if only for a moment that his brother is still here

Words Just Aren't Enough

Pairing: Castiel x Reader

Summary: Dean finds out about the reader and Cas and he is not happy…

Warnings: Some angst, fluff, some language.

Word Count: 731

A/N: This is the conclusion to At a Loss For Words. I felt like the first piece was incomplete so I added this one as a finishing touch. I hope you all enjoy.

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Originally posted by endiness

You were still stunned after what Cas had said to you. As you sat alone in your bedroom, his words echoed over and over again in your mind. You had been able to successfully dodge your oldest brother, but you knew he’d show up at any moment. As if he knew you were thinking about him, Dean started banging on your door.

“(y/n) you better open this damn door right now!”

You sighed. You knew this had been coming. Not only had you disregarded him. But you also went out on a hunt all by yourself and almost died. Reluctantly, you got off your bed and unlocked the door.

Dean slammed the door open. You could tell he was furious. As he opened his mouth to start yelling at you, you threw your hand up effectively cutting him off. “Look Dean, I know I shouldn’t have taken off like that and I should have listened. I’m really not in the mood to get yelled at, so how about we skip ahead to the part were you accept my apology and we move on.”

Dean stared at you in shock. After collecting his thoughts he said, “I’m not going to yell at you (y/n). I forgive you but you broke my trust and you’re going to have to earn that back. You’re my little sis and I love you, but you can’t keep doing shit like that. Ok?”

“Ok Dean.” You rolled your eyes.

“Oh by the way have you seen Sam?”

“Yeah I saw him about an hour ago. He and I were chatting in the library while I was hiding from you.”

“Oh ok, well I’m going to go find him. I think I found a potential hunt.” He then turned and walked out the door in search of Sam.

You sighed again. It had been over 12 hours since Cas declared his love for you. For some reason right after his declaration he just left. Now you were left wondering if he regretted it or even worse, didn’t mean it.

“You don’t have to doubt my love for you (y/n).“ Cas’s voice rang out behind you causing you to jump.

“Wh-what?!?” You stammered.

“(y/n), I can hear when you’re thinking of me. It’s the same as if you were praying to me, I can hear both.”

You blushed. “Oh, I didn’t know that. Good to know.”

Cas gave you a soft smile. “(Y/n), please don’t ever doubt my love for you. You are my everything and I would do anything for you.”

Tears of joy filled your eyes. Cas walked up to you and gently cupped your check. He then leaned down and placed a gentle kiss upon your lips. The kiss quickly escalated. It was filled with passion and longing.

But of course the moment was ruin when you brother came in “Hey (y/n), Sam and I…. What the hell?!?” He shouted. You and Cas quickly jumped apart. “What the hell do you think you’re doing with my little sister Cas?!?”

Cas just awkwardly stood there. “Dean, you know what? It’s none of your business!” You snapped.

“No, we need to talk about this right now! He growled back.

“Fine, then let’s talk!” You shouted back.

“Cas you better start talking.” Dean snapped.

Cas glanced at you. “(Y/n) and I are together Dean. She and….”

“No, I don’t accept or approve of this!” Dean interrupted.

“You know what I’ve just about had it!” You shouted. “Guess what Dean, I’m an adult, I can date anybody I like. And for your information, I could never find anyone better than Cas. And I love him. So either you accept it and move on or I’m leaving.”

Dean’s jaw clenched. As he started to open his mouth to respond. Cas started speaking. “I love (y/n). I would do anything for her. I will do everything within my power to love and cherish her forever. So would you really like to protest that? Or will you rethink your stance and wish us well?”

You could see the fight go out Dean. “Fine.” He muttered. “But if you hurt her Cas, so help me, I will kill you.” With that proclamation Dean stomped out of the room.

“Don’t mind him.” You laughed. Cas silenced you with a kiss.

As he broke the kiss Cas said “I love you (y/n) and I always will.”

8

This is   ;  F a t e ♥(˘◡˘ )

So This is a game, where each member picks someone and buys him a gift without revealing who he was to anyone til the end. Somehow Taehyung got himself when he picked a paper and Namjoon was the only left member to pick, which explains why Tae knows his secret friend. What I really like about this moment, is the game of fate in here; as you can see taehyung liked those bracelets and you see on the other side, Namjoon bought him very similar ones! :’)  even tho he said He won’t find what will please Tae! Isn’t this just beautiful?

Now repeat with me:  VMON is love VMON is life VMON is love VMON is life

I read about the de-aged!Dean episode and got excited

“So, if you’re Sam,” Dean folded his arms, scrutinising his younger brother who was now twice the size of him, “Where’s dad?”

Sighing, Sam averted his gaze, running a hand through his long hair before he looked back at Dean. It had taken ten minutes for Sam to make Dean believe that he was, in fact, Sam. The concept was a struggle for fourteen year old Dean, who knew Sam as a snot nosed, little kid who followed him around like a puppy. The guy towering above him, with way too long hair, wide shoulders, and a freaking giant- the idea of him being Sam was downright weird.

“Uh,” Sam swallowed, “He’s not here at the moment. On a hunt,” he offered with a weak smile.

“Okay,” Dean shrugged, finding that plausible. In 2014, Dean and Sam were old enough to do shit without John watching over them. Still, it kind of sucked that Dean was stuck with an older Sam who he hardly recognised; at least with his father, he would look more like the man he knew from his time frame.

“I’m-” Sam took a step back, looking freaked out by the situation, “I’m gonna call Cas.”

“Who the fuck is Cas?” Dean retorted.

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Dean knows he’s letting out stupid sounds as he presses against Sam, but he’s so tired and so beyond pretending that he doesn’t really find it in him to care. Sam’s hair smells shower-fresh and it’s so soft and warm around his face, and his brother’s body curled up against his feels so good; the AC is blowing in the background, its whirring mixing up with the breaths that Sam’s taking, letting out.

“You’re too big for this damn bed,” Sam mutters, his nails digging into Dean’s arm for a moment.

He’s grounding himself. So’s Dean. They’re both still so fucking high on adrenaline, and the cold touch of death lingers upon Dean’s legs like long claw marks branded into his skin where it tried to grab him just two hours ago.

He wants to laugh.

That’s it. You lose. You lose again. Me and my brother, we’re still here. It’s the only thing that matters.

“And nobody cares, Sam. Suck it.”

He doesn’t really know what he’s doing when he presses a kiss amongst the dark waves of his brother’s hair. Sam shivers and backs up into him, breathes in and never breathes out again, or at least not for another eternity or so. Dean closes his eyes, turns his head ever so slightly to get some fresh air into his lungs, and Sam empties slowly under his arm in a silent exhale.

Aren’t we too old for this? Dean can hear him ask wordlessly.

Too old to hold each other, too old to kiss each other, too old to get their limbs tangled in the stark sunlight of an early morning. But it’s not about age - it’s about the bruises and the cuts in their skins, the need to feel the other’s heart beating and the warmth that still radiates from them. As if to drive the point home, Dean turns back and kisses Sam again, letting his lips linger this time.

Sam sighs, his body relaxing, and the question fades into acceptance. Dean counts his breaths until he’s asleep, solid and firm against Dean’s stomach and underneath his arm curving around Sam’s body, and it’s that sensation he lets lull himself to sleep as well.

Being close is the only reward he wants for keeping on keeping on. Maybe they’ll make a habit out of it.

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Imagine getting into an argument with Klaus and going to Elijah for comfort and emotional support.

——— Request for anon ———

“You never were good at controlling your anger, Niklaus,” Elijah speaks calmly, registering his brother’s jaw clench but not stopping his pursuit to get across his point, “The root of your anger is pointless if you make her run from your argument. She doesn’t understand.”

“I am not here to cater to hers or your whims, Elijah. If she must run to you every time we argue perhaps you should keep her,” Klaus bites, and Elijah realizes he’s still much too riled from your fight to be reasonable at the moment. He’d always had a bad habit of saying things he didn’t mean, and doing things he wouldn’t usually do, when enraged. 

Sighing, Elijah shakes his head in exasperation, pleading for a truce, “Speak to her, brother. My comfort can only go so far in mending what’s broken between you. Only you can be the one to fix it completely.”

‘’And all the winds are like a kiss

And all the years are nemesis

And all the moments fall in mist

And all is dust, remember this

Mmm, mm mmm mm…


And all the dust will drift away

And all the nights and all the days

And all the heavens go their way

And only change is here to stay


And all the light will be, will be

And all the waves, the sea…


And all the stars, without a name

And all the skies that look the same

And all the clouds that fade and then

Then all of this begins again…’’


This is without doubt one of my FAVORITES part of this fic , maybe bc I loved the song Yuu sang, or maybe bc I cant get tired of the image of Yuu seducing Mika with his voice  ✨ ✨ 

Its funny, the fic is almsot ending and I still having some unfinished arts (some pain and some fluffy yey)… Sorry @blueberrynedesu and @vixenfur for brothering you guys so much XD

Sakamaki: one and only. Requested by Anon.

The was the day they were before you on one knee the small box held out in front of them. Their words still lingering in the air.
You could barely believe what you heard of say, but the moment was here, a moment you never though would come to pass.
He was asking for your hand in marriage.

Shuu
“Can you be my light forever more? I always want you by my side. As my queen.” Shuu looked you in the eyes. And you realized all of this was strange from the beginning.
The fact that he made dinner, he cleared his brothers out of the house and set up the table himself. It was all leading up to this and tears started to form in your eyes.
“Say yes and spend the rest of forever with me because there isn’t someone else I rather be with in this whole world. I need you.”

Reiji
He had taken you away to Paris, and gotten a huge and overly lush apartment for you. He bought a place just for you. He let you pick it out and everything.
Everyday you have been showered with gifts and kind words as Reiji himself waited on you. While by night you were bathed in soft kisses.
“Love, I never though I would love someone. I never though someone could meet my level of perfection. But you have gone beyond it. Your are more than I could have every hope and dreamed. There should be more I could be able to say but no words can do justice to how I feel for you. Only my actions.”
With that Reiji sunk down into one knee and pulled out a ring.
“Marry me?”

Ayato
How was he supposed to do this, he was passing back and forth. He needed to get something ready for you. It needed to be big and beautiful to really sweep you off your feet but he couldn’t think of anything and was scared to screw it up.
“Ayato what’s wrong?” You asked concerned and he let it slip.
“I was wanting you to marry me but I don’t knew how to ask?” He froze as soon as he spoke and cursed.
“Heh, you ask your cute dorky way.” You chuckled and blushed as your heart hammered, “I’m already yours.”

If you still have doubts the writers feel anything but contempt for Grant Ward, SWW, and abuse survivors in general: here are some of the highlights of season 2.

“When you have a monster in the basement, generally there’s a problem,” Jeff Bell
“You should have run faster!” Skye
“You are only alive because you were of use to us. Now your brother is of more use.” Coulson
“His brother wants him alive.” Coulson
“Which brother is telling the truth?” /Marvel ad
“It’s so much fun to explore his twisted psyche.” Jeff Bell (?)
“[Ward fans] are like those Manson Marriers” Clark Gregg
“We all had our traumas, didn’t turn us into psychopaths.” Melinda May
“You psychopath.” Bobbi to Kara
“Psychopath” half a dozen times more by various characters

The crowning moment: the character assassination/retcon of ep 20-22.

and finally:
“God forbid he ever take responsibility for anything he’s ever done.” Jeff Bell, about Ward’s actions in an episode that he wrote himself.

Sad Overwatch themes I'm so here for

Bastion actually being deathly afraid of being on a battlefield due to his past and being the only one of his kind kinda left alive (which is why he prefers to sit and wait in the back and shoot from afar if he can)
Winston being the only sole survivor from the moon base
Genji occasionally looking back at old picture of younger him and although he has comes to terms and accepts his cybernetic form, there are painful memories still hauntin him
Hanzo not even caring that his brother almost killed him, because he hurt his brother so much and feels so much regret. But at the same time knowing that he is alive makes him want to find peace again.
HOW DID MCREE LOSE HIS ARM ANYWAYS
Pharah never being too far away from her suit and armor because she’s afraid at any moment to be attacked
Although reaper is the angel of death himself he still remembers what being truly alive was like, and knowing he can’t ever get that feeling back hurts more then any bullet does
76 visiting his grave is sad enough but what if he visits Gerard’s Grave and not being able to protect their leader is the reason he can never feel like he is a hero
Tracer occasionally wanting to take off the Chronal Accelerator but realizing without it she is nothing. In fact, she realizes one day that this isn’t even her time. Not really.
Mei trying to help the planet but realizing that by herself she can’t. And she’s watching the world she loves being destoryed in front of her eyes.
The reason junkrat is so obsessed with mechanics and explosives is because he lost his leg in one, and it wasn’t his fault. Now he works on perfecting the perfect explosive, one that won’t ever hurt him again (the reason that he can use his explosives to jump)
Reinheart not being able to protect everyone, and one day his shield goes down and he blindly charges and that’s how he got his face hurt
What if in battle Lucio goes deaf and can’t hear, and that’s the one thing that held him up and now it’s suddenly taken away.
D.Va being attacked and fatally wounded while streaming from her mech on the battlefield and wishing all her fans the best (and all of them being worried for weeks if she’s alright)
Roadhog’s face severely damaged and basically can’t live without a breather that is in his mask
Widow just in general being tortured in the early phases of her talon reconditioning
Mercy blaming herself for the lives lost under her care
HOW DID SYMMETRA LOSE HER ARM TOO
(Just to note I haven’t read everyone’s back stories in full length so if some of these are actually answered especially with the arms then LETS PRETEND HERE. Also I couldn’t really add everyone this time around but this is super long so)

Hello.  Yes, hello.  I wanted to talk real quick about angels being able to sense longing and angel relationships.  *Looks through notes*  Metatron choose Gabriel to try to convince Castiel to fight.  Why Gabriel though?

*Points to Castiel’s mouth and his attempts not to cry*

That looks like quite the emotional attachment.  Yes, Gabriel is sacrificing himself and is going to die *coughs* as usual *coughs*, still that is some emotion right there.

And here we see the angel brothers embrace.  Note Castiel’s breath and eyes looking down.  He loses himself in that hug if only for a moment.

Finally my last visual aid:

Ahhhh, yes those emotionless, uncaring angels.

I put it to you that the angels do long for eachother and Gabriel was chosen as Castiel did long for him, and following this probably did more so.  Like when you wake from a dream with a missing loved one.  If this is the case and Castiel ‘woke’ longing for Gabriel, could Gabriel feel it?  Is that why Castiel questions if Gabriel’s alive?  Has he felt Gabriel wandering about Castiel but it was faint and he wasn’t sure?

Do Michael and Lucifer feel the other angels longing for them when the angels are scared?  Do they, in moments of utter terror long for their former guardians?  Are they forlorn at feeling this and not being able to do anything about it?  Will the host of heaven long for the archangels when the Darkness takes over and will the archangels feel it?  I like to think yes, hopefully the longing can in fact summon them somehow.

I’ve seen angels being able to sense longing in shippy meta posts (Destiel, Sabriel and Sastiel) quite rightly too.  But not in the context of eachother, this could mean that Lucifer and Michael, the warring brothers missed eachother and felt that pull all that time. 

Castiel never talks about the loss of his angel family, it’s never really mentioned.  But can he feel it?  Can they feel him missing them?

Taylor Swift's Brother Austin Has a Heroic Response to Kanye West's Lyrics About Her via PopSugar

Taylor Swift is once again at the center of controversy with Kanye West, and one person isn’t having it: her younger brother, Austin. The 23-year-old Notre Dame graduate took to social media to post an epic, hilarious response to one of the songs Kanye debuted during his Yeezy Season 3 fashion show on Thursday; in the song, which is reportedly titled “Famous” and features Rihanna, Kanye raps, “I feel like me and Taylor might still have sex / I made that b*tch famous,” likely alluding to their infamous MTV VMAs moment back in 2009. Austin’s Instagram video is captioned, “Getting a head start on some spring cleaning. Here we go again,” and shows him whistling a tune while carrying a trash can — which he then proceeds to throw a fresh pair of Yeezy sneakers into.

Austin’s anger is understandable; not only does he seem like a pretty awesome and loyal little brother, but Kanye and Taylor seemed to put the past behind them and turn over a new leaf at the VMAs in August. After Taylor introduced Kanye to the stage and presented him with the Video Vanguard Award, the rapper sent her a giant bouquet of flowers, the photo of which became one of the most-liked Instagram snaps of 2015.

What happens in Las Vegas stays in Las Vegas

They had been for a few hours and Galahad already was regretting comment, or thinking about killing his brother, of course he should had already known that he hated the only girl that had manage to acept on going on more than three dates with him, but asking Alyssa to come here was  obvious making everything difficult for him, because even if he hated to admitted, he was still head over hills for her.

“It’s nice to see you again,” He said offering his hand to shake it, as he watched his brother a little pissed for how much he was enjoying this moment. “Galy, aren’t you going to introduce me?” Gwen asked him, but before he said could say anything and as he was still recovering over that ridicoulus name. She was already introducing herself “Hello, I’m Gwenifer Bolton, from the Bolton’s industries and you are?”

Ereri Week 2015: Day 1 - Pining

Title: Duckling

Summary: Eren finds himself with an old crush of his.

Rating: T

At five years old, thankfully, the first thought going through my head when I saw my best friend’s older brother was not ‘Oh God he’s so hot I want him to fuck me up the ass so hard…’ Rather, when I saw him, I would merely gasp and run to his side no matter what.

I was a fucking duckling.

Literally, every time I saw Levi Ackerman I would basically jump him.

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