if its not dont tell me i dont wanna know

i saw my psychiatrist today for the first time in like a year and mentioned im moving to the UK and she was like “any particular reason?” and i guess a part of me was like i remember this person shes actually super cool bc i usually avoid talking abotu it w strangers but i was like “im getting married” 

and later she goes, “i assume it’s a he?”

and it was the best possible thing bc she was implicitly giving me the opportunity to say, no, actually! and it was SUCH A RELIEF telling strangers im getting married is always so weird bc i dont wanna like out myself to ppl??? who have like a part of my life in their control at the time we are talking especially LMFAO

but yeah so i was like no actually its a girlfriend and my psych looked SO HAPPY and honestly i havent had a lot of opportunities to feel really? safe? and excited? about all this yet like PUBLICLY, its all so unfamiliar to p much anybody i meet, moving across the entire world for this thing i really AM excited for, but like, its gay and coming out to people is terrifying.

anyway the moral of the story is: someone made me feel safe and happy about my gay marriage today and also this person seems super competent in getting me to a place where i am physically and mentally healthier and im so bummed out that i only get to see her for a handful more months bc she earned so many points w me today haha…

i just wanted to say that i fully believe in ghosts, aliens, and magic

i believe that tarot cards can show the future

i believe in some superstitions 

i believe some dreams can be prophetic 

i believe spells/curses/hexes are real and can work

and i dont talk about it much because a)it’s been made to seem like a joke b)i was repeatedly told by some family members that it’s not real/fake c)it’s something i truly believe in and it’s a huge part of my life and the last thing i want is more people to personally tell me that it’s all in my head

BTS As Things Youtubers Have Said
  • Jin: Im not saying im cute but damn im cute.
  • Rap Monster: I dont know why everyone says i have lip injections, like this is all natural...link in the decription
  • Jhope: Hey guys today im gonna show you a super easy dance tutorial. Lets get started! *unexplainable flailing of arms and legs*
  • Suga: Hello everyone its Richie from Social Re-i wanna kill myself slightly less.
  • Jimin: Hey guys today i want to show you my summer lookbook. *strips naked*
  • Taehyung: Ok like i know im at the Gucci store alot but that does not mean i live there.
  • Jungkook: I dont know why everyone comes at me telling me i cant do this or that, LIKE IM LEGALLY AN ADULT NOW SO STFU AND LET ME LIVE
markhyuck headcanonz

‘im egging your house for a dare but your parent is a cop and they’re yelling at me so i told them that you were my ex and you wronged me and now you’re coming outside and please go along with this i don’t want to go to jail’ a very specific headcannon if you want , I’m sorry - requested by an anon :’) <3

- ok so mark is a popular athlete, good student and all but his fiends r kinda… dumber jocks. so one time he is over one of his friend’s w the squad and they have a stupid contest over something like who can hold his head under water the longest

- and mark loses. and as a punishment he has to egg his friend’s neighbour’s house. he isnt looking forward to that tbh bc he isnt a bad person but… peer pressure

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It’s Everyday Squip 50 followers! (It’s Everyday Bro BMC parody)

[Squip]
Yup, y'all cant handle this
Y'all don’t know whats about to happen baby
BMC Gang
New jersey - pill boi
But I’m from japan tho - WHITE BOI

[Squip]
Its everyday day squip
And no this ain’t no trip
5 mil squips sold in 6 months
Never done before
Squipped all the competition man
Michael mell is next
Man i’m verbally harassing all these kids
No I’m not a squid
And i got jeremy too
And I’m coming with his crew
This is team 10 bitch
Who the hella flippin you
And you know ill squip them all
If they ain’t with the crew
Yeah I’m talking bout you
You begging for attention

[Brooke]
Flirting with Jerry, too
Still wanting Pinkberry
It was 4:20 and i wanna get with Jerry
But Chloe wanted him too
[Chloe]
dont make me tell them the truth
[Brooke]
I know what she with Jeremy, dont even have to search
She tried to break us up, better be praying to God, CHURCH
New Jersey’s where im from
We like to chew that gum
Shoot Chloe with a gun
Pacman tatoo just for fun
Mr Reyas Bolt and Run
catch me at the play
Today is my day
Team Ten-ing every day

[Brooke and Chloe]
It’s everyday squip
It’s everyday squip
It’s everyday squip
I said it’s everyday squip

[Rich Goranski]
You know it’s Rich Goranski
And my hair stay poppin’
Yes, I can set fire
And no, I am not a pyro
Jakey is my boyfriend
And if it weren’t for the squip
Then my life would be shitty
I’ll pass it to Jakey
‘Cause you know we stay litty

[Jake]
Two months ago
I didn’t know your name
And now I wanna upgrade?
Bitch I’m blowin’ up
I’m only going up
Now, I’m going off
I’m never fallin’ off
Like Jeremy, who?
Michael who?
Who are you?
All these cricket balls I just hit through
Smashin girls in a month
Where were you?
Settin’ fire on my house back on hallo
You need to get your shit straight
Squippy, brought me to the top
Now we really poppin’ off
Playa 1 and Playa 2
That’s why these girls all at our door
It’s lonely at the top
So we all going
We left NJ
Now the trio’s all rollin’
It’s BMC, bitch
We back again, always first, never last
We the future, we’ll see you in the past

[Jake and Rich]
It’s everyday squip
It’s everyday squip
It’s everyday squip
I said it’s everyday squip

[Jeremy and Michael]
hold on, hold on, hold on
Can we talk about games?
We aboutta hit it.
Yes, all I want is level 9
Working on apocalypse of the damned all day long
Living in the basement
Anyone’s dream
Sending pants to my goddang dad
We have one person above
His name is Pac Man and he’s at the top.
From here we sing to you
Can I get my vetro skates?
Playa 1, Playa 2, representing  gamers
From high school to college

[Jeremy and Michael]
It’s everyday squip
It’s everyday squip
It’s everyday squip
I said it’s everyday squip

[Christine]
Yo, it’s Christine Canigula
The theater stay shook
These thespians up on me
I got 'em with the hook
Lemme act for ya’
And I’m talking theater
cricket is your home?
So stop calling my phone
I love play rehearsal
They buying tixs like a loan
Yeah, I act good
Is that your boy’s script?

[Jenna]
Is that yo Rich’s fire?
Started texting, Quicken tweets
Now I’m in my flip phone zone
Yes, they all copy me
But, that’s some shitty clones
Stay in all designer clothes
And they ask me for gossip
I said it’s all petty with six bitchies
Always plug, twitter link in bio
And I will tweet ya’ll tomorrow 'cause
It’s everyday squip
Peace

As Long As You Love Me..

MOVIE: MAZE RUNNER
COUPLE: NEWT X MINHO
RATING: CUTE

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Imagine Joji, Ian, Max// college au part 4!

you walk along the isles of the Barnes and noble, scanning the books for inventory while the day winds down to and end, you can smell the fresh air every time the door opens in the back. you want to leave, but there are a few stragglers in the store, mindlessly trailing fingers over the hardbacks of textbooks and such. you hear footsteps approaching you and look up to see your store manager Aubrey with a smirk.

“There are three gorgeous specimens asking for you at the front of the store.” she says, almost teasing you, honestly you’re at a loss.

“what…? really?” you ask, she nods.

“one dark haired and mysterious, one tall and gorgeous, and one cute little puppy of a thing. which ones yours and which one can i have?” she says confidently, you realize shes talking about the guys and you laugh. you look towards the front of the store, but you dont see them. you walk over with aubrey and see them towards the children’s area, Ian and max are hovered over a large pop up book. Max reaches over to feel the fur, Ian slaps his hand away.

“ow! cunt…” max says pouting, Ian feels the fur and Aubrey huffs a laugh.

“so they’re both big puppies…” she says, you look over at a small couch where Joji is sitting leisurely flipping through “The Hungry Caterpillar”, you smile softly. you look up at Aubrey and give her a pleading look, she rolls her eyes and takes the scanner from you.

“you have to cover for me on Tuesday then, my little brother gets out of school early” she says, her deep red hair swishing as she speaks. you walk over to the small couch and plop down next to Joji, he looks up and smiles.

“ I loved that book when i was little” you say he puts an arm around you, all of those small touches are instantaneous with him now. Sometimes you dont even think about it, and find yourself holding onto his sweater, or softly gliding your hand up from his knee to mid thigh. It’s almost like a nervous tick, its just comfortable.

“So I was thinking we could catch that movie, the scary one you have no interest in watching” Joji says, closing the book softly.

“oooo a movie sounds great! right guys?” you throw a stuffed animal at them and hit Ian in the face, he pushes his glasses up with the back of his hand.

“hell yea!” Max says, always down for anything remotely fun. you smile up at Joji and he seems completely amused. 

you walk up to the movie theater entrance and smell the popcorn instantly, you soak it in, with the cold air, you’re preference in fun has changed so drastically. you smile up at Joji and he huffs a laugh.

“whats so funny?” you ask, he shrugs.

“you never know when im asking you on a date” he says, you tilt your head and suck in a breath.

“oh god… really?” you ask, he chuckles and shrugs.

“It’s fine, ill just have to be more blunt next time” Joji says. you shake your head.

“im sorry joji” you say he smiles and opens the door

“I’ll let you make it up to me” he says, you nod.

“I’ll buy the popcorn!” you say jogging ahead to get the tickets, Ian and max follow, and you all get tickets to see some scary movie, you have a love-hate relationship with scary movies, they make you feel like a pussy, but you love the rush. you wind up buying three large popcorn bags and m&m’s and slurpees all around.

“are you ready… ot be scared out of your mind” Ian asks, trying to act scary as you walk into the theater, you roll your eyes at him and he smiles satisfied with your reaction. you choose seats in the very back row, and sit by Joji, max and Ian file next to him. you like movie theaters, they get so dark, but the volume is uncontrollable. scary movies always have jump scares, and it can get loud. you feel Joji intertwine his fingers with yours and smooth his thumb across your hand. you live for these small touches… There was a couple days when you ddint know where it was going with Joji, he pulled back after that night. You consider that the worst night, but you never tell him that, it wouldnt do any good. You couldnt believe how afraid you were, you felt kind of badly when he left early in the morning but you knew he needed his medication. you sat on your couch instead of studying, and you watched romantic movies with tragic endings, and you cried. you didnt expect Joji to come back, so you were tear stained and fidgety when you opened the door. Joji just hugged you and apologized more, you didnt want his apologies though. ever since then he has been distant, so when you realized this was a date, you were so relieved. you watch as the movie starts, and you anticipate the jump scare, but you fall for it anyway, unintentionally squeezing Joji’s hand. you glance up and see him smiling, amused with your fear. he smooths his hand over your thigh and you relax a bit. the gore in the movie is terrible, you wince alot, and youre embarrassed about it.  you look over at the guys and see that Ian and Max seem to be in some Slurpee contest, seeing who can finish theirs first. you smile as max puts a hand over his throat, it must feel frozen. The popcorn is gone, and you offer to get a refill for everyone.you walk out into the lobby, you need to adjust to the light. you get the refills and head back to the theater trying to balance them, you set them on a counter by the arcade to readjust. 

“need some help?” you hear, you look up and see some guy, youve never met. he is wearing one of those fake Letterman jackets and torn skinny jeans, his beanie sagging a bit.

“uh no thanks though” you say grabbing the popcorn bags by the paper, but the grease makes them slide.

“you sure?” he says, smiling flirtatiously. you nod.

“positive thanks” you say again.

“im not trying to be a douche, you just look like you could honestly use the help” he chuckles, you smile relieved he isnt hitting on you..

“oh uh.. well thanks for that” you smile.

“what are you watching?” he asks, you tell him which title and he shrugs.

“im not much for scary movies” he says, you huff a laugh.

“,e either” you say, admitting.

“then why are you watching it?” he asks, you shrug.

“im here with some uh…” you dont know what to consider Joji… “some friends, and uh” you just avoid it all together figuring it will be better that way. 

“ahh nice, peer pressure is a bitch huh?” he says you chuckle.

“its not like that… theyre great” you say feeling ike maybe you made them seem like assholes that drug you here.

“well thats good, if you ever wanna maybe-” you see him look up as someone places a hand on the small of your back.

“hey babe, you were  taking a bit, i came to see f you needed help” Joji says, you blush deeply at that word looking up at the guy in front of you. hes giving you a look you assume means ‘i thought you said just friend?’ so you hand Joji a bag.

“thanks for offering to help” you say, walking towards the theater.

“you know him?” Joji asks, a low voice, un-entertained.

“no he just offered to help” you say Joji removes his hand from you and walks beside you, almost coldly. you sit in the soft theater chair, Joji doesnt try to hold your hand or anything. when the movie ends you all walk out together.

“i have to pee so badly!” max says, heading for the bathroom, Ian follows

“fucking Slurpee” he mumbles. you look up at Joji, hes scrolling on his phone.

“are you okay?” you adk, he glances up and nods.

“fine” he says, you tilt your head.

“really?” you ask he looks up at you then over your shoulder, sighing and tensing up a bit. you look over and see that guy and some other guys messing around by the arcade games.

“seriously?” you say looking back at Joji, he looks down at you, there is no soft look on his face. 

“youre jealous?” you ask, he seems uneasy.

“im not jealous, i just dont like seeing you flirt with random dudes” Joji says, you already dont like this, an argument? no…

“i wasnt flirting with him!” you say defending yourself, why are you making it worse? why do you sound so angry?

“thats not what it looked like, its fine i mean why cant you flirt with people when youre just out with friends” Joji says you swallow hard, so he did hear you.

“well what do you expect? you’ve been really distant how am i supposed to know what you want when you dont tell me? ever since that night, its like you dont wanna… be with me…it made me feel like shit but i still wanna be around you, because i actually like you” you say accusingly. Joji looks behind you and you see Ian and max show up again. you walk outside ahead of everyone, the ride is quiet mostly, besides Ian and max’s commentary about the movie. you open the door pretty quickly when they drop you off at your place.

“night” you say shortly, closing he door. you hear another door shut and roll your eyes. you try to ignore the annoyance in yourself as you walk towards the stairs and get up to your door. you unlock it and open it, Joji grabs the door and shuts it quickly grabbing your hand.

“I like you, and i think thats obvious, that was a cheap play” he says, you roll your eyes and dont reply staring at the floor expecting a lecture.

“second of all, im allowed to be jealous, that douche-bag was hitting on you and i ddint like it. I dont wanna see you with anyone else, i dont even wanna think about that, get me?” he says. you feel like youre in trouble, he makes alot of sense.

“well i didnt do anything you didnt have to punish me like that” you say quietly.

“i was upset, you called me your friend, so i acted like a friend. you want me to act like more?” Joji says, you still dont look up at him.

“of course i do..” you say. you dont even see it coming. Jojis lips are against yours almost instantly. he pulling at your shirt and unbuttoning your jeans, all while pushing you back into the couch. youre so surprised you dont even protest as he rips his hoodie off and goes at you again, nibbling your neck and biting a little hard at you. you give off small gasps as he grabs your hips, pulling you up against him.he kisses you deeply, angrily.you feel his hands all over you, gripping and grabbing at your ass. he turns you around and pushes you over the end of the couch, you feel him separate your legs and hes in you quicker than you can imagine.you let out a strangled moan into the couch. and your hands grip the fabric.

“joji..!” you manage as he smooths a hand over your back and down to your ass, grabbing you. you dont object, youre actually turned on…hes thrusting into you, and its hitting new spots, you moan out loud as he pulls you by your hips against him. you arch your back and push back against him involuntarily, it just feels so good. the way he moves into you feels incredible.

“mm… thats it… show me you want me baby” he groans you moan louder and match his movements. Joji grips your shoulder, pulling you back into him more and more, he raises you up to bite your neck more. he slides out of you, and you watch as he sits on the couch, pulling your arm towards him, he moves you so your straddling him.

“show me” he says against your ear as you hover over him.you grip his shoulders nervously, but your need is more powerful.you lower yourself onto him, and moan, he’s so deep into you now you dont know if you can handle it.

“fuck… joji…” you whimper. he grabs your hips hard and you grind against him.

“fuck…!” you moan, he growls against your ear.

“ride me.” he says, demanding it. you lift up a but and he pulls you down hard, gaining another tortured groan from you.you wrap your arms around his neck and lift up a bit, he slams you back down every time.

“i cant… joji please” you whimper, its all too much, and too good. you feel him lift you a bit and easily let you fall against the couch, he pushes into you roughly and bites your neck, lightly now. leaving little red marks everywhere he kisses.you wrap your legs around him and bite your lip.

“stop holding back” he says, driving into you harder making you moan loudly.you didnt even realize you were griping his hair, you arch your back as your orgasm builds up.

“yes… oh god…joji..!” you moan screaming his name as you come. he doesnt let up though he continues mercilessly and you feel him relaxing all your tightened muscles. you hear him start to groan with every thrust and start to grunt with one hard thrust, he pulls out of you quickly and you watch as powerful spurts slide across your belly. Joji bites down on your neck and you soak in the light sting, the pleasure over powers it so much. Joji breathes deep, and youre exhausted. you open your tightly shut eyes and look at him hazily. he lifts off of you entirely and you wonder if he really is mad. you close your eyes again and feel him lift your legs, sitting down under them, wiping something soft over your belly gently. you hear a swish of a trash bag and then his warmth is against your side.

“you okay…?” he asks lightly after a little while. you nod lightly. he wraps his arms around your waist and pushes an arm under your head supporting it.

“was i too rough?” he asks in a whisper. you dont respond though, you’re half asleep, the exhaustion taking over. there was so much pleasure it burned through you. Joji studies your face, peaceful as you sleep. you’re strangely lucid, and feel his fingers tracing up and down the center of your torso, and around your hips. then something soft covers you, and you turn in your sleep, facing the warmth, hitching a leg over him.

you start to wake slowly, but you dont want to, youre still sleepy. you smell something sweet, vanilla? you open your eyes and youre staring at the back of the couch, clutching a soft blanket against your chest. you stretch and roll overlooking over at the kitchen, Joji is standing over the counter in a long sleeve shirt and his joggers. you watch as he sets something light brown onto a plate.you sit up and rub your eyes, walking over to the counter beside him. Joji looks down at you expressionless.

“morning” he says, you take a deep breath and look down at the waffles.

“im starving, that smells amazing” you grumble, he turns to you and looks you over,you watch his dark eyes study you. he reaches forward and grabs your waist pushing the blanket around you tightly. he leans down and kisses your forehead. down to your neck.

“yea im hungry too” he says, you flush with butterflies everywhere, blushing deeply. you kiss his cheek lightly.

“your cold” he says feeling your arms and shoulders.

“little bit” you mumble.

“go get dressed ill finish up then we can eat” he says, you nod and break away from him. you walk into your bedroom and rummage through your drawers, nothing looks comfortable. you look over at the bed and see Joji’s sweater laying there. you walk out into the kitchen and Joji looks up, smiling when he sees his sweater on you, and some sweatpants. he likes you in his hoodie. you slide into the tall chair in front of the cupboard and he pushes a plate of waffles towards you.he leans against the counter across from you and cuts into a waffle, you dig in and sigh, relieved. the sugary syrup and butter blend nicely.

“you really are starving huh” Joji says, you swallow.

“yea, had quite a work out” you say, still sleepy, must be giving you courage. Joji smirks, satisfied. you drink the last bit of your milk and push the plate away so you can lay against the counter on your arms. you look up at Joji as he rounds the counter to you.

“I’m still hungry” he says biting your neck, your clit throbs at his words, his low voice and his hot breath down your neck, you smile and huff a laugh. you swivel on the chair and Jojis pulls at your sweat pants, lifting you onto the counter, its cold against your ass. joji pulls his joggers down a bit and pushes against your already wet entrance, you wince a bit and suck in a breath, he stops.

“sorry… just a little sore” you say Joji looks a bit sorry. you watch as he lowers himself down between your legs and pushes you back softly, you push the plates away and feel him kiss down your belly, reaching your center. you let a long satisfied sigh out as he swirls his tongue around your clit. your nervous to be displayed like this, but it feels really good, and gentle. he kisses you lightly and continues flicking his tongue over your clit, building you up quickly, you moan and grip onto his hair, you unravel quickly, moaning his name… he lets up and looks up at you.

“already?” he asks, you blink and blush, he smiles proudly. raising up and sliding a finger down your slit, making sure your wet. he slides into you gently and you arch your back hes so gentle now, caressing your breasts and holding onto you lightly while he prolongs each thrust until his breathing quickens and hes pushing harder, but cautiously. you feel him twitch and watch as his lips part when he pulls out, covering your lower belly with his cum. Joji likes the view, his sweatshirt pulled up to your chest, sweats around your ankles, his cum on you. he reaches over for a paper towel.

“ever thought about birth control?” he asks, gently wiping your belly. you shrug and sit up sliding off the counter and pulling up your sweats.

“i should probably do that” you say he leans down and kisses your lips softly.

“im sorry if i hurt you” he says you shake your head.

“it was really good… i liked it alot” you admit. Joji  pulls you against him and you look up.

“alright, so if any other guys approach you, lets agree that you’re taken” Joji says, you blush and nod.

“id love to” you say with a slight smile breaking through. he leans down and kisses you again, you feel the smile on his lips.

title: incomplete without you
fandom: haikyuu!!
pairing: iwaoisuga
word count: 6930
summary: koushi has never had a soulmate, so he’s gone through life feeling a bone-deep loneliness that never seems to go away. but all of that changes when he’s in his second year of high school, when one day two sets of writing that aren’t his own appears on his skin.

(au where any marks made on your soulmate’s body appears on your own)

here on ao3 and also below the cut!!

part of my haikyuu!! soulmates au!! (ao3 link)


Sugawara Koushi does not have a soulmate.

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So this just happened

SO MY MOM WAS SAYIN GOODNIGHT TO EVERYONE YA KNOW AND WHEN SHE WENT TO CARTER (my 11 year old brother) WHO WAS ON HIS KINDLE SHE WAS LIKE
“Whatcha watching”
AND HE WAS LIKE “nothing” AND TURNED OFF HIS KINDLE RIGHT AWAY AND MY MOM WAS LIKE “well now I have to know what were you watching??”
*5 minutes later of my mom trying to get carter to tell her what he’s watching*
mom: “OK GIVE ME YOUR KINDLE AND ILL SEE FOR MYSELF”
Carter: “I WAS WATCHING COURAGE THE COWARDLY DOG OKAY”
Mom: “OK LET ME SEE”
Carter: …
Mom: “LET ME SEE YOUR KINDLE CARTER”
Carter: …
Mom: *takes kindle* WHATS YOUR PASSWORD
Carter: JUST LET ME PUT IT IN
Mom: NOPE TELL ME NOW
Carter: OK YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT I WAS WATCHING
mom: YES
Carter: *verge of tears* I WAS WATCHING..
*its been like 15 minutes*
Carter: HARRY POTTER *puts in password* SEE
mom: okay why did you make such a big deal out of this
Carter: BECA- BECAUSE I DONT WANNA BE JUST LIKE MATTHEW (my 16 year old brother) AND HE USED TO LIKE HARRY POTTER AND
mom: carter
Carter: WHAT
Mom: LOTS OF PEOPLE LIKE HARRY POTTER DONT LISTEN TO YOUR BROTHER BE WHO YA WANNA BE *lecture lecture to Matthew to carter to be nicer blah don’t lie to ya mom blah blah be yourself*

Me: *snickering in the corner* ik you were secretly watching gay porn and or reading smut Carter don’t even try to hide it from me.

ok literally no one asked for this but im going to be putting my opinion about each of the splatoon 2 bosses under the readmore (to protect ppl from spoilers)

remember its jus my opinion so it wont match yours, i jus wanna post my thoughts on em!!

(also  tell me what your favorite and least favorite splat 2 boss is in the replies!! once again ppl who dont want spoilies, dont look at the notes on this and dont look under the readmore!!)

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junebugjuice  asked:

like, you keep meeting all these rad girls. and i just wanna know like how. because like i'm tryin' and its not goin' great lmao

Idk, like…I found bonnie on tinder on a lark. I started talking with Alice bc she helped a friend feel less suicidal, and i basically started that conversation with “i dont like you and you dont like me, but thank you” bc i used to lowkey talk shit about her. Sally and Elyse both developes longstanding crushes on me over tumblr, which they held onto despite me lreviously telling both of them that they weren’t my type. And i started dating cathy because after us hating each other for a couple weeks after i started dating elyse, i figured i should do more to be her friend and found out she had a crush on me too. So look, i have no idea how i end up with these girls because I seem to just be doing everything wrong/like a jackass.

Uhhh i wanna play Warcraft with people but i totally know n o t h i ng and im so bad about it i literally start sprinting when someone comes near me lmao…i meann its not like they r gonna question my lore knowledge yeah? But my anxiety tells me ‘your level1 character..everyons looking at u..DONT emBARrSs yourselFff!!!!!!’ i do know some people playing here too but id be a rlly boring playing partner so no way im asking… *sigh* i dont know where to start…..

The Head Cheerleader And The Calculus Captain

MOVIE : MAZE RUNNER AU
COUPLE : NEWT X READER
RATING : SMUTTY
REQUESTS :

Anonymous said:Hey I don’t know if you’re busy or not but you’re imagines are my life and I had an idea where it’s Maze runner in highschool so basically The reader is the popular cheerleader who’s dating the school nerd, Newt and everyone keeps annoyingly asking newt on how he got the most popular girl in school to be his girlfriend and they tease him about not being good enough making him sad

Anonymous said:Can I request a newt smut where they’re in highschool and they do ‘it’ in the principal’s office and Newt accidentally hits the microphone so everyone in the school hears them and they get suspended and teased after? tnx xx

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Thank you. I just, feel hopeless sometimes. Comes in waves, always triggered at night. And I feel like I’m whining every time I post about it, but at the same time I cant help it I have to do *something.*

Sometimes I think about counseling, but At the same time I just dont know

I’m scared of going in person, mostly what family would think

and i dont trust online things that much, so its hard to get the motivation to seek any kind of help

And it feels very defeatist but I just dont know what to do!

I mostly do okay after a while its just builds up to a point I cant deal with it alone anymore and I wanna talke to people 

and the main person I want to tell is also the main person that *causes* me to feel all bottled up

anonymous asked:

Honestly you sound like an amazing person and i'd love to be friends with you. To bad I don't know how to interact with human beings

Honestly, I want to tell u to message me anytime but i also dont know how to keep the conversation going so like yeah
U can still message me anytime if u wanna and i’ll try my best
Look, u can tell me anything u want, like i would like to hear your thoughts on life or things u believe in or dont, or your fears or or your goals or interesting dream u had ( im not telling this just to the anon, this is for anyone who wants to talk with me)

But im gonna go sleep now its 2am