C: I’m tired of placing blame. Whether it’s my fault or someone else’s fault why I’m unhappy. I just want it fixed already. My sadness stems from me feeling undervalued, unimportant, disposable. I am constantly haunted by the need for love. I don’t see myself having it. Like a wanderer searching for water in a desert. I feel like I’m enslaved by it. When my heart is broken, I have no one to run to because my family never shared love with me. I just want to be someone else’s water in the desert.