I decided to dig through all the lyrics sheets of some of the most popular musicals, finding the first times the titles of the musicals were stated. It was actually challenging, surprisingly, for some of the plays where the title isn’t actually said in the songs that much. But I made some pretty edits, and had a lot of fun with it. I also did one for Pippin, Sound of music and Gigi but. These were my favorites.
I haven’t written anything in a while, so here you go! You have to pay really close attention because this plays a huge role in my next few posts. Plus, it’s like 3AM so I’m sorry if it’s not my best. Enjoy!
Summary: Shawn isn’t sleeping like he should be and it worries you. You try and get him to go to sleep, but it looks like you had to take a different approach. Requested: Kinda… Not Really. It’ll make sense later.
I ran my hair through my hair as I made my way to the living room. Somehow, I have to get Shawn to stop working and come to bed. If I don’t, he will never go to sleep. I lean against the nearby doorway and watch Shawn from afar. His elbows are rested against his knees and his hands are clasped together under his chin, staring off into space.
“Hey, stranger.” I say making my way into the living room. Shawn opened his eyes and give me a tired smile, extending his arms out to me. He wraps them around my waist once I’m close enough.
“Hey.” He replied, his voice a few octaves deeper. I felt a shiver go through my body at the sound. I sat on his lap as he sat back on the couch with a groan, closing his eyes. I looked around and noticed a bunch of red bull cans along with multiple crumpled papers on the floor. I picked up one of the red bull cans.
“Did you drink all of these? You need a break.” I said, placing the can back on the coffee table. I faced my boyfriend, who was now half asleep with me on his lap. “Shawn!”
“Hmm?” He said sitting up and blinking repeatedly. I could see the bags starting to form under his red eyes. I took a deep breath and ran my hand through his hair, letting my nails softly rake against his scalp. He let out a hum and leaned into my hand, letting his eyes close.
“Shawn, you need to go to sleep.” I stated. Shawn sat up, running his hands over his face.
“No, you’re not. Babe, you’re exhausted. No matter how many red bulls you drink, it’s not going to change the fact that you need to sleep.” Shawn glanced at his lyrics sheets and papers that were lying on the table.
“I don’t have time. It’s not that much, really. I just have to figure out the cords to a new song, choose a melody and write the right lyrics before I go on tour, which is in…2 days time.” He said with a sigh. “I just…I have to do this Y/N.”
I watch as Shawn looks at all his work. I can see the wheels turning in his head. He’s so talented and hardworking. He wants to make everything perfect for his fans. He doesn’t want to let anyone down, but he’s only 18. He’s still a growing boy who needs his sleep and if I can’t get him to sleep, then I’ll get to at least relax and take a break. He needs it.With that, I placed my lips on his, kissing him passionately. He kisses back only to pull away.
“What are you doing?” He asks, looking up at me with his tired brown eyes.
“If you won’t sleep, then at least take a break and relax. Relax with me.” I say placing my lips back on his. He starts to pull away again, but I deepen the kiss, causing him to let out a moan. My hands find the back of his head, pulling softly at his hair.
He pulls me closer to him, causing me to straddle him. I slowly start to rock my hips back and forth as I trail kisses from the base of his neck to his earlobe, tugging on it with my teeth. Shawn lets out a low moan.
Suddenly, Shawn flips us over, pinning me to the couch in one move, catching me off guard. He started to place excruciatingly soft kisses on my collar bone, trailing them up to just under my ear. I felt my breathing hitch.
“You can’t tease me like that, Y/N,” Shawn whispered in my ear, kissing up and down my neck.
“Why not?” I asked, trying to stay focused on his words and not the pleasure his lips were creating.
“Because I wouldn’t know what to do with myself.” He whispered against my skin, giving me goosebumps. “You know, not being able to touch you…kiss you, well, everywhere.”
Shawn’s soft lips grazed over mine as he pinned my hands up above my head, interlocking our hands together. He dipped his head to the base of my neck and started to suck on my soft spot. I let out a moan as he softly bit down on it. Finally, his place his lips on mine, his hands planted firmly on my waist. I wrapped my arms around his neck, puling him in closer to me.
He fiddled with the waist of my loose, but comfortable, pajamas before sliding them off of me. I felt him smirk into the kiss when he realized I was wearing one of his shirts, which he didn’t remove. Before he could do anything else, I flipped us over so that I was straddling him as he sat on the couch.
“I’m supposed to help you relax, remember.” I said with a smirk. “I heard that massages are supposed to be very relaxing.” I slowly started to palm Shawn over his jeans, earning a grunt from him. After a few minutes of palming him, I undid his pants and slide them off. “But I think it works better if your pants are off.”
With that, I slide my hand into Shawn’s boxers and started to rub him. He threw his head back and bit down on his bottom lip, his breathing getting faster. Usually, it’s Shawn making me feel like this so it’s nice knowing I have this effect on him. I start to rub faster and a string of curse word flow out of Shawn’s mouth.
“Y/N,” Shawn moans, his hands digging into my hips. “Baby.”
Shawn places his hand over mine, causing me to stop jerking him off. His chest rises and falls rapidly and I could tell he was close. He looks me in the eye as he takes off my underwear.
“I need you.” He states, making my heart jump. He pulls off his underwear and picks me up by my hips with ease. He looks at me and I nod my head.
Shawn gently sets me down on top of him with a grunt. I close my eyes at the pain, but it quickly turns into pleasure, causing me to let out a moan. I placed my hands on his chest as I start to roll my hips. Shawn and I let out a moan at the same time.
“Faster, Baby.” He moans. I start to roll my hips faster and Shawn throws his head back and bites his lip again as another string of curse words flow out of his mouth. He holds my hips down, making me go down hard on him. I grab onto his bare shoulder to keep my balance, my nails digging into his skin. ”I’m not gonna last much longer.” Shawn grunts in my ear.
“Me neither,” I pant, throwing my head back at the amount of pleasure I’m feeling. I let out a loud moan as Shawn guides my hips down faster. A low grunt escapes Shawn’s mouth as he places his lips over mine. The kiss is passionate, yet hungry. I let out a whimper as I get closer to my high.
Soon, Shawn stills inside of me and my vision goes white as our highs wash over us. Shawn’s head drops to the crook of my neck and we are both left panting and sweaty. I grab a nearby blanket and slide off of him.
“I guess your gonna get back to work now?” I ask, hoping I tired him out. Shawn shakes his head, still breathing heavily. He lays beside me, placing kisses on my shoulder blades.
“I knew what your plan was when you started kissing me. It turned out better than I thought.” He said and with that, we both drifted off.
This took me a lot of fucking time so you better appreciate it.
*Has been edited*
DISCLAIMERS: The songs are in the order they come up on my computer, which is artist name and random order of songs/albums. Also, some of these songs I barely listen to anymore so some of these songs might not belong with others. I did link the songs; some of them are music videos and some aren’t, depending on if the song has a music video of if there’s talking in the middle of the song ‘cause videos like that bother me. Also a lot of these are love songs or only have a few lyrics that apply but shhhh.
“And I remember all those crazy things you said / You left them running through my head / You’re always there / You’re everywhere / But right now I wish you were here / All those crazy things we did / Didn’t think about it / Just went with it / You’re always there / You’re everywhere / But right now I wish you were here”
“We don’t know where to go / So I’ll just get lost with you / We’ll never fall apart / ‘Cause we fit together right / We fit together right / These dark clouds over me / Rain down and roll away / We’ll never fall apart / ‘Cause we fit together like / Two pieces of a broken heart”
“I tried on my own / I thought I’d get there / Around and round / But I was only getting nowhere / Then you came along and gave me something / Something that I could believe in, trust in / And I won’t go back again”
“Oh don’t you wonder when the light begins to fade? / And the clock just makes the colors turn to grey / Forever younger growing older just the same / All the memories that we make will never change / We’ll stay drunk / We’ll stay tan / Let the love remain / And I swear that I’ll always paint you / Golden days”
'Cause I think you’re a saint / And I think you’re an angel / I said ooh / You give me something to talk about / Something to talk about / I said ooh / You give me something to think about / That’s not the shit in my head / You’re a miracle
“It’s so hard to control the whether in my brain / But when you hold me through the storm / I feel your colors fill my veins / So believe me when I say / Your sunshine, your sunshine’s here to stay”
All at Once by Shannon Taylor (ft. James Tyler Hagen)
“I know that you think I am so insane / But I just love the way you say my name / Over and over your words keep me going / I know that I get so insecure / Honestly, I’ve never been so sure / Over and over we get a little closer”
“Scared of my own image / Scared of my own immaturity / Scared of my own ceiling / Scared I’ll die of uncertainty / Fear might be the death of me / Fear leads to anxiety / Don’t know what’s inside of me / Don’t forget about me / Don’t forget about me / Even when I doubt you / I’m no good without you”
We Don’t Believe What’s On TV by twenty øne piløts
“I used to say, ‘I wanna die before I’m old’ / But because of you I might think twice”
Glowing Eyes by twenty øne piløts
“We all are stranger creatures than when we all started out as kids”
“You are surrounding all my surroundings / Sounding down the mountain range of my left-side brain / You are surrounding all my surroundings / Twisting the kaleidoscope behind both of my eyes / And I’ll be holding on to you”
You couldn’t imagine that your short stay in Stockholm would eventually lead to meeting three boys which are definitely keeping some big secrets. - Now, getting more and more involved with them, you slowly find out about their past and what happened to them to become like this.
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Gang AU Who: BTS Jimin x Reader Word count: 3,6 K