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Bite Me (Part 5)

Characters: Reader, Sam, Dean (no pairings yet)

Warnings: Not much for this chapter, just mention of injuries

Overview: You were raised in the hunter life. You fell out of it. It wasn’t your choice to get pulled back in.

Word Count: 1,569

A/N: This is the fifth installment in my first ever fanfic. I love how much love you guys keep giving me :) You make my typing fingers very happy! This is more of a connecting chapter, so bear with me. It just mean’s I’ll post part 6 sooner rather than later! These words, like everything else I write, are for me. Feel free to join me in the adventure.

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“And this here’s Bobby,” Uncle Jay said, pointing at the worn picture with his calloused finger, “One of the best hunting buddies a guy could have.” We were sifting through a box filled with old photographs and odd mementos that I had found tucked behind some books while searching for a particular title on Greek Mythology. Uncle Jay had smiled when I brought it out, eager to take a walk down memory lane. My eyes roamed the photograph containing a large group of hunters, pausing on a set of boys. They were the youngest in the photo by a good number of years. 

I pointed, “Who are they?”

Uncle Jay let out a brief chuckle, “Them’s the Winchester boys.” His pointer finger traced the photo again, “Man behind them is their daddy, John. This one,” He tapped the slightly shorter figure, “that’s Dean. Real spitfire, that one. And the other, Sammy, he has a good head on his shoulders. One of the most mature fifteen year olds I’ve ever met. Gosh,” he scratched his bristled chin, “Kid must be… at least twenty by now. Close to your age, Small Fry. That’d put Dean around twenty-four, give or take.” He sighed deeply and placed the crumpled image back in the box before closing the lid. “Now,” he picked up the book on mythology, “what have we found out about our siren?” And just like that we were back on the case at hand.

The Winchester boys’ faces stayed with me. I went back to the box later than night and removed the photograph of hunters, folding it in half on an existent crease and slipping it into my wallet. I took the photo with me wherever I went, a reminder through the blood, pain, and hurt that there were others out there like me. Two boys, now young men, living and breathing the hunter life. I wondered if they were given a choice. I wondered if they’d tried to get out of it all. I wondered if they had bigger hopes and dreams for a life not involving salt lines, shotguns, and solitary. I wondered if they had nightmares that would wake them in a state of panic in the dead of night. I wondered what they feared while living an existence alongside monsters. I wondered how much they were like me. And just having that photograph gave me a glimmer of hope, a hope to connect with someone outside of mine and Uncle Jay’s small world.


“Hey, come on, you can’t sleep,” someone was gently shaking my arm, “You need to wake up.”

“Bite me,” I growled low in my throat, and the hand quickly disappeared.

“What did she say?” That would be Dean.

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I just found your page and it makes me so happy. A couple of times it had me actually laughing, and it made me so happy just to see someone with so much knowledge and dignity. Thank you for having this blog, and please never stop.

I don’t plan on It. Life happens as it should.. as long as others keep growing and benefitting I will continue to do my best

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On “Empowerment”

You don’t understand me, sunshine girl, and you never will,
The light in my life is the light of the moon,
sometimes bright and dark again soon.
Your faith is a hot fire,
It consumes the dark,
Becoming the horizon
as the night learns the mark
My light is a reflection, a borrowed thing,
my happiness an hourglass, my heart in a sling.
My life waxes and wanes in life and death,
you thank the air, I thank the breath. 

Sunshine girl, your steps sometimes sunken and heavy,
But the storm is not your heart, so you are steady.
I live like a city, clogging my skies to cloak the stars,
While you row in rivers, ask for light to keep in jars,
And you never see why
And you only taste sweet
And you never feel those beneath your feet.

Even when my moon disappears, and may never come again,
My darkness makes love out of despair,
the wildness of me, I find forgiveness there.
But you, child of light, child of daffodil springs,
The darkness and shadows are dull there, and transient,
Your thoughts, lark, are easy and spent.

Sunshine girl, did you know? 
Did you know that light you carry is too bright?
Too bright for eyes born in darkness?
My mellow eyes can see the lies
and know that the fire in your pocket was built to burn
But what does that matter?
If you get what you like in the end?

You don’t know, sunshine girl,
What I see in the dark.
but your world, fever-bright,
I can see in a spark.

The signs new years resolutions:

Aries: Work on taking things down a notch and give yourself more time before jumping into something.

Taurus: Explore, find out more about yourself that you’ve never known before.

Gemini: Vow to do what makes you happy and focus on what you really want in life.

Cancer: Vow to own your choices and move forward no matter what.

Leo: Vow to stop giving attention to people who clearly don’t appreciate it.

Virgo: Vow to not keep living your life in the back seat, it’s time take control of your life.

Libra: Vow to finally put your needs first for once and worry about everything else later.

Scorpio: Vow to not be so quick to cut ties with someone because you assumed before checking.

Sagittarius: Vow to prioritize better and stay on top of things.

Capricorn: Set aside time for you, and doing whatever you want to do no matter how crazy it may seem.

Aquarius: Vow to take a break and not stress yourself out with people and situations that are negative.

Pisces: Vow to not open up immediately and know that not everyone deserves the benefit of the doubt. 

Looking back on 2016, I’m very glad that I was dragged into Mystic Messenger hell towards the later part of the year. I was able to somehow stick and develop an art style that I really had fun with. I love splashing colors and details around, and I’m glad it fits so well with the crack comics I’ve always been wanting to do. On another note, people say I also look like my art ((im guessing it’s mostly the meme faces maybe HAHA ♥))

I’m very delighted and honored to be able to make you all happier with my art ^__^ Thank you so much for all your support ♥ I hope you will continue supporting me for the next year as well! Happy New Year, everyone, and stay safe!

Some thoughts under the cut to keep things short ♥

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Stop wasting your time with individuals who aren’t really all about you. Stop trying to force connections that aren’t all there, or telling yourself that maybe the reason love isn’t happening for you is because your expectations are too high. It’s not unrealistic to desire a partner that is attentive to your needs and wants, and who puts in the effort to not only get to know you, but keep you happy and feeling secure. Don’t compromise the things you value in a relationship for people who keep missing the mark. Your time could be much better spent. Some day someone is going to walk into your life and make you realize just why you should never settle, and they will be so bold and clear with their love that you’ll never have to think twice.

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Have you ever met someone at the wrong time in your life but then the right time came around and somehow now you’ve been given the chance to finally make each other happy?

Thank you for loving me @ktorr19 ❤️

Everything is temporary.

I hope your 2017 is better than your 2016. I hope it’s your best year yet. I hope you find meaning in your life, in the lives of those around you. And I hope you have the curiosity to go looking for it. 

I hope you learn to let go of the things that are holding you back; leave them behind in the past. I hope you make new memories that you’ll keep forever; put them in the top pocket of your favourite shirt so you can take them out every so often and smile. 

I hope you do one thing that scares you every day; that you make new friends who don’t always share your views. And that you learn about places halfway across the world, and push yourself to keep trying but forgive yourself when you don’t always meet your goals.  

I hope you smile at least once every day, and that you surround yourself with people who are kind and funny and honest. I hope you find a place where your happiness is permanent, not temporary. I hope you find that place in yourself.

ADVICE FOR 2KFOREVER

•BE. BLACK. AS. HELL!!!!
•EMBRACE THAT BODY! Fat, skinny, thick, whatever your category, EMBRACE IT! And if you aren’t happy with how you look, CHANGE FOR YOU! Not for a man, not for anybody else that has made slick comments about your weight.
•BE UNAPOLOGETIC! If you already were, continue. If you weren’t, BE THAT!
•STOP APOLOGIZING! For saying what and how you feel.
•LEARN HOW YO SAY NO! Without making any excuses
•LIVE LIFE! LOVE LIFE!
•BE HAPPY!
•BE YOU!
• LOVE YOURSELF! Not because nobody will love you if you don’t but because that’s the most important thing and the most healthiest thing for you.
• PUT A STOP TO ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING UNHEALTHY! Relationships, friendships, situationships.
• DON’T KEEP THOSE EMOTIONS BOTTLED UP! Let it out, talk about it, cry about it, be angry about it, showing emotions is not a sign of weakness it’s a sign of strength

15 Important Life Lessons

1. Don’t take yourself too seriously. Learn to laugh at your mistakes.

2. Life is too short it to waste it on resentments, bitterness or grudges you’re holding against others.

3. You don’t have to win every argument and fight. Sometimes it’s OK to just agree to disagree.

4. Make peace with your past - then let it go, and move on.

5. Choose to go after what brings you happiness.

6. Don’t compare yourself to others.

7. It doesn’t really matter what others think about you – just live your own life and be true to who you are.

8. Life isn’t always fair – but sometimes good things happen, too!

9. Ignore your feelings – and keep taking the next step.

10. Ask for what you want.

11. Don’t suffer in silence – reach out for support.

12. Everything changes.

13. Be willing to experiment and try something new.

14. The most important thing is to love and be loved.

15. Believe that the best is yet to come.

What makes you happy? Think about that for just a moment. Do you have that list in your head? Good. Keep it there.

What makes you sad? I’m sure there’s a collection of thoughts forming in your head now. Keep those there too.

There’s a question that isn’t asked nearly as often as the two questions above. A question that needs to be pondered and discussed.

What makes you feel complete?
What fills the empty void within your soul?

This concept- filling empty spaces, completing the mind and soul, being utterly fulfilled- is a concept that we, as humans, need just as much as feelings of happiness or sadness.

Completion and filling of the soul isn’t exactly something that is easily explained, however. The feeling of being absolutely overcome and serene with life isn’t one that’s easy to be put into words.

Think about what makes you feel complete. Is it a person, an activity, a place? Whatever it is, you need to hold onto it. Hold onto it with your soul. Because completion is one emotion that can immensely save a life.

Feeling whole and having the soul filled is the key to staying alive. Not so much surviving, but living. Being completed keeps the process of living actually enjoyable. The filling of the soul is so incredibly important to life, and holding onto the things that complete the soul will keep the soul living forever.

What completes you? Form that list, and never let go.

Think about what it is that drives you.  That motivates you.  That one thing that makes you want to get up earlier and go down later.  If you know what that is, keep at it and allow it to push you forward.  If you haven’t found it yet, it’s okay. Keep looking and be patient.  It’ll come.

@therealjacksepticeye Happy birthday to my favorite Irishmen! 💚 Seán, you/ your videos have always been a source of inspiration, positivity, and joy for me when ever i need it; whether that be when i’m doing great or when i’m in a full melt down, you/your videos have always been there to keep my head floating above water, and make me less lonely. I wish nothing best the for you in this new year if your life; i pray that you will be bless beyond measure in all that you do and that you have as much pizza, cookies, and cake as you want ;)😂

Keep reminding yourself. If it is supposed to happen, it will.
—  maintain unwavering hope :))
Happiness is the consequence of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world looking for it. You have to participate relentlessly in the manifestations of your own blessings. And once you have achieved a state of happiness, you must never become lax about maintaining it. You must make a mighty effort to keep swimming upward into that happiness forever, to stay afloat on top of it.
—  Elizabeth Gilbert

If you’re going through heartbreak, blast your favourite upbeat playlist of songs and dance around like it’s the happiest day of your life. Sing your heart out and overcome the pain that stabs at you that causes emotional ache and leaves behind deep cuts. Music always has a way of making you feel like tomorrow’s a new day.

When your eyes are brimming with tears, please remember things will become better and you will be strengthened in spirit. Don’t rule happiness out, you are amazing so don’t let them convince you otherwise.

—  melodramatlcKeep fighting