if these are shit i will cry

friend: so how you been lately?

me: Keith tries so hard to be an emotionless, stoic husk when really he’s just an awkward soft boy who feels the most out of the whole team because of his suppressed trauma and abandonment issues

friend: um

me: he commits himself to the mission entirely because that’s his way of showing he cares because he can’t express himself well in other ways and even though he tries to keep everyone at arms length by calling himself the loner, they work their way into his heart and he’s so scared of losing them

friend: uhhh

me: HE FINALLY HAS A PLACE WHERE HE FEELS LIKE HE BELONGS AND IS NEEDED BUT HE FEELS LIKE HE’LL LOSE IT AT ANY MINUTE BECAUSE OF HIS HERITAGE AND HIS FEAR THAT EVERYONE WILL REJECT HIM IF HE DOESN’T LIVE UP TO THEIR EXPECTATIONS AND IT’S BREAKING HIM

friend: are you ok?

me:

anyways who wants to summon jimmy buffet with me

I want to be happy.”
- “Then why aren’t you?”
“Because no matter how hard I try or how much I want it… I can’t.

have you ever read a fanfic so fucking heartbreaking and full of angst that when it’s over you just stare at your ceiling for like 5 min and spend the whole day making up your own ending because I sure fucking do im still crying don’t touch me

Date a boy who...
  • Looks at you like you put the moon, sun and the rest of the starts on the sky- 

-even when you are not there

  • Decides to be goofey with you
  • Seems to drift close to you because you make him comfortable
  • Is there to offer you help and at the same time respects your boudaries- 

-and decisions

  • Would fight tooth and nail for you when you are vulnerable
  • Will never give you his back and instead receive you with a hug
  • Trusts your abilities no matter what
  • Will open up to you on his moments of weakness because he trusts you
  • Who will be there to have your back even on the moments you are doubting of yourself
  • Date…. Shiro

Date Takashi Shirogane

Purchasing Life is Strange: Before the Storm DLC right after finishing Life is Strange even though you know exactly what’s gonna happen and how empty you’re gonna feel