if this does not please you i don't know what will

“I forgot” does not mean “I didn’t care enough to remember”

Questions to ask me!
  1. How are you doing today?
  2. How tall are you?
  3. What color are your eyes?
  4. What is your zodiac sign?
  5. When is your birthday?
  6. What is your sexual orientation?
  7. Do you have/want any tattoos?
  8. Do you have/want any piercings?
  9. Who is your best friend?
  10. What makes you happy?
  11. What are your top 5 favorite bands?
  12. What are your top 5 favorite songs?
  13. What are your favorite song lyrics right now?
  14. What are your top 5 favorite movies?
  15. What are your top 5 favorite TV shows?
  16. Favorite blog?
  17. Favorite color?
  18. Favorite book?
  19. Favorite animal?
  20. Favorite food?
  21. Are you a vegetarian?
  22. Biggest pet peeve?
  23. Are you single?
  24. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
  25. Describe your crush?
  26. Describe your dream girl/guy?
  27. Who was the last person you held hands with?
  28. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
  29. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
  30. Random fact about yourself?
  31. Do you play any instruments?
  32. What are you bad habits?
  33. Do you smoke, drink or do any drugs?
  34. Are you outgoing or shy?
  35. Do you have trust issues?
  36. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
  37. Where are you from?
  38. Where would you like to travel?
  39. Have you ever been arrested?
  40. What pisses you off?
  41. What turns you on?
  42. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
  43. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
  44. Do you believe in life on other planets?
  45. Do you believe in love at first sight?
  46. Do you believe in ghosts?
  47. Are you afraid of the dark?
  48. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
  49. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
  50. Do you regret anything from your past?
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heyy since it’s no shame november does this mean i can post my incredibly self indulgent au…….. ok good

ok so in all honesty wild times always reminded me of tiana’s palace and at first it was just for fun but then i got reeeally invested heheeee,,,, (also yes judy is naveen in case you were wondering bppt) hope you enjoy because i might draw more of this

also trish drew this au too so you guys should check that out because it’s a really good drawing

Stop 👏🏼 acting 👏🏼 like 👏🏼 Yuzuru Hanyu 👏🏼 is 👏🏼 Yuuri 👏🏼 Katsuki

This shouldn’t even have to be said, but guess what?? It does!

Recently, I’ve seen a lot of YOI fans get interested in Irl skating, which is great. You know what’s not great? Taking real life skaters, real life people, and acting like they are nothing more than characters in this amazing anime. They are humans, not characters.

Yuzuru Hanyu is a 22-year old ice skater from Japan, and he is absolutely amazing. He’s broken multiple world records, preformed amazingly despite him taking a face first fall on the ice (which really fucking hurts), etc

But kind of comments does he get for that? Comments like:

“Bruhhhh it’s a real life Yuri Katsuki!”

“Where’s his Viktor at 😂”

“*referring to when he clashed into another skater and took a face first slam onto the ice* OMG what if this happened in YOI”
These are actual comments I have scene on YouTube videos about Yuzuru’s skating/his performances

Oh and let’s not forget the little bitch who changed Yuzuru’s entire Wikipedia page to fit as if he was Yuuri (they changed his name, and took off all the names of his coaches and put Viktor, and just messed up a lot of articles)

Do you understand how messed up this is? This isn’t some anime for this man, this is his career; his life.

What’s okay: getting interested into ice skating due to YOI, making comparisons to skaters to characters: but not overly so, to admire ice skaters

What’s not okay: acting like irl ice skaters are Yuri On Ice characters, making serious situations that happen to ice skaters something related to a ship or any situation in Yuri On Ice, harassing a real life skater due to resemblance they might share to any character

Cmon YOI fandom, I know you aren’t bad people.

For the last time:

If Victor bought that ring for Yuuri ahead of time then the anime would have shown us. And even if they wouldn’t have shown it, if that’s what they wanted us to think, they would have made it explicitly clearEspecially in the episode that was narrated by Victor.

What interest does the anime have in hiding the information that Victor bought the ring earlier?

None.

Which is probably enough reason to believe that it didn’t happen.

Listen, I know it’s a really sweet idea and I know that we’d all like that to be true, but there are limits to wishful thinking.

I keep seeing people speaking of the headcanon (because that’s what it should be called) that Victor bought the ring ahead of time as though it’s a fact and I think it’s very confusing and even misleading to a part of the fandom.

And listen, if you want to believe that’s what happened, that’s cool, but at least acknowledge the fact that you’re talking about a theory or a headcanon like I mentioned above, and don’t act like that’s what canonically happened because if that’s what it really were then it would be clear to everyone and we wouldn’t even have to have this argument.

(Especially that there is much more proof for Yuuri buying both rings/Yuuri and Victor buying the rings in the same store at the same time than of Victor buying one beforehand.)

Haise’s Birthday Poem begins with the lines [x]:

“Someone said this:
“Even if you have no memories of being loved, for as long as you have memories of loving someone, you can continue to live.”

…But how is someone who has never been loved be capable of loving someone else?

A child who wasn’t able to receive the minimal love they required at the time they needed it the most will continue to gaze at the illusion of affection and never know how to love until the day they die.

Well, how about me? Can I continue to live?”

Furuta grew up without love, surrounded by the products of Tsuneyoshi’s fucked up harem. The only person who seems to have shown any affection at all for him, as seen in the flashback in this chapter, is Rize. Rize who cared if he died when she ate him. Rize who played with him. Rize, whose fate he was fully aware of. Who he saved, because at some point, or maybe deep down still, he understood that that fate is wrong. She was the only thing he had, and he let her go, for her sake.

In this explanation to Kaneki, he mentions explicitly that as a child, he had these childish ideas of love and marriage in the future for them. Things he gave up for her safety from the men of the main Washuu house.

Even when he’s being crude and creepy, talking about Rize having all of those children for him, he references 101 Dalmatians. A Disney movie. And one with some of the healthiest romances, both between the dogs and the humans.

Even now, he’s looking at a Disney movie where two dogs snuggle each other. Where these two dogs have 15 puppies who they risk their lives to save. And who adopt 84 other puppies who would otherwise be dead. When you think about him as someone who grew up surrounded by who knows how many half-siblings, in the Garden like he did - this is basically him saying he wants a Disney Romance.

Which is not to say that the way he’s speaking isn’t terrible. That the tropes he’s using aren’t horrible and misogynistic. They are. Furuta, as he always has, is falling back on farce and drama, on systems of power that he himself as already explicitly told you he condemns. Furuta switches between honest and lying, between truth and exaggeration, between real emotion and fake dramatic flare over and over.

He speaks in this weird mix between a cynical jaded, crude adult, and a desperate, sad, idealistic, stubborn child. Like with his big speech to Eto about V in 66, I think this chapter he is mixing truth and fiction. Sometimes strategically, sometimes just because.

@linkspooky​ pointed out to me that it almost seems that the more honest he’s being, the less of his face is shown. Times when he’s really approaching sincerity and seriousness, he’s shown from the side.

Where as most of the time, he’s hidden under his flare and his masks and his drama.

Furuta, for all his fake emotion, is clearly uncomfortable with the real thing. Uncomfortable when people make him feel things and uncomfortable expressing emotion. Uncomfortable and unskilled and really parsing it.

Instead, he falls back on theatre and performance and lies.

When he says he couldn’t bare the thought of her having a kid after being free for so long… was he talking (just) about jealousy, or was he talking about the fact that the CCG, and thus V, was gaining on her - had almost captured her in the 6th ward and gotten Shachi in the struggle, and was well on their way to tracking her down again? Was he talking about not wanting her to be free, or about after all that time, still not being able to accept the idea of her being recaptured by V and used by the Washuu men like that.

He used her too, of course - and brutally. I think he was mad at her not only for wasting the freedom he helped her win, for almost getting caught again - but also because he still cares. And he doesn’t want to still care about her. So he punished her for his own feelings. Furuta is… not a fan of his own feelings. And he’s childish.

Its not an excuse for what he did to her, but I do think he acted when he did, if not the way he did, because if he hadn’t, there was a very real chance she’d have returned to her old fate. And that, he could not abide. Even now.

What he did, to Rize, in taking her power and undergoing that surgery himself, in killing off all the Washuu, taking leadership of the CCG - he gives multiple reasons for it even in this one conversation with Kaneki. On the one hand, in his proposal to Kaneki, he sets up a clear role for himself - as a villain to unite ghouls and humans against (Kaneki’s team, rather than the CCG and Clowns in this case) and introduces it as a big production, culminating in his own, rather than Kaneki’s death - ever suicidal as he is.

But explicitly, he also claims that people don’t need reasons for what they do. He also claims that he is doing what he wants to do, and that he is doing what he wanted to do as a child.

I think all of these have a grain of truth to them. He talks in such a way that mixes narratives, mixes truth and fiction, and sometimes just because its easier to talk with (half)fake emotion than real ones.

I think that Furuta, the nearly 6 year old child wants to destroy the toxic terrible “family” that used and abused him, and create in its place a 101 Dalmations style family, with him and Rize as Pongo and Perdita. A big loving, new Washuu family. This part of Furuta doesn’t care about ghouls or humans or Kaneki Ken or Eto Yoshimura or any of that at all.

But Furuta is also an adult, and became one probably much too quickly, if he knew what awaited Rize and helped her escape because if it. And the Adult Furuta knows he can’t have any of that. That Rize forgot about him and doesn’t love him back and that he burned that bridge by dropping those beams. His children with her are going to be via Kanou. Anything new will be born from death and fire and war. Adult Furuta has plans. Adult Furuta wants.…something… out of all of this. Some grand finale.

Part of Furuta is still that child - still wants Rize to come back to him and love him and play with him (and maybe kill him). Wants a big happy Disney ending for them. But he also knows he can never really have that. He’s known that he could never have that, because of how he was born. That’s the irony of that line, about the life he has and how he might as well. Because he was born to NEVER get what he wanted, ever. (And yet - and yet he fights back - viciously and endlessly and savagely, despite being born only to serve.) Because he has grown up now, and he’s done terrible things, and he knows that that happiness is impossible. But he’s also 6 years old and desperate and lonely.

I personally have thought for a long time that Rize is being set up as the one who will kill Furuta. I just hope (though I don’t necessarily expect) that they will get a chance to talk before it happens, or when he’s dying, or something. A chance for him to thank her for finally killing him, after all this time. A chance for him to say sorry, or not to - to say he’s glad he did it if it ended there, with him dying in her arms.

I still don’t think Furuta thinks any way about women, in general, though I understand why people see this pattern. It’s certainly a power structure highlighted by his character, either way. I think he probably has a good deal of the background misogyny of the culture and of the Washuu clan in his upbringing, but he also has a deep seeded hatred for everything about that upbringing. His understanding of things is so twisted and bent around this terrible place he was raised in, and the world he was forced to live in, that its honestly a miracle he’s still fighting for something different.

But Furuta sees every structure as a farce, as a mask, as a tool, rather than a truth. And he plays with these tropes of misogyny and discards them just as quickly. He’s making himself out to be a villain, to be crude, to be cruel. And it’s no excuse for his actions - for the very real fate Rize suffered at his hands. But he deals with Matsumae as a failed knight and a hypocrite, not as a woman. He plays with misogyny and its masks and its power system when he’s mock-flirting with Eto, but the next second he throws it away. He has no regard for masculinity or its virtues. Its a game to him. And that is a nasty and dangerous way to look at a very serious thing. Which is a great metaphor for Furuta who sees farce in everything. And is setting up a grand theater with all of Tokyo as its stage, possibly to write his own death into the final act.

“When I unveil this, won’t you come play with me?” He knows what Kaneki wants. He knows who Kaneki will save. He knows who Kaneki will kill. He still wants to die, and he seems to like the idea of dying to make things better, in a sense. And still, he’s speaking like a child. Come play, Kaneki. 

“Doesn’t it make you want to die?
If you die, you can get cured you know. (This is true.)



So if you were planning on giving me something.
In this year, I want four times more of that love or hate.



PS: (Laugh, it’s fun!)” [x]

don't touch lukas.

we all know he’s problematic, and i think… i think.. it’s the point. but let me remind you a few stuff: internalize homophobia, grew up in a small town, his father seems (is?) abusive, trauma, ptsd, fear of rejection, his mom is dead and his father isn’t affectionate at all. believe me, i get it, i get why people think he’s a selfish prick, but instead of judging, could you please try to understand the fucking point. it just shows a peculiar situation in which a kid is lost and desperate. seriou-fucking-sly. that’s why we never have real, deep and complex lgbtq+ characters. cuz every time, every time, a character is complex, you criticize. well you know what? a lot of gay kids handle their problems the way lukas does. that’s why it’s important, that’s why his development is important, that’s why lukas is i m p o r t a n t.

because he represents a reality.

don’t touch my boy if you don’t even try to understand why the hell he acts the way he does. he has no excuses for being a prick, but he has reasons. thank you.

btw : apparently, his character helped a lot of lgbtq+ people.

if you just want cute, adorable, gay couples with no prob’, then take a nap or do something so kids like lukas don’t feel like they have to behave that way to fit in.

fic: the vine and the tree (bernie/serena)

Fandom: Holby City

Pairing: Bernie Wolfe/Serena Campbell

Rating: PG - mostly, except for some naughty thoughts

Summary: Jason feels unfairly treated.  Serena does what she does best: broods.  Then it all comes out.  So to speak.

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“Does he know whose surgery he’s scrubbing in on?”

Bernie looks up, following Serena’s eyeline across the ward to where Cameron looks mightily pleased with himself and Morven looks like a proud parent, clapping him on the back and beaming up at him.  Bernie’s pen pauses on the clipboard in her hand and she narrows her gaze.  Something’s going on there, she thinks, watching Cam’s easy manner and Morven’s blindingly bright smile.  Good for him.  And maybe good for Morven, too.  

Turning to Serena, Bernie blinks under her fringe and shrugs.  "Nope.“

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anonymous asked:

Imagine the first time Percy winks at Vex after they get together. Whatever you imagine her reaction to be they're all pure gold.

okay SO

option one: it happens in public, during a round of ‘how much pda can we get away with?’ and keyleth actually has the biggest reaction, frantically tapping vex’s shoulder and going “that’s your wink!” and vex smiles real slow and pleased and goes “yep, that’s mine alright”

option two: it happens in an aside, when no one else is really looking, but vex can’t really make a big thing of it, she just gasps as if she’s offended and hisses “don’t you wink at me” and percy grins and vex wants to kiss him for being an insufferable ass and so damn happy and she can so she does

option three: it happens in private, and it’s a deliberate message that vex didn’t know she could read, but they’ve been orbiting and learning each other so closely she instantly knows what he means by taking her wink, that percy is also offering, asking if he can take the lead and vex very happily lets him, daring him to seduce her if he thinks he knows her tricks so well

All I have is my humanity.
I am so soft.
I am so soft.
I am so soft.
I often repeat myself.
As if I am trying to convince myself of what I am saying.
As if I am running from my words but they are stones in my shoes and I am falling after every breath.

Listen;
Someone told me I should write a book.
Instead
I looked at the clouds and counted how many looked like the way your lips would feel across my neck.

Listen;
I am tearing out pages of the bible and strangling God with prophecy that is my soul.
I know the moon too well for her to spill my secrets.

I thought we would grow old together.
Birth babies like laughter together.
But I am waking up in the middle of the day to see your face screaming voicelessly and I would rather run straight for the fucking edge of this earth than never hear you say my name.

I am shaking, darling.

People are staring at my paranoia and my suffering is so loud.

Last night I had a dream that we were standing in a room of mirrors and I tried to reach for you.

Last night I had a dream that we were standing in a room of mirrors and I tried to reach for you.

Goddammit.

Last night I had a dream that we were standing in a room of mirrors and I tried to reach for you.

I could see you cracking open your ribcage and I wanted nothing more than to hide your hands in mine and kiss you back together.
Kiss every broken bone created by you and by me and by me.

I know you are scared of my hands.
They have always been so destructive.
But for you,
I would break them back and make them as soft as Beethoven’s fifth secret.

I know you are scared of my heart.
It has always beat everyone who has tried to turn me into water.
Something that flows so easily.
No rough edges.
No cracked centers.
But for you,
I would break it open and make it as holy as the verses you whispered into me the night you told me you loved me.

—  There is a dream stuck in the head of every lover. A dream of about to be hit. But even God will expose her bones if it means she gets to sleep inside of hands forever.
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Got a couple messages today from you guys about this illustration on buzzfeed’s snap chat. Thank you for sharing it with me I really appreciate your love and support.

I don’t use snap chat so I haven’t seen it. Yes I must say it does look a lot like my work. The elements of the noodle bowl and bunny placed in a realistic background. The way the bunny glows, the colours etc.
It’s too similar to be a coincident to be honest. I really don’t want to admit if someone’s has just ripped off my work or whether the persons done a drawing inspired by me and got on buzzfeed by accident.

Either way can I just say, first of all please don’t just copy someone’s art without credit…it’s really not nice:( and secondly try to be inspired by the art and don’t just literally copy. Because doesn’t matter what, at the end of the day it’s just a copy. Never will be original.

Anyway enough for the rant! :)

Happy new year!!

You think you can tell me what to do???

Please do I literally cannot function without clear instructions

MBC Gayo Daejun outside stages that were not aired. 

Seventeen – Mansae
Red Velvet – Dumb Dumb
VIXX – Desperate 
BTS – Save Me

I wanted to make this post for fans of all four groups who may not know that these fancams exist and who would enjoy seeing them. These stages not being aired does not mean one or any of the groups were “played dirty” as I keep seeing people say. They were literally not scheduled to be aired and were part of the show for those who were in attendance at the live event. 

A gentle reminder to the UT fandom

Here’s a gentle reminder to people who hate Sanscest and think it’s okay to go and hate on people for shipping two Sanses together.

1. It’s none of your business.


2. Yeh two Sanses are from different universes and even though they are Sanses they are very different people.


3. It’s not your blog and the owners of said blog can ship Sanscest however much they please.

4. At least it’s Sanscest and not you know what.

5. If people shipping two Sanses from different universes upsets you then I have no words for you. Really it upsets you that much? Like why? What’s wrong with loving yourself? It’s not like the two Sanses are related or anything. Yeah they are Sanses but they’re different. So different they have their own pesonalities and unique designs and back stories. So much so they are completely different characters and the only thing that ties them in with being the same is their title as a Sans.

6. If this is what upsets you the most out of the fandom.to the point you feel like it’s okay to go on anon to harass Sanscest shippers I don’t want to know what other little things in the fandom that could set you off.


7. The same applies to Papcest.

8. In conclusion stop bullying Sanscest or Papcest shippers or selfcest shippers of two characters. Like how people find selfcest so upsetting is beyond my comprehensive knowledge. Let the selfcest shippers ship and leave them alone. Two people who ship their Sanses together can do so. It is their characters, their blogs and their stories and rps. Just leave them alone thank you.

captainsnumple  asked:

PLEASE WRITE BTL FOR REI'S REACTION TO MINAKO'S HENSHIN

Hahahha can you imagine. She transforms next to Minako for the first time (after Minako has loosened up to be Minako more than Venus). Rei’s just doing her thing, transforming, welcoming the fire as she always does. Singing her little transformation tune to herself as she always does. Rei write it herself, of course, and it’s huge and booming and impressive in her head, even if all she can ever hum is the main melody with a couple of little drumbeats inbetween sometimes.

Then she hears it.

The low moaning.

She sings to herself more quietly. She’s still singing though, of course, the crescendo is coming and by god that’s always Rei’s favourite part, she gets shivers every time, right through her whole body, right to– Is the moaning getting louder?

The moaning is DEFINITELY getting louder.

Rei makes a twirl in her henshin and tries to look around. Minako’s head is thrown back, and Rei barely has time to register why when Minako’s eyes snap open and lock on. The fire is mounting and the moment is approaching and Rei wants to look away, look anywhere else, but she’s been snared in Minako’s chain. The flames will consume them both, and the hungry glint in Minako’s eye says she would gasp her thanks.

An explosion of energy, and they’ve been reborn as Senshi. Mars is furious (Mars is always furious), and the words – an accusation, a condemnation, a plea, she doesn’t even know – boils within her. Her lips part in a snarl, but before the words can come, Venus has already answered them all.

“Oh yes.”

A wink, then, and Venus leaps into the night, to win her next battle.

Mars watches after her for a moment. This is far from settled, she knows that much.

Rei follows.

anonymous asked:

Please elaborate on the high school hamlet wolf 359 headcanons this is all I need in life

one time eiffel went into the prop storage room to find something and found a box that said EIFFEL on it and now he won’t go back in despite the fact that he’s the stage manager

also

“Alright,” Minkowski said, frowning up at the stage from the front row. “Time for notes.”

“Excellent,” Kepler said, uncrossing his legs and rising up from Claudius’ throne. “I have a few thoughts - “

“Jacobi,” Minkowski interrupted pointedly, “I’m not sure about the direction you’re taking your scenes with Claudius. It’s not… bad, but it’s not in line with the way you play him the rest of the time.”

Jacobi frowned. “What does that mean?”

“It means that just because you want into Warren’s pants doesn’t mean Laertes does,” Lovelace said lazily from where she was perched on the edge of the stage.

As Eiffel audibly dropped something in a fit of laughter backstage and Jacobi started yelling something about harassment, Minkowski leaned back in her seat, placed her script over her face, and wondered how many years she’d get as a juvenile for murdering her entire cast.

Hey Voltron fandom - what do you call the things inside these circles?

Are these - handles? Control sticks? Control levers? Joysticks? Handle bars? Push-pull-things?

What are these?

i wonder if Even knew. like for me, before i have a breakdown of some sort, I know it’s coming. the day just feels off and wrong. so what if Even knew, and yet since he loves Isak (bc he does) he wanted to make their last night perfect, because Even thinks Isak will leave him now. He thinks it’s his last night with the man of his life.

i really just hope they talk it out. my poor Even… i know what it’s like after people see the parts of you you’d rather hide, and facing them can be hard. i’m sorry i just have a lot of feelings about this clip.