if it's not i'm going to feel dumb

Cos I said I would.


I saw this post and thought of bakugou :/



anonymous asked:

how are you so intelligent??? LIKE idk.. this is a weird question, but as someone who has been suicidal and depressed the majority of my life, and I am dumb as a rock, how did you find time to learn about shit? you know multiple languages, also you're incredibly witty.. like it's stupid, but I'm kinda envious that despite you going through a lot of shit you still made time to learn, I feel weird, hope you have a good night

frankly its because i just have this intense interest for language/communication (mostly influenced by a strong lack of proper healthy communication for … most of my life bc dysfunctional family) and also how the universe/bodies/brains work cuz they like… are things i rly want to know more about

im very dumb as shit about everything else because in my entire life ive only voluntarily read ONE actual whole book and that was back in 5th grade. theres lots of popular media i missed out on and ive failed classes every year, if not every semester, since 6th grade. im a huge fucking idiot, BUT theres some things im just really intensely curious about.

so its not necessarily that i ‘found time’ to learn between my other obligations, its that i didnt do a lot of my schoolwork obligations & while i procrastinated i would sometimes just read articles about things i wanted to know more about.

I’m sorry, the old Eden can’t come to the phone right now. Why? Oh, ‘cause she’s dead!


anonymous asked:

ok i'm feeling very very dumb because i'm not getting the sex joke on "red devil avocado" .-. please explain?? ahah i'm just so ... maybe cause english is not my first language? im lost

Of course!! It’s not really so much the “red devil avocado” comment its just what they say and how they say it after that part.

So Dizzee says “red devil avocado where are you?” then EXTREMELY SUGGESTIVELY Thor says “I’m right here” (we could even talk about how him shaking the spray paint can was suggestive BUT WE WON’T GO THERE TODAY) and then in response Dizzee gets this little fucking smirk on his face and tells thor that he’s painting- because he knows exactly what thor was implying 😜

Hope that explained it!!! Its probably one of my favorite little moments because its such a subtle and flirty moment 😍😍😍

Hello this is a PhD rant sorry

I have to get back to my supervisor with a narrowed down research question on Sunday and I just




I was accepted onto the programme with a research proposal idea that was too broad but had potential to be refined, but every smaller idea that I chisel off from the preliminary mass just seems unoriginal or unconnected somehow. I feel like everyone else who started their PhD this year is further along than I am, because I don’t even have this first step sorted yet, and it’s making me feel horribly like I don’t belong or was wrongly accepted. Academically I do kind of know that actually this is one of the harder parts of a PhD, and just irritatingly also happens to be one of the first, but I feel dumb and almost embarrassed whenever anyone asks me how the PhD is going, because saying ‘I don’t even know what I’m writing on specifically yet’ sounds like such a cop out. Poo.

that avpd feeling when u leave a social event and the Regret™ starts. it never gets any less agonizing

anonymous asked:

I'm a trans guy working in the same office as my mom. She has talked me into not being out at work (which is really dumb cuz both my bosses are openly gay men who support the community) and now it's coming back to bite us both. I have to ask for time off soon cuz I'm getting top surgery. No clue how or what I'm going to tell my boss. I know I don't have to tell him anything but I don't want to come in after surgery and have everyone assume I had breast cancer, that feels really wrong to me

That feeling when you have over 700 gifs of LotR and many more to go for the Hobbit.

Guess who’s back (your friendly neighborhood giant eye [backstreet’s bACK ALRIGHT]).

flatsound sentence starters
  • "Tonight I walked through a field that used to scare me more than I scared myself."
  • "I wish I had known you then."
  • "It was never death that interested me; it was the idea of an opportunity to follow a cold breeze that promised to take me anywhere but here."
  • "I’m sorry you thought this couldn’t work, because I’ve never wanted anything more in my entire life than to prove that it could."
  • "You were not my world, you were my universe."
  • "And I wonder if that’s what it feels like to die."
  • "Why do I wait, wondering how long it’ll take you to admit it?"
  • "I’d rather keep my mouth shut then start to say what I can’t finish."
  • "I sit here wondering if anything you said was true."
  • "We both noticed something had changed."
  • "I called you up again today and you didn't pick up."
  • "I didn't expect it to happen this quickly, you know?"
  • "I sit here and I worry about myself so much."
  • "I wanted you to care, I wanted you to be nosy, I wanted you to be there."
  • "I know it's stupid of me to say that you don't care, I mean, of course you do, but I want you to care so much more."
  • "I can't be around all these people who all my life have tried to change me."
  • "I can't hide who I am."
  • "I will be happy for the first time in my whole life."
  • "It makes me feel good, makes me feel pretty."
  • "I will go to sleep; just know you’ll be in my dreams."
  • "If I cry, it won’t be because of you."
  • "You don’t have to wait or pretend that he’s just your friend."
  • "It scares me more than I'd like to admit."
  • "My only problem lately is I've got too much time so all I'm left with is that what's on my mind."
  • "I left out everyone and all I have at the end of the day is that what's on my mind."
  • "Say I came back today, would I have a spot in your heart?"
  • "I cheated with your ex best friend."
  • "You can't stand in my doorway for long."
  • "It's eleven o'clock, he's expecting you home."
  • "I'll walk you up the hill to your car."
  • "No, don't let go, don't let this die."
  • "I just need to know what I did to ruin this and turn your body cold."
  • "If you walk through that door there will be no us."
  • "I thought you were being distant."
  • "I did not mean to make this the worst night of your life."
  • "I need you to know what happened."
  • "I saw you walking by, you didn't say hi, you didn't even smile."
  • "You're not the only one who's feeling anxious toward the bullshit that's attached to growin' up."
  • "You said things would stay the same; well, have they?"
  • "I know you're scared, but you'll never get better if you keep running away."
  • "Sometimes you need to be self centered to understand yourself better."
  • "I'm not in the mood to stick around."
  • "Every day I think about you and why you had to turn into my enemy, when all I need's my friend."
  • "Look at me and see how much I've changed since you left."
  • "Well, is this what you wanted, for me to admit that this fucking hurts?"
  • "I was never good at talking smoothly."
  • "Now I don't remember how you speak; I mean, it comes to me in dreams, but by morning, I lose everything you ever said."
  • "I'm not perfect, I think I'm quite the opposite, I'm nothing to adore."
  • "Perfection is opinion and nothing more."
  • "I'll be here waiting when your plane lands."
  • "Hi, my name is none of your concern."
  • "I like the way you make me feel at home."
  • "It wasn’t a mistake - so please dont think it was."
  • "I didn’t have a lot to drink, I just needed a bit for confidence."
  • "They won't find out, no one cares enough about it to run their mouths."
  • "Just please, when you’re ready to go, try not to make it so painful."
  • "Will you write another sad, sad song?"
  • "It's obnoxious and it's useless to fight a war you're losing."
  • "This might be your only chance."
  • "Is it you who calls the shots?"
  • "I don't know why they're choosing to confide in someone who will talk about anything."
  • "There are people who miss me and I don't know why they're investing all their time into someone with my history."
  • "Why did you say that I was one in a million? Because I believed it."
  • "I thought I had something that you were too scared to lose."
  • "I also saw how often you say goodbye."
  • "Things were never supposed to be this good."
  • "Nothing I can say now would justify a thing, just know I'm sorry."
  • "I just wanted to say I hope you're okay."
  • "You're already hurt, I'm scared that if you put your trust in me, I'll make it worse."
  • "You're still so young, you have room to grow into something amazing."
  • "You won't remember who I am."
  • "I can't live with the chance that this feeling's ever coming back."
  • "I don't hate you, but honey, this still hurts."
  • "I'm not dumb, I know everything."
  • "That liquid he consumes makes him speak the truth."
  • "Look at me, because I exist."
  • "It's a shame that we're not soulmates because if I didn't know better, I'd say this feels pretty good."
  • "You've been gone for too long, why'd you go?"
  • "Is this what you think it means to be responsible?"
  • "I went to class, you didn't show up."
  • "I thought we said that we'd keep in touch."
  • "So live up to the name you’ve been making for yourself."
  • "Last night you had that dream again, the one where you try and run from your fears but you can’t because you’re wearing fabulous stilettos."
  • "If I were the sun, I'd shine my light on you and leave the people that hurt you cold."
  • "We’re fighting again, more than usual."
  • "I’m sorry about being me."
  • "I'll sleep on the couch."
  • "Bring me a cat to be my best friend."
  • "It isn’t like you ever said that you were committed to the thought of me and only me."
  • "I can’t believe I spent all morning trying to tell you I’m sorry about yesterday."
  • "You smell like the devil but you feel like the lord."
  • "I didn’t dodge all your bullets, I just denied that they hit me."
  • "If I told you I loved you would you reach out and touch me?"
  • "I wish we had just gone to bed."
  • "This could have worked."
  • "The best part of that whole song was skipping ahead to Nicki Minaj."
  • "I will not make the same mistake twice."
  • "I know you never really liked people, I didn't mean to make that worse."
  • "I still know the roads that take me to your street."
  • "I know I promised that we'd talk more it's just, I'm surprised you even want to talk at all."
  • "I'm so scared that you still think I'm the one who gave up."
  • "The plans we made were never mistakes, they just didn't work for us."
  • "You always knew the deal that we made and what this was worth."
  • "I'll go to sleep at a decent time when I find something worth waking up for."
  • "I keep checking my phone to see you haven’t called at all."
  • "I thought I was the best part of your life, now I’m pretty sure that I was wrong."
  • "You’re impossible to read so if you love me, come clean."
  • "I’ll refer to you as my special love, the one that set me free."
  • "I’m feeling lost in towns that were my home."
  • "It's my own body, I did what I wanted."
  • "It’s not that I don’t have words to say, I just don’t want to be the one that speaks them."
  • "Your only flaw is that you’re flawless.”
  • "I’m so full of shit, I’m surprised you bought it."
  • "Well congratulations, I didn’t know you two had made things so official."
  • "Don’t call me when it fizzles; in fact, don’t call me at all."
  • "What a beautiful sight to see you alive."
  • "I can't hold you responsible anymore."
  • "I'm lost now in the thrill of it."
  • "I just want to lay in bed with you."
  • "I'll throw everything I have into the flames just to make it last."
  • "There are reasons that I can't stay."
  • "I built my life around watching everything you do."
  • "I wonder if you're having fun."
  • "You said you were done; well, how done?"
  • "I want to believe that I really don't need him."
  • "I can't wait until I see your face and my brain feels nothing."
  • "I would never want you to stop your life."
  • "You were always a shitty friend."

anonymous asked:

I just stopped by to say I'm still mad about the SG writers for having James defend the shooter for some dumbass reason last night. In what world would James defend someone who wanted to kill someone just because they're mad? Like why did the writers think that was an ok standpoint for James to have even he mistrusts Lena? I'm dying and it's their fault. Sorry for the rant but I feel like you're the person to vent to about how dumb Supergirl is sometimes.

it’s literally like……… ridiculous for him to go after Lena when Winn is also STANDING RIGHT THERE and they are in the middle of the DEO aka the organization that sanctioned the use of that bomb AND he’s talking to Kara ie the actual fucking person who set off the bomb like…………… i so wish the writers weren’t doing him this dirty bc at this point literally NONE of the shit he says regarding Lena makes sense and it’s also p wild of him to start defending the person who just fucking shot him bc he couldnt go two seconds without dragging Lena behind her back apparently. like whatever he could have his doubts but they are really having the ugliest ways to go about writing their relationship lmao

so i don’t watch a lot of tv, i wasn’t raised on it, and so my desire to watch tv is never that strong. i didn’t even start netflix binges until last year probably. i don’t ever watch movies more than once. i just don’t have that desire to. 

except star trek into darkness. 

it’s this weird little comfort movie for me and i don’t really turn to movies for comfort. but once or twice or sometimes three times a year i’ll pop into darkness in and sit down and watch it and it just.. calms me. like a bowl of spaghettios or grilled cheese (which i’m totally usually eating if i’m in the mood for my comfort movie, i have to have my comfort foods).

anyway, it’s feeling like that kind of night. and my tv set up isn’t working very well, so i’m avoiding putting it in for now. but like.. star trek? into darkness? it’s so random. it’s boys n space n aliens. and yet, it’s hands down 110% my go to comfort movie and that’ll never change.

selfreject  asked:

Just wanted to let you know...I'm a bisexual girl so I do know the difficulties we get in our lives ( been there) but you, completely hating on every straight person is completely dumb. I get that you feel like it's justified, some of them really made our lives a living hell but it's not everyone. What about these parents who, after they hear their kids coming out, they show them support and trust and love? Straight people are not all bad people. Just like we lgbta people are not all saints.

Oh my god, if you love straight people so much go start a fan club.

Also anyone who sends me these ignorant messages is required to send me twenty bucks and screenshots if me saying I hate all straight people.