of confidence he didn’t know he had. He believed his words, that much was detectable in his tone.  

Right then, Scorpius could’ve sworn he saw Cas smile, but in such muted candlelight, it was hard to know for sure. 


Alternate titles: “I am very worried for Shadow the Hedgehog” or “why they should’ve expanded more on Shadow and Amy’s relationship post-SA2 for fUCK’S SAKE”

Let’s start with Shadow.

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anonymous asked:

I don't know why but this epsiode didn't feel like Bobo's usual epsiodes to me. Did you also get the feeling that he wasn't as insightfull as usual? Not to mention the horrible "Cas is clueless" jokes

Oh, I really liked it. I came out of it with a renewed love (which I didn’t think was POSSIBLE as I already love them so much :P) for Cas and Dean and… well, everyone, even Crowley tbh :P I was cheering out loud at several parts. I nearly CRIED at Sam holding open that door while Lucifer shoved on him like… Season 7 metaphor or what? Sam holding himself up saving as many people as possible while Satan is trying to crush him? Aaaaaaaah.

I think the insight was either spent on the LA mockery (which was hilarious) or on a very subtle existential dread, which I have always felt is Berens’ trademark mood, as it were. His episodes deal a lot with very dark themes like suicide and the crushing emotional weight of living and struggling to get through the hard times, and this one was no different - only it was Lucifer who eventually blurted out all these words while literally melting down in front of our eyes. It was such a chilling commentary on being alive in 2016 I almost don’t know what to do with it, especially since fandom blogging through these dark times is essentially being a “distraction addict” as he accused everyone of being :P Like, ow, right where it hurts. Thanks, Berens. 

I didn’t think the “Cas is clueless” jokes were that bad anyway - I immensely enjoy Berens writing Cas and if he hadn’t written 9x06 I’d probably stick this as my favourite Cas episode of his… Just for that line about Dean looking like a lumberjack :P (I am also quite fond of the show bringing back “hey assbutt” because the specific context is always Cas vs assbutt-y archangels - they don’t make it into his default insult or try to “BAZINGA!” it or anything :P I like to think Cas is extremely proud of his contribution in Swan Song and remembers it equal parts “Holy crap I did that” waking up at night in a cold sweat level horror, and “holy crap I DID THAT” pride… :P It’s basically used after that to remind Lucifer that Cas is actually a force to be reckoned with, like, “REMEMBER ME?” which is an extremely Cas trait because Cas’s smug face is a good face :P Anyway I haven’t seen anyone complain about that but I remember some people doing so after 11x10 so I’m just… getting a foot in the door to defend it or something idk) 

Anyway. I thought the hotel room scene was inspired… One of the things I liked about the immediate reaction from Cas, was that so far in the episode Cas had been acting a lot like the “new” Cas of recent years - very emotive, shoving back at Dean as much as Dean gave him shit about how he dressed, visibly dying of frustration around Crowley… Despite everything, though, Cas is still Cas, and one of those things is that no matter what the show’s shoved on him in ways of exploring sexuality, he’s not just disinterested but it doesn’t really form a part of his world view. The rest of the characters walking in that room immediately think “wild sex party all around this room” and Cas sees the trashed room and assumes it had to be a fight. I am ALL FOR preserving his precious innocence :P This is a very consistent Cas trait, so the thought put into not having him go along with the “obvious” explanation for the room was entirely in line with a long history of writing Cas less intuitive about sexual things than the other characters. 

And relating to that but as the intro to the next point, Cas knows they’re searching for LUCIFER. Who hates humans, would much rather kill them than fuck them, and is expecting danger, bad things like, you know, a tooth in the bathroom, than for Lucifer to have been just apparently indulging in human things. He’d quite reasonably expect there to have been some altercation than what apparently had happened instead. So re: breakfast, the whole premise of the episode, including the misleading PR beforehand, was that Lucifer had some horrible dark PLAN he was enacting. The “THERE IS NO PLAN” meltdown was a shock twist that Lucifer has no idea wtf he’s doing and everything we saw him doing before that was just thrill-seeking living in the moment, acquiring followers and killing them just because he could but with no actual goal to USE them for anything. 

Now, they didn’t know this, and they were really worried Lucifer was planning something (and the fact he wasn’t of course doesn’t mean those people were in any less danger, but like how the venue was secret, and the guest list random, Lucifer’s “plan” was all wild and scattered and ad hoc so it was very hard to pin him down, because there was no process behind it). So again, if they were EXPECTING Lucifer to do something terrible, and maybe have some dastardly but understandable plan, then finding a hint of it in spells and books and so on around the place would be a perfectly reasonable thing to expect. 

Cas is probably the most proficient at random important spells the like Lucifer would know since we’ve seen him do angelic-level magic many times (while Crowley knows human witchcraft) so he was again thinking on that level - what is Lucifer doing, through my experience of being an angel and knowing Lucifer, and what you CAN do if you put your mind to it. If you’re expecting spells and the worst of Lucifer, a harmless hippie superfood breakfast with carefully instructed proportions is probably indistinguishable from a spell, especially as in the olden days widely sourced and rare ingredients from around the world would be exactly the sort of things that would only be combined for important magic - globalisation and the food industry pushing mystery exotic superfoods from around the world has accidentally created an environment where people are eating what looks to an ancient angel the sort of stuff you’d only combine or even OWN or know what they were, for some sort of ritualistic purpose. Again, it’s social commentary wrapped up in like 3 or 4 layers of Cas’s characterisation that goes back all the way to the start.

Maybe they shouldn’t have done 2 in a row like that, but I found both incredibly entertaining and extremely well-thought out Cas moments. 

(As for Lucifer calling Cas a dullard - it’s not the same thing when other characters make such accusations at each other as moments which show don’t tell him being “clueless”. Every time someone calls Cas stupid or useless, or calls Dean a blunt weapon, or either of them an attack dog, it’s the characters within the narrative insulting them, and the point is that we as the audience bristle defensively and go “no they’re not!” but for the character in the story, they may take it personally and be upset by it, but it’s purposeful for us and them to push back against, always fuelling a wider arc, usually one where the characters personally struggle against these feelings and manage to address them one way or the other. 

I would say in this case, Lucifer reminding Cas of how he felt while he was inside him, is bringing up Cas’s depression from season 11, reminding us it’s still there, by the fact that these feelings are still “worth” commenting on, narratively, and therefore to give us an insight into Cas’s internal landscape as a part of the ongoing story, if all the little moments like that “….. yay” didn’t manage to convey that Cas is still openly struggling with these issues. And, as part of that, the fact he’s openly struggling with them is not the story shitting on him by leaving him cold and unloved: it’s deliberately telling us he FEELS cold and unloved, which makes it a part of the story rather than writerly neglect forgetting to write the scenes that coddle him… We can argue about how much we feel this ever gets resolved or if they try to resolve it, they do it badly or insensitively (which was a fair criticism of 11x23 and the car scene when we didn’t know if that was the end of it for this arc or not) or of course if it drags out too long, but the point is that the writers aren’t being careless about Cas this way or Sam and Dean have some accidental agency in neglecting him - it’s not “their” fault… 

TBH until I got to tumblr I didn’t realise people would be upset that they’d “let” Cas go fight Lucifer because I thought Dean had showed exactly as much concern about Cas doing that as would be expected from him (i.e. over and above what anyone else was doing, though not sobbing and clinging to his lapels begging him not to go since they did understand he had to do it :P) and I had actually felt pretty elated about that moment as a good little Destiel moment showing Dean cared. Actually, since I watched 5x04 the other night, one thing I thought of was Dean accusing 2014 Dean he’d send his friends to die - “Cas too?” obviously setting him aside. 2014!Dean is LYING to the rest of them about the danger and using them as a distraction, and that it’s to their obvious death (though, unrelated, pretty sure 2014!Cas knew that anyway) while in this episode even if it’s superficially similar he sends Cas in to fight Lucifer when it’s SO dangerous they’d easily be killed save for Lucifer’s mocking mercy, obviously Cas knows exactly what’s going on, volunteers for it, feels the burden of responsibility that they try and argue him out of, and so on and so on completely changing any comparison to him being “sent” in to die… They understand they have to do very dangerous and potentially fatal things in order to protect the world, and that no one else will, and that Cas would have the best chance against Lucifer of anyone)

Anyway, I wasn’t sure about this episode from the premise and was mostly looking forward to Dean in a leather jacket, and I ended up enjoying it more than many episodes for a long time, so I’m sorry I can’t share any negative feelings about it… I actually thought it was fantastic, and I hope instead I can maybe try and help you feel better about it >.> 

immaquietrebel  asked:

Xmas ask? Scenario where GOM + Hanamiya + Imayoshi (idk if that exceeds char limit because i didn't see one in your rules) go to a family Xmas party with their s/o and they find out s/o has a really big family and ends up being picked on the whole time? S/o can help out or pick at them too, your choice, but a little humor and fluffiness if that's alright? Also, you have a marvelous blog!

I apologize for this coming out so late, but I hope this is what you wanted and of course. Belated Merry Christmas and happy New Year ^^



Never in his life he had imagined that he would rather be unseen to everyone, even his partner, than today. He took for granted [Name]’s words when they said that their family was big–truth be told, he thought that perhaps their siblings and their grandparents will be there, but the moment he walked into the lively living room, he realized what they meant by ‘big’. His partner’s father was smiling as he patted Kuroko’s back before walking into kitchen to help.

“Oh [Name], who is that by your side?” An old voice caught everyone’s attention, much to Kuroko’s dismay even though he showed no emotions…or at least tried not to. The slight annoyance in his eyes didn’t leave his partner’s notice and it made them grin as the evening slowly turning into night and the plan “picking on [Name]’s boyfriend” only became even funnier.

“Oi Kuroko, don’t be so close to [Name] or their dad will skin you alive.”

“Now now, dear, eat it up. You look so thin! And don’t you leave any food or you will stay here until there is no food left.”

There were many teasings Kuroko got just in mere three hours.

“Come on Kuroko,” [Name] pouted as they were lying in their bedroom. Kuroko was sulking, [Name] knew and though they felt a bit bad, they still had fun. “They love teasing new people that come to our family.” They smiled when he startled before wrapping their arms around him. “Come on~” They whined.

Kuroko turned around and smiled, catching his partner off guard. “They are nice.” He said, looking into their eyes. “Do you think they are going to be surprised if I pull a prank on them?” And there was no way he wouldn’t pass on paying them back.

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anonymous asked:

what do you think about people making fun of jonghyun for writing a song about his dog? and also about people saying that he's faking things for his album? i'm seeing a lot of that.

yeah, i’ve seen a lot of people make fun of him for mentioning that he was thinking about roo when writing bits and pieces of the title track and people can say what they want to, i guess, but i’m sure he’d be upset if he knew that there were people out there mocking him for that. like… everyone has their own thing. various things that make him happy and comfort them and it’s blatantly obvious that roo, his mom and his sister are three of the things that comfort and make jonghyun happy. i thought that most were aware of that already but, then again, there’s different levels that a person can “bias” or “stan” someone. but…, yeah. it’s a little mean for people to do but what can you do. what he said about the writing process was pretty sincere too.

as for people saying that he’s “faking” things for his album: … i honestly don’t know how to respond to that, lmao. he put everything into these songs. they’re a combination of him trying to relate to stories that fans and listeners of blue night sent in to him, him trying to express himself and him trying to connect with fans / listeners on a more personal level. it’s kind of wild to be that anyone who’s a fan of his would think that he’s not being genuine with what he’s released, especially these songs. he flat out said that he spent so many nights trying to perfect the songs for fans that he physically exhausted himself, and he’s went into elaborate detail in the past while releasing the demo versions of each song about what he was feeling and thinking when writing them. (there’s so many of them that i won’t link, but i’m sure you get the picture.) also: all he’s being doing over the last two days is ramble on about how grateful he is for people even giving a listen to the songs so… idk. people don’t have to like the songs or even the album; it’s not everyone’s cup of tea but…

i feel like i’ve answered a question about this recently but not in relation to this album, obviously. it’s too fresh for that, but this is how i feel about… whatever this new trend is in discrediting him:  he’s super honest and sincere and passionate in a good deal of his comments along with a combination of choosing his words very carefully and pouring a lot of emotion into them. i feel like people are still not used to it coming from him, despite how long he’s been doing blue night now, because we rarely got a chance to hear him speak so candidly before he was appointed as the dj for the show. some of his interviews in the past hinted at it but a lot of those were also from back when he was still a teenager / in his early twenties and he’s matured a lot since then. (i think he was always mature enough and playing up an image that sm handed off to him at debut until two or three years ago, but.) of course he’s going to have his moments where he lies or he “fakes” it but that’s every idol? they have an image to maintain and private lives to protect and that’s understandable / their business but i honestly feel like jonghyun is one of the more genuinely open idols around at the moment? he’s opened up so much to fans in the last year (when he honestly had no reason to; he’s been hurt a lot in the past by his own fans, look at what happened when he was dating shin se kyung) and i’m happy that. idk,

tl;dr: i think he’s an easy target for people because of how genuine he is and people have taken advantage of that.

anonymous asked:

Ok, so I am very new to this whole 'ace discourse' thing - I didn't know it existed until about a week ago when I came across a rant - and I need something clarified for me. I always thought aces were part of the LGBT+ community since they are by definition not straight? (i.e attracted sexually and romantically to the opposite gender). This is in no way meant to be offensive, I'm just trying to form an educated opinion and need something cleared up for me. Thank you! -signed, a confused bisexual

hey friend!

ok so for starters, many on our side of the discourse also did used to think that aces and aros were inherently lgbt. but upon further discussion and thought, realized the following things:

-the lgbt community is not a catch-all group for anyone who falls outside the ~cis heterosexual heteroromantic norm~ or whatever, it was very specifically formed to combat homophobia and transphobia

-the only people who face homophobia and transphobia are people who are not cis (some nb/agender/etc people don’t identify as trans but do still technically fall under the “T” umbrella and do face transphobia since they do not identify with their agab), and people who experience same- or similar-gender attraction in some form. 

-aces and aros face neither transphobia or homophobia on the basis of being ace or aro, and would only face those issues if they’re nb/trans/agender and/or sga. 

-since people who do not experience certain forms of oppression benefit from and perpetuate those forms of oppression, having cisgender heteroromantic asexual people or cisgender heterosexual aromantic people included within the lgbt community would be actively allowing our oppressors into our community safe spaces, providing them with access to our labor (emotional, financial, etc), our resources, and just flat-out making many lgbt people feel very unsafe.

-the backlash from aces and aros (especially cishet aces and aros) regarding this discourse further illustrates the point that cishets, even if they’re ace or aro, do not care about lgbt people. their “discourse” is filled with violence and sexual threats, homophobic and transphobic rhetoric, and abundant tokenizing of bi, pan, and trans people in order to “rise up against the evil gays.” they bully minors, push the “sex is so gross allos are so gross for having sex” mantra, even though that includes sga people and therefore echoes what we’ve been hearing since forever, and then try to defend themselves when they get called out for their rampant homophobia. they refuse to relinquish the use of slurs that are not theirs to reclaim and further assign those slurs to people who are uncomfortable with them.

does that make sense?


❝ I was thinking about what a lovely thing language is. We’re all writing using the same limited pool of letters and words, even, but no two people string them together in the same way. I often find myself reading a passage and thinking, dang, that’s beautiful or wow, how did they even think of that?! Foreignness will always carry with it a sense of wonder, I guess, but even so, that’s how I feel when I read all your words and stories, and take in a little piece of what you’ve crafted: amazed and inspired. A story can stand alone, but there’s also something intricately unique that emerges where they intersect. So without further ado, I have some thanking to do for those intersections:

I don’t know what this is exactly, I guess it’s a follow forever? My first one (and probably only) in my two to three years on-and-off with Sunmi (and who knows how many years since the beginning). It’s been three or so months since I changed Sunmi to Mi and went AU, and while I was wary at first, I’ve been so so incredibly happy writing and creating here. And that’s not an advertisement for everyone to go AU or whatnot! It’s just that, I know it’s only thanks to all you wonderful muns and your awesome muses, whether new or old, past, or elsewhere. So thank you, for your brilliant ideas and creative minds, for each of your ways with words, for teaching me a little something—no matter what it is, for friendships, for wanting to write with me and allowing your own muses’ stories to intersect with Mi’s. Before I ramble more, I’ll get to the specific thank you’s to those who have impacted me, but thank you all! Stay warm and healthy, I hope the new year ushers in new inspirations and stories for all of you in whatever shape or form—and new hopes; it’s what keeps us all going. (P.S. Don’t worry, I will not follow you to the toilet.)

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anonymous asked:

What do you think about D&D's misogyny? I saw that post about Sansa's storyline, and I think they just don't care about the women. Have you read their interviews addressing this? They come off like jerks. There's sexual assaults that didn't happen in the books and them objectifying women's bodies and all that, plus not including Arianne. I know some ppe think the show has great female characters, and in the trailer the whole "who said anything about HE" ... but idk it doesn't feel right.

I hesitate to call any real person I have never met a misogynist just because the show they are deeply involved in has disturbing trends like what you said. Misogynist is not a term I use lightly, and I worry sometimes that overusing certain terms on tumblr makes them lose their meaning. Keep in mind I haven’t read that many of their interviews, but even then I know reporters twist things. So I wouldn’t call them misogynistic. 

I would, however, say that there are patterns that exist in the show that illustrate a misunderstanding and under appreciation of female characters at the same as we see a nauseating increase of aspects like sexualized violence. 

I think I don’t really need to hash out the increase of sexualized violence. Sansa speculation aside, characters like Meera Reed have added scenes that are really unnecessary. However, I should point out that Gendry has the same issue- but that could also easily be construed as D&D wanting more female nudity from Carice Van Houten. Then there’s the distortion of the alter sex scene between Jaime/Cersei, and subsequent attempts (can’t remember if that was D&D or Nikolaj) to say it was okay because she eventually wanted it (???)

There are other issues. Take the more action-oriented female characters of Asha, Brienne, and Arya. In the books, they are all pretty pro-women. 

“Cunt again? It was odd how men like Suggs used that word to demean women when it was the only part of a woman they valued.” ADWD

Cue Asha in the show using the term cunt to insult people numerous times. 

“The woman is important too!” AGoT

And yet Arya declares for no reason in season 2 that “most girls are idiots”?

“Brienne, I have taken many wellborn ladies into my service over the years, but never one like you. I am no battle commander.”
“No, but you have courage. Not battle courage perhaps but… I don’t know… a kind of woman’s courage.” Catelyn, ACoK

But then Brienne insults Jaime by likening him to a woman (instead of a coward, which was used in the book equivalent scene.)

The female character who really isn’t is of course Cersei but whatever. But the point is this is creating this ridiculous ~not like the other girls~ mentality that is rooted in internalized mysogyny and not in the ASoIaF books for Asha/Arya/Brienne. They want to prove themselves, yes, but they’re not anti-women.

Then there are things like the nonsensical pettiness between Osha and Meera in season 3. Yes, because that totally makes sense, women are naturally fighting against each other and must be pitted against one another to prove their worth (for the man) or whatever. 

So with the new and out of character anti-women sentiments (specifically using women/parts of women as insults) from Asha, Brienne, Arya as well as played up and contrived female drama like with Meera/Osha, there is a distinct feeling I get that whoever came up with this doesn’t understand women beyond some caricature of cattiness, pettiness, jealousy or whatever. 

Some of these are small details, but they do paint a bigger picture.  

The exclusion of Lady Stoneheart and Arianne could be conceived as a desperate attempt to keep the show simpler and cut down on characters. To be fair, the show has always attempted to do that and has acted this way with out characters and plots that came up but were male. The Greyjoys are a great example as Aeron, Euron, and Victarion have yet to be introduced (and Balon’s still alive?) in the show.

Things that can’t be explained are how the Martell/Dornish succession was cut out for no discernible reason. Even if Arianne and the queensmaker plot was cut because D&D worried about juggling too many plots, which I do think is true since most viewers have a hard time keeping up with additions and they even cut Bran’s plot, then that still doesn’t explain why Tyrion/Oberyn’s conversation in the cell last year had Oberyn talking about his father, not his mother, as the one who took him to Casterly Rock. With the exclusion of Arianne as well as this, it seems the show just decided to showcase Dorne as having the same succession laws as the rest of Westeros. That is completely ridiculous and unnecessary and serves no point but to make the Dornish like everyone else. 

Also about the massive changes to Sansa’s arc, it makes it clear that D&D don’t find it valuable or worthwhile- and the question then becomes why is that? They don’t care about the Iron islands (which deal more heavily with men) either. It’s hard to extrapolate with certainty when so much has been cut and taken away from the show. If there is a common denominator, you’d be hard pressed to find it considering the massive differences in the arcs they cut and shortchanged (queenmaker plot, queensmoot, Bran’s training, Sansa in the Vale, the Brotherhood Without Banners and Lady Stoneheart, Jaime in the Riverlands, ect.)

And then there are the treatments of female characters that make me uneasy but are pretty subtle. I have spoken a lot about how Arya, Dany, and to some extent Sansa are a lot colder in the show than they are in the books. From Dany’s banishment scene with Jorah to Arya’s post-Red Wedding response, the show consistently likes to avoid having them get at all emotional- even when it’d make perfect sense. Trauma and emotion aren’t cool though, it’s more badass if they are cold and above it all or something.

Here’s the thing, I don’t want to throw labels out when I can’t say for certain what’s going on, and even who’s behind it. There’s a tendency to always place blame on D&D for everything, but you never know about network involvement or other aspects. For example, I wouldn’t be surprised if HBO actually did encourage more female nudity and sex scenes in the show in a bid they thought would draw viewers.

All that being said, there are some upsetting trends to be seen in GoT with misogynistic connotations.