if you are awake like this and i will follow you


If you are awake right now like this or something and I will follow you.



  • ”It’s 5am and I’m awake.”
  • “I’ll follow you.”
  • “How I wish I could feel your lips on mine.”
  • “I want you by my side.”
  • “Come on, my dear, we’ll leave tonight:”
  • “I wish you could stay… cause you’re all I need.”
  • “I feel like dancing in the moonlight.”
  • “Is it desire or is it love that I’m feeling for you?”
  • “I must keep fighting.”
  • “I want to show you what you’ve been missing.”
  • “Love is just not enough.”
  • “You got me up so high.”
  • “I was thinking ‘bout the day we met.”
  • “Our love is running out.”
  • “We used to have it all.”
  • “It’s better to be safe than sorry.”
  • “It’s been so long since I touched a wanting hand.”
  • “Actions speak louder than words.”
  • “My love is guaranteed.”
  • “Words are so easy to say.”
  • “I’m wishing you were here… but I’m wishing you were gone.”
  • “I’m sorry for everything I’ve done.”
  • “There’s still time to turn back.”
  • “Nothing’s ever what we expect.”
  • “To this day I don’t know what I was fighting for.”
  • “I’ve known from the start you would break my heart.”
Daddy// part. 2 (Derek Hale)

Originally posted by oxbowx

Summary: Continuation of the first one, here. Part three.

Warnings: Mild language

Word count: 1,240

Word density: “Love”

“Melissa, come on.” You said, dragging her over to where her sister was.

Talia was barely awake. Her head lulled to the left side a little. She smiled at something that the boys were saying to her. It’s been awhile since you’ve seen her smile.

“And then Vader says, ‘Luke, I am your father’, and then-.” Deaton stopped the boy.

“Stiles, may you please take the girls to the back and finish your performance there.” I watched as the boy picked up Talia and walked her to the back, Melissa following.

“I need to know what happened.” Deaton asked, Derek stood beside me.

“Um, the girls went to a sleepover and Talia ate a cupcake. Melissa doesn’t like cupcakes so she didn’t eat one. Melissa said right after she ate it is when she got sick. That was a week ago. I saw a witch, she said it was wolfsbane but didn’t understand how she was still alive.” You explained to Deaton.

“Well if she’s been holding on this long, maybe there’s a chance I could come up with some way to reverse the effects of the wolfsbane. It’s going to take me awhile, but I keep trying” Deaton grabbed his clipboard and walked back to where Talia was.

You were alone with  Derek and you could not be more uncomfortable. You could feel his eyes on you. You could smell the uneasiness coming off of him. All of it was too much too deal with. Your dying child and seeing your childhood crush (that was the father of your children). You walked over to one of the chairs and sat down with your hands covering your face.

“You look tired.” He finally broke the six year silence that was between you two.

“I haven’t slept since Saturday.” You answered, not looking up at him.

“It’s Friday.” He said as he walked over to you.

“I know.” He was now sitting next to you.

“You and Melissa can stay with me while Deaton works on…Talia.” He forced himself to say the name.

“Why would we need to stay with you?” You asked, finally looking up at him.

“Because Deaton isn’t going to let you stay and watch what he has to do to Talia, and Melissa needs a place to sleep. I know you packed clothes, just drive over to my loft, it’s not a burden on me.”

“Derek, I’ll book a hotel room, thanks for the offer but-.”

“But nothing! Look, the six years you’ve been gone have been absolute hell for me. I lost my girlfriend, my best friend, my whole family, and the kids I never knew I had. I don’t know why you left and I don’t know why you never called, but that’s not important now. What’s important is making sure my daughter’s are safe.” He was standing up and yelling.

“You think these six year haven’t been hard on me? I left the only place I knew. I was kicked out of my pack by my own parents! My parents who forced me out of Beacon Hills and cut my connections to anyone from here. I barely finished high school. My pregnancy, sucked! Most women have stretch marks, I have scars! Scars because they were trying to tear me apart from the inside out!”

“Y/N, I didn’t know-.” He started.

“I am not finished yet. You don’t understand how much I loved you, how much I still love you. I just a rebound for you, you never loved me like I loved you. Paige was gone and you were hurt, so you acted like a little child and played with a new toy. A new toy that was begging to be played with, to be loved by you. You took that toy and used it when you felt necessary. I don’t blame you for knocking me up, I blame myself for having sex with someone that would never love me-.” You were stopped by a pair of lips on yours.

Why did you let him kiss you? Why did you allow yourself to get trapped in his beautiful green eyes? Derek Hale was alway viewed as this mysterious man. He had so many layers it was difficult to tell how he was really feeling.

“Mommy.” a small voice called out, causing you two to pull apart.

“Mel?” You turned to see her cuddling a blanket and holding Stiles’ hand.

“Mommy I’m tired.” She wined as she came over and hugged you.

“Don’t worry, Melissa. We’re going to my house now.” Derek said as he picked her up.


“Mommy, how come Stiles couldn’t stay over?” Mel asked as you began to tuck her into Derek’s large bed.

“Because he’s busy, baby. Stiles is in high school. Do you have a crush on Stiles?” You asked and she shook her head.

“No, I like Lydia. She’s pretty.” Mel blushed.

“I think Lydia is pretty too. Come on now, time for bed.” You placed a kiss on her head and began to walk out of the room.

“Night, mommy. I love you more than the stars love the sky!”

“Night, Melissa. I love you more than the moon loves the stars.”

When you walked into the living room, Derek was setting up a mini bed for himself on the couch. Your view on him had changed You weren’t mad that you were a second option, if that. You were mad at yourself for falling in love with your best friend.

“Do you mind if I join you?” You asked causing Derek’s head to pop up.

“No not at all, there’s room here.”

He slid to the side a little it and made room for you on the couch Your head was pressed up against his hard chest, head level to his heart. Just like when you were younger. You thought back to all those night where you would come over in your pajamas with a blanket, those nights where Derek had a stack of movies for you to watch in one night. Those nights where Talia would come home and find you two on the couch cudled up like two bears.

“So, I’m a daddy?” He asked.

“You’re a daddy. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you.” You sighed.

“It’s okay, I understand that you couldn’t.” He tilted your chin up so that you were looking at him.

“I think I should stay in Beacon Hills longer.”

“Why? You’d miss me too much if you left? That’s so sweet.” He laughed.

“Oh, get over yourself! I think there are hunter back where I live. Plus, I don’t want to drive another six hours with two six year olds-.”

Your heart shattered when you realized that you probably wouldn’t return home with both children.

“Hey, stop. You aren’t leaving, you’re staying here and you’re going to have both girls with you.” Derek protectively wrapped his arms around you.

“I’m scared, Der.”

“I know, I am too. We just have to stay strong.” A soft tear escaped your eye.

“You know you’re wrong, about what you said earlier?” He blurted out.

“What?” You questioned a he pulled you into a spooning position.

“You said that I don’t love you the same way you love me. That’s not true. It took you leaving for six years for me to realize how much I really love you.”

Bts reaction to their crush confessing to another member


You glanced over your coffee cup nervously tapping your fingers on the rim, “Yoongi I…”

You looked at Yoongi from beneath your lashes and stumbled over your words once again. You promised yourself you were going to confess to him today, after following him around like a pathetic puppy for the past year it was finally time.

“Yah,” Yoongi whined, adjusting the hood over his head and taking a sip of his coffee, “Can you say what you need to say so I can go back to bed?”

You glared at him, wondering why you even liked someone as dense as him in the first place. You took a deep breath and told yourself to woman up, “Yoongi I-I asked you to come here because I really like you. Like more than a friend. Like a lot. And I wanted to know if you wanted to go on a date with me.”

Yoongi choked on his coffee and looked up at you, suddenly awake, “What?”

Jin looked at you two from behind the banister and glanced back down at the flowers he had gotten, he had finally decided to confess his feelings to you after a year of acting like you didn’t exist. He had been to hesitant in acting on his feelings. He nodded. His cowardice had brought this on, it was no ones fault but his own for not making you see how great you could have been together.


“Jimin!” you whined, shoving him off of you for the third time. He was being extra touchy-feely with you today, further adding to your suspicion that he liked you back.

He wrapped his arms around you and put his hooded head on your shoulder, the scent of his detergent sending you into a mini-orgasm,“Yah why don’t you love me today?”

“Why are you smothering me?” you whined, but secretly loved how well you fit together. You put a hand on his chest, put didn’t put much effort in pushing him away. You looked at the black hoodie he was wearing and fantasized about wearing it to bed at night in just panties.

Yoongi glared at you two from the other couch, he curled his lip as Jimin rubbed his head against your chest, “Jimin-ssi-”

“Yah! Why don’t you just confess already?” Tae teased from across the room, a twizzler straw hanging out of his mouth, not looking away from the FIFA game in front of him.

Yoongi rolled his eyes at how absurd that was, Jimin had been flirting with you for going on a month already and his feelings were clearly one sided as you always pushed him away or gave him dirty looks when you came near. He wasn’t too worried about you getting away from him just yet.

“Okay,” you said confidently sucking in a breath, “Jimin, will you go out with me?”

“What?” Jimin and Yoongi yelled at the same time.


Namjoon looked up from his phone giving you a dirty look, “What did you just say to me?”

“I said I’m going to confess.” you sighed, twiddling your fingers.

“To who?” he asked, giving you that look he ususally gave you when he thought you were about to do something stupid, “Hoseok? You know he has the emotional maturity of a twelve year old right? Are you okay with dating a child?”

“Don’t be so mean! Hoseok is…” you looked off dreamily, “The sweetest, most sincere, and happiest guy I know. I’ve never met someone who cares so much about other peoples feelings and thoughts like-”

“Yah! Shut up already.”

“I only told you because you’re my bestfriend Namjoon and I trust you more than anyone in the world,” you scowled, “I didn’t come here to be mocked and patronized…” you sighed and pushed your hair out of your face, “So do you think he’ll like me back?”

“No.” Namjoon said with a straight face.

You deflated and let out another sigh, “You know, this goes so differently in the books and movies. Why can’t you just be supportive of m-”

“Because I like you.” he rushed out, “Don’t confess to Hoseok so I can confess to you. Don’t let him ask you out, let me.”


Hoseok wiped the sweat from his brow and walked into the living room where all the members were gathered, hunched over the coffee table. He pulled his earphones from his ear, “What’s this?” 

“Oh!” Tae said, “Did you just come from practice?” 

“Yeah,” he said, a confused expression marring his face, “But did something happen?” 

All the boys glanced over at Jungkook who was couldn’t seem to stop smiling, he bit his lip and looked up, “Y/N confessed that she liked me.” 

“What?!” he shouted. He winced, and then glanced over at the weird expressions on the members face, “I mean, what really?” 

“Yeah, she’s waiting for my answer tonight.” Jungkook said grinning again. 

“So? What are you going to say?” he asked nervously. 

A shirtless Kookie stood up and stretched, “I’m thinking about it.” 

It’s like his hand had a mind of it’s own, he didn’t even realize it was happening before his palm met Kookie’s back with a loud echoing ‘THWACK.’ “YAH SHIII” 

Hoseok looked up, at the red handprint in the middle Jungkook’s back, eyes wide, “Oh!” 

“Yah! What was that for?” He yelled, pushing Hoseok against the wall. 

Hobi plastered a fake smile on his face, “You had a mosquito on you.” he put a hand on his shoulder and before walking away he slapped the area that was quickly starting to bruise, “Hyung is so happy for you.” he said between clenched teeth. 

“What the hell was that?” Jimin whispered to Tae, watching the scene before them closely. 


“She what?” Jimin yelled at Kookie who was giving him a very confused look. 

“Didn’t you hear me the first time,” Jungkook muttered, “I said, she’s going to tell Namjoon she likes him today.” 

“Does she wanna die?” Jimin muttered scowling to himself as he grabbed his coat off the chair. 

“Hey! Where are you going?” Jungkook called after him. 

Jimin sprinted all the way to the coffee shop Kookie had told him they’d gone to, cursing the stupid girl he fell in love with the whole way. As soon as he entered the shop he saw them huddled together in a corner, waiting for their coffee, his lip curled as he pushed chairs out of his way and stormed over there. 

“What’s wrong? Did something happen with you and Jimin?” Namjoon asked. 

You sighed, and ran a hand through your hair staring out the clear glass windows, “You know me and Jimin aren’t glued at the hip.” you looked up at him and pushed your glasses up the bridge of your nose and bit your lip nervously, “Actually Namjoon I came here because I wanted to tell you -AH!” 

“Jimin?” Namjoon asked, squinting as Jimin grabbed the back of your collar and dragged you out of the coffee shop, “Where are you going?” 

“Far away from you.” He yelled over his shoulder, flicking off Namjoon on his way out. 

“Yah! What did I do?” Namjoon asked. 

“Hey! Let me go!” You said, struggling against the current headlock Jimin had you in. “What the hells wrong with you?” 

“Do you have a death wish?” he shouted, finally letting you go when you were a safe enough distance from Namjoon in the parking lot. “Why would you confess to Namjoon when I have feelings for you!” 


“AH! AH! WAIT -AH YOU WEREN’T HERE TO -AH! CONFESS TO -OUCH! NAMJOON!” he shouted, gripping your wrist, trying to pull it from his scalp. 


“JEON JUNGKOOK!” Jimin yelped, for no apparent reason. What did Tae Tae even have to do with this. 


“Jin!” you squealed as he hugged you from behind, wrapping you up in the scent of his detergent. You snuggled closer to him as he looked over your shoulder to see what you were cooking. “I missed you Jinnie!” 

It was going on a week since you confessed to him and you were happy with how well your relationship was progressing, Jin took everything in stride and managed to transition your friendship into a relationship so smoothly. He slid his fingers into your hand, “How’s my jagi today?” he whispered into your neck. 

You turned in his arms and put your face in your chest, “Your jagi is happy to have you back. I know it’s late but I made your favorite, if you’re still hungry.” 

“Yah,” he chuckled, “Do you remember who you’re dating? I’m always hungry.” 

“Good because I-” a knock on the door cut you off and Jin gave you a puzzled look you gave and your heart dropped, already anticipating who was there. “I’ll be right back, just make a plate okay?” 

Jin smiled and kissed your forehead before sending you on your way. He stared at the smoke wafting off the food you prepared and smiled, wondering how he got so lucky. 

“Why are you here so late Taehyung? I told you in those text messages that..” Jin’s head cocked to the side as he strained to hear who you were talking to. “No, wait just hold on a sec! Tae-”

“Yah!” a drunk Tae slurred, pointing a finger at the window that Jin assumed was meant for him, “What? You think because I’m always Taehyungie I don’t have feelings? That I’m not a man at the end of the day?” 


“No!” he cut you off, shoving you off, he clutched his chest roughly “I loved you first. Doesn’t that count for anything?” 

You looked at your friend with fresh tears pooling, “No.” 


“Wow,” you sighed dreamily, chin in your palm looking at Taehyung eat an ice cream cone happily. 

“Wow what?” Jungkook asked, scaring the life out of you, as he took a seat next to you on the bench. 

“N-nothing.” you stammered, pretending to look down at your phone. Kookie gave you a weird look and then followed your line of vision. 

“Are you… you’re not?” he looked at you inquisitively, “Do you like Tae?” 

“What? No!” you laughed nervously, accidently snorting, before you covered your hand with your face. 

“You do,” he gasped, eyes wide, “You only snort when you’re lying.” 

“Shut up Jungkook.” you groaned, putting your head down on the table. 

“That’s so… weird.” 

“Thanks.” you muttered, sarcastically, “I was thinking about telling him how I feel actually-” 

“NO!” Jungkook shouted louder than he intended, he shrugged casually and then shook his head, “I mean Tae just told me he was interested in some girl so I don’t want you to embarrass yourself.” 

“Really?” you asked, dissapointed, “I mean… you’re right it is weird right? Me confessing?” you chuckled softly, “Thanks Kookie, you really are a good friend.”

You grabbed your stuff and gave Kookie a small wave before leaving, thanking your lucky stars for putting a friend like Jeon Jungkook in your life. 


“Hey Kookie!” Tae called as he saw Jungkook get up from the bench, “Did you do that thing I asked you to do?” 

“Yeah,” he said, looking at a concrete wall in the distance, “She said she’s interested in someone else, so I don’t think you should confess.” 

Tae’s face fell as he looked at Jungkook, “Oh okay..” 

Jungkook slapped Taehyung’s shoulder reassuringly, causing him to drop his ice cream cone, “Whoops, sorry.” 

He smiled all the way back to the dorm, “That was close.” 

anonymous asked:

Gah! More sleepy Shaw please. She's my favorite and you write so well. Thanks xx

“If you get up I’m gonna hurt you.”

Root stills mid-motion and turns to Shaw, who’s still laying there. Her arm is draped over her face, the sheet draped around her very naked waist.

She didn’t think she’d be awake yet, but she should’ve known better. Shaw is a light sleeper, and she wasn’t being very stealthy.

“If you keep staring at me like that I’m also gonna hurt you,” Shaw says when she can feel Root drinking in every inch of her body, her eyes following every hill and valley, ridge and curve. Her voice is still hoarse with sleep, and Root smiles.

“What if I enjoy that,” Root teases, but Shaw is having none of it, peeking from under her arm, frowning before hiding her face again.

“Just get back here, asshole,” she mumbles and pokes Root in the side with her other hand, “please.”

Root rolls her eyes, but scoots back against Shaw, who rolls to her until her lips press against Root’s shoulder, kissing her there a few times.

“Now stay,” Shaw says through a yawn and Root smiles.

“Yes, ma'am.”

anonymous asked:

literally no one cares about your updates. you literally have like 2 followers. focus on getting more notes than telling us about what you did today. you're just looking for attention and you don't deserve any.


okay i am totally not awake enough to deal with this anon hate

i saw @kimberlystudies‘ response to some anon hate earlier, and all of her very creative insults apply to you too, anon

i didn’t make this blog to get attention or followers or notes, i made it to document my progress learning languages and reblog those stupid ‘tag yourself’ posts and make friends.

take your negativity and get tf out of the langblr/studyblr community because we are all too busy making our own progress and learning and focusing on what’s important to us to worry about your hateful ass



so, i had this ideia while i was looking to the job of @allcapskaty on Twitter, btw every katycat should follow them, they’re great, 99% of the headers are inspired on them, i tried to do one but… all credits goes out to allcapskaty *i’m leaving the name of the songs below in case someone wants them*

like or @notkatysboat

Yellow (by Coldplay) x Not Like the Movies

Brick by Brick x Love Yourself (by Justin Bieber) >INSPIRATION<

Stressed Out (by Twenty One Pilots) x Thinking of You >INSPIRATION<

Wide Awake x Roman Holiday (by Halsey) >INSPIRATION<

Hello (by Adele) x Unconditionally >INSPIRATION<

I’ll Show You (by Justin Bieber) x Not Like the Movies >INSPIRATION<

Don’t Let Me Be Misunderstood (by Lana del Rey) x By the Grace of God >INSPIRATION<

Lionheart (by Demi Lovato) x Spiritual >INSPIRATION<

Higher (by Rihanna) x Walking on Air >INSPIRATION<

Wild (by Troye Sivan) x Self Inflicted >INSPIRATION<

Oikawa Tooru - Love Letter

Hey sweetie.

Good morning!

I’m sorry I’m not in bed right now, but I thought you might enjoy this little note from me. I hate leaving you without you being awake. I like watching you wake up – not in a creepy way before you tell everyone I’m creepy. When you wake up, you do this cute little yawn that melts my heart. I hate missing that. But hey. I’m working for our amazing wedding we’re going to have.

I know I usually just leave you a text message but this is far too special.

It feels surreal that last night I proposed to you. It was like a dream that I wished that would keep repeating. Your face when I grabbed that mic and went down on one knee. I can’t believe you cried and sobbed while saying “I do” wow such tears. It was supposed to be a happy time!!! But to be fair, I noticed your dad was crying too. Also you HAVE to commend me on how I proposed to you! We didn’t even need to like, organise an engagement party because everyone was already there! Two birds with one stone!

I just love you. I’m sorry I’m away to work so early. You’ve made me the happiest man and we’re not even married yet. God. I can’t wait to spend married life with you. You’re going to be beautiful. It’s actually pretty surreal. I don’t know about you, but I’ve been wishing for this for a long time. It’s pretty funny since we basically have talked about what we want for our wedding and it just feels bizarre but exciting that we’re actually talking about it becoming reality…

I can’t wait to see you later.

Thank you for being with me.

Your fiancé, Oikawa Tooru.

I love you.

I miss happiness. I miss it’s everlasting taste and residue left in my tongue taking over all of my senses. I would die to relive the many sunrises I missed and the unredeemable laughter that followed along like a puppy learning to walk, tossing and turning, but getting back up. I’ve looked up to you for so long and now you’ve left me stranded and alone, waiting for someone to finally take me home. A million roses spelling your name with our favorite Walt Whitman verse cannot make the pain go away and no matter how forceful I scream for the Heavens, no matter how loud I possibly yell, no one can ever hear me. You are a Mozart symphony played by the greatest orchestra of all time as well as a plague that’s stricken my life and turned the towers, I call walls, that have taken me years to repaint with brighter hues, to the darkest colors. You are my favorite theatre on a rainy Saturday night with nothing else to do but lay awake telling stories of a time before we knew each other’s names. I lived for starring at your soft grace, whispering your name between the cracks of the canyons in Nevada. I miss contemplating jazz on rooftops with your insightfulness and undoubtful intelligence. I miss your eyes and the hues they would change into like the seasons, and like you. Why’d you have to go and change your mind? Why couldn’t you have stayed for at least for one more night so I would’ve had the final opportunity to tell you how much you mean to me. Now I’m left laying awake every night screaming your name in between the dark nightmares and feeling the terror bombarding me through the walls. You changed so often it was getting more and more difficult to keep up with you, but no person can alter themselves so often, and I ran and ran exhausted trying to keep up with your ever changing ways. I knew you didn’t love me, long before you told me and there was nothing much left to do, but sit back and watch you lie. You are embedded into my skin like the odes in my head that relapse again and again. They say it’s difficult to put your true feelings into words, but we’ve done a great job of it and also ruining each other’s lives. Maybe one day I can finally wake up and forget you ever happened to my life.
—  Wait For Life (Monologue); C.D.
Mando Space Marriage >_<

This night I woke from a dream and it kept me awake for at least an hour. ;)

Before I went to sleep I started the novel “Order 66″ by Karen Traviss, and although I rather …. loathed the amount of clones who wanted to get married in there, I dreamed of that Mando wedding oath. My dream merged the novel and my favourite TV show like that:

Sabine told Kanan the words.
Kanan swore to Hera in the common room, sitting at the Dejarik table, on their way to Ryloth, while Zeb, Sabine, Ezra and Chopper were witnesses.
Hera was a bit short-tempered because she doesn’t like surprises like that AT ALL.
He told her she didn’t have to repeat it, that he was okay with having a one-way-marriage. She decided to make it two-ways. ;)

My brain made the following words out of the novel’s oath:

“I pledge allegiance to you. I will be true to you until we die or until you choose you don’t need my loyalty anymore. I will love you and your children will be my children.”

Damn. I’m married already. Otherwise I would have a Mando space marriage in hyperspace!

Thank you [Follower Milestone]- Pick a prompt, any prompt!

Hi guys! Just hit a follower milestone recently, and I wanted to thank y’all for your awesomeness! <3 

So I came up with a list of drabble prompts and am writing Star Wars drabbles for anyone who wants one. Send me an ask/ message me with a pairing and a prompt number. The only rule is that you must be following me, @snoke-on-the-water​.

Without further ado, drabble prompts are under the cut!

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It’s 4am and I can’t sleep. I just wanted to tell you I love you guys. No matter who you are, what you’ve done, what you identify as and who your bias is. As long as you don’t like my babies. Jk.

Monday’s are now going to be Masterpost Mondays. Admin E should have one up on Monday. I was supposed to have one up this past week but…I neglected you guys 😭 I’m sorry. But the following two weeks I’ll have new ones up! Rough Sex, and what I’d do to each member. If you have any NEW ideas let us know so we can try to pump some out for you.

I should go back to sleep. I work in two hours. Haha. But no. Love and appreciate all of you. Thanks for sticking with us and supporting us.

-admin xt

Feels Like Forever

My hands are burning again tonight
My heart’s awake but I don’t feel right
Oh, I can feel the heat rise
If I could stand up and face this light
Tearing apart my old disguise
But I can’t open my eyes

Still I see you

My mouth is cold, my body whole
I may explode, but you feel like forever
And I am temporal
Your temple
I may explode, but you feel like forever
I’m falling over into you
I am consumed and you feel like forever

I can’t stop shaking as you come close
I wanna run but I want you most
Is this what it means to die?
I hold my breath as I wait on you
Longing to follow your every move
I’ve never been so alive

Still I see you

My mouth is cold, my body whole
I may explode, but you feel like forever
And I am temporal
Your temple
I may explode, but you feel like forever
I’m falling over into you
I am consumed and I know you’re forever

Yeah, I know you’re forever
Yeah, I know you’re forever
Oh, it feels like forever

My mouth is cold, my body whole
I may explode, but you feel like forever
And I am temporal
Your temple
I may explode, but you feel like forever
I’m falling over into you
I am consumed and you feel like forever

But you feel like forever
But you feel like forever
But you feel like forever
I’m falling over into you
I am consumed and you feel like forever

When I opened my eyes I saw nothing but the pool of nocturnal sky, for I was lying on my back with out-stretched arms, face to face with that hatchery of stars. Only half awake, still unaware that those depths were sky, having no roof between those depths and me, no branches to screen them, no root to cling to, I was seized with vertigo and felt myself as if flung forth and plunging downward like a diver.
—  Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, Wind, Sand and Stars 
I spent so long closing my eyes and seeing you like I do the sun
Long nights lying awake in anticipation of communication
My love for you kept my heart thawed when I reached out to grasp empty air
I wanted so badly to be needed that I told myself that this was what love should be
Our love was a galaxy, shining so bright until you got caught inside
Fragments more beautiful than I ever imagined
Followed by a black hole building in me
I needed to run from you so I didn’t suck you down with me
You radiated the light of a thousand suns, but your light blinded me
I couldn’t imagine it could burn me
You never meant to leave me scarred the way you did
Your gravity pulling me into an orbit that was never close enough
Now I’ve found a way to escape the grasp of your gravity
Setting myself free towards something new and unknown
Feeling your pull less with every day I tell myself I made the right choice
I thought you could keep me warm but I ended up with your marks all over me
But at last I understand how Mercury feels
The closest to you
But still 36 million miles away
—  Day 27/366
Supernatural Family!

Okay so I’ve been meaning to do this for awhile now but was never motivated to set up the page, but it’s 3am and I’m awake so I thought why not do it now


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I hope:

I hope you sit
Watching the stars at night
Wondering if you’ll ever get to see them from outside the sky

I hope you watch
The sun go down
Surrounded by those
Who’ve never let you down

I hope you lay
Awake at night
Enjoying the stillness
The sounds that are so hard to come by

I hope you sit
Utterly happy
Like all your life has lead to this
And now in this moment it’s really happening

I hope you spend the time outdoors
Looking outside the frame your phone holds
And even for just a moment
You let it all go
I hope that once makes you want
Another - sure follows

I hope you find the beauty in everyday
And sit and enjoy the sound the rain makes
Watch the sky
In sickness and health
And know at very minimum
You have one thing
That always last

BEDTIME FOR MEEEEEE. As per usual, go onto tumblr IM and just poke me. OR PLOT WITH ME cause I’m having A LOT OF FUN causing emotional distress and delivering a handful of angst ideas.

ALSO I’m almost at 500 followers like ??? What the crap it hasn’t even been a freaking MONTH GUYS what the crap is WRONG WITH YOU ARE YOU GUYS LOST ??? DID YOU TAKE A DETOUR ??? WHY ??? ARE ??? YOU ??? HERE ??? I LOVE YOU ALL SMOOCHES XOXO.

I’ll be awake for another half hour or so !!!! I’ll be lurking hardcore on mobile til I go into my nightly coma.

tenebrousheart asked:


Send me a URL and I’ll shout things I like about them.


  • how dare
  • how dare u just come into my house and
  • aND
  • ok ok ok but seriously one of the things i really like about you is your way of being able to adapt to any character the moment you pick them up
  • i also love love love love love love love your writing of course and i would honestly follow you into a whole new fandom just so i could see more of it
  • what else ummmmm
  • ur freakin ability to stay awake at all the ungodly hours of the day like you might think i never sleep but its really just that yOU DONT LMFAO
  • you’re so easy and comfortable to talk to like i dont know why i was so scared to talk to u back then w h e w
  • your writing
  • the fact that you listen to me rant about anything and everything without being annoyed
  • our shared peeve of terribly written accents in characters
  • the fact that you ask a lot of questions about my muses and talk about them together with me. it really helps me to develop my own characters and build the world around them.
  • the fact that you inspire me to do a lot more
  • the fact that you’re a friend i can talk to about most things
  • the fact that ur just
  • y o u
  • thank you for being you
  • i could write a lot more but this is already taking up a lot of space h a HA….


  • motherfreakin ira and ur art like je sUS
  • the fact that you work very very very hard and put in so much effort for both your art and writing
  • for being such an inspiration to me in my early days of this fandom
  • ur still an inspiration for me
  • your depiction of katarina, which is just astounding and there’s never a moment where i think, huh, is that really what she would do? bc u know her so well, u know exactly how to write her
  • the fact that we don’t talk constantly but can still just hit each other up like hi hello ur great
  • your dedication to keeping every muse in character 
  • your ability to give so many facets to a character and make them unique each in their own way
  • man i havent even touched on your OC ira yet like
  • there are many that dont really want to touch on topics like drugs, addiction, all the darker topics at hand but you do and you stay true to ira’s character.
  • and the way you write ira’s vernaculars like O H
  • u have no idea how happy that makes me (’:
  • no seriously you don’t it’s done so right
  • your ability to come up with so many ideas in one go is also amazing
  • like back on skype when we were talking about a thread between ira and katarina and whoaaaaaa we just jumped right onto them having a baby
  • ur an amazing person ok pls dont work urself too hard and i hope u get a nice break soon!!


  • oh meg
  • oh meg meg meg
  • im not gonna lie i was kind of intimidated by u when fae first suggested hitting u up lIKE AHHHHHHH SHE’S BEEN HERE FOR A WHILE AND HER LUX IS SO PRETTY WO W THAT ART AND ??????? ALL OF THESE VERY DETAILED HEADCANONS
  • but then u sent me this dumbass ask about a baguette and i just
  • knew exactly what to say
  • but that made it easier for me to approach u and im glad i did bc all of those talks about fiora and lux getting over their differences
  • becoming friends
  • becoming best friends
  • i never imagined such a possibility but it makes so much sense and it gives them so so so much depth to their dynamic
  • i also love the fact that we just randomly start RPing right off the bat like it’s just so easy you know?? to write IC with you
  • and before we’ve even had an official thread we’ve already managed to develop their relationship all the way to lux becoming queen and fiora becoming her royal guard somehow
  • i love it so much
  • and ofc i cant forget to mention how i like you give each character specific and individual features. it stands out in your art, and it makes it even greater like you can definitely recognize that hey, this is meg’s art!!
  • thank u for always being full of ideas bc i have a lot of fun talking about them with u