if i'm having a bad day

I thought I was doing good adulting wise with just my doctors appointment yesterday. But then my dental office called me today and said “we can fit you in today instead” and I said okay so now I’m getting my cavity dealt with today instead


Bee Valhourdin


  • Gender: Female.
  • Race: Miqo’te Seeker of the Sun.
  • Height: 4′9″
  • Eye Color: Lavender Purple
  • Hair Color: Golden blonde with purple highlights.

The Facts-

  • Name Day: Unknown
  • Occupation: Hunter for the Adventurer’s Guild. 
  • Sexual identification: Bisexual.
  • Romantic identification: Polyamorous.
  • Alignment: Chaotic Good.
  • Criminal History: None 
  • Relationship Status: Single.
  • Sweet on: No one at the moment.

Favorites –

  • Favorite food: Flint Caviar
  • Favorite drink: What do you have?
  • Favorite artist: Anyone that can play the piano or sing. She’s a sucker for both.
  • Favorite scent: The rain. 
  • Favorite person(s): Her mother.

Randoms –

Ten facts about your muse:

⚫ You wouldn’t know it from looking at her, but she is an excellent seamstress. She makes most of her own clothes and repairs them when they are inevitably ruined.  

⚫ She has a recurring nightmare of watching her birth mother die in front of her. She is just now learning the truth of what really happened.

⚫ She was adopted by a woman in Ul’dah after she was nearly beaten to death in the streets. 

⚫ She has an irrational fear of mirrors. She broke every mirror in her adopted mother’s house not long after she moved in.

⚫ She may have a problem with alcohol. Often drinking to excess. She has been known to dance on tables or starting fights until someone carries her home, kicking and screaming.

⚫ She is a talker. Once she gets going, it’s hard to get her to stop. No secret is safe with her.

⚫ She is one to take action before thinking about it. It has often gotten her into trouble, but somehow it usually works out. 

⚫ When she is sewing, you don’t want to be anywhere around her. The area becomes a disaster full of cloth and thread. If you’re not careful, you’ll end up a part of her clothes!

⚫ Because of her mother’s connection with the Blades, Bee has been able to work with the Adventurer’s Guild in hunting down the more dangerous animals on their list.

⚫ She loves to cuddle. If you come to her house to visit or to have a drink, there’s a very good chance she will end up in your lap. Possibly falling asleep.

Five Things -

5 Things they like:

  1. Alcohol
  2. Swimming
  3. Good food
  4. Adventure
  5. Cuddling

5 Things they dislike:

  1. Being talked about like she isn’t there
  2. Pettiness
  3. Being alone
  4. Thunder
  5. Cold weather

5 Good habits:

  1. Exercises regularly
  2. Keeps a journal of good things that happen to her each day.
  3. Loyal
  4. Open-minded
  5. Tries to perform an act of kindness to a stranger each day

5 Bad Habits:

  1. Drinking
  2. Fidgets endlessly
  3. Jealous
  4. Gossiper
  5. Stubborn

5 Personalities they gravitate toward:

  1. Honest
  2. Friendly
  3. Charming
  4. Funny
  5. Adventurous

5 Personality types they avoid:

  1. Abrasive
  2. Authoritarian
  3. Deceitful
  4. Fanatical
  5. Greedy

5 Fears:

  1. Losing her memory again.
  2. Losing herself in battle. It has happened before and people died.
  3. Death - Hers or her mother’s. They both do dangerous work.
  4. Thunder.
  5. The paranormal.

Tagged by: @snowblood  (sorry, I’m too slow at this)

Tagging:  @aymeric-the-blue, @sunlitpeony, @high-stakes-gambler Uh… I’m so bad at this. If you’ve already done this, I’m sorry! Anyone else that would like to do this, feel free!

Ritsu left the room, and his hand lingered on the open edge of the door. He pushed it, until it hit the wall and displayed Mob’s dark and empty room to the world. So that it would not be shut away, so that it would not fade from sight like a shut door might. Ritsu let it live and breathe with the rest of the house, even if it was him alone who had to pass it each day.

hey so guess who’s still crying (read)

guess who jumped the bandwagon and started reading percy jackson? i’m only on the 3rd book so he’s not this old yet but i just wanted to draw him older so forgive me if i messed up his older design since i haven’t reached that yet 

ok back to reading


nine in the afternoon // panic! at the disco


(✿ ♥‿♥) Santa Beard Appreciation 

Dear able-bodied people,

Just because I am functioning, does not mean I am well. I can force myself to function when I have no other choice. It does not mean that I am having a good day, that my condition is not as bad as it seems, or that my condition is cured/well controlled. It simply means that I am operating outside of my limits out of necessity.

Just because I am functioning, does not mean I am well.

i wish i could do things right and i wish i had motivation to get up

  • Me: It's okay to be unsure of your gender/sexuality!!1! It's totally cool to be figuring yourself out!
  • Me @ me: except you bc u need to get ur stuff together and figure out what the heck u are right now immediately
  • me, a year ago: g/t is my deepest darkest secret.... i can only view terribly rendered giants in icognito mode.... i can never tell anyone, i will be seen as a Freak, no one must know that i am small